KrAzY KeN's blog: "new and improved"

So i'm just in my own thoughts and feelings right now, not sure what to think or how to handle these things going on inside my head and my heart. I wonder if there will be a chance to talk things out, or will it be a few more days that i sit back and ponder.. What do i do from here.. when can my heart stop holding on to something that may or may not ever be.. time will tell i guess. i'm 43 i'm not getting any younger.. time to either stop acting like its a highschool game and deal with it, or move on . whats next