Do you believe in love at first site? I never use to, but when you meet someone incredibly attractive that just GETS you, your view starts to change a bit. I dont know If I do you. but what about soul mates... when you meet that special someone does your heat imediately recognize it to be so? I dunno, but I am beggining to think maybe so. WOW!!! I dont know what to say lol it just kind of hit me and i am not use to things like that... I am talking about the type of person you imediately open up to. you cant help but to do so you cant hold back because there is nothing threatening about them... this is KILLING ME!!! I am scared. I have known this guy for such a short period of time, but he is genuinely beautiful, both inside and out... I talk to him and I lose all focus on anything else. Like its just him and me. He has the most AMAZING brown eyes. Now I am not saying that I love this man for it is too soon to tell for sure, but I am more than definitely infatuated, and the potential for love is there. what do you do when you are in this situation... I think he feels the same way towards me... I definately left an impression. But how much is too much... I dont want to scare this guy off... I dont know I will just have to let life flow where it may and remember this time to keep a piece of my heart for myself... I dont know how serious things will get, but If they do get serious I dont want to have my heart broken as it has been before... The problem is I dont know if I could hold back with this one... cause I cant help but open up to him... I feel no judgement from him... I feel nothing threatening in any way... The one and only time I have ever been in love, I felt a slight change in me. there were just a couple things that he liked that I did not care for so much, and I felt like If I didnt like them too he wouldnt like me... so I made sure that I found something that I liked about everything he did... I dont think that can happen with this one... because I am happy with the person that I am right now... I am happy with me, and I wouldnt change for ANYONE IN THE WORLD. Besides the fact that we are so similar to one another it is slightly frightening. needless to sy I am excited about this one I want you all to wish my luck. for relationships are one area I have never been good in and with the POTENTIAL that this is showing I dont want to screw it up... I dont want to pull away That in and of itself is saying something... most guys I run scared after one good conversation... this one I can not pull away from I cant let myself... AHHH so once again random rambling for the night. my brain can sleep now... So I listen to my music and hope for the best. for at this point there is nothing more than hope in all of this... hope that things work out and hope that I dont pull away I must bid you all goodnight... I am ready for sleep
