Grateful Dharqe BarBie's blog: "Thoughts"

Pinches myself

was it all a dream

we fit so perfectly 

you and I 

basking in the glow of love

a passion we shared , the want for a strong honest bond with another

now this feeling 

the overwhelming feeling 

of loss eats at me 

the wait is hard

the thoughts 

the pain i shall suffer till your heart may possibly return 

what is there to gain in distant hearts

just lost time and memories at a standstill 

I wait 

 you say it wasnt our love that went wrong 

so i do what i can to show you I can be a faithful heart

strong for us both 

while you take your leave 

through the strongest of storms I stand resolute

I wait

while you figure out the words to your lifes song 

as you push to find your way and be the man you long to be

I wait 

so together we can again emotionally grow

for while in our love we were the matching of two perfect souls 

honest and loving as two could be

relentless in love as you said to me

As I stand on the shores of hope

I wait for the return of the purest love I have known 

and wait 

and wait 

and wait....