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What are you waiting for?
When does the pain stop?
When will I feel whole again?
I think the answer is never .
Not a day shall pass for me without pain.
Do I bring this pain upon myself or do others inflict it upon my very soul?
Perhaps it is both that inflict this pain upon my soul.
Wil this pain ever stop taunting me.
In my every waking moment there is nothing but pain.
Even in my hours of sleep I can not escape the pain I feel inside.
A pain so harsh and raw I just want to scream and never stop.
Once I had a friend tell me they were broken but perhaps it is I who is really broken.
A shell of what I once was so carefree and full of life till the pain took over and left me a so utterly broken.
I know not if I can ever be more than this broken shell you see before you.
Always asking myself what people want from me?
Are they only after causing me more pain?
After so many have brought me pain always in the back of my mind it lingers that maybe that’s all people want .
To bring me more pain and heart ache.
When will this pain end.
When will I feelwhole again.
I think the answer is Never in this life time.
