The Answer To Why
loved you
with the scrapps
of a broken heart
natural failure
because when you needed
something more
she couldn't bring miracles
or hope in the darkness
and you're lost
with the girl soon to follow
but this is the end
for the fallen angel
the last days of sanity
when breath is too expensive
to bear much longer
so it's time to leave
the "brother" who tried to guide
the biologics who found dissappointment
the young lover she failed
into the darkness
to start again
and perhaps find less failure
in the next life
When It's Done
you have turned in your cold moment
away from truly seeing
that the clues are written
in words you used to hear
so when it's over
and you must know why
it's because there was nothing
but loss and mourning
when the tears had to stop
she went for the bottle
Resentment and Death
give the last of your love
to save every one of them
because you chose to believe
that she was stronger
drive into the night
because this one or that one calls
be the hero to all
facilitate their weak moments
as she slides away
teach the final deadly lesson
that it was always true
there is nothing for the broken girl
who sits in the dark
waiting for the call that won't come
the last of the reasons to hate herself
a greater fool there couldn't be
than to believe that it was possible