Hope Again
if it will heal those empty spaces
deep in your broken blue eyes
i will pulse my love across this space
drag you into the light
carry you in my heart
which is as big as the world can stand
if it will make you smile
i will sing in the dark
cry with you to those sappy love songs
hold you with my voice until the last thoughts are still
talk to you of the dreams we have
and give you the last of the hope that remains
in love, trust and faith
i will wait for that first touch
that brings the end of the journey
Unanswerable Questions
how have i earned this miracle
when my sins have murdered the last of the faith
how can i dare to dream again
or open my wounded eyes
when i have spent so many moments
giving away my soul
to the greed of the cowards i attract?
how can it be that one as strong as you
remains faithful when i have lost it all?
Dreaming in Faith
do you see?
he's there in the night time
and any time
offering the best of what he is and could be
to a lost child
a friend beyond reason
the dream that shouldn't come true
the impossible wishes
that i have fought against
lesson upon lesson
teaching me that he is impossible
to keep the real inside hidden
because it chases all away
silly lost child
struggling to remain deluded
expectation breeds dissappointment
and in all of this he is so real
so close to it all
and so impossibly far away
US in Fear
have cried to you of loss
of violation
and fear
have shaken with terror
in the nights when i thought it was the last
of the love in my broken heart
have begged the Goddess
to bring you to me
or me to you
because the bleeding hearts must stop
there must be somewhere for us to be
other than these taunting dreams
so i will sleep again
in one remaining fear
only the fear of time