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The Devils Fuck Buddy
Saturday, December 09, 2006 2:04 PM - The devils Butt buddy.! Good lesson for people About to Wed! Current mood: determined Yea. Some men shouldnt be alowed to breed, Some mothers shouldnt be alowed to Raise Kids All brothers and sisters should not have sex., Some men should actually be Drug behind a truck and then Shot from toes to head.. Some mothers who think they are perfect are not and should STFU and stay out of everyone business , Just because they have no life doesnt give them the right to get all up in others, Some mothers need to stop acting like they are Mrs cleaver and start Relizing that they are stupid imbreed Trash ., who are living in the 40's when it is 2006- 2007 Some mothers can PRETEND they did nothing bad in their past to scar their children ., ( But you will always know you did ) Some men shouldnt drag their wives around pretending to love them, cause one day that woman will Get pissed off bad enough she will hunt you down

School Shit
So college is going ok laltey. trying ot find a girl that won't cheat on me and also trying ot have some fun partying now that I don't feel guilty about it. Christmas break is coming up soon and let's hope I can rack up some dough for rent and of course the bars.

New Year Exspectations!!
Well here we are in the christmas, new year period again and every year i say its going to be a better year the next year but it always ends up being worse then the last.Due to the events in the past seven years in my life i have come to exspect nothing of the new year maybe then i will be surprised to have a better if not best year i have ever had in the longest time.But as they say "SHIT HAPPENS" AND IN MY CASE IT CERTAINLY DOES!!!!But what don't brake me does only make me stronger ,i'm keeping the faith no matter what god throws at me!!!!

Beautiful Daughters!!
Wonderful thing to see Both your daughters being in Beauty Contests!!!!!!!! They of course are Amazingly Beautiful ladies, God did not see fit to Bless me with giving birth to them. But one thing he did was when i needed someone the most He brought them into my life! They are truly a Blessing and the very Best friends anyone could have,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,names are RERE & wvkryptonite, visit and vote and comment on these adorable creatures!!! I love them very Much and they are truly deserving of Praise and respect and love!!!!!! Thanks friends for your love................lily

On The Swastika
OK, I was thinking about something today that I wanted to get some other opinions on. Open up a bit of a debate, maybe. So I'm for the purpose of this blog, I'm going to play a bit of the devil's advocate role. What I'm wondering is, should we in the white power/white pride movement be using the swastika as one of our symbols? Does using the swastika and identifying ourselves as Nazis, in fact, hurt our movment? Hear me out. Most people still believe the jewish propaganda surrounding the National Socialists of Nazi Germany. They believe the myths surrounding WWII and the "holohoax." They still hold the belief that Adolf Hitler and the Nazis were evil. So when they see a white nationalist, skinhead, national socialist, or other such white activist bearing a swastika or identifying themselves as a Nazi, they immidiately associate that person with the percieved evil of the German Nazis. So, if our goal is to educate and inform other white people to the dangers faced by our race, sho

The Eternal Divinity Of Bloodshed
Shadowed pools of unearthly light are cast down and rent asunder, Vortices of frozen death in grim and lifeless sculpture, Ornate armoured bestial rage cuts points of light to dust, And thou my patron leadeth me to battles with blazing sword and fist. War, a tide, like heavenly light swirleth darker in frenzied rage, Human thoughts are rent asunder as we warriors, gods with blades. No foe too great a threat, Still I seek to join my Mother Earth, In eternity, Past the end of all worldly things, The extinction of flesh, Of life, Still worlds hear my cry, My time, not yet, to die! Divinity of slain foes, Eternity of bloodltting, Maelstrom of whirling steel, Flesh rending artistry, Beyond the ken of mortal sight, Of purest evil black as darkest night. Darkness flows as blood of purest human infernal putrefaction, Corpses lining freshened fields till dawn brings head of scorching sun, Thou and thy damnable species reak of permeating deathly miasma, Pyres to

Idiots......lmao
three cheers for the guys from saskatchewan.................. DID YOU HEAR ABOUT THE TWO DUCK HUNTERS FROM PRINCE ALBERT? ABSOLUTELY TRUE STORY HEARD ON A SASKATOON RADIO STATION REPORTING ON THE INCIDENT. A guy buys a new Lincoln Navigator from Merlin Motors in Saskatoon for $42,500.00 (with monthly payments of $560.00). He and a friend go duck hunting at Tobin Lake in mid-October; and of course the lake is frozen. These two guys go on a lake with their GUNS, a DOG, and of course the New NAVIGATOR. They decide they want to make a natural looking water area for the ducks, something for the decoys to float on. Now making a hole in the ice large enough to invite a passing duck, is going to take a little more power than the average drill auger can produce. So, out of the back of the new Navigator comes a stick of dynamite with a short 40 second-fuse. Now our two Rocket Scientists, afraid they might slip on the ice while trying to run away a

Wenonah Stevens Abbott
Today the journey is ended, I have worked out the mandates of fate; Naked, along, undefended, I knock at the Uttermost Gate. Behind is life and its longing, Its trial, its trouble, its sorrow, Beyond is the Infinite Morning Of a day without a tomorrow.Wenonah Stevens Abbott

Mondays
ANYONE WANNA CHANGE PLACES WITH ME? GOT TO GO TO DALLAS VA AND HAVE AN EEG.. ANYONE THAT KNOWS WHAT THAT IS KNOWS HOW MUCH FUN THEY ARE...HAVE A GREAT DAY...(still crying over COWBOYS spanking they got) LOL

Tuesday, August 22,2006
TEST RESULTS WELL IT HAS BEEN CONFIRMED, ALAN HAS GIANT AXONAL NEUROPATHY. THEIR IS NO CURE. ( AS OF TODAY) BUT WHO KNOWS MAYBE IN 5 OR 10 YEARS THERE WILL BE SOME HELP FOR HIM. JJUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW.

Holiday Greetings To Everyone
I wanted to send some sort of holiday greeting to my friends, but it is so difficult in today's world to know exactly what to say without offending someone. So I met with my Attorney yesterday, and on his advice I wish to say the following: Please accept with no obligation, implied or implicit, my best wishes for an environmentally conscious, socially responsible, low stress, nonaddictive, gender neutral celebration of the summer solstice holiday, practiced with the most enjoyable traditions of religious persuasion or secular practices of your choice with respect for the religious/secular persuasions and/or traditions of others, or their choice not to practice religious or secular traditions at all. I also wish you a fiscally successful, personally fulfilling and medically uncomplicated recognition of the onset of the generally accepted calendar year 2007, but not without due respect for the calendars of choice of other cultures whose contributions to society have helped make our

What's Your Halloween Horoscope?
Halloween Horoscope for Sagittarius Halloween is your time to be flirtatious, sexy, and hot hot hot! You love to tempt people into evil, even if it's just for one night. Costume suggestions: A sexy devil or a dark fairy Signature Halloween candy: Anything spiked with booze What's Your Halloween Horoscope?

Im Irritated, Sorry
Ok so my finals were today two in a row and they werent that bad. Just Russian History and Roman History. I felt pretty confident. Anyway I decided to sell back my books cause I had a lot of them and i just wanted to get rid of them. So i lugged around at least 5-10 extra pounds of books today to sell back. Now understand that I paid for these books this semester and i spent again nearly 300 dollars. Me and my friend go to sell back the books and I whip out literally 12 books. The guy scans them and tell me that two of my books he cant take because the publisher is releasing a new edition. Ok the books in question were bought NEW and were SHRINK WRAPPED remember when you buy them new its more pricey... Yes ladies and gentlemen i paid nearly 140 dollars for just those books alone and i will not be getting anything back for them because the publisher decided to change a word on page 500 something and so a WHOLE new edition has to come out. You fuckers need to be dragged into the streets

Surrender
His touch warms my body, the passion in his kiss releases all my fears, His voice speaks to my soul and puts me at ease. I resist but only find that I must submit, to the one who speaks to my soul, hears my thoughts and caresses my heart. I tell myself to resist, but with in his touch I can only surrender, my body, my heart and my soul. I convince myself that I don't need him, but I know that I belong to him, I have no choice, am his, to leave would to be lost. For his touch warms me his voice soothes me and his kiss surrounds me. I swim within his passion and know this is where I belong.

A Master's Creed
Above all else the Dominant cherishes His submissive, in the knowledge that the gift the submissive gives Him is the greatest gift of all. The Dominant is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to Him, but knows how to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. The Dominant is in control of himself first and foremost, so that He may control others. As a stern and demanding Master, He can cause His submissive to cry real tears. As the consummate lover, He will then kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character. In times of trouble, a Master will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, never forgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals. He is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality. He would never ask a submissive to put Him before her career, or family, just to satisfy His own pleasure. To win His submissive's mind, body, spirit, soul, and love, He knows He must

How You Doin?
Well, first of all you may be wondering why I am called Spin....It's simple...I'm a DJ...NOPE not on the radio...In a nightclub!! Yeah, you know, where you can get more ass than a toilet seat...HA HA HA... Just here to have some fun! Bring on the fun!!

Cool ;)
Its been very hectic,It's been kinda cool thought some one has been critiquing my photos that has work in the Smithsonian museum. So far soooo good... below is a link to another site i go to for a laught h. "weiners unite ;o)" http://www.showusyourwiener.com Hope every one is having a great week ...Almost done

Poetry
Silly Wizard Air to the east... glittering golden yellow glow... Fire to the south... brilliant crimson radiant flow... Water to the west... transforming shapeshifting healing blue... Earth to the north... lavish green moss with dew... Chris Leveroni 12/13/06

A Decison I Have Come To
Okay yall listen up this is very important to all of you all I know this will come as a shock to many of you but I going to be taking a leave of absence starting this weekend in light of some personal issues I am going to be leavin the tap for awhile I do not know when I will be back or If I will be back im not sure it really depends on alot of things if I come back or not this hasnt been an easy decision to make but it has to be done and I just want you all to know I think the world of all of you all and I have loved being you alls friend and I treasure each and everyone of you all and will never forget some of you to my best friend and my sissy I love you to death and you know Im a sissy to you for life and always will be. To robin and rin and cowboy and all the members of the c&c I love you all and I will treasure you all for ever when I leave Shattered Spirits will be taking over until I come back or when an if I come back most of you have my email so this will be the only way of t

Real Friends
This is a repost. Add them all and love em!! I have over 2000 friends. I don't hear from many of you. I dont get close to people in general. I learned a long time ago about internet friendships. REAL friends stand by you and that is so very Important. REAL friends try and help eachother out.Recently I had tried to help two of my friends out..but i wasn't able to repair thier friendship. I have always been one to work things out...there is no reason to be bitter in this life...its too short for bitterness. þ£ªÿFµ£GøÐ@ CherryTAP PlayfulGod--DJ my love..my best friend..I am so lucky to have you back. I love you! Shell@ CherryTAP Shell--Can you believe this is our 2nd christmas as friends? Boy time flies!! You are the sweetest person and people need to see that more. Shell is wonderful and look beyond her pics. Too many of you guys are just after a piece of ass and dont realize that we are people!I love you!! BFF ~JellyBean~@ CherryTAP Jelly-- You are a sweetheart and a great fri

Still Looking For That Special Christmas Gift??
I have a few links to some really unusual sites that sell just about anything you are looking for.. ModernArtisans My favorites here are the.. "Jazz Collection" Cast Stone Garden Plaque - "The Heavens" Szechuan Scarf Kit "Hot Lips Hilda" Bird Feeder Handblown Glass Salt/Pepper Shaker Set - "Dog's Best Friend" "Garden of Eden" Handcarved Mirror Cast Stone Garden Plaque - "The River" Glass Pendant Necklace - "Twisted Tree" Lotus Necklace HiveModern My favorites here are the.. wiggle chair eero aarnio pony chair multichair puppy red beaver gold gnomes - limited edition flos 2097 mr. suicide iittala mango flatware MoonValleyHoney My favorites here are the.. Lotion Bar Lotion Variety Pack Muscle Rub Wrapables My favorites here are the.. Holiday Glitter Floating Star Candle Set Gingerbread Train Holiday Candle Set (set of 3) Egg Candles (set of 6) Ice Pop Torches Candle Set Cambrian Black Finish Candleholder Set Baroque Ro

Call Me When You're Sober - Evanescence
Don't cry to me If you love me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself Can't keep believing We're only deceiving ourselves And I'm sick of the lie And you're too late Don't cry to me If you love me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind Couldn't take the blame Sick with shame Must be exhausting to lose your own game Selfishly hated No wonder you're jaded You can't play the victim this time And you're too late So don't cry to me If you love me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind You never call me when you're sober You only want it cause it's over It's over How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine So don't cry to me If you love me You would be here with me Don't lie to me Just get your things I've made up

Feelings (confused)-(scared)
I don't know what to do. I feel everything is falling through. I hate that I am feeling this way. I push the people I love away. I cant stop crying, I can't help that I'm feeling much of dying. I hate my self for not even trying. tears falling down, back to wearing that same old frown. I'm lost in that big crowed. I just want to cut so bad. tear it up because I feel so sad. the maddest is coming out, and its getting bad. I hate this, and I am sorry, but for some reason, I'm in complete worry. why do we fight. I know it isn't right. why cant I hold you all night. so I know me and you will be alright?

My Mom Is The Stuff Of Stand Up Comedy
Often my mother likes to lament how dramatic I am. She always says, "Oh, Amy why are so dramatic" or "You're upset over nothing you need to calm down" Now where could this overeacting, overly dramatic tendency come from? Certainly not my father who only yells about money, grades..etc. Well especially money because I refuse to balance my check book and he's a CPA. I do this just to make him a little crazy. I'll admit it my dad and I are very much alike except when it comes to dramatic personality. So now back to the mystery of where this drama comes from. Nancy Drew was on the case and we solved it last night when mom called to tell me and I quote "I've had an awful day, one of the dogs ate one of my new clogs and I'm just DEVASTATED" yup. She's devastated...hmmm. Gee that sounds awful dramatic to me. Especially since the rest of our conversation revolved around the said shoe. She even did some detective work of her own to figure out which dog did it. So I think my sciencetific study

Add Yourself To My Map Stat *lol*
So I've had one for a while but I saw Robbie T Had his on his page here and I just had to throw mine up!! Its in my INTEREST section right above the comments so I wanna see where you all are at...you can add a pic and a shout out so I have quite the friends list I'd like to see alot more than a few of you on there *wink* So hop to it!!! Hope you all have a funtastic weekend!! *XOXO*~*B*

An Indian Prayer Christmas Day
Great Spirit Grandfather I send these words to you To Father Sun Grandmother Moon, To Mother Earth, To all you have created, To all our relations And to the four Sacred Winds. Grandfather, Today you gave The breath of life To an Indian child In a most Sacred Way. Grandfather, This Indian Child Will walk amongst his people With his head held high, With dignity and pride, In a most Sacred Way. Grandfather, This Indian Child, Will stand before his people, With honor And respect, In a most Sacred Way. Grandfather, This Indian Child, Will be strong, With wisdom, knowledge And understanding, That will come from The heart, soul And mind In a most Sacred Way. Grandfather, This Indian Child, Will come before A humble Nation of people And like his brother The Eagle, And like the Sacred Buffalo This Indian Child Will be their strength In a most Sacred Way. Grandfather, This Indian Child You gave to u

Jennie And My Bday!
Ok so i already posted 3 blogs sayin it was my bday or ALMOST my bday.. So YAY ITS MY BIRTHDAY..Jennie is on her way Over!! Yay!! I havent hung out with her in sooo long!..We are gunna go shopping then go to the bar tonight I

In God And Our Government
This is one of the better e-mails I have received in a long time! I hope this makes its way around the USA several times over!!!!! So Be It! THE LAW IS THE LAW So if the US government determines that it is against the law for the words "under God" to be on our money, then, so be it. And if that same government decides that the "Ten Commandments" are not to be used in or on a government installation, then, so be it. I say, "so be it," because I would like to be a law abiding US citizen. I say, "so be it," because I would like to think that smarter people than I are in positions to make good decisions < SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 7.5pt; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana"> I would like to think that those people have the American public's best interests at heart. BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE I'D LIKE? Since we can't pray to God, can't Trust in God and cannot post His Commandments in Government buildings, I don't believe the Government and its employees sh

Weeee Books
well i am back form my weekend finally i got all of my christmas shopping done after all the christmas was done me and blake stoped a barnes and noble i went christmas shopping for myself i found 4 books i been needing to finish off some of the books they go with i'm into the vampires witches werewolfs demons you name i'll read it... i'm into all thoses kind of books... i even got a dream dictionary tells you what your dreams mean.. i'm into that stuff too i love to read it putts me into my own little word were anything can happen

Criminal Neglect
Manchester – A Goffstown woman pleaded guilty yesterday in Hillsborough County Superior Court to a felony charge of criminal neglect in the death of her 91-year-old mother almost two years ago. Danna Folden, 50, was the first person convicted under a 2002 statute making it a felony for a caregiver to purposely or recklessly cause serious bodily injury to an elderly, disabled or impaired adult by neglect. Folden will spend weekends in the Hillsborough County House of Correction jail until she has served 365 days. Judge Philip Mangones accepted the plea. In court yesterday, Assistant Attorney General Tracy Culberson said Folden called 911 Jan. 21, 2005. Rescue personnel responding to 22 Westwood Drive found Mary Folden unconscious in a dirty adult diaper in a chair in the living room. He said the home was filthy and the temperature was approximately 50 degrees. At the hospital, Mary Folden's body temperature was 94 degrees and she had a significant infection in an open wound mea

Pissed Off
¢¾DAMMIT...I'M SO FREAKIN' MAD!!! I GOT ARRESTED TODAY FOR POSSESSION OF OVER THE LEGAL LIMITS OF GOOD LOOKS. THEY'RE HOLDING ME AT THE STATION, SAYING THAT ONLY A SEXY PERSON CAN BAIL ME OUT. SO...YOU COMIN' OR WHAT?!?

How To Quit Smoking
heres what i did. first of all, i did it when i was sick. when i have a chest cold, i can barely smoke. so i took advantage of the fact that I had to taper off the amount of ciggarettes I was smoking at that time, or whatever, (I am stoned right now) oh yeah being a stoner helps you forget that you want one. And it can help to replace them with something else, ideally something oral makes sense (i ate tootsie rolls like they were going out of style) ANYWAYS okay so the rest was will power and logic. Okay I am scared as hell of like serious pain, like hospitals and stuff freak me out. and I know when I get old, they're prolly gonna do painful scary things to my old body anyhow, but do I want to ADD to the pain? hell freaking no. i could die not ever knowing what it feels like to be hooked up to a lung machine and be great with it. Also, it didnt make any sense that I was PAYING the moronic fucked up government to KILL ME EARLY or at least make sure I am in great pain and suf

The World's Shortest Personality Test
Your Personality Profile You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart. Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people. You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile. You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker. You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side. Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches. The World's Shortest Personality Test

Who Need Gift When You Have All This
The Best Thing About Christmas The Best Thing About Christmas Is When Jesus Was Born The Best Thing About Christmas Is Gathering Up With Each Other And Watch Them Open There Presents The best Thing About Christmas Is When We Think We Should Think About Others The Best Thing about Christmas Is When The Carolers Come To Your house And Listen To Them Sing The Best thing about Christmas Is When You Walk Around Delievering Presents And Wishing Them A Merry Christmas, And The Best Thing About Christmas Is When We All Share Our Love On Christmas Eve. With Love Freakylilsnow

Devoid Of Love
The night falls as if slain by the sun, stricken are we. the salvation for which you sacrifice yourself flares once, then dies, smothered by the all-encompassing dark. All hope must die. Your heart beats no more. How could you tear us asunder? Demons surround us, crying, save us from ourselves! Copyright©2006 Crazee Motherfucker

Your Black Skin On My White Skin
Your Black skin On my White skin I thought it does matter But it has no meaning I don't see color When I am with you Your Eyes are like suns They sparkle and shine. Your hands are like Velvet I yearn for our sin. The day we made love Is burnt in my brain. You took care of my feelings You Worked me so hard. I never thought I would loose my heart. The moment You kissed me I knew I was lost. Your hands on my body Our thighs as we crossed. When The world stood still When the passion Explode As you entered my body And the sheets were all tossed.While The sweat just ran That is When I cried out I was waiting for you The man of My dreams done by freakylilsnow

Little Johnny
A teacher asks her class, "If there are 5 birds sitting on a fence and you shoot one of them, how many will be left?" She calls on little Johnny. He replies, "None, they all fly away with the first gun shot" The teacher replies "The correct answer is 4, but I like your thinking," Then Little Johnny says "I have a question for YOU. There are three women sitting on a bench having ice cream: One is delicately licking the sides of the triple scoop of ice cream. The second is gobbling down the top and sucking the cone.The third is biting off the top of the ice cream. Which one is married?" The teacher, blushing a great deal, replied "Well I suppose the one that's gobbled down the top and sucked the cone" To which Little Johnny replied, "The correct answer is the one with the wedding ring on,.........but I like your thinking.

Just My Quote For The Day
"Nothing last's forever, so live it up, drink it down, laugh it off, avoid the bullshit, take chances and never have ANY regrets, because at one point in time or another, everything you did was exactly what you wanted!"

The Next Episode
In the last blog entry, Mis*TakN wrote about a love neverending with an incredible man with whom she'll love eternally.. Feeling anxious over things such as work, men, her son, family get togethers and whatnot.. Mis*TakN rounds up her troops Saturday night and heads to the bars in search of release. Little does she know that this night.. God has chosen to remind her of just how shitty men in this world can be.. Mis*TakN made the mistake (no pun intended) of drunk dialing her "love" making a complete ass of herself.. (which she didn't find out til the next day).. After that whole spit as to how much she loves this person and he is quote "the love of her life".. Mis*TakN quickly drowns her sorrow with shots of Jager and Goldschlager (OUCH) followed by her signature Carmel Apple Martini.. She then realizes that she's the only woman in the bar without a man's hand to hold.. So to cure the unfortunate sting of loneliness.. Mis*TakN then whips out her cell to drunk dial a buddy of he

What Do I Sound Like?
Each word is supposed to slash with rapid succession So fast you don’t finish the last before you start the next one Are you aware that my brain runs like a machine gun? You’re not meant to linger on words; you should bask in the aftermath They’re supposed to form on your tongue but roll off your throat The way a Mac truck barrels down the asphalt, then rolls off the road Smashing into the perfect picture of the sub-urban home EXPLODE!!! Burning all possessions and the people they owned When it’s read proper It should sound like an apache helicopter Spitting a thousand rounds from its gatling gun Into a packed crowd of bystanders It should sound like a sasquatch giving labor In a train filled with angry wasps Moving a million miles an hour It should sound like you, holding a blender with a cat in it Standing in the shower Click on the motor, feline wails as the blades devour You crackle a fizz with the surge of electrical fire It should contain the yelps

Liverpool
a little bit of DUDEK in our lives a little bit of GERRARD down the sides a little bit of RIISE'S what we need a little bit of FINNAN with his speed a little bit of CISSE in defense a little bit of FOWLER he's immense a little bit of singing from the fans a little bit of CARSON he's our m...

Comments
Plz stop by and comment, add me as a friend, fan,family, send a poker, whatever! I absouletly love this site but at this level can't figure out how to do anything. I'm totally lost! Merry Christmas, happy holidays! Debbie

Sport Fans!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Iverson finally traded to Nuggets Story Tools: Print Email Blog This Associated Press Posted: 1 hour ago Allen Iverson was traded by the 76ers to the Denver Nuggets, a person in the National Basketball Association with knowledge of the deal told The Associated Press. The official, speaking on condition of anonymity because the trade was not announced, did not know the terms of the deal, which came one day after NBA scoring leader Carmelo Anthony of the Nuggets was suspended 15 games for his role in a weekend brawl in a game against the New York Knicks. BlogJam... One day after the Nuggets learned they'd be losing Carmelo Anthony for a while, they've reportedly swung a deal to add Allen Iverson. Who got the better end of this deal? Tell us what you think. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hit the boards Nuggets | 76ers Reports said the trade would send Andre Miller, Joe Smi

How Do You Know?
how do you know when you are over the love of your life... is it when they rip your heart out and toss it aside like a piece of garbage... is it when they tell you they love you and yet don't wanna be with you anymore... is it when they find someone else to love... or is it when your heart just drops a feeling that has been there for years... i think it is the last one... i am over the love of my life and yet i still feel very strange...

My Name
Just lettin yall know i jut hit up the site and did soe loading of shots of me, shots of my car to come soon. Im hittin it up for that 253 area and hope to be out there soon with my sponsored integra, i already have some peices bought but the whole ride is stock so im working from the ground up, hit up my site and even send and invite for friend if you wanna keep posted about what i do. Show me some love iite? [Drift DeGree]

Did You Know What His Future Plans Were ?
Tupac indicated after getting out of jail that he had future plans, including mostly getting out of the rap scene by releasing high-quality, deep albums only once every five years or so. He also desired to give back more to the community, suggesting a Little League to encourage young black kids to keep on the right path. He ran an earlier project called "The Underground Railroad" that aimed to keep youths off drugs by getting them involved in music. Though he did not live to realize these dreams, his mother Afeni has opened the Tupac Amaru Shakur Center for the Arts in June 2005, to carry on his work, by helping youths accomplish their goals. Afeni Shakur has also indicated in several interviews that the final album of original music will be released in 2006. Tupac had also mentioned that he was going to start his own movie production company entitled "Euphanasia", and was listed as an employee of this company at his time of death. He was also going to create a record label entitled

Online At A Hospital
So I am at the hospital today for my dads heart surgery. Thank God they had this place where I can gget online. My dad isnt going in till 12:30 and we have been here since 8am. It is unreal how boring it can get in here. I know it is not a club, but damn! I will say it is great that they gave a Starbucks and a place to access the internet. My dad is pretty calm since he has to get a double bypass done. Merry Christmas dad..lol The doctors said that he should be able to go home Christmas Eve, which is awesome! Bet your ass I would have dragged the Christmas Tree here!

Better Than Sex Cake
Ingredients: 1 Box German Chocolate Cake Mix 7 ounces Sweetened Condensed Milk 6 ounces Caramel Sauce (Jar) 8 ounces Non-Dairy Whipped Topping -- thawed 8 Heath Candy Bars -- crushed Directions: Bake cake in 9 by 13-inch cake pan, as directed on box. Let it cool slightly and poke little holes in the top of the cake with a pencil. Dribble sweetened condensed milk and caramel sauce over cake. Let stand for over an hour until the cake has completely cooled. Frost with whipped topping and sprinkle crushed candy bars over that. Refrigerate.

This Is Cute
12 days of christmas The first day of Christmas My true love sent to me A partridge in a pear tree The second day of Christmas My true love sent to me Two turtle doves, and A partridge in a pear tree. The third day of Christmas My true love sent to me Three French hens, Two turtle doves, and A partridge in a pear tree. The fourth day of Christmas My true love sent to me Four colly birds, Three French hens, Two turtle doves, and A partridge in a pear tree. The fifth day of Christmas My true love sent to me Five gold rings, Four colly birds, Three French hens, Two turtle doves, and A partridge in a pear tree The sixth day of Christmas My true love sent to me Six geese a-laying, Five gold rings, Four colly birds, Three French hens, Two turtle doves, and A partridge in a pear tree The seventh day of Christmas My true love sent to me Seven swans a-swimming Six geese a-laying, Five gold rings, Four colly birds, Three French hens, Two tur

The Corpsman's Christmas Poem
The Corpsman's Christmas Poem "'Twas the night before Christmas as I flew o'er the Marine Base, when I spied a young man who seemed out of place. His eyes showed compassion, his hair a bit long, but his head was held high and his body was strong. His air was confident, his uniform smart, but what impressed me most was the size of his heart. For he embodied honor, one of this country's best, and the words U.S. NAVY showed large on his chest. As I stood there in wonder and gazed into his eyes, the words that he spoke took me quite by surprise. "What's wrong Santa, haven't you ever seen a sailor before?" I sensed something special and longed to know more. "To be honest, this field thing wasn't part of my plan, but God didn't give me a boat or tin can." The words he spoke next surprised me all the more, "But I'm as proud of my Navy as I am of the Corps!" "Don't worry Santa, that I'm a sailor you see, for when a Marine goes down they will still call on me. The

Letter #1
Dear Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. I'v ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Friend, Billy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawncare. How about I send you a book so you can learn to read and spell? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell. Love, Santa

I'm So Bored!!!
Okay people i am sitting here alone on my own i have nothing to do and no where to go and i have to kill some time. Cum entertian me! lol I'm a 22 year old soldier away from home and away from all he knows so come on! give me something to do come talk to me or something! anything cause i am going NUTS!!

Spotting A Slut!
Slut Hint One: Watch the Eyes, Not the Clothes It's a well know fact that sluts wear tight, skimpy outfits. Unfortunately, so do virginal cock-teases. So rather than flocking to the shortest skirt in the nightclub, it's crucial to examine the eyes of each woman..even when that means you must stop staring at her tits for half-a-second. A virginal cock-tease will watch your mouth when you talk, listening to each word and hoping to make witty, flirtatious comments. A true slut won't hang on every syllable coming out of your mouth. She will, however, stare at your eyes, your arms and your.. ahem, other parts. Slut Hint Two: Watch the Bar, Not the Dance Floor Chics that go to church every Sunday, wear white cotton panties, and wouldn't DARE kiss on the first date will dash over to the dance floor and gyrate in a decidedly sexual nature. Folks, this is nothing but a façade..a vicious attempt to mimic sluthood. True sluts aren't dancing in the middle of a nightclub with their female

Fake & Real Friends
FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food. REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Dang we messed up ... but that stuff was fun!" FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry. REAl FRiENDS: cry with you FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAl FRiENDS: keep your stuff so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you. REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you. FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile. REAl FRiENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRIENDS: Would act like they like p

Isolate The Fire
Born in January amidst frost and ice The scars of winter rape keep my temperature too high Maybe I’m just a hell-spawned demon Maybe that’s why I always have a fever I am a space heater I spit flames Fingertips of cauterizing pens Can I scorch your insides? High-rise apartment building garbage incinerator That grumbles in the night Trash is rendered to ash before it reaches the tongue licking flames Do you see the steam rising off of me as I walk through the rain? Lie down in the snow and melt a five foot radius Say you want to burn Douse me

Official Naughty Or Nice
Naughty orNice??? Come on in and let The wonderful contestants know how naughty or nice you think they may have been. Female Naughty Female Nice Don't Forget the MEN Male Naughty or Male Nice

Hmm
Have you ever woke up in a cambodian gaming parlor and realize that you where living in a dark dank abyss of emptyness and lonelyness then wander the mountians of asia for two years untill you became the cheif of a tibetan monastery

~~ Best Kid With Pet Update ~~
~~ So Far into the 5th day contest running strong neck to neck these are the scores.... ~ 111 comments ~( let's help him out! ) ~ 12 comments ~( let's help him out! ) ~ 300 comments ~ ( he needs help! ) ~ 6502 comments ~ ( These cuties are in second place so far......) ~ 120 comments~ ( he needs help! ) ~ 7669 comments ~ ( so far he's in first place...) ~ 539 comments ~ ( so far in third place....) ~ All these kids are great and they deserve to win! ~ Contet over on friday 22 at 12 pm noon! ~~ Good Luck to all! ~~

The Chat .
THE CHAT . I met someone on the net today someone I met ask me to play asked do i know hot to satisfy or am i all chat box lie can I make his body tremble can I make him dripping wet can i do him like them poems on the internet?give me your number I want to call you now is this a booty call? Hell yea!! The phone ringing WOW He has a deep voice and its sexy to you do not live to far away . he can be there by 2 she is wearing a short leather jacket high heels and not much else He has drinks ready for her a strawberry frozen at the bottom of the fancy glass set and two of his sexiest poems to get her wet she was a thick girl with very pretty eyes and most importantly very thick thighs . we sat as he held her in his arms talking and sipping on thug passions then he started reading poems of anal and 69 action as he read to her whispering in her ear her nipples grew larger as see through the that was silky and shear s

Untitled
I don't think I'll recover I don't think I'll return You took my heart, broke it in two Then made me watch it burn I'm really on my own now I feel so all alone I get that sinking feeling I won't be coming home

Own Enemy
Some say third times the charm but that’s not true, im my moms third kid, you know how many problems they’ve had with me, you know how many times ive been let down, you know how many times i get yelled at daily, you know how many times ive been lonely, and all i can seem to think is its all cause of me, i am my own enemy hands around my throat to the point i cant breath, then goes my eyes and i cant see but the bodies design is to pass out before you die, so when i wake up an hour later i ask why, give it another thought then 30 seconds go bye and i give it another try but the laws of god and the world interfere, you know how long that’s been fuckin 17 years, in February it’ll be another gone by, another year wasted, just another day of my dad yellin so much I cant face it, id rather just get the shit beat out of me till the blood comes and i taste it, im not talkin about blood im talkin about death, 17 chapters in this book and there’s only room for one left then after that its

How Much Do U Know
You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Bonecracker Lyrics
Bonecracker - Shocore I'm the bonecracker, I'm the bonecracker, I'm gonna come from benhind im the back atackka I'm the bonecracker, I'm the bonecracker, I'm gonna get in your mind and you'll find ill unwrap ya sraight in your face im like mace when you cry, you'll need a backbrace the day that they find you unwind you unbind you'll find that I'm lethal I will give the beat to you in a hand-drill. Inside, your mind, inside your mind, get it in, get it in, come on get it in, get it in, get it in, come on get it in. Get to the side 'cause I'm the bonecracker, I'm gonna come from benhind im the back attacka, rock and a ryhme and I start with the basement, down to your feet and it aint 'cause you're wet, the crack in the back and the cruisers of the night strip the pipe at the bull-tip right to the bull-bed. Inside, your mind, inside, your mind, inside, your mind, inside, your mind. Get it in, get it in, come on get it in, get it in, get it in,

Life Of A Dj...
One of the lamest things bout being a DJ is the waiting! I am so glad it's just something I do during the holiday season. I would rip my hair out! and i have a fade so you know that shit would hurt! But I can't complain really. After the party tonight I'm done til next season. :P Man I never thought 3 parties over the last 3 days could get boring...ALMOST lol...I sit and wait. :P le sigh...

~~ Sexy Man Contest ~~
~~ Sexy Man Of CherryTap ~~ Contest Opens 12/21 thur 12/28 at 12pm noon! Man with the most comments wins! Rates will be used for tie breakers. Comment bombing allowed You can comment on your own pic. Still got openings if you want to join and win big prizes. And here they are....... Good Luck Guys!

Poetry #2
An Angel of my Own Once I dreamed for and angel, with beautiful wings With piercing eyes, with love for me… I found it singing old fashioned songs… I saw the wind caress strings of silvery hair Shining in the weaken sun… A wrinkled hand holding a fragile face, Sitting motionless on a old noisy rocking chair Tired old eyes, watching the distance… Emotions of older days, forgotten years… I went closer and sat on its lap I saw the world through its eyes, While a trembling voice told me stories, Magical stories, about a child, about love, about life… I can feel safe in that tight embrace In that old hands full with love and weak strength An aged soul that gave me love Cleaned my wounds, cleaned my tears… I couldn’t crave for more I was given soft hugs softer than the cotton Kisses warmer than the sun I didn’t get my angel instead I have a grandma for my on. My Soul Of sorrow my soul whimpers, My mouth mumbling things my heart don’t understand, but, My heart… M

Nightmare
news report about a sceiral rapest/muder hunt... saw truck of rapest old model black with red door camper on truck.. called cops on phone with cop and the cop suddely there rambled.. had keys to rapest truck ( left in our driveway) truck not seen thought of dad... go in mom house( like it is now and hunt for him me and ladonna giggling.. not in kitchen not in living room said we got him now.. he comes out of my room i run at him head down going for stomach( he is fat really fat) headbutt him fight with hm yell for ladonna/ star to call 911... i am a kid again but not really.. he had a knife.. then woke up and Star was crying also..

I Am Glad Christmas Is About Over....
christmas is upon us...yay...i am glad it is about over.... i got a couple people gifts..i normally get more for people..but i am sort of effing broke this year....sucks balls...it really does...i dont' expect to get much this year......i know jeremy and jamie got me something...a poker set...i am not suppose to know, but i was with jeremy when he bought it...it is a relly nice one...they normally cost like 80 bucks..but we got it at this wholesale place that only caters to business'...i love that place....but he only paid 22.00 for it....and then they also fixed my car for me...they bought new brakes, rotors and pads for my car, and a tie rod end, and jeremy did all the work....and i know my parents got me a new cd player for my car...sense the subway fuckers stole my last one....i hate them cheeky bastards..but i think that is all i am getting..and i am fine with that..i hate when people waste their money and buy me shit....christmass is about giving not getting, so i like to give wa

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year !!
Well I hate to do it this way but since that stupid spam BS is in effect here now. I dont have the time today to do up a new message for everyone that I want to wish a happy holiday to. So I guess I will have to do it here so that everyone will see it. TOO ALL OF MY FAMILY, FRIENDS & FANS ON CT !! THIS IS MY MESSAGE TO YALL FOR THE HOLIDAY WEEKEND AND CHRISTMAS !! I hope that your weekend is starting off nicely. I'm thinking about ya *hugs* Have a wonderful holiday weekend and a very Merry Christmas. May all your dreams for the holidays come true. *hugs & love* Cindy

I'm A Charitable Type Of Person.
My pappy always told me that less-than-perfect women should be considered among the many women deserving my talents. Pappy said, "Hell son, ugly women need sex, too." I live by that adage. I know that I'm not the perfect speciment of manhood. I'm not any common piece of meat, either. I consider myself, attractive and desireable and I also, know there are women I would give my right arm to fuck but I never will get the chance. So, when a fat, unattractive, homely type lady sends out the signal she wants to share her body and passions with me, I don't think twice. After all, everyone should have a taste of "I'd die for you sex" once in their life. WDSquirty Andalusia, Alabama You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse

Stress
Your Holiday Stress Level is High Everything about the holidays stresses you out - from your freaky family to packed malls. Maybe this is the perfect time of year for you to take a solo vacation to Hawaii. What's Your Holiday Stress Level?

~` Bedroom ~~
BEDROOM SURVEY NO LYING!! Do you have the following in your bedroom Condoms: yea Cell phone: yea Chair/stool: naw Book shelf: yup Dresser: yup Computer/laptop: naw but soon Bean bag: naw pictures: yea Mirror: yea Bed: of course duhh haha Clothes on the floor: yea Surfboard: naw wakeboard: naw cool tho snowboard: naw Smoke detecor: naw Piano/keyboard/Guitar/bass/drums: naw none Locking door: no Bottle of water: naw minifridge: nope Blacklight: hellz yea! awards/trophies: yup CDs: yup Flag: naw Stop sign/any sign: naw Paintball gun/airsoft gun: naw Real Gun: naw Cigarettes: yeap Cigars: naw Weed: naw i wish! Any drug: naw Alcohol: yup Books: yup Nintendo: yup Stereo: yea a lil 1 Television: yup Lighter: yea Matches: yea Gum: yea How many windows do you have in ur room?:2 What is the color of your walls?: white Do you get ready for the day in your room or the

Soldiers Christmas
Letter from a Soldier I am one of America's soldiers who received a copy of "A Soldier's Christmas" over the internet, and I just wanted to take this opportunity to thank you for giving some of my friends and family an opportune way to say 'thanks.' It meant a lot to me. I have not been stationed in the US since 1995, and the nature of my job will keep me overseas throughout my career. Although I am not always viewed as that soldier with "dusty boots," I know all too well what it is like to be away from home for so long -- especially during the holidays. I would like, however, to take this opportunity to thank you, and America, for being the fine, grand, noble Nation that makes each and every one of us out here serving in the military extremely proud of the country and the people we protect. You don't necessarily have to pray for us soldiers, as we have chosen this life....and we will sacrifice our life for OUR people and OUR country. No, do not pray for us this holid

Only 19 People Can Read This Can U?
Cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs rpsoet it. Strange..isn't it? =)

Over Focused
A short list of things I have been a little over obsessed with in the past. -The Donnie Darko soundtrack. -Dave's Insanity Sauce. -Christopher Moore's books. -The TV show Babylon 5. -Aquisition of Ace edition first printing Edgar Rice Burroughs novels. -Paintball. -Anchovies.

All I Want For Xmas
this year all i want for xmas is for my kids to be happy when they wake up tomorrow morning and see that santa left them lots of presents...that my damn homemade baked beans dont dry the fuck out like they seem to every year...that i get that damn camera from my mom so i can take some new pics...id really like it if santa dropped a hot sexy man off for me, but i stopped believing in s.c a long time ago...that my mom likes the purse i bought her better than the one that my sister got her...that we get some flurries on xmas morning...that i dont wake up with a flat tire and i can go to my moms...that the kids arent to bad and dont give me a headache to ruin my holiday...that the ham doesnt get burnt or dried out...we seem to have a problem with dried foods! lol....getting that phone call in the morning from my baby and he tells me merry christmas and that he wishes that he could be home with me and the kids...that these kids dead beat dads would take a few minutes out of their soooo busy

You Been F.u.c.k.ed
F.U.C.K.!!YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me to kn

How To Tell If He's Into You
HOW TO TELL IF HE'S INTO YOU Gauging a guy's interest level can be Tough early on. Keep reading to learn The subtle clues that will give you a Sneak peek into his heart...... HE'S ANIMATED: One way to assess if he's digging you: Look at his face. "If he raises his Eyebrows and smiles while talking To you, it's a sign you've piqued His interest," explains nonverbal Communication, when his body Is equally as amped (for instance, He uses his hands when telling a story), It indicates that he's in the early stages of enthrallment... HE MAKES HIMSELF AVAILABLE: Pay attention he breaks out his Blackberry or palm to check his schedule. "If he volunteers that he's going to be Free on specific days, he's hinting that He wants to see you then," If he goes On about how packed his calendar is, He maybe making excuses for why He won't have time to see you again...... HE TEASES YOU: "If a guy jokes with you by, say, Chasing you around a tree or p

Lesson Of The Day ...never Lie To Your Mother
John invited his mother over for dinner. During the course of the meal, his mother couldn't help but noticing how beautiful John's room-mate was. She had long been suspicious of a relationship between John and his room-mate, and this had only made her more curious. Over the course of the evening, while watching the two interact, she started to wonder if there was more between John and his room-mate than met the eye. Reading his mom's thoughts, John volunteered, "I know what you must be thinking, but I assure you Julie and I are just room-mates." About a week later, Julie came to John saying, "Ever since your mother came to dinner, I've been unable to find the silver gravy ladle. You don't suppose she took it, do you?" John said, "Well, I doubt it, but I'll write her a letter just to be sure." So he sat down and wrote: "Dear Mother, I'm not saying that you 'did' take the gravy ladle from my house, I'm not saying that you 'did not' take the gravy ladle but the fact remains th

Superman Is A Little Slow
One sunny afternoon Superman was out flying around. Crime was slow that day, so he decided to go over to Spiderman's house. Supe: "Hey Spidey, let's go get a burger and a beer!". Spidey: "No can do, Supe. I've got a problem with my Web-shooter. Can't fight crime tomorrow without it". So Superman heads over to the Bat Cave to see what's up. Supe: "Hey, Batman! Let's go get a burger and a beer!". Batman: "Not today, my friend. My BatMobile is down and it must be fixed today. Can't fight crime tomorrow without it". Disgruntled, Superman takes to the air, cruising around the skies when he flies over a penthouse apartment. And what to his SuperVision does he see, but none other than WonderWoman, lying on the deck, spread-eagle, stark-naked! Supe gets a brilliant idea: "They've always said I'm faster than a speeding bullet and I've always wondered what she'd be like with all her Wonder Powers". So he zzoooooommms down and does her in a flash and is gone before anyone can notice. All of a sud

Smoking Condoms?!?!
SMOKING CONDOMS Two old ladies were outside their nursing home, having a smoke, when it started to rain. One of the ladies pulled out a condom, cut off the end, put it over her cigarette, and continued smoking. Lady 1: "What's that?" Lady 2: "A condom. This way my cigarette doesn't get wet." Lady 1: "Where did you get it?" Lady 2: "You can get them at any drugstore." The next day, Lady 1 hobbles herself into the local drugstore and announces to the pharmacist that she wants a box of condoms. The guy looks at her kind of strangely (she is, after all, over 80 years of age), but politely asks what brand she prefers. Lady 1: "It doesn't matter as long as it fits a Camel." The pharmacist fainted. >

Just Read It. Kinda Crazy..
I JUST TALKED TO MY DAD TODAY. LET ME BACK UP A BIT. I HAVEN'T SEEN MY DAD FOR 30 PLUS YEARS. REALLY SINCE MY 5TH BIRTHDAY. JUMP AHEAD 18 YEARS. I WAS DOING SOME CHECKING AS TO WHERE MY LAST NAME ORIGINATED AND IT SEEMD THAT IT CAME FROM ENGLAND. ONE SIDE BEING THE THEIFS AND THE OTHER ROYALTY. I'M THINKING I HAVE A LONG LINE OF THIEVES IN THE FAMILY. WELL AFTER MEETING BACK UP WITH HIMA FEW MONTHS AGO IT HAS BEEN BUGGING ME. SO TODAY I ASK HIM AND HE TELLS ME THAT WE COME FORM THE ROYAL SIDE. EVEN BETTER IT DEAL WITH TWO DIFFERENT ROYALTIES. THE FIRST BEING JAMES VI KING OF THE SCOTS AND THE SECOND BEING JAMES I KING OF ENGLAND (THE FIRST STUART TO SIT THE THRONE). SO WITH ME BEING ME AND VERY INQUIZITIVE I DID A BIT OF RESEARCH AND IT SEEMS THAT I MY BE ON THE PATH TO FINALLY FINDING OUT WHERE THE HELL I COME FROM. SO BARE WITH ME FOR AWHILE AND WHO KNOWS, YOU FOLKS MAY HAVE A ROYAL FRIEND ON HERE. BUT I DOUBT IT WILL LEAD TO MUCH. BUT HELL IT'S GREAT TO KNOW ONES FAMILY HISTORY

My Life
In life I have come to realize that it is full of ups and downs and when the downs hit they hit hard.But when the ups happen they are usually pretty good. That is because I thought of all the downs and the ups are awesome. I have met someone in my life and she has made all my downs Go away. She has become MY UP!! If I am having a bad day she brings me up with just a Hello.. Now how many times in your life does that happen.. I know in mine it doesnt. I thank God for bringing me an angel.. Dont know what I have done to deserve such a woman but I am not questioning it. My life is no longer full of downs and trust me there has been many. So the next time you think that you are down. think of someone in your life that brings you up ,,

Modern Technology
Three women -- one German, one Japanese and an Aussie were sitting naked in a sauna. suddenly there was a beeping sound. The German pressed her forearm and the beeping stopped the others looked at her questioningly. "That was my pager," she said "I have a microchip under the skin of my arm." A few minutes later, a phone rang. the Japanese woman lifted her palm to her ear. when she finished, she explained, "That was my mobile phone. I have a microchip in my hand." The Redneck woman felt decidedly low tech. Not to be outdone, she knew she had to do something just as impressive. She stepped out of the sauna and went to the bathroom. She returned with a piece of toilet paper hanging from her behind. the others raised their eyebrows and stared at her. When she knew all had noticed, the redneck woman finally said ... "Well, will you look at that, i'm gettin' a fax!"

Doctors Advice
... Three desperately ill men met with their doctor one day to discuss their options. One was an alcoholic, one was a chain smoker, and one was a homosexual. The doctor, addressing all three of them, said, "If any of you indulge in your vices one more time, you will surely die." The men left the doctor's office, each convinced that he would never again indulge himself in his vice. While walking toward the subway for their return trip to the suburbs, they passed a bar. The alcoholic, hearing the loud music and smelling the ale, could not stop himself. His buddies accompanied him into the bar, where he had a shot of whiskey. No sooner had he replaced the shot glass on the bar, he fell off his stool, stone cold dead. His companions, somewhat shaken, left the bar, realizing how seriously they must take the doctor's words. As they walked along, they came upon a cigarette butt lying on the ground, still burning. The homosexual looked at the chain smoker and said, "If yo

Stay Away Extremely Straight Men!
As my fingers trail up your spine, i can feel you tremble, full of anticipation, full of want, your breathing ragged, your ass red from the paddle i hold. I let my hand continue up your back to your hair, as i play with the strands and i bend down beside you to whisper into your ear, "You belong to me" Suddenly grabbing a fist full of hair and pulling, your head gives me very little resistance. Your eyes gleaming, your skin glistening from sweat, Your stench staining my nostrils, intrusive, but welcomed. "BEG" i say, my breathe on your ear as i tongue then bite your lobe. You whimper, but dare not utter more then a word, knowing the punishment that will be given. I maneuver your head to the tip of the shaft strapped to my body. "Lick it." Hungry with need, you do as i say and i watch you licking and sucking the head and watching me with your eyes. I rub my nipple then push your head further on to the shaft, encouraging you to take it all. You gag momentarily at the shock, but recove

Libras And Sex....that Be Me !! Lol
Libra and Sex Sex is often mental for Air signs, and Libra is no exception. These great communicators are possessed of a strong intellect, and these mental fireworks often manifest themselves in the thorough exploration of a lover. Only the brave need apply! Since the Scales like to be in balance, though, they are often thinking of what both partners want. A marked distaste for confrontation can sometimes be perceived as disinterest on Libra's part, but it's more often just a deep-down desire to please. Libras love seduction and foreplay, and plenty of talk leading to some hot action. If this is all achieved in the right luxurious setting, watch out! Libras swathed in riches are a pleasure to behold. Libra loves the thought of a gifted and attractive partner, since they feel their partner is receiving just that. It's safe to say that a little erotica goes a long way with the Scales, since these folks can be oh-so-playful with their toys.

Silent Biss
In a silent Biss I lay In the grond To where i dream of you forever that when i fall you Help me up and when i bleed you kiss away all the pain when you show your love there you will forever love me .......... Baby its okay i know you really put me in this forever dream of a never ending love And i know...that if i was to ever awaken you would but me back in the grond that you layed me in .....I know your love was never true But to be with you when I was alive was the real dream but nothing in our love was real the only thing real Was the pain the one ture pain you gave to me The hate of my forever love for you By Grace Aka Me

Food For Thought
if u could meet the person of ur dreams the one person u could love ur whole life n not second guess it but u had to wait two years to meet them would u do it or forget about them n move on? tel me what u think about that n let me know thanx bunches night

New Years Eve
It was 11PM already and he had not shown up, I could not believe he would stand me up on New Year's Eve, here I was stood alone and only an hour to go before every one would have someone to kiss as the clock chimed midnight, I looked around the room and then from the corner of my eye I glimpsed a figure looking at me, I looked away quickly but cannot resist taking another look, yes he is still there looking right at me with those eyes, I cannot resist looking into them they are so warm and welcoming, the stranger started to walk towards me and as he did my heart skipped a beat, god he was so good looking as well, maybe not a bad night after all? You walked right up to me and stand there still looking deep into my eyes, you asked me if I would like a drink and I say yes, you then order two drinks and offer me mine, I took it and took a sip of it still looking deep into your eyes, god they were so god damn lovely, you asked me if I would like to dance and I responded by stepping onto

Don't Make Me Over
[My fav song by: Sybil] Don't make me over Now that I'd do anything for you Don't make me over Now that you know how I adore you Don't pick on the things I say, the things I do Just love me with all my faults The way that I love you, I'm begging you Don't make me over (don't make me over) Now that I can't make it without you (I need you so) Don't make me over (can't do it to me) I wouldn't change one thing about you Just take me inside your arms and hold me tight I'll always be by your side Whenever you're wrong or right, I'm begging you Don't make me over (don't make me over) Now that I'd do anything for you (I love you so) Don't make me over (don't change, don't change, don't change) Now that you know how I adore you Don't make me over, don't make me over Now that you've got me at your command Accept me for what I am Accept me for the things that I do Accept me for what I am Accept me for the things that I do Don't make m

Making Friends
ok, so just wanted to let ya'll know that this started w/ Myspace...then w/ Cherrytap...& I think it's cool how I have made alot of friends. I have gone through alot of shit this past year, a real roller coaster ride...but I think it was worth it...or I wouldn't be where I am right at this moment...so.....the more friends, the better, right??! If anyone wants to check out my page on Myspace.com, your welcome to....some of ya'll are already on there... my URL is: http://www.myspace.com/lenarose28 c-ya!!!! xoxo

Hell Explained By Chemistry Student
You gotta love this guy's explanation of hell. . . The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues via the internet which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world

Fuck Me Savage...
Fuck Me Savage... I want you inside me Behind me, on top of me and beside me I want you to touch my tits Rub them hard, oh please don't quit Rub my pussy, rub it deep Make me cry in passion, make me weep Fuck me hard, fuck me savage Engulf my pussy, it`s yours to ravage Hear my moans, hear my screams Our sex surpasses even my wildest dreams I am yours, and you are mine Our bodies as one, crossing that line Falling over the edge, falling fast This type of passion is made to last ...

Dnd Poem Of Friends
DND Poem of friends FRIENDS WITHOUT FACES We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must So w

Day From Hell And The Punch That Wasn't
I walked into my job this morning, thinking everything's wonderful. What do I get but a nasty-ass letter from this 16-year-old little shit. I have never gotten such a rude, mean, bitchy letter in my entire life. If she had been in front of me, I would've broken her face. I would've ended up in jail (she's a minor and I am not) but my point would have been made. If you're mad at me, you're mad at me. There's nothing I can do about it. But don't sit and stew and act nice to my face. Tell me you're pissed. I'm not a freaking mind reader. And DO NOT come at me like I'm retarded. You're allowed to be mad at me. That's fine. But don't talk to me like I'm shit or I will treat you like shit. On my own bitchy side, everyone agreed with me and she's going to be in trouble! Maybe it's a shit job but it's MY shit job and I do it well. So don't mess with me where my job is concerned.

Life Is Good
I sorta new at all of this! Alot to check out but let me tell you a little about my self. Im a very outgoing male who loves to make friends and have a good time. Just like any other male who thinks about sex every 8 seconds, yes it is true!! I would like to meet women for friendship, pen pals or what ever? I love nascar, swimming, old rock, nature, hiking in the deep woods camping and all that stuff. Im a romantic, kind, gental, man who loves the enjoyment of life meeting new people no matter where they live or how they live, it is the quality of happiness we all want in life, weather it be sex, or just letting someone know you care enough to email them. Pen pals are special people because they write to someone who listens and we all need that from time to time? The other thing is feelings that overwhelm us and to have someone to deal with them is a gift !!!!!!!!!! As for the sex thing well Im a male I think about it about every 8 seconds

What Happens At Night
What happens at night In her little home She's by herself And she feels so alone What happens at night Is she cries and she cries She thinks about one thing And that's how to die What happens at night When the lights are all out She's keeping it in But she just wants to shout What happens at night Is she tries to forget All about her life And the love she didn't get What happens at night Is she practices smiling She practices looking happy And she practices lying

I Have Green Eyes
|G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S| -Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this.

You Can
Friday, December 29, 2006 You can You could come up with all sorts of very reasonable excuses for not taking action. Or you can simply do what is to be done. You could worry about what might or might not happen. Or you can get busy and make sure you achieve the result you desire. You could take one look at the immensity of the challenge and decide that there's no way around it. Or you can begin to work your way, step by step, through that challenge. You could delay and procrastinate and find plenty of ways to distract yourself from the task at hand. Or you can choose to enjoy the real fulfillment of making a positive, substantial contribution to life. You could listen to all those people who tell you with certainty that it can't be done and that you're not qualified to do it. Or you can decide that you'll find a way to make it happen. In the end, whatever the excuses or distractions or challenges may be, the decision is always yours. For when you choose to, you can

Friends
Friends A friend is someone who is always at your side, A friend is someone who likes you even though you stink of shit, and your breath smells like you've been eating catfood, A friend is someone who likes you even though you're as ugly as a hat full of Assholes, A friend is someone who cleans up for you after you've soiled yourself, A friend is someone who stays with you all night while you cry about your sad, sad life, A friend is someone who pretends they like you when they really think you should be raped by mad chimpanzees, then thrown to vicious dogs, A friend is someone who scrubs your toilet, vacuums and then gets the check and leaves and doesn't speak much English... * no, sorry that's the cleaning lady, A friend is not someone who sends you chain letters because he wants his wish of being rich to come true. Now quick go rate my page and leave tons of comments. Cuz Cherry Tap said If I dont pass this on Ill never be able to have comments again If you don't, you'l

50 Things She Wishes You Knew
1. Saying "I love you" immediately before, during, or after sex doesn't count. 2. Real men drive stick 3. I will leave if you lie. 4. You are cute in raglan-sleeved T-shirts (two-toned baseball undershirts) 5. I'm convinced I'm pregnant and obsess about it for 24 to 48 hours before my period, even when i have no reason to think so. 6. I love it when you hug me from behind and whisper into my ear. 7. "Fine" is never an appropriate response when I ask you how I look. 8. Most of the time when I fantasize, it's about you. 9. I'm terrified of becoming my mother, even though I admire her. 10. I get turned on simply seeing that I have an e-mail from you. 11. I expect you to call me. 12. Only rock stars are allowed to wear leather pants. 13. I'm scared of losing my independance. 14. I'm more forgiving of you than I should be. 15. Oral sex is your get-out-of-the-dog-house-free card. 16. You did something bad. I seem cool with it. I'm not. 17.If i

(used By;dominic Ledonne)
USED BY ; DOMINIC,LEDONNE YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME,YOU SAID WE EQUAL LOVE YOU LIED THEY FORWARNED ME,YOUR A TWO FACED (BLEYOCH!!) I'M NO LONGER BLIND NOW I'M FACE TO FACE WITH EVERY ONE'S ENEMY THE ENEMY, YOU (USED) ME FOR WHAT YOU WAN'TED THEN TOSSED ME LIKE TRASH , JUST LIKE EVERY OTHER MAN YOU'VE BEEN WITH,EVEN MY OWN HEART TOLD ME BUT I WAS A FOOL LIKE EVERY OTHER LIKE ANOTHER SHOT OF MISERY ,FAILED FOR YOUR WORD'S YOU AND YOUR KIND ARE THE REASEN IT'S SO HARD SO HARD TO FALL IN LOVE LIKE A ROMANCE NOVEL YOU MAKE ME HATE,YOU MAKE ME HATE LIKE A ROMANCE NOVEL GONE BAD , FOOL NO MORE,YOUR THE ENEMY MY PEOPLE'S HATED ENEMY,MY ENEMY LIKE A HORRER MOVIE ,I WAS O

Lost My Job!
I went into work today as usual; after being ther for 2 hours my boss came up to me and said got bad news, we have to go to gaming commission office,which is a bad thing! I was told open envelope and they did a background check for my new badge, and they came across in their check, "uttered forgery instrument" which is listed as a felony! in henderson county in 2006.Which I never stepped a foot in such county, I was escorted out of casino, and my badge was taken away! I immediately came home and looked on interent for said felony, which does not apply to me, and also called the said county and they referred me to clerk office, which is closed til tuesday! if i cannot prove i am innocent, can't work at casino for 10 years, which i am very upset, ilove my job, plus has great benefits! and hope my bf will stick with me, i am so scared, don't want to go to jail! '

"friend","fan" Removal ,,, U Seriously Might Wanna Read This
OK WELL OUTTA 381 FRIENDS AND QUITE A FEW FANS AND FAMILY MEMBERS YOU WOULD THINK I WOULD BE SERIOUSLY KICKING A$$ IN MY CONTEST,YES I'M AHEAD BUT NOT BY MUCH ANYMORE.. IF EVEN HALF,(HOPING ALL DO) LEFT LIKE 10-20 COMMENTS EACH IT WOULD HELP A BUNCH.THANK YOU TO ALL THAT HAVE VOTED AND BOMBED ME SO FAR,Y'ALL KNOW WHO U ARE AND IT'S GREATLY APPRECIATED.. I HELP Y'ALL OUT IN YOURS AND REPOST YOUR STUFF BUT YET ONLY LIKE 5 PEOPLE HAVE REPOSTED MINE ? TY TO THOSE THAT HAVE,AGAIN U KNOW WHO U ARE AND NUTTIN BUT LUV AND RESPECT FOR YOU !!! SO ENUFF SAID I'M LETTING YOU KNOW I WILL BE "CLEANING AND RE CHECKING MY "FRIENDS" AND FANS LIST COME THE NEW YEAR. MY CONTEST INFORMATION IS BELOW IF YOU WANNA COMMENT AND RATE. THANK YOU ...XOXOXOX.. HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY NEW YEAR !! HOTTEST CHERRY 2006..ENDS JAN.2

Hammering The Nails
Your words are the nails. My trust is the hammer. With every word you speak, another nail is hammered into my heart. With every kiss, the nail is driven deeper. The strength of the trust grows stronger. The laughs were the nails when no words were spoken. Trust always the hammer. The trust was never an issue. You knew from day one how difficult it was for me to trust anyone. You knew the walls that I had built up over the years. The walls you weakened. Now, today, over five years later, I realize that all along you were only hammering more nails in my years of walls. Why? I don't know. It really doesn't matter. I just know you did the one thing you said you never would do, and that is rip my battered heart right out. And no matter how rusty the nails may get, I will always love you, my lover, my friend.

The Re-post Issue
I'm seeing a trend with those re-posting a lot of bulletins that I find personally a little bit un-settling. Some of you like to add the tag line "re-post or I'll ban you" or "re-post or your off my list" my response to this is, go ahead and remove me then because when I see someone do this it makes me wonder if you really know the value of a friendship. or is it that in your endless quest to be #1 here you'll step on anybody's fingers and that you only think of the public as a vote or a rating. some of you top cherry's posting this stuff maybe should get back to basics and remember who put you in the top. because without your fans or adoring public, you wouldn't be where you are today. so think about this and before you re-post a message like this try and take into account the feelings of your fans, the guys and girls who have stood behind you from the beginning, their the ones who put you up on that pedestal and I don't think they like seeing "re-post or I'll ban you, re-post o

A Story, True As Sun And Rain
When daylight's a berry stain spread on the sky, I dance up your road with my skirts hiked high and my hips swung slow in a jezebel-sway, and my feet are bare below. I owl-whistle twice to rouse you, watch as you shimmy down the big oak from your window; then you're by my side and I'm twined around you, tight as a semmony-vine. The night spits fire when it falls; the storm leaves us soaked to our bones and laughing-sore as we race rolls of thunder to the big chair under the roof of your porch. And there, shedding years like shivers of rain, we kiss for the first and the longest time.

Cum Check This Site Out
Hi everyone!!! Thank you very much for stopping by...People say that I look young and innocent. But I am far from that!!!!. I am a 20 something, REAL Bi-Sexual lady who has just started on her sexual journey! I am not a professional model, I am literally "the girl next door". I live with my G/F and her husband, enjoying life and squeezing as much fun and excitement out of it!!! I will update at least once a week and I answer all emails daily and do all requests, within reason, of course. I have pictures for everyone’s delight...Short skirts, Pantyhose, masturbation, Blowjob, Sex Pictures, Fishnets, High heels, boots, baby doll sets, and much more, all in my member’s area. If there is something you want to see me in, let me know and I’ll see if I can make your fantasy cum true! Take a look at my free photos in my free preview section, if you like what you see it only gets better inside!!! I hope you have fun looking at my page and feel free to email me with any suggestions or comments y

Later
I'm going to lay back down for awhile. My heart is hurting like it's never hurt before. And I'm not doing anyone any good by being here. I have to find a way to get myself together somehow. I just took a couple of Vicodin. Maybe they will at least make my headache go away. Catch you all later!!

The End Of 2006...
Its about time 2006 eneded...lol... The year went by really quick.... I hope everyone has a great New Year and a safe one... Be good and be safe....We dont wanna lose you... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! Your "Angel" Alison

Unfuckery
It’s wide enough, it’s not a flow You can see the beat Feel it shake beneath your feet Get a gush across your cheek Sneak a peek At the freak Can’t shake this feeling of depletion Filled by secreting piles of dust Been left to fester Been left to rust Hack an axe away at my layers of crust (Lose the crutch, limp like the rest of us) hold on -UNFUCKED- redone ok go back about your buisness

Perverser Mensch
So ist der kirschrötest tappers perverse Menschen und Sie wissen welcher im gut mit, dass sein Spaß und ive ein Paar von awsome Leuten sowieso ich getroffen haben, hoffe Sie, dass Burschen ein grat Neujahr haben, das ich hoffe, dass Ihres gutes Geschlecht oder wenigstens guten Spaß mit Ihrer Hand erhalten

Join 2007 With Me!
This is going to be a GREAT year! Who wants to start it off with me! I hope to get back to the USA this month. Maybe stay one night in England as a layover. A few weeks ago I was thinking hey let me stay longer, I am used to it here, but I miss the freedoms our country offers! Woohoo!

Never Grow Up...never Surrender
You Are 25 Years Old Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.What Age Do You Act?

Part 14
Jared tugs the garment down divulging her entire body to the applause of the guest. Shannon raise her palms up, arms spread apart showing everyone what they demand. She turns around hesitating when her back is to them giving all a good look. She faces the crowd again as she drips and Mike says “Dave mark your area.” Jared escorts her off the stage over to Dave. “I know what part I want but Kim won’t allow it.” Dave half-heartily jokes. “Oh give that to me,” Kim huffs as she takes the stencil. “Honey he’d like your breast.” She puts the stencil across her right breast and outlines and than numbers it. “I’m next,” holding up 23. “Turn around,” Shannon does Kim sits and stencils an area on her butt. She hands it back to her. Jared comes back over to me, "are you Ok? I wasn't crossing the boundaries Was I?" I conjure my most assuring face, "We agreed on what ever she was comfortable with. She requested you. Thank you for being so gently with her." My heart sk

Unexpected Guest
He'd made it his habit to walk all the floors after he finished the paperwork of his night audit shift at the small town hotel. It wasn't at all unusual to find suites wide open, an open invitation to unwanted guests. The construction workers doing the renovations were just too lazy to keep going to the front desk to get keys, so they just jammed something in the way of the door closing. Despite their carelessness, he had yet to discover anything amiss in any of the rooms. He always started at the penthouse, and walked down the stairs floor by floor. On the 10th floor were the executive suites – a little fancier and a lot more expensive! They were among the last to be renovated, and none of them were complete yet. It was pretty common for these rooms to be left open, despite the presence of thousands of dollars worth of furnishings in each one. He thought he heard music when he reached the floor, and wasn't at all surprised to find several of the suites open. When he got to 1003, th

Bbq With A Difference
We lived in a small town for nearly 10 years. Like all small towns there is not always a lot to do, if fact there is seldom much to do. One tends to have to make ones own entertainment. In our case this was not particularly difficult, we were in our late 20’s and being a fast growing industrial town, there were a number of couples in a similar situation. Pool parties and BBQ’s were a regular form of entertainment, or in my case a fine way of seeing the local ladies in a pleasant state of undress. We had both always been very comfortable with our bodies and having a house at the end of a quiet road meant that or house and pool area were completely private. Not that we cared that much! Most weekends in summer were so unbearably hot that we spent most of the time around the pool and most of the time naked. We always had to keep our ears open for unexpected visitors. The first change was when old friends came to visit us. On the second day we were lying around the pool when Bob’s wif

May Be It Just Might Be A Good Year!!
I am sooooo happy. I have had some books to sell online on Amazon.com that I have just sold one today. I have had my seller's account since the latter part of 2006. No, these aren't books that I have written (I wish!!!). These are simply books that I have collected over time and need to make room in my apartment. Now, if I could figure out to get my own books published, we will certainly be in business for this year!!! :D Kat

Why I Stare At This Snoose In My Hand..
[taken off myspace] First of all, I dont give two fucks who reads this. Im doing this to get it out of my system. To those are are gonna read it, be warned, I am not gonna sugarcoat anything and names of people I choose are going to be left secret. Now. I dont know why life is being the way it is all of a sudden. Im not happy. I am not satisfied. I am jealous. I am pissed. I am starting to act alot different than how I normally act. I know why. It was part of this sexual act I was involved with sometime ago. That being said, can I get out of that mindset? Probably. Does it seem like I am anytime soon? No. I doubt it. Days recently havent been treating me well. If you dont think so, I guess Ive succeeded in hiding it. I did win best actor senior year of high school for a reason. I just wish there was someway that I can run away by myself, for a fucking day, the least, so I can just sit and think about my life and why its been heading downhill so bad.

How Experienced Am I
Your Dating Purity Score: 67% You are an under-experienced dater. This doesn't mean you're unexperienced - far from it. It just means that there's a lot of romance left to discover!Dating Purity Test

Playlist For The Week Of 12/26/06 - 1/2/07.
Agalloch - Ashes Against The Grain Alice Cooper - Trash Behemoth - Demigod Cannibal Corpse - Kill Carpathian Forest - Fuck You All!!!! Celtic Frost - Monotheist Dark Throne - The Cult Is Alive Deicide - The Stench Of Redemption Dismember - The God The Never Was Goatwhore - A Haunting Curse Gwar - Beyond Hell Incantation - Primordial Domination Kiss - Rock And Roll Over Kiss - Animalize Kiss - Revenge Motorhead - Kiss Of Death Overkill - Feel The Fire Place Of Skulls - The Black Is Never Far Sodom - Sodom Stormtroopers Of Death - Live At Budokan W.A.S.P. - Inside The Electric Circus Witchery - Don't Fear The Reaper

Love....
What I hear ................ I love you Your Beautiful I want you I need you I love your body I love your mind If it is so easy to say all of that then why turn around and say I want to fuck you ????? If so much love is shared then why does the act have to sound so bad? MAYBE ONE DAY I WILL BE LOVED ENOUGH TO HEAR THE WORDS I WANT TO MAKE LOVE TO YOU ...... Untill then I guess I will remain BROKEN!!!!!!

What Type Of Sex Do You Prefer
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Deep Purple
You scored as Deep Purple. mysterious and deep, nobody quite knows whats behind you but you like this because it shows you who caresYellow100%Deep Purple100%Green100%lilac100%Blue88%Orange88%Black81%Pink75%Red50%Wot colour is ur soul?created with QuizFarm.com

A Thought Or Something Like It.
We all come looking for something. A spark to fill the void, a moment that pulls us from the lives we have come to know as ordinary. What would happen if today was the last? Do we love what we lost and respect what we could keep our hands on even if only for a short time? Would we still allow that first kiss to roll through our body, letting it linger and tickle long after their breath has cooled and risen from our bodies? We all look to self medicate, finding that one thing to take us up to our own Euphoria. That moment where we loose all that we build up to destroy. IS it so wrong to find what brings us to happiness even if others dont approve? Is the unusual and unexplored negative? Why is it that what we find different we find wrong? Why is it that some thing that brings one to peacefulness, others condemn to hell.

Hollywood Squares Questions
Remember Peter Marshall and The Original Hollywood Squares? Here's a few of the good ones. Q. Do female frogs croak? A. Paul Lynde: If you hold their little heads under water long enough. Q. If you're going to make a parachute jump, at least how high should you be? A. Charley Weaver: Three days of steady drinking should do it. Q. True or False, a pea can last as long as 5,000 years. A. George Gobel: Boy, it sure seems that way sometimes. Q. You've been having trouble going to sleep. Are you probably a man or a woman? A. Don Knotts: That's what's been keeping me awake. Q. According to Cosmopolitain, if you meet a stranger at a party and you think that he is attractive, is it okay to come out and ask him if he's married? A. Rose Marie: No; wait until morning. Q. Which of your five senses tends to diminish as you get older? A. Charley Weaver: My sense of decency. Q. In Hawaiian, does it take more than three words to say "I Love You"? A. Vinc

Interesting Hemp Facts And Other Info
From: Add me if you want to help legalize.... Date: Jan 3 2007 2:36 PM THE REAL REASON CANNABIS HAS BEEN OUTLAWED HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ITS EFFECTS ON THE MIND AND BODY. MARIJUANA is NOT DANGEROUS. Pot is NOT harmful to the human body or mind. Marijuana does NOT pose a threat to the general public. Marijuana is very much a danger to the oil companies, alcohol, tobacco industries and a large number of chemical corporations. Various big businesses, with plenty of dollars and influence, have suppressed the truth from the people. The truth is if marijuana was utilized for its vast array of commercial products, it would create an industrial atomic bomb! Entrepreneurs have not been educated on the product potential of pot. The super rich have conspired to spread misinformation about an extremely versatile plant that, if used properly, would ruin their companies. Where did the word 'marijuana' come from? In the mid 1930s, the M-word was created to tarnish the good image and phen

Bloodlust
I was heading home after a long day at the stage. I’ve been working at a highly respectable theater group. Making sweet money, earning tons of respect, working the hours, I choose. It is my dream job. Dark was setting in, and I was jamming to Metallica in my 2006 Toyota Tacoma black double access. I worked my ass off to get this beauty. Anyways I was speeding down I-5 about 9pm and fog was thickening. So I slowed it down to about 50 so I won’t kill myself or anyone else that I may encounter. On the side of the road I spot a jet-black ’65 barracuda. The rims chromed out and very well taken care of, but the hood is open. I pulled over on the shoulder and backed up a bit so I won’t have to walk so damn far. I hit the emergency lights so no one would hit my ass and got out of the truck. Damn it got cold quick, my nipples are barking at the cold. I didn’t see anyone around at first so I peeked inside the car and say that the inside was tanned leathered with a silver snake charm hangin

Hello
anyone feel like talking and helping me to cheer up a lil.. i broke it off with a guy i have been with for over a year now tonight.. it was due to some things that were happening and him not treating me right. and now i feel like i will never have another guy in my life again and i feel like everything is always my fault or at least made to feel this way.. and it sucks.. i hate being hurt

Confusion
It has been a while since we have talked. Even longer since you have held me in your arms. The lonely nights and crazy thoughts fill me with sadness I know all to well. I get angry at you but more so at myself for having felt this way before! It seems to rush back to me like a wild river with nothing to stand in its way. The current is to strong... I have nowhere to run. Is there anything that can calm a force so great? I believe I have found a way but will it calm or only anger it more? It is a risk I am willing to take because that river knows more then I will ever know!

The Outhouse
Ma was in the kitchen fiddling around when she hollers out...."Pa! You need to go out and fix the outhouse!" Pa replies, "There ain't nuthin wrong with the outhouse." Ma yells back, "Yes there is, now git out there and fix it." So.....Pa mosies out to the outhouse,looks around and yells back,"Ma! There ain't nuthin wrong with the outhouse!" Ma replies, "Stick yur head in the hole!" Pa yells back, "I ain't stickin my head in that hole!" Ma says, "Ya have to stick yur head in the hole to see what to fix." So with that, Pa sticks his head in the hole, looks around and yells back, "Ma! There ain't nuthin wrong with this outhouse!" Ma hollers back, "Now take your head out of the hole!" Pa proceeds to pull his head out of the hole, then starts yelling, "Ma! Help! My beard is stuck in the cracks in the toilet seat!" To which Ma replies, "Hurt's, don't it ?!"

Grimey Build Up
I remember all this I think I lived it before You feel like A part of me Then you close that door If you think That bothers me Start that story with Once upon a time Because all of those issues Are involved with your life Not mine Another short skirt Fishnet stockings and boots Somehow I feel ok And I'm in a good mood While searching forever I recall To live right now Forever ends in an Instant Hopes and dreams Swirl down the drain As it empties All that remains Is what we created Just Love residue

Pissed
I am SO fucking tired of the BULL SHIT. The idiot I'm married to went out and spent every last dime he had on a fucking paintball gun and he KNOWS i dont get paid til the 16th. You know... his 39 years old. he should fucking be more responsible, but if I say so I'm the bad guy, I'm the bitch. What do I do now if I run out of stuff for the baby? I am so tired of pawning shit, borrowing money , just because he wants to think of himself. I've had it, he says one more thing. I'm gone. I'm working myself into an early grave for fucking nothing.

Being Thirdty- Something
BEING THIRDTY- SOMETHING They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn`t know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren`t exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don`t recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren`t really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you. You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You

Pleasure App
PLEASURE APPLiCATiON 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot/sexy? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

The Single Flaw In Women
The One Flaw In Women By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime.An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you hav

Gf App For Dj Anubis
Full Name?! Christina R Smith D.O.B.?! 09/20/86 City?! Brandon State?! Fl Sexuality?! straight Can you cook?! ...if not DO NOT continue!!! yes Who You Really Are!: What are your hobbies & interest ?! I love music, hockey, sexy cars, guys, movies love goin to the movies..and more u will just have to figure those out on ur own ;) What kind of music do you listen to ?! everything Would you rather stay in or go out ?! ...doing what ?! both as long as im with u it would all be great Personal Questions!: Thong or briefs ?! both How many people have you been with ?! i plead the 5th unless i tell u on person How far have you gone ?! all the way Do you believe in love at first sight ?! yes Describe your personality in three words: Funny Caring Sensitive What If Questions?: It`s my birthday.. . I would like a gift. What do you get me ?! idk yet still thinkin (maybe me ;P) lol If I started cuddling with you. .

I Long
I Long I long to end the miles between us. I long to feel your strength. I long to hear your heartbeat. I long to be controlled by your pace. I long for just one time...I long for just one day. I long to totally lose myself in the warmth of your embrace.

Lawmaker: U.s. Catching, Releasing Top Terror Targets
Please Use The Box To Your Left To Rate This Story WASHINGTON (CNN) -- The U.S. military already knows what half of its most-wanted terrorist targets look like because they have been apprehended and photographed in the past, a Republican congresswoman said Friday. The United States is operating "a catch and release program for al Qaeda in Iraq," said Rep. Heather Wilson, a member of the House intelligence committee. In remarks at the National Press Club, the New Mexico lawmaker said a senior official told her that the U.S. military already has photographs of "fully half of the high-value al Qaeda targets in Iraq" presently being hunted. (Watch how Congress is divided over whether to send more troops to Iraq ) "They're wearing orange jumpsuits in the mugshots we took of them when we captured them the first time," Wilson recalled the official telling her. "We are operating a catch and release program for al Qaeda in Iraq. This is inexcusable and frustrating ... for the

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Just For 2
Candles flicker softly on a table set for two, There's no one on the earth tonight except for me and you. A nice romantic dinner and a bottle of chilled wine, And we are here together in a moment stopped in time. A love so few have ever known and this is its birth night, Alone within our little world, you and I and candlelight. So soon we will set free the feelings that we want to share. And I am held here spellbound by your laughter in the air. Thoughts of love like falling leaves, Swirling in the autumn breeze, Flow in our minds and in our eyes, A tender look and longing sighs, We touch and as the fire starts, That we have kindled in our hearts, We kiss and hear the angels sing, As heavens gift to me you bring, No more to live my life alone, And in your soul I found my home, At peace within your loving arms, Captivated by your charms, And happily I'd die for you, Here at this table set for two.

Great End. . .
You come home this evening and see the lights are off, yet there is a soft glow coming from the scones on the wall. You smell the scent of vanilla in the air and know that every candle lit is one that radiates the soft fragrance. The sound of rustling comes from the gown that is nestled against the skin of your lover. The same lover's stilettos make the clicking noise against the floor. It makes your skin quiver. You know they are worn for your pleasure. Your jacket? You feel its removal and know it will rest in the closet. The spell of the evening is cast and neither wishes to break it, so no words are spoken. You turn and feel the soft touch of skin on skin as the glow of the candlelight spills over hair that you long to touch. Music plays. A well known melody brings memories to the surface and the distance closes between you. Two tongues snake out and meet lips; one pair is soft like satin, the other firm in strength. The silk dress rubs against the linen shirt, buttons dig

Fucking Army Things
Blue hair at drill — Saturday, January 06, 2007 I was a guidon bearer today. Funny shit. We had a change of command ceremony today. So there was sgt majors, and generals and shit. Well, same thing sometimes, but anyway. I didn't have a beret, so I had to use someone elses. I hadn't worn a beret to drill before. Well, it rubbed the black spaystuff off my hair. I went through the line and got a muffen, and a sgtmajor noticed my hair was slightly discolored. He then chewed out my supply sgt, who is only an e-5, but somehow she was in the 1sgt spot postition thing cuz there was no one else or something. That's a stupid fucking idea, I'm not sure how it came to be. She stopped me from getting my flue shot when I was about to get one to tell me I had to go fix my hair. It was some kind of emergency or something to her. I still got my shot before I left. She was talking about how I had to show her a reciept of permanent hair dye when I got back, or I wouldn't get paid for the day.

Daily Devotional
Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 6 "When we're through with this earth and all these problems, we don't have to come back. But as long as we're here we have a job to do and a purpose to fulfill and that means dealing with the circumstances around us." --Rolling Thunder, CHEROKEE We are put on the earth to participate in life. We have a beautiful mind, we have the ability to pray, we have the ability to change, we have the ability to accept, and we have choices. All things God created are constantly changing. This constant change causes our circumstances to change. Sometimes we say life is difficult. During these times we need to use our tools: the tools of prayer, and the tools of meditation. We are designed to change and live joyfully on this earth. The only requirement for living joyfully is to live according to the laws, principles and values given to us by the Creator. Great Spirit, give me Your courage today, and guide my footsteps. ***** 'THINK on T

Feed Upon Me
Watching you from the corner, You lay soundly sleeping, In your warm comfy bed, Through the dark, I start creeping. I stand above you, Slide my hand under your head, You awaken and watch me, Whisper[[Yes I am one of the undead]] I brush my teeth, Upon that warm pulsing ear, I am not here to kill you, Do not worry my dear. Can you make room? For me to lay, I have been waiting for you, In the corner all day. Finally I have you, Right here next to me, I am not gunna let you go, Not even if you plead. Just do not fight, I will not bite hard, It will be over soon, As long as you let me start. I lean in close, Breath upon your neck, I feel your body quiver, You are a nervous wreck. You dont quite trust me, To feed upon you, So you are feeding first, C mon I am letting you. Its easy just bite here, Right on that vein, The blood will be warm, Dont worry I dont feel pain. Your eyes watch me, As your jaw begins to tighten, You

Call Me When You're Sober
Call Me When You're Sober - Evanescence Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over. How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine. So don't cry to me. If you loved

This Is The " Valentine Application."
This is the " Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on cherry tap that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever...

A Cherokee Blessing
ohsiyo may the great creator bless you and your family and all who enter there and may your mocassins make happy trails in many snows and may the rainbow always touch your shoulder wado pastor cougarmoon

Vanilla Pudding Robbery
Vanilla Pudding Robbery This is just too funny not to share. Excerpted from an article which appeared in the Little Rock Observer about a bank robbery on Jan 2. Once inside the bank shortly after midnight, their efforts at disabling the security system got underway immediately. The robbers, who expected to find one or two large safes filled with cash & valuables, were surprised to see hundreds of smaller safes throughout the bank. The robbers cracked the first safe's combination, and inside they found only a small bowl of vanilla pudding! As recorded on the bank's audio tape system, one robber said, "At least we'll have a bit to eat." The robbers opened up a second safe, and it also contained nothing but vanilla pudding. The process continued until all safes were opened. They did not find one dollar, a diamond, or an ounce of gold. Instead, all the safes contained covered bowls of pudding. Disappointed, the robbers made a quiet exit, each leaving with no

In My Nature
I remain yours forever And you I'll always and in all ways remember, Because it's in my nature. One look! One smile! One 'Hi there! ' Bound me in capture. Seized by your life-in-blue-jeans carefree demeanor I remain yours forever. Quite the couple we are! A princess, my 'better', And I, your not-so-humble self-chosen 'protector' Because it's in my nature. Choices were made that excluded our endeavor Whose fault was it? Who knows why now? Does it matter? I remain yours forever. For you I forfeit reason by any known measure: In my thoughts, never parted, always together Because it's in my nature. Even to this day I continue to treasure Your illusion past. This woe I choose to honor. I remain yours forever Because it's in my nature.

Because
I cry myself to sleep because it's the only thing I can do right, I avoid you because I would rather be alone, I dress in black so I can be invisible at night, I stay out late to avoid the fights that go on at home, I remain misunderstood because no one wants to understand me, I play my music loud so no one can hear me cry, I rebel because no one will let things be, I make a scene so you will notice if I die, I cut my wrists so I know I'm not numb, I sleep in late because I'm afraid of the day, I don't try because everyone just assumes I'm dumb, I don't talk because I have nothing to say, I guess I don't need to be understood, I’ll be alright, I just needs you to leave me alone! Or I might just crumble out here in the dark engulfed in my own darkness.

Repeat Often
{repeat often, without expectation or fear, in order to train the mind. This is one of the most well-know verses practiced by many great bodhisattvas, through which they achieved excellent results. This is a special method to free ourselves from hope and fear so that we can transmute suffering into the path of enlightenment.} From Now On, until I achieve enlightenment, I rely on you. Please give me the wisdom to escape samsara. If I am supposed to get sick, let me get sick, And I'll be happy. May the sickness purify my negative karma And the sickness of all sentient beings. If I am supposed to be healed, let all my sickness and confusion be healed, And I'll be happy. May all sentient beings be healed And filled with happiness. If I am suppose to die, let me die, and I'll be happy. May all the delusion And all the causes of suffering of beings die. If I am suppose to live a long life, let me live a long life, And I'll be happy. May my life be

Fill It Out
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you want me to call you right after we saw each other to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a guy? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? 18. Do you have kids? If not do you want

Primevil: The Movie
I keep seeing these commercials for a new movie called Primevil and it says its based on the story of a real serial killer so I decide to look it up. It turns out, it is based on the story of Gustave, who is a CRCODILE, not a person. That is so lame...

A Question To My Lady Friends Only!!
Any of my lady friends that have daughters that started their female cycle before the age of 11 please give me any advice you have on how to deal with this!!!!! My youngest daughter turned 9 last October and tonight I believe she has started the big "P". She pretty much knows what it is because of me of course but has not yet had the movie and whatnot at school like most of us women did when we were kids because she is only in the 3rd grade. I think it is more me freaking out than she is lol because she is my BABY and I wasn't expecting this for at least another year or so as most of the women in my family started around 10-12. Has any of you experienced this???????

Hip-hop Album Review 3 North Meets South
Nas- Hip-hop is dead is a great album another Nas classic with intellectual thought provoking songs and a mix of hood and social issues involved this album has what it takes to put NY rap back on top. Nas shines throughout the whole album but there are a few tracks where is just over the top and crazy with the flow he keeps his listners wanting more and more. Tracks he shines on the most are "you can't kill me", "black republican" ft Jay-z, "blunt ashes", and "hustlers" ft The Game and Marsha Ambrosius. Overall I give this album 4 1/2 mics out of 5. Young Jeezy- The Inspiration Jeezy picks up where he left off with thug inspiration 101. Jeezy is back with dope laced lines, more trapping, more hood shit than ever. Jeezy might not be considered a lyrical rapper but he should be. Lyrically with every song on this album Jeezy grows pound for pound Jeezy is one of the best in the south. He shines on songs like "i luv it", "the realest", "bury me a g" and "mr. 17.5". Overall I give this

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New To Cherry Tap
Ok so i am new to this place and already seem t have a substantial amount of friends on here which is cool and all but i have no clue as to what i am doing. Funny to say is that I work in the software industry and on computers all day but cant figure out a simple website. Ugh So if anyone would like to lend a hand in anyway and show me how to use things like the lounge or simple changing the background and colors of the page, that would be nice.

Cry
I've wasted it all I've wasted everything I feel I've wasted my life I've come to the point where i no longer care Where it all seems to be a lie I am sick of screaming and I'm through with my cutting But the pain still refuses to subside so what do I do now? I cry with all my heart my soul is emptied out I whisper your sweet name as the tears are flowing down And i feel so broken as I'm falling to the ground And I give up on everything as I let it all out Cause now i can't find a reason Not to do anything eles

I Try To Close My Eyes, But I Cannot Ignore The Stimuli
Struck A Nerve Video - Bad Religion lyricsBad Religion Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure There's an old man on a city bus Holding a candy cane And it isn't even christmas He see's a note in the obituary That his last friend has died There's an infant clinging To his overweight mother in the cold As they go to shop for cigarettes And she spends her last dollar On a bottle of vodka for tonight And I guess it struck a nerve Like I had to squint my eyes You can never get out Of the line of sight Like a barren winter day Or a patch of unburned green Like a tragic real dream I guess it struck a nerve Every day I wander In negative disposition As I'm bombarded by superlatives Realizing very well that I am not alone Introverted I look to tomorrow for salvation But I'm thinking altruistically And a wave of overwhelming doubt Turns me to stone And I guess it struck a nerve Sent a murmur to my heart We just haven't got time To crack the maze Like a magic s

Self-cleaning Underwear Goes Weeks Without Washing
Self-cleaning fabrics could revolutionize the sport apparel industry. The technology, created by scientists working for the U.S. Air Force, has already been used to create t-shirts and underwear that can be worn hygenically for weeks without washing. The new technology attaches nanoparticles to clothing fibers using microwaves. Then, chemicals that can repel water, oil and bacteria are directly bound to the nanoparticles. These two elements combine to create a protective coating on the fibers of the material. This coating both kills bacteria, and forces liquids to bead and run off. The U.S. military spent more than $20 million to develop the fabric, deriving from research originally intended to protect soldiers from biological weapons. Jeff Owens, one of the scientists who worked to develop the process, said, "During Desert Storm, most casualties were from bacterial infections—not accidents or friendly fire. We treated underwear for soldiers who tested them for several we

Hope & Love
I feel so numb , so disconnected from you. What has happened to the true love I once knew What will become , what is the final sum.I'm so frighten you will let go. I'll fight my way back to you.Please beleive this ,I do still care for you, Open your heart mind & soul So you can see my love for thee will never grow old. Please beleive in me once again & whisper in my ear I will love you for an eternity you are my one & only true love my dear

Why Death May No Longer Be A Fact Of Life
Why death may no longer be a fact of life IAN JOHNSTON SCIENCE CORRESPONDENT (ijohnston@scotsman.com) IT IS a mystery older than Methuselah: why are we born to die after our allotted three-score years and ten? Now scientists have discovered how genetic damage to cells and our ability to carry out repairs are the major factors in determining how long we will live. The research could lead to new treatments for horrific diseases which cause young children to age prematurely and die, with trials expected within a year. And while Methuselah's 969 years and an elixir of eternal life are still in the realms of religious belief and science fiction, researchers believe it is now theoretically possible at least to extend lifespan "significantly". It was once thought the ageing process was pre-programmed, hardwired into the human condition, and that death was simply a fact of life. But life expectancies in developed countries have stubbornly continued their upwards rise, by a

Metallica - One
4. One I Can't Remember Anything Can't Tell If this Is True or Dream Deep down Inside I Feel to Scream this Terrible Silence Stops Me Now That the War Is Through with Me I'm Waking up I Can Not See That There's Not Much Left of Me Nothing Is Real but Pain Now Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death Oh Please God,wake Me Back in the Womb its Much Too Real in Pumps Life That I must Feel but Can't Look Forward to Reveal Look to the Time When I'll Live Fed Through the Tube That Sticks in Me Just like a Wartime Novelty Tied to Machines That Make Me Be Cut this Life off from Me Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death Oh Please God,wake Me Now the World Is Gone I'm Just One Oh God,help Me Hold My Breath as I Wish for Death Oh Please God Help Me Darkness Imprisoning Me All That I See Absolute Horror I Cannot Live I Cannot Die Trapped in Myself Body My Holding Cell Landmine Has Taken My Sight Taken My Speech Taken My Hearing Taken My Arms Taken My Le

Complete & Uncensored Shit List
AGNOSTICISM What is this shit? ALTRUISM Want some shit? AMISH Shit dost occur. APATHISM I don't give a shit. ATHEISM I don't believe this shit. BA'HAI All shit is truly shit. BUDDHISM Shit happens. BAPTIST FUNDAMENTALISM Shit happens because the Bible says so. CAPITALISM How much will this shit cost? CARTESIANISM I shit, therefore I am. CATHOLICISM If shit happens, you deserved it. CLASSICAL Marxism The workers take all the shit, but they're gonna dish it back out again. COMMUNISM It's everybody's shit. CONFUCIANISM Confucius say, "Shit happens." CREATION SCIENCE We have proof that God created all the shit that happens. CONTRACT THEORY If we don't agree to form society, everything will go to shit. DADISM Your mom knows her shit. DARWINISM We came up from shit. DESCARTES I shit therefore I am. DIANETICS Shit your way to a better life. DOMINICANS Belive in shit, or we'll boil you in it. DYSLEXIANISM Hits

Vampires....
I usually keep myself abreast of current trends and such butt somehow I missed the Vampire Movement… Was just looking at the Top Promoters and one of these is a Vampire Chick… Personally, men, brotherhood of the Manly Man Society, how in the hell can you sleep safely with a chick that wants to bite your neck or maybe chomp of your “woman pleaser”??? Talk about an uncomfortable nights sleep… Hit and run?? Oh – ok… No overnight stay… out before midnight… Ok, I get it…. Damn if you will EVER catch me waking up next to a vampire chick… p.s 2 new friends ya can visit for me... http://cherrytap.com/user/570704 http://cherrytap.com/user/575615

I'll Find A Way
RACHAEL YAMAGATA LYRICS "I'll Find A Way" I'll find a way to see you again I'll find a way to see you again I used to think that anything I'd do Wouldn't matter at all anyway But now I find that when it comes to you I'm the winner of cards I can't play Wait for me, wait for me Darling, I need you desperately, desperately here And I'll find a way to see you again And I'll find a way to see you again The rain is like an orchestra to me Little gifts from above meant to say Girl, you falling at his feet Isn't lovely or stunning today Wait with me, wait with me I'm alive when you're here with me, here with me, stay And I'll find a way to see you again And I'll find a way to see you again Why do the street lamps die When you're passing by Like a hand that won't stay on my shoulder tonight If you held me close, would you laugh it away Would you dare the glance that I steal to stay And I'll find a way to see you again Yes, I'll find a way to see you ag

Meet Me By The Water
RACHAEL YAMAGATA LYRICS "Meet Me By The Water" Would you please meet me by the water, baby We'll have a really good time Would you please meet me by the water, baby 'Cause I can't get you off of my mind I've been thinking everyday about you Don't fit anywhere into my life, but that's okay 'Cause I think I might be right for you And because of that, I'm not scared at all And everyone says I'm crazy And everyone says I'm a fool Would you meet me by the water tonight 'Cause I'm ready to break all the rules Please don't leave me standing With my heart in my hand I can't last here I'm breaking down, And no on understands why I got here But I knew from the very first moment That I met you You'd be the one Would you meet me by the water tonight Would you please fall asleep Holding my hand 'Cause I've got everything in store for you, baby If you'll be my man

The Apple, It’s Not Just For Eating Anymore
Good Morning…. In an ever changing world of the I-POD generation where one can listen to endless amounts of music from a device smaller then most little fingers now comes it’s big brother the IPHONE, oh yeah! Apple is introducing it and for a meager price of 499 you too can own a 4 gigabyte unit to store and synchronize a user's music, video and photos from Apple's ITunes. Oh wait they’re not finished. Along with the IPHONE the company's new TV, which could do for digital movies what the iPod did for digital music. The TV, actually a recording device with a 40-gigabyte hard drive, will let users wirelessly take downloaded video and photo content and watch it on big-screen televisions. Apparently right now they are going after older flicks from Viacom's (VIA, news, msgs) Paramount Pictures. For now, Paramount will offer only its backdated titles, not new releases. Still, it's a sign that Apple will succeed in building off its Disney library and in time will offer a full slate of movies.

My Dream
Although I am Catholic I still wonder down those roads And too often I get lost I’ve been depressed a lot lately I just don’t think I can go on My heart is filled with pain My insides ache all the time I’d carry all my tears and worries My shoulders bent with burden I’ve lived in the rain It seems I’ve spent a lifetime Searching after truth Where there’s no suffering of pain Hearts are hurting in this world I see evidence everywhere From the suffering and the pain of others The pain the misery and the woe Of those less fortunate than me But I had a dream last night I saw a cross on a hillside From the valley below And a voice said to me Towards the cross I must go I said I couldn’t start The hill was too steep I wanted to turn and just run He told me not to be afraid or scared He said please do not run away Don’t give up the answer is there If only I will follow He led me where to go The door of opportunity Has opened wide for me Each step I take into

I Have Found My Child
As many of you know I didn't get my youngest son for the holidays like i was supposed to and I served him with contempt paperwork. He doesn't think that the law will touch him and he thinks that i will be the one to get in trouble. Well anyway. I have found my son; however, I had to get the new address and phone number of where he was from my mother. he told my mom that I was afraid i was going to yell at him and damn straigh I want to so bad, but at least i know where he is now.

The Good Kind
Artist/Band: Wreckers Lyrics for Song: The Good Kind "Do you wanna run away together?" I would say it was your best line ever Too bad I fell for it And I walked alone Waiting for you to come along Take my tortured heart by the hand And write me off Do you know I cry? Do you know I die? Do you know I cry? And it's not the good kind You forced me to become strong When I just craved being weak Yeah,yeah And you think you know And I would like to think so But do you know that when you go I fall apart Do you know I cry? Do you know I die? Do you know I cry? And it's not the good kind No, You're not the good kind I'm tired of hiding behind these blind eyes I'm tired of this smile that even I don't recognize Do you know I cry? Do you know I die? Do you know I cry? And it's not the good kind Do you know I cry? Do you know I die? Do you know I cry? And it's not the good kind Do you know I cry? Do you know I die? Do you know I

What You Think, Cabana Surprise ?? ((ladies))
I watched him as he walked back and forth on the beach, serving pina`coladas and bahama mamas to all the oil slicked ladies who dropped their Cosmo magazines and turned to watch as he walked away. His skin deep bronzed like an Adonis his hard muscled chest and thighs gleaming with sweat in the hot afternoon sun. The bikini trunks revealing tight buns and bulging in the front with a well hung package Mmmm, my oh my… I thought to myself, I gotta get me some of that So I waited for just the right time when the sun was setting and turning the sky crimson, when all the slick ladies were packing up their oil and Cosmos and leaving for evenings with their men. Soon the sky was just beginning to turn purple with twilight; I was the last lady left on the beach, and he was the last cabana boy on duty, picking up the empty glasses... and me. "Hi there," I whispered from my position just behind him at the serving cart. My well oiled, completely b

Newby!!!!
I HAVE NO CLUE WTF I AM DOING I JOINED CUZ OF A CLOSE FRIEND SO IF I DON'T RESPOND TO MESSAGES RIGHT AWAY FORGIVE ME I HAVE NO CLUE HOW TO EVEN ADD PEOPLE OR TALK ON HERE SO ANY SUGGESTIONS WOULD BE WELL APPRECIATED!!!

Can I Talk To You?
can I talk to you can I let all inhibitions go... can I loose control like I want to... what is it about you ... you walk through my mental all night and day... beckoning' me to come play... in you world of ecstasy... more than mental foreplay... if only but for a day.... damn it's happening again .... I've lost my mental focus.... when will it end... my sub-conscious has brought you to the fore front.... quick draw of breathe release of a mental orgasm.... standing still cause my knees want to buckle.... I fight once more to regain composure.... but of no use resistance is futile... I don't know whether to laugh cry or scream.... but it's not abuse it's pleasurable pain... curl up in a ball as I begin

Grabbing The Sheets....
Grabbing the sheets Reaching for the headboard Turning to see ur face Uncontrollably in control of the desire of this position The symmetry of my hips The reverberation of the bed The noise of the moment The irresistible force against the immovable object Reaching for my hair U feel the sense of …. Domination Penetration Exhilaration It goes from a sense of enjoyment To ur desire to conquer the essence of this position U shut ur eyes Closing them tighter with each thrust Imagining the look on my face From pressure to pleasure From pleasure to passion From passion to a permanent place within our minds Time after time Pounding, pushing, pressing, pulling raven star: Driving a point that shall not b

To All My Friends/ All Keepers
TO A KEEPER! ¸...¸ __/ /____ ,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° One day someone\'s mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes There isn\'t any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more \"just one minute.\" Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say \"I Love You.\" ¸...¸ __/ /____ ,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° So while we have it . . it\'s best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it\'s broken . and take good care of it when it\'s sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships .. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents.

A Poem Of Suffication
When does the envading darkness lift its cloud Lets me breath air into my lungs when will the hand upon my heart let go release the agony that seems to have control. turning in a spherical cage that spins on axles shaken apon its twirl. I grow sick I grow weak. How and why am I upon my knees? What is this .. these watery drops they moisten the sand and evaperate My eyes now blurred My body falling forth into the dark obessmal Alone and tainted Lost and unsure The worries of my mind My unthought ruin As time goes I hope to add mor eof my poetry. I have a few at Poetry.com With luck one day I mught win the prize

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Love means giving one's self to another person fully, not just physically. When two people really love each other, this helps them to stay alive and grow. One must really be loved to grow. Love's such a precious and fragile thing that when it comes we have to hold on tightly. And when it comes we're very lucky because for some it never comes at all. If you have love, you're wealthy in a way that can never be measured. Cherish it.

Animal Spirit Energies
Ancient Native Americans believed that all animals had lessons to teach and had healing or inspirational power. When they held or carried a certain fetish, or meditated on it's meaning, they believed they drew the special energy of the animal into themselves. Today, in a search for a closer walk with the earth, many are relearning the old ways of these ancient people, using the animal energy as the Native Americans did. To choose which animal energies are right for you, simply take a deep breath, still yourself and ask your inner being. You will have a knowing, as the ancient people did long ago. Alligator Survival, Stealth Antelope Speed, Grace, Rapid Advancement Bear Strength, Introspection, Self-Knowledge Beaver Building, Shaping, Structure Bee Service, Gathering, Community Bird Unity, Freedom, Individuality Buffalo Abundance, Healing, Good fortune Butterfly Transformation, Balance, Grace Caribou Travel, Mobility Cougar Balan

A Glass Of Milk
One day, a poor boy who was selling goods from door to door to pay his way through school, found he had only one thin dime left, and he was hungry. He decided he would ask for a meal at the next house. However, he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door. Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water! She thought he looked hungry so brought him a large glass of milk. He drank it so slowly, and then asked, How much do I owe you?" You don't owe me anything," she replied. "Mother has taught us never to accept pay for a kindness." He said ... "Then I thank you from my heart." As Howard Kelly left that house, he not only felt stronger physically, but his faith in God and man was strong also. He had been ready to give up and quit. Many year's later that same young woman became critically ill. The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the big city, where they called in specialists to study her rare disease. Dr. Howard Kelly

Happy Birthday Eric!!!!!!!
Today is my dear friend Eric's birthday. So I'm writing this blog to let everyon know what a wonderful person he is. Eric and I have known eachother for over 10 years. He and I didn't really get to know eachother when we first met, and we lost contact for a few years, but we finally found eachother and have become great friends. He is an awesome man to know and has a big heart. He gave me a place to live for a while when I wanted to try and move to New Mexico, which there are not enough thank you's in the world to show my graditude for that. Eric has some great advice at times when I really need it most, and sometimes when I don't think I need it at all. He has 2 cats that he loves...although one thinks he's a human. He can be very over protective of his friends, which is a good thing b/c he just doesn't want to see them get hurt. I love you for that buddy!!! He and I have had some hard times like all friends do, but in the end we are still friends and he is also one of my BEST fr

Ceo Party
CEO Party A CEO (and member of Forbes 400!) throwing a party takes his executives on a tour of his opulent mansion. In the back of the property, the CEO has the largest swimming pool any of them has ever seen. The huge pool, however, is filled with hungry alligators. The CEO says to his executives "I think an executive should be measured by courage. Courage is what made me CEO. So this is my challenge to each of you: if anyone has enough courage to dive into the pool, swim through those alligators, and make it to the other side, I will give that person anything they desire. My job, my money, my house, anything!" Everyone laughs at the outrageous offer and proceeds to follow the CEO on the tour of the estate. Suddenly, they hear a loud splash. Everyone turns around and sees the CFO (Chief Financial Officer) in the pool, swimming for his life. He dodges the alligators left and right and makes it to the edge of the pool with seconds to spare. He pulls himself out just as a huge alligat

It Wouldn't Be Love
It would be so easy, it would be so nice If we could solve all our problems, solve 'em overnight Everything would be so good, if everything went right Oh baby you're just living in a fairy tale world Thinkin' that love don't take alot of work You think it's all rainbows and not any rain, but it doesn't work that way It wouldn't be love, if it didn't hurt a little now, baby And it wouldn't be love, if you didn't have to cry sometimes I know sometimes it ain't easy and sometimes it gets rough But if it was any different baby, then it wouldn't be love It wouldn't be love So you just wanna walk out when the times get tough If all you'll take are the good times, that's not good enough Maybe you should come back yeah, when you're all grown up Oh baby, you're just living in a fairy tale world Thinkin' that love don't take alot of work You think it's all rainbows and not any rain, gotta be some rainy days Baby, you're just living in a fairy tale world Thinkin' that love

When You're Down To Nothing, God Is Up To Something
When you're down to nothing, God is up to something." This is beautiful! Try not to cry. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to don

Father Daughter Talk
A young woman was about to finish her first year of college. Like so many others her age, she considered herself to be a very liberal Democrat, and among other liberal ideals, was very much in favor of higher taxes to support more government programs, in other words redistribution of wealth. She was deeply ashamed that her father was a rather staunch Republican, a feeling she openly expressed. Based on the lectures that she had participated in, and the occasional chat with a professor, she felt that her father had for years harbored an evil, selfish desire to keep what he thought should be his. One day she was challenging her father on his opposition to higher taxes on the rich and the need for more government programs. The self-professed objectivity proclaimed by her professors had to be the truth and she indicated so to her father. He responded by asking how she was doing in school. Taken aback, she answered rather haughtily that she had a 4.0 GPA, and let him know that it w

Re:just My Thoughts, Please Don't Take It Personal
Ok well I guess that I am never gonna find the right guy!!! I am trying to find the right one that wants me for me and I can't figure out why all they want is to hurt!!! I have tried and tried to understand all of them and I can't!!! I guess that I am going to be alone for the rest of my life, LOVE is not in my vocabulary anymore!!! I am going to give up and decided that I would rather be alone then have to deal with this shit any more!!! LOVE is a four letter word like FUCK, SHIT, & DAMN and I am not sure who invented it or every thought it was a good thing, but it really sucks and it hurts way too much!!!! Thanks but no thanks I am at a stage if I just don't feel then maybe I won't get hurt!!!! I hate the feeling that you have when you get hurt. It really sucks!!!!!

Bashing
Bashing, trashing, smashing, thrashing on kids too concerned with fashion Kiss my fucking ass and my $10 sunglasses It never ceases to amaze me the way you bitch and freak When something you wear on your feet actually gets dirty You know all you have to do is covet them And I’m going to have to scuff them Main point of a shoe for me is to keep my foot off the street They’re littered with shit, broken glass, and needles incase you haven’t noticed And if I see one more make-up kit I’m going to beat it Here look You see this kitchen table’s leg I hold between my index finger and thumb? This is now my make-up kit beating club Well done You’ve survived your sacrifice and now you can be reborn under some else’s name This is a cute little branding cult you have going on Does it take much faith? Is the price of perfection within my credit limit? Can I get some salvation I can wear on my back? Just thought I would ask All of you are just so fucking dumb you must be having a

North Carolina Part 2
Decided to stay in Lynchburg, Va. I don't want to start over or have to deal with my sister in-law nor do i want ot try ot make new frieds in a new place. Too much hastle...just gonna have to find a way to deal withm Christian relatives.

Awe, First Hunter Leaves Us
Some one passed this bit of news under the rock where I reside... otherwise I usually can't stomach to see the news and it's hideousness in such doses as the daily news delivers it. Robert Anton Wilson Defies Medical Experts and leaves his body @4:50 AM on binary date 01/11. All Hail Eris! On behalf of his children and those who cared for him, deepest love and gratitude for the tremendous support and lovingness bestowed upon us. (that's it from Bob's bedside at his fnord by the sea) RAW Memorial February 2007 date to be announced Join My Cherry for tons of FREE PICS HERE

Ultimate Quest For Airtime
Ultimate Quest for Airtime 2003 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (31 May 2003, Indiana) Tamar came all the way from New York for the annual Stark Raven Mad event at the Splashin' Safari waterpark at Holiday World, where members of the American Coaster Enthusiasts planned to rendezvous on Memorial Day weekend. The 32-year-old eagerly looked forward to riding the Raven, later described by Spencer County Prosecutor Jon Dartt as "one of the world's most terrifying roller coasters." Tamar planned what coaster enthusiasts call "catching airtime," standing up during the ride to show bravery. The park staff warned the "spirited and intelligent" Harvard MBA, along with the rest of the group, "Don't mess with our safety equipment." Tamar's seat belt and lap bar restraint were in place when the train left the station. But you can't catch airtime that way. Her seatbelt was later found unbuckled and tucked into the seat cushions. As the train swooped over the precipice int

Help A New Friend!!!!!!
Kenann@ CherryTAP Listen guys i guess i am on "probation" for something since noone wants to fix the situation that i can not post or repost bulletins so please help out me new friend! Love to you all~ Heather

Desires We Feel
I stare now deep into my lover's eyes Our foreheads meet, her breath is mixed with mine. We share that bond, a touch felt deep within. We feel desire, to touch with love again. She pulls me slowly down and to her mouth To taste her tongue. Her wetness does not douse The heat she feels is growing hard to stop Consumes us both, our passion burns our thoughts. I lay her gently on her bed, and then I slowly take off all her clothes, again To taste the flavor of her skin, my lips Caress each inch from throat to breast to hip. I slowly bring her gasping to that peak My tongue it probes her lips with pleasure seeks To make her feel so good she cannot bear For me to stop, I kiss her 'till she's there. Our breath now comes in hot quick pants, we move As one, our souls complete. Our passion proves Our love beyond all spoken words, we've touched that depth, and lay secure in naked touch.

This Is Already My Jason
I would do this for her anyday Body: - Call Her EVERY night - Sneak up behind her - Grab her by the waist - tell her shes beautiful - tell her she has amazing eyes - when your friends walk by say this is my girlfriend - Say i love you to her face not JUST over the phone - if shes sad take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay - kiss her on the forehead - when you walk with her walk slowly. - Tickle her even when she says stop - Dont say i love you Unless you Mean It. - listen to her when she talks -tell her your secrets. -protect her

Home Again
As Paul McCartney sang, once there was a way, to get back home again. Thomas Wolfe---he who decreed "you can't go home again" All the while growing up, I had dreams of leaving my home town and never looking back. 30 some years later, I've not ventured to far from where I grew up. Seems like, everyone always left my home town and never looked back. I often think back of my childhood of the happy times as well as sad. Growing up, most of us don't have a lot of concept if, we're poor, rich, advantaged or disadvantaged. You grow up in a real small town like I did, you had to be friends with everyone to get a game of baseball etc going. I always wondered what I'd become when, I grew up, as a matter of fact, I still wonder. I often am glad, God doesn't allow us to see the future. Glad we only have this moment we live in. Would anyone want to know when, a death or any other trouble was going to affect them or their family? I suppose, God gives us just enough mixture of b

July 2006 - Accounting For Taste: Verstimmt Over Klimt
July 2006 - Accounting For Taste: Verstimmt Over Klimt On June 19th, 2006, a painting by the renowned artist Gustav Kilmt sold for 135 million dollars. Hold on. Before you go on, read that last sentence again. I'll wait... read it as many time as you need to in order to grasp the full magnitude of what it is conveying. Done? Good. I just wanted you to read it several times so that you know that you didn't misread it. And also so that you know that it wasn't a misprint. And in case you had heard about this aleged news story before, I wanted the full impact to sink in to your already full brain. To reiterate, on June 19th, 2006 a painting sold for 135 million dollars. Now just to answer all your questions, I looked into it. The painting is just that...a painting. It's not also a combination bookshelf/ spice rack/ 250 acre mansion in the hollywood hills. And although the paint is apparently flecked with Gold, the painting itself is not diamond encrusted or chocalate covered. (C

The Difference 50 Years Makes
Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. 1956 - Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes to his car and gets his to show Jack. 2006 - School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. ++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1956 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends. Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1956 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. Sits still in class. 2006 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombie.

~ Tattoo Contest Taking Off Again...lol ~
~ Tattoo Contest Updates ~ Runs til 1/17 2p.m. 1st Place is...... with 1814 comments 2nd Place is...... with 973 comment 3rd Place is...... with 623 comments 4th Place is...... with 539 comments 5th Place is...... with 314 comments 6th Place is...... with 53 comments 7th Place is...... with 24 comments 8th Place is...... with 31 comments 9th Place is...... with 7 comments 10th Place is...... with 7 comments 11 th place...... with 3 comments Good Luck to everyone! maria

Summer Night
Summer night Kissing you passionately Holding you tight Making love to you On a hot summer night You make my blood boil You make my skin burn For you I ache For your love I yearn Our bodies full of pleasure We flow with ecstasy Making sweet love I’ll be your fantasy We’ll soar to heights We’ve never known before Tease and excite me Make me beg for more Explore my body Fill me with your love Go deep inside We’ll fly to heavens above Explode within me As I scream your name With you my love Pleasure is sweet pain

Martin Luther King - I Have A Dream!
I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: “We hold these truths to be self-evident: that all men are created equal.” I have a dream that one day on the red hills of Georgia the sons of former slaves and the sons of former slave owners will be able to sit down together at a table of brotherhood. I have a dream that one day even the state of Mississippi, a desert state, sweltering with the heat of injustice and oppression, will be transformed into an oasis of freedom and justice. I have a dream that my four children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character. I have a dream today.

Boys Are So Funny
I'm laughing so hard, I am literally in tears. Like I have previously said, there's not a day that goes by where boys don't prove to be stupid. But today, their stupidity doesn't make me mad, frustrated, or even confused. It's pretty entertaining. Here's the deal: I met this guy who seemed pretty cool and he was really into me. (Come on, look at me, who wouldn't be crazy about me?) Anyway, he kept falling harder and harder for me. I liked the guy, but I wasn't trying to be up on his nuts all the time. (That's not how I roll.) We kind of slowed down to a damn near stop until I heard from him last week. Apparently, he didn't feel the need to tell me he had found a girlfriend that he's absolutely "crazy" about. In a week's time, he went from wanting me to trust him and believe his words to falling head over heels for some chick. It's cool. I'm glad I didn't fall for the song and dance routine. I wish them the best of luck in their "relationship." I'm way out of his league and so

Guy Talk Translated!
"I'M GOING FISHING" Translated: "I'm going to drink myself dangerously stupid and stand by a stream with a stick in my hand, while the fish swim by in complete safety." "IT WOULD TAKE TOO LONG TO EXPLAIN" Translated: "I have no idea how it works." "I WAS LISTENING TO YOU. IT'S JUST THAT I HAVE THINGS ON MY MIND." Translated: "I was wondering if that redhead over there is wearing a bra." "TAKE A BREAK HONEY, YOU'RE WORKING TOO HARD." Translated: "I can't hear the game over the vacuum cleaner." "THAT'S INTERESTING, DEAR." Translated: "Are you still talking?" "YOU KNOW HOW BAD MY MEMORY IS." Translated: "I remember the theme song to 'F Troop', the address of the first girl I ever kissed and the vehicle identification numbers of every car I've ever owned, but I forgot your birthday." "I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU, AND GOT YOU THESE ROSES." Translated: "The girl selling them on the corner was a real babe." "HEY, I'VE GOT MY REASONS FOR WHAT I'M DOING." Translat

Is It Possible......
Is it possible for you to live your whole life within arms length of the person you love and never be able to tell them. Self torture must be very erotic for someone to go day in and day out not being able to tell that person how you feel about them. It may be your partner at work, a person in your class at school, your best friend, or even your spouse. Yes it may indeed be the person you lay next to in bed every day. We as civilived people should not be afraid to share are true feeling's. Remember, you can only be turned down once, but self torture last forever. Who knows, you might even make a new friend. Please ponder on this idea, comment if you think its right or wrong.....paul

~ Angel Family Rules ~
~ Rules Of The Angel Family ~ 1. we do level ups 2. we do rates 3. we do repost 4. we do user comments 5. when asked for help in contest we can help with comments! Meaning of the Family! We help each other and stand by each other. But we will not have drama if a problem comes up please contact me or Wolf and we will deal with it. As with any family problems will arise every once in a while as we will settle it the adult way! I opened the Angels On CherryTap cause no where else can you feel loved and cared about as you would with us. We will take care of our own and welcome the newcomers. show everyone there can be love and caring on CherryTap. Wolf has made a logo for our family members and it will sent out to their inbox when it is done. I won't put it in the family folder cause anyone can steal it and claim they are a member and give us all a bad name. you can put it somewhere on your page or put it in your pics. Directions....

~ Tattoo Contest Ends Tommorrow At 2pm Central Time ~
~ Tattoo Contest Updates ~ Runs til 1/17 2p.m. 1st Place is...... with 2200 comments 2nd Place is...... with 1148 comment 3rd Place is...... with 648 comments 4th Place is...... with 539 comments 5th Place is...... with 314 comments 6th Place is...... with 53 comments 7th Place is...... with 24 comments 8th Place is...... with 31 comments 9th Place is...... with 7 comments 10th Place is...... with 7 comments 11 th place...... with 3 comments Good Luck to everyone! maria

The Nsfw Story
11/17/2006 Slave-aversary November 17th 2006 My Slave-aversary present: Well my present this year was made by my Master. It is our first official dungeon equipment. We don’t have a dungeon yet but we will one day. I don’t know what to call the item, Master called it a whipping post, I call it a hitching post, but a hitching post is for tying horses to not slave girls. It is a black post with a base so it is free standing. It is about 5 feet tall. On the base there are 2 rings for tying feet or legs to (Master tied my knees to these and placed a spreader bar between my feet) The post is rounded ½ way up then it is flatten and on the flatten part there are a series of holes with shiny silver loops for tying the hands and collar to. At the very top there is a cushioned headrest. At eight o’clock Master got a shower and left me to watch TV until he was finished. When Master came out he instructed me to go get my makeup done and get collared and robed. But to not exit the bedr

People Who Claim To Want To Meet
Seldom do I actually run across a person that goes through with what they say they will ...........MEET. I typically get led down the road of bullshit and then in the end, get trashed by the person. I have no time for drama, nor bull shit. If you aren't real, and willing to meet, don't tell another person that you will. Be real, or get a life and move on.

When Mom Died...
A little background on Me and Mom first... Growing up, Mom and I never got along. It was one of those stories where I couldn't do anything right. Nothing was good enough. Her treatment of my brother was the opposite. Dad got treated pretty much like me. Thats probably why Dad and I have always been so close. Unfortunately we both had learned from our fathers the wrong way to handle conflict. We allowed too much to happen to us just to avoid it. Growing up, Dad always made me feel loved. Mom rarely told me. In fact she told me the opposite.. that she hated me. I couldn't tell you if she ever told me she loved me during my highschool or college years. I don't remember a single time. I sure remembered the word hate though. Mom got cancer first when I was in Middle School. She got better for awhile. She developed other forms of cancer over the next few years. The day I graduated from high school she went into the hospital again. They said she would not last the week

5 More Entries Please!! Fuck You Contest
YES YES YALL I AM RUNNING A CONTEST BEST FUCK YOU PHOTO....YOU GOT A PIC OF YOURSELF THAT SCREAMS FUCK YOU ALL OVER IT LETS ENTER IT IN THIS CONTEST ... RULES ARE FIRST 10 TO ENTER GET FIRST RUN.. NO MORE THAN 10 ENTRIES... IT WILL BE JUDGED ON THE PIC WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WIN.. SELF COMMENTING WIL BE ALLOUD... HERES THE DEAL U WANNA ENTER YOUR PIC IN MY CONTEST.. YOU SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE LETTING ME KNOW..PRIZES ARE AS SUCH 1ST>>> ROLEX 2ND>>> MAN OR WOMANS RING(DEPENDING ON THE WINNER) 3RD>>> PERSONALIZED TAG AND A PERSONALIZED MORPH LETS GO PPL SOON AS I GET MY ENTRIES I WILL GIVE U NOTICE OF STARTING TIME THIS CONTEST WILL RUN FOR 4 DAYS ONLY.. HERES A QUICK SNEAK PEAK 2 THE ENTRIES SO FAR I NEED 6 MORE ENTRIES LETS GO PPL RAZORBLAD3_KIZZ jac1979 !**H8 ~me**! Canadian Hottie --۩LOЯĎ۞Lз§tãt۩ WANNA ENTER THE CONTEST LET ME KNOW £ÃÐ¥ ØF KÃØ§(RATE ME FAN ME I WILL DO

No More
U took my head U took my heart Since you've left I've fallen apart I don't go anywhere Or do anything I sit by the phone And hope it'll ring After I gave up About a month without u U decided to call me Just out of the blue And in that call U decided to say U really missed me But u were moving away When the call was over And we said our good-byes A million tears Fell from my eyes I hung up the phone And fell to the ground Because no more Would u be around No more u to hug Or give me a kiss But I will always remember u And u, I will eternally miss.

Okay, Let's See How Many Read This Time...
Sorry, I'm quite exhausted. I feel as though I have neglecting my cherries, I've been too damn busy.... so first five to rate my blog and comment on it and I will rate their photos :) Love to you all!! M U A H! ~Playmate~

The Heroes Of Today...
So I was going through different news sites when I found something that I found to be rather heart warming... heroism from everyday people! First there was the guy who saved the teenager in the subway. So this 50 yr old father of 3 is standing on the subway platform with 2 of his children waiting on thier traim. Suddenly, the 19 yr old next to them goes into a seizure which toppled him onto the tracks in the path of an oncoming train. The quick thinking father jumps on top of this kid and rolls him between the rails just as the train operator seen the men on the rails and threw the e brake. Once the train came to a complete stop it was just inches above both the men. The second story is of a shoddy baby sitter and 2 heroes! A Bronx baby sitter apparently got distracted and a 3 yr old in her care climbed out of a 5th floor window!! He then fell through a gap to the fire escape below which was about 40 foot from the ground!!Well 2 men who were near seen the child dangling as he was tryin

Choose Wisely
CHOSE WISELY We live in a time where the black brown yellow and Jew prosper on the backs of the hard working white men and woman in the world. The system is pro color and anti white and I for one am sick and tired of being put on the back burner of the system while those who do nothing to help themselves collect unemployment and further the deterioration of the country they infest. We are living in fear of what comes next, will we have to give up more of our lands rights and freedoms just so they can come into our lands defile our governments and throw our nations into turmoil as they have done so many times in the past. Are we to sit by and watch as the niggers fight our people with no repercussions for their actions, or are we to welcome the brown with open arms, while our jobs are taken from us and given to the immigrant. Are we supposed to let the nigger or spic defile our daughters and not say anything. The answer to the last two questions is NO we must stand against th

What Is Your Celtic Horoscope?
You Are A Pine Tree You love agreeable company, peace, and harmony. Compassionate and friendly, you love to help others. A natural poet, you have a very active imagination. You are very soft on the inside - needing affection and reassurance. You can fall in love deeply, but you will leave if you feel betrayed. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Sxe Iq Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

When A Freind Hurts
When a friend hurts I hurt too searching for answers wishing there was something I could do somehow offering a shoulder to cry on or a sympathetic ear just doesn't seem to be enough when I see a freind in tears but for all the times that I have been hurt and my friends were near I know the pain will not last forever and they'll remember the one that they hold dear So to all my friends outthere this promise I'll make to you I'll always be there by your side trying to help you to pull through

Oven Fried Parmesan Garlic Chicken
INGREDIENTS: * 1/2 cup margarine or butter * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 8 boneless chicken breast halves * 2/3 cup grated parmesan cheese * 1 cup fine dry bread crumbs * 1/4 cup chopped fresh parsley or 2 tablespoon dried parsley flakes * 1 teaspoon salt * 1/2 teaspoon ground black pepper PREPARATION: In a saucepan over low heat, melt butter with minced garlic. Make a crumb mixture with bread crumbs, parmesan cheese, parsley, salt, and pepper. Dip chicken pieces in butter; roll in crumb mixture. Place in a 9- x13-inch baking dish and bake at 350° for 50 to 60 minutes.

Which Of The X-men Are You?..now Thats What Im Talking About!
You Are Wolverine Small but fierce, you're a great fighter. Watch out! You are often you're own greatest enemy. Powers: Adamantium claws, keen senses, the ability to heal quickly Which of the X-Men Are You?

Sorrows
Tears fill my heart But my eyes will not show The sadness I feel inside They say I am stupid and dumb That I am careless and mean But I will not show What I really feel deep in my soul When I am happy or upset They tell me I have an attitude While I try to be helpful They call me Lazy and useless telling me I add to the problem Always being critisized By those who claim to care Hurting me more then anybody If I try to lend a hand I am yelled at And when I dont I am yelled at Others always being compared To the person I used to be And the one I am today Always being called names And told that I dont matter I cant stand being treated like this Although I too am at fault sometimes Many though I am not Every jesture, face, or sound I make Getting in trouble for all of them Even if I have done nothing wrong I will still be punished All the while everyone else lives in peace I try to avoid getting in trouble Yet trouble

Metabolism Boosters
Metabolism is the motor that keeps us running – when we have a strong metabolism, we have a lot of energy. But as we age, our metabolism dips, and it’s more difficult to burn calories. Because of this, we gain weight, and slow down. Fortunately, there are a lot of things we can do to boost our metabolism, and keep that engine purring along! Here are some tips: - Eat a good breakfast. The word “breakfast” comes from breaking the fast that we’ve had overnight as we sleep. This morning meal gives us the energy we need to start the day. Without it, our body goes into starvation mode, so our metabolism goes way down and we burn fewer calories. A recent study showed that people who skip breakfast were 4 ½ times more likely to be obese than those we ate breakfast. - Take your vitamins. Vitamin C in particular is important in helping to burn fat. - Take some time in the sun. Light increases serotonin, which helps us to feel more awake and energized. - Take move-around breaks at wor

Philosophy Of Construction
PHILOSOPHY OF CONSTRUCTION A. Well to do Crafters 1. Well to do crafters, who have the ability to pay for fine workmanship, might buy only the finest articles made of silver and gold. a. Following the belief in the law of contagion, they will set aside their tools and use them solely for their magical work. (1) Many have velvet or silk covers made for the tools which will keep them nice and shiny with a minimum of polishing. B. Garden Variety Kitchen Witches 1. These people place more value on making their own tools, even if they are not the prettiest to look at. a. They feel the tools become charged with their will as they are formed by their minds and hands. (1) Many times the tools will do double duty in the kitchen and it takes someone who knows how the tools are used to figure out that they are magical. (a) This necessitates that the equipment be reconsecrated each time they are to be used for magic ritual. (b) A direct benefit of this is th

Chants In Dianic Wiccan Rituals
Chants in Dianic Wiccan Rituals Introduction... Imagine we enter into a time machine. We go back thousands of years into the primitive tribes of the world. On a hilltop, we see a group of people. They are dancing and chanting around a fire. These are our first known images of religious worship. Now as we go forward in time, we go to West Africa where the people of semi-arid bush country “depend on music to nourish nearly every phrase of their lives.” They use music in all their ceremonies and rituals celebrating birth, marriage, initiations and other formal religious worship. Each different occasion has a set of music performed for its own purpose. Now moving across the ocean, we go to the Americas. The North American Natives use similar rituals as in West Africa incorporating dancing and chanting. A minor difference is that the Native Americans invoke animal spirits in their rituals of worship. Returning to the Eastern Hemisphere, Europe in the Middle Ages developed Gregorian C

What Is Death
What is death? Is it billowing clouds? Angels Family and friends who have gone on before Greeting you into a warm light Lands of flowers and birds That you have only seen in your dreams A chance to be reborn into another life Is it darkness and pain? Demons and evil No paradise No hope Alone waiting forever Seeing those you love die Hoping that they will not join you. Is it a void? Black and empty Without end No one around No music No voices Nothing for all eternity It is being among the living? Unheard Watching the tears of those who miss us Trying to reach across to those we love Unable to cross the thin veil Seeing life being lived by others Wishing we were still there What it death? Eternity in a small box No one around A cold stone to mark our passing The fading memories of our loved ones Silence Loneliness Forever

Of All The Friends
Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die Before you do I'll go to heaven And wait for you I'll give the angels Back their wings And risk the loss Of everything Just to prove My friendship is true I'm thankful to have Family and Friends like you! SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR FAMILY & FRIENDS AND BACK TO THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU... IF YOU GET! IT BACK... THAT PERSON IS YOUR TRUE FRIEND!! SEND IT TO THIS MANY AND GET: 0) NEVER GET KISSED AGAIN 1) GET A PECK ON THE FOREHEAD 2) GET A PECK ON THE CHEEK 3) GET A PECK ON THE LIPS 4) GET A KISS 5) GET A HUG 6) GET A REALLY BIG HUG 7) GET A KISS AND A BIG HUG 8) GET KISSED & HUGGED 10) GET ALL THE ABOVE AND WHATEVER YOU WANT!! OK YOU HAVE 1 MINUTE TO SEND Just leave your "send back" reply here!

Survivor - Usa
SURVIVOR - USA Let's try to put into perspective the "trouble" we have living in the USA compared to the third world nations you see on Survivor. If SURVIVOR-USA was a show, here is how we barely squeak by living in our country: With a stay of 30 days in the USA, try to manage these hardships: Don't go over your allotted minutes on your 2000 minute a month cell phone plan. Decide you want to travel to a store 20 miles away, then try to get there and back in under an hour. Get upset at a decision a political leader made, and send him a letter complaining. Now forget about it and don't think for a minute that the secret police will come for you. Complain about taxes, but then if you lose your job you can expect the government to pay you until you find a new job. Try to manage watching your movies on VHS instead of DVD. And try watching those movies on a color TV with a screen smaller than 27". Cry out when you feel you are in danger from another nation, and th

You Got An "f" Cuz You Wore The Wrong Shirt
you're kid failed... — Friday, January 19, 2007 yup, they would have had an "A" but they were wearing the wrong clothes. That's just they way it is. What would you do? I'm sure you would just accept it, and buy your child different clothes. If your or their culture isn't accepted, then ohwell, just admitt there was something wrong with your entire life. And now is your " wake-up call " to change....... Take the "F" and move on is what you say to your children. And then thank the teacher for letting you know that your culture and beliefs are so wrong that even though otherwise your child would have gotten an "A", because of what they looked like, they completly failed the class, and don't get any credit for the class. What is more important anyway? Learning, and perpetuating the idea that is not only ok, but the thing to do to treat people in certain ways due to their appearance? Whatever, no one gives a fuck to do much or try to do much about it anyway. Again, I'm

Considering Others
Reaffirming Our Integrity Every thought we think and every action we take has an effect on the world around us. To be aware of this is to be conscious of our impact on the people in our lives. Sometimes we just want to do what we want to do, but considering the full ramifications of our actions can be an important part of our spiritual growth and awareness. At first, being more conscious requires effort, but once we have made it a habit, it becomes second nature. The more we practice this awareness of others, the more we find ourselves in easy alignment with our integrity. Our thoughts are an important place to begin this practice because our thoughts are the seeds of our actions. It is not necessary or beneficial to obsessively monitor all our thoughts, but we can perhaps choose one thought or action per day and simply notice if we are in alignment with this experience of integrity. For example, we may find ourselves replaying a negative encounter with someone in our minds. We m

Uncover Your True Face
Underneath the Mask Many of us know the feeling of being stuck in a particular role within our families, as if we are wearing masks whenever we see the people we love. Maybe we are the good daughters, expected to always please others, or perhaps we are the family clowns, expected to be jovial and make everyone laugh. This same scenario can play out within a work situation or a group of friends. We may be so good at our role that we hardly even notice that we are wearing a mask, and yet, deep down, we know that we are not free to simply be who we really are. This can leave us feeling unseen and uneasy. There is nothing inherently wrong with wearing a mask or playing a role. It is a natural part of any social dynamic and it can even be creative and fun. It only becomes a problem when you feel that you have no other choice than to wear that mask, and this is especially challenging if you realize you are never without one. Perhaps you have forgotten who you really are—a vast and unre

Me.show,sunday
well im picking up more hours at work yay .not really its more money in my pocket b ut less time for everything ..i need a better job..that pays more so i can work less oh yeah and actually afford to live here. with my friend i went to plannedparenthood today got tested and got my birth control refilled and i had to pee in a cup and i couldnt do it for the life of me hahah i must have drank 2 or 3 bottles of water hhahah finally did it and then i was all dont i went into the waiting room and talked to ashly aboiut having kids and shit like that and how im on the line about the whole situation because of work but i guess what it all comes down to is that im afraid .. i know if it ever happens ill be a great mom everyone says so and hell ive got 3 godsons ...im just secondguessing my self anyways they called her in so i waited and then thought about everything going.weather or not im gonna move away and where to , what i want to do with life you know all that jazz . i fell asleep and th

Ive Got Problems...
OKay everybdy I have an addiction....I cant stop coming here, I cant get my salute to work so I cant even level right now and I still come to this site every second I can....Thats not good. ANybody else havin this problem? lol Just thought I'd throw this out there, if anybody cares to know lol....

I'll Love Till I Die
There is a lady sweet and kind, Was never a face so pleased my mind; I did but see her passing by, And yet, I'll love her till I die. Her gesture, motion, and her smiles, Her wit, her voice my heart beguiles, Beguiles my heart, I know not why, And yet, I'll love her till I die. Cupid is winged and he doth range, Her country, so, my love doth change; But change she earth, or change she sky, Yet, I will love her till I die.

A Professor Is Sent To Darkest Africa
A professor is sent to darkest Africa to live with a primitive tribe. He spends years with them, teaching them Reading, Writing, Math, and Science. One day the wife of the tribe's chief gives birth to a white child. The members of the tribe are shocked, and the chief pulls the professor aside and says, "Look here! You're the only white man we've ever seen and this woman gave birth to a white child. It doesn't take a genius to figure out what happened!" The professor replied, "No, Chief. You're mistaken. What you have here is a natural occurrence... what we in the civilized world call an albino! Look at that field over there. All of the sheep are white except for one black one. Nature does this on occasion." The chief was silent for a moment, then said, "Tell you what. You don't say anything more about that sheep and I won't say anything more about that white child."

Horror Movie Test
Horror Movie Test Over the top fanOk so you know way to much about horror movies. You might want to stumble out into the real world some time. Im a little concerned with your knowledge in this area. Good job Psycho! Take this test

Rating Pix & Adding As A Fan???
Ok a lot of people here ask to "Rate My Pix & Fan Me Before Adding as a Friend" I got no problems doing that, but once I do, they dont give it in return, their obviously here for a free ride to get to the top!!! Im getting really sick of it, And some of them dont allow comments unless your a friend so I cant even say Ill do that for them if they do the samefor me. I got no problems giving a bit of my time to get and give a few points, but I ask that I get the same in return!! Its a total waste of time to get nothing back!! This aint a race or popularity contest. Its a place to talk and make a few friends!!! If I feel like rating pix and adding someone as a Fan on my own, I will, I dont expect the other person to do anything, but id apreciate it if they did!!!

Nasty Sex Poems
Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Hicory dickory dock some nigga was eatin my twat the hair got tangled the nigga was strangled @least h swallod a lot. Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid So if u want me in yo sack lick yo lips and HOLLA BA

Annfwn Candlemas Ritual
Candlemas Ritual The following ritual derives from The Mysts of Annwfn Book of Shadows, and was publicly conducted by Goddess Moon Rising Coven in San Diego, Ca. on Imbolg, 1988, and by The Mysts of Annwfn Coven in Mesa, Az. at Pagan Arizona Network's Imbolg celebration in 1993. This ritual appeared in NightScapes, Vol. 1, No. 5 (a journal of Magick, Paganism and the Occult). Subscriptions are $13.00 a year/six issues, sample copy $3.00. Write to: NightScapes, P.O. Box 4559, Mesa, Az 85211-4559. Phone (602) 898-3551. Information on The Mysts of Annwfn (who publishes NightScapes), may also be obtained by contacting the above information. The following ritual calls for the participation of eight people, and is best performed at a large gathering. The participants include: The Maiden Goddess, the Young Lord, the High Priestess, the High Priest, and the four Watchtowers. Specific items needed for this ritual are: a Crystal Ball, a cross of rushes, a mat, a basket, a phallic

Be My Valentine Application
Valentine Application This is the "Be My Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Name: Age: E-mail address: Do you Drive: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Have you ever.... Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Wanted to fuck me? Would you ever.... "X" marks the spot [ ]Kiss me.. [ ]Hug me.. [ ]Date me.. [ ]grab my ass.. [ ]Kill me.. [ ]fuck me ... [ ]Love me.. [ ]Hate me.. [ ]Hold me.. [ ]Lie to me.. [ ]Hurt me.. [ ]Sing with me.. [ ]Dance with me.. [ ]Grind with me.. [ ]Cuddle with me.. [ ]Le

Lips Language
What's in a kiss? I often wonder this. A kiss can be wonderful or horrible. It can make you breathless- or restless. Kisses can taste like cherries, and can be as soft as the flutter of wings from magical fairies. A kiss can make you scared- or make you tingle everywhere. So...what's in a kiss that makes us feel such emotions like this? It's in the spark, in the core the kiss but mostly, it's what you feel in your heart. A kiss is not just a kiss, I can promise you this. It's two souls becoming one melting together, heated like the sun breathing life into each other, with a height of passion as if they were forbidden lovers. You are not just kissing lips, I can promise you this. You are kissing one's soul, swimming in the tides of their heart, painting a picture of passion and love- the greatest work of art. On a distant journey, Punctuate by cloud of women, Who show their passes or make Advances at me,subject I. My lips draw wet,waggle and

Nothing
split my heart open wide and feed it to the nerves of god so i can feel kneeling in a dark abode of my mind I dig myself deeper still, i cannot feel i am demented, and twisted split me inside if i could just say one thing, it would be that i have nothing to hide.

Adding Friends
you know this is messed up when ya have 114 people on your list and probably 30% of them don;t even talk to you what do ya do delete some of them or just keep the list ...hmmmmmmmmmm..what to do...lmao...i'll just keep them...love redneck aka mark

Scrabble
SCRABBLE This has got to be one of the most clever E-mails I've received in awhile. Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble. (Wait till you see the last one!) DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER THE EYES: When you rearrange the letters: &nbs p; THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE : When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES

Promise !
GOT TO GOT TO HAVE UR LOVE DATS ALL IM THIKNING OF CAUSE LOOK BABY IF I MAKE A PROMISE TO U DEN BABY DATS WAT I DO I HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE I'LL GIVE MY WHOLE WROLD TO U IM A WOMAN OF MY WORD AND MY WORIEST COMCERN THAT U'LL NEVA B HURT IT'S FOR BETTER OR WORST I NEVER MAKE A PROMISE DAT I CANT KEEP....

Mini Chernobyl
Monday, December 11, 2006 Before I start may I remind you that I am half Russian (my father is American my mother Russian) so please do not accuse me of either racism or intentionally insulting/offending anyone. Tonight saw my own home witness its very own mini nuclear meltdown thanks to my partner and his typical male intelligence and lack of basic common sense. Heating up a metal pan full of chicken is arguably one of the most embarassing acts of stupidity I have had the displeasure of witnessing. Before I could stop him he pressed the button and ofcourse seconds later an impressive bang was heard followed by the kitchin completely filling with a think black smoke. I can't decide how to exact my revenge for the murder of my microwave but I'm open to suggestions from anyone.

While I Was Gone... 1/19/07
My mom and my sister want me to live with or by them, but they both spit “When are you leaving again? I can’t wait until you go.” when I am with them. There’s a part of me that I hate, and I don’t know what part it is, only that it is ugly. It isn’t evil or even bad. I just don’t like that part of me. I wonder if my abuse left living residue in me. A scared little girl. Not mean or bad, but dipped in milky guilt that melts in your mouth not in your hand. I am still partially innocent. I don’t know how that is because there is a part of me that has no innocence left and they both reside in me. I will not rid myself of the innocent part. If I do, I will die. I am so blessed to have sky. He gives me a good reson to get up on my depressed days. I walk through water for him. I don’t do as well as when I am not depressed, but I do well. Better than many parents, but surely not good enough. I wonder of medicine will really help me. I am almost sure I am going to try it now that I

What Do You Think?
Video Games: Good for Young Minds For decades, young minds have been playing video games, weather it is on a home console system or on a computer. In this day and age, games, home consoles, and computers are becoming more and more advanced in how they can handle graphics and game play. As games become more graphic and more in depth in game play, many people start to wonder if video games have adverse affects on young minds. Most, if not all, tests that are run on young minds and video games are done with violent games. Because of this, these tests do not show all affects on a young person mind, which leaves many things to question on how video games really affect a person mind. Can you really say that just because tests are done with just violent video games that all video games are bad for a young mind? No you can not, these tests become inconclusive in the evidence that video games make young mind violent. Another factor that is added in to this is violence with in the home

Whiskey Tango Foxtrot Is ~s.s.s~..?!?
Ok so you're asking yourselves.. what the fuck is S.S.S? Well I will tell you.. We are the Smart Sexy Silly Trio. That's right bishes... we be ~S.S.S~ Check us out! You will love us, everyone does. ¢¾Trixy¢¾ ¢Ô HateSEX Poetess ¢Ô ¥æ DUNGEON DJ ¥æ@ CherryTAP Razzamapple~S.S.S~@ CherryTAP MJ™ [one♥love]~S.S.S~@ CherryTAP

Hi Everyone
I decided I needed a blog, seems everyone else has one. I have no idea what to write though, lol. I am getting ready to go take care of my little great nephew, he is just so cute! I just comment bombed a contest for the firefighters till I triggered the anti spam thing, which sucks, cause now I can't get back in, without making that go off, so I will try again later. I hope everyone is having a great day. And this site just rocks!

That Which.
... It happens today. Not a new resolution, a purge. Ash flying in the wind, and a new brand on my soul lit from the same hearth. Cast it down wind, so it doesn't blow back in your face. The time to hurt is over. The time for torn ligaments and ripped chord, strung sinew and worn heartstrings is over. Time to let the healing start. Time to let the stone soul cleanse. Time to renew and reconquer. For every loss brings a lesson. Every failure brings an oppurtunity- to adapt or to drown. The stone heart is ready. The crystal mind is next.

My Personality Disorders.........
DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:Very HighSchizoid Disorder:HighSchizotypal Disorder:Very HighAntisocial Disorder:HighBorderline Disorder:ModerateHistrionic Disorder:ModerateNarcissistic Disorder:HighAvoidant Disorder:Very HighDependent Disorder:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:High-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! ---- Personality Disorders --

Brave Soldiers
An army Major visiting sick soldiers, goes up to one private and asks "What's your problem, Soldier?" "Chronic syphilis, Sir" "What treatment are you getting?" "Five minutes with the wire brush each day." "What's your ambition?" "To get back to the front, Sir" "Good man." says the Major. He goes to the next bad. "What's your problem, Soldier?" "Chronic piles, Sir" "What treatment are you getting?" "Five minutes with the wire brush each day." "What's your ambition?" "To get back to the front, Sir." "Good man." says the Major. He goes to the next bed. "What's your problem, Soldier?" "Chronic gum disease, Sir." "What treatment are you getting?" "Five minutes with the wire brush each day." "What's your ambition?" "To get the wire brush before the other two, Sir."

The Rules Of A Blow Job For Girls And Guys!!!
The Rules of a Blow Job for Girls and Guys!!! WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule ..1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule ..3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule ..5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to ..8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone wit

Strange Talents ???
Make your own Myspace Crazy Text at CommentYou.com Stange Talents .. We've all got something we can do .. something we've learned that not many others can do .. or perhaps nobody else we've met can do .. I myself have a stupid talent .. Serves no purpose but Ive found that not many people can do it ... Point Both Pointy fingers straight at each other . and Make one go forward and one go backward in a circle . yes at the same time .....Had to Update this cuz someone thought I meant Making the Shape of a Heart like making your fingers go to the side thats not the case . I mean one going To you and one going Away .. in a Circle . .this should clear that up for you Nameless person lol Woohoo what a stupid and useless talent .but not many people can do it .. So whats Your Strange talent ??

Friends!!!!!
Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss, If you're my friend please answer this. Are we friends or are we not? You told me once but I forgot. So tell me now & tell me true, So I can say I'm here for you. Of all the friends I ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die before you do, I'll go to heaven & wait for you. I'll give the angels back their wings, And risk the loss of everything. Because there isn't a thing I wouldn't do, To have a friend just like you!!!

A New Cradle
I miss him. I long for him in the daylight hours I dream of him by night. Can I really go on this way? Sometimes when it's really late or really early, I catch a glimpse of something sparkling on my chest between the breasts he never suckled and above the womb that was his only cradle in life. Is that his light, I wonder. Does he still live close by in some way I can't fathom. Has he found a new cradle?

~ New Kid Contest On Ct ~
~~ Okay Everybody I'm doing a kid contest again~~ So send me your pic of a kid doesn't have to be your kid,Just a kid and i'll add him or her to the contest! comments + rates = score thanks everybody Maria click the pic to send the link! ~~Going To Be A Grandma On 08/22/07..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Beautiful Suicide
Beautiful Suicide pain suddenly corrupts the body sorrow is left inside no more to give left with nothing temptation starts wanting to kill that one special guy you thought was your everything whats stopping you? Whos going to know? Just do it voices are telling you to kill others are saying no whats left for him? Whats left for you? Heart broken, torn apart gun to his head, bang! hes dead razorblade to wrists blood everywhere you just cant take it anymore knife to your throat slowly moving your wrist what a perfect murder what a beautiful suicide

Night Of Horror
Night of Horror Helpless in a corner, I feel his fist pummel down. He knocks over a lamp, it shatters. His voice is roaring. He swears, once, twice, three times. I sit there like a helpless puppy, trembling, frightened. Then I feel it. He strikes my cheek. I wince, I stare at him in shock. He smiles, proud of himself. My lower lip trembles. I tell myself to be strong. I won't cry. I won't shed a tear. He strikes again. His open hand hurts my cheek. I feel something wet on my lip, Blood. I look at him again, He grins from ear to ear. Still, I show no emotion. This angers him more. My teary eyes watch him as he takes off his belt. In one swift move, he's in front of me again. His eyes glare at me, mine look back at him. I hurt, I'm in pain. But I show no emotion. He lifts his arm, belt in hand. I look up at him in fear. I'm choked up Tears start to fall as I hear myself scream "Daddy, no!"

Check It Out!
Billy Graham's daughter was interviewed on the Early Show and Jane Clayson asked her "How could God let something like this Happen?" (regarding Katrina) Anne Graham gave an extremely profound and insightful response. She said, "I believe God is deeply saddened by this, just as we are, but for years we've been telling God to get out of our schools, to get out of our government and to get out of our lives. And being the gentleman He is, I believe He has calmly backed out. How can we expect God to give us His blessing and His protection if we demand He leave us alone?" In light of recent events...terrorists attack, school shootings, etc. I think it started when Madeleine Murray O'Hare (she was murdered, her body found recently) complained she didn't want prayer in our schools, and we said OK. Then someone said you better not read the Bible in scho ol . the Bible says thou shalt not kill, thou shalt not steal, and love your neighbor as yourself. And we s

Hi
well i am not in a good mood today. My cousin decided to try to get me thrown out of the house i am in cause she is very jelous of me and my family.i don't know what to do about this. A part of me wants to trip on her and the other part wants to move cause i don't like where i am anymore. I am tired of shit and i am not doing very good as it is. I am feeling like shit and hvingcancer and nowthis. What is next to happen in my life. well sorry to be bitching about this but i donn't know what to do anymore. well i am going to go bye for now

You Speak
(so not about sex i know how you can mistake it) *it's funny how i get caught-up in sounds how i get caught-up in the color black how i dream of the most wonderful itimacy that be so real.....you don't even know me You speak and I hang onto your every word I climb into you and dream Of your skin and how It smells dripping in sweat And you You rarely notice me You come around You walk into my space And shine like the sun And speak and I dream Of how rain clouds gather Before Like we do Us women Before Broken hearted I wish On stars Lay my feet in waters Spread my wings in secret For you to notice me They say things done in the dark will come to light You shine and I shrink Shame that you can’t see It is me…that pulls you onto the moon And become one Shame that you don’t see You barely notice me You speak And I hang onto everything you say Broken hearted I pray For you to notice me Shame that y

Show Me The Way Back To Your Heart ~ Brian Mcknight
I remember days and nights were never cold Had you in my life, I had you there to hold And I remember love warm as a summer day But I lost you And I lost my way Now I'm in the rain Begging you please, please Baby, won't you show me the way back to your heart Let me see a sign to know if I'm close or far Lead me back to the road That leads back to your arms Every night another lonely street I walk down alone Searching for a light Your light to lead me home Leave a candle in the window And let it shine for me Take my hand and take these tears away I can't take the pain I'm on my knees begging you please [Chorus] Take my hand Take me in your arms I'm out in the dark Down on my knees, begging you please [Chorus]

Moments
Moments Have you ever stopped to wonder why? The older we get the faster time flies I like to recall the good times of my past I often wish that, time wasn’t going so fast I can’t recall when, I went from wishing the day away. I do know now, I wish the day would stay. When, I was a younger man, I wished for the week to end I now know it just brings me closer to the start of work again. So, as I reflect on my life and how I now want to be The moments gone and the moments yet to be The days when, my small children are grown and gone I can’t get that back, now that I’m alone. So listen to what I say! Don’t you let these moments pass away? I now sit and wait for a letter or a call. Life has shifted from spring to fall CHRIS

Strippers, Their Boyfriends And General Stupidity
Strippers, their boyfriends, and general stupidity -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: 2006-07-04, 6:21AM EDT The stripper from last night: So you're dancing on the stage (or trying to), and a guy brings you a dollar. You bend down to take it, and he touches - or otherwise does something to make you think he's going to touch - your pussy. Welcome to the job. I realize that you're brand new to the business, so I suppose that you can call that Lesson One. You're on a stage, dancing for strange men, practically naked. You dance up close and personal for said strangers, shaking all the good stuff in their faces. It's an imperfect world sweetie. They're going to go as far as you let them. So when someone touches you, or does something that makes you think you're going to be touched, there are a number of ways to handle this that WON'T lead up to the bullshit scene you caused last night. Let's review, shall we? 1. TELL HIM not t

250 Worth Of Sex Toys: An Unauthoritative Review
$250 worth of sex toys: an unauthoritative review -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: 2006-01-31, 11:53AM PST My boyfriend, whom I'm beginning to believe is an irresponsible spendthrift, decided we should go to Good Vibrations and drop on fortune on sex toys. It all started with his fascination with the Rabbit: the vibrator that he felt, without an accompanying woman, he didn't have a valid excuse to purchase. Debatable, but whatever. $250 poorer and wiser, I feel I owe it to the sexually active community to share my completely unauthoritative, perfectly random reviews. Here they are, organized by a categorization system I just made up myself: Bath toys: --GV bath fizzies. They fizzle and flop. Giant marble fizzy balls that come in a pack of 3 that costs almost $15, they fizzle in a boring manner for about 8.2 seconds and then make your bathwater taste all funny. (An important consideration, given the context.) -

What Are Noroviruses?
What are noroviruses? Noroviruses are members of a group of viruses called caliciviruses also known previously as “Norwalk-like viruses.” Infection with norovirus affects the stomach and intestines, causing an illness called gastroenteritis, or “stomach flu.” This “stomach flu” is not related to the flu (or influenza), which is a respiratory illness caused by influenza virus. In addition, noroviruses are not related to bacteria and parasites that can cause gastrointestinal illnesses. Norovirus is not a “new” virus, but interest in it is growing as more is learned about how frequently noroviruses cause illness in people (see Why is norovirus infection important for food handlers?). What are the symptoms of infection with norovirus? Norovirus infection causes gastroenteritis, which is an inflammation of the stomach and the small and large intestines. The symptoms of gastroenteritis are nausea, vomiting, and/or diarrhea accompanied by abdominal cramps. Some people also complain

Mrs. Higgle's Sign
Mrs. Higgle saw it shaped in a wrought iron gate leading out of the cemetery that day and knew she must keep it. She pushed her straw hat back on her tight blue-gray curls, sacrificing half a dozen fresh daises she'd wedged in the gingham head band to a small pile around her hot pink flip-flops. (can't go without at least a BIT of color amongst all this black!) Bending purposefully to her leftover-scrap quilted handbag, she began to sift through the modge-podge inside; One slightly used hanky (oh, those allergies) spearmint hard candies (save those for later) pink mini umbrella (might be rain) empty appointment book (just in case) sugar N spice lipstick, (a few guilty pleasures are alloted us all)... Finally she found a red pen (a much chewed left-over from the days she'd had Mr. Higgle as well as a class full of bright-faced third graders) and wrote it down. Oh Lordy, Lordy! If that isn't elegant, I don't know what is! The red ink had long gone pink bef

The Husband Store
"The Husband Store" A Store that sells husbands has just opened in New York City, where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates. You may visit the store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch.you may choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs and love the Lord. The second floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, and love kids. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the fourth floor and sign reads

Your Stiper Song Is??
Your Stripper Song Is Super Freak by Rick James "That girl is pretty wild now The girl's a super freak The kind of girl you read about In new-wave magazine" Freaky? Yes. But you're also pretty darn funny. What Song Should You Strip To?

The Making,charm
Images flow and interweave enigmas rippling on both sides of a magical mirror that became horizontal and as supple as a lake at dusk. It is me, here, looking deep into your eyes through her eyes, there, and it is you, waving between the surface and the depth of us - a longing that swells and delves, like tides. We all lay as one in this parallel, liquid acuity which reinvents our essence and merges reflections. In her lips I drink you - a crystal clear source of known, primordial secrets – and in my lips run the underground streams of your elemental design she thirsts for. I was there before, in that dark expanse of you that she now touches here, in this rising glow, with my fingertips - and her nipples emerge to meet my own where they submerged in the whirlpool of your touch. The full-moon of her dreams in your sleep casts the eve, revisited, of your dreams dawning, glorious, in my arms – and there is no end to the resemblances in the beginning of this ch

To Get Someone To Call You
Take a piece of parchment or fine quality writing paper and inscribe the name of the target. Write it in a circle twice, so the ends meet. As you do this, concentrate on the person's face and your desire that they call you. Then, while still concentrating, put a needle through the center of the circle created by the name. Place the charm by the phone. The call will come within 5 minutes, 5 hours, or 5 days, depending on how well the spell was cast and how much will power was used. This spell is wonderfully effective and practical!

A True Beauty Spell
Prepare: * A dish full of earth (good soil, not dry, dusty dirt). * A yellow candle A full sized mirror * Olive, patchouli, jasmine, or cinnamon essential oil * A small flower pot * A flower or plant seed Anoint the candle with the essential oil you have chosen. Place it in the center of the dish of earth. Light it and sit down with it between you and a mirror. Look deeply into the mirror, concentrate on your reflection. Without being vain, consider the things you find most beautiful about yourself- not just physically but mentally. What is your inner beauty, what is your outer beauty? It's important that you never think of what you feel must be "changed", be as positive about the beauty that you have already. Perform this ritual 3 nights in a row. Once the entire candle has burnt down, remove the wax from the dish. Place the earth from the dish inside a small flower pot and plant a seed inside it. Water it and care for it so that it grows properly. You will soon fin

Rain Spell
Rain Spell - This has worked for me personally! All you need is a piece of lava rock, preferably about the size of a jumbo marble. Repeat the following: "Rain, rain, come this way, do not wait another day." Repeat the phrase about 8 times or however many you wish. (8 is my favorite number so I use that.) As you say this you should be holding the lava rock in your right hand spinning your hand around in circles towards the sky. After you're done, the first hint that it worked would be the wind picking up strength. After that you just have to see what happens. Most of the rain storms that I've made have only lasted for about 5-10 minutes. Good luck casting!

Night
Well Night everyone i am dead beat from being drained and not sleeping the greatest last night , and studying... i can't believe you do more reading and paperwork studying to be a paralegal. Family doing good, babysat my nephew today getting back to normal after big things who ever did. but past tense. but doing pretty good hubby worked normal today did get off by 4. but normal. sometimes earliest is 2pm cause they start like 4 or 4:30. whenever they get here. but at least gets paid good and stuff. Started my pains again. i dont know if its nerves it feels like the nerves pinching but nothing new. i deal with it. well have goodnite all try be on tommrow. i get to get a hold of lisa that lives in oregon not lisa in Oklahoma. i have 2 friends with same name so everyone gets confused which one i am talking about and jennifer, my brother doesn't like her, she talks like shy and depressing like but she isn't she just outspoken shy type if you grew up in her home you would know why greek ca

Things That Make Ya Go *fock!*
Guys & Gals... I Havent a damn Clue at this point who Im caught up with as far as rating pics and profiles and blogs and stashes AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! If I missed ya, send me a reminder message or something...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!~~Jenna

Beautifully Stated
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it is harder everytime. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry cuz time is passing too fast, and you will eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt cuz every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Grandpa And Grandkid Contest Winners Are....
~~ Winners of the Grandpa and grandkid contest are......~~ 1st Place is...... Wins Rolex Watch And Dozen Roses with 4282 comments + 15 rates = 4297 2nd Place is...... Wins Mens Ring And Dozen Roses with 4116 comments + 27 rates = 4143 I want to thank the grandpas for entering the contest close contest it was! Thank You Maria

Who's The Best Family On Ct Contest
~ Okay Family Contest ~ I want to have a family contest on CT and all the familys enter there Logo and then everyone votes and comments on it the family with the highest wins. Also a good way for people who aren't in family to join the familys. Just really to spread the news out! so i'll be taking family logos send to my inbox and i will add the family! and may the best family win! maria ~~UBER MARIA..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Values
To realize The value of a sister/brother Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. ! To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a friend or family member: LOSE ONE. The origin of this letter

So I Am Noticing
So, as my...first week here nears its end, I get messages from people thanking me for stopping by, when I never have. You people should also notice that you havnt gone to these profiles yet it claims you have. I think if your friends with a person, ct randomly tells THEIR friends you visited their page even if you havnt...Which I dunno, that kinda blows.

Sucking
well well well itunes radio is going no where tonight its sucking so bad that i wanna throw it in the trash can on other note i have a small headache and i lovely tummy virus that i wanna get rid of now one more thing go burn your friends for me please lol

Worst Day Of My Life Part 2!
I forgot to add these...ok this will show you how much i love nsync. This is currently my bedroom... and this is part of my ceiling in my bedroom... This is over 780 POSTERS!!!!! I LOVE NSYNC! AND I CANT SEE ONE MEMBER FROM THEM AND HES ONLY 45 MINUTES AWAY AHHh!!!!

History/herstory
HISTORY/HERSTORY Sharon: What is wrong with Michael? He seems to be in such a bad mood today. All day long, he's been really quiet and moping around. I first noticed this behavior during the football game on TV. Usually he's all pumped up and excited, but today, he just kinda sat there with a sad glare. After football, he played the video game. Usually that cheers him up, but today he looked even more sad and upset. I wish he would express his feelings more. Is it me? Could I have offended him in some way today? I wish I knew. I tried to cheer him up. I cooked dinner, ran his bath water and then we made love. He was rougher than usual, and he kept his eyes closed the whole time. I am sure that whatever is bothering him, he is probably angry at me. I will leave him alone and ask him about it in the morning. Michael (yea,thats me): UGGGHHH!!! The Steelers lost yesterday, plus I got my ass handed to me in SOCOM 3!!! Well, at least I got some pussy last night, but for some reason, S

Plz Need Help With King Contest Over At 12:05 Am Tonite
~ Plz I Need Help With King ~ I need help with king in his contest the cat moved up to 3850 comments and contest over tonite at 12:05am and he will make me wait the 5 mins so i need help with king to make sure we don't lose the contest thanks so much for ur help so far! maria click on pic to comment bomb to those that do help me win this drinks are on me...lol

My Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Work = Suck
Work sucks!!! Absolutley everthing that could possibly go wrong today has... I hope at least the rest of the night is really slow, that way, I can sit and hang out exclusivly on CT! I can dream right...

Jem
I sit here alone in the dark. Heartbreak rules my emotions. Sadness takes me over. On waves of pain, I am to embark No soothing will console me, No, "I'm sorry" will help. Nothing can help me, I guess, this just has to be. A life is wasted, The loss is overwhelming. I try to hide my sorrow, Again, I am tested. Your smile is no more, Your wonderful laugh is missed. The joy you brought, vanished. It hurts to the core. I will miss you, my friend, You were taken so early. I will always smile, Thinking of you, Jem. ~~ A tribute to a wonderful friend taken from us much too soon~~ Darla

Dreamlover ~ Mariah Carey
I need a lover to give me The kind of love that will last always I need somebody uplifting To take me away babe...oh yeah yeah I want a lover who knows me yeah Who understands how I feel inside Someone to comfort and hold me Through the long lonely nights Till the dawn Why don't you take me away Dreamlover come rescue me Take me up take me down Take me anywhere you want to baby now I need you so desperately Won't you please come around 'Cause I wanna share forever with you baby I don't want another pretender To disillusion me one more time Whispering words of forever Playin with my mind I need someone to hold on to The kind of love that won't fly away I just want someone to belong to Everyday Of my life Always So come and take me away Dreamlover come rescue me Take me up take me down Take me anywhere you want to baby now I need you so desperately Won't you please come around 'Cause I wanna share forever with you baby oh yeah yeah yeah yeah

Kid Contest Updates!
Kid contest updates 1st place is...... with 1962 comments 2nd Place is...... with 1873 comments 3rd Place is...... with 178 comments 4th place is...... with 152 comments 5th place is...... with 47 comments 6th place is...... with 12 comments 7th place is...... with 6 comments 8th place is...... with 3 comments 9th place is...... with 1 comment 10th place is...... with 1 comment So Far so good! remember u can comment bomb your own pic! Maria

Untitled No 3
His mind is in pieces, like a thousand pieces of glass. What to do, what not to, where to turn, will he hurt again or will he burn? The devil you know crashes and burns, broken and alone, don't leave me here alone, it hurts. Take me to the riverside,and repackage the lies, wheres my remote control so I can change this shit. Like spare change could change the world when the stars come out at night, deep inside myself is where I'll find my world. Deep inside I'm breaking down, tell them all, tell everyone hello.

What Kind Of Witch Are You?
What kind of Witch are you? You are a Green Witch!You love the earth and to garden. Herbs are your main tool, and you might even be into healthy foods.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code You are a Green Witch!You love the earth and to garden. Herbs are your main tool, and you might even be into healthy foods. Take this quiz!

Never Alone Again
Why do I love My Goddess Only the sands of time will tell Could it be the heartache and pain I've received without her right next to me Or the constant thoughts and hope Racing through my dreams Oh the thoughts of you Your angelic voice , it makes me speechless Your vivid blue eyes , consummate my emotions The touch of flesh on flesh , awoke my magnetism to you And that soul-full kiss , compels my animalistic excitement Being without you lacerated my heart to insignificance For it won't work alone , your needed to keep me going I felt so alone ,so deficient Without the constant infatuation from you You've brought me so much self-worth and confidence My devotion to you is everlasting forever until time stands still My life's desire is to live my life full With my goddess by my side

What Is A Real Man?
What is a real man? One who understand what it takes to insure his relationship with that partner he choose to spend the rest of his life with. A man who listen to his partner needs as well as making sure your partner understand that there are the most important person in there life. Love is precious and sharing the love with that perfect one. Never take the love of your partner for grated.Also when you find that perfect mate make sure you treat her like the queen that she is.You would treat her as you do with your mother.That`s what a real man is. done by christine

You Know You Grew Up In The 80's If...
You Know You Grew Up In The 80's If... 1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE". 2. You watched the Pound Puppies. 3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Belair " ...and can do the "Carlton". 4. Girls wore biker shorts under their skirts and felt stylishly sexy. 5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to start a club of your own. 6. You owned those lil' Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls. 7. You know that "WOAH " comes from Joey on Blossom. 8. Two words: Hammer Pants. 9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock ". 10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars... and "spokey-dokes" or playing cards on your spokes for that incredible sound effect. 11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales". (Woo ooh!) 12. When it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. 13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head. 14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles "

Communion Of Space
Passionate embrace. Lips lightly dancing - Communion of space. Sighs from sub-levels As regions are breached, An idea is floated - An agreement is reached. Scrambling, Unbuttoning, With buckles and clips, The thing never broken - Is contact of lips. Hot skin, Prickling Welcome cool air, Masks vanish quickly - To land without care. …my god!… Plunging developments, Amazing envelopments, Sensations surrounding, Unnerving, Astounding, Depth of emotion, Depth of feeling, Yearnings rewarded, Senses Reeling… Panting, Perspiring, Glistening, Groaning, Torso’s and limbs Deliciously Entwining, Pulsing, Moving, With rhythm of loving, Heat ever growing as tensions increase, Building to the moment of total release, Building and Building and Tension increasing Quicker and slicker Both giver and taker As bodies in fusion Of carnal collusion Delighting in pleasure Relieving the pressure, Reli

11-9-06 15th Entry
November 09, 2006, 12:28:pm Well I went to the doctor today and got good news and bad news. Guess I'll do a good news bad news writeage today hehehe. Good news.....I have actually dropped 3 pounds since late September (last time I was there, I wasn't able to make my Oct appointment). Don't know how that happened but its a good thing. Bad news.....I have athritis in my right knee now in addition to my spine, thus the severe sharp pain I've been dealing with for about a week. Good news.....I got a prescription for a new product to help me quit smoking. Its called Chantix. You start the pill 7 days before your chosen quit date and then on that day you quit. If you slip up, you just keep trying and it usually takes a couple to few weeks for it work but apparently it does work. I'll give updates on how thats going once I start (have to get the Rx first lol). Bad news.....I'm still smoking, so more then likely my surgery hopes for the beginning of January are going to be delay

Ladies....who Really Owns Your Poon?
The battle rages here in America over who is going to own their vagina in the new millenium. I see all kinds of movements afoot to get women to ingest all manner of pills and medications in order to regulate their poons. Some of the medicines make the poon infertile, while others kill the love slot slowly. How much you want to bet me that OPRAH sells some of these drugs on her television show and in her publications? A spearmint dream deferred? Chewable contraception that freshens your breath while your ovaries are shriveled like a raisin in the sun. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/16098766/ This birth control patch isn’t just killing eggs. It’s killing egg holders too. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/15526078/ And last, but certainly not least, Plan B. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/16077185/ Because someone just forgot that Plan A should only have been some heavy petting. Do you see how many pills are required to have sex? And then you still have to w