Fubar Blog Posts 3

So Guys, Seriously.
95% of the time I'm mobile. When I'm mobile, I can't shout or rate. please pay attention to my status because it will tell you if i'm mobile or not. I get aggrevated when i set my status and i get shouts after that with people thinking I'm ignoring them or too good to talk to them. Not the case. I try to talk to everyone. So just please pay attention. Thanks luv luvs! xoxoxox

Real Or Fake
FRIENDS!! FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRiENDS: Say yea i will come out for ur birthday. REAL FRiENDS: Actually do come out for ur birthday. FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAL FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAL FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry. REAL FRiENDS: cry with you FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAL FRiENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you. REAL FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAL FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAL FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M

Graduation Ceremony And My Son
Well today is my grad ceremony...i am so excited!!!!! Then i got good news last night. My oldest son is coming to visit for 2 weeks, i haven't seen him for almost 2 yrs!! I am so excited to see him..i can't wait til Sunday..i get to go pick him up at the airport and stuff.....man things are going good right now, except for my computer..thats a whole other story! Anyway.....i have a lot of things to do b4 tonight, pick what clothes i am going to wear, clean the house up a little bit, finish laundry and that..i am just so excited...man i can't wait til Sunday. My kids are excited too,they can't wait to see their brother.......... WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Finally Its Time To Move On.
well here it is finally its time 4 me to move on in my life. all the people have moved out and 1 moves out tommorrow then its time to call the kents and put this place up 4 sale. yes i have wanted to do this for so long. and it is now going to come true, will i get it cleaned out, yes with the help of my friends and my church and in between i will have one hell of a cook out to seal the deal, for my friends and family. so where am i off to, i dont know yet but first im going to visit my cousins in texas, then lois in kentucky. maby even there, im not sure yet. but i do know one thing when i go to move i will be putting things into storage, then going thru alot of it having one hell of a gradge sale or maby just an auctin of what is in this house. not the house. i will have them sell the house 4 me, then i will be able to buy what i want some where else. alot of things have 1st started in this house including my mom and dad 1st meetin when there was a fire here and he was one of the

Nuf Is Nuf
OK so this is what I think and I so believe in the freedom of speaking your mind that I am going to say what I gotta say and not feel bad about it. As on other social network sites, why is it that when some one finds their whatever it is they find, they ALWAYS ignore and blank the people that they knew before they met their thats it significant other?? Its only cyber ffs. Its happened a few times and I have had several jealous girlfriends (would worry if I had jealous boyfriends) email me to my yahoo or hotmail telling me to lay off their beloved boyfriends. OK SO HERE IS MY MESSAGE TO ANY ONE THINKING OF DOING THAT AGAIN - I AINT AFTER ANYONES BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR EVEN WIFE - I HAVE MY OWN BOYFRIEND AND THE MEN I TALK TO ON HERE OR YAHOO ARE PURELY FRIENDS END OF ................... so dont even think of mailing me to stay away from your bf/gf/hd/wf and then blocking me cos thats lame a$$ (Right now I have got that off my chest I feel better and I

Stuff
Recently I was commented by several people on lack of any type of decor at my house. And it struck me: I don't like stuff anymore. Growing up in Russia, I would dream of having my own room, nice furniture, decorations on the walls, etc. Of course those were only wishes. Now that I can actually afford shit, I don't want it. I dont care whats hanging on my walls. I don't have the urge to go shopping. I don't want any material possessions. Not that I can think of. Which is partially good since I can save up on my travels. But weird, since I used to have all these wish lists in HS, and now they are empty. I don't think I care enough about stuff to want it.

Nobody
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I wasn't technically tagged...but my Love wanted me to do it. I do almost anything for her 2) I get hit on a LOT more than I let on...and apparently I get hit on more than I know. I'm oblivious 3) My roomie annoys me more and more every day 4) It has never burned when I peed 5) My little toenails grow UP, not OUT 6) I can type faster than some people talk 7) I cry ANY time I think about the possibility of losing my Love 8) I'm insecure 9) I don't associate with stupid people unless its at work. I just don't 10) I learn just about anything the first time around, my mind is like a sponge...but most of the time I just turn it off because

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. has a thing if i see others down i like to make them laugh . 2. has a trust issue with cheaters. 3. tend to let people walk over me like a door mat. 4. hated school was picked on. 5. prefers to smoke pot over drinking . 6. my best friend is my wife. 7. has a thing for angelina jolie bad.. 8.my car has to be spotless cant stand my car dirty i will wash it 1 or 2 times a week. 9. im a pc hog and will stay on it all day. 10. tend to talk to myself ,but haven't answered back yet. I tag: giggles ozz wabbit sir drinks alot sweet piece of a$$

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 6 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.... 1.I'm an extremely emotional person 2.I haven't seen my true hair color in 13 years. 3.I wear my heart on my sleeve. 4.I am truly, madly, deeply, 100% in love with my husband. 5.My bff is not just my best friend, she is my lifesaver! Love you! 6.I love my camaro. 7.I love to go on long leisurely bike(motorcycle) rides with my husband. 8.My favorite colors are hunter green and orange. 9.I'm a grandmother. 10.My sister in heaven has a part of my soul with her. 1.sexci girl 2.big brew 3.Soulja girl 4.sexci beast 5.333 only half evil 6.keeler

Have You Ever
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn’t? or Saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don’t be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don’t, you might break theirs. Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn’t. You can’t tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don’t want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don’t know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of wha

Understanding Me
I WANT THIS TO BE HEARD TO ALL MY FRIENDS, FANS HERE ON FUBAR. IM ONLY 1 PERSON TRYING TO MEET EVERYONES NEEDS HERE AND TRYIN TO BE FRIENDS WITH MOST ALL OF YOU~ I DONT HAVE DAY AND NIGHT TO BE HERE. I TRY TO RATE AND TALK TO AS MANY OF U AS I CAN. I GET CALLED WORTHLESS ON HERE BECAUSE IM NOT BEING YOUR FRIEND?? IDONT NEED ANY OF YOU OR THIS SITE. I LOVE BEING HERE MAKEING THINGS AND DOING THINGS FOR YOU PEOPLE! DONT CALL ME WORTHLESS BECAUSE YOU ADD ME AS FRIEND AND I DONT GET RIGHT TO YOU TO CHAT. BUT I KNOW WHO MY TRUE FUBAR FRIENDS ARE AND THATS WHAT MATTERS MOST TO ME~~~~~~~

Jacked From Van
What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Inland North You may think you speak "Standard English straight out of the dictionary" but when you step away from the Great Lakes you get asked annoying questions like "Are you from Wisconsin?" or "Are you from Chicago?" Chances are you call carbonated drinks "pop."The Midland Philadelphia The South The Northeast North Central The West Boston

Tag!!!!!
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? none 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? sleek 4. Your mother? home 5. Your father? Sleepin 6. Your favorite thing? MASTER 7. Your dream last night? Hmm.. 8. Your favorite drink? Caffeine 9. Your dream/goal? Love 10. The room you're in? hotel 11. Music? METAL 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? dunno 14. Where were you last night? wedding 15. What you're not? hrmm..... 16. Muffins? -banana 17. One of your wish list items? stunner 18. Where you grew up? indiana 19. The last thing you did? listen 20. What are you wearing? t-shirt 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? noice 24. Your life? eventful 25. Your mood? wasted

What All Single Woman Should Read
ITS HERE IN BLACK & WHITE If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better. " You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently?

Leave Me Alone Motherfucking Shit!
Goddamnit....seems as my past haunts me over and over again. I am past my divorce and have moved on...YET, she still fucks with my future. Ok, so, I get a date, girl likes me, I like her and SUDDENLY nothing. Call it paranoia, but, I know my ex-wife is somehow behind this. I've tracked her IP watching me. She has stalked me online since our separation by keying in my name or email address - watching what I'm doing to her amusement or her trash family. Why does she give a fuck? I have NOT looked at what she's up to nor do I really care. I will NEVER look what she's up to. NEVER. I don't care. So sick of people that I know talking shit about me due to this situation. Hot and cold, hot and cold. LEAVE ME ALONE! IN FACT, she made fun of me about a failed potential girlfriend from long ago and I NEVER gave her the information. Even family members here stalk me online and then harass me about it. Can YOU PEOPLE JUST LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE AND LET ME MOVE ON WIT

Wut Yu Lukin Fo
i think im finally findin wut i been lukin fo.... friends tht stick by yu no matter wut...neva leavin ya side no matter wut...holdin it dwn 4rm far away... friends come nd go lik seasons change....4rm my youth on dis day onlii 3 remain....nd they all i need... and as foo luv im lettn tht come 2 me...not sweatin it...cuz i jusz goez 2 move so i got all da time in da world

Mistake
As I sift and drift through bullshit, That plagues from day to day, Would you ever really notice I've gone away? I'm over the wall, Over the hill, Over at your place, I'm over the safeties, Over the phone calls, Over the rage, What a mistake. When you've lost the stones to throw, The ones I found to make a fire, And all the lonely souls that say so get fired. What a mistake, What a mistake, What a mistake, What a mistake, I've never been lost, I've never been found, And it make no difference, if I'm around, There's never been words, never been actions Never made promises that i never kept. I'm over the wall, Over the hill, Over at your place Interlude by both Chad & Ryan: I just can't seem to get out of this, Pulling on a thread, I'm always pulling on a thread, I'm always pulling on a thread, And I'm always What a mistake, mistake. So as i sift and drift through bullshit, That plagues from day to day, Would you ever really notic

Why???
You know I am not the best looking thing in the world but I am not the worst looking thing either. If you can't talk to me cause I have kids or cause you dont think I am good enough to talk to then your missing out. If you go by looks then your missing out on alot. Yeah I'm not skinny nor am I a beauty queen, I never won prom queen but if that is what you are looking for then you are shallow. I am a good hearted woman and I have alot to offer. I can be one of your best friends you will ever have. So if you are out to see all the HOTTIES well in a few of the guys eyes I am a HOTTIE and so you get to miss out. So go and talk to only the skinny girls and miss out on one of the best things that could of ever walked into your life as a friend. Keep being shallow and wearing the blinders. I know that I am a great person and so do most of the guys on here that talk to me.

What Kind Of Coffee Girl Are You?
You Are a Plain Ole Cup of Joe But don't think plain - instead think, uncomplicated You're a low maintenance kind of girl... who can hang with the guys Down to earth, easy going, and fun! Yup, that's you: the friend everyone invites. And your dependable too. Both for a laugh and a sympathetic ear. What Kind of Coffee Girl Are You?

What Dance Are You?
You Are Disco Dancing You are very energetic and lively. You could dance all night. Fun loving and social, you like dancing best when everyone in the room is dancing. You love to dance to anything, and it's hard to stop once you start. You love dancing in a crowd. And no matter how big the crowd, all eyes are usually on you. What Dance Are You?

What's Your Expression Number?
Your Expression Number is 8 Driven and ambitious, you have the potential to reach great things. You're both good with money and good at getting things done quickly. You are an excellent leader and a great judge of character. Full of energy and confidence, you undertake projects that seem impossible. Dependable and determined, you are able to understand the bigger picture. Even if you are not in a position of power right now, it will fall to you. At times, you can be very materialistic - and obsessed with status and power. While this isn't always a bad thing, you sometimes take it to the extreme. In order to be truly happy, you must balance the material and spiritual in your life. What's Your Expression Number?

Lying
There is more than one form of lying. The first kind is the act of actually telling a lie. The second type is called "lying by omission". When a person commits this type, they lie by leaving out information or just not not telling a person certain information.

Friends..please Read!! Haters Stay The Hell Away!
I am not going to be on very much. I am dealing with my own things, and they are very serious. So I am pretty much dropping off the face of this earth for most of you. Those of you who I regularly talk to have my yahoo. I am not going to the extreme yet to delete my account but I wont be on as much. Sorry for those of you who I wont say goodbye to. This is hard for me because a lot of you are amazing people and have been there a lot. It's nothing that anyone did on here..this is real life struggles. I am getting a big wake up call. And when I do come back believe you me I am going to need all the support I can get. xoxo Shawna xoxo

Pork & Nail Polish, Or Pray Every Day And Listen
(OK, I’m typing today’s blog entry on Microsoft Word and “Nail Polish” is being highlighted in green. A corrected version is offered in lower case, but why? Just file it in my “seal playing a trombone” cabinet; that’s my place for things that are great to have or see, like car alarms and state foods, but why have them?) I’m reading this advertisement on the back of a “Parenting” magazine I never read, and I’ve wanted to use this title even if the accompanying text makes no sense! Here’s how it reads: “I must confess, I always keep a bottle of clear nail polish in my bag [so I’m guessing a woman wrote this]. It’s my estrogen equivalent of duct tape. I can fix just about anything with it – a run in my stockings, a chip in the windshield, that loose knob on my dresser. I even dip those small ribbon knots on my lingerie in nail polish to keep them from coming untied.” [Guys, doesn’t that miss the point?] “Likewise, I always a keep a pork tenderloin in my fridge or a pork roas

I Make Morphs. Want One?
Ok. I make morphs. Good ones. If you want one, PM me with links to pics to use. But its not free. My time is valuable. A basic small morph will cost rating all my pics. But a big morph like this would cost a month VIP or a blast. Big bling works too. All is negotiable. Morphs are ripped from my folder and can be deleted at my discretion. But I'm not an ass, I won't delete unless payment is not made or you block me for some reason. Rate/Fan/Add is required for consideration. Downrate me you get no morph and a shitload of 1s. I don't play that shit. I mostly make dark morphs so if you want something special, let me know. No extra cost.

Test
Military train who support the armed forces?? This is a Military Salute to the troops over seas. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS MESSAGE ME VIA THE PIC AND EMAIL ME LETTING ME KNOW YOU WANT TO BE ON HERE. YOU WILL ADD ME/FAN ME/RATE ME AND THEN IN THE VOIC

Do U Want 2 Own Supergirl
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Aww He Is So Sweet
You're the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise. You're the last thing I think of Each night when I close my eyes. You're in each thought I have And every breath I take. My feelings are growing stronger With every move I make. I want to prove I love you But that's the hardest part. So, I'm giving all I have to give To you... I give my heart

My Dad
I wanted to write some things about something that has changed my life and my outlook on it. This concerns my dad, Paul Tyler. Dad has been in the Air Force for almost 18 years. He is a pilot qualified on B-52'S and is also qualified as a navigator on a variety of other planes. He has served 3 tours now over Irag and Afghanistan. He is a very brave man and the greatest dad anyone could ever ask for. A few days ago he began experiencing migraines and was feeling faint. After an in-depth physical, the doctors found a pea size tumor in his brain. After a biopsy it was found to be malignant. They succesfully removed it and scheduled him for a series of treatments. Two days ago, while awaiting the first treatment to begin, he suffered a stroke and lapsed into a coma. His prognosis is pretty good they say, but it is extremely difficult to see my dad lying there in bed waiting for him to wake up like they say he will. I am having a really hard time with all this, and I know my sis

Uggghhh
My mother and I have been fighting for a very long time now for reasons I'm not going to put on here and I've been comtemplating for awhile now whether or not I should be the bigger person and try to make up. Then today I was out with my Aunt and cousin shopping when my Grandmother calls my aunt's cell phone and tells her that my mom has been very sick and she had passed out and fell down the stairs. Apparently my crackhead aunt who lives there too had PICKED HER UP which you're never supposed to do and she and her boyfriend/dealer took her to the hospital. My grandma told us that when the doctors got her conscious she started throwing up and when they asked her all the normal questions like what her name was etc she couldn't remember who she was or what had happened. They have her in a neck brace now and are taking her through all of these tests and that's as much as I've been told so far. It took something like this to punch me in the face and wake me up to the fact that I really nee

Firefox 3
I'm not one to bitch, oh wait, yeah I am. Fucking Firefox v3 is one of the worst versions of Firefox so far. Its a memory leaking piece of shit. Right now its running low and only taking up 75000 kb of RAM, but when I try and do something it easily spikes up to 150k+. Also, it randomly likes to fucking lock up while it tries to load and sucks down even more of my RAM. Seriously. They can't seem to fix that? To top it off, the Firefox website refused to let me download an earlier version. The tabbed browsing is great, the bookmark tool bar is great, the interface is great, but jesus fucking shit. I hope no one with less than a gig of RAM uses this shit. Dickballs.

Help Me Find My Way
Help me find my way Take my hand, touch deep within Use your most intense happiness to shed light in my dark Keep my balance with your strength unknown Unlock the layers of what keeps me hidden Help me find my way.....

A Males Christmas List
1. Trim his tree. 2. Lick his luscious candy cane. 3. Be his "ho-ho-ho" for the holidays. 4. Polish his Christmas balls. 5. Ride him like a reindeer. 6. Taste his sweet egg-nog. 7. Deck the halls with moans of pleasure. 8. Fa, la, la, latio - la, la, la, la. 9. Spark his minorah with a hot strip tease. 10. Request a stiff stocking stuff-her! 11. Make his Kris Kringle tingle. 12. Gift wrap yourself in sexy lingerie. 13. Unwrap his package. 14. Hang mistletoe from any place you want kissed. 15. Rock his jingle bells in the frosty air. 16. Make your Rudolph's hose as red as his nose. 17. Heat him up with a snow job. 18. Give the Christmas carolers a show of your own. 19. Dress up as Santa's nasty little helper. 20. Make sure you're naughty, so it's nice!

Interesting
Something I came across that I found interesting Religious information Shared belief in the "Golden Rule" (a.k.a. Ethics of Reciprocity) horizontal rule horizontal rule Quotation: "Every religion emphasizes human improvement, love, respect for others, sharing other people's suffering. On these lines every religion had more or less the same viewpoint and the same goal." The Dalai Lama horizontal rule Overview Religious groups differ greatly in their concepts of deity, other beliefs and practices. Non-theistic ethical and philosophic systems, like Humanism and Ethical Culture, also exhibit a wide range of beliefs. But there is near unanimity of opinion among almost all religions, ethical systems and philosophies that each person should treat others in a decent manner. Almost all of these groups have passages in their holy texts, or writings of their leaders, which promote this Ethic of Reciprocity. The most commonly known version in North America is the Golden

Deleting My Account..
Hey everyone I'm deleting my account, if I own anyone anything pls let me know.. I just can't take this site and its BS.. people helpin who they want to help.. peoples accts gettin deleted(like mine was).. I have been here since 2006 and had to start over and others start like ummm yesterday it seems they are up to 28 in no time.. what is the deal... Wrong...Wrong..Wrong... Anyway.. I am getting all my pics off and then my acct will be deleted....I will miss my tops friends on here. Bye everyone...muahz

Thru The Span Of A Lifetime
When I was young and in my teens I dreamt of things to be The day I got behind the wheel Would set my spirit free. I knew the time would surely come I’d hold that sweet diploma So full of dreams and youthful schemes The smell of sweet aroma. Thoughts of traveling the world filled my head Excited, could not wait Surely, I would find myself And come to know my fate. Into the working world I went A time to fill my cup. With wedded bliss, the one I loved This was my bag of tea A lovely home, children and a dog………. So much was yet to be. The ladder of success, I’d climbed I’d reached my goal in life With no time left for anything My life was fille

Big Party!!!
EVERY YEAR’S HOUSE PARTY GETS BIGGER AND BETTER!!! NO SLEEP TIL BROOKLYN! YEAH THATS RIGHT...BROOKLYN WILL B IN THE HOUSE AUGUST 23RD! ITS CONFIRMED THAT FEFF FROM BROOKLYN WILL B COMING ALL THE WAY FROM NYC TO ROCK THE STAGE AT THIS YEAR’S DUDESTOCK ’08 ALONG WITH: ADEPT (WHO WE THOUGHT WERE GOING TO BUSY IN PITTSBURG) FEFF from NYC FLESHSUIT SILENT SON and hosted by the fellas in KILL THA MESSENGER. HUGE STAGE, LIGHTS, AND A BIG PA SYSTEM !!!!!!! WE WILL ALSO HAVE A SUSPENSION FREAK SHOW PERFORMED BY THE STAFF OF "ABSTRACT DERMAGRAPHICS" FROM MUNCIE. THERE ARE ALSO OTHER BANDS WHO WILL BE JOINING THE LINE-UP AS WELL.WE STILL HAVE ROOM FOR A BAND OR TWO IF YA KNOW OF ANY GOOD ONES. ALL PATRONS WELCOME JUST LEAVE THE VIOLENCE AT HOME WHERE IT BELONGS. FOOD WILL BE COOKIN ON MANY GRILLS, SO THERE WILL B ENOUGH TO FILL YA BELLIES AND GIVE YA ENERGY FOR THE DAY AND NIGHT. THIS EVENT IS A B.Y.O.B( bring ya own bottle) . THIS IS UNFORTUN

Please Help Find My Son
PLEASE READ....MY SON IS MISSING Any haters can leave now and not read this. I DO NOT need any hateful feedback on this. I am looking for any help I can get to find my son. My son Scott is missing. If anyone on here knows him, has talked to him or knows where he is PLEASE get in touch with me, SASSY REDHEAD or MAMA WOLF. I am posting this on his account too so his friends that he has can read it too and maybe give me some help in finding him. Something that I NEVER in a million years thought I would ever have to do with any of my sons was kick one of them out but unfortunately I did have to kick Scott out. 3 months ago everything about Scott changed. Scott has gotten in with the wrong group of friends, he has gone down the wrong road in life. He is heavily into drinking and snorting cocaine now. Anytime he opens his mouth everything that comes out is nothing but lies. I have caught him in so many lies now that I dont even think he knows when he is telling the tru

Myspace? ....on The Contrairy
Someone recently discovered a new myspace page featuring me that i didnt create. The profile waz created on june 21st 2008 and had an old pic of me and all my info. The funny thing iz...only select people know where im living az of right now...this profile haz my old location, 2 bad whoever made the profile doeznt know that little bit of info. This iz why i absolutely HATE myspace. ITS NOT MYSPACE....ITS MY FACE and someone else iz using it. Same bullshit, different day.

A Praying Mantis
A praying mantis, a monster ready to strike, hunches far forward. Those dreadful claws have knuckles and it's eyes, it's jaws, agape. 5-2-03 (okay, this is a description of a tree I would walk past when I'd walk the canal at 2am and how it always appeared to me in its shadow)

She`s My Best Friend
We`ve been through alot you and I in the past 5 years. Its been rocky for both of us,we`ve both seen alot of tears.We`ve been there through the good and the bad to see eachother though. Even through all the bad times we still seem to make it new.Your sweet and savvy ways seem to put you on the map,Both of us will stand our ground and deffinately take no crap. We found the courage to stick it through the way we fight I dont know how,Oh yeah now that I think about it,can I have my Adidas outfit back now Na,I`m just kidding,now you know I must be true, With all the shit I put up with from you,girl our friendship must be true.

Weight Of The World
Cause the weight of the world's on my shoulders. Fly From The Inside Leave A Whisper Here’s the weight of the world on my shoulders Here’s the weight of the world on my shoulders On my shoulders All alone I pierce the chain And on and on the sting remains And dying eyes consume me now The voice inside screams out loud I am focused on what I am after The key to the next open chapter Cause I found a way to steal the sun from the sky Long live that day that I decided to fly from the inside Every day a new deception Pick your scene and take direction And on and on I search to connect But I don’t wear a mask and I have no regrets I am focused on what I am after The key to the next open chapter Cause I found a way to steal the sun from the sky Long live that day that I decided to fly from the inside I can’t escape the pain I can’t control the rage Sometimes I think that I’m gonna go insane I’m not against

Do You Believe In Karma ???
This was left on my profile by TEXCAJUN@ fubar DEJA VU I've had many lives and in everyone, I've been with you I keep coming back and every time there's something new you may be short or tall, a blond or a redhead, your eyes may be green or blue so now every time I see your face, deja vu Sometimes you were a friend standing by my side through good times and bad times, helping me through this crazy ride as a friend you always helped me do what I needed to do so now every time I see your face, deja vu Sometimes you were my lover with passions running high when you’ve been my lover the lust would fly me to the sky as my lover there was things that I liked and you always knew so now every time I see your face, deja vu There were some lives where you were my wife and that was always the best of any life our love was so strong it last our whole life through so now every time I see your face, deja vu There were times when my life, love, and marriage al

Im Such A Winner.
soooo ,wow I really dont know where to start. been married four months now(yay!) and chris and I have been together what will be a year in sept. lord knows I love him (he better know also) I just feel lately that im not good enough for him you know? maybe its due to past relationships that have always made me thought that I was nothing and would continue to be nothing to noone, no matter how hard I tried. My father is a great example when he stated a few weeks ago"your goin to distroy your own marriage" like wtf says that to their daughter let alone child,w/e!! all I do is make sure house work is done children are somewhat under control and supper is ready for when he gets home off of work. this makes me a bad wife?? I must have missed that memo.. I miss him a lot thou..he works long hours and is tired when he gets home ..so we talk for about an hour or two then one of us*sometimes its me lol) falls asleep cus well chris is whipped gettin off work.. you wont believe the

He Is All This & More...
i want someone that'll make all my problems go away not add to them. i want to be someones everything their world, i want to be important and feel like im good enough. someone that'll know all of my secrets and not judge me for them when it comes to love i want it all. i want the fights and make ups the fairytale and the tragic romance the lust and the simple things. i want the late night calls and smiles between tears the i love you's the i miss you's the 'i cant breathe without you' the poems and songs; the melodys sung the tears, the heartbreak; the ability to be flawless in another human being's eyes. i want the hugs in cold nights and the kisses in broad daylight. the dances in the rain, and laughs for no reason; i want the memories and photographs the next door crush; the long distance love i want the blind love, the one that will hurt i want the hopeless romantic, and the heartbreaker; i want to give them the world. and expect nothing in return knowing they'd give me the world t

I Proved Insanity
so my friends and i took in the dark knight last night :) thru the whole movie i kept thinking one thing that would make my gals laugh, so i had to hold it in until it was over, then i told them. i had a major crush on heath ledger's joker. NOT heath himself, but THE JOKER. One of my friends starts laughing and goes, "Well you always do like the crazy ones."

My Neighbor.
I must have the hottest neighbor that God has ever deemed to create. I was just on the phone with Ruby, who by the way is 175k away from Fu King... Ruby Cairo ETid, LP, FuGF of Persia@ fubar ...and I was headed to the store to get some cancer sticks. Anyway Neighbor Dan as we've taken to calling him pulls up in front of his house. I immediately flipped the girl switch "on" and started walking like I owned the man already, hips going and everything. As I'm doing this Ruby is giggling because I always sound like a hot mess when I see him. Surprise, I'm a dork. On the way back from the store I noticed he was hosing his porch off so I looked over at him to make sure that I wouldn't get wet... er um... hosed, and we smiled at each other. Once again the girl switch got flipped and Ruby began to giggle. All in all it was a fun walk to the store. I wonder if I should take him some "cookies" (inside joke with me and ruby)

Help Me Get Spotlight
ACCEPTING DONATIONS FOR SPOTLIGHT FUND I WILL MAKE CUSTOM PICS AND SKINS FOR FUBUCKS SO HELP ME GET SPOTLIGHT JUST CLICK MY PIC BELOW AND SEND WHAT U CAN TO ME Smokie Fu Hubby To Toxic Tears/Also Owned And Owner Of Toxic/Co Founder Of The Unique Individuals@ fubar REPOST OFTEN PLEASE

Fishing............
Once a little fisherman Went out to catch some fish. He thought he soon would have Enough to make a handsome dish. He sat alone on the riverbank Waiting for a bite. He sat so patiently From morning until night. He sometimes thought of bat and ball And other cheerful play, But the little fisherman Sat on all through the day. He felt hungry, So he ate some bread and cheese. But he was quite afraid to move And did not dare to sneeze. For he had been told that fish are quick Of hearing and of sight. And so he sat quite still Until the whinnying light. And not a fish had he caught, And now it was very late. And shall I tell you why it was? He quite forgot the bait!

Members Tags And Ids And Rating Revolution Tags
There is an ID and tags for every member in the family....They are on lori's page and you are welcome to take your id and your tags and you can take any of the other rating revolution tags and put them in your folders and it is recommended to use them as profile comments during levelups..Thanx for your time!!!...And once again You levelers rawk!!!

In The Satrs
As I am saying good night at the end of the day, And you are not here, but many miles away, I close my eyes and try to go to sleep, Suddenly I remember some thing that my mom had said to me………., Just meet me in the stars, waiting for you I will be. So I say to you meet me in the stars………. When distance tends to keep us apart, Remember I still hold you near in my heart. When the night together, can't be ours, Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars. Meet me in the stars, I'll be waiting there for you. With a bottle of wine and glasses for two. Just close your eyes and there you will see, Waiting in the stars, just for you I will be. And gently close my eyes, lessening the miles. I can see the stars, oh how beautifully arranged, But you are not there, no hug to exchange. I sit alone waiting, with hope in my heart, No longer wanting to be kept apart. Suddenly in the distance, a shadow appears, A tear rolls down my face and the image is clear. There is

The Dark Knight
The Metal Guru’s Movie Review (The Dark Knight) With the help of Lieutenant Jim Gordon and District Attorney Harvey Dent, Batman sets out to destroy organized crime in Gotham for good. The triumvirate proves to be effective, but they soon find themselves prey to a rising criminal mastermind known as the Joker, who thrusts Gotham into anarchy and forces the Dark Knight ever closer to crossing the fine line between hero and vigilante. oks first off, this movie was accully very good. this is coming from some one who really doese not like superhero movies. coming in at just under 3 hrs this movie was not boring at any part of the movie. alot of action and such. the one thing that made this movie so fucking brilliant was Heath Ledgers preformance as the Joker. im sure u all rember the old bat man movie where jack nicolson played the joker...i hate to say it but heath leadgers joker was way better. you can accully see him going insane though his role. Also one of the main

One Last Breath
Sometimes its not easy to spot a fake They stand by you for a while Just to get what they want For their own sake Before I go With one last breath, I will spill it all With one last breath Nothing is out of hatred Hate you I do not. Irritated by the mistruths Small, tiny white lies, they make me rot This is something I have to do, I must You contort me in a way i cannot bend I will turn your memory to dust And with one last breath, I will blow you into the wind This is for you, Audrey, the one person I thought was real turned out to be fake, like so many others. Goodbye Fu!

Innocence
When we first met I made you promise you would never leave, then I told you of the demons, and how they made me bleed. I made you promise crazy things, but your words were not enough. I couldn't believe you loved me I thought to love me was too tough. When I cry about my past and say that I'm ashamed I know I am the only one who is to be blamed. Then you crawl in bed beside me and say that it's ok- so I cry for my loss of innocence and the things I gave away. When I can't sleep through the night, when I toss and turn in bed, you wrap your arms around me and chase the demons from my head. You say don't talk about the past you tell me that it's gone, you say since we're together now it's time that I move on, you say that I'm your angel but if you only knew the kind of thoughts I think and what I used to do. You tell me it doesn't matter and that you love me anyway- so I cry for my loss of innocence and the things I gave away. They said that's how t

Full Heart, Empty Arms
Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit; Never a flicker of flame, but with Arching bolts which strike with a force That disturbs my equilibrium. My mind races as waves of passion flush over My pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visions Of impossible romantic possibilities. Pathetic is this woman who anticipates the True rhythm of love, with a man she will never hold. My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering, As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speak to his: "I have loved you more than anybody in this world."

Being Of Catholic Deacon.
1. To be Ordained as a Deacon takes 5 years 2. A Deacon can be married but if you are not when your ordained then you take a vow of Celibacy. 3. A Deacon can have a paying job outside of the church. 4. The Deacon reports to The Bishop of the Archdiocese. 5.Duties of deacons: A. Perform Baptisms B. Perform Marriages in Church. C. Perform Reading during Mass D. Do Communion services E. Funerals F. Teach Classes G. Counseling H. Mission work I. Calls the people to pray J. Annulments

Ratings
If I see something or someone that catches my eye; I rate them, it's only fair!! If I see peeps from New Jersey; I rate them, it's only fair, even though I can't stand living in this state........lol If I see peeps from across the river in Philly; I rate them, it's only fair! Not my favorite city; but it has it's moments!! LOL And I do have some fond memories that were formed in Philly that I miss dearly! But hey; cest la vie!! Forgot to mention the peeps in NY especially upstate; I was born and raised in Upstate NY, I love it there, I should go back, it's where my roots are.......Buffalo, Rochester, Nunda(where I grew up), Watertown, Groton, sooooo many places that I have seen and visited!!! BTW; my roots are NDN, half onodowahgah(seneca) and half icelandic(don't ask) Aho!!

Be Careful I'm Ready To Take You Down Wit Me
i'm so awful i'm feel sad so long hiding it so long until i cant hid no more depression is gripping my heart is to explode too many feel this cause i cant hid no more i feel everyone suffering they suffer cause they cant seem to be able to cheer me up dont you think i dont want to be cheered up i want to wallow in my depression i want it to overwhelm me

Its Been A Long Month
this month see about 5 months or less my moms older sister found out she has cancer and this month it hit her hard she ended up in ccu for a few days then they sent her to hospice where u pretty much go to die but for some reason shes fighting to live but they cant help her bc the cancer is in her brain and shes to the point she cant remember us but one of the best things happened she made it to her 65th bday witch was this passed tuesday the 22nd and iam soo happy she was able to know all of us and ended up haveing a grat day and i thank god for all he has done for my family if it wasnt for him we would never have over come all the hard and sad stuff that was sent are way....

A Thought For The Day... Please Read Cause It Makes Sense.
A few years ago a friend of mine told me that it was easier to be afraid of success than it was to be afraid of failure. He went on to say that many people hold themselves back in different aspects of their lives because they dont want to move forward. I thought, "Okay. That is the most ridiculous thing that I have ever heard." But now, all this time later... I know what he meant. The anticipation of failure leaves no room for fear. You cannot lose what you have not gained. The anticipation of success leaves you open to think of all the things that you have to lose if you do succeed. And now... I even know why he told me this odd fact... I am guilty of this such thing. I have ran from so many wonderful people that cared for me and tried to make it seem that I did not care for them or that I did not want or need them. The actuality being that failing meant nothing to lose, success meant laying it all on the line and taking a chance of losing it all. My friend has since pa

Fantasies Of A Lost Submissive....
Now it's night time and I am setting here all alone...as darkness falls I wonder, "Why the hell am I alone?" But, it is something I have to deal with myself. I ponder at the fact that I will be sleeping alone tonight in the big black empty space known as my bed. Why is it so cold..oh wait..cause it is empty...I curl up to my pillow and squeeze it hard wishing you were here with me....I close my eyes so tight to try to make the darkness disappear while trying to picture your face, your body....picturing our bodies laced into each other, hands interlocked, squeezing as though it was our last time together... You complete me and we are one my love, my SIR, my Master, my OWNER....I tremble as I think of your hands on my body. I sigh and my breath becomes hard as I think of you pressing your body against mine as I feel your breath upon my neck. My back arches as I think of your hands running down my back...You run your fingertips across the tattoo on my lower back as you know what

Hybrid Vehicules
I found this in the news paper. Go to this OrlandoSentinel.com, here are two of its websites on hybrids. Even if you do not own one it will be very interesting to know this information. The first talks about gas gouge-o-meter. The second shows you how hybrids may pay for it self. 1)http://www.orlandosentinel.com/features/lifestyle/green/stv-gas-calculator-htmlstory,0,7919008.htmlstory 2)http://www.orlandosentinel.com/features/lifestyle/green/orl-hybridcalculator-fl,0,1996555.flash

What Real Friends Do When You Need Them!!
The following people in this bulletin have played a very important part in my life....whether it be in real life or in my fu life and I just wanted everyone else to enjoy the same opportunity that I have had to have such great friends/family. Click on their pics below and go F/A/R them...if you already have them as friends drop them a comment or a gift just to show them that you appreciate them as much as I do. Tell them I sent ya so they know where the love is coming from. MY MOM WYOROSE wyorose~Fu Sis To Jalen~Fu Owner Of Miss Crys~Fu Owned By slyspy~@ fubar THE SILLIEST BUT SWEETEST MAN I KNOW COBRA Cobra/ FuRuledByEasyOnTheEyz/@ fubar

Night Of 7/30
Well, before I went to bed I set the humidifier to the lowest setting and fitted the mask better. I started out with the chin strap and the mask, but got tired of the chin strap about halfway through the night. I took it off. A couple hours later, I woke up with the air coming into my nose and directly out of my mouth. So I put the chinstrap back on. I'm still a bit tired and I have a headache, but I figure these things will go away once I'm used to the CPAP.

Omg You Have To See This
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Questions To My True Friends????
You're on my friends list. I'd like to know 27 things about you! You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends, so copy and paste this to a new bulletin (leave it BLANK) and then respond to it as a message to my inbox. Will you answer these questions please? Do you have a tattoo? How old are you? Are you single or taken? Eat with your hands or utensils? Do you dream at night? Ever seen a corpse? George Strait or Jay Z? How did we meet? Whats your philosophy on life and death? If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? Do you trust the police? Do you have a crush on me? What is your fondest memory of me? If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? Would you cheat? What do you wear to sleep? Have you ever peed in a pool? Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? Which do you prefer - short or

No Angels For Cowboys
Again alone in the saddle, again nothing but emptiness ahead and within losing myself in the memories of the past, the present thoughts of whats to come there are no angels for cowboys only the sweet perfume of her memory only the rememberance of her touch her voice her laugh and a dark cell phone to remind you that you were too far away to give her what she needed another trail, another camp another night of darkness and cold mother earth the only constant father time the only company there are no angels for cowboys only dance hall girls, and gambling queens as long as the party keeps their attention as long as the spirit flows then cold the next morning But for that night for that time sweet lady, you were an angel for with your smile with your touch with your laugh you vanquished all the darkness from our minds removed all the fatigue from our bodies and replaced it with passion there are no angels for cowboys except for a little while when you were

The Az Paddle Fund....give Till It Hurts
ok i have made my mind up,forget spotlight when i get to level 28 (or whatever level you can make your gift at) i wanna make my own spicy gift,,,THE AZ PADDLE....so i have to start savin now...plz help me

Her
I lay in bed at night and think of her. I wish I could hold her close to me and feel our hearts beat as one. Her eyes are like glass crystals in the open air of space and give light to my sole. Oneday I will have her heart and her sole, but till then I will just hold her memmory close to my heart. In my heart I have a special Angel and she is it. No matter what ever happens in this lifetime I will always hold my Angel close. Her HERO is only human, but she will always be an ANGEL in my heart. I want to tell her I LOVE HER everyday,but that just doesnt happen.Her pressious smile will light up the darkest days and her glow will show the way to a wounderfull love that will make evrything alright.So to her I say I LOVE YOU with all my heart and I hope that oneday we will spend the rest of our lives together.

Bomber Info Sheets
I would Like Every one to Fill out and return to me the following form, None of this Info will be shared with any one else Its for My personal files. Name: Fubar Name: Family Name: Location: Birthday: Title (such as bomber or enforcer): Lounges you own: Phone Number: Yahoo address: Other area's Knowledge (such as Lounge making Ect): Other Info: Thank you Dj DemonWolf

Come And Party With Us!!!!!!!!!
DJ War @ Fallen!!!!! Come have fun with the DJ's as they rock out to your favorite tunes. If your interested in being involved hit my man DJ Kenny for information. It will be alot of fun. Hope to see everyone there when i arrive later in the evening to really kick the party up a notch!!!!!! StOrM

Pissed
pissed offso i was to get my tatt today well he fucked me over told me he couldnt do it til 6 when i had a apt at 4 with a deposit and i told him ill wait til 6 next thing u know he comes out all rude threw my pics and deposit at me and said he wont do it so not i dont get my tatt o well i guess but im just so super pissed

Saturday Morning.
At the signal just before I turn into the neighborhood I can feel my energy change . . it is not something I do . . . it just does on its own. I pull into the driveway always convinced I need to take a minute to mentally prepare, but then I never do . . . before I know it I am opening the door . . to the place that opens the door . . to the place I go . . where I so clearly belong. He is there . . . all ready for his part of the journey . . . the journey we take together that is never planned and never known until it is over. His name is Gideon and other than some general facts and my visual interpretation, I do not know much about him. He is short and has an accent (although most would be at a loss as to place where it is from). He loves the Beatles and Harley-Davidsons, he has 3 daughters, he speaks 6 languages, blah, blah, blah . . . . these facts that I would normally find important to know . . . are seemingly UNimportant . . . because what I KNOW about Gideon is not r

Chasing Cars
I absolutely love this song... Music Video: Chasing Cars by (Snow Patrol) Music Video Code by Video Code Zone "Chasing Cars" We'll do it all Everything On our own We don't need Anything Or anyone If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads I need your grace To remind me To find my own If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I

15 Years!!!
August 1, 2008 marks fifteen years of celibacy, wait, I mean, monogomy for me. I would say, for "me and my husband" but that would be a lie. It applies to me only, (put two and two together...and what do ya get?) therefore, making me the superior one in the relationship! Either that or I'm just plain stupid. We met when we were nineteen. Both of us on the "rebound" of serious, long term relationships that failed miserably...(His moreso than mine!) I would not recommend this type of beginning to a relationship, although, I wouldn't venture to say that we both planned it this way. It just so happened to be and well, it's worked...most of the time... We've only been married 11 of those 15 years though! This is something I highly recommend! That way, you know what to expect before you sign that dotted line... There are acceptions to the rule though...

Random Thoughts...
Life...It sucks...No matter how hard I try to stay away from people, they find me.. Im my whole life I dated like one desent dude... And now everyone telling me that im so hot and blah blah blah... I heard that so many times it just gets old, but no only that but seems like every guy wants me for one reason... I have talked to so many random people in the past month...I cant keep them all straight... And they all, or most of them want to meet me... Bull shit!!! Im tired of being used... I want to be with someone who appreciates me.. Someone who doesnt do drugs and stuff...But its so hard to find a guy who is not into drugs... Oh well, I guess I will just have to keep looking...

We Will Be Alright
The leaves will fall The wind comes crawling in The rain with all its sin Captures me The words it threw my way Filled my soul with pain My anger into space Almost finds its way Questions to embrace Feelings that you'll face In this holy land A desert made of quicksand Streets that lead you there Places of your fear Some force, pulls you in The shadow world If you just talk to me If you just look at me We will be all right From an empty face The smile wiped away Eyes that never see Blind the deepest me Act a small charade Words you can't explain Silence louder than the doubt Lingers in the sound About the time I made my escape I was falling from heaven In every picture that I drew I saw you If you just talk to me If you just look at me We will be alright.....

The Street Lawyer
Well After Reading The Testament By John Grisham, I started Reading This Novel by Him called "The Street Lawyer" I had no Idea what to expect In This book. And like every other book I read the back of the book to see what I'll be reading and if it peeks my interest. Now Here is The Plot Michael was in a hurry. He was scrambling up the ladder at Drake & Sweeney, a giant D.C. law firm with eight hundred lawyers. The money was good and getting better; a partnership was three years away. He was a rising star with no time to waste, no time to stop, no time to toss a few coins into the cups of panhandlers. No time for a conscience. This Book Is such an eye opener On how bad Homeless People is such a major problem In America. It made me realize even tho I may not be rich, I am truly thankful For the things I do Have In my life, and yet how much I still take for granted without realizing it. I tried to put this book down but I just couldn't. Each chapter had a life lesson i

Hahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fucking Ruby Cairo man. She's insane. I told her I was going to have Gibraltar kick her back to the US. She says: "Exported? Imported? Deported? Reported?" i mean seriously. lol. and now she's giggling about it in my ear and I'm whiping tears out of my eyes. she's fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunny!

When You Know...
When you know your heart has turned black and blood seeps no more from the various open wounds cause by those you thought you were in love with you realize you need to change again. But let's face it change is an odd thing in this life but other infulence change so easily that sometimes you lose whom you are. Me I still know who I am and what I want but I know that I have to change somehow for something new to happen. I think fate is telling me I'm not ready for anything serious yet I mean every time I try I get screwed and another wound appears on my damaged heart. So yeah I guess it's time to alter myself somehow before I ever try this game again.

41st Eib Deploying To Iraq
The deployment from Hell Posted by Mike Francis, The Oregonian August 02, 2008 21:47PM Categories: Oregon National Guard I wrote this for Sunday's paper, in the belief that most Oregonians aren't yet aware of what's being asked of their citizen-soldiers. Hope you can spare a minute to read it. Sunday, August 03, 2008 The Oregonian On the record, the men and women of the Oregon National Guard salute and say they are ready to do their duty when the 41st Brigade Combat Team is summoned to Iraq next year. They are soldiers, they understand the chain of command and they know the "Big Army" doesn't care much what they think anyway. But here's what they can't say, at least publicly: This is a mission from hell. This mission, to provide security for convoys carrying fuel, food, medical supplies and other items from base to base, means that the soldiers of the 41st Brigade are scheduled to spend a year scattered around a shooting gallery, with no ability to control events

!?
Having the courage to believe in anything, Let alone one's self is a difficult task. Life with all its trials and tribulations, Makes me want to raise the white flag. A path to follow that is barely seen, Over grown with thickets. Making the journey all that more difficult, Allowing for ample chance to fall time and again. Getting back up is the key I have heard, To building your own character. One must ask how many times can one fall, Before saying fuck it all!!??

I Am
I AM WORTH ALL THE TROUBLE I AM WORTHY OF YOUR RESPECT I AM DESERVING OF YOUR LOVE I AM THE ONE WHO THINKS OF YOU LATE AT NIGHT I AM THE ONE WHO IS THERE IN GOOD AND BAD I AM THE ONE WHO IS DYING TO GET YOU HERE I AM NOT ONLY YOUR LOVE, BUT YOUR BEST FRIEND I AM BEAUTIFUL, INSIDE AND OUT I AM THE FAITHFUL ONE, THE ONE WHO WILL STILL BE THERE WHEN THE OTHERS AREN'T I AM THE ONE WHO MAKES YOU LAUGH I AM THE ONE WHO DRIVES YOU BATTY I AM THE ONE WHO TURNS YOU ON LIKE NO OTHER I AM PATIENT, BUT I WILL NOT WAIT FOREVER I AM ME, AND THAT'S WHY YOU LOVE ME

Love Is My Savior
i stand at the edge staring into the water dare i step over the rail to stand nearer to end this dispair oh i step over the rail so much closer to the bliss of no more the water is so inviting to lure me into nothingness why can't i just let go just a few fingers hold me letting go just one more so much closer i go just one finger holds me why can't i let go what holds me to exist with this oh i feel my love is calling to bring me back from dispair love is more inviting than the water oh to love is my new desire oh dear water you must go away don't try to lure me again i have a new love

It Never Fails....
I swear no matter how many times you state it on your profile or in how many ways you say it - there is always some asshat surprised that you don't want to fuck him and his wife. Please read from the bottom up as it is a shoutbox convo: ->Heart~Brok...: There is no need for you to have an interest in me - I am married. As foryour apology - FINE.... but maybe next time you will actually read someone's priofile before propositioning them Heart~Brok...: As I said. An error in my judgement. I do appologize. But truthfully you are wrong for saying the things you do about me. I did not view you as a cum dumpster. I was displaying an interest. I thought you could be an adult and if your not interested just over look it or simply say I am not into that and I would have oppologized right away. So for what it is worth I am sorry! ->Heart~Brok...: that's just it - i could give a shit less about your life - you don't even know me as a person but you think i look good to you so you hit me u

Fubar...
Fubar seems to be getting so boring. The mumms have even lost my interest and I used to get a real kick out of them but now they have just gotten so stupid it's not even funny. My friends seem to even be bored with it and they rarely get bored lol. Oh well guess I can always see what other sites I can get into.

Punisher Get Some Balls
Ok u all- Punisher is at it again. He was in my mumm, and on my profile AGAIN. So I asked him in Shout to "just leave me alone". Then comes this dike bitch giving me messages from him in my mumm. Talk about NO BALLS. He can't defend himself. Oh did I add his status was "don't want to live, goodbye" LMFAO!!! The guy is saying he will off himself every other hour. So now he is calling me a whore, telling his little GF's I am sleeping around on my Husband, but he wanted me to have sex with him. So that makes him better?? I am getting a divorce, and I am in Love with someone, and believe me punisher u do not want to fuck with me, or my friends. All of u that know me. I will not tolerate being called a whore, by a Man who has no balls to fight his own battles.

Suicide Is Painless
i wish there was magic to make it all better the magic would solve it all i know it just dont happen that way one time i thought i had the magic way out but i realized that my magic way would have make a lot of family unhappy. i now know that isnt magic at all. i just made the situation worst for even attempting it. to stand and watch the water and the water had a way of luring luring you into it looked so appealing i realized that way isnt the solution. now i am to be more of an optimist but some people make it so hard to be. the greatest thing i had was the love love of my family and friends.

Caponata
2 LARGE EGGPLANTS 1 Teaspoon SALT 3/4 Cup OLIVE OIL 2 CLOVES GARLIC, CRUSHED 2 ONIONS, CHOPPED 1 Pound PLUM TOMATOES, Quartered 3 CELERY STALKS, DICED 1 Pound CAN PITTED BLACK OLIVES 12 Ounce JAR OLIVE SALAD 1/4 Cup CAPERS 1/2 Cup PINE NUTS 1/4 Cup RED WINE VINEGAR 2 Teaspoon SUGAR SALT AND PEPPER TO TASTE Wash and cube unpeeled eggplant. Salt and let stand 1 hour. Squeeze dry. Saute in oil until soft. Remove. Saute onions and garlic in same oil. Add tomatoes, olives, and celery. Cook until tender−−15 minutes. Add eggplant, capers, and pine nuts. In another pan heat vinegar and sugar. When dissolved, pour over eggplant. Season to taste and cook an additional 20 minutes. Serve hot or cold as relish with dinner or with french bread rounds as a buffet or cocktail dish.

Pussy Part 1
PUSSY!! Part 1. Current mood: In touch with my Inner Vagina! How can I begin an in-depth discussion based on MY feelings about PUSSY!? Hmmmm..... I think I had better walk into this with my eyes wide open........ So, I'll start by telling you about how it looks to me. OK? OK! I LOVE the way PUSSY looks! I don't think it looks like a flower, but I do think Flowers can look like Pussy! I don't think it looks like a taco, but I do think you can make a Taco look like Pussy! Pussy has a look all its own. There is nothing like it! It is a unique creation unto itself. To me, there is very little more beautiful than Pussy. Most of those few things are are other parts of a woman. But Pussy rates right up there in the TOP TWO THINGS I LIKE ABOUT WOMEN! The first look most guys have of pussy is not really pussy at all! It is what we fellows like to call Bush! The triangle of hair is what we see. The rest is veiled in imagination! Shrouded in the stuff of dreams, Pussy is the unknow

Red Hatters
Last night, my Red Hat friends and I went to a Ladies Night Club. One of the girls wanted to impress the rest of us, so she pulled out a $10 bill. When the male dancer came over to us, my friend licked the $10 bill and stuck it to his butt cheek! Not to be outdone, another friend pulls out a $20 bill.She called the guy back, licks the $20 bill, and sticks it to his other butt cheek. In another attempt to impress the rest of us,my third friend pulls out a $50 bill and calls the guy over, and licks the $50 bill. I'm worried about the way things are going, but fortunately, she just stuck it to one of his butt cheeks again. Seeing the way things are going, the guy races over to me! Now everyone's attention is focused on me, and the guy is egging me on to try to top the $50. My brain was churning as I reached for my wallet. What could I do? The woman in me took over! I got out my ATM card, swiped it down the crack of his butt,grabbed the eighty bucks,and left!!!

Hehe This Made My Day!
Alright so here is the story to this video. My ex (my daughters sperm donor) has a photogrpahy company, and all he does is shitty nude pics and says its art. So his ex-wife (who he steals web-page code from) decided to put together a movie about how shitty his work is and how annoying his girlfriend is. PLease enjoy, its rather hillarious!

Yes, I Really Am That Badass!
ok well i had a good day at work, got 3 people to open red cards today (target credit card) wich may i add is pritty hard to get even 1 in a shift, cuz well lets face it not many want a credit card,..buit i did it anyways cuz im soo badass! the LOD (target manager), gave me a free starbucks drink and let me pick out a FREE dvd, wich i chose the GREATEST drinking movie of all time BEERFEST (if you do not agree with me or dont like that movie, you just suck, or havent seen it). anyways that makes me feel good so i am very happy today, hopefully tomorrow will be the same, but i dout it ya only have one of those badass days like that every so often at target. but ya im feeling really good tonight! also on a side note i am happy about is i am most likely moving from cashire back to electronics, wich pritty much garuntees me more hours and a stedy week to week scedual, wich in turn means more MONEY for me, also means i get to work with my best friend Jeni and my other friend Nikki, tis goin

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Have you ever Felt you were in a place that seemed dark and lonely, suffocating even? And then, out of the blue, the most amazing thing happens. You meet a totally amazing person, a stranger you make an instant connection with, who immediately makes that darkness turn to bright warm sunshine. That person who seems to consume your every thought, awake or asleep.. and finally you feel like you can breathe again without conscious thought. Suddenly you can feel your heart beating in your chest and even feel the blood singing through you veins. How amazing is it that someone, just one special person who has taken the time to talk to you and try to understand you, can have the power, the ability to change what was overwhelming and dark in your life in a matter of hours? Can this even be possible? A few days ago, for me, the answer would have been “not a chance”. When you are blessed to meet that person who offers you friendship, encouragement and at the same time, offers that ex

People
i just wish some people would just stay out of my personal life! I mean if i'm finally happy and they have seen me down and hating everything about me. Don't you think they would just stfu and leave it alone?? No no they don't they have to make stupid comments to make me feel bad or have to come over to see what i'm doing.... AHHH just go the hell away!!!!.. okay better now.

Alicia Keyes/a Womans Worth
Music Video: A Womans Worth by (Alicia Keys) Music Video Code by Video Code Zone ______________________________________________ Song Lyrics: A Woman's Worth by (Alicia Keys) Song Lyrics provided by Video Code Zone

Please Donate
My Name is Kellie , Im 18 From Orange Texas my Birthday 19th Birthday is coming up and I really want a boobjob ... So if you have a little Extra cash (even if its only a Dollar)every penny counts go to my site i put it down below and donate to help me out My site : http://myfreeimplants.com/model_detail.asp?MOID=89111

Life In Florida
----- You know you're a Floridian if......... ... Socks are only for bowling. ...You never use an umbrella because you know the rain will be over in five minutes. ...A good parking place has nothing to do with distance from the store, But everything to do with shade. ...Your winter coat is made of denim. ...You can tell the difference between fire ant bites and mosquito bites. ...You're younger than thirty but some of your friends are over 65. ...Anything under 70 is chilly. ...You've driven through Yeehaw Junction. ...You could swim before you could read. ...You have to drive north to get to The South. ...You know that no other grocery store can compare to Publix. ...Every other house in your neighborhood had blue roofs in 2004-2005. ...You know that anything under a Category 3 just isn't worth waking up for. ...You dread love bug season. ...You know what a snowbird is and when they'll leave.

One Year Today
Well, its finally here. The one year anniversary of my legal freedom. AKA: the day my divorce was final. Now, I say "legal freedom" because in my eyes, I was free the day I finally took out the trash. But of course, if you wanna get technical, it wasnt until I had those signed papers from the judge. It's been a long crazy fight. And I am sure, some people would say celebrating a divorce is nothing to brag about. Normally I would agree with you. However, if you know me personally, you know why it is cause for a loud ass celebration. Since of course, I'm not gonna go out and get trashed, I thought I would share with you the pictures of my van, the one I painted the day the divorce was final. Drove around like that for two months. Yea, kinda spiteful, but oh did it make me feel a little better..lol AND OF COURSE, MY PERSONAL FAVORITE: PICKED THE WRONG MAN, GAVE HIM THE WRONG FINGER Hope you enjoy them, and right or wrong, it was my way of shouting out :FREEEEEEEEDO

What Do You Think?honestly?
"The Trust Issue" Why is this trust issue so dramatic? The public in general won't trust an individual like themselves but will trust a professional, some professionals don't have our best inetrest at heart. I ask who has are best intrest at heart? We might be better off trusting ourselves than a professional cause he knows the rules better than we do, let us change that. Let us change the rules or either learn the rules. We can blazee the trail as a new begining for citizens/consumers/investors. Invest in people like our selves, build trusts don't tear them down. We all have had debts and bills thatwe can't afford so, are we tired enough to make a change for the better that benefits you and me. Companies are selfish but they don't start off that way. Really, I think the rules need to change. No matter what game you play you are bound by the rules, even those you create. So we consumers should start thinking about what would be in our best interest and something that benefits us all.

Call Him What You Want, He Knew What He Was Talking About!
Just as our bourgeoisie figured out in the course of less than sixty years how to debase and compromise the term "nationalist," in the same way, in its downfall, it is now destroying the beautiful term "patriotic" by degrading it to mere rhetoric in its associations. Anyone who does not wish to be the hammer will be the anvil in history. One does not obtain freedom through begging or cheating, or through labor and industriousness either, but exclusively through fighting- fighting one's own battles. There is no fight for freedom without a general national renewal. But a renewal of the national concience and the national honor is unthinkable without bringing to judgment those responsible for the previous dishonoring. The naked self-preservation drive will force these depraved elements and their parties to thwart all steps that could lead to a true rebirth of our people. From time immemorial, however, the Jews have known better than any others how falsehood and calum

All Around Me
My hands are searching for you My arms are outstretched towards you I feel you on my fingertips My tongue dances behind my lips for you This fire rising through my being Burning I'm not used to seeing you (Bridge) I'm alive, I'm alive (Chorus) I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healing My hands float up above me And you whisper you love me And I begin to fade Into our secret place The music makes me sway The angels singing say we are alone with you I am alone and they are too with you (Bridge) I'm alive, I'm alive (Chorus) I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healing And so I cry The light is white And I see you (Bridge) I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive (Chorus) I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this

Ugly Haters
My Peeps, Go check out this UGLY ASS MOONDOG looking ass chick named VIX, this trick here look like the bottom of a turd and has the nerve to downrate. I've seen things on animal planet that look better than her before she go to church. Just one more thing, you don't have an apple bottom, that shit is APPLE SAUCE!!!, You fukkin wit the rite one you bearrilla looking BITCH!

Come Check Out The Angel
HEY YALL COME CHECK THE PLAYERS CLUB,HILLBILLY LOUNGE,AND CLUB VELOCITY WE HAVE DJ ANGEL EYES LIVE ON AIR NOW CLICK ANY PIC ABOVE TO CHECK US OUT WE ARE HIRING IN ALL THREE LOUNGES WE WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YOU

What Does It Mean
Alot of people ive been checkin out has been getting the letters msiccb in their shoutboxes. the reason being is that i most likely busy rerating a friend and your face has come by on the ticker. instead of me stopping what i'm doing i put msiccb. msiccb means marked so i can come back. so there you have it

Long, Honest And...damn. Lol
111 Facts About You...... 1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?: Yep. I still got that fucker too.....somewheres. 2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?: 14 years, son. 3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?: Geez...I have no idea, it's been a longgggggggggg time. 4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?: Yeppers. 5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?: Yesterday afternoon. 6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?: Bills. Bleh. 7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?: ......Does coffee count? 8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?: Body and smiles. I'm a sucker for a nice smile. ~swoons~ 9. ONE FAVORITE SONG?: Just one? Hmm...."Someone Like you." That one hurts what little heart I have left. Lol 10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE?: Hell. Third level.. 11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED?: North Babylon Senior High. 12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER?: Alltel. 13. FAVORITE MALL STORE?: Lord and Taylor's is always righteous. And Victoria's Secret rocks me as well.

Day By Day
Just for today, I will not worry what tomorrow will bring, I'm gonna try something new, Up through the state Because I got nothing to prove, Although I have the best intentions Can't predict anyone's reactions So I just do my best I put one foot in front of the other Keep on movin forward Let GOD do the rest I don't know what's gonna happen That's alright with me, I open up my arms and I embrace The mystery Just for today, I'm tellin the truth Like it's goin out of style, Gonna swallow my pride And be who I am and I don't care who don't like it, I feel, I feel that I'll do it anyway, Won't let it stand in my way I know what I must do There's no guarantee that it'll be easy But I know it'll be fulfilling And it's time for me to show and prove It's okay not to know the exploration Because its how we grow It's okay to not have the answers Because sometimes... It's the question that matters I don't know what's g

When You Need Someone To Lean On
When you need someone to lean on. or just a helping hand. You know i'll never judge you, your my friend... i'll understand. No matter what your going through, however big or small. With our two heads together, together we'll stand tall. Don't be afraid to lean on me, and please dont ever frown. Together we're united, i'll never let you down. I'm here if ever you need me, with a problem you need to share. When times are tough, just call on me, you know i'll always be there.

Am I Just Wrong Or A Sick Puppy?
I have been married now for 25 years and have 2 wonderful children, (1)16yr/ (1)13yr... the "spark or fire" if you will has left the marriage and I find myself trying to re-light it, but get no response or gallons of water dumped on me. She, my wife, seems mad as hell about something or even nothing all the time and has been this way for about 5 years now. I have confrontations, and I like touching and being touched.... but if I try that with her she will find something to get mad about and yell at me because my shoe is tied wrong... I find myself looking for friends and pictures of same out here on the web where I can fwwl like spmeone loves me or cares enough about me to make me feel better.... So .. with that said,... am I wrong or just one sick puppy?

Kiss From The Heart
would you kiss me tonight so soft so gentle arouse deep feelings please, make it so sensual can you feel a kiss without your heart so warm your lips, I felt them part no words can be spoken, the meaning is true that kiss will last forever it’s only for me and you a kiss from the heart.

Syncronized Swimming
Ok. So call me silly but I just watched the syncronized swimming and I have to say I was amazed. What those women are capable of doing I now have left the group of people who thought it was a silly sport and now consider it a true sport and these women true athletes. The stuff they were doing with their bodies was amazing and it was fun to watch. So to all of you who think this sport is garbage take a second look.

I Don't Like To Be Told What To Do!
So, when someone friend requests me and says I should be their friend it instantly makes me not want to. I get that same feeling I had when I was 16 years old and my mother would tell me how I couldn't and shouldn't be friends with certain people and it only made me want to defy her requests that much more! I always ending up doing what I wanted to do and it eventually concluded with me in a whole lot of trouble most of the time! Since most people know I'm married, I don't get a whole lot of requests, which is fine by me. I realize the vast majority of weirdos around here are looking for something I'm unwilling to offer, so unfaithed I continue... Just like the fact that being married can hinder me here in the chance of meeting a really cool person (friend) it constricts me in my day to day life because of my husband's chosen profession. In all honesty, I hate that there is a double standard. I hate that people are fake and only want to know me for that reason or the op

Submissive Frenzies By Mistress Steel
Submissive Frenzies are a state or condition that many if not all submissives will experience at one time or another. Many aspects of BDSM are similar to addictions in how they play out in the mind. From that perspective the Frenzies can be considered to be the 'withdrawal' stage. The peculiar thing about this is that a submissive need not ever have engaged in a real life D/s BDSM experience to actually go into this state of need. Generally the very first experience a submissive will have will be prior to ever engaging in a real life D/s event. Many submissives can chronicle a 'longing' or unspecified 'need' which may have begun when they were quite little. This sensation was always present though generally unacknowledged or openly reviewed. In many cases the submissive was not able to identify the source of this sensation. It simply made them restless and on occasion subject to frustrated outbursts. With the 'finding' of the D/s BDSM community many submissives feel a corresponding

He Looks Like A Dom And Quacks Like A Dom , But Is He Really A Dom?
Thoughts on the difference between appearing to be in control, and actually being in control By Sensuous Sadie "In the vanilla world there is a very active game of dominance and submission, one that is largely unspoken and unacknowledged, but in some ways more grounded in reality. Vanilla 'dominants' are dominant by virtue of both the circumstances of their lives as well as by their basic natures. They don't 'act' dominant, they simply are dominant. On the other hand, BDSM Dominants are bound by a loose set of traditions and customs that have little to do with whether they are really in control, but rather with whether they appear to be in control." ~ Jonathan One of the reasons I love visiting my friend Dylan is because while I'm at his house, I am enclosed in his circle. Although he isn't involved in BDSM, he's what we might call a "Vanilla Dominant," in that he creates an environment where I am free to submit. I get to enjoy the comfort and security of the control he provi

How Independent Are You?
Your Independence Level: High You are extremely self reliant and autonomous. You are definitely into doing your own thing. But you also wouldn't turn down help if you needed it. You follow your own path, but you don't do so blindly. How Independent Are You?

Deep Thoughts...kinda
My Favorite "Deep Thoughts" [by Jack Handey] It takes a big man to cry, but it takes a bigger man to laugh at that man. One thing kids like is to be tricked. For instance, I was going to take my little nephew to Disneyland, but instead I drove him to an old burned-out warehouse. "Oh, no," I said. "Disneyland burned down." He cried and cried, but I think that deep down, he thought it was a pretty good joke. I started to drive over to the real Disneyland, but it was getting pretty late. Dad always thought laughter was the best medicine, which I guess is why several of us died of tuberculosis. Maybe in order to understand mankind, we have to look at the word itself: "Mankind". Basically, it's made up of two separate words - "mank" and "ind". What do these words mean ? It's a mystery, and that's why so is mankind. The face of a child can say it all, especially the mouth part of the face. If you define cowardice as running away at the first sign of danger, screaming and

Blah
When you get burnned by someone so badly it hurts for a long time...you are still left with scars that show to the world. Then people judge you for those scars and kind of make fun of you for still having them. Wishing somone would come along and work their magic on you and make those scars disappear. Hoping someone will see past the ugly scars and love you anyways. Be patient with you when you can not face the mirror. Hold you when you hate yourself so much you are destructive to yourself and everyone around you. It takes a wonderful human being to be able to do those things for someone who has been scarred beyond repair. To accept the image before them and not try to change what they already know. It is not easy trying to be perfect in mind and soul. It is impossible to live up to everyone's standards of being normal, sane, and unselfish. No one truly understands the dept of anothers pain unless they can crawl inside that persons heart and feel the pain for themself. Only then can yo

Maybe I Posted This Wrong To My Family On Here..please Read
MuMM: Make up My Mind! '~"Angl... Online (FEELS DEEPLY KNOWing he LOVES ME TOO 4EVERurs..) Killeen, TX Best friends created @ 08/21/2008 11:51 pm mum expired. [FRIENDS] ??????would you go to your best friend if he calls out to you for support even though NOW your married an your best friend is opposite sex??????? (he was there first is all i keep thinking) (missing my Best friend) Yay 75.0% (3 votes) Nay 25.0% (1 votes) 4 votes 22 views 2 comments Comments on this mumm: '~"Angl... Online (FEELS DEEPLY KNOWing he LOVES ME TOO 4EVERurs..) Killeen, TX *******August 22, 2008 @ 11:52 pm #2 of 2 ***""i dont JUDGE"***** ********""i have always been here on the side lines...******************************************* ***thank you Everyone That has been there since day ONE:::**************************************** " SASSYREDHEAD" LOve ya Beautiful.. Krazykilt an notrosious Slayedcreator Wiz( i know i mispelled that);)Sry `` an EVERYONE WE havnet

Better Luck Next Time Comrade
DENVER â€“ Authorities are investigating whether a man arrested with rifles, ammunition and drugs in his truck made statements threatening Barack Obama, but emphasize he never posed a "credible threat" to the candidate or the Democratic National Convention. Federal and local authorities had scheduled a news conference for Tuesday afternoon, but U.S. Attorney Troy Eid downplayed the case. "We're absolutely confident there is no credible threat to the candidate, the Democratic National Convention, or the people of Colorado," Eid said in a statement. FBI spokeswoman Kathy Wright confirmed the FBI was investigating reports the man had threatened Obama, who will be in Denver this week to accept the Democratic nomination for president. The Joint Information Center â€” a command set up by city, state and federal authorities to field media inquiries during the Democratic convention â€” said it had no immediate comment. One of the men arrested told KCNC-TV, the CBS affiliate in Denv

Women Of The World
I respect women, real lady types. Just trying to be honest. I admire thier enthusiasm;creativiy;passion;desire and envy how much effort put in and specifically how much pleasure they get out. You are unique creatures no doubt, I thank God everyday for you, i couldn't have fantasies without you, seriouslly I know we men need you, men won't tell you this unless they are a newlywedd or are one of the smarter section of the male species. I hate that the wrong men left many women emotionally and physically scared for life, and I need not go in to detail, you males know who you are. You women have turned against us and I don't blame you, I feel like I am responsible. I have my own demons I hide in the closet but to me they are not extreme yet still they are wrong, so I am not the perfect guy but I am sensitive;compassionate;loving;forgiving;understanding but even with that under my belt I believe all men should utilize these qualities frequentlly or even better that these other similar charc

Fuck The Bullshit!!!!
For all the Fubar "STAFF"do not care to help me and just get in the way!!!!!!!!!! Thanks a lot for deleting my Mumm Fubar staff I am clueless to why it was offensive. Is this a let us "F" "ME" campaign or What" I guess "INSANE JESTER" can not express himself just everyone else. Could the people in fantasia lounge get more ignorant about racism, plainly if someone is offended in your lounge you you should use a special chat room just for discussing issues that arises, I am not an asshole in my opinion. I am for htings going forward to progress in a positive way now my way I do it my seem strange but if I was off or offended tell me what or how I did otherwise it might be repeated not out of vengance but out of sheer ignorance it something to chew on besides my ass when I make a mistake.

How To Say I Love You In 100 Languages
How to say I Love You in 100 Languages English - I love you Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief Albanian - Te dua Arabic - Ana behibak (to male) Arabic - Ana behibek (to female) Armenian - Yes kez sirumem Bambara - M'bi fe Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee) Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo Bulgarian - Obicham te Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah Catalan - T'estimo Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse Chichewa - Ndimakukonda Chinese Cantonese - Ngo oiy ney a Mandarin - Wo ai ni Comanche - U kamakutu nu (pronounced oo----ka-ma-koo-too-----nu) -- Thx Tony Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male) Cree - Kisakihitin Creol - Mi aime jou Croatian - Volim te Czech - Miluji te Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig Dutch - Ik hou van jou Elvish - Amin mela lle (from The Lord of The Rings, by J.R.R. Tolkien) Esperanto - Mi amas vin Estonian - Ma armastan sind Ethiopian - Afgreki' Faroese - Eg elski teg Send Flowers F

Fuck Target!
no i didnt get fired or anything like that, i do still work there, just had to vent something thath as me very pissed off about target. as i told some of you i may of even bloged about it, i was going to be moving back from being a cashire to electronics, wich assured me more hours and a stedy scedual, i was pritty much told it was a for sure thing...but now im told that if i did move back there it would only be seasonal or to cover people who called out sick....wich Pisses me the fuck off because i was told i would get to go back there for sure FULL TIME... so i guess that was just more fucking lies from target...well as of now i guess im just staying as my normal cashire, food ave, guest service, cart person possistion...fuck i do everytning there as it is target would go to SHIT with out me.

Slaying The Dreamer...
Days turn into months. Months turn into years... It feels as if time itself has slowed to a crawl, but yet watching day turn into night in a blink of an eye. Time has begun to betray me. I search for a light, but the light I see is so far away. I run for this light... but it keeps moving beyond my grasp... I have grown so cold. there is no life left in this empty shell of a heart. I don't know how it is to love someone. all i know is the word, and it has lost its luster. it is as empty as the space in my chest. I nolonger reach out for it. I nolonger wish for it. I feel it has no place in my life. I have let it go. there is no place for me in this rat race of life. I can not do a young mans journey for it. A quest for love is not for me. My time has passed. i am growing older day by day. I have had to watch so many fall in love. but yet all I can do is watch. I see me for me. i can not find that flame

L.d.c. Guidelines
****IN COMING MEMBERS****** In order to earn the ldc letters you MUST first fan, rate and add all exsisting members, and include " ldc family" in your friends request, Only then will one be issued the LDC letters ****ALL MEMBERS****** 1. MUST HAVE LDC IN THEIR NAMES 2. F.A.R ALL MEMBERS 3. REPOST BULLETINS 4. CONTACT A CREATOR OR OWNER SHOULD THEY DECIDE TO LEAVE. 5. In order to maintain an active family and to insure that everyone is included...It is MANDATORY that each member MUST sign every blog as they read them as proof that they have read them. Also, this way there wont be any new members who feel excluded and ignored.. 6. MUST repost each bulletin posted by the LDC Family 7. There will be 3 members picked each week and posted in a blog. You will have to show them family love by either commenting their pages, giving a drink, rating a pic, or something plus you will have to comment the blog each week stating you have d

For The Last Time.
I've gotten, oh, THREE private messages this week, not to MENTION all the pic comments, about me looking better without glasses. 1. No, i don't. i have tiny eyes and a big head. 2. i NEED THEM TO SEE. my vision is 675/20. i have a stigmatism. i. need. my. glasses. most of the pics i took without them on where when i LOST them. these are new glasses. Grawr.

In The Shadows
IN THE SHADOWS IN THE SHADOWS IS WHERE I WAIT FOR YOU TO WALK BY,TO SEAL YOUR FATE. I WAIT BEHIND THE OLD OAK TREE WAITING EVERY NIGHT TO SET YOU FREE. I WATCH YOU CLOSELY,KNOWING YOUR NEAR YOUVE SEEN MY EYES,DO NOT FEAR. I FEEL YOUR HEART BEAT,I SMELL YOUR BLOOD SOON YOU WILL KNOW IMMORTAL LOVE. FORGET YOUR PAST AND ALL THE PAIN WITH MY LOVE,YOULL NEVER BE THE SAME. YOUR LIPS TOUCH MINE,AS TENSIONS GROW. WITH MY KISS,THE TRUTH WILL SHOW. YOUR LIFE,THE WAY ITS MEANT TO BE HERE ALWAYS WITH ME. EVA

Open Hearted
Some days I feel lost, others I feel totally in control. I starve for something like an animal not sure of how to satiate this desire I hold. Each passing day it becomes harder to grasp my senses..it is almost like pain but I am almost numb from it. I am a woman in need of something, something much more than anyone has given me. I starve for romance but desire to be held tight, like a smokey silver fog my desire lingers until one day it will be lifted by one that can shatter the dense mist by his soul.

Hh Contest
=== 'Trin ☁fu-married to Wicked Mike' wrote the following at '2008-09-02 11:40:20'.. > > > > > > > > Princess of Cutty is in a Happy Hour "rates only" contest. Please help this nice girl with one rate!! Let's help her win this Happy Hour its her first!!! > > > > Please repost often > > > > > >

Wtf With Honesty>?
Why the fk do so many ppl insist they want honesty only to be pissed when they cant handle someone that is honest with them>? Everyone seems to want sugar coated shit then someone to tell them it is honesty... I dont like sugar. I dont like shit. So if you looking for the sugar coated shit... do us both a favor, remove me, block me, or whatever you want to do, just dont expect me to only tell you what you want to hear to make you happy.

A Lil About Me To Let Ya In On How I Am
In a writing mood... so here goes. I want to let you all get to know bout me a lil bit better. I was born in VA and still reside in VA. I am a single mom and my son is my world. As a young child I was very shy. Some would say painfully shy. I didn't really come out of my shell til I was in my early twenties. I have been through some rough times in my life. Many not pleasant. I was almost raped at the age of 16. So I have a hard time trusting people. I have been taunted and tormented a lot. Because of how tall I am and other factors. Always made to feel inferior. But, if ya wanna get to know me it takes time. I am a very complicated person. Intelligent and sometimes I play the clown. I don't even know why I am writing this but I just thought I would. I have had much heartbreak throughout my life but I always bounce back and keep trying. Yea, sometimes I get down but I just look at my son and he makes me smile. I was married for about 6 years and well he turned ou

Soldiers
I was that which others did not want to be, I went where others feared to go and did what others feared to do. I asked nothing from who gave nothing, and reluctantly accepted the thought of eternal loneliness should I fail. I have seen the face of terror, felt the stinging cold of fear and enjoyed the sweet taste of a moments love. I have cried, pained and hoped, but most of all, I have lived times, other would say were best forgotten. At least someday I will be able to say, that I was proud of what I was..... ....A Soldier.

The Old Man’s Tears
THE OLD MAN’S TEARS Once upon a time I had watched a play somewhere There was a curled old man in that play Wearing ragged clothes Having meaningless glance in his eyes Being too old, having no energy left, and being deserted, Left alone, having lived nothing His tears had neither stopped nor finished He had so much trouble that hadn’t ever finished Breathing was his profit, living was his only ambition Having played the greatest tragedy in the world On the life stage without curtains He had passed on, do you have a clue?

I Love Her
WOW , neevr thought anything about being with a widowed woman, now that i am i"m confused. she means eveything to me i think about her when im away and cant wait to get back to her. she loves me too , but the thing is that i know i can never replace her husband. i am not try'ng to but i always feel like i am compaired to him. Makes me feel like im lose'ng her at times cause i can't do this like he did , or i cant take her here like he did. or dont act to thinks like he did. Maybe im just afraid of my feelings for her , i don't know, just so afrad that one day it will be over

Andrew Berson
If you know this name look out.. he invites women to see him in philly pa and he uses them.. he is married lives with his wife and their 2 kids and her other son he will lie to you make you spend all your money then he will show you the real him... he has done this to many women and openly admits to cheating on his wife all the time as if its nothing he wont leave her for you that is also a great game he wants to play he just wants to see how many women will fall for this and spend their time and money on him and to be with him.

A Few Ideas For Upcoming Shoots...
ATTENTION: Most of these will be on my DA so if you haven't yet make an account and put me on your watch list. ;D I've been doing some thinking lately on what would be an awesome theme to do a set around. So far I've only come up with two ideas - both of which I've fallen inlove with. One. Bride of Frankenstein. I'm going to pick up some bleach & hair dye this weekend to get started on it, but more than likely I won't have any pictures up until mid next week. I'm doing a recreation of this picture with my own special flare added to the mix of course. Two. Bat Girl. Yeah, I know. This should have actually been one of my first sets, but I didn't really want to at that point. I figure I've done Harley Quinn (my way) why not give Bat Girl a try. Photo set will include mask & cape. ;D So prepare yourselves folks. You got a whole package of awesome coming your way within the next week.

Kids
what do you do with the kids when the kids leave the back door wide open and your most loved and deared dog runs out and jumps the fence. and your lucky enough to have neighbors that finds them and brings them back an hour later.

A 5 Pm Happy Hour Tonight
any 1 who joins my lounge during happy hour will get the love in return there are happy hr booked till 8 so joine me at cake and i'll rate fan and add you till i drop http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=60748#

11241996
My body lies on the rocks As the waves creep in to caress it My soul is in his hands His desires control my destiny Overwhelming emotion fills my heart For it is blinded by his words I cannot see the danger Yet my subconscious knows its there To him I'm just another being There for the sole purpose of pleasing him My feelings mean nothing His wants take priority I know he'll break my heart But still I remain at his side.

New Pics!!!
Don't ask me why, but call it a "whild hair" i went ahead and unlocked my "PRIVATE" folder. friends only of course.... so if you interested in viewing it, GO FOR IT... just no laughing at it.... its small enough as is, dont need to have it retreat.... har har har

My Mom
well this past sunday was just about the fuckin worst day ever. y mom had a stroke at 5:45 pm EST and didnt sa anything until about 6:15 or 6:30 p.m...omfg! i wanted to kick her ass for that! but i had to let her to get to the hospital. they gave her the clot busting drug ike with in minutes of her getting to the ER by Ambulance. but here's the thing about that clot busting drug...it has side effects... the doctors said that there was a 15% chacne that she coud have brain hemmoraging... not good right...it gets worse. then the said there is a 5% chance that she could die all together. it cut the chances dow yes, but that is REALLY NOT something ya wanna hear about our mom. granted yes my mom was heavy but over the past two years, she has losttons and tons of weight and i am very proud of her. she's never done this good! but anyways, she is doing fine and i am gld. i saw her yesterday and it made happy to see after a stressful day of worrying at school. plus here's something else that'

Laws Of The Pack
Greetings and Salutations pack members These are some basic guidelines for our pack. I want to be clear on some things and if there are any questions. First and foremost RESPECT is give to all. You will be warned one time about your attitude. Any further complaints and immediate action up to and including dismissal from the pack. We wont just accept all friend request. This isn't a popularity contest. If someone wants to be a member they need to show the want to know us all and show interest in our pack I want to let it be known this is not and will not be like other fubar groups. Most of the groups on here are for attention and rating. Yes We'll rate each others, and I desire that all of the pack interact with one another and check each other out. It is the only way this pack can grow and be stronger. If anyone in our pack have problems. They can at all times come to Hellz Angel, Rogue, Moonshine, or Boogeyman and we will help, but dont forget you have fellow pack mem

Cleaning Ou Tmy List
Well the time is come for me to clean off my friends list. So if you wish to stay on let me know cause I am taking people off of the list. To be honest I can't keep track of everyone and it is not fair to those who are really good friends to me. So if you would like to stay let me know.

Hellzangel Howls
http://www.fubar.com/user/1280569 Now that the group is up and running, I think it's time some of us should introduce ourselves. HellzAngel here. Alpha Bitch and resident morphologist. (That jackass morph of Boogeyman and Moon? I just made them look more natural. They were already a coupla jackasses. Luvz ya guyz! :D) Anyway, if there is a particular animal and/or pic you want as your morph, PM me here. I'll be more than happy to do what I can. If there are any questions you have, feel free to PM me. There are a lot of things I know, and a lot I'm still learning. This group is all about that. Learning and growing. I will say this once. Offensive behavior will not be tolerated in this group. If I find someone abusing the privilege of being a pack member, I will say so one time. If there is no correction of behavior, I will delete friendship and block the offending account. I'm here to make friends. I may be of some help to you. Or I may not. It depends

Do The Math
do the math Do the math. Run the numbers. Some things just aren't a safe bet. The Numbers don't support the illusion handed to us by the Media. Billions in Profit, 3000 people dead, 3 buildings catastrophically failed, 2 airliner impact and one impossibility after another and another handed to us by the media., one tragic day that if forgotten will continue to repeat anytime the establishment has a drop in support. How many will needlessly be sacrificed so that people will cower in their homes. How many people will die in theft of your liberties? Those are numbers that I choose not to run. Those numbers are the reasons I have chosen to run these. Four planes are hijacked. United 175 and American 11 crashed into the WTC Towers. United 93 went down in PA. American 77 crashes into the pentagon. In total roughly 3000 people die in the resulting chaos causing a swift reaction from the American military forces and government. Those facts are undeniable. Ensuing controversial legislatio

In A Mood
SHATTERED Words rush in my mind reels Emotions scatter too far to feel Pain grows intense my heart breaks Sorrow floods far too much to take Dark thoughts cloud my soul feels forsaken Emptiness abounds where true love was taken

Situation Decides
A dream cannot be shared Contradiction holds on tightly I won't give the facts away Like the brightest shooting star Can't give the dark the light of day Situation decides It won't always hold you tightly Still your mind Is beyond the reach As a child has no plans to grow Foolish forecasts self indulgence No future only fairground rides Fear of pain desire for pleasure Situation decides It won't always hold you tightly You always seem to drive me Back inside myself Our dreams Should not be shared Fantasies are only temporary The facts never clash It surrounds me Like loves subtle protection But I can still hear The war next door Back inside myself

This Menas War.
Alright I'm not one who usally likes to fuck up a system but the bullshit the administration of FUBAR is pulling right now is out of fucking controll. Why the fuck should I have to deal with taking a pictuer with my screen name and some fucking number to prove I'm real? It's absolute bullshit that we as human beings have to prove what they are. I asked a bouncer what's with the new policey and he said it's to prevent bots. Bot's are you fucking serious? Listen if you are to fucking stupid to tell when a person is real or a bot that's a personal fucking issue. We shouldn't have to suffer for these dick mouths. Please if you agree with me add comments to this and repost it so word gets around. If we want change we are going to have to fight for it and I'm pulling my guns out and taking the first fucking shot!!

Where Were You? It's Never Too Late To Remember...
It was nearly 24 hours to the minute my sister Mary left my house on her way to California. Just 48 hours prior she was loading her truck in Brooklyn, New York for the cross country trek. I had turned on the t.v. while making a fresh pot of coffee, thinking, man, I already miss her and she's only been gone a day! Then something made me pay attention to the television screen... I thought for a brief moment, is this the anniversary of the first Trade Center bombings? I mean, seriously, I didn't think for a second this could be happening on live television right before my very eyes! Then, it dawned on me, that this WAS a very much REAL event and I immediately awakened my husband to relay this horrible news and watch the horrific sights unfold, staring in disbelief. Every second that went by my heart ached that much more. I couldn't help but feel a sigh of relief in knowing my sister was no longer a resident of that city. Had she waited just a day or two, she could have

Myyearbook
As you all can see, I don't come on here anymore. There is too much drama and anyone who knows me knows I can't stand drama. Also, I think a lot of so called "rules" are bull. Anyway, for those of you who want to keep in touch, I am on MyYearbook a lot more. I will leave the link. If it isn't clickable then you can copy and paste it into your browser. If you are interested in the site, then come and check it out and come and join and add me. Hugs to all of you. I may not be keeping this profile open much longer so, if you are interested, then please come to Yearbook. If you aren't, then, it was great knowing all of you and I only wish you the best. http://www.myyearbook.com/tasteofheaven Hugs, Rayne

Schedule For Djing
REBEL ------ 12 P.M.-3 P.M. ANGEL ------ 9 P.M.-12 A.M. 12 A.M.-3 A.M. REBEL GIRL --------- 9 A.M.-12 P.M. SMOKIE ------- 3 A.M.-6 A.M. 6 A.M.-9 A.M. CHIEF ----- 3 P.M.-6 P.M. PRINCESS SKULLZ ----------- 6 P.M.-9 P.M.

Gone 4 Awhile
Hey everyone, this is actually Robert's Mom (Rozos), he ask that I monitor his account while he's unable too and keep it active for him in his absence. So 4 those of you who might be wondering why you haven't heard from him in awhile he ask me to let you know he's moved to California. He entered a 2 year residential treatment program 21 days ago. He can't have any contact with the outside world for awhile but if anyone wants to know how he's doing they can contact me (Rozos on his friends list) and at day 30 he can write, and day 90 he can call and I'll better know how hes adjusting then. I ask that everyone keep him in their thoughts & prayers as he's working hard to rebuild his life and find a drug free way towards the future. He's a good kid with a serious drug addiction but determined to find his inner strength and over come this demon and its strong hold on him. So tho he's not able to be on here for awhile, his thoughts are with you all as hopefully yours are with

The Tragedies Of Love....
Like a soldier freshly striken with war I leap in the night for fear. Replaying horrific memories that rebreak my heart as they waltz in and stumble through my mind. Every feeling just as intense as if it was all was happening once more. Living then reliving never losing its horrid betrayal or unseeming form in my mind or heart. I fall asleep tragicly and waken tradgicly to a never-ending circle. The cycle repeats then rewinds and repeats again if not in my memories thenin my dreams, never leaving me at rest. The sweetest pleasures haunting my dreams that never once occupied my memories have become a night-long nightmare, the unpleasantries that never occurred but are possible if I return. An agonizing search within myself that seems to never end. The hopelessness, the loss felt so deeply, like a war-torn soldier I fight without ammonition against the tragedies of love.....

Do You Read?
I'm curious...Do most of you read the profile or do you go straight for the pics?.... I know my profile contains a lot of reading material...I guess I'm not one to be short winded...But..it asks for specific things...so..I give it... :) For those of you that have read my profile...You know what the first line says...And though not eloquently written..It does go straight to the point...Let me remind you... >>>>>>Just because I'm on here doesn't mean I'm going to f*@k you...date you...or even meet you...I'm on here for friends...and what happens...happens...

How To Make Love..?
I have never been one to be a great cook but i do know my way around a kitchen thanks to my mom but here is a different twist to cooking in the kitchen HOW TO MAKE LOVE Ingredients: 4 Laughing eyes 4 Well-shaped legs 4 Loving arms 2 Firm milk containers 2 Nuts 1 Fur-lined mixing bowl 1 Firm banana Directions: 1. Look into laughing eyes. 2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms. 3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently. 4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. For best results. Continue to knead milk containers. 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT overnight). 6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana does not soften, repeat steps 3-5 or change mixing bowls. Notes: 1. If you are in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully before and after use. 2. Do not lick mixing bowl after use. 3. If cake rises, leave town. Now who wa

My Current Ordeal
I am 5 months pregnant and I am having a girl. I have decided to name her Emily Nicole. I am also currently living inbetween homes at the moment because I don't have the money to get my own place right now. I hope that someday soon I will have that money to get everything I need for my daughter and my own place. I am also hoping that when my daughter gets big enough that she won't think of me as a bad parent for putting this on here in the first place. I need advice, if you would be so kind and lend me your ear.

Seriously Though.
Georgia's Finest is one of the raddest people on Fubar. She'd love to get the spotlight and I think we should see her there. Don't you? Georgia's Finest((Fu-owned by Timothy))@ fubar Fan, Rate, Add, Bling her!Send her your fubucks, because seriously, how many e-drinks can ya buy? =] PLEASE REPOST!!!! Per§ia, ETid, FuGF of Ruby Cairo & xXSedative Death DemonxX ? CounterB!tch to Trancy@ fubar Blueprints For Future Homes - Norma Jean

Just Words
Not sure what I'm writing tonite, but there is an unknown presence beside me that is giving me terrible thoughts. There are alot of people in this world, but few in this universe. How do I stay connected without losing my sense of self...without losing my original love. I feel like i've recycled my life over and over again, and can't find anyway to connect to anyone anymore. For once, it would be nice to belong. But what good is a sanctuary if you constantly leave this beautiful place. Starring at so many possibilities and always wondering the infinite lives we missed to choose one, only one. Humanity has lost all sense of love. Passing by, passing by, forgetful fools we are. Trying to impress such empty suits. Still asleep and pretending to be alive. Robotic expressions running protocol errands, leaving only the child within still and silent. Can't imagine being a ghost, so surround myself with them. It's becoming very difficult to express or communicate with you now.

Beyond Lonely
I hate moments like this... im watching tv and i start to see just how sad my life really is! I have a great girl who lives 800 miles away, i live in my mothers basement, i work my ass off and all my money goes to paying child support and food for work! I need to get another job but if i do i will have no time for anything but work. i miss my kids i miss my friends and i miss having a life. i dont thnik things are ever gonna get better for me i just feel like givin up!

#2
1. Where is your cell phone? it's on vibrate , u guess lol 2. Where is your significant other? under my desk 3. Your hair? top of my head 4. Your mother? yo'motha 5. Your father? I think he was the milk man, but we never did a paternity test , damn coulda had free milk!! 6. Your favorite thing? sex slave , u applying lol 7. Dream last night? yes and it was wet ..... it rained , u perv! lol 8. Your dream/goal? for a man to be honest 9. The room you're in? tiny, padded cell , but I think they're gonna let me out soon 10. Your hobby? masturbating to ur pics 11. Your fear? that you'll delete your pics 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? with you in those pics 13. Where were you last night? under u , milkin it lol 14. What you're not? a tall thin big boobed blonde 15. Muffins? no thanx , I have my own 16. One of your wish list items? a personal massuese , u wanna apply lol 17. Where you grew up? I grew up , when?? lol 18. The last thing you did? your br

Why
Loving someone you cannot have. Someone whom you know was made for you. Nothing in the world has made you feel so complete so at peace so whole. Nothing has made you cry from within just for the look in their eyes. My soul is shattered I am bound by this life bound by my choices bound from the only thing that I have ever lived for. Imprisoned by my own choices. By my own. Shattered pieces fly as they are projected by my souls screams. Shattered pieces that only the wind can carry to my souls love.

Steel
Today I heard steel in your voice. I felt it in the air. Today Steel ran through my veins and threatened to harden me. Today I noticed that the rose you gave to me was not the only rose in the world. I saw that there are more, and that what we have is not the only gardener that grows them. Today I needed you, and you were not there. Today I noticed that it is my fault. Today I saw that sleep brings not rest, but sorrow. Today, I will not only remember the steel I heard and saw. I will feel it.

Plz Send Your Prayers And Thaughts
Many people know her,and I have been asked byher husband to relaya very sad message WET KITTY~ FANTASIA HEAD GREETER~ Wet Kitty was hospitalized in Florida 11 days ago, she was stricken by a Staff infection which moved into a condition known as Sepsis.At this point in time she is in ICU, the doctors are saying that her body is failing. Her kidneys stopped working a few days ago, as did her liver. Her brain is receiving no oxygen. After consulting with Wet Kitties Mom, the decision has been made to remove her from life support. Please leave your respects for Wet Kitty on her page, she will be missed by all who know her. Truly Madly Deeply - Savage Garden

My Dearest One
There are no words to express how much I truely care so many times I fantisize of feelings we can share My heart has never known the Joy you bring to me As if GOD knew what I wanted and made you a reality I d die to hold you or to kiss you or merely to see your face my stomach quivers my body shivers and my heart increases pace To give me $money or lots of gold would not be the same to me I prayed and watched the distant stars and finally you came to me!

Losing Internet Tomorrow
im losing my internet tomorrow and will only have access to myspace, yim, aim....if you would like my info to still get ahold of me then leave me a message please and ill give the shit to you...dont wanna lose all my friends on here...ill be back on fubar when i can...but for now the only way is to get me on one of the messengers or just to email me.... bigbeautifulmama420@yahoo.com mamalette420@hotmail.com jaynkris420@aol.com www.myspace.com/kodyntia dont forget me Kristina

Unliving And Rebirth
A creation of mine. It represents the unliving state that is lived in, all unaware - right up until the point that you awaken from the trance and find the food to sustain your soul. Divinity, chose your path.

One Rate
JUST ONE RATE IS ALL SHE NEEDS... ONE FROM EACH ONE OF YOU!! SO GO, RATE IT ... NOW! NOW .. ITS THAT SIMPLE.. THANK YOU!!! BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE AND ONLY: Drunk1™ **Owned By Lucky & Alison**@ fubar fine print: Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway.

What Types Of Vampires Are In Existence?
This is a sampler of vampire legends from around the world. - Asasabonsam: W. African. Folklore of the Ashanti people. Asasabonsam are human looking vampires except that they have hooks instead of feet and iron teeth. The Asasabonsam are tree dwelling vampires that live deep in the forest. They sit in the tops of trees with their legs dangling down which enables them to catch their victims with their hooked feet. They tend to bite their victims on the thumb. - Baital: Indian. These vampires natural form is that of a half-man, half-bat creature roughly four feet tall. They are otherwise unremarkable. - Bajang: Malaysian. The bajang normally take the form of polecats. Sorcerers could enslave and force them to kill his enemies, and some families were believed to be hereditarily stalked by the bajang. - Baobhan Sith: Scottish. The baobhan sith (pronounced buh-van she) are evil fairies who appear as beautiful young women and will dance with men they find until th

The Salem Witch Trial
The story Salem was divided into a prosperous town second only to Boston and a farming village. The two bickered again and again. The villagers, in turn, were split into factions that fiercely debated whether to seek ecclesiastical and political independence from the town. To understand the events of the Salem witch trials, it is necessary to examine the times in which accusations of witchcraft occurred. There were the ordinary stresses of 17th-century life in Massachusetts Bay Colony. A strong belief in the devil, factions among Salem Village fanatics and rivalry with nearby Salem Town, a recent small pox epidemic and the threat of attack by warring tribes created a fertile ground for fear and suspicion. In 1688, after a quarrel between two women called Glower and Goodwin, the child of the latter attending to the violent scene falled in convulsions. Glower, a catholic irish was charged of witchcraft and executed. In 1689 the villagers won the right to establish their own chur

Yay, Meeeeee!!!!!!
I was just given an Oscar for being an asshole....LMMFAOOooOOooOOoo!!!!!! Read what the ignorant cunt wrote: "for being the biggest asshole for no reason ... lmao what is your problem? why are u all the sudden acting like this with me in mums ur never rude to me... are u not sure who i am cause i changed pic? i understand u friend died im very sorry but stop taking it out on me i did nothing wrong at all" While someone I knew slightly from the MuMMs died tragically and recently, it has nothing to do with my dislike for Kristen Victoria. What I can't stand is how these illiterate, ugly pre-op trannies think that because they have two legs to spread, that they can dole out their inbred advice for all to benefit from. You should read some of the shit that this insipid, uneducated twat spills out in the MuMMs, like she's able to share everybody's life experiences with them, and can empathize. Maybe if she could at least spell half-assed instead of not at all, I wouldn't get

You Could Hear A Pin Drop
You could have heard a pin drop When in England , at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of empire building' by George Bush. He answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return.' You could have heard a pin drop. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ There was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a break, one of the French engineers came back into the room saying 'Have you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he intende

Throw Your Horns In The Air Because Your Band Fucking Sucks
I tend to Laugh at those unfortunate philistines who utter things like "Rap is so appealing because it gives people something to relate to," or "You can't be angry at people who listen to Hardcore/Screamo/Emo music just because they're expressing themselves." I also get bitched at because I don't give a "Fair Chance" to accept change in Music. The truth of the matter is this, I really truly want to believe that no genre is inherently bad, and that these genres themselves contain some spark of an ideal that can't be corrupted. I try to make myself believe that, but one thing always gets in my way: This new generation of "Metal" If there's one track out there that disproves the notion that all of today's Metal is complete fucking crap, I'd absolutely love to hear it. I would rest easy for the remainder of my days, comforted by the knowledge that my jolly, populist theories about music were confirmed. I've been searching for a non-horrible metal song like the Holy Grail, but whenever I

My Father
MOUNTAIN OF A MAN MY FATHER Well it's about time i tell people about my father. The only man i know alive i would give my life for you see he is the reason i am what i am today. I guess it's been about 30 some odd years ago this mountain of a man came into my life and he and my mom got married in 1971. He took us 5 kids and treated us like he was our own FATHER after all in his eyes he was ,over the years hes sacrificed worked 3 jobs just to give us what we needed and sometimes what we wanted. Growing up it always seemed he was harder on me than the other kids . But now that i'm older an wiser i realize he was hard on me cause he wanted me to be the man that he knew i would be. You see know i drive a truck and i am a DRIVER INSTRUCTOR and every day of my life i strive to be the best that i can because of the values that he instilled in me. Over the years he has sacrificed a lot and his health has faltered but he bounces back and he does that quite well but you se

Pirate?
You Are 45% Pirate Ahoy matey! Ye can think o' yerself as a swashbuckler in trainin'. If ye study hard an 'do what the captain tells ye, ye may be gettin' part o' the booty. Get to work on yer pillagin', swordfightin', an' drinkin'. Ye dasn't want to end up in Davy Jones' locker, so make sure ye pipe down when the captain be around. Would You Make a Good Pirate?

Curved
Peyronie's Disease: Curvature of the penis Peyronie's disease is a severe curvature of the erect penis. It's named after an Italian physician to King Louis XIV of France. This physician was the first to note the disorder back in the 1700s. While it is somewhat common, it is not often mentioned. A minor bend in the erect penis is perfectly normal, as few penises are straight as an arrow. In some cases of Peyronie's, however, the penis can bend severely left, right, up or down, or even back on itself, making intercourse impossible. FAQ What causes a curved penis? Although the cause of Peyronie's disease isn’t known for sure, some physicians theorize that the curvature may form as a result of trauma to the penis. A shearing force causes indirect injury and microbleeding. During healing, certain growth factors are upregulated, causing an abnormal amount of scar tissue (or plaque) to form. Although it was once thought that this might occur during rough sex, that view is less

Who Wants To Be My Fu-slave?
O so now I have a fabulous and loving fu-wife, and a great fu-owner, now I am wanting to see if anyone out there wants to be my fu-slave, just apply here and I will pick a winner tomorrow afternoon!!! Much love to all entrants!!!! Rob

Tail Of The Dragon
ok ya'll i'm going to take on the "Tail of the Dragon" this weekend.....for those of you who haven't heard of the "Dragon Tail" or who don't know what it really is here is some info for ya..... The Tail of the Dragon at Deals Gap, with 318 curves in 11 miles, is America's number one motorcycle and sports car road. The nearby Cherohala Skyway is quickly becoming number two with its remote 60 miles of scenic mountain highway. The area also has other roads less traveled.This is by far the most fun you can have on 2 or 4 wheels....i have rode the tail more times than i can count and have enjoyed every time....so what do ya'll say....come join me as i ride the tail....that is if ya not scared....lmao.....

Lost In You
My fingers get lost in those strings but I got lost in those flings that were flung for me to catch and understand. Jingle, jangle,strum. I'm tired. I go. I am beckoned so it seems like I am wanted yet I am not the desire. I am not alone but it feels like I am. Oh!!! The intoxication, the excitement. I wish you could feel this but only I can. I dont understand it but i caught it. And u will understand it only after Ive let it go. Cause right now youre 1,000 miles away and I'm lying next to you. It always happens like that. Staring off in the distance...it's getting blurry, I must be tired. No wait my eyes are tearing.......OUCH! Look down. My fingers are dripping blood...as I strum my guitar.

Whodini
whodini said it best in his song Friends: "When we first went out together, we barely knew each other We had no intentions, on becoming lovers But in no time at all, you became my girl Me and you, one on one, against the world Talkin on the telephone for hours at a time Or else I was at your house, or you was at mine Then came the arguements and all kinds of problems Besides making love, we had nothing in common It couldnt last long because it started out strong But I guess we went about the whole thing wrong Cause out of nowhere it just came to an end Because we became lovers before we were friends" left this as a comment earlier. thought i would save it.

Art Of Dying
The Art of feeling the slowing heart, dying.... a body lay helpless,growing cold, left alone, crying. A weakened hand so febble, that trembles,that shake's.... Stretches out into yander,yerning death for it to take.... A cold mist of rain, slowly covers it's skin, while it lay there quivering, as the dampness sinks in.. Excepting the darkness, lifes final breath thats craved For knowone to morn it's slipping away. As Written: Twist'a Fate

Need To Close This Account
Yesterday, I said I would close this account if it created any additional cause for concern for the person I'm dating. It does. That was very confusing at first because he's had an account here since 2007 and has many "friendships", "fans", etc. I became curious and tried it for less than a week and suddenly it seemed that this was an awful thing. His position is that he only has this account to stay in touch with four friends. Reality is that you can stay in touch with friends via Yahoo, MSN.... He says this is a meat market and that he has years of experience with the various types of lifestyles seen here. He thinks that since I began getting to see things like taverns and concerts just a few years ago that I'll somehow manage to get myself in trouble. Or someone will talk me into meeting them. I hate to admit this, but he is probably right. The world I know is filled with family, home, friends. business, IT, etc. This site is a whole different world. It's still frust

Broken Dreams - Track 11 - Desperate
Broken Dreams None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is pure luck. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This is the sequel to my story "Bad November". If you haven’t read that stop then please read it first. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Desperate Desperate to please/ Desperate to love/ Until I met you/ Then I learned I had it wrong/ Trampled my heart/ Did you hate me/ What does it matter/ Track 11 Gavin woke me up early Wednesday, Christmas Eve, and we made love. We had to be quiet and make sure no one heard us but the act itself felt good.

Writings
For all of you who occasionally have a really bad day when you just need to take it out on someone!!! Don't take that bad day out on someone you know, take it out on someone you DON'T know!!! Now get this. I was sitting at my desk, when I remembered a phone call. I had to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered nicely saying, "Hello?" I politely said, "This is Patrick Hanifin and could I please speak to Robin Carter?" Suddenly the phone was slammed down on me! I couldn't believe that anyone could be that rude. I tracked down Robin's correct number and called her. She had transposed the last two digits incorrectly. After I hung up with Robin, I spotted the wrong number still lying there on my desk. I decided to call it again. When the same person once more answered, I yelled "You're a jackass!" and hung up. Next to his phone number I wrote the word "jackass," and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills, or had a really bad day, I'd

You Still Wonder
For Jason our eyes meet, magnetic poetic, your lips touch mine, erotic electric, arms encircle me, euphioric idyllic, together we, synchronic rhythmic. and you still wonder do I love you? a query you should never have to voice, those words remaining within, answered by tenderness of touch, by sweet emotion, by thoughts mirrored in chestnut irisies, that brush softly across you, painting images deep within memory, while this soul speaks to yours, saying all the words ever needing to be said.

Fake It-seether
Who's to know if your soul will fade at all The one you sold to fool the world You lost your self-esteem along the way Yeah Good God your coming up with reasons Good God your dragging it out Good God it's the changing of the seasons I feel so raped So follow me down And just fake it if your out of direction Fake it if you don't belong, yeah Fake it if you feel like a back stab Woah your such a fucking hypocrite And you should know that the lies wont hide your flaws No sense in hiding all of yours You gave up on your dreams along the way Yeah Good God your coming up with reasons Good God your dragging it out Good God it's the changing of the seasons I feel so raped So follow me down And just fake it if your out of direction Fake it if you don't belong, yeah Fake it if you feel like a back stab Woah your such a fucking hypocrite Whoah Whoah I can fake with the best of anyone I can fake with the best of em all I can fake with the best of anyone

Proposition 420 - Medicinal Marijuana Policy
Proposition 420 Section 1: Medicinal Marijuana Purpose: To allow for Patient prescribed use, cultivation and possession of Cannabis products for Personal Medicinal reasons; The patient is to determine whether or not Cannabis is needed of should be used as a Medicine of choice for pain management, appetite stimulation or any other ailment or benefit which Cannabis has been suspected or proven to assist with. "If people let government decide what foods they eat and what medicines they take, their bodies will soon be in as sorry a state as are the souls of those who live under tyranny." ~ Thomas Jefferson The use of Cannabis as a medicine of choice should not be prohibited or restricted in any fashion through Federally based controls. Being that Cannabis is a naturally occurring substance and that the active chemical therein are historically confirmed through millennia of recorded use with no known social or health deterrents, the use of Cannabis as a medicine of choic

???
How do people blatantly use others and have no remorse what so ever? It makes no sense to me at all. How someone thats does everything they can gets trampled over like a piece of garbage. And people can't figure out why I trust no one. It seems obvious to me.

Prostitution Has Not Suffered Drop-off
Prostitution has not suffered drop-off despite economic meltdown Hermann for News Escorts Dylan, Nadia and Sarah know when a story's got legs. It's still a good time to be morally bankrupt. The plunging Dow Jones and panicky investors are hardly a problem for the world's oldest profession, where business is still brisk. "The market is down, business is down, but we feel it less," said Dylan, 24, a promotional model-turned-Manhattan prostitute. "We're still busy." The long-haired, long-legged hooker then explained why the red-light district remains a blue-chip commodity: "If men are horny, they're going to come in here." Take that, Ben Bernanke. Dylan works for a Manhattan madam who runs a pair of prostitution dens north of Wall Street. Unlike the $4,000-an-hour girls of male fantasies or gubernatorial road trips, Madam Sadie's employees charge $260 for 60 minutes - or $160 for 30 minutes. "The $1,000-an-hour girls are just not making it" with the

True Love Ii
Love What does it mean to say I love you? It means I treasure you who you are, what you are but even more--- what you are becoming. When I say I love you I see you as you are-- beautifully and wondrously made; special and unique, like no one else in all God's universe. When I say I love you they are not words of ownership but of thanksgiving. freedom, not bondage, loving the you, you are! When I say I love you I see in you revealed in you the potential of all that God created you to be. When I say I love you I acknowledge oneness, with God, with you with all the universe. I am saying thank you to God, that you have touched my life and I yours thereby enriching us both. Many blessings of Love and Joy. Author: Angelbeybe

Kids...
Alright, this was cute......... Yesterday afternoon, Lil' Man was sitting in the hallway with all his toys, just..makin' a mess and fully enjoying the new ginormous truck he just got. He drops something in his hand and decided to announce that he was NOT happy about it....by saying this... "SHIT!" (He's only 2 1/2, mind you so that word is NOT allowed to be heard from him for many years to come.) We all stopped and his mother quickly yelled to him "WHAT WAS THAT YOU JUST SAID, MISTER!?" Without so much as skipping a beat he nonchalantly turned to her and responded.... "Poop, momma" All cute like and fully aware of just wtf he was doing, then goes back to playing like nothing had happened. He sent the house into a wave of laughter that everyone is still kinda giggling about. Little wiseass punk, we've taught him well.Just thought I'd share that with you all as well. Everyone could use a good laugh now and then. =) ~Gigglesnorts, ends paragraph~

Deleting
SO i'm not deleting my Fubar account, but what I am going to do...starting tonight, is go thru and start deleting people who have talked to me once or less.... so if you want to stay my friend, SPEAK UP!!! thank you ~lilbit~

Someone Can't Be Trusted
ok so i deleted about 99% of my friends on here because SOMEONE, (haven't figured out who yet) has decided to be a real life rat... Thank you, to whoever you are, for making my life a living hell by giving out false information to some worthless people who are now stalking me on the internet, and threatening to call Child Protection Services on me. Whoever you are, has decided to tell these people that I am an alcoholic in real life (not true. don't have time to drink my worries away). So thanks to whoever it was that doesn't even know me in real life, who provided false and misleading information over the internet to try and get my children taken away from me. I realize that you,(whoever you are) or the pieces of shit that are stalking me on the net have no physical proof that I'm an alcoholic or drug addict or whatever else you said. I have nothing to worry about. Because i don't suck off the government for help, and i certainly don't spend all my time in a real life bar. As

Unconditional
An incredible love story has come out of China recently and managed totouch the world. It is a story of a man and an older woman who ran off to live and love each other in peace for over half a century. The 70-year-old Chinese man who hand-carved over 6,000 stairs up a mountain for his 80-year-old wife has passed away in the cave which has been the couple's home for the last 50 years. Over 50 years ago, Liu Guojiang a 19 year-old boy, fell in love with a 29 year-old widowed mother named Xu Chaoqin..In a twist worthy of Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet, friends and relatives criticized the relationship because of the age difference and the fact that Xu already had children. At that time, it was unacceptable and immoral for a young man to love an older woman.. To avoid the market gossip and the scorn of their communities,the couple decided to elope and lived in a cave in Jiangjin County in Southern ChongQing Municipality .. In the beginning, life was harsh as hey had nothing,

Wanna Be Loved
Wanna be loved. Not for who you think I am. Nor what you want me to be. Could you love me for me? Real love, with no strings attached. I wanna give you my heart. Don`t want to take it back. Been searching for a long long time. For that oh so true love. To comfort this heart of mine. No pretend. Stop wasting my time. A virtuous man is really hard to find. I`m only human, not looking for impossibility. Just a genuine man with sincerity. Someone who is always near to hold me. Show me you care, up front and boldly. Don`t shun my feelings, all the positive meanings. Love me morning, noon and seasons Love me forever I will love you forever

Reminiscing
He remembers how it used to be When he had you by his side. He remembers the nights you kept him warm And He still feels the love that never died. He remembers the smile you wore That always made his heart race. He remembers the smoothness of your skin, And every single line of your face. He remembers the comfort of your presence When he had nowhere else to go. He remembers the warm spring memories And watching all the flowers grow. He remembers the cold winter days When even the ice melted at your touch. He remembers the autumn drives, And watching the leaves change...you enjoyed it so much. He remembers the long summer evenings When your laughter filled the air. He remembers the love he has for you, but now you're gone...and it's just not fair.

As The Winds Whisper
As the winds whisper, their coldness touches my soul. As they carry away my pain and bury my tears. Where do they carry my sorrow? Who will hear my cries? This loss I can not bear. As I once held you, now you are taken from my arms. I fall to my knees, as my heart shatters to the ground. Is it fate that I walk alone? Or will fate bring me to you once again? I wait and listen for your return. I wait and listen to the whispers in the wind.

The Junkie
You're coming down badly You're crippled inside A rat in your sewer You've no place to hide A gut wrenching fever Addicted to death You don't give a fuck If it means your last breath You try so hard to quit But you'll never admit You're the junkie There's no reasoning why Cause the mirror don't lie You're the junkie You crave for the needle to stick in your vein Can't for the poison to kill all the pain You buy your cheap ticket to take a short ride That beautiful flower is eating your mind You try so hard to quit But you'll never admit You're the junkie There's no reasoning why Cause the mirror don't lie You're the junkie Your name means nothing You don't know the score Body is aching you still crave for more Sometimes you wish that you'd never been born Tormenting came with a crown full of thorns You're chasing the dragon You're chasing the high A bird with one wing Who's still trying to fly You're all out of spirit A dead man alive A born

Why Must I Have A Heart?
my whole life i have always been the "good freind" or the "sweet guy" just once id like to be thought of and treated as a hot guy i mean yes i know its shallow and w/e but just one time id like someone to like my outside as well as my inside...i mean i know in the overall plan of life it dont mean much and i understand that i sound uber emo right now...but i see these guys that are all flash and no substance and while i am glad that i have a brain and a good heart there is a small part of me that holds such envy for guys like daddy rocks hard and these buff guys that get tons of bling and love...the world today is shallow and looks are everything....and as much as it makes me sick....there is that part of me that craves to be that guy....when in rome.ect. so i guess this blog is just me bitching and thats how it will be looked at but still how i feel none the less...

No Way Around.....
When we start out our lives, we have No Conception of what Death Is--- Only Life,and what it may,or may not have in store for us as individuals. Some of us grow up Striving for a lifetime of "Higher Education",and seem to float thru our school years as we go, with little or no problem.... Some of us have a "Different Way" of learning what life is about, and choose to learn things that can't be tought to us from the pages of books, or from the words of the "Learned Ones". We embark on a journey that takes us our ENTIRE LIVES,trying to drink in all that we can, and somehow hold it, then somewhere, sometime, when we need that information, we do our best to remember it, and use it to it's fullest. For most of us.... we "Learn About Death" when a pet dies, or a family member passes away. "WE LEARN ABOUT WHAT IT IS"-- we have to ASK about it, and get fed information on it. What is is, how it works, and what causes it to happen. We're taught that it sometimes comes from "Old Age" or an

First Winner Is Dj Mutha Fukkin Z0mbieeeee
OCT 23RD ,2008Dj z0mbie WAS TITLED THE HEAVIEST MOST BRUTAL DJ ON THE FU RECOGNIZE THE SICKEST DJ ON ALL OF FU -l- Dj z0mbie -l- PROVEN TO BE THE BEST DJ ON ALL OF FUCLICK THE LINK ABOVE TO GO TO THE CHAMPS HOMEPAGE THANX TO EVERYONE THAT TOOK PART!! JUST CLICK THE BANNER AND GO TO THE HOME OF THE HEAVIEST DJ ON ALL OF FUDj z0mbie!!!!!

Poem: Silent Comfort
Undone Behind closed eyes, I picture you undone Torrid eyes watching, making us as one I’ll bring you sunrise, after hard sunset Touch you with purpose, baby Burn you hot, dripping wet Let me slip inside you Feel my body guide you Nothing else will please you No one else needs you Under my cover, give you sinful sex Bury myself inside you, sweet animal flesh Steal whatever heart there is to take Use you well, baby Rape your love to seal my fate I don’t want your promise, tell me your lies Forget cheap words, I’ll take what’s in your eyes If you want the beginning, I’ll give you the end I just want your sex, baby I’m not your friend *Published in Caution: Raw Passion, 2008

Take It Easy On Me- Lrb
___________________________________________________ It used to be so easy to be your lover We wandered through the days like they had no end But now that you are gone I'm under cover I just can't think about you as a friend Take it easy on me It should be easy to see I'm getting lost in the crowd Hear me crying out loud Just want you to know I know that you have to go It's all up to you But whatever you do Take it easy on me So now I'll go the minstrel road Without you I know there will be times When I need you there And each night as I sing those songs About you I'll think back to the time When you used to care Take it easy on me It should be easy to see I'm getting lost in the crowd Hear me crying out loud Just want you to know I know that you have to go It's all up to you But whatever you do Take it easy on me Take it easy on me Oh baby, don't leave me crying Should be easy to see I've needed you for so long Just one more chance with you O

Do You Think In Abundance?
"To know what you're thinking, ask yourself how you are feeling. emotions are valuable tools that instantly tell us what we are thinking." "Decide what you want to be, do, and have, think the thoughts of it, emit the frequency, and your vision will become your life." "When I discovered The Secret, everything in my life, including the state of my company, was totally transformed, because I changed the way I was thinking. As my accountants continued to fuss about the figures and focus on that, I kept my mind focused on abundance and all being well. I know with every fiber of my being that the Universe would provide, and it did. it provided in way I could not hae imagined. i had my moments of doubt, but when the thought came I immediately moved my thoughts to the outcome of what I wanted. I gave thanks for it, I felt the joy of it, and I believed."

Done
just wanted to let all my friends know im deleteing my fubar and my yahoo. i wont be back on anymore, to much shit going on and im shatterd and im tired of picking up the peices , so have fun... byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Hinder - Better Then Me
I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While lookin' through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lyin' in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend... I won't think about you When I'm older Cause we never really had our closure T

Burt Reynolds
Dear Friends, I suck at PhotoShop and I need your help! I need my head in this Burt Reynolds pic...and I need a nice mustache. The mustache is important. If you're wondering why I want to be Burt then you obviously don't know about my gender identity issues :P Any volunteers? *waits*

My Reason For Not Having A Colonoscopy
My reason for not having a colonoscopy. Do you need anyother reason???? I called my friend Andy Sable, a gastroenterologist, to make an appointment for a colonoscopy. A few days later, in his office, Andy showed me a color diagram of the colon, a lengthy organ that appears to go all over the place, at one point passing briefly through Minneapolis . Then Andy explained the colonoscopy procedure to me in a thorough, reassuring and patient manner. I nodded thoughtfully, but I didn't really hear anything he said, because my brain was shrieking, quote, 'HE'S GOING TO STICK A TUBE 17,000 FEET UP YOUR BEHIND!' I left Andy's office with some written instructions, and a prescription for a product called 'MoviPrep,' which comes in a box large enough to hold a microwave oven. I will discuss MoviPrep in detail later; for now suffice it to say that we must never allow it to fall into the hands of America 's enemies. I spent the next several days productively

To Love
To love is not a weakness,It is a gift given to those lucky enough to receive it. Self preservations of ones feelings,should never overshadow.The light that love radiates. Wisdom of knowing what is true and what is not,is not always as clear as it would seem. Still for all the time spent there,it just makes ones heart grow all that much more

Battle Finals
THE BATTLEGROUNDS PRESENTS FINALS BATTLE WEDNESDAY NOV. 5TH AT 6PM CENTRAL TIME THE RULES ARE AS FOLLOWS ONLY LINKS CONTAINING BULLYS TO YOUR BATTLE MAY BE DROPPED AT LOUNGE OWNER'S APPROVAL. FAILURE TO ABIDE THIS RULE WILL DISQUALIFY YOU NO FUKKIN BAGHEADS!!! SHIT TALKING IS ENCOURAGED THIS IS A BATTLE HOUSE SET LENGTH IS 30 MINUTES WINNERS WILL HAVE THEIR LOUNGE BANNER AND BANNER FOR HOMEPAGE POSTED IN THE BATTLEGROUND FOR ONE WEEK. ALL DECISIONS BY JUDGES ARE FINAL 1 ROUND 4 WINNERS THROWIN DOWN WINNER OF FINALS WILL TAKE ON DJ Z0MBIE THURSDAY NOV 6TH 7PM CENTRAL TIME MIC OPTIONAL FOR BATTLE WINNER OF FINAL ROUND BATTLES ZOMBIE FOR TITLE THANX IN ADVANCE TO EVERYONE WHO TAKES PART!! JUST CLICK THE BANNER AND WE WILL SEE YOU THERE!!!!!

Hardest Heart
Let the morning sun proclaim The light of the world Let the golden day unfurl On every wave On every hill Each angered fist uncurl Caress the hardest heart Stir the sweeping earth Each stone Each blade of grass The soul of the world Ignite a brand new day Let the morning sun proclaim A brand new start On every wave On every hill Each stone Each blade of grass The soul of the world Ignite a brand new day A brand new start A brand new way Caress the hardest heart..

I Was Wrong
i thought i could be myself with you.. i thought i could get angry and blow my top and you would still be there after.. i thought i could have very bad days and you would be there to make them better.. i thought i could make mistakes and be forgiven.. i know we can work anything thru, as long as we are as one.. i know we are worth it, i thought you did too.. i know we are worth it, i thought you did too.. i know we are worth it, i hope you do too.. am i really wrong??

Sad
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home.. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called

The Coal Industry Not To Thrilled About Obamas Remarks.
The Ohio Coal Industry is not too happy about Barack Obama's remarks. See below: Ohio Coal Association Says Obama Remarks Make It Clear: Obama Ticket Not Supportive of Coal Last update: 10:42 a.m. EST Nov. 3, 2008 COLUMBUS, Ohio, Nov 03, 2008 /PRNewswire--USNewswire via COMTEX/ -- Mike Carey, president of the Ohio Coal Association (OCA), today issued the following statement in response to just-released remarks from Senator Barack Obama about the nation's coal industry. "Regardless of the timing or method of the release of these remarks, the message from the Democratic candidate for President could not be clearer: the Obama-Biden ticket spells disaster for America's coal industry and the tens of thousands of Americans who work in it. "These undisputed, audio-taped remarks, which include comments from Senator Obama like 'I haven't been some coal booster' and 'if they want to build [coal plants], they can, but it will bankrupt them' are extraordinarily misguided. "It's evident t

I Have No Voice!!
I am no master politician here, and I will start out by saying apparently I have no voice.....I disagree. I have heard that if you don't vote then you don't have a right to complain, I again disagree...I can complain all I want, but I wont. You probably have never heard me say a negative word about Bush. I don't blame one man on our nation's problems, do you all understand it is impossible for one man to be the reason for all of the things wrong with us. Does anyone understand how the government works? I took all those government classes, I did not like them, but I did appreciate what I learned. And while I have a lot to learn, I do know it takes more then one man to make a decision. He does not just make a decision right away, he listens to all those in his cabinet, in his administration, and his own heart. And yes, I did not and do not agree with a lot of what has happened, I also realize that there is a lot I do not understand and he has the opinions and expertise of many of the top

I'm No Politico, But Here's My Stand.
ENOUGH ALREADY! I'm sick to death of all the political attacks disguised as advertizements. I'm oh so very tired of hearing about CHANGE. If I hear someone call themselves a MAVERICK one more time I just might vomit. I despise the MOCKERY we have made of our system of government and the rubbish we must endure every two to four years at this time of year. Let me be clear about something. I am a registered member of the GOP, however I am not a red-state automaton. I vote my conscience as I was raised to. I do not favor one age group, race or gender when it comes to our elected officials. I would be the first to vote for a 35 year old African American woman if I felt she would be the best possible leader for our nation. I do feel that the office of the President requires some proven leadership experience. This is not a place for on the job training. I am not satisfied that either ticket fully appreciates this. While I have no issue with Senator McCain's record in management and leader

The 1st Black President
What is on the Back of the Two Dollar Bill? The back of the $2 bill has an engraving of the signing of the Declaration of Independence. In the image is a man who has dark skin and wearing a powdered wig while sitting at the table just to the left of the men standing in the center of the engraving. This dark skinned man is John Hanson in his position as president of the continental congress. In the original painting hanging in the U.S. Capitol Rotunda, the dark skinned man does not appear!!! A "Black" Man, A Moor, John Hanson Was the First President of the United States! 1781-1782 A.D.??? George Washington was really the 8th President of the United States! George Washington was not the first President of the United States. In fact, the first President of the United States was one John Hanson. Don't go checking the encyclopedia for this guy's name - he is one of those great men that are lost to history. If you're extremely lucky, you may actually find a brief mention of his nam

Graphics For Sale!!!
Hello everyone,, I've been making graphics for a while now and alot of you wanted me to make you some of them,, but Ive decided that if you want a graphic and your not in my top family then you have to pay me in ""FUBUCKS"" if you want a graphic!!! I make these daily so I go by whos email I get first.. please dont send me a SB asking because I will not respond!!! I take my time with these and I dont want any interuption!! Please dont send me messages wondering when you can get your graphic... I will only give you your graphic if you pay me first!! & please dont say that you made the graphic becasue these are 100% © material by me!! So include my screenname for the ""CAPTION""!!! Down below I have included photos of my work.. please feel free to view them and if you have any questions about the graphics please let me know!

A Plane Ride
Barack Obama, Michelle Obama and Oprah Winfrey were flying on Obama's private plane. Obama looked at Oprah, chuckled and said, 'You know, I could throw a $1,000 bill out of the window right now and make somebody very happy.' Oprah shrugged her shoulders and replied, 'I could throw ten $100 bills out of the window and make ten people very happy. Michelle added, 'That being the case, I could throw one hundred $10 bills out of the window and make a hundred people very happy.' Hearing their exchange, the pilot rolled his eyes and said to his co-pilot, 'Such big-shots back there. Sh*t I could throw all of their @sses out of the window and make 56 million people very happy.'

People
Most people who know me know that I'm a pretty easy going girl. I'm really responsible and I take care of things that I need to take care of. But there are some people who still feel the need to treat me like I'm a damn child. People tell me what I need to do or have to do or make sure I did something that I was supposed to do. They even feel the need to tell me how I should raise my own child. She needs this, you have to do this for her, don't do that.... blah blah blah. I am sick and fuckin tired of people telling me how I should live my life. Its my life and I will live it as I see fit. And if ya'll don't like it then just kiss my ass.

Poem
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you and share with you its beauty on the days your feeling blue If I could build a mountain you could call it your very own A place to find serenity A place to be alone If I could take yours troubles I would cast them into the sea But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me I can't build a mountain or catch a rainbow fair But let me be what I know best A bestfriend who's always there

Stupid American Things
Only in america ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. ________________________________ Only in America.....do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. ________________________________ Only in America.....do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. ________________________________ Only in America.....do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. ________________________________ Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. ________________________________ Only in America.....do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. ________________________________ EVER WONDER ... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? ________________________________ Why women can't put on masc

Pervs!!!
just want to know why you get these perverts that want you to give them your yahoo id or email address..well first of all im happily married..im happy with being able to chat in the shoutbox but some pervs think you will cam to cam with them or some stupid crap..well im only here for friends my husband takes care of all my other needs so no need to ask me for my info if i wanted you to have it i would have given it to you..oh and another thing i dont have a cam so dont bother asking..for all the non perverts i hope you all have a great day...

To Those Who Serve Our Country
IT OCCURES TO ME TODAY THAT A LOT OF YOU ON HERE HAVE A LOVED ONE SERVING OUR AND YOUR COUNTRY IN THE MILLITARY. THIS BLOG IS A SALUTE TO YOU FOR THE SACRAFIC YOU AND YOUR FAMILY AND LOVED ONES ARE MAKING. CHEERS, PRAYERS, AND GOOD HEALTH AND LOVE TO YOU ALL.

Holiday Exercise
AS PART OF OUR GOOD-HEALTH GOALS THIS NEXT YEAR. I CAME ACROSS THIS EXERCISE TO BUILD MUSCLE STRENGTH IN THE ARMS AND SHOULDERS. IT SEEMS SO EASY THAT I AM DIRECTING YOU TO INCLUDE IT AS PART OF YOUR OWN EXERCISE GOALS FOR NEXT YEAR. BEGIN BY STANDING ON A COMFORTABLE SURFACE, WHERE YOU HAVE PLENTY OF ROOM AT EACH SIDE. WITH A 5-LB POTATO SACK IN EACH HAND, EXTEND YOUR ARMS STRAIGHT OUT FROM YOUR SIDES AND HOLD THEM THERE AS LONG AS YOU CAN. TRY TO REACH A FULL MINUTE, THEN RELAX. EACH DAY, YOU'LL FIND THAT YOU CAN HOLD THIS POSITION FOR JUST A BIT LONGER. AFTER A COUPLE OF WEEKS, MOVE UP TO 10-LB POTATOESACKS, AND EVENTUALLY TRY TO GET TO WHERE YOU CAN LIFT A 100-LB POTATO SACK IN EACH HAND AND HOLD YOUR ARMS STRAIGHT FOR MORE THAN A FULL MINUTE. AFTER YOU FEEL CONFIDENT AT THAT LEVEL, PUT A POTATO IN EACH OF THE SACKS: BUT BE CAREFUL

Roasted Chicken Thighs W/ Brussels Sprout Pasta.
I just made this, it tasted awesome and you can either feed a ton of people with it or eat it for over a week. I live alone, so that means I don't have to cook for the next nine days. Score! Ingredients: pack of chicken thighs, around 10 3 tbs. mayo 1 tsp. spicy mustard Worcestershire sauce hot sauce dried rosemary dried thyme dried parsley salt & pepper 1 lg. onion, chopped or sliced 1 lb. Brussels sprouts, sliced 1 1/2 tbs. extra virgin olive oil 1 1/2 tbs. butter 1 tsp. allspice 1 tsp. dried sage 1 bag shredded mozzarella Preheat oven to 400 degress. Mix mayo, mustard, Worcestershire sauce, hot sauce, rosemary, thyme, parsley, and salt and pepper in a bowl. Smear on chicken and put skin side down in a metal baking pan. Cover with foil and bake 1 hour. Remove foil, flip chicken skin side up, and bake an additional 20 mins. Start boiling water for pasta. Heat skillet over medium-high heat, put in oil and butter. Saute onions until soft, then add brus

Idiots In Mums
This dumb bitch post a mum about how neglectful she is of her kid. And I called her on it in a second mum. I told this girl that I hoped someone called CPS on her. She was bragging about her neglect of him in one mum and thanking mummers in the second. So everyone attacks me in mums needlessly but I jump one mindless bitch and this is what I get... SilverOak ™ Online (tangerine dreaming) Pawtucket, RI November 15, 2008 @ 11:47 am #95 of 98 Crissy: FYI, children will have times when they need to vent just to unwind. They learn about 1500 new things a day and experience frustration over all the things they still want to learn. Do some research before you attack someone needlessly. Who the hell does he think he is? Defender of stupid whores? I hope someone shows him this and he sees what I said. Cause if the mother fucker is gona attack me when I'm not around to defend myself then I can sure as hell attack his ass.And as a woman who is finishing her degree in psychol

No Title
My heart is merely pieces left Nothing I do is ever good enough I am reminded of my mistakes and flaws My tears are my only companion at night They faithfully are by my side til I drift off Your tones so cold with me I can only dream of one day finding the warmth of kind words from someone We all make mistakes, noone is perfect Im sorry I messed up so much Im sinking in the quicksand beneath my feet There is no way out

Oral Love
I lay beside him wondering, Does he want to? Not asking, Raising up Going down. Taking him By surprise. Caught, completely off guard. I gripped him tight. Stroked him as I Gently sucked his balls. Readying my mouth to Hold him. Teasing, The skin between his Balls and tight ass. He moaned. I knew he liked that. My fingers stay, teasing….. I raised up, my mouth over his Head, Licking it. Swirling my tongue Around The head of his rock hard cock. Kissing, licking, Playfully taking a little at a time. He thrusts, I rub his belly, Relaxing him back down on the bed. He watched me Fully engulfing him. The air fills with Moans, His and mine. He thrusts constantly, I take it. He grabs hair, I like it. We are in sync, Me sucking, Him fucking My mouth. Balls tighten, body shaking, Still in contact with my throat, He feels me Swallow. I lick him clean. I raise up Kissing his dick, Laying my head on the Pillow. © 2007, Kristin E. Porter. All

Just One Rate Will Do It
Would you please rate this photo for me. If you rate it i will rate 10 of your pics in return. Here's the link to the pic. Just private message me a screen shot showing you rated the pic and I will come and rate 10 of your pics in exchange. If you get others to rate i will rate 10 of theirs and 10 more of yours, if they say in their private message to me that you sent them.

Epilepsy
@ fubar"> @ fubar"> EPILEPSY...What Is It? Epilepsy is a medical condition that produces seizures affecting a variety of mental and physical functions. It’s also called a seizure disorder. When a person has two or more seizures, they are considered to have epilepsy. A seizure happens when a brief, strong surge of electrical activity affects part or all of the brain. One in 10 adults will have a seizure sometime during their life. Seizures can last from a few seconds to a few minutes. They can have many symptoms, from convulsions and loss of consciousness to some that are not always recognized as seizures by the person experiencing them or by health care professionals: blank staring, lip smacking, or jerking movements of arms and legs. More than 3 million people in the U.S. have some form of epilepsy. About 200,000 new cases of seizure disorders and epilepsy are diagnosed each year.

Fucked Up Things People Say To Me
I was pissed off at messages and convos like this "hey whats up so I have to be straight up with you I think your very sexy and I'd like to get to know you and come do something sexual to you so if you game and down then accept my invite and I will hit cha up and if I don't then get at me but if your not cool with that then don't accept its easy but anyway I hope to be hitting you up soon" DENY "hey u need a job? u can be my secretary for my business here in DC, i need someone who has ur assets to bring to the company." Yeah, assets...right... Me: I'm sorry, I'm not interested in you that way.. Person: I don't fucking care, you made me lose my bet. Guy: "I don't know why we didn't work. I want you back." Me: "You cheated on me...." Guy: "But I thought you were over that..." Me: "yeah...I'm over that....sure.." P.S. Good grammar is sexy more coming soon....

Three New Games Added To The Pixel Castle!
Two nice point and click adventure/puzzle games, Retardo and the Iron Golem and House, and one arcade game, Rudolphs Kick n' Fly. Check them out. The links will open in a new window. -> Retardo and the Iron Golem -> House -> Rudolphs Kick n' Fly Rudolphs Kick n' Fly is funny if you like kick elf's with a reindeer and watching them fly! Over 300+ games to play now for free at The Pixel Castle Have a super day!

"i Told You."
“I Told You.” I told you that kid was strange, I told you he wasn’t right. Ever since they moved in next door, I locked the doors tight. You see, little Jimmy has some “hobbies”, unlike other boys He has some darker interests, and he plays with darker toys. Remember that summer when he went on and on About earning some money and we let him cut our lawn? And we heard that screech and imagine that He’d run the mower right over our cat. Yes, I know, “It was an accident” he said And as he walked away and he turned his head Then I saw that smirk, that little grin And I knew one day he’d do us in. I told you back then and you said “No way!” But remember what happened that cold Christmas Day? Remember the red handprint we found on our door? I dreaded to think what that kid had in store. You said “He’s just eight.” He’s just a small child But I swear he is evil, he’s sick and he’s wild He lives in a place inside of his head A place filled with nightmares, the lan

When I Am In Heaven
When I am in Heaven When I am in Heaven, I am in complete control. Hasan promised Paradise; Did he imagine this? Did he see houri dancing? Long legged Nymphs and rich intoxicants? When I am in Heaven, I am in complete control. 1-22-99

Forgotten Angel
Yesturday you saw me. Today you remembered me. But tomorrow you will forget me! -The Forgotten Angel Yesturday I saw you. Today I remembered you, And tomorrow may never come, because I refuse to forget you! -The one who REMEMBERED the Forgotten Angel

A Request
A Request I ask of you, Give to me the fulfillment of this dream, This long awaited moment, So that when I lie on my final bed To rest my ancient bones, I can remember well the love we shared The dreams we wove, And know my life was good.

She Speaks To Me
she speaks to me She speaks to me with a voice That would soften a heart of stone The accents of her tongue Making a music like I’ve never known And the smile in her eyes... How do you call a golden blue? Shining clear and light, fresh and pure Like flowers touched with morning dew Her tress is a flaxen dream A golden halo fair And never before have I seen Such beautiful silken hair She smiles as I tell her this Her cheeks a rising blush But how can I tell her what I really feel With my heart in such a rush?

Fool For Love
Fool For Love My heart beats A thousand pumps A thousand lumps Choking my throat Sweet, tortured pain Causing me to scream “Ah, is this a dream? Where’s my release?” A prisoner of heart I cry for your touch Missing it ever so much A fool for love am I

Online Dating, Etc.
Okay, so maybe I'm wrong in calling people stupid for the things they do. It's a real shame that I don't care. I mean, you've got dudes online who will e-mail women pictures of their wangs and expect a positive response. That rarely works, but they still have the nerve to get all bent out of shape when it doesn't. Honestly, I'd say buy a hooker if you need to get laid THAT bad. I mean, it's a whole lot less work. Then there are some women who post nothing but pics of them in their underwear and have profiles that brag about their "assets" THEN whine about how all guys want from her is sex. Um...would you like to buy a clue? Seriously. That's like owning a bakery and saying: "You only come here because you want cake! What about my feelings? WAAAAAH!" Seriously, WTF? WISE UP, PEOPLE!

In Another Contest, What Was I Thinking??????
I'VE GONE AND DONE IT AGAIN...ENTERED A CONTEST! OH LORDY! WHAT WAS I THINKING?! THE WINNER GETS 2 AUTO 11'S, SO IF YOU HAVE SOME TIME, PLEASE LEAVE SOME COMMENTS :) OR IF YOU COULD JUST RATE THE PIC, THE PIC WITH THE MOST RATES GETS A BLING PACK. PRIVATE MESSAGE ME AND LET ME KNOW IF YOU LEFT SOME COMMENTS AND I'LL SPANK YOUR PAGE. WE ALL NEED A GOOD SPANKING NOW AND THEN ;) USUAL RULES APPLY, MUST BE AT LEAST A LEVEL 5, HAVE A SALUTE AND NO SCRIPTS. SO JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND BOMBS AWAY! LOL Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}~Proudly owned by Ms.Sassy,Gary&BooBoo~Loved by JonJon@ fubar

Not Again!
Nice to know that people are back lying about us again. First we were lyers, but NO ONE could tell us what the hell we lyed about. NOW all of a sudden we are stealers!!! First off, I have NEVER taken anything from anyone WITHOUT asking first!!! I was raised better than that. I may JOKE, on that subject, but I would not accually do it. I mean come on people. Where the hell are you getting this crap? Why would I steal something from a kid, i was WORKING as a babysitter MAKING money, what reason would I have to steal from some kid!!!!!!!!!! It makes no since what-so-ever. I was making $50 a week babysitting for Jess and Billy...... so why would I steal from some kid? I mean think about it, with the 50$ I was getting thats a game for my brothers Xbox360, or a few wal-mart 2 for 10$ movies...... or even something eles that I may want to spend money on, like wrestling gear..... I don't know who is now telling others that I stold something or in fact anything!!! But I am saying this right FZ*

Love This Song!!
I hung up the phone tonight, something happened for the first time, deep inside it was a rush, what a rush, Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same away about me, it’s just too much, just too much Why do I keep running from the truth, all I ever think about is you You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know Do you ever think, when you’re all alone, all that we can be, where this thing can go, Am I crazy or falling in love, is it real or just another crush Do you catch a breath, when I look at you, are you holding back, like the way I do, Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away Has it ever cross your mind when we’re hangin’, spending time girl, are we just friends, is there more, is there more, See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take, cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last, last forever, forever Do you ever think, when you’re all alone, all that w

For All My Horror Fans......
TUNE IN FRIDAY NOV.28TH AT 3PM PST ON BLOGTALKRADIO.COM/KITTY-VIXEN WHERE I WILL HAVE THE NEXT MISS HORRORFEST,DEMON! LISTEN AS SHE SHARES MORE ABOUT HER BEING A FINALIST AND HOW YOU CAN HAVE A CHANCE TO VOTE!!!! HERES A SNEEK PEEK OF DEMON DOING WHAT SHE DOES BEST! http://www.myspace.com/demonofdreams www.morbidmentality.com

Chris's Love
Mom: Wake up honey. Chris is downstairs waiting for you. Sarah: Oh my gosh. I woke up too late! I still need a shower and everything! Right when she said that Chris walked into her room smiling from ear to ear. Chris: No baby. You're beautiful just like that- now come on, I'm starving. Sarah: Okay. Sarah got out of bed, put on some clothes, took his hand, and walked out the door to his car and got in. Sarah: Where are we going? Remember that I have to be home by 1. I have cheerleading practice and you have football. Chris: I know.. Then Sarah noticed that Chris was really pale-looking. Sarah: Chris are you feeling okay? You look like you're sick.. Chris: Yeah; it's just my allergies. Sarah: Are you sure? Did you go to the doctor yet? Chris: Yeah.. I went yesterday. They just said to take some allergy pills and that I'll be okay. Sarah turned to look away from Chris. She knew there was something wrong. She has allergies and she does

Tupac + Poetry=love
Ya know when people think of Tupac they usually think of a rapper, a thug, someone from the streets. He was more than that. I feel that what he believed in during his lifetime can be used for many generations to come! Lately I've been thinking too hard about numerous things but I feel when i turn to these poems, they put me at ease. So here are a few that I like hope whoever read this like them too! "Jada" u r the omega of my heart the foundation of my conception of love when i think of what a black woman should be its u that i first think of u will never fully understand how deeply my heart feels 4 u i worry that we'll grow apart and i'll end up losing u u bring me 2 climax without sex and u do it all with regal grace u r my heart in human form a friend i could never replace "In the Depths of Solitude" i exist in the depths of solitude pondering my true goal trying 2 find peace of mind and still preserve my soul constantly yearning 2 be accepted and fro

Need Some Help Here
this is a conversation that started on fubar and ended on yahoo. the other person is the mother of my 2 yr old son. these fights have been going on for over a year and a half. am i crazy or is she only in it for the money? echomiepain (11/27/2008 11:02:12 PM): alright then so do you want to explain it to me? astinus5150 (11/27/2008 11:02:56 PM): u made the choice to leave tina, and i was in the hole, still am echomiepain (11/27/2008 11:03:24 PM): doesnt alter the fact that I was and still am too b. echomiepain (11/27/2008 11:03:35 PM): and hey..Im having to try and support myself and our child astinus5150 (11/27/2008 11:03:49 PM): that was also ur choice echomiepain (11/27/2008 11:04:23 PM): didnt get myself pregnant b. its just your choice wether to step up to the plate of responsibility or not. astinus5150 (11/27/2008 11:04:41 PM): dont even go there echomiepain (11/27/2008 11:04:42 PM): and the whole thing about teaching me a lesson by no back child support? your n

2 Years
It's been 2 years since a friend invited me here, to what was then Cherrytap. Things certainly change. I've changed as well. I've made good friends, and at times found good friends were not so good. In the end, I learned lessons about myself, and about life. I have not been spending as much time here lately. It used to be on all the time even when I was not sitting here. But I lost the desire to be here. The same goes for yahoo, myspace, and facebook. Now as tomorrow will be 2 years, I'm ready to go for a variety of reasons. The only thing I don't know is if I delete it all, or just stay away and see if there is a urge to come back later.

Good Or Bad?
You Are a Bad Girl You are 30% Good and 70% Bad You're a total bad girl, from your wild hair to tattooed toes. But you're too badass to even care if you're labeled “bad”! Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

My Favorite Christmas Story
Six To Eight Black Men By David Sedaris A heartwarming tale of Christmas in a foreign land where, if you've been naughty, Saint Nick and his friends give you an ass-whuppin'. I've never been much for guidebooks, so when trying to get my bearings in a strange American city, I normally start by asking the cabdriver or hotel clerk some silly question regarding the latest census figures. I say silly because I don't really care how many people live in Olympia, Washington, or Columbus, Ohio. They're nice enough places, but the numbers mean nothing to me. My second question might have to do with average annual rainfall, which, again, doesn't tell me anything about the people who have chosen to call this place home. What really interests me are the local gun laws. Can I carry a concealed weapon, and if so, under what circumstances? What's the waiting period for a tommy gun? Could I buy a Glock 17 if I were recently divorced or fired from my job? I've learned fr

Once Forgotten
IVE LEARNED OVER THE YEARS THAT YOU DONT KNOW WHAT TO REALLY FEEL UNTIL EVERYONE HAS MISSED YOU. NO MATTER WHAT SOMEONE SAYS TO ME IVE ALWAYS HAVE TO REMEMBER THAT I HAVE NO FRIENDS IN THIS WORLD EXCEPT MY FAMILY. NOW YOU FEEL EMOTIONAL WHEN NOONE COMES AROUND TO CHECK ON YOU. NOT EVEN A PHONE CALL. BUT, YOUR FAMILY WILL ALWAYS BE THERE TO LET YOU KNOW THAT YOUR LOVED AND RESPECTED. FRIENDS COME AND GO LIKE PUSSY. ONCE YOU GET FUCKED, AND WANT MORE ITS GETS OLD AND YOU WANT SOMETHING NEW. I WONT LIE TO ANYBODY HOW MANY PEOPLE CAN YOU COUNT ON ONE HAND RIGHT NOW THAT WILL ARE THERE FOR YOU? I BET YOU CANT COUNT ON ONE HAND. ONCE YOU REALIZE THAT PEOPLE AND FRIENDS WILL NEVER GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU AND WHAT YOU DO. YOU WILL HAVE PEACE. YOU HAVE TO SURROUND YOURSELF WITH PEOPLE THAT ARE INTO THE SAME THINGS YOUR INTO. THE OTHER IDIOTS YOU CALL FRIENDS ONCE THEY FORGET YOU THEY WILL NOTE YOU AS A MEMORY. NOTHING MORE THAN THAT. DONT EXPECT TO GET ANYMORE THAN WHAT THEY HAVE ALREADY GIVEN

Ok Cupid
The Vapor Trail Random Brutal Love Master (RBLM) Here today, gone today. You are The Vapor Trail. Are you in a relationship now? What about now? Vapor Trails can be highly charismatic people--unpredictable, confident, and magnetic. You're experienced. You know how to handle yourself in a relationship, and many people appreciate that. Many people, all in a row. You've had your share of blissful beginnings, to be sure. But things almost never turn out how you'd like, do they? The problem is you're never happy with someone for an extended period of time. Relate to the following: PositiveFeelings HER YOU Time Vapor Trails especially need a girl who will laugh at their jokes. They're also the most likely male type to be haunted by serious regret. FACT: A few of your exes, the ones you were best to, will always love you. Nice going. Your exact male opposite: The Backrubber Delib

Your Prayers Are Greatly Needed
Dear friends & Fans, My best friend Nick who I have known since grade school has bee diagnosed with a brain tumor . He will be operated on monday, please remember him & his family in prayer, I would do the same for you, thanks & God Bless : Gene (Constantine)

Temptations..........
temptations begins by capturing your attention. What gets your attention arouses your emotions. Then your emotions activate your behaviors and you act on what you felt. The more you focus on "I dont want to do this" the stronger it draws you into its web...

The Beach....
Golden brown sands cushion my bottom and feet while I sit here staring at the sky Looking up at the clouds' different shapes watching seagulls and doves fly by Entranced by this genuine beauty bringing my hands together I close my eyes In a state of peace and serenity as the waves release their cries Then a cool breeze creeps up to me flowing through my clothes and hair Rubbing my face ever so gently as you would do a baby with care The embracing cool breeze leaves me as I cast my eyes upon the sea Losing my breath in wonder suffocating from all the beauty In taking my eyes off the sea I get up so I can leave Peace and serenity I sought out Also what I received pink2008 Lying in the sand on the beach, That's where I want to be. All civilization is out of reach, It's just I, myself, and me. The waves crashing into the deep green water Echoes in me, calling for me to come out, But if I touch the water, my dream will shatter, So the water I m

Gothic Ghoulosh Album
Gothic Ghoulosh AlbumThis is a collection of HR Gothic Wallpapers.Image size 1024 x 768 and larger.Gothic Wallpapers Zip 01Gothic Wallpapers Zip 02If you snag it please leave a comment letting me know.oxoxayasha

Answers
All the things that have no answers Everything is all going away My feelings are going numb There is nothing in my world My self-destruction is catching up with me Every one i cared about are slowly dying And i know i'm slowly dying too People say they don't see the pain But they don't look deep enough My scars are bleeding on the inside The only pain they see is the tears that poor down my face I try to ease the pain But nothing works Is the only answer to the question Death ? Its all around slowly trailing in peopls lives Soon enough death is going to come to close And all questions will have answers?

A Life Best Forgotten (chapter 2)
The day I put down my mandovil was a very painful day for me. I wasn't just letting go of my music, I was letting go of pappa, his dreams, his memories. But I just couldn't do it anymore. I felt so weak, so empty. The music that once claimed my soul felt so alien to me. What once caressed my very being, brought happiness and serenity wherever I went, was now the serial killer that followed me in the shadows. It had let me down in the worst way. It made me blame myself for Vinny's death and I hated it for that. I didn't deserve to make anyone happy anymore. pappa was gone. But I had to do something. So I picked up a sword and became more active with the Regiment, hunting and tracking Rebels. The sword was an extension of my body, as my music once was. I trained everyday under the study of the greatest teachers and learned all they could teach me. I was able to wield either a one or two-handed sword. When I perfected those weapons I started studying the art of hand to hand combat and

Darkness
I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear it I begin to see the water at eye level and I kick and flail fighting to stay above the darkness But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me and I slowly begin to give in to the feeling that lies below the water line the waters starts to fill my lungs the lungs that once held so much life yet now they allow the murky water to replace that I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness But why doesn't someone grab my hand pull me from darkness's grasp? because no one knows I stand at the boundary the boundary between light and dark so I give in to the thing that holds me All of the strength and all of the courage that I once held in my heart can't save me from the water So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness undetected by the occupants of that world I don't want to fight anymore I've given into darkness

Flagged Photos
I don't get it, let me get this right.... this is an ADULT site, so there are A LOT-T of people on here that don't leave much to the imagination when it comes to photos....right? OK that's what I thought.... However my Primary photo that I had apparently offended someone, and it was of a chick standing in front of Santa...now she was naked HOWEVER you could not see anything, she was technically covered up. OMG!! what the hell! I've seen worse photos that was were used as a primary, there was one guy that had his dick hanging out! and I've seen some with women with their tits and ass hanging all over the place, but what the fuck! it's an ADULT site and they don't get flagged, But I've also had friends on here that have perfectly tasteful pics and because some ass-hat wants to be jealous (male or female makes no difference to me)they go around and flag photos that are perfectly fine! So here's my message to all the "Flaggers and Haters"..... Grow up, cut the umbilical cord, sto

Independent Watkins Associate
I am a watkins associate, if you are interested please let me know, we have just about everything from household, to seasonings, baking ingredients, body lotions, cold remedies, plus more. Thank you.

Olive & Ivy
the smell of moist skin intersecting with olive scent the feel of the smooth neck rough branches dragging across it a granular whitewashed wall supports the pressure of the back and the front is penetrated while all heaven engulfs time, space, smell, touch

New Blog
Been ages since I last kept a blog. I thought I might have another go. I'm not bothered if anyone reads it or not and I honestly don't know what I am going to write here. It will most likley be sporadically scrawled notes of work a day mundaine piffle interspursed with some really bizzare twaddle all of wich is grammerless and full of typos and spelling mistakes. I guess the usual blogland fair. Today well I have mostly been resting or more honestly waisting my time, still its been fun and I answer to no man so life is good. Thats it for now, if anyone reads this I will be amazed and will possibly be spured on to spill more drivel. :o)

A Thankful Heart
A Thankful Heart by Michael With my heart being held in your gentle hands Dreaming of your love was never this good Wrapped in warmth of you so caring and true Awake my mind runs rapid of you in my prayers Waiting to hear your voice whispering in my ear To see you loving life, knowing I am here for you Everyday passes with my love growing stronger For your love and heart I will handle with care Life has meaning with your love, for that I Thank You!!

Me
Your Sex Sign is... You may have had a late start to sex, but that doesn't mean you do it like a newbie. You seem outwardly conservative to some, but you are incredible in bed! You don't sleep around. Or kiss and tell. Capricorn, you seem cool, collected, and complex - but underneath it all you are a sizzling sexpot. You are a complete challenge for anyone. Your aloofness is a dare, and your stunning good looks are a powerful attractor. You consider power to be a total turn on. You are attracted to powerful people and the things they give you. No short-term love affairs for you. You like security, and you don't consider yourself cheap. Capricorns are usually late sexual bloomers. They are positively stunning when they hit their late twenties. It's difficult to know just how old you are. Everyone tries to guess - and everyone gets it wrong. Though your attitudes toward sex are outwardly conservative, you are the most satisfying sex partner anyone's e

Life With No Pain
a life with no pain is all we had to gain the one thing we needed but we could not avoid the rain we tried and we tried but to no avail all we ever did was fall down and fail it took the two of us to see what we missed we both saw so clearly the first time we kissed that a life with out pain could be ours for the taking if it was true love it was ours for the making no other can tell just how hard we both fell but deep down inside we knew it to well a life with no pain its what we both wanted but circumstances made us both feel so haunted we did our best to do the right thing but in the end we both knew the life was about to start over for me and for you the road is a long one but its safe enough now we can travel it together and we will overcome somehow i would never leave you alone and afraid my prayers have been answered and lifes debts are all paid my heart was healed..so long ago and it

Christms Qotes
Dave Barry Once again we find ourselves enmeshed in the Holiday Season, that very special time of year when we join with our loved ones in sharing centuries-old traditions such as trying to find a parking space at the mall. We traditionally do this in my family by driving around the parking lot until we see a shopper emerge from the mall, then we follow her, in very much the same spirit as the Three Wise Men, who 2,000 years ago followed a star, week after week, until it led them to a parking space. Bill Watterson, Calvin & Hobbes Oh look, yet another Christmas TV special! How touching to have the meaning of Christmas brought to us by cola, fast food, and beer... Who'd have ever guessed that product consumption, popular entertainment, and spirituality would mix so harmoniously? Dave Barry, Christmas Shopping In the old days, it was not called the Holiday Season; the Christians called it 'Christmas' and went to church; the Jews called it 'Hanukka' and went to synagogue; the

Adolf Hitler Campbell ???
http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/n/a/2008/12/16/national/a162200S22.DTL 12-17) 09:33 PST Easton, Pa. (AP) -- A supermarket is defending itself for refusing to a write out 3-year-old Adolf Hitler Campbell's name on his birthday cake. Deborah Campbell, 25, of nearby Hunterdon County, N.J., said she phoned in her order last week to the Greenwich ShopRite. When she told the bakery department she wanted her son's name spelled out, she was told to talk to a supervisor, who denied the request. Karen Meleta, a ShopRite spokeswoman, said the store denied similar requests from the Campbells the last two years, including a request for a swastika. "We reserve the right not to print anything on the cake that we deem to be inappropriate," Meleta said. "We considered this inappropriate." The Campbells ultimately got their cake decorated at a Wal-Mart in Pennsylvania, Deborah Campbell said Tuesday. Wal-Mart spokeswoman Anna Taylor told The Easton Express-Times that the

From Russina Fox
What Your Height Says About You You are a confident, ambitious, and active person. You are also very radiant. You have a sunny personality. You are quite successful. You are a smart worker - not a hard worker. At times, you can be vain and cocky. You have a lot to be proud of. You are about as tall as the average French woman. What Does Your Height Say About You?

Ya Know- Blog This
Most people blogs on here are so boring.... I can barely stand to open them nemore. Can I get some substance/diversity please. oh wait, I haven't opened a blog in awhile, I guess it is the titles of the blogs that are blog enough for me.

X-mas
HOW MUCH CAN ONE PERSON HURT ON THE INSIDE....I DONOT HAVE THE TEARS TO CRY ANY MORE...ALL I WANT FOR X-MAS THIS IS TO SEE MY SONS TO HOLD THEM AND PLAY GAME TO TALK TO THEM IS THAT TO MUCH TO FUCKING ASK FOR .NO IT IS NOT ALL I CAN DO IS SIT BY MY CELL PHONE AND HOPE TO HERE THE RING TONE TO PLAY..HOPE TO HERE A LIL VOICE ON THERE SAYING HELLO MOMMY I LOVE YOU MISS YOU ..PLEASE COME AND SEE ME AND SPEND TIME WITH ME FOR X-MAS... MY HOPES AND DREAMS ..I AM HURTING ON THE INSIDE AND OUT SIDE... HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOUR CHILD COULD NOT SEE YOU OR TALK TO YOU ... YOU WOULD DO EVERY THING IN YOUR POWER TO SEE THEM ....HOW MUCH MORE HURTING MUST I DO JUST TO SEE THEM DAMN...UGH I WANT TO HOLD MY BABIES AGAIN... I MISS THEM SO VERY MUCH ALL I DO THESE DAY IS STAY IN SIDE MY ROOM AND HIDE FROM THE WORLD.. I MIGHT GO OUT SIDE TO GO TO SCHOOL OTHER THEN THAT I DONOT DO ANY THING. BUT SIT IN MY ROOM AND HIDE..... LOVE YOU BOB ...LOVE YOU OZZY AND ZAKK ....

Addicted To A Woman In Fubar
Dancing with you skin to skin, kissing and touching While the stars and moon shine down upon us two The music playing softly as you hold me tight Nothing in this world matters, just me and you My heart begins to pound faster, as our body touch each other Emotions takes over control, and arouse me, from my head to toe It drives me wild and makes me wiggle, You are the easiest and more certified way to do Your passionate communication, even lusty dialog An erotic anticipation that simply keeps me craving For more The steam, the excitement, the sheer animal passion, We couldn't help from tearing each other clothes off In the heat of passion Just the thought of you drives me crazy Your mighty torso and your beautiful eyes The way you always hold me tight, my baby Making love to you is a never ending surprise My nervous system is on fire Triggering powerful physiological changes My hormones levels soar, boosting my heart rate and increase my physical senility My emotio

Christmas Alone...
This will be my first Christmas without any of my kids...My 2 oldest live in other states and well..you all know how that goes...And I just put Tana on a plane to California for 2 weeks...It was a promise I made to her and honestly I didn't want to keep this one...But breaking a promise is not something I do often...or on purpose... The plan was to actually move to California but because of some complications and really I'm very happy about those...we didn't move....Moving there would have been a huge mistake...And if I had of...our life wouldn't be going in the direction it is now...And...both Tana and I are excited about the direction it's heading...So..I made the promise that I would fly her out there as often as I could to spend time with her family on her dads side...Boy..I regret that right about now... I know she'll be safe...and have the greatest time with her family there...But there are times when I want to be very selfish and keep her all to myself...Next year...She's

College Towns
I wasn't going to login while I was here, but I had to share this real quick. The things that happen in this town make me chuckle sometimes. I don't know what it is about gas stations and around here, but I've been approached by some strange people while filling my car up. Just now a guy walks up to me and asks me to go into the store for him. I tell him I'm sorry, but I paid at the pump, I'm not going into the store. His response to convince me was he wanted to get some papers. The guy looked old enough to buy smokes, so I'm wondering why he couldn't go into the store. A while ago, while at the gas station I had a guy walk up to me with a bike, he asked me if I wanted to buy it for 10 bucks. I told him no, then he pulls out this digital camera and asks if I'd like it for 15. Was a nice camera, worth at least 150 bucks, too bad I don't buy stolen stuff! I dunno, maybe I look like the criminal type, I don't think I do, but I seem to get lots of offers for less than reputable th

Leaving Fubar
I will be leaving Fubar after tomorrow. If you wish to contact me use my gyaeger123@yahoo.com account. My reasons for leaving are personal and not because of anything you have done. I will miss many of you who have been good friends. To all of you a Merry Christmas and a blessed new year. Blessings, George

Watch Out For Scammers
> S C A M M E R !!!! This LOVELY LADY is scamming people selling auto 11's becareful Because she get your fubucks and you dont get no AUTO 11'S.... WATCH OUT MY FRIEND DONT LET ANYONE MAKE YOU LOOK LIKE A FOOL selling 3 auto 11's@ fubar HERES THE CONVO SHE HAD WITH SCOOTER..... ALL THAT HAPPENED AN HOUR AGO AND EVEN A PERSON IN HER TOP FAMILY SAID SHE WOULD RIP ME OFF AFTER I SENT HER THE FU-BUCKS THIS IS NOT A BULLY BASHING ANYONE IT IS A BULLY WARRNING EVERYONE OF THIS PERSON AND NOT TO TRUST HER HERE IS A LINK TO A DIALOGUE I HAD WITH HER!! SHE ADMITTED TO IT... http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=888324&albumid=691694&i=627506490

Daughter Rant
My daughter (turned 17 in Nov) and I had a huge fight last year and she decided to go live with her father. After about a month or so, she called to say she wanted to come home, because her father is a prick. I warned her before she went, but she was so mad at me she didn't care. I told her no, she made her choice, she had to live with it at least until school was out. This summer, she moved from her fathers to my sisters, instead of coming home. She said she didn't like my rules and her brothers were mean to her. These moves were her choice. I tried to warn my sister about her behavioral issues, she didn't believe me, until now. I got an email yesterday from my sister (my daughter is home with me for Christmas break) saying that she does not feel it is such a good idea for my daughter to live with her anymore. There have been behavioral issues. My daughter lying straight to her face, drinking, getting bad grades, and being ungrateful. I am fine with my daughter comin

Grey Dreams
Running from my fears Looking back no shadows Constant fear of failure Constant pain of one mind Grey dreams nothing more nothing less just me alone me to myself one dream to be so grey I walk alone Following my own path See nothing Hear nothing except for the pain within hold my self up with one hand Is this day That it all ends Does the World see I guess I am Alone

Faith (sleepless Desire)
Darkness rises from the past Your blood thickens with fear Anchor to the ground It what consumes you Faith Sleepless desire try to run But just don't want to Yeah Crawl through the waken moments Bleed through every tear Show your true self be heard Or crumble like once before