KrAzY KeN's blog: "You know who"

So i have a big problem with someone that was recently in my home.. she left and then decided to start talking shit about me.. well wait a minute.. are you trying to make me feel bad about myself cuz anything that ends up being said always comes back to me. Do you honestly think i play this game.. oh please you better get a grip of reality and understand fubar has ruined your pathetic little life.. You want to call me a wolf in sheep clothing.. you better look at yourself before saying shit about me.. i could open a big can of worms and disgusting can of magets on your stupid ass but then again you'd enjoy it.. 

I for one am not a wolf in sheep clothing, i'm no where near a catfish.. i've been on this site for 14 years.. and i do not hide who the hell i am to no one.. just cuz i didn't kiss your ass don't mean i have to be gullable and deal with you trying to run me off of fubar either.. Heres some advice for you .. go back to your daughter and take care of her and be with her.. leave fubar alone cuz you are way to much wrapped into this site than anyone.. you become your own worse nightmare.. a drama queen a user .. don't go playing innocent cuz there is way more that i could say about you but i think everyone would understand you are not as sweet and innocent as you try playing to be. 

Any one got a problem with me .. better bring it other wise don't even fucking bother cuz i don't play in the bullshit drama of fubar.. thanks 

i think you want me to apologize for my words cuz they cut and burn.. i didn't do anything but state my feelings.. but then again i'm just a option as always right.. ok well fine i am sorry .. sorry that i can't ever be perfect or give you all the attention in the world that you think you deserve.. its ok ,, i am sorry for making you feel as low as you feel.. but what i wont apologize for is your actions that you try blaming everyone else but yourself for your actions.. i will never cut you down for your looks or beauty.. my only problem with you is your character and your choices that you make.. i'm not a toy and i refuse to be used as one.. i'll always be a friend but don't ever play with my head or my heart

Soooo ok i want to say i'm sorry for being a pissed off asshole who feels like everything i've ever done in the year n a half was a waste of time. I have accepted the fact things have changed. we all grow up from them and learn from them. I just hope that where ever life may lead her that she takes her time instead of jumping with both feet in .. love is something that can't be played with .. regardless of what you think .. its your choice to deal with .. no mattter if its heart ache or a happy time. if anyone that should be sorry .. it is me.. sorry for day one that i shouldn't of been in that position to try or think that someone could of loved me like i thought.. yeah its fubar lol sooooo its a game .. yay enjoy the game that you play.. cuz its a repeativeness that you seem to keep doing.. sorry not sorry .. i'm heading to that world where that people will see the Karma and get what they deserve by their own actions .. not of my own 

So ok i am a little confused, maybe its not as confusing as it seems but ok .. i was hoping that we could end up talking but yeah we were working in the same lounge and i even asked your permission if you were ok with it.. just be up front with me and talk to me instead of ignoring me.. yeah i get it neither of us are innocent but hell i'm still standing here saying i love you 

you know its hard when you hear I miss Jessica out of his mouth and he is upset about it.. not much i can say to him or tell him.. he's an awesome 7 year old and i love him to death .. Its that part of a parents life that you have to wipe his tears away and tell him it'll be ok buddy I love you no matter what.. kinda puts tears to my eyes to see him upset

Thought i'd stop by and say hi, i hope you are doing well.. miss you and think of you often .. miss talking to you .. I miss hearing your laugh or seeing you laugh but its ok i understand.. I know you have said around fubar that i wont leave you alone.. but i also know that you have been watching my blogs. so i know you see.. I know you have your weird ways to check up on me with out actually checking up on me .. its cool .. I just hope you do know i'm here for ya when ya want someone to talk to that wont bully or force ya .. i'll do my best to make ya laugh

let me ask you this please.. why did you think in this world i would ever go against you.. why would you ever think i would ever cheat on you.. I love you and i feel like all i was, was something to have for when no one else was gonna be there. this is how i feel.. my feelings do matter and i think you were really shady on how you acted towards me. only in Rockin Air waves i felt like i was just another person to you, but everywhere else i was your man.. are you that ashamed of me you had to flirt with others cuz it seemed like i wasn't good enough for you.. I only want you to be open and honest with me cuz it matters ... not just pushed aside