Boobalicious Paper Doll's blog: "2009"

3:31pm

Ok So I am here checking out the site....  I hadn't talked to anyone in a while except for about 1-2 people.  I haven't had any internet connection at all.  It sucks really b/c at the same time i've had to deal with major DRAMA!  Everyone hates drama for sure.

The last time I remember being "happy" was forever, but the last time I was somewhere near happy was when I was reassured about something.  He still doesn't know he proved me wrong with something that I kind of thought. 

I realized when I was out of a job, that it's not the end of the world.  Yeah, yeah I know...  I always speak my mind especially through blogs.  It's been bad to the point that I am going to have to move out and I have no clue where I am going to end up. 

The hardest thing I had to do was not cry, but only b/c I haven't had time to cry.  It's been hard, trying to pack up my stuff, give away some clothes, and some new shoes/heels i'd bought for the workplace.  When I suddenly left on Monday at the end of the workday, I felt like crying and seeking help.  no!  Not mental help, I just meant as in help with coping with all these sudden changes.

Unfortunately, I haven't had much luck lately, especially in my love life.  True, it's my fault b/c I've kept away from everyone, but everyone goes through that motion right?  I realized again, who my real friends are/were and I haven't put much thought into that either.  All I know is that it is an extremely terrible feeling. 

I know I know... I just keep ranting on and on and on about what? Time will tell.  All I can say right now is I have to be careful about my word usage and such b/c I don't want it to bite me back in the you know what...

So I haven't been able to check my emails for a while, just good thing to know is that I am still alive.  I can't say I'm well, but I'm taking it day by day, though every day seems darker and grimmer...  I know some people know what I am talking about as far as having such days.

Anywho, I hope to come back - fierce & with a vengeance!  Somehow I'll figure out how to make it all better and hiopefully regain my job back since they want me back.  I need to find some sort of legal statutes and laws and such so that I can come out a winner.  Again, I'm not going to say what about, but if you want, just get in contact with me. 3:40pm

 

3:44pm Oh yeah one more thing...  I'm going to disappear for a while again while I gather my thoughts.  if you'd like to send an email, go right ahead broken.dollie@yahoo.com

I was just thinking about a cute but funny incident I had about 2 months ago.  It involved a cute guy whom I adore lots.  I think he's cute.  Ladies, he's a great catch.  I just wish we spent more time!  I drove a couple of hours from my city to hang out with him, and the most embarrassing thing happened!  Ok so nothing embarrassing happened except for the one person walking in on us.  Yeah that was the most embarrassing thing that happened.  I'll leave it up to your imagination to figure out what they walked in on... hehehe OK PPLZ BUH BYE 3:46pm

(If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!) ================================================================================================== What is it that you absolutely need sexually? someone who will please me What is something you have always wanted to try? sex during a train ride What is something you have never done in bed before? phone sex What time of day do you like to have sex? anytime What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? that sparkle in his eye when i know how much he lusts after me and wants it sooo bad with me How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? hmm if I'm into the guy not very long.... Maybe I should try it out next time and see how long it takes me haha If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? both! the last time that happened was when i was in high school... oops TMI Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? if we're both alone no, but if there were others maybe... if I knew he loved me or at least had eyes for me and only me then let them get jealous Have you ever faked an orgasm? unfortunately I have, but not the last time and he knows I wasn't faking What Part of your body are you self-conscious about? every part of myself Do you have any sexual regrets? only when younger If a lover cheated on you would you take them back? nope How Important is sex in your life? Let's see... I feel wanted, needed, lusted after, and attractive How Important is love in your life? MOST IMPORTANT THING OF ALL What is the biggest fight you have ever had with a bf/gf? I caught him cheating Do you believe in make-up sex? hell fuckin yeah Have you ever told a complete stranger something you kept from a lover? hahahaha yup Have you ever had a one night stand? well if I have a chance at him again then no it's not a one nighter *bats eyes* If you could go back in time would you change it or take it back? nope cuz out of one of them we later became lovers, with another one - he's now my best friend, and well hmm the next one idk Would you go down on your bf/gf under a restaurant table? nope Where would you have sex in public? question is would you dare me to do so lol Would you ever have sex while at work? not at this current job - at my previous job yup Would you have sex in the dressing room of a department store? nah it's too dirty Would you have sex in the rain? yup yup a fantasy come true over and over and over again I mean.. What is the highest number of orgasms you have had in one sex romp? i lost count after like 10. How many do you wish you could have? plenty... as many as he can give me What do you like Trimmed,Shaved or Natural? TRIMMED OR SHAVED! What sounds do you like to hear during sex? groaning, moaning, panting, deep breathing What sounds do you make during sex? MOANS DIRTY TALK SWEET TALK AND GROWLS. What words do you love to hear during sex? oh fuck me .... lizzzzzzz.... oooooohhhhhh..... fuckkkkkkkk..... lizzzzzzzz.... that's it baby...... right there... yeahhhh.... What do you yell during an orgasm? I don't... I just moan!!! How many times a week do you like to have sex? if I could, every day and a few times per day lol Do you want to try the 69 position? no comment What are your three fav. positions? hmm can I get back to you on that lol What are the top 3 erogenous zones on your body? my lower lip, my neck and my thighs Top or Bottom? top. Bedroom or other room? doesn't matter Lights on or off? CANDELIGHT Public or Private? private Partially or Entirely naked? partially. Oil & Lotion or Candles & Satin Sheets both lol although i don't need oil lol Fast & Hard or Slow & Gentle? slow and gentle Standing up or Laying down both Soft or Firm touch? both Under Covers or On Top? under covers Would you ever have sex in your childhood bedroom? nope Have you ever hooked up on a swing set? nope Is there any desire that you want to try that you think is taboo? nope Any New Positions you haven't done but want to try? idk????? Do you have any sexual fetishes you want to explore? maybe Are there any secret desires you have never told? nah Where in the house is your favorite spot to have sex? THE SHOWER. What is your favorite thing about sex? how bad he wants it hehehe. What is your favorite sexual setting? the park or the shower. Would you ever work out nude? WORK OUT?!!!...SLAPS YOU AGAIN. Would you ever fool around in a movie theater? I haven't in a long time ahhhh memories Would you ever make a porno with your bf/gf? sure why not Would you ever do a photo shoot in sexy clothes for your bf/gf? sure why not Do you think you need sex more or less often than the average person? I'm a mini-nymph Who was on your mind while you did this survey? I'm not giving names ================================================================================================== Now, your turn.... Comment or repost or both!

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