A Story
so lost and yet so strong
my weeping angel and
my mountain so far away
how are you holding me up
in your beautiful arms
wings carrying us to the dream
when you're so so lost?
that perfect moment
between two imperfect lovers
is so close
i can taste it in the night
when my dreams and nightmares
shake me to the waking time
my gift is this tiny thought
laced with reassurance
in the deep dark night we both fear
there is a miracle at our door
that one beautiful horizon
when you turn the corner
and step into my world
and i fall into yours
when all the pieces of our lost moments
all the questions that can never be answered
come together and matter no longer
when those fears we have are put to rest
because the risk has been taken
the journey started
the beginning of the end of this torment
Hardly a Sonnet
did you know that this would be this?
the life we would start to live
when our tiring lives
changed in an instant
when the mourning in our hearts
would carry us across space and time
and heal the wounds that a desperation for love caused
fill the holes in two souls
from which we poured love and devotion
for those human forms
those voids we wasted love on
did you know that this was going to happen
that first casual time that you told me you loved me?
that offhanded moment
that meant so bloody much
do you know that my heart races when you call
that i am in bliss
laughing with the mutual friend
because you have put me in light again
that the nightmares have finally gone away
replaced by constant dreams of you
that the only remaining insomnia
is because i wait for the precious moments
of your voice
that love that i treasure
do you know what you mean to me?
My Lost Muse
you cry into the night
of being soul less
of the mistakes made
the shame inside
the fear, always the fear
but you cry wolf, my love
do you have moments
when you think i could be
so devoted and so free
do you think that the mate of my soul
could lack his own?
i have been a fool for love
but not lost in the lies
i have seen you in the darkness
since before we met
i have been holding your hand
across this distance
i have touched and allowed the touching
of pieces that none but you have known
i am, just am because of you
Lost and Found
love is no game anymore
gone are the disappointments
the love given
and the black holes we poured heart and soul into
those that took and took again
love is in these moments
when you pick my chin up
with perfect words across the line
love is in these moments when
when my smile touches your heart
and laughter heals your soul
love is in every moment
when we think that anything would be better
side by side
love has meaning now
and we have found it in this dark world
