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Sgt Daddy
SGT Daddy My Daddy is a Sergeant a U.S. Army soldier his job is to make men of privates a shaper and a molder My SGT Daddy is the backbone to this "Army Of One" he carries his head held high for all the hard work he has done. Sometimes my SGT Daddy comes home so tired and it seems he's had all he can take but then he smiles at me and scoops me up a bond even the Army cannot break. His missions are hard, days are long and the pay is not that great but both his Grandpas were military men and so it became his fate. When I look up at my SGT Daddy I see loyalty, honor and pride it is also reflected in our home as Mommy and me stand by his side. Someday he'll see the example he set when I grow to be his size such as learning how to adapt to change when a PCS uprooted us from our lives. Right now I pretend to be like him wearing his dog tags and beret the time will come when I am older I'll pretend no more and fill his boots one day.

Please Get A Life Already! Lmfao
thank you so much for being so worried about my mental health, its doing just fine. but im getting allot of shit hear, and i understand why, and here it is, i see that you guys are pissed granted you are permitted to be angry with me, but i have one question, why is it you got fired, it was for being a bad dj and a worse employee, yes we lost quite a few listeners, i can attest to that, it took me all of 45 minutes on the air to go from 5 listeners to 30 i announced you was coming on the air, i lost 17 right off the bat! thats not loosing listeners? you carried maybe 10 per show, we lost listeners because they got so fucking tired of hearing about you and micki or what ever the hell her name is. They dont care David thats what i told you when you started seperate friends from fans they are not their to care about that fact that my son has a damn cold or that he has Congenital Adrenal Hyperplasia, or that he has Hermangiomas, all they care about is if we play their song, how fast we get

#7
today i feel as if ct is starting to turn into a public school where everyone had special clics and dont give a rats ass about anyone else. i ahve posted shit and no one reposts them its a bunch of crock cause i have to repost them myself. i am depressed tattoo had to start his new job sooner then planned, my grandpa has to have surgury this move as well as my grams they are going down hill quickly. It worries me and yet again this is another xmas that is missing some family members. my birthday comes up on thursday and i dont think anyone is gonna do anything for me. what they is happening im gonna be 20 but i dont feel it, cause for crying out loud im not graduated yet for many reasons. i need a drink so damn bad right now but i wont cause i am the only one here with my son. i need to escape to where i dont know. and no one give me a smartass comment about that. well im gonna go before i bore you to death

Old People...
EXTREME OLD PEOPLE!!!! Current mood: amused ive seen a lot of things in my short time on this earth...however its rare that i see something that i find so amusing that i have to grab my camera-phone and snap a picture...yesterday i saw something that did that...and it has changed my life forever.... i was on my way to Best Buy to pick up a copy of Superman Returns to see if i would hate it as much as i thought i would (i didnt but its still no Batman) anyways, while at a red light i looked to my left and spotted and old couple in a decent truck. as we started to move i noticed something on a rack on the tailgate...it was a Segway scooter...you know, those "untippable" two wheeled things that losers ride around on...it was supposed to change the way we traveled...i have seen 2 in actual use, but now it seems those 2 were wasting the potential of this "so-gay-it-makes-you-want-beat-the-living-holy-shit-out-of-the-person-riding-it" mode of transportation....Look at the pic at

Always And Forever...the Real Thing..
Sweet Lady, song of my heart, Hold my hand, as this journey we start. Lift me up in spirit of joy and gladness; And shield my soul from heartbreak and sadness. Steadfast, honest and true; Your partner is here and will forever love you. It is my prayer that I will always be; The one who brings you joy and sets your spirit free. With my love I’ll cover you and warm your soul with mine; Give you pleasures – like none you will find. Your Sweet Lady, song of your heart; Will love you forever, together or apart. So hear me Sweet Lady, and know in your soul; That there is no better future than with you to grow old. Endless caresses, touches and kisses; Our passion a banner for our love’s true existence. My hand I extend and my honor I offer; For being with you my love, there is no greater pleasure. Your hand I accept, and all your love as well; My heart sings so loudly, all can tell I am loved and in love with the man made for me Hold my hand; let us walk through th

Defining Mr./mrs. Right
PinkY & The TurnTable TeRRorisT@ CherryTAP mentions in their 2006-12-03 23:07:00 commented upon my Just Friends blog posting that: "i find that the key words FINDING mr /mrs right is where ppl go wrong you wont find them when you are looking....they appear from no where When we are trying to fit the person to match what we like..we never find the right one..cause they are what we drew up...and the mask is on..until later we find they were what we didnt want the one we desire is most of the time...right there.....be it about this topic....the one u confide in most...and dont realize it...the one that we are fearing the contact cause of rejectin of simple conversation..or the one that doesnt even see it themself......." They are absolutely correct. If when you meet people and decide to take it to a new level, one has to have in their own minds, just what Mr./Mrs. Right might be defined to themselves. What characteristics that they can live with and those that that they ca

Dammit I Fucked Up This Time!
okay so my best friend and sister desi started dating my ex brandon 6 weeks ago.. brandon (the guy) broke up wit her and we found out that he was cheating on her.. and i went off on him saying that he was fucking her over tha same way he fucked me over.. (over the summer when we were dating we were together a month and a half and one day while we were at a friends house he broke up wit me saying he sees me as just a friend and then i found out he was fucking around on me for the last couple of days we were together) okay with that thought in mind it is the exact same shit he did to her.. but desi's ex boyfriend came over saturday night and they got into a fight and he started hitting her and i couldnt do anything about it i tryed to pull him off but i couldnt so i texted brandon and told him what was going on and he said that its her fault that hes doing it and shit.. (he said he would help desi even if they did break up in any situation).. and i got pissed off that he said that and i

The Candle Of Love,hope,and Friendship
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > NOTICE AT THE END, THE DATE > > > > > > THE CANDLE WAS STARTED. > > > > GONNA GIVE YOU GOOSE BUMPS. > > > > I am not going to be the one who > > > > lets it die. I found it believable -- > > > > > > > > angels have walked beside me > > > > all my life--and they still do. > > ********************* > > > > This is to all of you who > > > > mean something to me, > > > > I pray for your happiness. > > > > The Candle Of Love, Hope & Friendship > > > > > > This candle was lit on the > > > > 15th of September, 1998. > > Someone who loves you has helped > > > > Keep it alive by sending it to you. > > > > Don't let The Candle of Love, Hope > > > > and Friendship die! Pass It On To All > > Of Your Friends and Everyone You Love! > > > > Please keep this candle alive. > >

True Love...
Inspired by my One... Love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction. ~Antoine de Saint-Exupery~ Some love lasts a lifetime. True love lasts forever. ~Unknown~ Those whom true love has held, it will go on holding. ~Seneca~ For true love is inexhaustible; the more you give, the more you have. And if you go to draw at the true fountainhead, the more water you draw, the more abundant is its flow. ~Antoine De Saint-Exupery~ The energy of Love is the force that binds the world. This is the energy we all exist on. This energy runs through you and you act like a filter for it. When you experience an absence of love or love is lacking in a situation, your filter is unclear. True love is simply experiencing this energy without the distortions of a muddy filter. True love is the acceptance of others without judgment and of course to do this you need to love and accept yourself first. I truly love you Eugene - more today

Hollywood Undead...h.u Nation Philly
HOLLYWOOD WERE NEVER GOING DOWN!!! NOW IN PHILLY.....H.U PHILLY... STRAIGHT SCENE KID... Hollywood Undead Help Support them!! Go to their page Leave them comments, showing them love Listen to their music Comment their photos And last but not least repost this! If you don't know who Hollywood Undead is, then click below to view their profile and check them out. Check out the HU NATION Copy and paste this into a new bulletin, or put it on your pages, show some love and repost!!! Hollywood Undead Help Suppo

A Love Poem
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. by keyon

Whats On My I-pod At The Mo...
Waaaaaay too much on my I-pod to list it all so here is a selection... 1. Gods Kitchens Anthems 2006 2. Gorrillaz/Demon Days (Gorrillaz) 3. Portishead/Live @ NYC (Portishead) 4. Andy C and Dj Hype @ desire 5. BeatBouncer live @ Afterburner 02.11.03 6. Poem/Chimera/The stone tower (Delerium) 7. Dj Tiesto Live @ Amsterdam 8. Qlimax (Kai Tracid) 9. Yes/Live in Bethelehem (Morphine) 10. Various goatrance/techno mixes by SPIRALCLAN 11. Dj M-zone and mc Nats frm Diztruxion 12. Somethings (Lasgo) 13. Black/White albums (Sensation) 14. Ixy @ Network23 (Old Old acid house) 15. Uplifting Vocal Euphoria 16. Trance Voices (vol 1,2,3,4,5) 17. Live at the dark Forest (Infected Mushroom) 18. Hard Trance Sessions 35 (Dj Psico) 19. Amnesia @ Ibiza '89 20. 214 sessions Hydraulix/headspace mixes 21. Veneer (Jose Gonzales) 22. Acen trip to the moon part II 23. No sell-out mix (banging Electro) 24. What sound (Lamb) 25. Pulp fiction soundtrack

Listen, Listen, Listen!
It is so important to listen to those you are talking with and know your boundaries with them. For example, if someone writes you and tells you that they are just going through a divorce, it is no time to try to win him over and get him as a rebound. Rebound relationships might be fun for the short time but they never are good for the long run. Be his friend and listening to him is the better justice that you can do for him at that time. If things are meant to be to kick it up a notch later after he is out from the rebound danger, then you have already laid out the foundation for a great relationship. At the worst case scenario, you have gained yourself a very good friend. Now, too, if people like THE FREAK@ CherryTAP tell you that they have foot fettishes and love to have their feet massaged, if you are trying to keep an open mind about things, it certainly isn't a good time to tell him that you can't stand to touch someone else's feet. Keep the openmindedness that, so long a

Thank You To Our Soldiers
This holiday season, while there are many soldiers over in Iraq, Afghanistan, etc... I would like to extend a thanks to everyone who is risking their life in order to keep America and freedom safe. If I have misspelled anything, I do apologize and please tell me so that I can make any corrections.

Psychopathic Records
more @ FaygoLuvers ABK -Anybody Killa- Real Name: James Lowery Birthday: June 26th, 1973 Height: 6'2" Weight: 205+ Eyes: Brown Hair: Brown Race: Lumbee Indian Nick Names: Jaymo, Native Funk, Lil' Godzilla, Sawed Off ***Anybody Killa has been in the music business for awhile. Starting out in Krazy Klan in 1995, and also made a solo album called "Native Funk: Rain From The Sun". Now he's apart of the best record label in the world, Psychopathic Records. In 2002, ABK joined up with Twiztid to go out on the Mirror/Mirror tour to entertain juggalos accross America. After the Gathering of the Juggalos 2002, ABK put most of his efforts into finishing his debut cd. After spending a few months in the studio putting the finishing touches on his album, ABK hit the road with 2 Live Crew and labelmates ICP. Juggalos reactions to the songs off of his debut cd was incredible, kicking with bass and getting the crowd ready for the show, ABK seemed to get love from the Juggalos. Finally in

I Want Christmas Back....
How the "Left" Stole Christmas Twas the month before Christmas When all through our land, Not a Christian was praying Nor taking a stand. See the PC Police had taken away, The reason for Christmas - no one could say. The children were told by their schools not to sing, About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things. It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say December 25th is just a "Holiday". Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it! CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod Something was changing, something quite odd! Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda. As Targets were hanging their trees upside down At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found. At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears. Inclusive, sensitive, Di-ver-si-ty Are words that were used to

A Thought On Rock & Roll
You have to understand, rock & roll isn't just something you listen to, it's a lifestyle. You dont choose to listen to rock & roll, It picks you, It gets into your blood, you can smell it on your clothes after a gig and see it in the mirror when you wake up in the morning. They say that rock is dead, perhaps, But to the mass produced pop music culture, to the JT's and Christina Aguilera's of the world i say this. Your "art" was never alive While JT is bringing sexy back and britney spears justifies her being a skank, we crowd into small,smokey bars and listen to emotion, not what a producer told these people to sing, but how they genuinely feel, songs of love, rebellion, frustration and pain. In a way i feel for the people that will never understand what it is to here a guitar riff that makes you stand up and raise your fist in the air, to hold a lighter up in salute to a true artist as the house lights come down or the comfort you can take in a song that hits how you feel r

Gooooooooooooood Night!
ah as we come to the end of another busy broadcast day where pootypoo rules the mums and I get mentioned on several blogs for insight into realationships, ah i now lay my weary head to rest to get my beauty sleep ( god knows i need it lol ) good night everyone , see ya whenever i manage to wake the hell up......

Attractiv E Test,.alright Give It To Me Straight
This is the "attractive" test. Reply to the person that post this with your answers. Re-Post this blank and see who will fill this out for you. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. BE HONEST!!! Do i look like a good kisser? [] yes [] no Would you kiss me? [] yes [] no Am I? [] beautiful! [] sexy azz hell [] fine [] pretty [] cute [] iight [] ugly! I look like.. [] a player [] slut [] whore [] hubby/wifey type [] one time thing [] next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up with me [] cuddle with me [] have sex with me [] date me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU? [] yes [] no what would you want me to be to you? [] friend [] fuck buddy [] girl friend/boy friend

The Total Madness
Click above picture for Hotrocksradio.com It is the Mid Morning Madness with Sir Jim Show and will air every Mon, Wed and Thur from 9:00 am to Noon (Eastern Standard Time). TODAY's show will be wild so strap on your seatbelts! PLEASE, listen in and send me your requests! I look forward to playing what you want to hear. Make sure you put your name in your request, so I know it is you. (You can also say from Lost Cherry if you wish or Cherry Tap or whatever we are called now..) How to request: Click on the request Link and you will see my song list (over 1700 and growing). Click a song you want and a pop up will allow you to type what you want to say. Please let me know your Cherry Name, What you want me to say on the air, AND if this is your first time tuning say NEW LISTNER... Your song will be played immidiately if you are new. I hope you enjoy!!!!!!

Sexiest Southern Gurl Contest Open
=== '¢¾That Southernbelle_Trisha¢¾ Family Member of the Rednecks Of CT ¢¾' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-04 03:49:25'.. > > PLEASE STOP BY AND VOTE FOR YOUR FAVORITES..ROUND 1 VOTES ONLY...ROUND TWO, VOTES AND COMMENTS..SHOW THESE SOUTHERN LADIES SOME LOVE..... > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > good luck to you all > HOSTED BY YOUR CT CASANOVA > > Your CT Casanova@ CherryTAP > > > > (repost of original by '

A Christmas To Remember
A gift that neither one will soon forget. The door blows closed behind me with a loud bang and a few snowflakes settle to the floor before melting into tiny puddles. Stamping my feet on the welcome mat, I unzip my jacket and hang in on the hook on the back of the door. After stepping out of my boots, untying my scarf, taking off my blue hat, and hanging them all up, I head for the bedroom to get into some comfy clothes. Pulling on my college sweatshirt and an old pair of sweat pants, I complete the outfit with my fuzzy pink slippers and move towards the kitchen. En route, I turn the radio to the all Christmas music station and hum to a favorite carol of mine with the idea of some hot chocolate tempting my taste buds. With water in the teapot on the stove, I stand by the window and watch the snowflakes flutter to the ground. I don’t realize how lost in my thoughts I am until the teapot whistles and I jump. Laughing at myself, I fill my mug full of cocoa and shuffle into the living r

Not So Good Night
didn't have the best night of work last night, seems everything that could go wrong did go wrong. i got there went to do the bathrooms, toilet was clogged so i used the plunger thought i got it unclogged flushed then it overflowed so i spent 30 minutes or so cleaning that up. then it was snowing, so i had to shovel all night as well as keep on mopping the floor since dumbass people don't know how to wipe there feet on a rug. a bunch of ciggarettes fell on me, we didn't have all the stuff i needed to do donuts and i was already running late by that time. i shut a lid to the glaze and it caught a piece of paper some of the donuts were on so when i lifted it a ton fell on the floor, and then the middles were broken to 4 other donuts so they had to be tossed as well. only thing that seemed to go smoothly was right before i left when i learned how to do the day change, that and the manager just let me go soon as i did that so i didnt have to shift out or anything. around 430 i was getti

The Erotic Lunch Date
It was a unsually hot october morning when shauntae was lying in bed waiting for her vistor to arrive. She was ready to see the man that made her pussy have multiple orgasms. She laid there thinking of his hard dick poundin her pussy slowly as she came over and over again when her phone rang she answered it, it was her man on the other line Mike. As they began to talk Shauntae asked Aike if he was still coming over which is when Mike told her that he had been called into work and wouldn't be able to make it over that night as they had arranged. Shauntae was mad as hell because her pussy was hot and needed to be cooled off, but mike said that he would come over on his lunch break instead. It was about six o'clock when the phone rang once more and Mike in his gruff but ohhh so sexy voice told Shauntae he was on his way to her place and he expected to find her freshly showered and ready for him. Shauntae didn't hesitate, she pulled out her see through red teddy with the white f

Swimming In Ovean Of Broken Glass
Sometimes i feel like im swimming in an ocean of broken glass. i want him back so bad. he comes over all the time giving me hope. then he just takes it away leaving me bereft and wallowing in misery. i have done everything i can to let this man know i still want him now i have to ask him to leave me alone. For him to keep coming around and giving me hope when hes thinking about being with somwoneelse is not just unfair its down right cruel. like swiming through the broken glass every move every touch cuts hurts and bleeds. just waitng for the one that will come along and put me out of my misery. ive never been a quitter and ive alwayd been a strong woman. but there is only so much a person can take and i truely feel if he really cared about me loved me and respected me that way he says he does he wouldnt hurt me when he has been told how i feel and what his actions are doing to me. so please people give me some advice and if you happen to see him online feel free to express your opini

To All My Freinds On Here
JUST WANTED TO TELL ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE THAT HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT MONDAY.HOPE YOU DIDNT PARTY TO MUCH ON THE WEEKEND. BETTA HAVE DRANK ONE FOR ME. WELL SORRY THAT I DONT WRITE YOU ALL BUT THERE IS ALOT OF YOU LOL BUT GET AT CHA GURL AND HAVE A GREAT DAY

"if" Is A "very" Big Word
"IF" is a "VERY" big word If you aim at nothing, you'll hit it every time. If you always do what you always did, you'll always get what you always got. If you are headed in the wrong direction, God allows U-turns. If you are never scared, embarrassed or hurt, it means you never take chances. If you are not big enough to lose you are too small to win. If you are not enjoying your work, you should either change your attitude, or change your job. (Leo Tolstoy) If you are not fired with enthusiasm, then you will be fired with enthusiasm. (Vince Lombardi) If you are not part of the solution, you are part of the precipitate. If you are patient in one moment of anger, you will escape a hundred days of sorrow. (Chinese Proverb) If you are willing to admit you are wrong when you are wrong, you are all right. If you begin to understand what you are without trying to change it, then what you are undergoes a transformation. (Jiddu Krishnamurti 1895-1986

Blind
Born into a world of eyes.. Born into a world not by choice.. Born into a world thats filled with illusions.. Born into a world of hatred.. Born into a world of steriotypes.. U think you know who I am? Think again.. Am not ur ordinary nothing.. Do not steriotype me.. judgemental eyes are always blind..

Category: Friends
Current mood: content I enjoy life and I live each day to the fullest. If I'm unhappy for even a second I'll leave a situation and not look back. My happiness is important to me. Some call it selfish, I call it looking out for myself cuz no one else is gonna do it for me, ya know? Its hard to get my attention and keep it. So, if you wanna be added as one of my friends you'll havta come up with something better than "Hey baby, Nice Pics!!" or "How are you today?

Bcs= Bullshit College Standings
After 14 weeks of some of the best college football games ever played the National Championship Game has been decided. On January 8th at 8pm The Ohio State Buckeyes (12-0) will face the...wait for it...FLorida Gators (12-1)So this is it huh? OSU-Florida? Florida coach Urban Meyer has been quite vocal over the last 5 weeks concentrating mainly on blasting the Michigan Wolverines whose only loss happens to be at the hands of the only undefeated team in the country..Ohio State (technically Boise STate is undefeated but really how much weight does that carry?)Ok Urban...you got what you wanted I just hope that when the Buckeyes lay a 62 point ass kicking down on you and your gators you have the decency to admit that your team really isnt all that great. This is going to be the biggest embarrassment in BCS history and I cant wait. Later on I will have a blog detailing all 5 bowl championship series bowls

I Want To Believe. .
July 1947 Many will recall that on July 8, 1947, witnesses claim an unidentified object with five aliens aboard crashed on a sheep and cattle ranch just outside Roswell, New Mexico. This is a well known incident that many say has long been covered up by the US Air Force and the Federal Government. However, you may NOT know that in the month of March 1948, roughly nine months after that historic day, Albert Arnold Gore Jr., Hillary Rodham, John F. Kerry, William Jefferson Clinton, Howard Dean, Nancy Pelosi, Dianne Feinstein, Charles E. Schumer; and Barbara Boxer were born. I hope that this information has cleared up a lot of things that have been troubling you.

Life
LET IT GO BY T.D. JAKES Let it go for 2006..by T. D. Jakes There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, "They came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us." [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don'

This Is Me
i am who i am i am the one you want to meet i am the one to hold you in your sleep i am the one to make you insane i am the one to take away your pain i am the one who sees no shame i am he who watches in the night i am the one who has your back in a fight i am the one who will stand with you to the end i am your forever friend i am the one to love you for life i am your lover, best friend, and other i am the one who holds your heart i am he who watches in the dark i am the one who watches when you sleep i am the keeper of your secret dreams i am the one who holds you when you need a shoulder i am the giver and taker of your pain i am the Yin to your Yang i am that nice guy i am the one who can make you cry i am the one who heals broken hearts i am that hand that helps you out of the dark i am the one to show you happiness in life i am the one to bring you strife i am the one to bring light to your life i am

There's Motherfucking Snakes In My Motherfucking Ball Pit!
This bulletin is so full of bullshit, it might put a lot of bullshit factories out of business. On the other hand, the gullible factory is at 100% production and still going strong. http://www.snopes.com/horrors/parental/parental.asp I was stunned when I read this...pass it along to others! > >McDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... Some of you might >not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren or >friends with children. This will pertain to you too. As I read the >following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to >pass this on to as many people as you can. I cannot stress how >important this is! > >This is very disturbing news. In addition to the following true >story... > >One son lost his watch, and was very upset. We dug and dug in >those balls, trying to find the watch. Instead, we found vomit, >food, >feces, and other stuff I do not want to discuss. I went to >the manager and raised hell. Come to find out, the ball pi

More Than Boobs.
I do not know why I actuall posted another one aout being beautiful exactly, but I am blaming it on what I read in Karen Marie's profile this morning. She made a comment on how so many of us men comment on a woman's breast as, "nice tits", or such. I agree we sometimes get rather blunt and rude. By the way gentlemen or not I am a breast loving man, I like to see good breast on a woman. However, they all have them they just come in various sizes and shapes, but what is the rest of the woman like. Has sehe lovely eyes? or a beautiful smile? A voice so sweet she could talk the birds out of the sky? What are her other qualities. I love a woman for the gift of talk, kindness, friendship, and personality she posses, not just what size jugs she may have and yet I am not going to say I did not notice either. However, I know they are more than walking mammory glands. Ladies I love the way nature put you all together. It makes things work out for enjoyable nights and so forth, b

Perfect
One day Johnny comes home from school and asks his father "Dad, what's penis?" His father whips out his tool and says "That, son, is a penis. It's not only A penis, it is the perfect penis." The next day some of his friends ask him what a penis is. Johnny exposes his tool and says, "This is a penis. And if it was three inches shorter it'd be the perfect penis."

Priests On Vacation
Two priests decided to go to Punta Cana, Dominican Republic on vacation. They were determined to make this a real vacation escape by not wearing anything that would identify them as clergy. As soon as the plane landed, they headed for a store and bought some outrageous shorts, shirts and sandals. The next morning they went to the beach dressed in their tourist garb. They were sitting on beach chairs, enjoying a drink, the sunshine and the scenery when a drop dead gorgeous blonde wearing a string bikini came walking straight toward them. They couldn't help but stare. As the blonde passed them she smiled and said, "Good Morning, Father. Good Morning, Father," nodding and addressing each of them individually; then she passed on by. They were both stunned. How in the world did she know they were priests??? So the next day, they went back to the store and bought even more outrageous outfits. These were so loud you could hear them before you saw them. Once again, in their new a

Just Feeling How I Did Before
Invisible. Thats how you make me feel sometimes. Why can't you ask me before you do something but I must ask before I breath? Why do you have so much freedom and I am a slave? Sometimes I feel like it isnt fair, but then it only lasts for intervals, short ones. Dont put me throught this ever, why dont you talk to me about things? and why is it always my fault that I dont see you? I sit here, invisible to you and all you have to do is open your eyes. There are so many things that are more important than the things you have made priorities. Stop leaving me, stop ignoring me, make me visible again, you are the only one who can.

Poor Girl, She's Vulnerable Again
It happened again There I stood helpless As I watched her spiral out of control From the sidelines I observed her This fragile and delicate being as she always was And I could not save her I wanted desperately to reach her And pull her out from the hole That she’d keep digging herself in But I couldn’t find her hand So I just let her fall deeper and deeper My cries of empathy are useless She can’t hear me And she refuses to let me in In another moment of relapse She screams and begs for closure But gets nothing each and every time I don’t know how much more of this she can handle I’ve realized that she is the only one who can help herself It is unfortunate that she has not discovered how to yet It always kills me to see this pathetic thing Relinquish all her strength and dignity To the undeserving deity that she’s created in her mind Poor girl I watched without hope for the end As she suffered right before my eyes Well it’s over for now But I can only wait

The Penis Poems......
I FOUND THIS POEM AND THOUGHT IT WAS AWESOME! SO I SHARING IT WITH YA'LL. My nookie days are over, My pilot light is out, What used to be my sex appeal, Is now my water spout! Time was when on its own accord, From my trousers it would spring, But now i have a full time job, To find the fucking thing. It used to be embarrassing, The way it would behave, For every single morning, It would stand and whatch me shave. Now old age approaches, It sure gives me the blues, To see it hang its little head, And watch me tie my shoes!

She Waits
SHE WAITS She waits at my feet as she has been tought, Serine at the life that she has sought Euphoric with her life’s desires being met Ecstatic with knowing that she is My pet. Behind her back gently clasping her hands, Naked, still, awaiting her commands. Kneeling just right, with her eyes closed, Head slightly lifted in the required pose. Devoting to me, her mind, body and soul, My slave completes me making me whole. Her body quivers with anticipation and desire, Wanting and needing, she’s feeling on fire. I can see her thoughts and her body betrays, Her breathing increases and she slightly sways. Knowing that I’ll soon be starting our play, And satisfy her needs throughout the day. A slight smirk begins as her cheeks start to warm, Wanting and needing, she does not break form. Her desires are met when I direct her to rise, Moisture gathering between her thighs. Directed to retrieve some items of play. Gladly and quick, she does as I say. Sh

Bowl Games
Here are the 5 BCS bowl games and my predictions National title game: Ohio State v FLorida. This is going to be a blowout. Florida has no chance of stopping buckeye QB Troy Smith and the running attack of Antonio Pittman combined with the aerial threat of Gonzales and Teddy Ginn Jr are going to prove to be way too much for newest cryface Urban Meyer and the Florida Gators. OSU wins 42-21 Rose Bowl: University of Michigan v University of Southern Cal. This is going to be another Big 10 Pac 10 classic. Unlike the 2003 rose bowl in which Usc won by 14 Michigan has all the weapons it needs to topple SC coach Pete Carrol and his limping trojans. Michigans defensive front 4 are going to beat on Trojan QB John David Booty all day long. Michigan wins 35-14 Sugar Bowl: LSU v Notre Dame. The BCS is going to have controversy over sending Florida to the title game instead of Michigan but even if Michigan had gone to the title game the Bcs still screwed up. How Notre Dame managed to get in

Internet Awareness Update! By J.t.
Just letting everyone out there on the net know: Crazy Bitch is the new Miss Murder which of course replaced Miss New Booty that subbed in after anything with Razor that took the place of Hotgurl694u Have a good day, and be careful out there.

By Jared
I have known hate but it showed me how to know love. I have known sorrow but it showed me how to know joy. I have known despair but it showed me how to know hope. I have known fear but it showed me how to know bravery. I have known loneliness but it showed me how to know another. I have known the devil but he showed me how to know God. What your have known will show you how to know something else.

Read At Your Own Risk! Seriously Offensive And No Im Not Kidding
Listen to me Jesus I will not say this twice You lied to all your faithful which wasn't very nice You are just a man a legend made of lies You "captivated" minds and blinded many eyes When you come to get them when you come for me I will stomp upon your cross and put an end to this insanity Bring about the end oh "Lord" Just dont look for me Your bible spewing has me bored Look for me and you will see For those that think he does exist how happy you must be Your ego is so much bigger then the cross that made him bleed Think I'll turn and see the light thats what makes you weak To think that those like me would ever join the meek (Chorus)

The Psychology Of Stupidity
Heres a question to ponder should you find yourself with absolutely nothing better to do. What is it exactly that makes someone stupid? What is it that makes people like Brooke Shields say "Smoking is bad cause you can die from it. If you die you lose a very important part of your life." Really? I wasn't aware of that. Take our slightly askew president George W Bush. There is no way in Hell that this guy passes an intelligence test were he to take one today. This guy needs an anatomy picture book just to figure out where his ass is. Jessica Simpson is another one. Im surprised she hasnt yet mistaken a tampon for a Q-Tip. ALthough when it comes to stupidity there isnt a human alive that can match the stupidity of aliens. They come down here "probing" for intelligence yet its always the toothless hicks they abduct. Moonshine, banjoes and anal probes....sounds like the makings of intelligence to me. Now for a little self realization...I just spent 30 minutes of my time pondering stupidity

I Am A Sick Evil Bastard....allegedly
Greetings friends family and those of you who stumbled upon this profile not quite knowing what you were getting yourself into! I was informed recently by a member of the "General Public" that I am a sick evil bastard and I should be made to rot in the bowels of hell for all eternity. You may be asking yourself what it is I did to incur the wrath of a "productive" member of society. I was asked my opinion and gave it. I was in line at the drug store and a woman was talking with the cashier about the Earthquakes that shook Pakistan some months ago. She was talking about a man who lost all 18 members of his family to the natural disaster. I stayed silent in the matter until she looked at me and said "isnt that the most awful thing you've ever heard?" I looked at her and said "Its not all bad think of all the money he will save come Christmas time." Loyal reader believe me when I tell you that if looks could kill I believe I might have died a thousand times over. This woman went nuts!! H

Somtimes
Sometimes I dream of you I dream that you are here With your arms wrapped around me making me feel safe from the world But then I wake up and you're not there Sometimes I hear you calling out my name wanting me to come to you I run as fast as I can following the sound of your voice But I run into empitness because you are never there Sometimes I cry because I am lost with out you and I need reassurence Then I see you walking towards me that breath taking smile you have But this time all I can hope is that it's not just a dream that your here But all I can really tell you for now is I know I love you

Cat Lover Or Not, This Is Hysterical!
; We've all had trouble with our animals, but I don't think anyone can top this one: Calling in sick to work makes me uncomfortable. No matter how legitimate my excuse, I always get the feeling that my boss thinks I'm lying. On one recent occasion, I had a valid reason but lied anyway, because the truth was just too darned humiliating. I simply mentioned that I had sustained a head injury, and I hoped I would feel up to coming in the next day. By then, I reasoned, I could think up a doozy to explain the bandage on the top of my head. The accident occurred mainly because I had given in to my wife's wishes to adopt a cute little kitty. Initially, the new acquisition was no problem .. Then one morning, I was taking my shower after breakfast when I heard my wife, Deb, call out to me from the kitchen. "Honey! The garbage disposal is dead again. Please come reset it." "You know where the button is," I protested through the shower pitter-patter and steam. "Re

You Might Be A Redneck Compurer Geek If....
Redneck Computer Geek You might be a redneck addicted to the world of computers if... If yer computer stand is made of a stack of old tires or 2 x 8's and cinderblocks. Ya think www. in a url is a logo for a wrestlin' organization. Someone tells ya they're "locked up" and ya ask if they need bail money. Ya've ever been too drunk to chat. Ya think a hard drive is a trip to Uncle Bubba's. Yer mouse keeps knocking over yer spit can. Ya think a surge suppressor is a pill for diarrhea. Ya keep trying to figure out why yer scanner won't pick up police radio calls. Ya think a megabyte is a new sandwich at McDonalds. Ya have to ask someone how to spell LOL. Yer stomach overlaps half of yer keyboard. Ya try to figure out how to get yer empty beer cans into the recyclin' bin. Ya try to turn on yer computer with the remote. Ya try to figure out how yer floppy disk got hard. Ya play Frisbee with yer CD Rom's. Ya find yerself on the floor looking into yer "A Dr

Hurting So Much
I hate this cruel world All the mean things that happen I hate feeling used I hate feeling abused Always taken for granted Only good enough to be a friend Never good enough to be more Everyone taking Never giving I give everything and expect nothing Those that say they are friends Seem to be the worst They take and rarely give It would be nice to receive once in awhile!

Graphix Contest
VOTING IS OPEN! Winners will be determined by the final rating! Rate each pic from 1-10 (10=highest). If you rate someone a 1, or a 5, or a 8 in this contest it WILL effect the result. Rating everyone the same does nothing. I will give special mention to the person with the most comments, but first place will still be based on ratings. This contest will end Thursday night! To vote, go to Stixxx's photos (below).

The Value Of Life, Love, And Friendship!!
With so many challenges we face everyday and obstacles we have to endure with each waking day. We never really take the time to value and treasure the beauty that life presents us with. We are so blinded by our griefs, struggles, and pain. We fail to notice the wonderful gifts that life presents us with in so many different ways. We take for granted those that come into our lives and never really truely see the beauty that their presents bring to us. We fail to embrace and treasure who and what they are to us and what they bring into our lives, until one day for some odd reason they are nolonger gracing us with their presents! Friends come and go, Some stay for only just a brief moment and others stay for a life time. But it's up to us validate and appreciate the beauty in who they are and what they represent, and how they enrich our lives with their presents. Never take your friends for granted. Cause they sure don't take you for granted. If that frien

Tears Of Fears
Right now I've shed so many tears, for not knowing whats' life has in stored. At least I know I won't be bored!! The burden's of divorce will leave a mark with such a force. It's up to us to decided on what course we should take. Or something is going to break!! I've shed so many tears for so many years. I shed tears for joy, pain, sorrow, and for even the rain. Today I shed a few more tears for not knowing whats going to happen tomorrow. I shed so many tears for fear of losing you! With yesterday and today being done and all those tears are now long gone. There's nobody to promise tomorrow, and all I have left is a burden of sorrow. With the truth now known and the future is still yet to be told. I can't allow people see my tears, Nor can I let my children to see my fears. So I shed more tears for no hope insight, and all my dreams have taken flight. With the burdens of the past, prevents my current relationships to last. The sadness I feel makes it all se

Just Something I Wrote Again And Again Unfinished
I need to know whats in my heart I need to know if it is real Ive known from the start I pretend its encased in steel The love I feel for you Is so soft and new It scares me to think it might not be true Where do I go from here You seem so far yet so near I smell you, taste you, so faint it is too Do I keep hopin and prayin for what Im not sure So much to learn and yet I know too The more I learn the harder it will be To turn and set my heart again free This all new and alien to me Ive given away my heart again to you

Help
Less then 2000 points to go! Please come help her level up! She's been helping me out and would love to get off level 7. Whatever you can do will be appreciated! Thanks! .....Naughty Mrs. Santa Clause.... 2 days and counting down!!!!!@ CherryTAP

Through A Childs Eye's
A child is so innocent and pure. They never ask or question why they are here. To them they think, Their meant to be here. To them, they think they were created from love and they are wanted. From the time they were born, All they see and know is of his Mother, Grandmother, Grandfather, Aunt, and Uncle. They are innocent as new borns, don't really know any better. A few months pass, a young man starts coming around. Spending alot of time with the child's Mommy, and spending alot of time with the child. The child thinks, this Man must be my daddy! Days, Weeks, Months go by and this Man is still around. I know who he is, I recognize the tattoo on his forearm. When he holds me, I search for those colors on his arm. I have to play and taste it every time I see him. Now he is married to my Mommy. We are a family, this is my Daddy! Days, weeks, months, years go by! A small child grows up to be a smart, funny, lively little boy. His whole world is wrapped around thi

Wtf Happened To Them...
Rage Against The Machine (RATM). I was pissed when they broke up... Great rhythm section, freaky cool guitars and relevant (if not extreme) lyrical content. I had high hopes for audioslave, but I have been let down time after time... They have some decent stuff, but it's just not right... The whole is definitely not the sum of its parts in this case.

Just To Let You Know
That i have been uploading a lot of comedy shows from the UK to my stash. Big Train - is a sketch show that I found to be hilarious so there is a lot of funny sketches I found, the funniest one I like is the one titled Bike Training its hilarious. Peep Show - is about two guys Jeremy and Mark, Mark is pretty straight and Jeremy is just a dickhead but he makes me laugh. Still Game - is a spin off of a series called Chewin the Fat and follows the lives of two pensioners called Jack and Victor and their shenanigans, its what real life is like in Scotland, I even work with a guy who reminds of the Jack character. I found it really hilarious, hope you dont need a translator. Chewin the Fat - a scottish sketch show that is sometimes hilarious, their star trek spoof I found to be really funny. Catherine Tate Show - she is just a nutter and has sketches about people that you meet in everday life, she didnt need to do much exagerating. The League of Gentlemen - is a dark su

Joke Of The Week
AN American A Japanese guy and a French guy were in the jungle when they happened to get captured by head hunters. The chief head hunter informed them that while yes they were going to die their bodies wouldnt go to waste. They would use the hair for string the bones for weapons and they would stretch their skin to make canoes. He then handed each man a knife and told them they would be allowed to do the honorable thing and kill themselves. The Japanese guy yelled Banzai!!! and cut his throat. The frenchman following suit screamed "Viva La France" and cut his throat. The American started stabbing himself all over his body tearing holes in his skin and with his dying breath looked at the chief and yelled "Theres your fucking canoe."

What Do I Do With Myself.......
to the death around me i want to give in to these sins i cant seem to win for every win i seem to sin the cloud of death around me death is all i see death to thee is like a passing nightmare death is my life how the hell you think i fare? i see death coming onto me why doesnt anyone care someone help me im dyin my soul is cryin wonderin why I wont die i try to fly but get struck down and i slice and slash through the sickness of reality fightin and fightin till the day of my fatality

I Look Into Your Eyes
I look into your eyes hoping that you see me you don't I look into your eyes trying to see what you see You blink I look into your eyes Questioning your intitions You Grin I look into your eyes trying to decide what to do you hold me I look into your eyes trusting you not worrying you dont let go I look into your eyes one last time you leave

The Rain Falls In Drops Hitting The Ground
The rain falls in drops hitting the ground It echoes the floor creating a sound i close my eyes tell my self to just breathe nothing else matters as long as pain leaves. My heart feels lifted at one thought of you The stupid immature things that you do My laugh comes out quiet and private I guess Nothing else matters nothing but this The way that you walk and chuck things about To bad you have trouble figuring this out They all say you like me But you keep your mouth shut I said i would wait but i'm getting sick of the buts Tomorrow i'm sure ill feel the same as today You're the only one to that i can say

Drunk Survey
Drunk Survey 1. Have you ever been drunk? Good. Get the really stupid question out of the way..... 2. How old were you the first time you got drunk? 16, in France 3. Have you ever gotten/given digits while intoxicated? No. 4. Have you ever 'drunk dialed'? Yeah, and usually didn't turn out THAT bad. Drunk emails on the other hand.... 5. Have you ever been drunk in front of family members? Sure. 6. Have you ever had to cover up the fact that you were drunk? Had to? I don't think so. 7. Have you ever been arrested for any alcohol-related crime? Well, not arrested, but given a citation for the Muth's open party ordinance. 8. Have you ever hooked-up with someone while drunk? sure. 9. Ever forgot their name? Couldn't forget it if I never knew it in the first place. 10. When was the last time you were drunk? been a little while. Probably after the UM-OSU game. 11. Have you ever been on a drunken binge? You call it drunken binge, I call it colleg

Thank You...
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE THAT COMMENTED MY CHRISTMAS TAG IN KOOGER'S CONTEST...IT REALLY MEANT A LOT TO ME PLEASE SHOW KOOGER SOME LOVE FOR HAVING A GOOD CONTEST Koogerbabe~ RIDER ~@ CherryTAP Now Playing: I Tawt I Taw Ol Tanty Claus

Hahaaaaaaa
Subject: SNOWBALL FIGHT!!I lOVE Snow, I lOVE CHRISTMAS, I LOVE IT ALL!! (nah, not really) The Time is coming !!Ho Ho HO Let it snow>~You have just been hit with blogged snow ball!~>It's the start of.....Snow Ball Fight 2006!! & 2007!!One rule to this game....You can NOT hit someone who has already hit you!Now...go out there and get as many people as you can,before they get you!I got you first! and you can't get me back!Nanee - Nanee - Nanee!(hehe)We do not stop playing because we grow old; we grow old because we stop playing. NEVER BE THE FIRST TO GET OLD !!!!! __________________ROFPMSL__________________________>

Christmas
Dear Lord, I'm feeling kinda down today, The bills are stacked high; With Christmas just a few weeks away Our bank account's run dry. The kids have all presented lists Of things that they want to see I hope and pray there's nothing missed underneath our Christmas tree. But, I dont have the money for expensive clothes or toys No credit and no cash, Lord where's my Christmas Joy? Perhaps its wrapped up in that hug my Child gave me this morning Or stacked with wood my son did lug To keep us nice and warm. Perhaps it's in my oldest's eye When he comes home on break, And see's I've baked those pumpkin pies He wanted me to make. Perhaps it's in the tired lines Around my husband's eyes; Prhaps in love that's grown with time I've found the greater prize. A friend who gives a hearty smile, And cupboards that arent completely bare, And, even if they arent in style, I got some clothes to wear. A family who believes in me In all things great and small,

Young Love
The first day I saw you I knew it had to be Love at first sight You are meant for me. I'm always thinking of you I hope your thinking too I don't know how to say this But I want to be with you. I'm showing you emotions That never ever show I guess the reason is That you deserve to know. Of everything thats said All of which is true Forever and a day My heart will be with you.

Stupid School
yet again my school is trying to get me in trouble. i look at my cell phone for the time and a fucking teacher says i was texting...wtf....so since this is my second time having it taken my mom has to come get it...so i call my mom asking if she can come real fast.." no sweetie i got kids on the bus" okay hold on. so i ask the lady if my mom gives you approval can you give me my cell phone cause she get off her bus.." NO " so i hang up with my mom and strom out saying THIS IS A FUCK UP SCHOOL... I HOPE YOU ALL GO TO HELL YOUR FUCKING BITCHES....CAN YOU TELL IM PISSED...COME ON MY MOM WAS ON HER BUS...WHICH DRIVES FOR MY SCHOOL....FUCK MARINER...

I'm Back!
Well I'm back!I stayed out a little longer than I'd planned. I ran into someone I used to work with...She just left our store 2 weeks ago...and already we've had A LOT to catch up on. A couple of you guys had asked about the whole popsicle thing...When I was a kid, my parents always used them to help soothe my throat..If they work or not is a whole other story...but it definitely helps a lot when there is a fever.

Jesse Jackson Meets His Match
The author is black and absolutely brilliant. Dear Jesse Jackson Posted: September 19, 2006 1:00 a.m. Eastern Dear Rev. Jackson: I read with interest your Sept. 12, 2006, article "Goodwill, unity, money have been squandered since Sept. 11," which appeared in the Chicago Sun-Times. I do not object, as such, to your poisonous screed directed at President Bush. I object to the substance that so freely flows from your mouth and that can best be likened unto that which is consistent with encopresis albeit in your case, the malady can hardly be defined as involuntary. You purport yourself to be a minister a reverend a so-called man of God but a minister is a servant and a reverend is a member of the clergy, which means said individual is to be obedient unto the God he serves. If one serves the "god" of chaos, deceit, lies, whore-mongering, dysfunction, greed and resentment then perhaps within ecclesiastical environs it can be said you serve well. Apart from same being the case

What Is The Best Type Of Sex For You?
You prefer Passionate sex! You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

The "f" In Vfw...
I just heard a caller say something on the Rush Limbaugh show that I loved!! The caller said people are always asking him why he would want to be in the military.... His response is..... I am going to keep the F in the VFW!! Love that!!

Why Do Boys Fall In Love With Girls ????
1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo. 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder. 3. How cute they look when they sleep. 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms. 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world. 6. How cute they are when they eat. 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while. 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside. 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear. 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth. 11. How cute they are when they argue. 12. The way her hand always finds yours. 13. The way they smile. 14. The way you feel when you see their name on the your cell after you just had a big fight. 15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" - even though you know

What Is Your Sexual Personality?
Imaginative, erotic, passionate You prefer to have one partner and to try everything with them. You have an enormous sexual appetite, and you often create sexy scenarios to play out with your significant other. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Top 10 Unintentionally Worst Company Urls:
1. A site called Who Represents where you can find the name of the agent that represents a celebrity. Their domain name is……… www.whorepresents.com 2. Experts Exchange, a knowledge base where programmers can exchange advice and views at www.expertsexchange.com 3. Looking for a pen? Look no further than Pen Island at www.penisland.net 4. Need a therapist? Try Therapist Finder at www.therapistfinder.com 5. Then of course, there’s the Italian Power Generator company www.powergenitalia.com 6. And now, we have the Mole Station Native Nursery, based in New South Wales: www.molestationnursery.com 7. If you’re looking for computer software, there’s always www.ipanywhere.com 8. Welcome to the First Cumming Methodist Church. Their website is www.cummingfirst.com 9. Then, of course, there are these brainless art designers, and their whacky website: www.speedofart.com 10. Want to holiday in Lake Tahoe? Try their brochure website at www.gotahoe.com

Love Hurts So Bad
its hard when u find somone here and fall for them.... when u talk to them over the phone.. when they go from loving you too hating you ... when you feel left out of being liked or wanted... when everything falls down at you all at once .... when they wont talk too you anymore.. when u actuallly cry .... when u feel all your freinds are gone ... when u wanna die

The Poison
I look at the roses you left at my doorstep And I get sick to my stomach I look at your face And I want to hit it I feel the heat of your body next to mine And I want to push you away I feel the stank of your breath And I want to leave I look at the roses he left me And a smile comes across my face I look into his eyes And I feel safe I feel the heat of his body next to mine And I feel comforted I feel his soft breath on my neck And I feel more in love with him than ever.

Poem: Trust
Who was I to trust you with my life? Who were you to tell me something different other than the dreams I sought to hold so dear. Pop your pills. Inhale your fix. Bleed to death from that gash in your wrist. Make your marks... And secure your ground... Rip out my wings. I won't make a sound. Because as much as I love you I was always the one to trust you just enough to kill me.

Poem: Untitled
I'm your disasterpiece of shattered moments lost when the bottle touched your lips. I'm the forgotten memories blown away into oblivion when that joint came to life. I'm the one you failed to notice standing beside you when you held your head in your hands and called yourself worthless. I'm the huddled mass of mistakes that you took your pent up agression out on. And hey...guess what? I've kept my mouth shut for far too long. I'll laugh when you hit rock bottom because I won't be there to help you up. I won't be your welcome mat home and I won't be there when you're all alone. And when its time to move on... When its time to close that door... I won't be there anymore. Because...I've kept my mouth shut for far too long... And enough is enough.

To Touch Without Touching
I recognized your heart Beating soft behind your chest As the heart I’d spent my whole life Searching for until we met I felt our souls connecting The moment I found you They simply fit together They make one instead of two We may never touch in body Life’s not fairy tales and knights We have dreams and chats and wishes Hidden feelings in our writes When we talk it is quite often That I breathe a breath for you I feel all of your emotion What ever you are going through When we talk I must reframe From saying far to much For the promise is to others It’s just our heart and souls that touch

Poem: Art Of Suicide
Its just the art of suicide. Nothing more and nothing less. The simplistic cries of falling angels... Bleeding. Needing... Screaming... Its just the art of suicide. Nothing more and nothing less. When you fall upon the sword... Flailing. Scraping to take it all back... And you know... You know you cant. Its just the art of suicide. Nothing more and nothing less. Tearing... Ripping... Trying to peel away your flesh... You hear it. You hear it. And you know... Its just the art of suicide... Nothing more and nothing less. When youve tried... When youve died... When youve given in... And given up. Severed the ties... Severed the veins... Because its just the art of murder. Killing the mind. Killing the soul. When youve given up... And given in. Because its just the art of suicide. Nothing more. Nothing less.

Awesome Friends
I never thought that I would find a friend so great and a friend so kind I look up to you in every way Cuze I learn something from you every day Without you I don't know where I'd be but you're still here friends with me you deserve so much more than I can give but without you I wouldn't live You've given me more than money can buy and for you I'd give my all and I would die This feeling I feel gets stronger every day hoping not to screw it up I constantly pray I know we have our problems every now and then but once it's fixed our friendship is better times ten and I want you to know that I truly do care even in fights when I say things that aren't fair You're an angel from God up above and I'm thankful for your understanding love because when you're around everything seems right and for you until the end I will fight It doesn't matter what you do or say because you'll be my friend anyway I know the real you that's down deep inside and in you I'll

Screw All Boys!
BOYS?!?!?!?! whats wron with them? i just currently got back with my bf and now he broke up with me. i dont understand. Is there a guy who will just love me? com'on, i may be deaf but i can talk, read lips and even SING! well, looks like i'm gonna become a bitch around guys until they learn that i am not a toy! i am just a girl that justs wants to be loved. ugh, looks like i am gonna be a hermit until i die cause boys dont give a fuckin care about me!

Great Lyrics
I never thought I'd miss you Half as much as I do And I never thought I'd feel this way The way I feel about you As soon as I wake up Every night every day I know that it's you I need to take the blues away It must be love love love Nothing more nothing less Love is the best How can it be that we can Say so much without words Bless you and bless me Bless the bees and the birds

Dance
i saw you dance once twice it was poetry in motion you were everything i wanted to be you were perfect my how the tables have turned rows of black sit and weep the dance progresses none see it we remember you we remember your smile your laughter gorgeous innocent beautiful like your dance eternal like your memory i saw you dance once twice

Stars
Have you ever looked at a star And wondered who was looking back at you? Your eyes meet through its blinding light Opening a comunication channel Have you ever looked at a star and made a wish? Wished that was someone was looking back at you That for once you will be noticed But can love exist between stars or Do you really know that someone is looking at you? No but there is always hope and last of all There are dreams where stars rule the world

Pissed
I hate it when I post messages on my friends page, but they won't show the same respect. I also hate when ppl try and say I come on a page and don't post a hi, YES I DO (you never notice), but you never give me the same respect back! Stop Whining, you do the same thing!!!! I would also like to know why these ppl have thousands of friends, do you ever respond to all of them, I don't think so. So it's not really a friend, it's for popularity!

Showin Some Love To All,and I Mean All Da Ladies In Da House
To all the girls Ive loved before Who travelled in and out my door Im glad they came along I dedicate this song To all the girls Ive loved before To all the girls I once caressed And may I say Ive held the best For helping me to grow I owe a lot I know To all the girls Ive loved before The winds of change are always blowing And every time I try to stay The winds of change continue blowing And they just carry me away To all the girls who shared my life Who now are someone elses wives Im glad they came along I dedicate this song To all the girls Ive loved before To all the girls who cared for me Who filled my nights with ecstasy They live within my heart Ill always be a part Of all the girls Ive loved before The winds of change are always blowing And every time I try to stay The winds of change continue blowing And they just carry me away To all the girls weve loved before Who travelled in and out our doors Were glad they came along We dedicate

To All Women Out There
She walks in I`m suddenly a hero I`m taken in My hopes begin to rise Look at me, can`t you tell I`d be so thrilled to see The message in your eyes You make it seem I`m so close to my dream And then suddenly it`s all there (CHORUS) Suddenly, the wheels are in motion And I, I`m ready to sail any ocean Suddenly, I don`t need the answers Cause I, I`m ready to Take all my chances with you How can I feel You`re all that matters I`d rely on anything you say I`ll take care That no illusions shatter If you dare to say What you should say You make it seem I`m so close to my dream And then suddenly it`s all there (CHORUS) Why do I feel so Alive when you`re near There`s no way any Hurt can get through Longing to spend every moment Of the day with you, with you (CHORUS)

Romantic Ideas
Romantic Ideas Make a little loving gesture every day for one full year. Cuddle on the sofa and watch a movie. Take a bubble bath together. Walk on the beach in the moonlight. Put a note in a romance novel saying, "The story is great but our own love story is the best". Put a single red rose on the seat of your lover's car before they go to work. Send your lover a virtual postcard at least once a week. Get every book ever written by your loved one's favorite author. Get every movie starring your lovers favorite actor. Keep twenty pounds of your lovers favorite candy on hand. Take her to see the movie Titanic fifteen times. Make love to him/her every night until he/she asks you to stop. Give him/her twelve dozen roses on all their special days. Compose a list: "101 Reasons Why You're the Greatest" Write each reason on a separate square of paper. Wrap them in a fancy gift box. Sprinkle perfume on to light bulb. When light is turned on the scent of the perfume

A Knight
In this world full of hurt and pain, I need someone who would help me through the rain. To comfort me when Im sad, Doing everything just to make me glad. In this world I need a Brave Knight, Who would never give up any fight. A knight who would dry away my tears, Telling me to overcome my fears. A knight who loves me for who I am inside, With him there's nothing more I need to hide. A person who will still be standing strong, Eventhough everything has gone wrong. I need someone who is willing to give me more, Someone I can call my Knight In Shining Armor Author: Anonymous

New To Ct
Hello everyone! I'm new to this site! Have loved what I've seen so far. I'm always looking for new friends. Just friends! Not looking for a relationship right now. I have something going on in that department! Everyone have Happy Holidays...and stop by and say hey!

Attention:members Of The Cowgirls*cowboys Of Ct
ATTENTION ALL MEMBERS OF THE GROUP COWGIRLS AND COWBOYS OF CT: WE NEED YOU TO LET US KNOW WHAT YOUR REAL NAME IS: YOU CAN EITHER CONTACT COWGIRL IN PINK OR MYSELF REDNECK RIN, BY EMAIL. AS SOON AS YOU CAN GET THESE TO US IT WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED. LOTS OF THANKS FROM YOUR FELLOW COWGIRLS AND FRIENDS, REDNECK RIN AND COWGIRL IN PINK Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com

The 4th Dec 2006
Well With only alittle over an hour to go till I turn 28... WoW 28 I know I have been going on about this now for a copple of days and weeks.,.. but I have to say no one really reads thease blogs anyway... maybe that is why I don't blog so much on cherry tap... What I do love about cherry tap is all the good friends you can make and that points means prizes and I have to say I do like that... And Yes This Is Better Than MYSPACE... hehe anyway I went off the point I was talking about my Birthday... After all this time... I can say I am looking forward to having this Birthday and if 2007 is as good as 2006 I will be really happy... :o) Long Live Me... :o) *** British ***

My Favorite Color
My Favorite Color... In the early 1940's I started first grade in a small one room school out of Carrywood, Idaho. My parents raised four of us, two girls, two boys, on a Dairy/Beef cattle ranch. I loved going to school and one day the teacher asked us to name our favorite color and write about it. I immediately wrote down Red, White and Blue. She advised me I had to pick just one. I refused to do so. When I left school that afternoon, I carried home a note to my parents. In it the teacher stated the problem and indicated she would like to speak to them. Since my Mother didn't drive, that meant my Father would have to take time out in his busy day to drive to the school. Both parents did attend . . . and I do believe it was one of the shortest Parent/Teacher conferences ever. I can remember listening to them talk. Dad never said much but had served his time in the Navy and asked just one question. "Do you have anything against being Pat

Ok Some Answers To The Questions You Are Afraid To Ask So I'll Help Ya Out.
I do NOT have a personal nurse coming in to give me a bath or to cook my meals. I'm totally independent. Although if she is hot and thick in the right places she can dress up like a nurse and feed me anything I do NOT want your sympathy (but I will take your checks made out to ME personally if you wish to donate to some "worthy cause"). I dress myself. I'm not breakable I do NOT need you to speak very sloooooooooowwwwwlyyyy for me to understand you. I am NOT a Wal-Mart greeter (typically you see disabled persons at the front door of said store giving out carts to customers. Though I don't knock this employment practice, I choose to be stressed out by people wearing suits and ties on a full time basis while being under appreciated and grossly underpaid. I don't expect you to not laugh if I do something overly gimpy. I laugh at myself, trust me, its okay if you do too. Sex... I like it.... you will too

Mayan Calendar
What is the Mayan Calendar? The Maya calendar is a system of complex and highly developed calendars created by the Maya Civilization of pre-Columbian Mesoamerica. This series of calendars, includes a sacred 260-day calendar, called the Tzol'kin, a 365-day calendar called the Haab, and a 52-Haab cycle called the Calendar Round, which synchronised the Tzol'kin and Haab cycles. The importance of time in the Maya culture The Maya believed that time was cyclical instead of the western conception of linear time. This means that they thought that time repeated itself, so therefore, if they knew the past they could predict the future. By understanding time, they Maya could gain power over their world. The Tzol’kin The Tzol'kin calendar combines twenty day names with thirteen numbers to produce 260 unique days. It was used to determine the time of religious and ceremonial events and for divination. Divination The Maya believed that each day of the Tzol’kin had a character that infl

Five Levels Of Hangovers
Five Levels of Hangovers One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 c

Once (poetry, Please Read)
A big love once was leaping bounds across an ever restless bed now dry as the Arizona desert. Potential grew like weeds inside a Chateau garden in England now dead and crisp as if a hard freeze rested there eternally. Silence sits upon us as if no words have ever parted from our lips at all. And I've almost forgotten how to fall into your arms. The cupboards of lust bare as a pauper on the streets of old-time London alleyways. And as I tiptoe around, I remember once there was the sound of the laughter that touched the hearts of everyone here. Simple scenes in red and green Like the memories of Christmas' past. Now inside these cold gray walls, as silent as a mouse, I find only a stranger in this house. ©Astra Allen

Another Contest!
I need moms for "Most Beautiful Mom Contest" One winner will be for most comments and one for most ratings. You can bomb the hell out of someones pic with comments and down ratings wont do anything except give them an extra vote. If you want to enter send me a PM with the link to the pic you want in the comtest. Vamp

Overtime Ugh
The upside.. i'll be rich bitches! lmao The down side.. I'll be so stressed and warn out that i'd smack a person that annoy's me at the job. lmao Meaning.. I'd smack anyone acting all bitchy and hoey! lmao Now people want me to fix there pc's too. Thats more money! And something i'd rather do. I enjoy that. I'm alone in charge and no anal retentive morons to work around. lmao I can pay off cards and bills.. but.. I will sacriface alot.. No seeing my nephews or family.. I'd work Christmas eve.. and I'd probably sleep through most of Christmas or passout on the couch.. lmao It also means no dating .. oh wait.. the girl would actualy have to show up.. yeah.. better off working.. lol It also means less ct time.. Well actually that is good.. hahah I only have 10 real friends on my friends list.. the rest of ya don't talk.. more on that later. But.. The left over money goes into another place.. and that place is my pc and for a new car. I've

November 18 - 24th
Are you like me and yesterday you really didn’t give thanks until the relatives went home? I did something new this year. We adopted a gay turkey with a substance abuse problem. Most people had a day off yesterday – including the Detroit Lions. The pilgrims had this figured out. They had the perfect outfit for Thanksgiving. Everything they wore had buckles, including their hats. One of President Bush’s daughters had her purse stolen while she was in Argentina. The big problem was his plan for Iraq was in the purse. Looks like we have to start all over. John Kerry might run for president in 2008. He doesn’t think his botched joke will hurt him. His botched personality might. As you know O.J. Simpson’s book was cancelled. He’s starting a new one called "The Five People You Meet In Hell”. O.J. is saying that the title of the show and book was not his idea. "If I Did It This Is How It Happened” was not his idea. His idea was "When I Did It”. Instead they will now air "I

Lonely Life- Written For Mucha
in this world we meet and greet many people some stay some go. those who stay some on good terms some are not. with this life become hectic, and people become bitter. to survive in life you need a few friends and a trusted other. yet even with your other you become lonely wheither your together or not. that is not a happy existance. people need love life happiness. to be in love and lonely is not a life at all it's a slow ride to the living dead. mucha lif will be better written by biker reds

Your Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Big Fish In A Pond..
I asked 2 friends that left here what happened. They said " I feel like a big fix in a pond." Now I understand what she meant. She never asked vote for me. She never said hardly anything . She never told anyone to vote on her pics. She said a few jokes in her blogs. Never acted stuck up like . LIke I .. I'm a "boss bitoch" lmao You say hi and its.. "biotch please!" "How tall are you?" "how big is your?" "how much money u make?" Then again.. this is an online bar.. thats why alot of people say that. When its last call.. I usually turn into a geek.. not the creeper looking for drunk women.. lol yeah.. it gets scary in the am.. the lights come on and your like woah.. you realy arn't so nice.. your mean lol j/k OH yeah.. I got a $25 gift card from my lame xmas party.. lol And I went to a karokee bar and sang.. more on that later. haha peace and afro greese Roy

Monica Jordan
Ah, it was the spring of 1991. I was just settling in good from my basic training in the USMC reserves. This was the year I was to reacquire the Beasely woman, but that had yet to transpire. What was happening was a hand full of teenagers calling me. It could have been worse, believe me. So, after much debate (Ha!), Andréa began to occupy my phone time. During this time, I was purely a monster of my own desires and loved every minute of it. April 4th rolls around and I receive a phone call from a now single Monica Jordan. I knew of her because her former boyfriend was my cousin Demarcus. We talk about nothing too much. I pass the phone off to my younger brother. After a short conversation though my younger brother, we was invited to a party at Monica’s dad house. When the day of the party comes, we are the only guests. I don’t know if it was planned that way or not. The only thing I know is there is free cake and soda to be had, and I partook on the fun in spite of the l

I'm Back
HEY TO ALL MY SEXY FRIENDS. I FINALLY GOT MY INTERNET BACK. I HOPE I WAS MISSED. I MISSED U ALL VERY MUCH. WORK IS COOL EVEN THOUGH I HURT MY ARM. I'M IN A SPLINT FOR 7 DAYS. I HAVE TENDINITES IN MY ELBOW REALLY BAD. BUT OTHER THAN THAT I'M DOING GOOD. HOPE TO TALK TO U ALL VERY SOON. SEND ME A MESSAGE, COMMENT, OR SOMETHING I WANT TO KNOW HOW MUCH I WAS MISSED HA HA HA !LOVE YA ALL. LOVE JAMIE.

For Mothers
Somebody said it takes about six weeks to get back to normal after you've had a baby . somebody doesn't know that once you're a mother, "Normal," is history. Somebody said you learn how to be a mother by instinct Somebody never took a three-year-old shopping. Somebody said being a mother is boring ...... Somebody never rode in a car driven by a teenager with a driver's permit. Somebody said if you're a "good" mother, your child will "turn out good." Somebody thinks a child comes with directions and a guarantee. Somebody said "good" mothers never raise their voices ..... Somebody never came out the back door just in time to see her child hit a golf ball through the neighbor's kitchen window. Somebody said you don't need an education to be a mother. Somebody never helped a fourth grader with her math. Somebody said you can't love the fifth child as much as you love the first. Somebody doesn't have five children. Somebody said a mother can

Deeper
How do i start a game that i've already lost? How can i pay the price when i don't know the cost? And why do i let you do this to me? I'm falling apart now, can't you see? Is this how it was supposed to go down? We're hiding and sneaking all over town I'm in an uphill battle, i hope i can win Even though right from the start we were soaked in sin I don't care where we've been before And i don't know what's in store But if we can just hold out, we can have so much more Why are you with him, when you hate him so much? And why do you tremble everytime we touch? How can you act like everything's okay? When you swear you miss me more each day Why did we have to happen like this? And why do i get weak when we kiss? You say i have a control on you, But why won't you do what i want you to? I don't care where we've been before And i don't know what's in store But if we can just hold out, we can have so muc

No One But You
No One Can Stop My Heart From Aching. No One Can End My Pain and Aching. No One Can Say Their Love is True. No One Can Save Me, No One But You.... No One Can Make Me Scream In Pain. No One Can Make My Tears Fall Like Rain. No One Can Ever Help Me Pull Through, No One Can Hurt Me, No One But You....

Does Size Matter
SO THE QUESTION IS ,,,DOES SIZE MATTER? DOES IT MATTER IF UR WOMAN IS EDUCATED? DOES IT MATTER IF SHE CAN COOK, CLEAN AND RAISE THE KIDS RIGHT? DOES IT MATTER IF SHE MAKES HER OWN MONEY? DOES IT MATTER IF SHE HAS GOOD HYGIENE AND TAKES CARE OF HERSELF? DOES IT MATTER IF SHE TREATS YOU LIKE A KING? JUST LIKE THE ANSWERS TO THIS QUESTIONS ARE "YES"............ SO DOES SIZE MATTER TO US... WHAT THE HECK CAN U DO WITH __ N 3/4??? CLEAN THE EARS??? NAW.. PAPITOS GET ON WITH THAT... UNLESS U CAN GO DOWNTOWN RIGHT OR U ARE AN ACROBAT,,,,,, THE SIZE IS VERY IMPORTANT!!!! SO,,, I HAVE DONE SUM DEEP RESEARCH AND HAVE FOUND A GREAT WAY TO GET THAT "HUNG" AFFECT...JUST CLICK ON THESE LINK,,, AND IN A FEW MONTHS U WILL BE A HAPPY CAMPER....... ALWAYS DOING MY PART FOR U , ...... NOW LADIES,,,THE QUESTION IS,,,, WHAT IS A GOOD SIZE??? LOL... WOULD LOVE TO READ UR COMMENTS ON WHAT IS BEST FOR U......THNX

Heart Broken
Long blonde hair Big blue eyes Behind her smile The truth lies She cries herself To sleep at night She wishes things were simple Plain; black and white But things are hard To understand For she is not in control And things are out of her hands No one can help her Not even her friends Sometimes she wants Her life to just end The pain is hurting her It’s killing her soul Her heart is now broken When it used to be whole She wonders why This happend to her She wants things As they once were Maybe one day She’ll learn to forgive But as of right now She doesn’t want to live He really hurt her He was the one that she loved So now she prays for help From the good Lord above But no one could guess Of all the pain Built up inside her Making her insane Soon she will have had About all she can take She just can’t handle Another heart break She

Lmao
100 Miles an Hour A young couple is out carousing one evening. While driving down the highway the guy says to the girl, "If I go 100 miles an hour, will you take off your clothes?" She agrees and he begins to speed up. When the speedometer hits 100 she starts to strip. When she gets all her clothes off he is so busy staring at her that he drives off the road and flips the car. The girl is thrown clear without a scratch but her clothes and her boyfriend are trapped in the car. "Go get help.", he pleads. She replies, "I can't, I'm naked." He points to his shoe that was thrown clear and says, "Cover your snatch with that and go get help."She takes the shoe, covers herself, and runs to the gas station down the road. When she arrives she is frantic and yells to the attendant, "HELP! HELP! My boyfriend's stuck!" The attendant looks down at the shoe covering her crotch and replies, "I'm sorry Miss. He's too far in."

Christmas Operation Order 12-24-06
1. An official visit by MG Santa (NMI) Claus is expected at this headquarters 25 December 2006. The following instructions will be in effect and govern the activities of all personnel during the visit. a. Not a creature will stir without official permission. This will include indigenous mice. Special stirring permits for necessary administrative actions will be obtained through normal channels. Mice stirring permits will be obtained through the Office of the Surgeon General, Veterinary Services. b. Personnel will settle their brains for a long winter nap prior to 2200 hours, 24 December 2006. Uniform for the nap will be: Pajamas, cotton, light, drowsing, with kerchief, general purpose, camouflage; and Cap, camouflage w/ear flaps. Equipment will be drawn from CIF prior to 1900 hours, 24 December 2006. c. Personnel will utilize standard field ration sugarplums for visions to dance through their heads. Artificially sweetened plums are authorized for those in their unit weight con

You're Dying To Know, Don't Pretend That You Aren't.
The Monday Survey 1. If you were to find out you were pregnant/ had gotten someone pregnant tomorrow, how would you feel? First off, I'd wonder why God picked me for the second coming of Christ. Then I'd think "But I haven't even paid off MY college education yet!" 2. Do you trust your friends? My CLOSE friends, yes. 3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the person you love? Without a doubt. 4.Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? Yes. We don't always know what the reason IS, particularly right away, but everything happens for a reason. 5. Name two things you would NOT tolerate in a relationship? Lying and cheating. Most people would say abuse, but I can handle myself in a scuffle. 6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best roommate for you? Not sure...John maybe? He's pretty tidy and doesn't annoy me. 7. Can you deal with people who are too concerned with status? Yes. Most of my family

The Good Ol' Days...
It's the summer of 1961 and Harold goes to pick up his date, Peggy Sue. Harold's a pretty hip guy with his own car and a duck tail hairdo. When he goes to the front door, Peggy Sue's mother answers And invites him in. "Peggy Sue's not ready yet, so why don't You have a seat?" she says. That's cool.Peggy Sue's mother Asks Harold what they're planningto do. Harold replies politely that they will probably just go to The malt shop or to a drive-in movie. Peggy Sue's mother responds, "Why don't you kids go out andscrew? I hear all the kids are doing it."Naturally this comes as quite a surprise to Harold and he says "Wha...aaat?" "Yeah," says Peggy Sue's mother, "We know Peggy Sue really likes to screw; why, she'd screw all night if we let her!" Harold's eyes light up and he smiles from ear to ear. Immediately, he has revised the plans for the evening. A few minutes later, Peggy Sue comes downstairs in her little poodle skirt with her saddle shoes, and

Special Christmas Poem
From Paul Minton A Different Christmas Poem.... The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment! , or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.

Rockstars Suffering From Incontinence
Thursday night my mom and I took my grammiekins to Ponzu, a classy 'asian fusion' restaurant and lounge that I often frequent. Much to my surprise when we walked in, the bar was smothered with psuedo-rockstars and thier pathetic following of roadies and groupies. Bridjette, my favorite bartender and friend, informs me that it is the band none other than Ministry. A terrible 8o's "rock" band that should have stopped touring ages ago. [They were guests in the Hotel Serrano, due to thier upcoming show that Friday at the Fillmore]. The beggining of the night worked itself out in perfect formation. We were seated in my friend, Jeremi's section, who just so happens to be awesome at his job [minus the fact that he was cussing in front of my grama]. It was perfect because it seperated my precious, innocent grammie from all the disorder that was slowly unfurling inside the lounge. We finished our dinner and I escorted her and my mother out of the bar and went back inside to soak up the sulta

I Hate Mondays!
Got up at 8 had to go into town, got 5 miles down the road and my water hose blows on my damn truck, ok so I barely made it back home. Had to call a ride. I get to my destination and my daughters vehicle runs outta gas, lol ok so we got gas done more running and my friends house got broken into so she calls me. Man it was just one of those days when I shouldv'e just stayed in bed and watch some good movies. So tommorrow that's exactly what I'm gonna do, lol To hell with even messing with anything tommorrow. Uggghhh I hate Mondays!

Most Often Asked Questions Concerning Homeless Veterans
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Who are homeless veterans? The U. S. Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) says the nation's homeless veterans are mostly males (4 % are females). The vast majority are single, most come from poor, disadvantaged communities, 45% suffer from mental illness, and half have substance abuse problems. America’s homeless veterans have served in World War II, Korean War, Cold War, Vietnam War, Grenada, Panama, Lebanon, Operation Enduring Freedom (Afghanistan), Operation Iraqi Freedom, or the military’s anti-drug cultivation efforts in South America. Forty-seven percent of homeless veterans served during the Vietnam Era. More than 67% served our country for at least three years and 33% were stationed in a war zone. How many homeless veterans are there? Although accurate numbers are impossible to come by -- no one keeps national records on homeless veterans -- the VA estimates that nearly 200,000 veterans a

Hate My Ex
wow have you hated someone so much you just cant figure out how you ever loved them? that is the way i feel about my ex right now. he is fucking with my emotions so damn bad. one minute hes telling me he got a lawyer and the next hes tellin me if my boyfriend agrees to adopt my lil girl he will sign her over. damn what the hell am i supposed to think??? he is fucking with my emotions to the point that i just wanna hide until all this shit is over with cuz im so sick of dealing with it. If any one has any ideas of how i can get through this a lil easier please let me know cuz i really could use the help. im at my end and need a lil encouragement to help me pull my self back up

Opinionated -- That's Me!
Thought I'd share what I'm writing in some mums. 'cuz my blog is obviously so sketchy and really needed beefing up. Yes, I'm laughing at myself. Let's talk about older women and younger men. Is this OK? I'm a single woman in her 30's who gets a lot of interest from younger men. Part of that is sexual. They are intrigued by the idea of sexually confident, experienced woman. But not all of it is sexual. In many cases, women their age are still growing and changing, still finding themselves. These younger women can be prone to drama, and they're not always clear on what they're looking for. I'm an established, mature woman who's confident and clear on what she wants, and I'm always honest and forthright, and that's appealing for younger men. As for why I'm attracted to younger men... In general, I've found that single men my age are either damaged, commitment-phobic, or idiots. Also, they tend to look only at women younger than they are. Men older than I am don't seem t

Update On Hating My Ex
well as some of you know i have never really gotten along with my mother for the things she did as i was a child. well my ex's mother knows this and i just got an email from her where she is comparing me to my mother. you know i do my damndest to take care of my lil girl and do what i think is best for her. what more can i do? i thought fighting him was bad now i have his parents to deal with to....im really lost now

Hear, But Don't Listen
Sorry I was Not there Before the glass Had to meet The wall Nothing I could Have done But just watch Those tears Fall They may have Yelled it in Anger It was done As a pathetic Release But the fact is It hurt you Because you Believed It does not Matter What is said It is by no means True Just remember this One thing The words mean What they mean To you

Happy Holiday's My Ass!
OK! Gotta tell ya! I'm soooo fucking sick and tired of the few dictating to the masses. A few people are 'offended' by the phrase Merry Christmas. Let me tell you something about me. Last year was the first time in decades that I actually said 'Merry Christmas'. why? CUZ IT PISSED PEOPLE OFF!!! I say FUCK YA if you don't like the hearing Merry Christmas! If it offends you because you don't have 'Christmas' in your country ... FUCKING GO HOME!!! Thing is, Jews ain't the ones bitching! I don't care what they believe in. It doesn't bother me. Do what ya gotta for your own religion. Just leave us God believing peeps alone! If that fat man sitting crossed legged is your thing then hail Budda. I DON'T CARE! Just DON'T tell me I can't believe in God! And don't get me started on 'God' in the Pledge of Allegence. If ya don't like it ... GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!!! We need GOD back in the schools! And most of all, we need GOD back in the GOVERNMENT!! This whole 'seperation of

Love Has No Limit
I have sat and thought about you many times thinking how it will be when i am holding you in my arms thinking about how it will be when i dont have to ever let you go thinking how it will be when you belong to me I promise to that my words are true from the heart true for you to see that this love that i have will be here for you habibi untill you can look into my eyes and realize that you are what i have longed waited for my life my love my one and only true soul mate till then habibi know that my love for you has no limit

One More Old Review
Inga Reviewed by Mikeninja 2.5 stars After her mother dies, seventeen year old Inga goes off to live with her attractive 30-something aunt Greta. Greta is sort of in a financial bind due to her young lover Karl who is draining her finances. When the quiet and shy Inga arrives she attracts every man she meets. Greta, not realizing the growing attraction between her kept boyfriend and her sultry niece, plans to sell off Inga's affections to a wealthy playboy who craves innocent girls but the entire plan fails when Inga hops in the sack with Karl and the two run off together . . . Inga was a scandalous Swedish sin and sex erotodrama from the late 60's reissued and restored as part of Seduction Cinema's Retro-Seduction Cinema line. The VHS edition contains a beautiful print of the B+W film, some outtakes, two trailers for Inga and a third for the sequel, The Seduction of Inga. At first it seemed to me that Inga was going to be an over hyped melodrama but after Inga (Marie Lilj

To All The Military Gals!!
*You complain that your boyfriend/husband has worked late all week and have barely seen him---I look forward to the two weeks a year we spend together. *You complain b/c he doesn't call you enough---My heart is thankful for the 15- second phone call I got last Tuesday in the middle of the night! *You whine to you friends about how much you miss him already because he is on a two day trip with his parents---I haven't seen him for 7 months now. *You don't fee like making love tonight because you are too tired---We will stay up all night because we don't know when it will be the last time. *Your boyfriend/husband belongs to you---Mine belongs to the government. *Your boyfriend/husband is training for his game next weekend---My boyfriend is trained to kill. *It's just not practical for you to drive an hour to see him every weekend during school---He spends $700 dollars on a plane ticket just to see me 2 days. *You hate hanging up the phone when talking to him---My hear

Here I Am................................
Here I am, playing with Those memories again And just when I thought Time had set me free Those thoughts of you Keep taunting me Holding you A feeling I never outgrew Though each and every Part of me has tried Only you can fill That space inside So there's no sense pretending My heart, it's not mending Just when I thought I was over you Just when I thought I could stand on my own Oh, baby, those memories Come crashing through And I just can't Go on without you On my own, I've tried to Make the best of it alone I've done everything I can To ease the pain But only you can stop the rain I just can't live without you I miss everything about you Just when I thought I was over you Just when I thought Log on to kill this message. I could stand on my own Oh, baby, those memories Come crashing through And I just can't Go on without Go on without you It's just no good without you (Just when I thought I was over you) Without you (Just when

Trash Talkerz
ok, so how come pplz gotta talk shit about me behind my fuckin back and make up rumors and just tell everyone bad shit about me and they don't even know me or the reason why for things but their surposed to be my friends don't get me wrong i love my true friends but i don't want anyone to call me a friend or so much as even talk to me if their gonna talk shit behind my back its horrible when people are so insecure about themselfs that they gotta try to bring other people down to their level ....so if u are one of those people who talk shit about other people then just take me off of ur list and don't ever message me again because i'm not listenin to the bullshit anymore or what people think of me because for real i don't really give a fuck what anyone thinks that is why in this statement that i am not trying to change their oppions about me nor am i verifying anything true or untrue because to be honest it is none of their fuckin business and my life is my life i just wish they could l

The Quiz Of Life
[yes this has been posted as a bulletin, but feel free to make your own in a response] A craptacular quiz by Danielle! 1. When you were a kid, did it make you kind of happy when other kids got in trouble? Did you taunt or mock them with evil glee? Considering my highly sheltered childhood in Kentucky, I was not only amused at others' misfortunes, I was relieved that it wasn't me in their place. 2. Do you have a neurosis (or two or three)? The only Neurosis that I have are CD's with the band of the same name. Unless you consider my habit of self gratification every time I shower. 3. Do you look through other people's medicine cabinets? If so, what are you looking for? I don't think anyone else's herpes or hard on medicine is any of my business. Unless it's my significant other on the herpes meds, then I too probably am going to have a prescription. 4. Have you ever snooped through someone else's diary? If so, did you find anything awesome? I'm not int

Hey Everyone!!!
Hey I am in a hospital with my little girl so i am using dial-up and it sucks. So bare with me and I promise I will keep in touch as soon as I get home. And thanks for all the comments guys your wonderful.

So Jo What Do You Think ?
One thought, one heart, one desire One Thought living in a moment set afire One heart that beats to see one face true One desire belonging always to you True dream, true faith, true feeling True dreams of one who is a healing True faith due to one who does renew True feelings for one and only for you Found hope, found joy, found love Found hope a feeling from heaven above Found joy in the sight of your smile Found love in a moment shared for awhile Dreaming free, dreaming desire, dreaming you Dreaming free of a dream that I pray to come true Dreaming desire for the soul who completes me Dreaming you and needing me in time we may see By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Life
NO matter how hard life may be on you , If you keep your hope an determination alive you will survive . I believed that life was nothing but a bitch until I came back from cali and I seen life in A Whole different light . It took me from nyc, to La to see that the world is different. I felt that If i didn't open my eyes and see what really matters Then I would surely fall into That what ever state of mind where I Wouldn't care if I died or lived . I was so Driven By the thug life way That I didn't care how people looked at me. I just gave up on life completely No hope ,No fate in Anything that was good because I tried to hard before and I ended up with A cold shoulder, and a head full of worries . my life was fading fast and my fate in people was leaving me because in this world full of hate , You wouldn't believe there was anything good. But as of the last couple of months I found my true calling , my true purpose , my family the ones that would hear me when Im down, the ones that wi

I Didn't Feel Like Writing About Me, So I Didn't , Part 2
Poems and things I like,part 2!! "The Garden" Part 2!! The Primrose by Robert Herrick Ask me why I send you here This sweet infanta of the year? Ask me why I send to you This Primrose,thus bepearled with dew? I will whisper to your ears, The sweets of love are mixed with tears. Ask me why this flower does show So yellow-green,and sickly too? Ask me why the stalk is weak and bending,(yetit doth not break?) I will answer,These discover, What fainting hope are in a lover. Another poem for the garden!! Ah! Sunflower by William Blake Ah Sunflower! weary of time, Who countest the steps of the Sun, Seeking after that sweet golden clime Where the travellers journey is done: Where the Youth pined away with desire, And the pale Vergin shrouded in snow Arise from their graves and aspire Where my Sunflower wishes to go. Thats all for the poems for now. The next part will be about the other stuff. But I'm still working on that part!! ;)

Someone Will Like This
I hear your voice carried on the breeze Silent sweet melody puts me at ease Listening to the spirit that calls from within Wondering if love is ever a sin Now that I have found you no other can be I am so lost in you your all I can see You fill me and are that missing peace You’re the only one who can this soul release I soar upon clouds at the sound of your voice I seek you out for I have no other choice I am drawn to you as a moth to the flame I live for the melody of your sweet name I feel you I think you inside my skin There is a joining beyond flesh’s sin You are that one I sought through all time The rapture of love living ever sublime Perfection in all that I ever had dreamed The one I would kill for and die if so deemed The hand of god is seen in the working of things I will wait another life time and accept all it brings For I will never be whole till I hold you near My sweet Jolene the one I hold dear By R. Thomas Dinsmore

If We Had Sex....game. Don't Be Scared
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i liked you? 20. Would you do it today? 21. Would you do it tomorrow? 22. Would you call me in the morning? 23. Are you goin

A Hero's Time To Call.
David Franklin Shepard THOMPSON VALLEY, Va. — David Franklin Shepard, 59, of Thompson Valley, died Wednesday, Nov. 29, 2006 at the VAMC in Salem, Va. Born June 15, 1947 in Tazewell, Va., he was a son of the late Frank and Lena Gillespie Shepard. He was of the Church of God faith and was a former Pastor of the Northside Church of God in Brunswick, Ga. and the Westside Church of God in Alma, Ga. Mr. Shepard was a United States Army veteran, serving in the Airborne Rangers; his service to his country included three tours in Vietnam, where he bravely endured being a Prisoner of War. Mr. Shepard was the recipient of the Vietnam Service Medal with three Bronze Stars; Vietnam Campaign Medal with 60 Device; Parachutist Badge; Army Commendation Medal; Combat Infantry Badge; Air Medal; Bronze Star Medal with one Oak Leaf Cluster and a Presidential Unit Citation among other notable awards and recognitions such as being the Soldier of the Year for the United States Army in 1974; he ended hi

Well Now That I Have Done That
so I yelled at a friend. Bad goddess, I know. I apologized, and thankfully accepted. and I realized I need to give up for the night, I am stressed, I have cried (over many things that snowballed from all of this) and now I am honestly a little sick to my stomach over the whole thing. so, I will set aside what I have done and try to just relax. so now... I will write some emails, and talk with a few people whos company I enjoy, and even though I am freezing, I think I will have some ice cream

My Feeling On Some Ratings
Ok i have had enough last week someone rated my wedding photo a 5 then tonight my support for the United States Marine Corps is rated a one if you dont like what you see dont rate.I feel it is rude if you cant be nice and mature then dont say anything..sorry for bitching but i have had enough

Trivia Stuff - Geography
For my trivia buff friends... Alaska More than half of the coastline of the entire United States is in Alaska . +++++++++++++++++ Amazon The Amazon rainforest produces more than 20% the world's oxygen supply. The Amazon River pushes so much water into the Atlantic Ocean that, more than one hundred miles at sea off the mouth of the river, one can dip fresh water out of the ocean. The volume of water in the Amazon river is greater than the next eight largest rivers in the world combined and three times the flow of all rivers in the United States . +++++++++++++++++ Antarctica Antarctica is the only land on our planet that is not owned by any country. Ninety percent of the world's ice covers Antarctica . This ice also represents seventy percent of all the fresh water in the world. As strange as it sounds, however, Antarctica is essentially a desert. The average yearly total precipitation is about two inches Although covered with ice (all but 0.4% of it, i.e.), Antarctica is the

Advice Please
how do i go about telling my firnd i think he stole something from me with out ruining the friendship? i mean me and my other friend sat and thought about all the possibilities and this is the only one that makes sense and i know my other friend didnt do it cause i bought it from him it was 300 dollars of pot i dont know what to do cause i cant afford to take that kind of hit on money i now owe him 630 dollars what do i do?

To All My Interrnet Mums Out There And All Others
And I never thought I'd feel this way And as far as I'm concerned I'm glad I got the chance to say That I do believe I love you And if I should ever go away Well then close your eyes and try To feel the way we do today and then if you can remember Keep smilin' Keep shinin' Knowing you can always count on me for sure That's what friends are for For good times and bad times I'll be on your side forever more That's what friends are for Well you came and opened me And now there's so much more I see And so by the way I thank you And then for the times when we're apart Well then close your eyes and know These words are coming from my heart And then if you can remember Keep smilin' Keep shinin' Knowing you can always count on me for sure That's what friends are for For good times and bad times I'll be on your side forever more That's what friends are for Keep smilin' Keep shinin' Knowing you can always count on me for sure That's what friends are for Lyr

Those Who Hurt
December 4, 2006 Those Who Hurt Mark 10:46-52 When we’re in pain, we may question whether God cares or even knows what we’re going through. Our difficult circumstances can give us a wrong view of Him. Scripture teaches that our three-in-one God is omniscient. In other words, He knows all things. No actions or persons are hidden from His sight. The past, present, and future are all laid out before Him. (Psalm 33:13-15; Hebrews 4:13) 1 Chronicles 28:9 tells us, “the Lord searches all hearts, and understands every intent of the thoughts.” Because of this, He knows us intimately. And with His perfect knowledge, He understands what we really need. (Matthew 10:29-30) God’s love and concern for us do not change, even if our pain has resulted from our own sinful actions. Jesus repeatedly demonstrated God’s loving concern for people. He met with Nicodemus, one of Israel’s religious leaders. And without condemnation or accusation, Jesus showed him the way to God. (J

To All My Interrnet Mums Out There And All Others
Send me the pillow that you dream on Don't you know that I still care for you? Send me the pillow that you dream on So darlin' I can dream on it too Each night while I'm sleeping oh so lonely I'll share your love in dreams That once were true Send me the pillow that you dream on So darling I can dream on it too [Brief Interlude] Send me the pillow that you dream on Maybe time will time will let our dreams come true Log on to Top40db. Send me the pillow that you dream on So darling I can dream on it too I've waited so long for you to write me But just a memory's all that's left of you Send me the pillow that you dream on So darling I can dream on it too So I can dream on it too

The Spirit Of A Finisher
The Spirit of a Finisher Richard Roberts -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- As you look through the Bible, you will notice the spirit of a finisher throughout. God is a finisher. What He begins, He intends to finish, including what He has begun in your life. What do I mean by "finish"? Well, do you have a dream that God has put in your heart, but you wonder if it will ever come to pass? Perhaps something has caused an interruption in your dream, but God intends to finish what He has begun. David told his son, Solomon, to be strong and courageous, and do it. Fear not, be not dismayed, for the Lord God...is with you. He will not fail or forsake you until you have finished all the work for the service of the house of the Lord (I Chronicles 28:20 AMP). Jesus' life and ministry on earth was focused on finishing what God had called Him to do. Once, when the disciples wanted Jesus to eat, He said, "My nourishment comes fr

Another Year
Another year has come and is almost gone. It’s that time again to reflect back and see if I have accomplished anything this year. From what I feel inside I would have to say NO. There are others out there that would probably say other wise but deep down I know I haven’t really done much but try and atone for something I shouldn’t feel guilty of doing. Those that know me personally know that I have a very giving heart, and will do anything I can to help out a friend in need. Normally I can keep this in check and within reason, but after looking back upon this year, there have been quite a few instances where I should have held back. Then there is also a few that I helped that were not worthy of it. I’ve come to the conclusion that I’ve been doing all of these things because I’m trying to atone for turning my back on a friend when they needed me. Earlier this year I cut lose a close friend because I had help them all I could and they felt it wasn’t enough. I had been friends wi

Guns 'n' Roses
So... tonight I got to go see a concert... not any concert either... I went to Guns 'n' Roses... to be honest my girlfriend and I were not really excited about G'n'R as we have heard stories that they suck, and that you're lucky if Axl makes it through a whole show without throwing a hissy fit. We went to go and see Sebastian Bach. So... the very first act was the Suicide Girls who are very sexy... if you don't know who they are look them up. They had five of the bodacious ladies dancing on stage and removing their tops... they had pasties on so it wasn't like you could see everything. Then there was some other band... I can't remember their names. They didn't suck too bad... but after a few songs they started to sound the same. Then it was Sebastian Bach... he rocked out some of his solo hits and also did some throw backs to his Skid Row days... which made me very happy. Axl could have stormed off stage five minutes in and I would have been a happy girl. (Especially when his

Pain
Pain; A strange phenomenon, not wanted, not expected, not hoped for…..but got it anyway. One of the first questions people ask themselves…WHY ME ?????. well the answer is quite simple…. WHY NOT!!!!, who are we to think this will not happen to us, I mean it happens but always to someone else and not close to home. And all of a sudden(????)…things get different, I’m in pain tooo sh**, f*** etc, but this is not possible I’m still young (40+) this is unacceptable, no whining and nagging just keep going on it will pas. Yep for a lot of people it will go away and for a lot of people it will stay, auch pain I’m so sad…. Haven’t done anything different lately, I really don’t get it. Okay lets go to see the doctor because the pain is everywhere in my body, if you are lucky you will be sent to a good specialist but if you are unlucky ( which happens most) you will get some magical medication and need to come back in 3 or 6 months. Where in the world do doctors get the magical 3 and 6 months??

Blag
I feel like ca-ca do-do. Which isn't good folks. My potassium was apparently low, so I couldn't keep anything down for 2-3 days. Not, saying I couldn't skip a few DOZEN meals. Puking the pounds away isn't my idea of a good time yo. Feeling better now, have to have my INR checked tomorrow, if I feel like it. I hate going. Twice a week I get blood drawn. Yay! Anyway... boys are dumb... throw knives at them! Sharp ones at private parts! teehee meow

Digging Up The Past - Ball & Chain
I have lived in Austin for many, many decades (a little over 3 going on 4) now and have seen many changes. It surprised to me to see so much of Austin in this video...and how much of Austin has actually changed. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Wow.... we've come a long ways! :D

Wow... An Actual Blog?!?
I've decided to make an actual blog. This, my friends, is an actual blog, written by me... Shephard. I hope you enjoy. I have just been up ALL night, again.. and decided to look at my own pictures. It would appear that I do not have many people leaving comments and/or even viewing my pics. This has me rather concerned for my pics... I have a few that are feeling extremely left out. For example, my artillery crest... currently the picture representing 'yours truly'... As well as both of my Family Crests... Are there no Acadiens on this damn site????? (no offense to my beloved Cajuns, i love yaz well, but I would also like to see some family closer to home lol) Anyways, if anyone actually reads this, heres the msgs i would like to get out: I do not really care about user comments if they're simply saying "giving you some love" or "have a nice day" or anything like that... they're appreciated, and reviewed, but only faintly, as there is little or no thought to em. I love personal

Send A Card To The Fighting Soldiers For The Holidays!!!!!!!
Send a card to the fighting soldiers for the HOLIDAYS!!!!!!! If you go to this website, www.letssaythanks.com, you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq . You can 't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch o f these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them...

Contest Info. Please Help Me Win.
First, I am in a contest for a paid photo shoot worth $ 500. Please help me win this. Follow the link below and cast your vote for FireLillyRaven. I appreciate it angels. I really want to win this. Please help me. Thanks so much. Muawwwwwh! Enter your vote today! A new poll has been created for theBBWAdultModels group:Contest For The $500 Paid Shoot http://groups.yahoo.com/group/BBWAdultModels/surveys?id=1743145 You may have to join this group, before you vote. Here is the link to BBW Adult Group. :) http://groups.yahoo.com/group/BBWAdultModels/ That is the news of the day. So, how is everyone? I have had one hectic week. It always amazes how hectic the holiday season is. It is supposed to be a time with family, and joy. But lately it is time to rush around and find the best deals. I used to love Christmas, but this year. I think I am not in the holiday spirit. So far, I had to go get a second Christmas tree, after the first was leaning , and then the trunk spli

Angel Wings
For my son who dances with the angels. Angel Wings The moment of your last breath, Outside your window, The wind blew like never before. I knew then the wings of an Angel, Were watching over you. When we said our last good-bye, At your final resting Place The wind blew like never before. I knew then the wings of an Angel, Were taking you home. When just the other night, teary eyed I was thinking of you, The wind blew like never before. I knew then the wings were yours, Now an Angel, I know You will watch over me. BT

Welcome To My Life
"Welcome To My Life" Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more? Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding No you don't know what it's like When nothing f

Addic Addicted To You
I heard you're doin' okay But I want you to know I'm addic- I'm addicted to you I can't pretend I don't care When you don't think about me Do you think I deserve this? I try to make you happy But you left anyway I'm tryin' to forget But I'm addicted to you But I wanted And I needed I'm addicted to you Now it's over Can't forget what you said And I never Want to do this again Heartbreaker Heartbreaker Heartbreaker Since the day I met you And after all we've been through Still addic- I'm addicted to you I think you know that it's true I'd run a thousand miles to get to you Do you think I deserve this I tried to make you happy I did all that I could Just to treat you good in every way I'm tryin' to forget But I'm addicted to you But I wanted And I needed I'm addicted to you Now it's over Can't forget what you said And I never Want to do this again Heartbreaker Heartbreaker Heartbreaker How long will I be waiting Till the

Today 12/5
hey there..well Melissa has talked alot about this site, Cherry tap, and how its cool and that, so i joined, in order to help her get cherry bucks ot whatever to get jeff a ring, it seems cool but alot of the shit i cant figure out lol, all in good time..i will invite some people to join after a while but first i will try to meet some new peeps..they float across the top lol... i am having an ok day..actually have aalot to do, not too motivated, find my mind drifting back to Uncle Ronnie..today is a week since he died..i feel like it would be wrong to go buy a christmas tree, still, i am not ready to feel christmas-y..it fucken sucks..i mean im carrying on.i have 3 kids, cant just ignore xmas, and im shopping here and there..plus jacobs birthday, too.. eek which makes me worry about funds..dam theres always something to worry about huh? one cool thing everybuddy is bitching about snow and we havent seen a single flake-now thats unusual here..and im happy, no rush we'll certainly get

Ninja
when my true mother was giving birth to me, a black hole in a collapsing star system opened a wormhole between my mother's legs, of all places. thus when i was birthed, i came directly into another dimension. i don't have any ancestors, blood relatives... nada. complete blank. as a result, some very interesting traits occured in me. i don't have any genes or DNA. sounds impossible, but true. the advantages to this are many. i have no fingerprints, no iris or voice print. i don't even have a body heat signature! the government doesn't know i exist. i'm a blank page in the recordbooks of the known universe. know what that makes me? the perfect NINJA!

So Beautifully Hideous
Don’t act like it feels Or pretend that it don’t You made your point And it stands alone All that you proved was Rape Has a stench All it’s own By the time you Finally Love me I’m already bored You have become All the things I have learned To abhor It’s not the sentiment I resent It is all the wasted Time I have spent Down the mudslide I head on my tush If this is a mood swing I need a push

Military Members
EVERYONE COPY AND PASTE THIS BULLETIN LINK TO YOUR BLOGS SO YOUR FRIENDS CAN COME AND COMMENT ON IT AND MAYBE JUST MAYBE HE WILL SEE HOW IMPORTANT THIS IS TO US AND CHANGE THE SHELL SOUND FOR OUR MILITARY MEMBERS http://cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=4023183713

My Daughter Iz Doin Good!
SHE IS DOIN REAL GOOD AFTER HER OPERATION NO MORE STOP BREATHIN AT NITE NO MORE SNORING AND HER VOICE SOUNDS LIKE A LIL GIRL AGAIN AND THANX TO ALL MY FAM FOR PRAYING FOR HER!! MMFWCL!

I'm Goober Chickensquirt
A. Follow the instructions to find your new name. B. Once you have your new name, put it in the subject box and forward it to friends and family and co-workers. Don't forget to forward it back to the person who sent it to you, so they know you participated. And don't go all adult - a senior manager is now known far and wide as Dorky Gizzardsniffer! The following is excerpted from a children's book, Captain Underpants And the Perilous Plot Professor Poopypants, by Dave Pilkey, in which the evil Professor forces everyone to assume new names... So:- 1. Use the third letter of your first name to determine your New first name: a = snickle b = doombah c = goober d = cheesey e = crusty f = greasy g = dumbo h = farcus i = dorky j = doofus k = funky l = boobie m = sleezy n = sloopy o = fluffy p = stinky q = slimy r = dorfus s = snooty t = tootsie < BR>u = dipsy v = sneezy w = liver x = skippy y = dink y z = zippy

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem: The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some

Getting To Know Your Friends
Welcome to the 2006 Holiday Edition of Getting to Know Your Friends! You know the drill. Highlight, copy, and paste (not forward) and change my answers to your answers. Be sure to send back to me. Enjoy!! Everyone has time for a few moments of fun! Don't be a scrooge!!! 1. Egg Nog or Hot Chocolate? Egg Nog with Rum 2. Does Santa wrap presents or just sit them under the tree? Under the tree 3. Colored lights on tree/house or white? Normally white 4. Do you hang mistletoe? Yep 5. When do you put your decorations up? First weekend in Dec, 6. What is your favorite holiday dish (excluding dessert)? Mimi's Egg Goldenrod 7. Favorite Holiday memory as a child: My parents raised me in a cult, we didn't celebrate when I was little. 8. When and how did you learn the truth about Santa? See above 9. Do you open a gift on Christmas Eve? Nah, I usually get my present WAAAAY before Xmas 10. How do you decorate your Christmas Tree? Lights ornaments and what

Cute Kitten!
Grixie learned to open the CD-RW drive on Topher's computer today. It was so cute. He was trying to burn a CD and everytime it would start to spin she would press her nose to it and it would open. Of course, the first couple of times he thought he just had bad media, but the third time he was watching and saw her do it. Then he had to call me to show me her new trick. I don't know how many CDs we ruined, but it was fun! He had to hold her so he could finish burning the CD. She is so smart!

Adult Jokes
Top Four Adult Jokes of 2006 Fourth Place: A man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 221." Third Place: One night, as a couple lays down for bed, the husband starts rubbing his wife's arm. The wife turns over and says "I'm sorry honey, I've got a gynecologist appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh. "The husband, rejected, turns over. A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps his wife again. "Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?" Runner Up: Bill worked in a pickle factory. He had been employed there for a number of years when he came home one day to confess to his wife that he had a terrible compulsion. He had an urge to stick his penis into the pickle slicer. His wife suggested that he should s

I'm Not On This Trip For You
I find the humor in all of it, from most meaningful to the least possible scenerio and it all seems like just chatter in my ears, because when I hear what people have to say, it just all basically sounds like a jumble. Originality is one thing that humanity can not exist without, but what chooses who will be the leader or the follower is basically a riddle in itself. To become something you are not, stretching to reach the unattainable, is an effort in futility, but often times being wrapped up in the drama of it all is enough to get them by for the moment at hand. Together with all the bullshit pilled high to the heavens and the unaccountable words they utter to eachother, it's all just a ruse for the manipulation under all the blackness. So don't think for one instant, that I don't know where you are comming from, because we all have hidden agendas even if our wings are of puritan white and our pupils are dialated with extreme misguidance and an over abundance of conspiricy.

Polish Divorce
Polish divorce A Polish man moved to the USA and married an American girl. Although his English was far from perfect, they got along very well until one day he rushed into a lawyer's office and asked him if he could arrange a divorce for him "very quick." The lawyer said that the speed for getting a divorce would depend on the circumstances, and asked him the following questions: LAWYER: "Have you any grounds?" POLE: "JA, JA, acre and half and nice little home." LAWYER: "No," I mean what is the foundation of this case?" POLE: "It made of concrete." LAWYER: “Is she a nagger?” POLE: “No. She is a white woman.” LAWYER: "Does either of you have a real grudge?" POLE: "No, we have carport, and not need one." LAWYER: "I mean, What are your relations like?" POLE: "All my relations still in Poland." LAWYER: "Is there any infidelity in your marriage?" POLE: "Ja, we have hi- fidelity stereo set and good DVD play

Cowboy Walks Into A Pharmacy. .
A cowboy walked into a drug store and asked to talk to a male pharmacist. The woman he was talking to said that she was the pharmacist and as she and her sister owned the store, there was no males employed there. She then asked if she could help him. The cowpoke said that it was something that he would be much more comfortable discussing with a male pharmacist. The female pharmacist assured him that she was completely professional and whatever it was that he needed to discuss, he could be confident that she would treat him with the highest level of professionalism. The cowboy agreed and began by saying, "This is tough for me to discuss, but I have a permanent erection. It causes me a lot of problems and severe embarrassment, and I was wondering what you could give me for it." The pharmacist said, "Just a minute, I'll talk to my sister." When she returned, she said, "We discussed it at length and the absolute best we can do is as follows: 1/3 ownership in

Gold Wrapping Paper
I received this from a friend who had a choice to make. It said that I had a choice to make too. I've chosen. Now it's your turn to choose. The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her five year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child used the gold paper to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her mother the next morning and then said, "This is for you, Momma." The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but her anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner. "Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be something inside the package?" She had tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full." The mother was crushed. She fell on her knees and

Kids Say The Cutiset Things
Ok here are a couple of thing that my 4 yrold almost 5 yrold said to me. He will be 5 on the 11th and goes to pre school the 1st was Mommy I am dying of thirsty. and last night we were talking about what he ate at school and hesaid "Mommy I was thinking about you and I dropped my waffel. If he says any thing eles I will keep you posted Have a great day

Lust Of Darkness
Look, out in the distant sky Open, up your weakened minds Feel, what's in store for you The jackals howling at the moon See, the curtain of the night Falling, down into your life Doom, is headed straight for you The night comes shining through Join us in our never ending journey Into the burning lake of fire Let us fill your helpless soul Fill it with sweet desire When the night falls When the moon's full Recall, the look in their eyes The sign of hat, it burns They've come for us, but we'll fight Till death Hypnotizing, paralyzing Brings me to my knees Tantalizing suicide Drives me to the edge When the night falls, when death crawls Frozen in my sleep Rippers slashing, terror laughing Numbers burning deep Join us in our never ending journey Into the burning lake of fire Let us fill your helpless soul Fill it with sweet desire When the night falls When the moon's full let me fill you with lust let me fill your soul with desires let me feed your da

Getting Rid Of Account
hey all im really thinking about getting rid of my account here on cherrytap it has gotten boring and gotten to the point where i dont even remember to check in here....no one ever comments or rates or anything else i see no point in keeping it any longer...so just keeping everyone fair warned i might be gone in a few days.....thanks all for becoming friends on here and giving me a new experience! See everyone later!

Time Out
Hello to all the wonderful folks I've met here on CT. I need to take a break from the net for a while, but I wanted to thank all of you for the friendship and the love. May be a day, may be a year. Time to get my head together again. Tired of hurting and being hurt. You all take care and I'll see you whenever. Those that have my yahoo feel free to send a message or e-mail. I will check it from time to time. Lynn, I love you and I'm sorry. Get well soon hon. Take care all and Blessed Be.

It's Always Someone Else's Fault Right? Lol
This is the message that the Pacific Palisades High School ( California ) staff voted unanimously to record on their school telephone answering machine. This is the actual answering machine message for the school. This came about because they implemented a policy requiring students and parents to be responsible for their children's absences and missing homework. The school and teachers are being sued by parents who want their children's failing grades changed to passing grades - even though those children were absent 15-30 times during the semester and did not complete enough school work to pass their classes. The outgoing message: "Hello! You have reached the automated answering service of your school. In order to assist you in connecting to the right staff member, please listen to all the options before making a selection: * To lie about why your child is absent - Press 1 * To make excuses for why your child did not do his work- Press 2

=(
It has not been a good week and it's only Tues. I have been emotional and bitchy and just not easy to deal with. I think I am stressed out. I have been taking things wrong and lashing out at the ones I love. UUUGGGGGG I have got to get out of this funk I am in. If your my friend and I have seemed off, I am so sorry. I don't mean to be. I don't even notice until it's too late. Anyone reading this, feel free to make me laugh. I could really use it. Have a wonderful cherry day to all. nicckie

Butt Measurement
A man and his wife were working in their garden one day and the man looks over at his wife and says, "Your butt is getting really big, I mean really big. I bet your butt is bigger than the barbecue grill." With that he proceeded to get a measuring tape and measure the grill and then went over to where his wife was working and measured his wife's bottom. "Yes, I was right, your butt is two inches wider than the barbecue grill!!!" The woman chose to ignore her husband. Later that night in bed, the husband is feeling frisky. He makes some advances towards his wife who completely brushes him off. "What's wrong?" he asks. She answers, "Do you really think I'm going to fire up this big-ass grill for one little weenie?"

Can't Call It....
Ok so I'm at a HUGE cross road in my life... *sigh* .. I've got a ton of mixed up, balled up, hidden as much as visible, new as well as old emotions running thru me.. I'm soooo unsure of things, yet sooooo certain of them.. I feel like I'm an oxymoron mised with a bit of schizophrenic!! I've had converstations with myself reagarding things going on in my life, and it seems to be clear at one moment, and hazy the next. I can feel SOOOO completely comfortable, secure, and warm... and in the flash of and instant, or blink of an eye be so completely alone and insecure I just want to throw it ALL away and run from everyone.... I just Can't call it......

All I Was Left With Was A Memory
The first time you kissed me you stole my heart and soul, from that time on my life was no longer my own. Every breath, every beat of my heart was in sync with yours, every breath you took consumed every aspect of me and i was no longer one person but two entwined. Your dreams were mine and nothing stopped me from helping you succeed in them. The young girl you met would never be the same ever again. You planted a seed in me that grew with every minute of time . The seed grew like a weed that spreads through a rose garden until you no longer see the flower but the weed. Eventually I forgot my hopes and dreams that were there before your kiss and pushed them so far inside that they began to become nothing but a memory that seemed to fade away. In time I lost myself completely and was happy with the fact that I was you. I loved the sound of your heart in my head as i feel asleep on your chest, it was the sound of mine. I no longer cared about who I once was cause I was safe in you, I hi

My Newest And Dearest Friend
Come on Juggalo family, I have a new great friend and he is so in need of the Family clown love from us all, please stop by and show him the love *love what is love oh i know looks down at the ground at my shattered heart thats what love got me!!!*@ CherryTAP he is a little shy about putting the juggalo tag on his name, show him that he is welcomed no matter what. Thanks and MMFWCL! ~~baby girl~~

Deep Trouble
OK ya'll I am writing this because I am very pissed off right now. I have once again been screwed over by Social Services. Thankfully my kids are covered by medicaid. The only problem is my husband and I are poor LOL we make crap. Yet they say we make too much for me to continue getting medical help. (Our take home is $1,200-$1,300 a month) Now to me this is a huge problem. Not many of you know this but my health is pretty poor. I am Bi Polar. I also have a huge thyroid problem...here is some info on the dangers of this...http://www.webmd.com/hw/thyroid_disorders/hw145669.asp. Along with these I have some heart troubles including massive problems with blood pressure....my normal pressure is 146/120. Yeah..reaching stroke levels soon. I have asthma and a chronic spine problem between L4 and L5.Yes with all of these problems and my huge medical costs (bi polar meds cost $500 a month...alone) I will no longer recieve health coverage. As I am sure you can bet with 3 kids trying to pay

To My Fellow Alcoholics!( I Have Done Or Agree With All Of These)
To my fellow Alcoholics! > Liquor manufacturers have accepted the Government's suggestion that the following warning labels be placed immediately on all varieties of alcohol containers: > > > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > > > > WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. > > > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > > > > WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. > > > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > > > > WARNING: The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a retard. > > > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > > > > WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell your friends over and over again that you love them. > > > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > > > > WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you can s

Do A Ditty
There she was just a hustling on the street Singing do ya wanna come and go with me Wiggling her hips to a strange calypso beat Singing do ya wanna come and go with me She wore paint Needed turpentine She wore paint, needed turpentine You gotta be outta your mind Before I knew it she was snuggling up to me Singing hey there baby cum and have a look and see Eyeing my crotch just to see how big I be Saying hey there honey you want a shot at me Cost fifty bucks Go to my place I ducked into a door Then she asked just once more Wowo-ohoh I knew I could catch a disease--eeeese Yes I did, And so I told her of all the things I was afraid of Now she’s upset And cursing out violently Singing get your ugly ass away from me We’ll be enemies until our dying day Singing I got a gun so now you better flee Well I'm gone She's trying I'm gone, she’s trying, cops gave her a hefty fine Wowo-ohoh I knew I could catch a disease--eeeese Yes I did, And so I to

Children
Raising a Child’s Not easy They come with no Instruction book It takes years To raise a Child But it also takes Understanding guidance Laughter And yes Tears too But when they are older You can look back and see Just how much joy They brought Into the Family And then you will see Raising a Child Is a wonderful Thing A Child Does not care What kind of car you drive What kind of clothes you wear A Child Just loves you For who you are The best gift To give to your Child Is your time They’ll be grown Before you know it Time does fly by A Child Love you unconditionally Whether you are Rich or poor A Child loves you For who you are Not the things You have So this Christmas Instead of big fancy Expensive gifts Give to your Child Something That’s free More of your time Spend with Just them And when they are older And out on their own The memories You made with them Will fil

No Christmas This Year And The Reasons For It
A Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM! Flyi

Lost
You live in a world, where everyone pretends to be real You've found you're lost, and can't find your way Living another day, dreaming, reaching out Fingers brushing at memories that just fade away You lost your way... Broken in silence the distance remains you lost your way... Yeah!! now turn around face the day break the structure free yourself you got the key to your locked cell face the day you've lost your way You drift in todays society, where the crazy is the real you've found your lost, drowning in your own mediocrity Breathing in another moment, your dreams are slain Arms outstretched, they yearn for one more day you lost your way.... Broken in blindness the distance remains Yeah! now turn around face the day break the structure free yourself you got the key to your locked cell face the day you've lost your way Now everyone is looking, you've drifted away so far away, you've lost your way no way to save yourself You drift

Over The Edge
The anger thats flaring your passion taking you over the edge your losing control body hard and too many years of pain control is your domination forcing me to your submission You rape me take all of my dreams you rape me took everything I ever had you rape me of everything that I am you rape me All I can do is scream The awareness inside its your temptation one more step and your over the ledge your losing control body hard and so many years of disdain control is your ambition Make my body free to your admission You rape me take all of my dreams you rape me took everything I ever had you rape me of everything that I am you rape me All I can do is scream You took all that I knew threw it out left me here your hate inside it makes me hate too with all that you do I am broken inside so I submit myself to you cause you rape me take all of my dreams you rape me took everything I ever had you rape me of everything that I am you

Time To Fly
This here is one of my favorite songs I have ever wrote.. It has a lot of meaning to me. some people say, time goes by way to slowly it passes right before are eyes the people in are life, they come and go growing up to learn the things we know life it never stays the same, we kill ourselves to live it breaks us down, each and everyday just a face, in this place, we fade away it breaks us down, each and everyday lift your broken wings it's now your time to die cry your eyes to me let the light open up your heart spread your broken wings it's time to fly some people say, time goes by way too fast each and everyday it becomes are past the people in are lives, they come and go leaving imprints in are hearts, memories we always know life it never ends the same, we all kill ourselves to live it breaks us down, each and everyday just a face,in this place, in time we all fade away it breaks us down, each and everyday lift your broken wings it's now your t

Just Some Thoughts/reflections On All This.
you know its kinda funny,all the things that she made a big deal bout don't matter anymore like me gettin my drivers licence by the end of december,or me askin her to senior prom a certain way. the other thing to is y does she have to be so damn confusing and keep tryin to sneak looks my way.I have had to learn to live without her and so should she cause I'm never taking her back ,not after all she's done to me.

Let These Be Your Desires
Love has no other desire but to fulfill itself But if you love and must needs have desires, Let these be your desires: To melt and be like a running brook That sings its melody to the night. To know the pain of too much tenderness. To be wounded by your own understanding of love; And to bleed willingly and joyfully. To wake at dawn with a winged heart And give thanks for another day of loving; To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy; To return home at eventide with gratitude; And then to sleep with a prayer For the beloved in your heart And a song of praise upon your lips. Kahlil Gibran

Admiration
Keep telling yourself these lies Build them up til' they eat you up inside Denial is your only friend your hope is fading fast you break me to bleed you beat me to breathe I am what makes you survive I am what makes you suffer Contemplation Im your temptation Disintegration Im your annihilation Irritation Im your frustration Devotion Im your emotion your hope is fading fast Keep living in your delusions Settle them in their taking over your mind Illusion, is your only sickness your faith is fading fast You scar me to feel you tear me to wonder I am what makes you survive I am what makes you suffer Vindication Im your observation Institution Im your vaccination Illumination Im your castration Communication Im your manipulation your faith is fading fast You are my fascination I am your obliteration Admiration your hope is fading fast your faith is fading fast by:Stacey Forrester (copywritten) dont steal!

The Toy Story
Another one of my brilliant ideas. There is an adult toy store that I like to shop at about an hour from where I live. They have the best selection and the best prices. Normally, I just stop by there if I happen to be in the neighborhood. Well I have been looking for a particular item, so today instead of driving there, I decide to call. The guy answers the phone and I proceed to ask if they carry the item I "need". He needs me to describe it to him, so of course I do. Mind you, I know exactly who I am talking to because he said his name when he answered the phone and he is the one that is normally working when I go. Anywho.....I am in the process of describing my item to him and he starts asking more questions. Making strange noises. I'm like....ummm...hello? He starts laughing. I start laughing. He tells me he loves the way I am describing this to him. He has one in stock, but only one. He will hold it for me BUT I need to come get it now. I explain that I am an hour

Passions Of The Heart
1. The Busy Heart NOW that we’ve done our best and worst, and parted, I would fill my mind with thoughts that will not rend. (O heart, I do not dare go empty-hearted) I’ll think of Love in books, Love without end; Women with child, content; and old men sleeping; And wet strong ploughlands, scarred for certain grain; And babes that weep, and so forget their weeping; And the young heavens, forgetful after rain; And evening hush, broken by homing wings; And Song’s nobility, and Wisdom holy, That live, we dead. I would think of a thousand things, Lovely and durable, and taste them slowly, One after one, like tasting a sweet food. I have need to busy my heart with quietude

Career Test
Your Career Personality: Independent, Insightful, and Ingenious Your Ideal Careers: Architect Artist Business strategist College professor Computer programmer Mathematician Neurologist Philosopher Photographer Video game developer The Quick and Dirty Career Test

What Reindeer Are You?
You Are Comet A total daredevil, you're the reindeer with an edge! Why You're Naughty: You almost gave Santa a heart attack when you took him sky diving Why You're Nice: You always make sure the sleigh is going warp speed Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

I Crave Your Mouth
I crave your mouth, your voice, your hair. Silent, starving I prowl through the streets. Bread does not nourish me, dawn disquiets me, I search the liquid sound of your steps all day. I hunger for your sleek laugh, For your hands the color of the wild grain, I hunger for the pale stones of your fingernails, I want to eat your skin like a whole almond. I want to eat the sunbeam flaring in your loveliness, The nose, sovereign of your arrogant face, I want to eat the fleeting shade of your lashes, And I walk hungry, smelling the twilight Looking for you, for your hot heart, Like a puma in the barren wilderness. Pablo Neruda

The Book Of Love.
The following song is fairly simple, though it is significant in the memory it invokes. You see, though I'm not the absolute most horrible sounding individual, I know my limits when it comes to singing. Well, there is one dudefeller who loves to hear me sing, despite my lack of excellence. He sings to me, as well. One night, he called me and this song was playing softly in the background. He started to sing along with it. He asked me to sing with him, but being aware of my own shortcomings, I declined. He asked me why I didn't want to sing with him. As I'd done before, I told him that I didn't have a great deal of confidence in my singing abilities. He simply chuckled and told me that he loved to hear me sing, as my voice poured over him, caressing and soothing away the stress of life. Then he started singing a certain part of the song. I've made it bold, so check out the lyrics, if you so desire. So, as silly as it is, I do have a romantic girly side which this individual

Love Is A Wonderful Feeling
i feel in love along time ago.. to the man i married he has been there for me threw thick and thin and i thank god every day that hes a part of my life,,, i have a wonderful life a wonderful daughter and all is very well.. just thought this would be a good thought got my first blog!!!!!

From First To Last (again)
FROM FIRST TO LAST "...And We All Have A Hell" Every day gets worse, Locked in a vice my thoughts perverse You must wonder why I look at you that way (that way) Tonight I'll make my way into your house I must; I'm lusting for your body Skin looks tight, think I just might have To take a bite, but I know one will turn To three or four or more my little whore Tonight, tonight she's not alone (can you taste the wicked in the room?) Bobbysoxer, so pure, so young By morning her soul will be gone, gone. I did a beautiful thing, Relax baby, that's a good girl You're like my work of art I can control, I can contort any Position that I wish, I make my fantasy reality Hold still, it will be over soon Tonight, tonight she's not alone (can you taste the wicked in the room?) Bobbysoxer, so pure, so young By morning her soul will be gone, gone, gone, gone. I blend with the walls so I won't be seen My love, you smell so.. I took one good look, I followed you h

To Keep Losin And At What Cost
IN MY LIFE I HAVE LOST LOTS TODAY I HAD TO SEND BACK MY PUPPY AS SMALL IT MAY SEEM TO SOME I JUST WISH I HAD SOMETHING CLOSE WITH OUT LOSING ON THE COUNT OF OTHERS OR A SIMPLE LOSE

Downrating
I just noticed that this blog is a 7. Whoever is downrating this blog, can you at least leave a constructive comment (either here or an email, instead of just downrating it?) So, that I can change and improve? I am all about improving and constructive critisism. Please step up to the plate and let me know who you are. If you are just being mean and down rating it for some drama reason, then please don't! I only rate EVERYONE 10's. So, what's the story morning glory?

Freak In Bed...lmao 61
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITTARIUS 9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF THESE... A. ASTRO VAN B. ON THE ROOF TOP OF A BUI

Know 1's Self
We learn about ourselves by bumpin up against sumthin solid. By throwin ourselves into a project, meetin an obstacle we cant overcum, perhaps makin sum mistakes, we learn what we r capable of & what we r not. We r not here 2 live a comfortable & placid life. Our task iz 2 grow & learn, 2 make a contribution, & 2 have sum tranquility while we do. Tha only way we can achieve those goals iz 2 assert ourselves, find out where tha solid limits r, & assert our right 2 make mistakes n tha process. When we first learn 2 drive a car, we oversteer & hit tha brakes too hard or too softiy. N tha process we learn how 2 feel what iz just right. When we r learnin 2 ask 4 what we need & 2 make a place 4 ourselves, we may ask too demandingly at times. That iz not bad. It iz how we will learn 2 do it well.

Untitled
...endless thoughts smashing through insanity that comes from you and I break my heart again my own worst best friend throwing things away nothing good to say and the days long and weary lonely and leave me feeling down kicked around and beaten. But then again I am a new man changed in better ways honesty a mainstay and I have it all that I need and now I see there is always an answer out there waiting for the right time to show you the light that you need to feed your soul and help you grow. Lets walk that Path together...

You Can't Please Everyone, So Let's All Just Go Our Own Way?
The Office Christmas Party: FROM: Patty Lewis, Human Resources Director TO: All Employees DATE: October 01, 2003 Subject: Christmas Party I'm happy to inform you that the company Christmas Party will take place on December 23, starting at noon in the private function room at the Grill House. There will be a cash bar and plenty of drinks! We'll have a small band playing traditional carols...feel free to sing along. And don't be surprised if our CEO shows up dressed as Santa Claus! A Christmas tree will be lit at 1:00pm. Exchange of gifts among employees can be done at that time; however, no gift should be over $50.00 to make the giving of gifts easy for everyone's pockets. This gathering is only for employees! Our CEO will make a special announcement at that time! Merry Christmas to you and your family. Patty FROM: Patty Lewis, Human Resources Director TO: All Employees DATE: October 02, 2003 Subject: Holiday Party In no

Skin Creation Question:
Every once in awhile I get questions on creating skins. I have several blogs that answer these questions. Here is a really good one that I thought I would share with everyone. TY CINDY for the question! === 'Cindy' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-05 09:41:23'.. > I was wondering, when I am making a new skin. How do I set the background that I am using for it to just one big picture instead of having it tiled ? > > First you need to resize the picture to be big... Usually 600 Hight is best due to how some people set their views up... This way it looks good no matter what resolution they use. Then you want the lines to read something like: background-attachment: fixed; background-position:top center; background-repeat:no-repeat; This tells it that you want the background to stay in place and not move when you scroll, place it top and cetner, and leave it as 1 pic not repeat. You can change the location depending on what you want the page to

The Magic
As a child, I believed in Christmas magic. I was an only child. I usually got what I wanted for Christmas, but there was always something else. Something extra special that I didn't ask for, but didn't know I wanted. Like one year, I think I was 10. I went downstairs and under the tree sat this HUGE stereo. Record player, radio, dual cassette and huge speakers! I never asked for it, but there it sat... a gift from "Santa". I knew full well that it was from my parents, but it was still santa all the same. Growing up there was always a gift or 2 unwrapped under the tree. Those were my santa gifts. I am 33 and to this day, there is still one gift under the tree for me from santa. Something I never knew I wanted, til i got it. 2 years ago, my husband went overboard for christmas and he gave me the santa gift. I didn't expect much of anything from him, let alone 3 pieces of really nice jewelry and all of my favorite movies and my favorite video game. I wasn't happy that I got all the loot,

Love Or Something Like It
A Girl I knew I remember sitting on a driveway in the suburbs, with the girl from the coffee house I had met just days previous. The moment was breathe taking to say the least Her hair smelled like roses… And I couldn’t believe she was leaning against me I felt her heart beat fall in sync with my own, and it was then, that I knew I was hers Her hair… It was a certain shade Nothing extravagant… But oh so elegant It just flowed down her shoulders And as oceans of red and blonde fell over my eyes… It caressed my face slightly, before meeting her back We sat on that driveway for what seemed like forever But I discovered later that it was only a few hours… A few hours of contentment, in every conceivable definition of the word As life unfolded that miscellaneous evening, so did my introduction into love So much was said with little conversation But everything made sense, and every undertone was understood Her eyes seemed to almost sing to me Saying to me… You ar

Poetry
Hiding in a corner Waiting to be found Crying out to you yet not making a sound I have been Drowing in lonelyness Caused by a tear Lost, missing in action shivering in fear Hidden by the heavy cloud I hold in my head Only knowing one little thing Im alive not dead The all knowing all gracious lead me from my pain There is no way it's just me I'm not going insane Time passes by ticking slowly pasts being unbound But Im still here, hiding in a corner Waiting to be found

Poetry
I sit here and wait As I look at the clock tick-tock Come back to me A year has past My heart still yearns Sighing Come back to me Nearly a decade Till I saw you again Hurting Come back to me Five more years gone My soul sings a song Lovingly You're here with me

I Wrote This Last Night
pretty little girl she was so nieve and yet so smart beautiful smile and a beautiful heart nothing ever tainted nothing ever touched then one day it all changed he came down the stairs and asked to play a game silly little girl said yes little did she know she was going to be giving him what little she owned years went on and nothing changed then one day the nightmare came to its end he left her alone but at her expense after all no one belived what they looked at to be a little girl but her memories would always live they would always haunt and for her there would always be a small voice to taunt

Gotta Love Parties
Some of my friends from myspace have invited me and my hubby to a swinger's party in January. Needless to say, I'm wet and rarin' to go. ;) I hope to find more parties like this, cause, let's face it, who doesn't love sex???? Mmmm....Can't wait.

The Day The Music Died (part 1)
Desperation - oh wont you tell me what its like cause its not like id know nothin bout being lost and tossed aside my mind racing - endlessly pacing - i just cant believe ive wasted all my life - on cold hearted liars on people who dont give a damn - whats inside you inhuman excuses apathetic and clueless they live to break you down - because youre alive and they fear it they can rip my fucking heart out - but theyll never break my spirit come on - you will never break my spirit - come on maybe its just me - tryin for something i'll never be maybe its obvious - but its just somethin i'll never see tell me its a dream - oh tell me its just a lie had the weight of the world running through my head - ever since - the day the music died but i just cant believe - its come down to this searchin for a glimmer of hope - in this pile of shit its taken all my life just to know - that i am better off on my own god how i hate you fucking all. oh desperation - why dont you t

The Secret Wish Of Us All
this beautiful but stupid world has had its ugly way with me its cut me down and chewed me up and subjected me to every indignity we shoulda sterilized em wherever we found em cause the planets paralyzed with the idiocy the streets are flooded the maggots overruning the earth a viral spiraling curse corrupting everything it touches well talk is cheap - but not my sympathy ive cut my ties with humanity and ive come to set it all straight to expose the secret wish of us all cause im through im through with the crying and im done denying myself im through agonizing im done apologizing this is where it all ends cause ive been buried up to my neck in it ive swallowed it and wallowed in it til i couldnt take another breath ive bought it and sold it now im just sick to death all i got was nothing more than an infection and the only cure for the condition was to settle the score you better believe you better believe beautiful stupid world beautiful stupid

Mamma I Love You
Mamma I Love You You are my, life my heart. I've always loved you, and I never did or do stop loving you. either though I don't show it to you that much like i should. Your always in my thoughts when i go to sleep and wakeup in the mornings. When thoughs years we could'nt see each other the more you was on my mind. there were times that I would just start to cry anywhere and not know why I was crying. There's Times that I would cry in my sleep . Either though I was Not around you that much till like almost 9 years now. And till this day mamma I will always Love You Forever!!!!! Written By Bessie Marie Meadows

Foul Eden
set me free - how long can a soul hold on? whats it take, i feel strong but i break so easy let me go - i know i got so much to give but they suck every gift they endlessly bleed me and i - i dont think that sorry is enough i - i cant take this much thoughtlessness and ignorance thoughtlessness and ignorance it was people like you people like you that killed christ in the valley of killers and stars where the demons play the part of the saints and the ones that will save us from all the demons they made in our hearts this foul eden foul eden we find ourselves in some catastrophic antithesis of everything we were envisioning the money is spent the fruit has been eaten the leftover core is this foul eden set me free - i know i could have been so much more but life treats you like a whore you swallow the dirt til nothing quenches the thirst anymore well what the hell did you expect me to shut up i guess well save your breath that hasnt

Dark Love
I see her first darkly through skein-nets of trees, she is a brilliant flash of white pensive and private, she broods in the woods the darkling woods thinking of the dark the dark demon of the night how he comes to her with dark-bright featherwings to enfold and restrain to capture and possess, how she writhes, moans and cries out……..wakes in the morning to an empty bed, how he haunts her heart spaces through the sun-filled hours with his dark hope……..with his demon grasp but then . . . . she sits in a sunny place till her perfect lover comes to sit quietly with her and does not touch her nor writhe nor moan with her nor delight her body but sits and says nothing while her dark bird hovers…….. unseen yet bright-dark in the world by JCSTREET

Your Sweet Oblivion
where are the dreams we were promised? well you dont.. have to wait anymore i made my final decision they wrote my name in... this covenant now ill rip the stars right from the skies like shadows of gods we'll wake up beneath our dead sun to reclaim what was ours all along what they deny us.. will make us theyve chained us to what they believe but ive always known i was the one to release you from the endless anticipation well you dont have to wait anymore but you better start praying be my addict ill be your heroin be my habit ill be your oblivion be my addict ill be your heroin be my heaven ill be your sweet oblivion ive walked the lie backward until the lie was the answer until id proven what i always knew was wrong i burnt the ends to open i cauterized the omen i pulverize the diamonds back to coal i suck the light out of every miracle be my addict ill be your heroin be my habit ill be your oblivion be my addict ill be your heroin be my heaven

Feeling For You
Smiling at me, Your lips form words, But are they the truth? So many times you’ve made promises, And so many times I’ve been disappointed, It’s so hard to comprehend what you mean to me, You say you love me and yet I can’t reply, Honestly I don’t understand what I’m feeling, You take a step closer, Involuntarily I step away, You look at me, hurt flickering in your eyes, I glance away, Hating the power you still have over me. I wonder if I’ll always feel this way. Soon your gone and it’s like, You weren’t ever there, I gaze out the window, As I remember, Everything you meant to me. Sighing I turn away, My heart burdened with sorrow, These are just some of the feeling I have for U. By:Vixen

"she" Is Me.
He claimed love was a myth, nothing more then a dream he dares not, Then what was this deep aching within his chest? As though her passions were a tide, following the command of the moon, She brought forth in him, waves of rapture, which were beginning to crest. He denies the emptiness whenever she’s out of his sight, He wanders through each day only half- aware of what surrounds him, The need to hear her voice, feel her touch, is sometimes unbearable, As is the want to hold her each night, become lost in the scent of her skin. He’s plagued by an insatiable appetite that consumes all thought, For not one woman has ever evoked such raw desire, To laugh with her is amazing, to make her laugh, incredible, Tender sounds of sweetness sifting through wildfire. Straight to the heart, to the depths of his soul, Yet love remains something he cannot conceive, Even with open eyes he is still so very blind, For “ he “ is you, and “ she “ is me. By:Unknown

Respect
it seems that people forget the basic rights of everyone here. Respect is a vital part of any friendship..without it, its doomed. Think about it people...do u want to be respected? or treated like trash

Ponderisms
I used to eat a lot of natural foods until I learned that most people die of natural causes. Gardening Rule: When weeding, the best way to make sure you are removing a weed and not a valuable plant is to pull on it. If it comes out of the ground easily, it is a valuable plant. The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement. Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway. There are two kinds of pedestrians: the quick and the dead. Life is sexually transmitted. Health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. The only difference between a rut and a grave is the depth. Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Whenever I feel blue, I start breathing again. We could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. Ho

Beautifully Stated
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. ~Anonymous~

Shawna
SHAWNA She is my guiding light Has a great personality Allways makes me smile With me everywhere I go Never needs to change And most of all I love her Howard Conklin Jr Copyright ©2006 Howard Conklin Jr

If We Were Reapers...
Author's note: No, I am not crazy. Just got stuck on a cool show, and the idea and imagination behind it. It's called "Dead Like Me". Used to be a show on Showtime. Basic premise is about "undead" people who reap souls. When someone is about to die, the reaper is in charge of taking the person's soul, preferably before they die. This blog entry is just based on imagination running through my head with a non-sensical "what if" type thought process. Read on if you are open-minded and imaginative. If we were "reapers"... What if I died. And despite anything I have ever seen, heard, or believed about the "after-life", I find out my destiny, my "job", after death, was to reap peoples souls. Creepy huh? But also interesting. Just think of all the things I would see, and learn. So many ways to grow. So much more knowledge to absorb. And a chance to help those moving from this world to where-ever people do "go" when they die. I pause for a moment here to smile at how many of y

Ever Wondered?
Have you ever wondered where all of your friends go when you are down? What about the ones you grew up with, the ones you planned on changing the world with? Where did they go? What are they doing now? What changed? As for me the major change was what I considered important the older I got. My loved ones, family, country. The traditions I came to know and love. As i struggled to climb the corporate ladder i found it was leaning against the wrong building. This lead me to reconsider the importance of spending the short time I have with the ones that are most important, and that was not my boss or co-workers! I wonder, am I the only one that feels this way? What about you? What changed?

Taste In Music
Your Taste in Music: 80's Alternative: Highest Influence Adult Alternative: Highest Influence 80's Pop: High Influence 90's Pop: High Influence Classic Rock: High Influence How's Your Taste in Music?

Which X-men Are You?
You Are Storm Exotic and powerful, Storm descended from a line of African priestesses. Emotions can effect your powers, but you are generally serene. Powers: controlling weather, creating winds that lift you into flight, generating lightning Which of the X-Men Are You?

Today I Wanna Say Thank You
Today i wanna say Thank you, For your friendship thru the years, For offering your support selflessly, When i needed someone to dry my tears, Today i wanna say Thank you, For you have given me so much of your time, When my world crashed down around me, It was you who convinced me things would be fine. Today i wanna say Thank you, For being able to understand, I never had to say a word, You knew just when to lend a hand, Today i wanna say Thank you, Thanks for your hope and belief in me, I'll be your strength when your down, I'll always have faith in your dreams. Today i wanna say Thank you, For the person that you are, I know one day that voice you've got, Will turn you into a star! Today i wanna say Thank you, I don't think i say it enough, You realise whats really important, When the road you walk is rough. Today i wanna say Thank you... I love you like a sister and you need to know, Today i wanna say Thank you... Cause we don't always have tomorrow

What Is Your Love Style?
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

Im Just Thinkin Outloud...
Im sooo damn tired of being single...why is it soo hard to find someone to be loved by? I had it once and it went away and I really really miss it! Anyone on here from Maryland so we could maybe hook up or something cause Im tired of the single like and im starting to go crazy and give up hope that ill ever find the right girl, if any girl. If you know anyone that would be interested in me, let me know who that girl is and tell her to check me out...is it you maybe?

Finally Some Cops I Like
STOCKHOLM, Sweden - Two Swedish border control officers risk disciplinary action for keeping a photo collection of "exceptionally beautiful" women who passed through their checkpoint, police officials said Tuesday. The officers, who were working at a ferry terminal near Stockholm, made photocopies of the women's passport photos and placed them in a binder. They also noted the date of birth next to each entry, the Stockholm police department said. The binder contained instructions on how to compile the collection, and orders to make backup copies in case the binder would go missing or be confiscated by "evil-minded bores," police said. The instructions also stated that only "exceptionally beautiful" women belonged in the collection and that no personal data, aside from the date of birth, should be included. The men's employer found the binder and reported them to police, but the matter was dismissed because the compilation was not considered illegal. Stockholm police passed the matter t

Thoughts Of Mine ..
They say the shadows are cold and dark ( I welcome it with open arms)..The religions of the world call it the realm of demons and demi-gods ( I welcome them as friends and family)...this is what a shadow walker is.. they live in the comfort of the shadow..they can not live in the light for they are persacuted and judged by those who do not understand there very being. we are hated for what we are..We don't follow treands or the latest things...It makes us sick to see how everyone needs to be the same to fit in.. The shadows except who we are and doesn't ask for you to be beautful and vein..It's a place of equals..some people would say I'm crazy for talking about this..They hate the truth..aspecialy if they can't see it..

What Is Your Muppet Personality
You Are Gonzo the Great "Is something burning in here? Oh, it's just me." You're a total nutball who will do anything for attention. The first to take a dare, you'll pull almost any stunt. You're one weird looking creature, but your chickens don't mind! The Muppet Personality Test

Brand New 3x7 Song Premeries Today!!!
Today at 6pm-8pm est, 3x7's brand new song To Beter Memories debuts on Temptation X Radio!!! TXR is the first that gets to permerie this song before anyone else on the net. Even before it goes up on myspace. So That means one thing if you want to hear the new song show up in the Temptation X Radio Lounge and you will hear it. Also James Dean and Paul from 3x7 will be in the lounge talking to everyone and seeing what they think of the new song. They are wanting this out before the new album is even finish. So come on in and check it out!!! Rocker78

Exclusive Nonissue
It all comes Down To faith How and why You believe Does not matter Whether correct Or erroneous You still have Your two Feet Do what you feel Must be done Experience that And this A subtle claim Which must remain It is only All of you That's missed I will not attempt To stop your flee I can only give You a motive To return I know my part Is in the heart While your mind Still turns

Nothing Left To Breath
Laugh hard it's a long way to the ground this time I wish I could wash the dirt off these intentions I've always wondered what your kind of people are made of with all the fires of your hell pouring out your eyes I'm scared to be alone tonight We're sliding from day to day it's a grab bag and all the surprises are just waiting for you to open them I told you so I told you so I hate the faces you make when you say you love me crying blood dust in bathrooms I wish it wasn't true I was never that good to you, I gag and swallow and beg you know but the chemicals in your brain never did interpret me you tore me in half now useless defiled I don't know where I'll fall

Cherrytap Or Myspace???????
what happen to the old cherrytap that all loved where u could go and make friends see pics of anything and everything u had if u posted for everybody to see? now u can't see anything sexy or close to nude now, reguardless of what u set it to u have to add the people as friends just to see the pics? thats not right cause i thought this was a place the to make friends not just to see how many people u can get on ur friends list and how many points u can get to beat others, thought this was a place to meet people and mingle, and view what the good lord gave u,because if u added everybody to ur friends list just to see their pics u would have a million friends come on people theres no way to ahve that many friends so lets put it back to the old way. Is this not an adult site or is it a kiddie site that grown ups r on and don't want ur bosses or kids to see if ur on here it should be in a private place not at work or in the middle of the family room GEEZ some people need to grow up and use

Old Cowboys Advice
Your fences need to be horse-high, pig-tight and bull-strong. Keep skunks and bankers and lawyers at a distance. Life is simpler when you plow around the stump. A bumble bee is considerably faster than a John Deere tractor. Words that soak into your ears are whispered..not yelled. Meanness don't jes' happen overnight. Forgive your enemies. It messes up their heads. Do not corner something that you know is meaner than you. It don't take a very big person to carry a grudge. You cannot unsay a cruel word. Every path has a few puddles. When you wallow with pigs, expect to get dirty. The best sermons are lived, not preached. Most of the stuff people worry about ain't never gonna happen anyway. Don't judge folks by their relatives. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you'll enjoy it a second time. Don't interfere with somethin' that ain't botherin' you none.

Why A Tomboy Is A Better Choice For A Girlfriend
1. Tomboys are pretty. They usually: a) Don't know b) Know it c) Know it but don't care-NOW PASS THE FOOTBALL BITCH!! 2. Tomboys don't diet. So we'll never ask the stupid, "Do I look fat in this?" question. We don't care, there baggy jeans! 3. Tomboys don't like shopping. Unless it's for sporting goods. Chances are we're wearing your boxers right now! Hey! It's a great way to cut back on having to go to the mall, and spend money. Do these jeans show off my ass too much? 4. Tomboys are great at holding secrets. Cmon,tomboys don't wear make up, dresses, or high heels, but the one day we do we are sex goddess. Only to return to normal the next day. So if we can hide a sex goddess, guess what else we can hide.....bodies...blood..... 5. REAL Tomboys don't wear pink. Red and dark colors (like those found in blood, and bruises). We prefer to hide the blood spilled. Besides who doesn't look great in black? 6. Hangin with a tomboys is like hangin with one of the guys. They don

For All The Army Gals :)
*You complain that your boyfriend/husband has worked late all week and have barely seen him---I look forward to the two weeks a year we spend together. *You complain b/c he doesn't call you enough---My heart is thankful for the 15- second phone call I got last Tuesday in the middle of the night! *You whine to you friends about how much you miss him already because he is on a two day trip with his parents---I haven't seen him for 7 months now. *You don't fee like making love tonight because you are too tired---We will stay up all night because we don't know when it will be the last time. *Your boyfriend/husband belongs to you---Mine belongs to the government. *Your boyfriend/husband is training for his game next weekend---My boyfriend is trained to kill. *It's just not practical for you to drive an hour to see him every weekend during school---He spends $700 dollars on a plane ticket just to see me 2 days. *You hate hanging up the phone when talking to him---My hear

Native American Vietnam Veterans
Native Americans have one of the highest record of service in the Vietnam era conflict, per capita, of any ethnic group. A majority of these men enlisted, and a disproportional number served in combat positions: in infantry regiments, tank battalions, airborne and airmobile units, and artillery batteries. At first glance, these statistics might seem surprising. After all, historically, the U.S. military took Native land by force, and wiped out a generation of Indian warriors. Paradoxically, however, the recruitment of Native Americans had been as much a federal policy as Indian removal. Indians were recruited to fight with American forces against the British and the French. Native American served in the Revolutionary War and the War of 1812, and were recruited by both sides in the Civil War. A much more powerful and persistant reason for the record of service, is that, in fact, many Indian veterans think of their modern warfare experience in terms of much older traditions. For

Better Then I Used To Be
BETTER THEN I USED TO BE MY HAIRS A LITTLE GRAYER THEN IT USED TO BE INOW WHERE READING GLASSES TO SEE I'VE GOT A WRINKLE OR TWO UPON MY FACE I HAVE TO PUT POST IT NOTES ALL OVER THE PLACE BUT, I'M A LOT MORE MELLOW IN MY MIND I'M NOT AS MEAN AND A LOT MORE KIND ALL THE THINGS THAT'VE PASSED BEFORE MY EYES I NOW KNOW, THEY WERE BLESSINGS IN DISGUISE EVERY DAYS A MIRACLE, EVERY DAYS A GIFT I NOW SHARE MY SMILE TO SOMEONE TO GIVE THEM A LIFT NOW IN MY LIFE, THERE'S LOVE INSTEAD OF HATE I'VE LEARNED TO BUILD A BRIDGE OF UNDERSTANDING AND TO TOLERATE I'M TRYING TO CLOSE THE GAP OVERLOOKING THE COLOR OF SKIN LOOKING INSTEAD TO THE SOUL THAT LIES WITHIN A THOUGHT HAS OCCURED TO ME I'M NOT AS GOOD AS I ONCE WAS BUT, I'M AS GOOD AS I'LL EVER BE CHRIS

Leaving!!!!!!!!
i'm leaving here this cherrytap turning into another myspace is a bunch of shit so in the next couple of days i'll be completely gone from here and the ones thats on my friends list now, if u want to stay in touch just send me something in the next couple of days and i'll give u my yahoo name and we can chat there anytime without someone monitoring who or what i'm looking at i'm a grown man i can make my decisions without somebody that don't even know me telling me what i can see and not see so i hope that my friends will give me a holler and want my yahoo name to chat with me, its been fun but it ain't been real damn fun..

News Come And Check Me Out
hey to all my friends i got some news as of yesterday. i was accepted into a writing school and i will be able to write books for children. im excited. come by check me out whoever reads this. ill see ya later leave some comments thanks

Jason'll Be Jealous...
You are cordially invited to the wedding ofManda Brezicky~and~A goat named Horny August 24, 2029 at 11 pm Location: The Ivory Coast 'What will your wedding invitation look like?'(QuizGalaxy.com)

Sexiest Bbw Contest
IM HOLDING A BBW CONTEST FOR ALL OF THE BBW WHO WANT TO BE RECONIZED FOR THE BBW THEY ARE ANYONE WHO WANTS TO JOIN SEND IN YOUR PICS CONTEST STARTS 12/06/06 HURRY U AND ENTER THERE WILL BE PRIZES...

O_o
things happen,people change, lives get lived words get said that shouldnt be said somethings unsaid that shouldnt be heart ache, heart break these all are a part of life you live, you grow, you stumble, you stand tall I love you all of you differing degreees of said love but you all deserve it.. except you .. no, not you, YOU with that hat on yea you

Doctor's Appointments....
Okay, so normally I do not have both the kids at the same time for a doctor's checkup but this time I thought it would be best to get both of their appointments knocked out at the same time. Okay, so I learned my lesson from this because I will never do it again. Sammy was the best of the two though when it came to seeing the doctor. She was very good and listened very well. But the jake-myster was nothing but good, however. He thru the biggest fit with his checkup. He does not like anyone touching him but me or anyone else he knows on a personal basis. So, I was fortunate enough to have my father there with me to help calm the boy down a bit but even my dad was getting tired of Jake's actions. On top of that, both Jake and Sam have a bad cough and cold. So they had to get checked out for that too. The just have a little infection though...the doctor gave me some medicine for that however. Then the doctor asks me if I live in an area where there are smokers. I told him "yes

Defeated
So I just got home from my 2nd real day at work. The first 15 minutes into my shift, I was yelled at by some angry man. Another customer asked me a quick question about a DVD he was thinking of renting...So I helped him real quick and the other man told me I was a horrible employee, that I need to work on my customer service skills and that he would report me to the manager. We were totally slammed up there.. There were alot of ppl waiting, plus there was someone else working with me who was dealing with people... Anyway, I work at the customer service desk at Safeway (major grocery store)... I can do transactions like these: -Money Orders -Western Union (both recieve and sending) -Cash checks (certain types) -Return/exhange purchases -Redeem or sale Lotto/Quinto etc there is way too many fucking lottery things these days, I don't understand it, I've bever even bought a lotto ticket in my life! -Sale of cigarettes -Movie/DVD rentals -General customer bitching/complaints/pr

What Does Friendship Mean To You?
The old man turned to me and asked "How many friends have you?" Why 10 or 20 friends have I, And named off just a few... He rose quite slow with effort And sadly shook his head "A lucky child you are To have so many friends," he said But think of what you're saying There is so much you do not know A friend is just not someone To whom you say "Hello" A friends a tender shoulder On which to softly cry A well to pour your troubles down And raise your spirits high A friend is a hand to pull you up From darkness and despair... When all your other "so called" friends Have helped to put you there A true friend is an ally Who can't be moved or bought A voice to keep your name alive When others have forgot But most of all a friend is a heart A strong and sturdy wall For from the hearts of friends There comes the greatest love of all!!! So think of what I've spoken For every word is true And answer once again my child Ho

Santa Joke
T'was the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds. Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM! Flying through the air..

~succubus~poem 12-5-06
Succubus I can bring you to the sweetest ecstasy you never reached before. I can bring you to the heights that you only dreamed of. I can bring you to the highest hieghts of passion. I can be all your sexual fantasies. But the price of all this is very high. I will bring you to your lowest. I will bring you to your darkest side of yourself. I will torment you with your worst fears. In my path I bring sorrow and pain. My joy and happiness brings torment and pain to everyone around me. Heed my warning. If you succumb to me the price maybe too much for you to bear!

Snippets Iv: The Phantom Snippet.
ZenCynic: But I wouldn't want to revenge fuck you. Those are ugly things. dosekete: I'll bet. dosekete: (Remember the Shatner dream) ZenCynic: *shudders* dosekete: Yeah. dosekete: Lol. ZenCynic: Well now, that killed my erection. dosekete: You had an erection? ZenCynic: ... ZenCynic: Maybe. dosekete: What are those like? ZenCynic: Hard. Annoying. And as of right now in my life, useless.

Wifey Material...
a nigga has 4 different types of girls.. 1. Wifey 2. Boo 3. Bitches 4. Ho's 1)Wifey is irreplaceable.. but she is the only one that is irreplaceable.. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always loves, and he never wants to see her with another man.. But.. He will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches, and Ho's until he is mature enough to realize that if he loses Wifey he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again.. 2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she's Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey is irreplaceable.. she can NEVER replace her.. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the guy allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey's spot... but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the man goes back to Wifey.. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the man matures and decides that Wifey is the one for him.. (Ladies.. you don't want to be BOO) 3) Bitches.. A female that a male uses only for sex or o

Reason, Season, Or A Lifetime
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something! to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you a

How To.....
how to stop people from bugging you about getting married old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling telling me, "you're next." They stoppped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals. its just a joke thing i found a while ago

This Statement Is False.
I found this and its an example of how people with small minds are led astray. It Is Time To DUMP All Republicans For Giving US Bush 4 years of war in Iraq because of Republican incompetence, lies and zero oversight of the $400 Billion Dollars thousands of US Veterans and hundreds of thousands of innocent women and children killed and maimed in the Republican fiasco called Iraq War for Oil. BULLSHIT- It is a war to free the enslaved people of Iraq from the tyrrany of murderous dictators. Some innocents were killed, but its a war of liberation not oil. We have enough damn oil. What about all of the insurgents that our soldiers have sent to Allah. Nobody ever brings that up. And once again, have we all forgotten about 9-11. Failure of the Republican Party to Save the lives of 1300 Americans who died in New Orleans while Bush and Cheney remained on vacation and couldn't even take 5 minutes out of there "BUSY" VACATIONS to pick up a telephone and send a hundred army heli

^$#%$#@
My damn piece of sh!t computer has finally crapped out completely. I am writing this at my parents house. So I may not be around so much for awhile until I get another PC. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!

10 Best Things About Winter
1:Naked snow angels,face down 2:pornographic snowmen 3:hiding and hitting boss with yellow snowballs 4:filling bong with snow 5:watching naked people go swimming in an iced over lake and coming out with bright red privates 6:frozen roadkill,keeps longer 7:writing you name in the snow with pee 8:sticking frozen dog poo in your bosses car heater 9:seeing the guy sitting on the sled hit the tree,thats bad but damn you know ya laugh 10:being found froze to death cuz i tried making love in the snow

Due To High Demand
due to the overwhelming demand...my family folder is ONCE AGAIN open to everyone who is my friend. That means all my xxx pics are available for your viewing pleasure. so PLEASEEEEEE take this opportunity to look, because i probably wont be opening it up again for a while. and PLEASE comment and rate ALL of them. If im opening them up for you to see, the LEAST you can do is show some appreciation!!! if not, i'll make the folder family only again.

Afraid
They say that its all too soon That love doesn't truly exist But with you all that melts away I can't even explain how I feel. You seem to know what I'm thinking You seem to feel me. I've never felt this way The feeling of worth. I love the way you make me feel Yet I cant Wont Express how I feel. I'll lock it all away. So if you fight me for me You and I will always be.

Naughty Or Nice
You Were Nice This Year! You're an uber-perfect person who is on the top of Santa's list. You probably didn't even *think* any naughty thoughts this year. Unless you're a Mormon, you've probably been a little too good. Is that extra candy cane worth being a sweetheart for 365 days straight? Were You Naughty or Nice This Year?

Why?
Why, Why, Why ? Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting weak? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleaner, then reach down, p

Contest Now Open
SEXIEST MALE SMILE CONTEST NOW OPEN!!! VOTE FOR YOUR FAVORITE AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WOULD LIKE. RATING LOW ON OTHERS ONLY GIVES THEM POINTS. ENJOY AND PLEASE BE NICE!! MUAH Jeanie Bean@ CherryTAP

Random Thoughts
so i had a fun weekend in Key Largo this past weekend, as you can see from the pics i've posted.. well monday i started a new job as service manager.. and now im sick.. i think its just a sinus infection or something like that.. but damn this sucks .. on a brighter note.. my fav NHL team the Panthers finaly won a game tonight.. they were on a 6 game losing streak the bastards k .. im slowly getting sleepy here .. gotta love nyquil .. hope your all doing good mike

What Did I Get Into This Time
yes i entered i entered a contest. i kept hearing this about this pic so i said what the hell. if you agree vote for me, if not don't. i honestly don't think i'll win for i'm just an everyday joe. hopefully i get this stupid link thing right this time. and hopefully at least one or two people would bomb me, as funny as that sounds. click here to vote for me

Changes
Funny how things change in life. A lesson well learned this week, and at my age I really wish I had learned or thought about the possibilities of this change in my thinking a lot sooner. I would not have spent so much time in frustration. But hey, its still a lesson learned, even late is better than never.

Type Of People I Attract
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract Yuppies! You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.You attract geeks! You attract models! You attract artsy people! You attract unstable people! You attract rednecks! What type of person do you attract?Quizzes for MySpace

The Patriot Act, And Other Illegal Activities
A long habit of not thinking a thing wrong, gives it a superficial appearance of being right - Thomas Paine January 10, 1776 Those who would give up Essential Liberty to purchase a little Temporary Safety, deserve neither Liberty nor Safety. -Thomas jefferson September 27, 1760 Sigh, anyway, according to the patriot act the founding fathers were terrorists, something to think about

Bedroom Rating
How Good In Bed Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 92% which makes you ExcellentYou are an expert in the bedroom. You know how to please your partner and keep them coming back and begging for moreHow Good In Bed Are You, find out at NaughtyQ.com

Today...
Tonight I went to my Godfathers funeral... As i looked at him lying in his coffin i realized just how precious life is and that each moment needs to count. over the years I have always intended to call him and go visit, take the children to meet him. They would have loved him, he was wonderful, full of life and humor, noone better on this earth. but sonething always came up and we never got there. My son is twelve and had not seen him since he was 2 or 3...sad on my part, i kept my child away from one of the best men i have ever known, just because there was always something to do. My daughter had the pleasure of meeting him a couple months back, a chance meeting at a Walmart, and in just those short 20 minutes or so, he had an impact on her, tells you how great of a man this was. Tomorrow we are laying him to rest and I have vowed to not let the same thing happen with his wife. i think it is time to take my children to get to know her as well, they need to know the people t

Civilizations First Sex Scene
the following is an excerpt from the Epic of Gilgamesh, from Ur about 6000 years ago “’Go set a trap; take back with you a fine lover, Shmhat, the sacred temple priestess, w ho might let him see what charm and force a woman has. Then as Enkidu comes again to the watery hole, let her strip in nearby isolation to show him all her grace. If he is drawn toward her, and leaves the herd to mate, his beasts on high will leave him then behind.’” “’Here he is, fine lover; to be set to wet him with your tongue and chest and loins. Spread forth your happiness. Display your hidden charm. Jump him fast and kneel upon his shoulders. Without his wind then, he’ll enter near your entrance. Take off your robe to let him in. Let him see what force a woman has. The friends he has from on wild will exile him if he presses his person, as he will, into your scented bush.’ Shamhth let her garments loose and spread forth her happiness, which enkidu entered as a wind god enters an open cavern’s m

Lp We Got The Same!
Which eye are you? ~~GREAT PICTURES~~ You are the philospher. You are Intellegent and are very interested in the little things in life. Studying and thinking are some of your favorite things to do. With a great mind like yours, I fee like no everyone in this world is an airhead xD Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Phenomenal Woman
Pretty women wonder where my secrets lie I'm not cute or built to suit a model's fashion size But when I start to tell them They think I'm telling lies I say It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips The stride of my steps The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please and to a man The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees Then they swarm around me A hive of honey bees I say It's in the fire in my eyes And the flash of my teeth The swing of my waist And the joy in my feet. Phenomenal woman That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me Then try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see I say It's in the arch of my back The sun of my smile The ride of my breasts The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. Now you understand Just why my head's not bowed

Help!!!
Would anyone please stop by and rate & comment my pics so i can get to the next level??? I would like to add more pics but can't til I reach the next level :( I will gladly return the favor to anyone that stops by!!! Lots a luv, Angel Courtesy of MsTags.com

The Christmas Star
The Christmas Star This was my grandmother's first Christmas without Grandfather, and we had promised him before he passed away that we would make this her best Christmas ever. When my mom, dad, three sisters and I arrived at her little house in the Blue Ridge Mountains of North Carolina, we found she had waited up all night for us to arrive from Texas. After we exchanged hugs, Donna, Karen, Kristi and I ran into the house. It did seem a little empty without Grandfather, and we knew it was up to us to make this Christmas special for her. Grandfather had always said that the Christmas tree was the most important decoration of all. So we immediately set to work assembling the beautiful artificial tree that was stored in Grandfather's closet. Although artificial, it was the most genuine-looking Douglas fir I had ever seen. Tucked away in the closet with the tree was a spectacular array of ornaments, many of which had bee

Shadows
Shadows Souls exposing themselves Do you listen to yours Are you frightened when it shows itself Certain I cant hear it I can hear it I hear it in your eyes Your shadow hides when its out Isolates But I see it You know I'm the only one Who can see through Your smiling face See into your core Is your Halo slipping Your shadow chokes you Walls still the air Dont worry I'm still here I'm still your friend I will always breathe, life into you written by ~Perfect Disaster~

Well Its Official!
I officially fractured my ankle. It hurts like hell. This is how it happened: I was taking my oldest daughter to school this Tuesday morning and it was dark in the garage and when I went to get in the car, I tripped over the foot of the ladder and my ankle and foot did almost a 90 degree turn and I fell into the wall and then to the ground. I was not able to get up and my oldest was freaking out and trying to help me up. I finally got up and it killed me to put my left foot down. I did finally get my daughter to school and she was on time. My left knee also hurts. Oh well, it will have to heal on its own.

~~a Blonde's Year In Review In Her Diary~~
> A Blonde's Year in Review in her diary... > > January - Took my new scarf back to store because it was > too tight. > > February - Fired from pharmacy job for failing to > print labels....Helllloooo!!!.....bottles won't fit > in printer !!! > > March - Got really excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle > in 6 months.....box said "2-4 years!" > > April - Trapped on escalator for hours ..... power > went out!!! > > May - Tried to make Kool-Aid.....wrong > instructions....8 cups of water won't fit into those > little packets!!! > > June - Tried to go water skiing.....couldn't find a > lake with a slope. > > July - Lost breast stroke swimming > competition....learned later, the other swimmers > cheated, they used their arms!!! > > August - Got locked out of my car in rain > storm.....car swamped because soft-top was open. > > September - The capital of California is "C".....isn't > it??? > > October - Hate M &M's.....they are so hard to peel. > > November - B

My Friend And More
This is kind of a work in progress.Please let me know what you think. My friend and More Let me be the rock that you lean on The hands that help guide you along the path Let me remove the traces of confusion in your mind Girl you're the one that owns my heart When the morning sun rises I'll be the bright little hummingbird That makes you smile and eliminates your stress Baby you 're the one that I care about When your sad eyes fill with tears Let me be the one that wipes them away So that we can look at the sunset together Don't look to anyone other than me When you feel like everything is falling around you I'll be there to raise you up with my spirit When pain resides in your heart I'll kiss it away with all the love in my heart When it seems everyone is against you I'll still be there as your shield Never to leave you,always to be there Because after all,I'm your friend and a whole lot more Our friendship was born in my heart And I will never dis

A Love For All Tim
Breathless kisses Burning touches Soft-spoken words of love Urgently spoken words of passion. A man and a woman One complete love Since time began Predestined to be as one. We've been together before In other lifetimes We've fought dragons And have been torn from each others arms Yet our love prevailed. We've walked on this earth many times together Perhaps for a moment Perhaps for years But our heart is one heart And we were meant to be. So when our time on earth Once again comes to a close Have no worries my dear For we will find each other again And again And again. For our love is ageless Eternal A love for all time. - Dawn Choike -

"Windows to the mind" --------------------- -Retinal dilation, And conformational memory recognition, Things which relate to our roads to perdition. A splash of color and anxiety, Electrical path excitement, Simple things to set your mind on mission. Secrets within, Doors locked beneath, Wandering through depths of mystical sin, Psychological bellows are deep in our mind, Staring too long at these things, Yet...still too scared to accept what you find. Audiophonic siesmic waves slam in retention, Have you pulled out what your conversating for, Or do you have a more sinister intention. Plucking my mind like strings on a guitar, Stumming this unmistakable tune. Calming this sickness of insomnia, Unfortunately, not too soon. Curiosity plagues even the modest, While social dysfunction incorporates extroverts, Nonetheless bringing out the oddest. Even at an expo of insanity, You'll find many sane indeed, Just be careful what you wish

Christmas Story.. Season Of Giving
I remember my first Christmas adventure with Grandma. I was just a kid. I remember tearing across town on my bike to visit her on the day my big sister dropped the bomb: "There is no Santa Claus," she jeered. "Even dummies know that!" My Grandma was not the gushy kind, never had been. I fled to her that day because I knew she would be straight with me. I knew Grandma always told the truth, and I knew that the truth always went down a whole lot easier when swallowed with one of her world-famous cinnamon buns. I knew they were world-famous, because Grandma said so. It had to be true. Grandma was home, and the buns were still warm. Between bites, I told her everything. She was ready for me. "No Santa Claus!" she snorted. "Ridiculous! Don't believe it, that rumor has been going around for years, and it makes me mad, plain mad. Now, put on your coat, and let's go." "Go? Go where, Grandma?" I asked. I hadn't even finished my second world-famous, cinnamon bun. "Where" turne

"never Ending Love"
"Never-ending love" -------------------- -Never ending pupils of deep golden brown, A smile embedded in my mind, Little things I miss everyday, Like the new amazing discoveries, Which you so charismatically and cautiously find. Everything a marvel, I wish I could see your face. But time is of the essence, And you never stay in one place. You're constantly on a mission, A new discovery is always at hand. Without you in my life, This world would have no purpose, And all these radient colors would be yet so bland. Elmo, Blues Clues Barney with his band, These are simple things, But they keep you happy, And, Of course... That's the only issue here in hand. Your Giggles of innocence, Smiles of happiness, And laughter like a dream, These are traits of your forever love, Everytime I look at you, See a picture of you, And hear about something amazing you do, If I were a religious man, I'd thank all the gods in our heavens abov

"unregistered Confusions"
"Unregistered Confuzions" ------------------------- -Doctoring your thoughts, I lend my ear. Nurturing feelings, I lend my Compassion. With arms wide open, I welcome my empathy for pain. Soothing an aching heart, My feelings are all but true. Wondering what happens next, Wondering what happened before, Disorientation strikes your innocent face. Confuzion of significant maturities emerge, While the intermission releases your troubles. Conversating for the future rise with high hopes, And Everlasting memories of the past obligate feelings. The only true time is present, Along with the commitment or the rest of your life. Melancholy experiences run your mind, Melodramaticy ruins your state, Once again confuzing your innocence. I only offer inferior oppinions, For the choice is up to you, Freedom to a worn out being, Receding into the mind, Allowing for choices to be made, To relieve the blankness from precious blinded eyes. N

"lifeless"
"Lifeless" -------------------- -Judged by a jury of my peers, The torment of hell bestowes me. I stare blankly filled with sorrow, Just to have opposite parties turn thier eyes away from me. Overwhelmed with this empty pain, My life force begin to wither away. Hopes and dreams of happiness, Thrown down like shades of gray. Questions of virtues arise, But never answered due to anguished pain. Losing control of this simple life, Driving me to think insane. I've never imagined an ending like this, My faith is completely destroyed. Walking down this beatin and bleeding path, Wanting to fill this painfilled void. Events which disable my past, Come back and destroy the present. Wanting to love and be civilized, Leaving testimonies empty and irrelevent. Unexplainable currents pull this anguished mind, Wanting nothing but the just. Losing more than just the love of my life, Being stripped of pride and trust. Tears of disparity and empt

Next Weekend...
I know it's early, but my goals for next weekend are to... ** do a beer bong and beat all the boys at it **skinny dip in the pool with everyone **drink AMF's (best drink ever...Adios Motha Fuka) **have a one night stand **adopt a kitten **black out due to too much alcohol :) thats all i can think of now. anymore ideas? xoxo sandra