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Global Warming A Sham
The Goracle’s platform is a bunch of crap…so say over 400 prominent scientists who many also claim they have numerous colleagues that believe the same way but will not speak out for fear of retribution in the global scientific community. Check out the Senate Environment and Public Works Committee’s reoprt which debunks the so called “consensus” on global warming. I can save you a lot of time: Global warming being man-made is a buncha hot air… Here’s the report’s intro: Over 400 prominent scientists from more than two dozen countries recently voiced significant objections to major aspects of the so-called “consensus” on man-made global warming. These scientists, many of whom are current and former participants in the UN IPCC (Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change), criticized the climate claims made by the UN IPCC and former Vice President Al Gore. The new report issued by the Senate Environment and Public Works Committee’s office of the GOP Ranking Member details the v

Global Warming Is B.s.
The names of over 31,000 American scientists that reject the theory of anthropogenic global warming are to be revealed on Monday. Although this will occur at the National Press Club in Washington, DC., it seems a metaphysical certitude media will completely ignore the event. Isn’t it ironic, dontcha think? As announced Thursday by PR Newswire via StreetInsider.com: Oregon Institute of Science and Medicine (OISM) Who: Dr. Arthur Robinson of the OISM What: release of names in OISM “Petition Project” When: 10 AM, Monday May 19 Where: Holeman Lounge at the National Press Club, 529 14th St., NW, Washington, DC Why: the Oregon Institute of Science and Medicine (OISM) will announce that more than 31,000 scientists have signed a petition rejecting claims of human-caused global warming. The purpose of OISM’s Petition Project is to demonstrate that the claim of “settled science” and an overwhelming “consensus” in favor of the hypothesis of human-caused global warming

Nsfw
OK THE WAY I SEE THIS, IS I HAVE SET MY NSFW PIC'S TO FAMILY ONLY. THERE WERE ALOT OF COMMENTS ON WHY AM I FAT. WELL YOU SEE MY OTHER PIC'S WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO EVEN SEE THE NSFW. I FEEL IF YOU DONT LIKE THE BIG LADYS THEN DON'T ASK TO BE MY FRIEND OR FAMILY JUST TO PUT ME DOWN. I KNOW I AM NOT A SIZE 5. AND AS YOU CAN SEE I AM NOT. SO KEEP YOUR NASTY/HURTFUL COMMENTS TO YOURSELF. OK THANKS ANGEL.

A Man Worries
A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he wants. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't want. A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. To be happy with a man you must understand him a lot & love him a little. To be happy with a woman you must love her a lot & not try to understand her at all. Married men live longer than single men, but married men are a lot more willing to die. Any married man should forget his mistakes-there's no use in two people remembering the same thing. Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed. Women somehow deteriorate during the night. A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't. A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change & she does. A woman has the last word in

Cigarettes And Tampons
A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up and down the aisles. The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him. He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter. She says, confused, "Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife?" He answers, " You see, it's like this... yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers, because it's soooooooo much cheaper. So, I figure if I have to roll my own... so does she."

Left In My Sb By Crow
TheCrow†(A...: hey i know you have been callin my house its cool and all but hey im not there im on a lil tour so i wont be home fo ra while im in a band and you are going to have t orespect that but hey dpont call there no more cuz i night be stayhing in missouri for a while for a run on tour so hey ill get back at you i know i haventg ben here in a while but i gott real busy so hey i ll get HOLD OF YOU IM SRY BU TIM DOINGT THE MUSIC THING HIT ME UP ON AIL AND ILLTELL YOU HOW ITS GOING BUT RIGHT NOW IN MY TGIME OF LIFE IN IN A PINCH I HAVE SOME MYUSIC TO PLAY SO BABY GIRL I LOVE YOU ANFF ILL TALK TO YOU SOON MUAH

Letter From Men To Women
FROM MEN TO WOMEN GENERAL DISCLAIMER FOR ANY WIVES OR GIRLFRIENDS WHO HAPPEN UPON A COPY OF THIS: 1) The floor is considered an acceptable clothing storage location. 2) Never ask me to purchase feminine products. Assume that I will come home with the wrong thing. 3) When watching TV hugging is always fine because I can still see the screen. Kissing should only be done during timeouts and commercials. Questions should also be limited to this period as you stand a much better chance of getting an immediate response. 4) When we are watching your show and I change the channels during a commercial do not hassle me that they are over to change the channel back. I always know when the timing is right. Also, when we are channel surfing do not ask me to go back, there was a good reason why I skipped it. 5) If you need help with the laundry, I am more than willing to carry it from the bedroom to the washer. In my mind this is half the chor

Baby Turtle
A baby turtle was standing at the bottom of a large tree and with a deep sigh, started to climb. About an hour later, he reached a very high branch and walked along to the end. He turned and spread all four flippers and launched himself off the branch. On landing at the bottom in a pile of soft, dead leaves, he shook himself off, walked back to the bottom of the tree and with a sigh started to climb. About an hour later, he again reached the very high branch, walked along, turned, spread his flippers and flung himself off the branch. Again, he landed on the bottom, shook himself off, went to the bottom of the tree, sighed and started climbing. Watching these proceedings from the end of the branch were two little birds. Mummy bird turned to Daddy bird and said, "Don't you think it's time we told him he was adopted?"

9-6-08
So yesterday I was in my bedroom shaking out my comforter not paying attention to anything. I shook it too high and it hit the light cover of the ceiling light. The cover fell to the floor, busted in several pieces and stabbed me twice. I went in the bathroom and washed it out. I saw that I was bleeding pretty good, so I stuck a few bandaids over it. I came in to my living room and sat down for a little while and got online, ate a piece of pizza. My stomach started turning a little, so I decided that I should go to the hospital. I couldn't find a ride, so I walked. 4 miles and about an hour later, I arrived. I got in the ER and checked in. A few minutes later, they were checking my vitals and asking me what had happened, so I told them. Eventually they got me checked in and into a room. A doctor came in after a couple nurses had been in, and the doctor looked at the wound and said there was no need for stitches, then he left. He ordered some xrays to see if I had any glass in my leg. F

Know Your State Motto
KNOW YOUR STATE MOTTO Alabama Hell, Yes, We Have Electricity. Alaska 11,623 Eskimos Can't Be Wrong! Arizona Yes, But It's A Dry Heat. Arkansas Literacy Ain't Everythang. California By 30, Our Women Have More Plastic Than Your Honda. Colorado If You Don't Ski, Don't Bother. Connecticut Like Massachusetts , only smaller. Delaware We Really Do Like The Chemicals In Our Water. Florida Ask Us About Our Grand kids And Our Voting Skills. Georgia We Put The Fun In Fundamentalist Extremism. Hawaii Haka Tiki Mou Sha'ami Leeki Toru (Death To Mainland Scum, Leave Your Money) Idaho More Than Just Potatoes. Well, Okay, We're Not, But The Potatoes Sure Are Real Good Illinois Please, Don't Pronounce the 'S' Indiana 2 Billion Years Tidal Wave Free Iowa We Do Amazing Things With Corn Kansas First Of The Rectangle states Kentucky Five Million People; Fifteen Last Names Louisiana We're Not ALL Drunk Ca

Age
I see mumms all the time about age difference in couples. I don't honestly see where there would be issues,if you both have things in common with one another. Isn't that what it is all about? How do you have a relationship with anyone if you don't enjoy some of the same things. I don't tend to look at someones age,unless they are alot younger than me. I am not someone that wants anymore children,so that would be an issue with dating someone much,much younger than myself. I guess I just don't see what the big deal is with the age thing. Ok,unless they are minors. I get that! Just clearing that up. :)

Members Of The Bbw Diva's Club
These are My mommy Pinup girls come show them some plus size love and attention they deserve it for being the sexiest BBW Mom on fubar!! Wanna join well just shout me a fumail and a pic you wanna use for your plus size pinup tag and ill put ya in the family make sure to fan/add/rate all Moms Royal_Thickness_Luv U my fubar sexy friends!@ fubar Vanessa@ fubar ¤ ßßW GØÐÐ€§§ ¤@ fubar multifacets@ fubar Kí§§ãßléKåzãthêñã™ƒû/®LWîƒê»ÇGS¤ÛKLêvêllè®¤Wi§êFÛK@ fubar §ë××îí£á£äówÑê®@ß0®gà7âFãmí£ýà~Owner of sinfulsplaypen~n~sinfuls crew~lollipopgurlzclub@ fubar Bisexcee~~~Owner of "Phatty Girls"~~~@ fubar

In The Name Of The King: A Dungeon Siege Tale
Movie Ratings from the glitter-graphics.com I just reviewed this Movie: In the Name Of the King: A Dungeon Siege Tale A simple family man, named farmer is forced to take up arms after an evil sorcerer named Gallian, unleashes an army of ugly beasts that destroy his small village and capture his beautiful wife. Its a typical theme good vs evil. With an exciting cast of actors, I really liked this movie, I am a fan of this time period. Castles, wizards , fair maidens in trouble and lets not forget the kings and nobleman :) If you like movies like : Dragonheart (1996) Eragon (2006) Krull (1983) Legend (1985) Dungeons & Dragons Lord of the Rings I am sure you will find this movie as enjoyable as I did. There were twist and turns that kept you guess what would happen next. I give it : 4 our 5 bags. Hope you will consider seeing this and enjoy it as much as I did. you fubar movie Credit Saspanda Featured Cast : Fa

George Carlin Quotes R.i.p. (stolen From My Friend In My Dreams...or Yours?)
As a matter of principle, I never attend the first annual anything. Frisbeetarianism is the belief that when you die, your soul goes up on the roof and gets stuck. Honesty may be the best policy, but it's important to remember that apparently, by elimination, dishonesty is the second-best policy. I think it's the duty of the comedian to find out where the line is drawn and cross it deliberately. I'm completely in favor of the separation of Church and State. My idea is that these two institutions screw us up enough on their own, so both of them together is certain death. I'm not concerned about all hell breaking loose, but that a PART of hell will break loose... it'll be much harder to detect. If it's true that our species is alone in the universe, then I'd have to say that the universe aimed rather low and settled for very little. If lawyers are disbarred and clergymen defrocked, doesn't it follow that electricians can be delighted, musicians denoted? It

Sources: Brady Out With Acl Tear
By Michael Silver, Yahoo! Sports 2 hours, 21 minutes ago Photo Tom Brady has his leg buckled by Kansas City Chiefs safety Bernard Pollard, bottom, during the first quarter. (AP Photo/Winslow Townson) New England Patriots quarterback Tom Brady is expected to miss the rest of the 2008 season with a torn anterior cruciate ligament in his left knee, according to a source familiar with the injury. While New England coach Bill Belichick said in his postgame press conference that he had no update on the status of Brady’s injury, two sources indicated it involved serious damage to the knee. “It’s bad,” a team source said. “We’re going to have to play without him.” Brady was hurt as he stepped up in the pocket to make a throw to wideout Randy Moss. Chiefs safety Bernard Pollard, who was on the ground, lunged forward and struck Brady’s leg, which buckled as he released the ball. Brady was helped off the field and was later led down a staircase by team officials, presumably to

Help Out A Friend
We're asking everyone to give us a hand for a great friend. She is always there for helping as a Shadow Leveler and now she needs our help. She's an awesome person and in a giveaway for a 3 month VIP and she needs your help! Please click the link and help her out! Thanks! This bully brought to you with love from her fellow angels: ~Farscapecat~Shadow Leveler~Yeahmon's Angels!~R/L wife of Passionman71@ fubar Kat1114 {SHADOW LEVELERS} Owned by YEAHMON, Owner of Yeahmon, Blueeyes, Farscapecat & Amanda@ fubar

Gift To Myself
Yesterday there was a big sale at Macy's. I decided to buy myself a present, well two presents. I actually went there to get some new bras. Some how I ended up in the jewelry department. I'm pretty sure they put those sections next to each other on purpose. For those of you that have missed seeing recent photos of me because of my lack of VIP...here ya go!

Ty All My Fu Friends !!!!
Just wanted to thank all the Fu's that helped Big Poppa level up 2 Godfather on Friday!! WOOT-WOOT!! That's what a real Fu will do 4 ya!☺ When it comes to levelin', everybody needs somebody!! And if your still have'nt F/A/R'd him, U MUST! cuz he's DA BESTEST!☺♥ So go sho' Big Poppa, tha GodFather, sum ♥!! BIG POPPA Ya Heard : if i aint caressing them im undressin'em@ fubar ♣Mz Ch@os♣@ fubar (repost of original by '♣Mz Ch@os♣' on '2008-09-08 05:00:56')

Silverstein Spills The Beans About Wtc Building 7
Clip from the Alex Jones and infowars.com movie "Martial Law 9/11: Rise of the Police State". The answer to 9/11 is in building seven. Watch the owner of the WTC say on PBS that they "pulled" the building... and watch a clip from the same PBS special that shows them say "pull it" again to describe control demolition.

Geezuss
It seems to me that I am a MAGNET, with a capital M, for weird immature 19 to 20 somethings. Yes, I do act like a 5 year old sometimes, and get VERY easily entertained. But I am talking about guys that look like they still haven't left their mother's vagina, and enjoy telling me about how they love it how you don't really die for real in video games. SO last night was NO exception, and apparently even my blatant phone convo/messenger chat/etc didn't make him feel like I was actually busy doing something and was NOT in a dire need for his company. He looked like a half dead seagull, and came up to teh front desk. "Bored, huh? I could keep you company if you want. This must be hard for you to work all night" Me: (FUCKKK!!!!) "Uhm, no, its not too bad. The PHONE THAT I"M ON RIGHT NOW keeps me occupied. ANd so does A LOT OF WORK THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE. Him (just not getting the pic), looking at his Monster drink: "you know, I bet those things are not good for you. I pre

Love In Da Club!
Love in Da club yep thats right you heard me right we all all have love in the club and if you wanna join us and make more friends,fans,rates,rerates,and comments then this is what you have to do. 1.must F/A/R all Love in Da club party hoppers...this means fan add and rate put it in the add request and you must do all of them no skipping out or you will be removed without notice 2.if you already have them as a friend leave them a love in Da club comment on their page so they know. 3. NO DRAMA i dont like it and im absolutely positive my party hoppers dont either.Leave it outside of this train. must fumail the owner Tequila gurl when ur done so she can add you to the list have fun and show all your love in Da CLub. Tequila Gurl owner of the Lollipop gurlz club & Brunnette diva's club@ fubar ~vitamin de~ get your daily dose::fu~owner of ~SazzyGal~:: DSC~ I.B.I.C. ~ N.A.P **Fu Angel**@ fubar Michaela daydreams...alot...~Slave to OZ~member of the Brat Pack~@ fubar

My Sexual Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Undertow
MY heart is torn asunder cast out upon the seas Not knowing who I really am or who it is I should please Throw to me a sturdy rope not one thats torn and frayed Pull me in and keep me close with sweet promises that were made Bathed by glow of the moonlight walk with me upon the sandy shore Share with me the happy ending for now and forever more

Last List
I Posted These Names As A Reminder. Not To Hurt Or Upset Anyone!!!!These Our "OUR HEROS". May They Rest In Peace & May Their Families Find Comfort In The Fact That True Americans Still Remember Them & Pray For Them !!! God Bless You & God Bless The U.S.A.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sam Bradford
SAM BRADFORD IS A BONA-FIDE HEISMAN CANDIDATE. Bradford, a sophomore quarterback at Oklahoma, passed for a career-high 395 yards and equaled a career-high with five touchdown passes in a 52-26 victory over Big East contender Cincinnati. Last season, Bradford led the nation in passing efficiency. He appears better this season. Bradford completed 76 percent of his attempts against Cincinnati, which has a good secondary. After two games, Bradford has completed 77 percent of his attempts for 578 yards and seven touchdowns.

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Gregory Wachtler, 25, Ramsey, N.J. Lt. Col. Karen Wagner, 40, Houston, Texas Mary Wahlstrom, 78, Kaysville, Utah Honor Elizabeth Wainio, 27, Watchung, N.J. Gabriela Waisman, 33, New York, N.Y. Wendy Alice Rosario Wakeford, 40, Freehold, N.J. Courtney Wainsworth Walcott, 37, New York, N.Y. Victor Wald, 49, New York, N.Y. Kenneth Waldie, 46, Methuen, Massachusetts Benjamin Walker, 41, Suffern, N.Y. Glen J. Wall, 38, Rumson, N.J. Mitchel Scott Wallace, 34, Mineola, N.Y. Lt. Robert F. Wallace, 43, New York, N.Y. Roy Michael Wallace, 42, Wyckoff, N.J. Peter G. Wallace, 66, Lincoln Park, N.J. Jean Marie Wallendorf, 23, New York, N.Y. Matthew Blake Wallens, 31, New York, N.Y. Meta L. Waller, 60, Alexandria, Va. John Wallice, 43, Huntington, N.Y. Barbara P. Walsh, 59, New York, N.Y. James Walsh, 37, Scotch Plains, N.J. Jeffrey Patrick Walz, 37, Tuckahoe, N.Y. Ching H. Wang, 59, New York, N.Y. Weibin Wang, 41, Orangeburg, N.Y.

List 10
Harry Taback, 56, New York, N.Y. Joann Tabeek, 41, New York, N.Y. Norma C. Taddei, 64, New York, N.Y. Michael Taddonio, 39, Huntington, N.Y. Keiichiro Takahashi, 53, Port Washington, N.Y. Keiji Takahashi, 42, Tenafly, N.J. Phyllis Gail Talbot, 53, New York, N.Y. Robert R. Talhami, 40, Shrewsbury, N.J. John Talignani, 72, New York, N.Y. Sean Patrick Tallon, 26, Yonkers, N.Y. Paul Talty, 40, Wantagh, N.Y. Maurita Tam, 22, New York, N.Y. Rachel Tamares, 30, New York, N.Y. Hector Tamayo, 51, New York, N.Y. Michael Andrew Tamuccio, 37, Pelham Manor, N.Y. Kenichiro Tanaka, 52, Rye Brook, N.Y. Rhondelle Cherie Tankard, 31, Devonshire, Bermuda Michael Anthony Tanner, 44, Secaucus, N.J. Dennis Gerard Taormina, 36, Montville, N.J. Kenneth Joseph Tarantino, 39, Bayonne, N.J. Allan Tarasiewicz, 45, New York, N.Y. Michael C. Tarrou, 38, Stafford Springs, Conn. Ronald Tartaro, 39, Bridgewater, N.J. Hilda E. Taylor, 62, Forestville,

List 9
Carol Rabalais, 38, New York, N.Y. Christopher Peter A. Racaniello, 30, New York, N.Y. Leonard Ragaglia, 36, New York, N.Y. Eugene J. Raggio, 55, New York, N.Y. Laura Marie Ragonese-Snik, 41, Bangor, Pa. Michael Ragusa, 29, New York, N.Y. Peter F. Raimondi, 46, New York, N.Y. Lisa J. Raines, 42, Great Falls, Va. Harry A. Raines, 37, New York, N.Y. Ehtesham U. Raja, 28, Clifton, N.J. Valsa Raju, 39, Yonkers, N.Y. Edward Rall, 44, Holbrook, N.Y. Lukas (Luke) Rambousek, 27, New York, N.Y. Julio Fernandez Ramirez, 51, New York, N.Y. Maria Isabel Ramirez, 25, New York, N.Y. Harry Ramos, 41, Newark, N.J. Vishnoo Ramsaroop, 44, New York, N.Y. Deborah Ramsaur, 45, Annandale, Va. Lorenzo Ramzey, 48, East Northport, N.Y. A. Todd Rancke, 42, Summit, N.J. Adam David Rand, 30, Bellmore, N.Y. Jonathan C. Randall, 42, New York, N.Y. Srinivasa Shreyas Ranganath, 26, Hackensack, N.J. Anne Rose T. Ransom, 45, Edgewater, N.J. Faina R

Posse And Friends/family/ And Even You Hatters
SOMEONE MAY HAVE GIVIN UP ON THEIR CONTEST BECAUSE THEY COULDN'T FIND ENOUGH PEOPLE WHO EITHER HAD THE TIME AND OR CARED ENOUGH OR MAYBE SOME JUST DIDNT KNOW SHE HAD A CONTEST BUT NON THE LESS I THINK SHE JUST MAY HAVE GAVE UP ON IT DO TO LACK OF SUPPORT. AW NO BIG DEAL RIGHT? JUST A FUBAR CONTEST.. OK SURE YA MANY CAN TAKE THAT ATTITUDE BUT FOR ME WHEN IM IN A CONTEST AND I SEE THAT IM IN FIRST PLACE AND I SEE THE LOADS OF PEOPLE THERE EVERYDAY FIGHTING FOR ME TO BE IN FIRST PLACE I CAN PERSONALLY TELL YOU ITS NOT THAT HAPPY HOUR OR THAT BLAST IM THINKING ABOUT.. ITS TEARS IN MY EYES AND A SMILE ON MY FACE ALONG WITH FEELING LIKE I MATTER THAT PEOPLE CARE ABOUT ME.. KINDA LAME HUH.. MAYBE ITS JUST A CONTEST RIGHT? OK SURE ITS JUST A CONTEST.. FOR A LOT OF THE PEOPLE NO MATER IF THEY SAY IT OR NOT ITS MORE THEN JUST A CONTEST.. YOU DONT EVEN HAVE A CLUE HOW MANY TIMES I SPENT MY TIME HELPING PEOPLE TO WIN THIER CONTESTS AND DURING THAT TIME THEY ARE NOT TELLING ME HOW EXCI

List 8
James A. Oakley, 52, Cortlandt Manor, N.Y. Dennis O'Berg, 28, Babylon, N.Y. James P. O'Brien, 33, New York, N.Y. Scott J. O'Brien, 40, New York, N.Y. Timothy Michael O'Brien, 40, Brookville, N.Y. Michael O'Brien, 42, Cedar Knolls, N.J. Captain Daniel O'Callaghan, 42, Smithtown, N.Y. Dennis J. O'Connor, 34, New York, N.Y. Diana J. O'Connor, 38, Eastchester, N.Y. Keith K. O'Connor, 28, Hoboken, N.J. Richard J. O'Connor, 49, Poughkeepsie, N.Y. Amy O'Doherty, 23, New York, N.Y. Marni Pont O'Doherty, 31, Armonk, N.Y. Douglas Oelschlager, 36, New York, N.Y. Takashi Ogawa, 37, Tokyo, Japan Albert Ogletree, 49, New York, N.Y. Philip Paul Ognibene, 39, New York, N.Y. John Ogonowski, 52, Dracut, Massachusetts James Andrew O'Grady, 32, Harrington Park, N.J. Joseph J. Ogren, 30, New York, N.Y. Lt. Thomas O'Hagan, 43, New York, N.Y. Samuel Oitice, 45, Peekskill, N.Y. Patrick O'Keefe, 44, Oakdale, N.Y. Capt. William O'Keefe, 49, Ne

List 7
Robert Francis Mace, 43, New York, N.Y. Marianne MacFarlane, MacFarlane, 34, Revere, Mass. Jan Maciejewski, 37, New York, N.Y. Susan A. MacKay, 44, Westford, Massachusetts Catherine Fairfax MacRae, 23, New York, N.Y. Richard B. Madden, 35, Westfield, N.J. Simon Maddison, 40, Florham Park, N.J. Noell Maerz, 29, Long Beach, N.Y. Jeannieann Maffeo, 40, New York, N.Y. Joseph Maffeo, 30, New York, N.Y. Jay Robert Magazine, 48, New York, N.Y. Brian Magee, 52, Floral Park, N.Y. Charles Wilson Magee, 51, Wantagh, N.Y. Joseph Maggitti, 47, Abingdon, Md. Ronald E. Magnuson, 57, Park Ridge, N.J. Daniel L. Maher, 50, Hamilton, N.J. Thomas Anthony Mahon, 37, East Norwich, N.Y. William Mahoney, 38, Bohemia, N.Y. Joseph Maio, 32, Roslyn Harbor, N.Y. Takashi Makimoto, 49, New York, N.Y. Abdu Malahi, 37, New York, N.Y. Debora Maldonado, 47, New York, N.Y. Myrna T. Maldonado-Agosto, 49, New York, N.Y. Alfred R. Maler, 39, Convent Stati

List 7
Kacinga Kabeya, 63, McKinney, Texas Shashi Kiran Lakshmikantha Kadaba, 25, Hackensack, N.J. Gavkharoy Mukhometovna Kamardinova, 26, New York, N.Y. Shari Kandell, 27, Wyckoff, N.J. Howard Lee Kane, 40, Hazlet, N.J. Jennifer Lynn Kane, 26, Fair Lawn, N.J. Vincent D. Kane, 37, New York, N.Y. Joon Koo Kang, 34, Riverdale, N.J. Sheldon R. Kanter, 53, Edison, N.J. Robin Kaplan, 33, Westboro, Massachusetts Deborah H. Kaplan, 45, Paramus, N.J. Alvin Peter Kappelmann, 57, Green Brook, N.J. Charles Karczewski, 34, Union, N.J. William A. Karnes, 37, New York, N.Y. Douglas G. Karpiloff, 53, Mamaroneck, N.Y. Charles L. Kasper, 54, New York, N.Y. Andrew Kates, 37, New York, N.Y. John Katsimatides, 31, East Marion, N.Y. Sgt. Robert Kaulfers, 49, Kenilworth, N.J. Don Jerome Kauth, 51, Saratoga Springs, N.Y. Hideya Kawauchi, 36, Fort Lee, N.J. Edward T. Keane, 66, West Caldwell, N.J. Richard M. Keane, 54, Wethersfield, Conn. Lisa Kear

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Gary Robert Haag, 36, Ossining, N.Y. Andrea Lyn Haberman, 25, Chicago, Ill. Barbara M. Habib, 49, New York, N.Y. Philip Haentzler, 49, New York, N.Y. Nizam A. Hafiz, 32, New York, N.Y. Karen Hagerty, 34, New York, N.Y. Steven Hagis, 31, New York, N.Y. Mary Lou Hague, 26, New York, N.Y. David Halderman, 40, New York, N.Y. Maile Rachel Hale, 26, Cambridge, Mass. Diane M. Hale-McKinzy, 38, Alexandria, Va. Stanley Hall, 68, Rancho Palos Verdes, Calif. Richard Hall, 49, Purchase, N.Y. Vaswald George Hall, 50, New York, N.Y. Robert John Halligan, 59, Basking Ridge, N.J. Lt. Vincent Gerard Halloran, 43, North Salem, N.Y. Carolyn B. Halmon, 49, Washington, D.C. James D. Halvorson, 56, Greenwich, Conn. Mohammad Salman Hamdani, 23, New York, N.Y. Felicia Hamilton, 62, New York, N.Y. Robert Hamilton, 43, Washingtonville, N.Y. Carl Max Hammond, 37, Derry, N.H. Frederic Kim Han, 45, Marlboro, N.J. Christopher James Hanley, 34, New

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Catherine K. Fagan, 58, New York, N.Y. Patricia M. Fagan, 55, Toms River, N.J. Keith G. Fairben, 24, Floral Park, N.Y. Charles S. Falkenberg, 45, University Park, Md. Zoe Falkenberg, 8, University Park, Md. Dana Falkenberg, 3, of University Park, Md. Jamie Lynn Fallon, 23, Woodbridge, Va. William Fallon, 38, Coram, N.Y. William F. Fallon, 53, Rocky Hill, N.J. Anthony J. Fallone, 39, New York, N.Y. Dolores B. Fanelli, 38, Farmingville, N.Y. Robert Fangman, 33, Claymont, Del. John Joseph Fanning, 54, West Hempstead, N.Y. Kathleen (Kit) Faragher, 33, Denver, Colo. Capt. Thomas Farino, 37, Bohemia, N.Y. Nancy Carole Farley, 45, Jersey City, N.J. Paige Farley-Hackel, 46, Newton, Mass. Elizabeth Ann (Betty) Farmer, 62, New York, N.Y. Douglas Farnum, 33, New York, N.Y. John W. Farrell, 41, Basking Ridge, N.J. Terrence Patrick Farrell, 45, Huntington, N.Y. John G. Farrell, 32, New York, N.Y. Capt. Joseph Farrelly, 47, New York,

List 4
Caleb Arron Dack, 39, Montclair, N.J. Carlos S. DaCosta, 41, Elizabeth, N.J. Jason Dahl, 43, Denver, Colo. Brian Dale, 43, Warren, New Jersey John D'Allara, 47, Pearl River, N.Y. Vincent D'Amadeo, 36, East Patchoque, N.Y. Thomas A. Damaskinos, 33, Matawan, N.J. Jack L. D'Ambrosi, 45, Woodcliff Lake, N.J. Jeannine Marie Damiani-Jones, 28, New York, N.Y. Patrick W. Danahy, 35, Yorktown Heights, N.Y. Nana Kwuku Danso, 47, New York, N.Y. Mary D'Antonio, 55, New York, N.Y. Vincent G. Danz, 38, Farmingdale, N.Y. Dwight Donald Darcy, 55, Bronxville, N.Y. Elizabeth Ann Darling, 28, Newark, N.J. Annette Andrea Dataram, 25, New York, N.Y. Lt. Edward Alexander D'Atri, 38, New York, N.Y. Michael D. D'Auria, 25, New York, N.Y. Lawrence Davidson, 51, New York, N.Y. Michael Allen Davidson, 27, Westfield, N.J. Scott Matthew Davidson, 33, New York, N.Y. Titus Davidson, 55, New York, N.Y. Niurka Davila, 47, New York, N.Y. Ada M. Davis,

List 3
Daniel Martin Caballero, 21, Houston, Texas Jesus Cabezas, 66, New York, N.Y. Lillian Caceres, 48, New York, N.Y. Brian Joseph Cachia, 26, New York, N.Y. Steven Cafiero, 31, New York, N.Y. Richard M. Caggiano, 25, New York, N.Y. Cecile M. Caguicla, 55, Boonton, N.J. John Brett Cahill, 56, Wellesley, Mass. Michael John Cahill, 37, East Williston, N.Y. Scott W. Cahill, 30, West Caldwell, N.J. Thomas J. Cahill, 36, Franklin Lakes, N.J. George Cain, 35, Massapequa, N.Y. Salvatore B. Calabro, 38, New York, N.Y. Joseph Calandrillo, 49, Hawley, Pa. Philip V. Calcagno, 57, New York, N.Y. Sgt. 1st Class Jose Orlando Calderon-Olmedo, 44, Annandale, Va. Edward Calderon, 44, Jersey City, N.J. Kenneth Marcus Caldwell, 30, New York, N.Y. Dominick E. Calia, 40, Manalapan, N.J. Felix (Bobby) Calixte, 38, New York, N.Y. Capt. Frank Callahan, 51, New York, N.Y. Liam Callahan, 44, Rockaway, N.J. Suzanne Calley, 42, San Martin, Calif. Lu

My Birthday Wish
IVE BEEN ASKED,,SEVERAL TIMES. HOW COME I AM NOT MARRIED........... NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT IT,,UNTIL RECENTLY. MAYBE IVE NEVER MARRIED BECAUSE I HAVENT FOUND THE RIGHT GUY FOR ME. IVE HAD SERIUOS RELATIONSHIPS,,,BUT NONE REAL ENOUGH FOR ME TO TAKE THAT STEP. I DONT NEED A GUY WHO MAKES FUN OF ME BECAUSE IM SENSITIVE,,I DONT WANT A GUY WHO WONT EAT BECAUSE HIS MOM NEVER MADE IT THAT WAY. I DONT WANT A GUY WHO TELLS ME NOT TO LET WORDS BOTHER ME & SAYS HE WILL ALWAYS TAKE HIS MOMS SIDE ,,HE DOESNT WANT TO HURT HER FEELINGS. I DONT WANT A LITTLE BOY,NOT SOMEONE WHO HAS TO THREATEN ME OR BELITTLE ME IN ORDER TO MAKE HIMSELF FEEL POWERFUL. I DONT WANT SOMEONE WHO THINKS SINCE I AM A FEMALE,,,IM LESS THAN HIM I WANT THE GUY WHO WILL HOLD ME WHEN I CRY,,EVEN IF HE THINKS ITS FOR SILLY REASONS. OR LAUGH AT MY JOKES,,,NO MATTER HOW WEIRD THEY ARE. ONE WHO WILL TRUELY APPRECIATE HAVING A LADY BY HIS SIDE ONE THAT WILL WELCOME HOME-COOK MEALS WHEN HE COMES HOMES THAT ENJOYS SI

9/11/08
I will be leaven 9/11 for the NJ Fireman's Ass. Comvention. Hope everyone has a great week/weekend. I sure we will have a good time and wish you the same. For those of you who don't know alot about me,this is a reflective time for me. I joind the FD 10 days after 9/11/201. I was at the max age allowed to go into fire school. There were alot of people at that time that said they would do this or that. Most of them vanished in time. In the FD they are called 9/11 babies. There will be alot bs that always comes around at this time. Things about goverment did it, there was a cover up ,everyone knows the drill. Please keep this in mind. It hurts alot of people out there to hear this crap. It's not just FD too. Police,EMT's and others who were there or lost someone. No matter what you think or feel please think of these people. It's ironic that most NJ firemen were at convention when this happened. Please take a few secound to think of what happened to all three locations.

Hello
Hello! I am new to this site and thought this would be a good way to tell a little about me. I am 28. I have one daughter that I love more than anything. I am recently divorced and newly single. Just looking for something to kill the time. So please feel free to say hello.!!!!

Bona-fide Heisman Candidate.
SAM BRADFORD IS A BONA-FIDE HEISMAN CANDIDATE. Bradford, a sophomore quarterback at Oklahoma, passed for a career-high 395 yards and equaled a career-high with five touchdown passes in a 52-26 victory over Big East contender Cincinnati. Last season, Bradford led the nation in passing efficiency. He appears better this season. Bradford completed 76 percent of his attempts against Cincinnati, which has a good secondary. After two games, Bradford has completed 77 percent of his attempts for 578 yards and seven touchdowns.

List Cont. 2
Arlene T. Babakitis, 47, Secaucus, N.J. Eustace (Rudy) Bacchus, 48, Metuchen, N.J. John James Badagliacca, 35, New York, N.Y. Jane Ellen Baeszler, 43, New York, N.Y. Robert J. Baierwalter, 44, Albertson, N.Y. Garnet Edward (Ace) Bailey, 54, Lynnfield, Mass. Andrew J. Bailey, 29, New York, N.Y. Brett T. Bailey, 28, Bricktown, N.J. Tatyana Bakalinskaya, 43, New York, N.Y. Michael S. Baksh, 36, Englewood, N.J. Sharon Balkcom, 43, White Plains, N.Y. Michael Andrew Bane, 33, Yardley, Pa. Kathy Bantis, 44, Chicago, Ill. Gerard Jean Baptiste, 35, New York, N.Y. Walter Baran, 42, New York, N.Y. Gerard A. Barbara, 53, New York, N.Y. Paul V. Barbaro, 35, Holmdel, N.J. James W. Barbella, 53, Oceanside, N.Y. Ivan Kyrillos Fairbanks Barbosa, 30, Jersey City, N.J. Victor Daniel Barbosa, 23, New York, N.Y. Christine Barbuto, 32, Brookline, Massachusetts Colleen Ann Barkow, 26, East Windsor, N.J. David Michael Barkway, 34, Toronto, Onta

List Continues
Gordon McCannel Aamoth, 32, New York, N.Y. Maria Rose Abad, 49, Syosset, N.Y. Edelmiro (Ed) Abad, 54, New York, N.Y. Andrew Anthony Abate, 37, Melville, N.Y. Vincent Abate, 40, New York, N.Y. Laurence Christopher Abel, 37 William F. Abrahamson, 58, Cortland Manor, N.Y. Richard Anthony Aceto, 42, Wantagh, N.Y. Erica Van Acker, 62, New York, N.Y. Heinrich B. Ackermann, 38, New York, N.Y. Paul Andrew Acquaviva, 29, Glen Rock, N.J. Christian Adams, 37, Biebelsheim, Germany Donald L. Adams, 28, Chatham, N.J. Shannon Lewis Adams, 25, New York, N.Y. Stephen Adams, 51, New York, N.Y. Patrick Adams, 60, New York, N.Y. Ignatius Adanga, 62, New York, N.Y. Christy A. Addamo, 28, New Hyde Park, N.Y. Terence E. Adderley, 22, Bloomfield Hills, Mich. Sophia B. Addo, 36, New York, N.Y. Lee Adler, 48, Springfield, N.J. Daniel Thomas Afflitto, 32, Manalapan, N.J. Emmanuel Afuakwah, 37, New York, N.Y. Alok Agarwal, 36, Jersey City, N.J.

To Those Whom They Left Behind!!!!
This is Dedicated To Those Who Lost Loved Ones On 9/11/2001. May We Pray For Them & Their Families & Never Forget!!!! America 911.com is a NON-PROFIT Suicide.org website This list was found on the wesite above. It's not to hurt anyone but to help us remember the victims & their families. Gordon McCannel Aamoth, 32, New York, N.Y. Maria Rose Abad, 49, Syosset, N.Y. Edelmiro (Ed) Abad, 54, New York, N.Y. Andrew Anthony Abate, 37, Melville, N.Y. Vincent Abate, 40, New York, N.Y. Laurence Christopher Abel, 37 William F. Abrahamson, 58, Cortland Manor, N.Y. Richard Anthony Aceto, 42, Wantagh, N.Y.

2008 Democrat National Convention
2008 Democrat National Convention Schedule of Events 7:00 pm OPENING FLAG BURNING 7:15 pm PLEDGE OF ALLEGIANCE TO THE U.N. 7:20 pm Ted Kennedy PROPOSES A TOAST 7:25 pm NONRELIGIOUS PRAYER AND WORSHIP - Jesse Jackson & Al Sharpton 7:45 pm CEREMONIAL TREE HUGGING - Darryl Hannah 7:55 pm Ted Kennedy PROPOSES A TOAST 8:00 pm HOW I INVENTED THE INTERNET - Al Gore 8:15 pm GAY WEDDING PLANNING - Rosie O'Donnell 8:35 pm Ted Kennedy PROPOSES A TOAST 8:40 pm OUR TROOPS ARE WAR CRIMINALS - John Kerry 9.00 pm MEMORIAL SERVICE FOR SADDAM AND HIS SONS - Cindy Sheehan and Susan Sarandon 10:00 pm ANSWERING MACHINE ETIQUETTE - Alec Baldwin 11:00 pm Ted Kennedy PROPOSES A TOAST 11:05 pm COLLECTION FOR THE OSAMA BIN LADEN KIDNEY TRANSPLANT FUND - Barbara Streisand 11:15 pm F

Age
Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions. 'How old are you?' 'I'm four and a half!' You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five! That's the key. You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead. 'How old are you?' 'I'm gonna be 16!' You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life ! You become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony. YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!!! But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk! He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There's no fun now, you're Just a sour-dumpling. What's wrong? What's changed? You BECOME 21, you TURN 30, then you're PUSHING 40. Whoa! Put on the brakes, it's all slipping away. Before you know it, you REACH 50 and your dreams are gone.

Welcome Home
You could've been all I wanted But you weren't honest Now get in the ground You choked off the surest of favors But if you really loved me You would've endured my world Well if you're just as I presumed A whore in sheep's clothing Fucking up all I do And if so here we stop Then never again Will you see this in your life Hang on to the glory at my right hand Here laid to rest is our love ever longed With truth on the shores of compassion You seem to take premise to all of these songs You stormed off to scar the armada Like Jesus played letter, I'll drill through your hands The stone for the curse you have blamed me With love and devotion, I'll die as you sleep But if you could just write me out To neverless wonder... happy will I become Be true that this is no option, So with sin I condemn you Demon play, demon out! Hang on to the glory at my right hand Here laid to rest is our love ever longed With truth on the shores of compassion You seem to take

A Moment In Time
A moment in time, you held your hand in mine, a gentle touch, like the whisper in the wind, hoping that it would never end. But the touch that was strong, and only for you it longed, never believing you'd ever do me wrong I learned a hard lesson from you another moment in time. the day I stopped holding your hand in mine.

True Love
Now-a-days, it seems as though people use the word "love" too frivolously. Love should not be taken lightly and you should never tell someone you love them if you don't. Love is not always convenient, but if it is true love, it will overcome any obstacle. Here's a few quotes that I feel represent true love: True love is not how you forgive, but how you forget, not what you see but what you feel, not how you listen but how you understand, and not how you let go but how you hold on The best thing about loving and being hurt is that you get to know what true love really is. For as gold is tested in fire, and so will love be perfected in pain When you really love someone you accept all, You never give up and never let go, You love that person unconditionally.You love them completely It is impossible to fall out of love. Love is such a powerful emotion, that once it envelops you it does not depart. True love is eternal. If you think that you were once in love, but fell ou

Shoe Shine
Shoe Shine His name is Best Whose last name has been lost Among the countless shoes He has attended too Yet his attention to detail Is as precise as Da Vinci’s Rendition of the Annunciation His pride evident in each swirl Of the blackened rag As it transforms The weather beaten leather A gloss appears And he smiles as surely As the smile of a Mona Lisa All for five bucks… Simplicity Poet

Swing Time
hi all. my name is shaine. this is my first blog so bear with me. well, about me. im attatched. have been for 7 years now. i have 2 kids. just out here to meet new people and get back in touch with old friends. we are also into the swinging lifestyle, so would love to meet people of like minds. well, if you would like to know anything else, hit me up. dont be afraid to ask me anything

Have Mercy On Us!"
All I can say is "Lord, Have mercy on us!" This will make you re-think: A Trivia question in Sunday School: How long is the beast allowed to have authority in Revelations? Revelations Chapter 13 tells us it is 42 Months, and you know what that is. Almost a four-year term of a Presidency. According to The Book of Revelations the anti-Christ is: The anti-Christ will be a man, in his 40's, of MUSLIM descent, Who will deceive the nations with persuasive language, and have A MASSIVE Christ-like appeal....the prophecy says that people will flock to him and he Will promise false hope and world peace, and when he is in power, will destroy everything.. Do we recognize this description?? I STRONGLY URGE each one of You to post this as many times as You can! Each opportunity that you have to send it to a friend or media outlet..do it! I refuse to take a ch

Me....
Me.... I am a Beautiful Woman. I am Witty I am Intelligent I am Spiritual. I am Meaner than Shit. I am Demanding. I am a Brat. I’m a Sadist. I am a Hedonist. I am Pagan. I am a Goddess. I am a Child. I am Love. I am Me.

Be Silent!!!
Be Silent!!! Be silent! Be silent and listen Listen to the Mother Listen as she tells you of her love, As she tells you of her pain Listen as she tells you of her struggle. The struggle to give you what you think you need. Be silent! Be silent and watch Watch the Mother Watch as parts of her die As she takes back some of what is Hers Watch as She struggles to keep the balance The balance between life and death Be silent! Be silent and feel Feel the Mother Feel the Mother as she gives you life. As you take Her life away Feel her pain as She struggles Struggles to keep up with the human race. Be silent! Be silent and listen Listen to the Mother Listen as she tells you of her love, As she tells you of her pain Listen as she tells you of her struggle. The struggle to give you that, which you think you need.

Seraph’s Cry
Seraph’s Cry I once saw a Seraph cry This vision of loneliness made me sigh His hearts wings, Frail and small Were broken in this, His latest fall I asked, What could cause such pain To a soul with thoughts As sweet as the purest rain? When he said It was I who caused the fall My tears I could not refrain.

The Hunger
Rough hands with a gentle touch A passionate kiss The feeling of not being able to get close enough Skin on skin Arms and legs intertwined The Hunger The Need The Wanting Not being able to catch my breath Not being able to get enough Desire The Aching Fingertips on my skin A hot breathe at the nape of my neck A hand full of hair The sound of my own passion trying to be free Skin on skin The Hunger The Need The Wanting The feeling of not being able to get close enough

A Scene
A Sadistic laugh A Slap A painful cry A tickle A wanton moan Wrists tied above your head Feet spread wide apart Sharp nails digging into soft flesh Teethe sinking into a meaty thigh Hot breathe on the nape of your neck A stinging smack on a supple ass A Sadistic laugh A Slap A painful cry A tickle A wanton moan The sting of My cane The swoosh of My paddle Whispering demands in your ear A wanton moan A slap A pain filled cry A sadistic laugh Handful of hair The feel of a sharp knife running across your skin Nipples in clamps A flogger across your back And then….. you fall to the floor in bliss…

Personified
You are my love I see you every day I sleep with you every night You are my love personified You are my jealousy I see you every day I sleep with you every night You are my jealousy personified You are my insanity I see you every day I sleep with you every night You are my insanity personified You are my love I see you every day I sleep with you every night You are my love personified You are my hope I see you every day I sleep with you every night You are my hope personified You are my joy I see you every day I sleep with you every night You are my joy personified You are my love I see you every day I sleep with you every night You are my love personified

Am I Scared?
just thinking ... there is someone i really truly like ... and i am scared to get involved only because i know if and when i do i will fall so hard to that person and i am scared i am going to get hurt! he is a great guy! i love hanging out with him and we have great conversations about anything! we can sit and talk for hours on end and its okay ... he has always been there for me when i need something if he can and is always there with a lending hand even if i dont need anything. sometimes when i need a hug i can call him or randomly see him and get a hug and it makes the rest of the world go away! should i be scared and jump of just sit back and let it all slip away? im so tired of bein hurt and i am not going to jump unless im jumpin with two feet in the water!!

This Is Me... Right Now
Dixie Chicks "Sometime I Wake Up Crying" I can't find a reason To let go Even though you found a new love And she's what your dreams are made of I can find a reason to hang on What went wrong can be forgiven Without you it aint worth livin' alone Sometimes I wake up crying at night And sometimes I scream out your name What right does she have to take you away When for so long you were mine Took out all the pictures of our wedding day It was a time of love and laughter Happy ever after But even those old pictures have begun to fade Please tell me she's not real And that you're really coming home to stay Sometimes I wake up crying at night And sometimes I scream out your name What right does she have to take your heart away When for so long you were mine I can give you two good reasons To show you love's not blind He's two and she's four And you know they adore you So how can i tell them, you've changed your mind Sometimes I wake up crying at nigh

Herbs Do Wonders For Sex
You probably never knew it existed or that it could ever happen. Especially after childbirth or overextended use of that famous portal of pleasure. Ancient Chinese secret? Practically so since they've been holding out on us American women for awhile on this old but new source of regeneration. The Jamu stick it's called or try the capsules if you're afraid of sticking a stick up there. It's harmless and it works. If you want to please your mate, as well as rekindle the old feelings of virginity. It's inexpensive and all natural. If you're interested, email me for any questions. By the way, there's also an herbal formula that helps our male counterpart and his genitalia with those early release issues as well as size.

Panera
Ok, I have to type this down because if I don't, I'm going to go nuts! Ok, so I've been trying to force myself to get out of the house on Sundays by going to Panera and reading for a few hours in the afternoon. Being my second week into this thing, I go to Panera, order a mango smoothie and cookie (because it's totally about the cookie) and I sit down with my book, the Bourne Identity(You've probably heard it based on the movies). Anyways, after about 15 minutes of reading and occassionally looking up to see if there's any hot women, I notice this group outside the window. Now, normally, I usually just disregard large gatherings of people outside of restaurants, especially around a fast food places. (Mcdonalds was literally right next door too). However this time, I noticed that almost all of them are retarded in some form or fashion. Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against mentally retarded people, but you have to admit that there's always a curiosity factor involved where y

Level My Girlie
This is Jenn, a.k.a. Hazel Eyes Hypnotize. She's been a Rockstar for quite awhile. While she is indeed a rockstar... it's time for a change. 114,296 Points until she's a Fuberlord. Go rate and bling the crap of her. :) *Hazel Eyes Hypnotize*@ fubar

Song That Has Been There 4 Me
most of my life i lived with music arround me.clasic so i played piano or 60-70s when i was achild.when i was 14 i started listen to gnr then the road to alice cooper ozzy n the old gang was easy.i set hours alone listing to music wanting to be eles where. thank u music ;gnr queen alice skid row n all. u sang what i felt when no one could understood why i was so sad.i was born sad.the musice is my soundtrack 4 life.

I Know How To Save A Life
I attended CPR training and recertification this week. It is very important to me to have the capacity to save a life, if I so deem it worthy, since I only have a limited amount of training, its only playing dog, not playing Dog (damn dyslexia.) Of course a class room setting is not always the best place to have me around. For in a classroom setting, I must control my inner Janus and fight the class clown and the teacher’s pet inside of me. Inevitably both sides seem to win, though sometimes I am afraid other attendees of the class lose. Allow me to give you a small example. Instructor: “What should you do if you find someone in the street who is not breathing?” Me (enthusiastically): “Check to see if they are a Red Sox fan!” Class: (laughs) Or during the demonstration of the Heimlich maneuver: Instructor: “So if the victim is very tall or pregnant you should:” Me: (shouts) “I am one of those things!” Instructor: “Yes, since Pedro is very tall…” Me: (forlorn)

Murray Stuns Nadal To Reach Final
Murray stuns Nadal to reach final Britain's ( SCOT )Andy Murray completed a sensational victory over world number one Rafael Nadal to reach his first Grand Slam final at the US Open. The Scot, 21, resumed the rain delayed semi-final leading by two sets but trailing by a break, and Nadal soon cut the deficit by winning the third set. But Murray recovered from a break down in the fourth set to win 6-2 7-6 (7-5) 4-6 6-4. He faces four-time defending champion Roger Federer in Monday's final.

Show Nj Some Lovin'
NJ Nice Guy is one of the sweetest fu's I know. He won Me in the Fetish Auction and I want YOU to go show him some love f/a/r/c Him Today.... you won't regret it !!!1 He is one of the best Fu-Pals a Goddess can have !!!

Morphing Pictures, Sparkling Pics, Etc...
Ok, well... I was sitting here, and bored... So I decided to rant about these as well. Why the hell do people put up these pictures that morph them from themselves to a picture that SOMEONE ELSE did? I mean, come on... For fuck sake man, Atleast be ORIGINAL! that, And all of these stupid ass pictures and HTML comments that fucking sparkle and do little cheesy ass effect that anyone can do. It's really lame, and doesn't make you look mysterious, or magical, or even any cooler for that matter. I have room to talk, Because all of my photos are OF me, done BY me, with NO special effects whatsoever. ALL hand drawn on photoshop. None of these shitty "lens flares", or anything sparkly and stupid. So please. Stop it. You're wasting good Fubar server space.

The Ending
The Ending Cutting me into heartshaped shreds evasive indecision Your newfound maturity is nothing more than a mask torn around the edges showing tantalizing glints of vulnerbility before you harden your heart pleading whimpers for empathy you pretend not to hear begging pathetically for one more chance no more I have no sympathy for the broken prince of promises Your crown lays at my cracked feet Your turn salvation at the price of your damned pride groveling screaming for one more chance your last your princess turned against you with every cruel word she slipped further your fault still insincere apologies slip past smiling lips mingling with tears of diamonds shining

Love Gone Bad
its so late now.all asleep .i can hear my heart bitting.then u snik in to my mind again. my love my bad obsesion... when we met u set still n i asked u what r u tinking about? u said how to kiss u. u did .n u had m heart in your hands. for awhile my love was your reson to live but then the dark day came when u cried n said u can no longer be with me.u killed me that day .allmost 10 years ago we set n creid.i told u that ill wait ill understand but u were like yourself.2 years i cried my self to sleep. i cuold smell n feel your tuch.your voice tellig me how much u need me. 10 years lots of water under the bridg.we both moved on but baby there aint no cure 4 bad obsesion.i remember u .thogh 4 u im only well ill neve know would i?

Rate My Fam
CWP Family... We all help one another when we are close to leveling, so why not have leveling bulletins? Well here it goes. These fellow CWP family members need our help! xtc's_woman~Only 116 to Psycho!~xtc's_woman@ fubar Ghost of a Shell~Only 2,197 to Wasted Fu!~Ghost of a Shell@ fubar Not A Fu-Bouncer829~Only 6,744 to Regular!~Not A Fu-Bouncer829@ fubar Gutz~10,037 to Freak!~Gutz@ fubar cherrie~10,847 to Freak!~cherrie@ fubar Beer In FL~13,312 to Barfly!~Beer In FL@ fubar spiralexistence~22,400 to Bad Fu!~spiralexistence

Stagnant Memories
stagnant memories --------------------------------- manipulated like the strings of street guitars and as beaten as the keys of unpolished pianos i've been wondering for a short forever if i am a fool long lost within time i have to ask you, is this going anywhere? --------------------------------- weeping for the fabrications born between the whispered romances recited to innocence deaf to the drunk and the tainted ill break porcelain shards beneath the pallid moon to piece together something durable and worthy of being held in your eyes and ill pluck the faeries from each breeze i swallow to make myself into something more important than those stickfigure whores you watch so closely. because i know you better than you think, love. --------------------------------- i'm not sure how much longer i can do this memorizing the lines of my notebook carelessly painted with ink littered with sapphire and so i'll ignite my memories with

Whats On My Mind
What is Your Basic Malfunction? you don't seem stupid so why would you sing Christian gospel songs to a spiritual girl who has iterated (repeatedly) her scathing contempt for organized religion? and why do you continue to speak in spirals to a sharp tongued girl who has said (repeatedly) how much she loathes indirect, politically correct, around-speak? and why do you wax poetic about romance and candle light and making love to a hedonistic girl who has stated (repeatedly) that she likes to FUCK (with the lights on)? but most of all why don't you see the irony in telling me (repeatedly) that i just haven't met the right guy yet when you think you're him? so you profess to "love" me you are convinced you're the "guy" for me you're just waiting for me to be "ready" but you look right through me words go in one ear and out the other and you can't read the writing on the wall the only logical conclusion

Failed By Default
THEY FUCKIN FINALLY GOT MY ACUS!!!!! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy so anyways some married 30 something hits me up. talking about how she needs a fix and what not cause hubby ain't around or whatever. so i humor her for about a day, but what she don't know is that she failed by default. why you ask? well first off the broad is married and i don't fuck married chicks. don't need thier drama. second of all i actually called this chick and it was 100000000000000000000000000 fuckin questions. and every anwser i had, she got fuckin butt hurt BIG FUCKIN TIME! im like shit .....she sat there and said she just wants a fix.....but at the same time she wants to know everyyyyyyyyyyyyy fuckin detail. I HATE THAT SHIT. i don't mind questions and stuff but don't get all ass hurt when you don't like the responce! so yeah......she failed by default! and as we speak.......she is blowing up my cell phone like i owe her money or some shit thats all i got for now

Before You Vote In November/youth Political Apathy
Before you vote for the president/vice president of the U.S. on November 4th this year, please take the time to actually learn each candidates' stance on issues important to you. If you go to OnTheIssues, you can look at both national and local candidates and what they have to say about topics such as Foreign Policy, Gun Control, Budget & Economy, Education, Homeland Security, Crime, Government Reform, Health Care, War & Peace, Drugs, Tax Reform, Abortion, Free Trade, Civil Rights, Social Security, Families & Children, Immigration, Jobs, Welfare & Poverty, Corporations, Energy & Oil, Environment, Technology & Infrastructure, and Principles & Values. OnTheIssues mission is to provide non-partisan information for voters in the Presidential election, so that votes can be based on issues rather than on personalities and popularity. The reason I posted this on my blog is because I'm tired of hearing people in my age group say that they don't care about politics or that they'll vote for w

Catching Up
Okay, so I haven't actually blogged in a while. I mean, I've posted lyrics and photos, stuff like that, but I haven't sat down and wrote out my thoughts and feelings and what I've been up to lately. So I tried to get back into college this semester. Unfortunately, I filled out the FASFA a little too late (KY says I'm eligible, but they gave away all the funds already). So even though I was accepted back into WKU (I miss that place so fucking much!), I have to wait until NEXT fall. Bummer. And because I was so focused on getting back into college, I wasn't down to get a job around Louisville if I was just going to move a hundred miles away. But because I'm sticking around here for another year, I've been putting in online applications for jobs like receptionist, administrative assistant, secretary, office assistant, etc., positions. I have had one interview, at a chiropractic office in J-Town (by Kroger and H.H. Gregg). The interview SUCKED. I mean SUCKED!!!! I waited there for

Guys, Dating, And Celibacy
There seems to be this pattern to my love life. I meet a funny, interesting, intelligent guy who I can talk and laugh with. The chemistry is great and there's all kinds of sparks. But once sex is involved, the guy becomes crazy or an asshole (or both) and I'm left with nothing but another failed attempt at finding some kind of companionship. It's the story of my life. Before December, I was celibate (by choice) for almost three years. And I can definitely see advantages to going back to not having sex. Because recently I've compromised my own sense of right and wrong, my own moral code. I've let my libido make decisions that contradicted my mind. It's made me question my judgment and I've started to re-evaluate my decision-making paradigm. So I think it's time to just stay away from sex until I can trust myself not to make stupid mistakes.

Go Noles!!!!
First game of the season with a new starting QB, and they stomped Western Carolina 69-0. Hope this turns into a great season. Also, am happy for the IRISH. Won their opener against San Diego State 21-13. Florida whooped up on Miami with a 26-3 victory to add to their second of the year defeating Hawaii 56-10 last week.

Still The Same Day
There is something to believing in one's self Through all the pain and bullshit this world has to offer It is the lack of faith in ourselves that destroys us. I am simple man but tomorrow I will wake up and do everything I can to be a good man. Tonight I will go to sleep and Reminisce of all my successes and all my failures but I can go to sleep knowning that my failures were all done with good intent That in know why fixes them but makes it easier to live with. alot planed this week I will face each day and do the best I can for all my loved ones and friends for with them happy I shall always be.

Different Types Of Love
How many times do we think about love? How many different people do we love? How many people have we loved? Do we love anyone the most or least? Good grief, what am I talking about? Who knows? I think we can have many different types of love. I love my current wife. I love her very much. Have I wanted to smack her around or stab her with a dull spoon? Well, of course. And I'm sure that she's wanted to do worse to me. Do we love our kids? Of course we do. In the same and in different ways. I love her kids like they were mine but I show my son a different love. He's 8 and will still kiss and hug me. Her boys love me i'm sure but look at me like I have the plague. They're 13 and 12. Teens, lol. Did I love my ex-wife? Yes, at one time. I do have a love in respect for her because she's the mother of my son. Do I love my parents? Of course. Do I love my step-mother? Yes. Do I love my mother in law? Yes. Am I going anywhere with this? Probably not. Is there love

This Is A Bok I'm Writing
How does a girl falling down a black hole of chaos come out on the other side unchanged? She doesn't. Things don't always go as we want them and the universe has no use for the plans that we make. A small town girl named Nova Madden was about to find out just that. Nova Lynn Madden was born to Carly and Simon Madden on june 12th of 1992.She was small child 110 lbs and 4'11.With black hair and eyes of the deepest blue. She hardly ever left her room. mom and dad were always yelling about dads latest conquest [as mom called them] he was on number 16 for the year. If you listened real close at night you could hear her mother whimpering in her room waiting for her father to get home. Tears of anger seem to be the most dangerous kind. Life as Nova knew it was about to completely change. The date was June,11,2008. The sky was a heavy gray and seemed to just be laying on the rooftops. Small strikes of lightening blew thru the sky every now and then. Nothing seemed out of the ordinary e

1 John 4 7-21
7Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. 8Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love. 9This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son[b] into the world that we might live through him. 10This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for[c] our sins. 11Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. 12No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us. 13We know that we live in him and he in us, because he has given us of his Spirit. 14And we have seen and testify that the Father has sent his Son to be the Savior of the world. 15If anyone acknowledges that Jesus is the Son of God, God lives in him and he in God. 16And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him.

Just To Get It Off My Chest
i love 3 guys i like 2 others. it is hard for me because i know i will never meet any of them. 3 of them live in a different state then i do 2 live in the same state but at the other end of the state. any way i know none of them like me the way i like them. and i know that i am not their type because i am not a super model. yes they are all on my friend list but that dont mean anything really. yes they are nice to me when i talk to them but that is all. some of them i have to talk to them before they will talk to me. i know they are busy with their life out side of fubar. i know one will never be more then a friend because he is married the others are all single but they all have been hurt a lot and dont want to be again. i can understand that because i also dont want to be hurt. but i think loving guys that will never want me hurts more then some one ripping out my heart. it would be nice if some one rip it out so i could not feel anything else ever again. i would be ther

Hurt Bunny
This is to all the assholes out there that want to TRY and use my friendship to get what they want when they want it. I am the LAST BIG BITCH you will EVER come across that would do anything to help you. SO. DO NOT CALL ME. DO NOT EMAIL ME. OH AND BY THE WAY. FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life
Life is full of many things...some of you my friends know of my history .raising my niece she has lived with me and my parents since basically 3 months old,, my sister being bipolar and her husband just being an asshole..contributed to her being with us..yesterday she turned 18 and i cant believe it,,,doesnt seem possible...and i have found myself really down about that the past 2 weeks,,,for 2 reasons...first because even after all is said and done no matter how many diapers i changed how many trips i made to her doctor or dentist how much i loved and cared for here all these years ..she ISNT mine...and i know just because u birth a baby that doesnt qualify you to be parents,, when she was 9 and in the 3rd grade she developed juvenille diabeties,,,we liked to have lost her she was very sick,,,and thru the past 9 years we have been very fortunate ..there has only been one incident where we had to take her to the ER she had a virus,,,but this morning i got a cal

A Real Bitch!!!!
A simple bitch will take you where you need to go. *A real bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "better nobody jump in". A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A real bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch wonders who your new man is. *A real bitch know that mutha fucka's first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now!!!

This Is Udder Bullsh*t (reposted From A Friends Myspace Blog)
A good friend of mine, Byron, known also in the performance community as Lord Byron, was attacked by two men outside of his home after walking back from an event Friday night. This unprovoked assault led to a night in the hospital for Byron, who returned home on Saturday to recover from a concussion. Byron's home is not so far away from mine; his neighborhood populated with many other residences. Byron is a beautiful dancer, performer, belly dancer, and active in many events with Gothic Maine, as well as Vivid Motion. His is also been a very important person to me for a long time now; I have always been thankful for his friendship. So when I was told that he was injured for no other reason because he is gay I felt heart-sick and confused. Isn't Portland supposed to be one of the biggest supporting cities for gays and lesbians? How could this have happened to this gentle, creative friend and neighbor? Will it happen again?!? Myself, my roommate, and many other friends walk alone la

I'm Done With The Bull
This weekend has been one of those weekends where true colors came out. Once again people who claim to be my friend aren't. This one friend who I had know for almost ten years and stopped hanging with for almost a year made a big deal to come back into my life. Well she did it again. And then she blames me for what happened. We were hanging out with two other friends and she was our driver and she left us there without a ride. She asked the other two if they were ready to go and they said they didn't know and she left without saying a word to me. Well when I found out she left I called her and she was pissed off. She came back but never parked the car. She asks are you guys ready to leave? and I said let me find out from the other two. She said well I am leaving and she peeled out of the parking lot. Needless to say it ruined an evening that was going ok. During the night we start at the bar we all like and was having fun. Well we decided to go to another place cuz we knew the

Who The Fuck Stole My Laptop?!?!
Friday evening marked the close to one of the worst days I've had in quite a while. I had movers in my apartment taking boxes, etc, out to the truck, and I'm in the back typing away on the boards. My cameraman had shown to see if I needed a hand, and because it was just me and the movers, I asked him to just hang out til they left. He agreed, and set up his MacBook Pro in my living room, so he could see everything the movers were doing, just to keep them kinda in his line of site. The front door was open, so he could see anyone walking in front of my door, too. This went on for a few hours, all without incident. As the movers were finishing up the last few loads, I called the cameraman back to where I was (about twenty feet away) to look at one of the threads I'd found. He sees it, smirks at the contents, and turns back to the living room...the chair he was sitting in...the night table he rigged as a work station...mouse pad...power cord...even two hard drives FILLED with conten

Poem
I may not be the one you love today, I may not be the one you love tommrow, But I will be the one who stays through the smiles and the sorrows, You may not love me today, You may not love me tommrow, But I will be the one who doesnt talk shit about you when your not there, I may not be the one you love today, I may not be the one you love tommrow, But I will be the one who helps you through the good times and bad, You may not love me today, You may not love me tommrow, But I will be the one who stays here now and forever, I may not be the one you love today, I may not be the one you love tommrow, But I will be the one who will Love you, Today, Tommrow, Forever, If youll let me I may not be the one you love today, I may not be the one you love tommrow, But I will be here for you, Today, Tommrow, Forever.

Tat Man73 For Sexiest Man On Fubar Update
Can you do me a just one little favor Tat man73 my other half :) Is in the Sexiest Man on Fubar Contest. Now I already think he's the sexiest but for real you know you do to lol so pleaseeeeee on my knees here can you go give him just one rate. If you already rated him last week rates have been reset please stop in and re rate him. Right now he's 1 rate from 3rd. Any of you he'd help if you ask so I'm asking for him please!!!!!!!!!! Pleasssssssse :)

Blogging For Dummies
1 Always write for an audience.Never write for something you may actually believe in. 2 Use bad grammar and no punctuation. To have a successful blog people should have to make an effort to follow whatever the fuck it is you are talking about. No pain no gain. 3 Swear profusely. Liberal use of fuck and shit will gain kudos but refrain from the use of cunt as it may alienate a potential readership. 4 Choose popular subjects. Slagging off George Bush, relationship difficulties, Paris fucking idiot Hilton. 5. Use the bible as your guide. The word was made truth by it's very existence. 6. Pimp your friend's blogs. They will then pimp yours and you will have access to a greater readership. If nobody else does read it at least you will have your friends signed up to your blog whether they fucking read it or not. 7 . Reply to comments in a negative, couldn't give a fuck kind of way. This makes you look cool and also allows you to shed some of your passive agressive bullshit.

Short Story Pt 17
The Following: Revelations By Raymond Pelletier The trek through the cave had been a new learning experience, they had found that they had been gone for countless years. Many Generations have passed since they saw their world. Boo had moved from living, to being a legend of childrens tales. They now know also now know that they shall have a tough task ahead of them. Among these four brave souls is a young man, a descendant of Boo's family. They figure that this fact may help them, even if it is just a little help. Now that they are outside of the cave, back in their world, their very home that they left behind. Amazed by how thick the forest down below had become. Even the path they once walked had grown over. The mountain itself covered even more so in snow than they remembered. " Oh dear! Where do we go from here? What path is there for us to follow?" Clif asks as he glances around at the no longer famil

Nascar: Nuts And Bolts
Now i'm not going to go on a tirade about Nascar, but let's face it, wives must be relieved everyday when their husbands come home with trophys and grease all over them, and some scratches. But they are probably more relieved at their husbands funeral, because she's got to be nervous wondering if daddy's coming home or taking his al-queda rocket ship into a wall at 180 mph. I wonder what the statistics are on legal and illegal drug usage with wives of Nascar drivers. It's a tough job but I wouldn't want it..I hate driving to 7-11.

Sunday 09/07/08 4:00pm Est
Hello everyone lets see what I can post today. I spent most of my morning catching up with my comments etc etc and then i set to work on updating some of the pages. I added links to the tags page omg the html about killed me to get it right lol. Fubar and Front page are only compatible a bit lol but I think I got them good enough for now. Also updated some of the other pages and took out my little comments that have already been added. There haven't been many new trains today but then again it's early yet nows the perfect time to catch up on some of the old ones we didn't get to do along the way. Keep your eyes out on the comments will add anything I come across tonight in the mean time happy train riding :P New Train Today Birthday Party Train http://fubar.com/blog/243783/872422 http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2378365341 Happy Happy BDay Tat2BunnyLuv hope you have the best ever stop in and leave her some BDay luv

Steam Punk Voodoo Doll
I am participating in a crochet voodooo doll challenge/swap. Here's the deal, I was given the request of one of the other swap participants; she asked that the doll I create has elements of engineering and/or "steam Punk". I had no idea what Steam Punk was, I had never heard of it. So, after a little research, I have found that Steam Punk -- in my words -- is a victorian sci-fi type genre. The best example I know of, is the characters and world created in the Wild Wild West movie (and previously the old tv series). It is a fantasy world of inventions and gadgets placed in a Victorian setting. I have so far finished the head, and neck. the neck is a spring that I removed from the battery compartment of a flashlight key chain. I used the LED bulb from the same flashlight for one key; and a 'crystal ball' ring I'd bought ages ago for the other eye. So one eye is clear, the other looks clear on some angles and various colors on other angles. I have various bits and bobs in jars that

Situation Normal All Fucked Up
so my plan for the weekend didn't work out as i had hoped it would. as completely frustrating and irritating as that is for me....i can't really do anything about it. i did what i needed to do on my end, i can't help it if those i'm relying on(especially people who i'm trying to rent rooms from) don't follow through. seriously, i've seen the same rooms for rent posted and reposted for the last week, and i've called or emailed the same people pretty much every day...and i only heard back from one person. one fucking person....and the thing is, i checked today all the people i called yesterday reposted the same rooms again today! WTF?!?! check your fucking messages or emails.....ugh. whatever...i'm trying and getting nothing. but again it's not my fault. i'm doing what i need to do so i shouldn't be so bummed out but damn is it hard not to be.

Goofylady's Contest For Hh Plz Help
GoofLady's RACE for a Happy Hour! She's One HOT Mamma! And NO one deserves a Happy Hour More! The Rules are simple Picture rates count as 5 points Picture Comments count as 1 point The person with the most points at Noon EST on September 21st WINS! Stop by and rate her pic, and Carrie will make you a tag... Stop by and leave her 100 comments, and Carrie will make you a second tag... ***************************************** Be sure to send Carrie a private message and let her know how you helped out GoofyLady and which tags you have earned. Carrie:

A Very Special Birthday In The House!
Tina is having a Fu-Birthday party today! Please fill her page with birthday comments, gift blasts, and a gift happy hour if you feel so inspired... She is a very cool friend and one of the sweetest people I know... Tina, the Birthday Girl! ¤ Tina ¤ Club Fantasia's Uber Hot Ninja ¤ MILF ¤ Club Fantasia Staff ¤ Kel's RL Wife¤@ fubar Please don't forget to rate, fan, add, bling the infamous Birthday Pimper! ~/~ Sassy Laurie~/~Club F.A.R.~Please leave me love!~@ fubar

September Sundays
I always look forward to September Sundays. Usually the weather is mild. Get all my chores done on Friday afternoon and Saturday. Settle in for some football. This is my 50th season as a pro football fan. A golden anniversary, heh heh! This just proves that I can stick with it no matter what! My Golden Anniversary for Oklahoma U football was 2 years ago. My father took me to a game with no ticket and I sat on his shoulders in the hot sun all afternoon. That day is one of my earliest happy memories. Prior to that it is mostly hospitals and medieval looking medical apparatus. After that day I always listened to OU football on the radio. They went on to have a 49 game winning streak, a mark that still stands today. I began to watch pro football after the Sooner alumni began to play in the NFL. Especially Tommy McDonald got shafted out of the Heisman Trophy by Paul Hornung at a 3-7 Notre Dame. DOH! That was also the year of the Johnny Unitas and the Baltimore (yes Baltimore!) Colts m

Newest Hobby
Wow sometimes its a pain getting into a new hobby. i recently desided since winter is on its way i needed something to do. so i finally got into. Radio Controlled Helicopters And man alive i went from 150 investment to 40 in damages within 2 mins, talk about sucky lol. anyways as time goes on i will learn more and post videos of my flying abilitys which are very lacking at this time lol.

Wtf?!!?!?
Yesterday I was talking with a person about random things. One of the things was that he thanked me for rating his profile. I told him I always return rates when I see them in the bartab. He says he always waits until Happy Hour. I told him, I do it when I see it, I never wait until Happy Hour. He told me he would rate my pics during Happy Hour. I guess he did, because when I got online this morning he said to me... ...14...: Emily, pretty sad, you knew i was waiting for HH....you knew it was to come back and rate you...I rated 3 files over 100 pics....I spoke a second after I did ...as a joke and then you don't rate anything ...sad hun!!!!!! (THE MESSAGE CAME TO ME AT 3 OR 4 AM FU-TIME~LIKE I WAS ONLINE THEN, SHEESH) The messed up thing is I told him I would BBL, which I ended up having to take care of my children and then I went to bed. I come online this morning and I have that message. I was like WTF, so I tried to message him and I am blocked. So YES, blocked for no

Football Season: Guys Happy, Girls Grumbly And Shoppin
Today is perhaps one of the greatest days for guys and perhaps the worst for girls...Football Sunday jets and miami. man this stuff just makes them want to go shopping after hearing guys scream all day..he scored a touchdown, oh my god he's in. oh well, were just guys who like beer, bongs, balls, and other crazy stuff that makes women just yawn and look for rope at home depot to hang themselves. cant we all just get some get420 and get along?

Just Another Day
I have known the most wonderful person that could exist. I have known the most wonderful person and I found that in her kiss. She made me do things most men would never do or feel Left me for another man, and I would take her back so I know these feelings are real. Still what is good for me is not good for her, True love means you do what is best for the one you love. My heart my soul my mind belong to her but these are things I can no longer speak of because it hurts her to think of me. and I need to let her be. So today is just another day It has been good but no jump up and down day Tomorrow will be the same Just another day My heart hopes she someday finds, The love I had for her, And with the pass of time She will know I was always hers. Still its just another day the birds still sing and the rain still rains and life goes on Just another day

Congratulations Boone!!!
Congrats to Boone on becoming Fubars newest Godfather. Stop by his page and congratulate him. Thank you to all that showed him love to get him to Godfather. Hugs and Love Boone Is Engaged To Sweet Judy In Real Life!@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY LilBamaGirl@ fubar godfather

Sweet ♥ Judy Is Getting So Close To Godmother, Show Her A Lot Of Love, Please
Sweet ♥ Judy IS GETTING SO CLOSE TO GODMOTHER. I'M ASKING ALL OF YOU, FAMILY AND FRIENDS TO BE THERE FOR HER AND HELP HER OUT. IF SHE'S NOT ON YOUR LIST, SHE SHOULD BE. SHE'S AN AWESOME PERSON. PLEASE STOP BY HER PAGE AND HELP HER BECOME GODMOTHER!!! CLICK ON HER LINK BELOW AND HELP HER OUT, PLEASE! THANKS SO MUCH! Sweet ♥ Judy@ fubar PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY LilBamaGirl@ fubar

Going On Vacation
Im going on vacation soon My first cruise going to Mexico for the first time from Sep 21-Oct 2 to Zihuatanejo/Ixtapa, Cabo San Lucas, Acapulco, Mazatlan and Puerto Vallarta Of course Im doing shore excursions also including a shrimp luncheon and tequila tasting (not on the same day! LOL) I'd love any suggestions you have Make them serious or funny Just dont be rude about it I cant wait for the trip!

Just Sharing My Thoughts
Have you ever looked at the moon and wondered if the person you care about is looking at the same moon. well i have alot lately and the sound of his voice on the phone cheered me up after devistating news.

Emotional Storm
Within the depths of my mind a powerful storm is brewing. In it are all my pent up emotions, my fear, my hate, my envy, my jealousy, my lost heart, my despair and my depression. This storm, this emotional storm, brewing within my mind, is about to break out, and do to me that which I need, and that which is destined to be.

Sunshiny Mother F**kerville
Welcome to Sunshiny Mother Fuckerville. I always laughed at this saying..... until today. I now understand the meaning and let me tell you this town is bull shit. I know that I previously stated this with all the opinions about my questionable lifestyle from all the cookie cutter valuim induced fake assholes that live in this town. But today I ran into another episode that proved I live in this wonderful shit stained hole full of sunshiny mother fuckers. I was under a little bit of stress due to my overdrawn bank account, rent being due, and my lack of a paycheck due to being in the hospital. The half of a check that I did receive could not be cashed at my bank due to the insufficient funds... which honesty I don't know how that happened I was in the hospital and apparently fucked it up. So I went to chase where I am a signer on my mothers account. They wouldn't cash the check because there was not enough funds in her savings account to cover the check if it bounced. So I went to

Voices
Does a voice ever speak to you? I don’t mean you’re conscience Just a small, intimidating voice? Unfortunately, many speak to me Some hate me very much Some love to watch me fall Some push me into the dark And all knock me lower and lower Most common are those that hate me They yell at me and criticize me Making me too nervous to do anything And then I feel worthless because of it Loudest are those who love to watch me fall When I mess up, they cackle and laugh They say I’m better off dead Sometimes I feel like that is true The rest shatter my light and make me blind They lie to me and cheat their way out I try not to believe them But somehow, they destroy all sense of judgment So may God be with you If someone is speaking in your head ‘Cause I hope you’re not like me Who’s been driven to insanity by the voices

Ike Pa #26a
200 PM EDT SUN SEP 07 2008 ...CORRECTED FOR TIME... ...EYE OF IKE JUST WEST OF GREAT INAGUA ISLAND... A HURRICANE WARNING REMAINS IN EFFECT FOR THE TURKS AND CAICOS ISLANDS AND THE SOUTHEASTERN BAHAMAS INCLUDING THE ACKLINS... CROOKED ISLAND...THE INAGUAS...MAYAGUANA...AND THE RAGGED ISLANDS...AND FOR THE CENTRAL BAHAMAS INCLUDING CAT ISLAND...THE EXUMAS...LONG ISLAND...RUM CAY...AND SAN SALVADOR. A HURRICANE WARNING IS IN EFFECT FOR THE CUBAN PROVINCES OF VILLA CLARA...SANCTI SPIRITUS...AND CIENFUEGOS. A HURRICANE WARNING IS NOW IN EFFECT FOR THE CUBAN PROVINCES OF GUANTANAMO...SANTIAGO DE CUBA... HOLGUIN...LAS TUNAS AND GRANMA...CAMAGUEY...CIEGO DE AVILA....VILLA CLARA...SANCTI SPIRITUS...AND CIENFUEGOS. A HURRICANE WARNING MEANS THAT HURRICANE CONDITIONS ARE EXPECTED WITHIN THE WARNING AREA WITHIN THE NEXT 24 HOURS. PREPARATIONS TO PROTECT LIFE AND PROPERTY SHOULD BE RUSHED TO COMPLETION. A HURRICANE WATCH IS IN EFFECT FOR THE CUBAN PROVINCES OF MATANZA

Caa #30
Colt Fan, a friend of my friend, is in need of Angel Prayers and Power. His grandmother is dying, and this is always a hard thing for someone close to us, for us to let go. We send this to help sustain him in this time of need, and even in time of grief. Colt Fan, just know that there are people here, even if we don't know you, that are praying for you. Doc

Death Casts A Smile Upon Us
s a Smile Upon Us All Death casts a smile upon us all, But its never a happy one. We wake each morning with a groan, As our life slowly comes undone. Nothing we can do will help, Nothing we can say will take it away, Just sitting quietly and waiting, Time ticking by day-by-day. But feel assured you'll one day die, As the clouds overhead pass us by. Don't lose hope from within yourself, Sooner or later six feet under you will lie. There are no exceptions to this rule, There are no ways around it. No human can live forever, Something Shinigami won't permit.

Caa #29
This one I take a special interest in, being that all of you that know me know and my time here, know what I do behind the scenes. There is a good friend of a friend who is going through a rough time with his separation. Let us send angel prayers to help guide him and his marriage, all in God's will, to be there to sustain him in his hour of need. We send angel healing and power, and as always it is God's will that this is used to his greater good. My friend, I pray, personally, that everything works out for you, and if ever there is a need to talk, I am here. Doc

My Hell
Left to live my life with a mother who is metal no chances of her ever showing love... The urge to cut and cut I took that blade.. my very first scar was made! blood was everywhere though I did not care... the pain was so bad a pain I could'nt bare I thought what my friends would do If they found out about my addiction It made me think but yet I just carried on... the days were hell the pain would dwell every scar marked on my body was a day of torment not wanting to live my future.. A girl so sad and hurt left to live her life being treated like a piece dirt...

Caa #28
Another friend request for a friend and his family caught in the aftermath of Hanna, neither of them have been through anything like this, and of course we need to add all the other family, friends and people also affected by the storm. Angel Prayers for their continued safety and power to calm them and help them get through this alright. Doc

I'm Moving :(
Yeah, I promised myself I wouldn't keep wandering around this country like a lil hobo. In fact, I've always wanted to live in New Orleans & here I am. I honestly thought this was it. BUT, it just seems like Fate is trying to tell me something. We just survived one hurricane & there's already another one coming. I'm trying to build a good life for myself (and, yes, I do have a solid, realistic plan), but I can't do that if Mother Nature is going to keep throwing big nasties at the south coast. I mean, do I really want to build a life here and then worry about a hurricane or flood wiping it out? Plus, rent is so high down here; its much more reasonable in other parts of the country. So, I guess I'll be making one LAST move. lol Dunno where yet. I'm thinking either northern california, Seattle, or my best friend wants me to move to pittsburg. I'd love to hear thoughts about this from any of my friends...

Help My Friend?
Help my friend Mikymous! He's in a contest with his girlfriend for most overall points. Show him you don't have to have boobs to get points!!! He's a great friend, one of the 3 or so who ever helped me in a contest.

Renee's Account
Hello, To all of Renee's friends....this is her sister Jessica. Renee passed away on September 25, 2007 of a heart attack. I am going to close her fubar account...however I am leaving open her myspace account as a online tribute to her. I would like any and all of her friends on here if you have myspace to send an add request to her page and i will add u. Her myspace is www.myspace.com/hotkitty1 I think...if not contact me on mine at www.myspace.com/medexaminer2b Thanks. Jessica Thompson

At What Point Do You Give Up?
Love has always appeared as a myth to me. Of course you will always love and cherish your parents, children and close friends but that is family love. Being in love was always considered by me to be a poor perception or confusion for what is actually lust/infatuation. I have been married a few times and dated many men and have always felt it was not love but more a good match and a workable partnership. Obviously I was wrong on the later part of that ideology. Quite recently I was just blown away by a guy I met online. He wasn’t a fake like so many are; he is handsome, intelligent and very confident in himself. Over the course of a couple of months he had full power over my every thought and I had never felt the emotion of love until him. Meeting him and spending weekends at his home was simply the greatest experience I had ever felt and I never wanted to leave. It is scary that another person has such strength over your mind and soul especially when you had determined you would remai

Table Set For Two
Candles flicker softly on a table set for two, There's no one on the earth tonight except for me and you. A nice romantic dinner and a bottle of chilled wine, And we are here together in a moment stopped in time. A love so few have ever known and this is its birth night, Alone within our little world, you and I and candlelight. So soon we will set free the feelings that we want to share. And I am held here spellbound by your laughter in the air. Thoughts of love like falling leaves, Swirling in the autumn breeze, Flow in our minds and in our eyes, A tender look and longing sighs, We touch and as the fire starts, That we have kindled in our hearts, We kiss and hear the angels sing, As heavens gift to me you bring, No more to live my life alone, And in your soul I found my home, At peace within your loving arms, Captivated by your charms, And happily I'd die for you, Here at this table set for two.

Will You Ever?
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me.

That Was Sweet.
i just got a text from my sister telling me saved a worm. at the risk of sounding like a total weirdo... i always help worms whenever i see them. it just makes me sad to see them dried up or stepped on because someone couldn't take 5 seconds to bend down and pick the poor thing up and put it back in the dirt. so anyway, i just thought that was cool and i wanted to share it. save the worms! hahahahaha

The Meaning
To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you.

Is Oprah Racist?
I NOTICED ON THE NEWS TODAY THE WOMENS GROUPS IN FLORIDA ARE ASKING ALL WOMEN TO BOYCOTT OPRAHS SHOW AND HER MAGAZINE O, BECUASE OPRAH REFUSES TO HAVE REPULICAN CANDIDATE SARAH PALIN ON HER SHOW. OPRAH BACKS OBAMA. WHATS UP WITH THIS?

Love Defined
What is love, but an emotion, So strong and so pure, That nurtured and shared with another All tests it will endure? What is love, but a force To bring the mighty low, With the strength to shame the mountains And halt time’s ceaseless flow? What is love, but a triumph, A glorious goal attained, The union of two souls, two hearts A bond the angels have ordained? What is love, but a champion, To cast the tyrant from his throne, And raise the flag of truth and peace, And fear of death o’erthrow? What is love, but a beacon, To guide the wayward heart, A blazing light upon the shoals That dash cherished dreams apart? And what is love, but forever, Eternal and sincere, A flame that through wax and wane Will outlive life’s brief years? So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops, In all places high and low, That love for you is my reason to be, And will never break or bow.

Romantically Hopeless
Just another face in the crowd She doesn't fit in but she doesn't stand out A "Hello" from a stranger makes her day Breaks the monotony of all those who look away She feels selfish for wanting some attention Mom and Dad didn't give her much affection He doesn't believe in soul mates Being alone seems to be his fate Rejected for things he can't control His undying love a woman will never know Longing for acceptance in a woman's eyes Like an old band-aid he gets tossed aside Then one day their eyes meet Just a random encounter on the street He smiles and says "Hi" She blushes and replies It's now the story begins Their hearts know how it ends She will love him for him He will never doubt again Joined at the soul Two halves of a whole

Dark Veil
I hide behind the veil, of powder and pencil, I live behind the will, of hunger and grief. Only to become, underneath it all a shade darker I am unleashed, into the night in search of life, But stumble upon, something.. Terrifying .. I find I only need to look, within myself, to see the horror, that is mine ...I stumble to a mirror and see the reflection, of evil itself You see. The Devil.. He doesn't exist, as we have been taught to know it. He is in me... Every rage, every sin, every scream, he is in me.

Glitter
when we make love it's hard to tell if you're dreamin' of me or someone else that drunken kiss seems like a lie don't say it's forever and then say goodbye don't ya leave me, please believe me I only want your love you're my lover, i'll have no other girl I only need your love when mornin' comes and the sun shines bright you gonna need someone - someone to treat you right so don't walk out when you wake up let's give it a chance girl - let's give it a shot, give it a shot now don't deceive me, gotta believe me I only need your love there's no other, you're beautiful I only want you this is fine for now, but maybe, let's make a baby inside of you it's just the time, we gotta find, i want your name on my tattoo you blow my mind, so tell me, I wanna know shines forever, forever an' ever I only need your love lay your head down here i'll always be so near I only want your love

Someone Voted Yes!
So I posted up a MUMM about me being back and how I so desperately wanted a 30 day VIP again. I also asked if someone would be willing to get me one. Well someone voted YES!!!!!!!!!! But I still don't have my VIP! Someone PLEASE HELP!!!! I will do anything at all if someone buys me one. Within reason of my knowledge base that is. Like don't ask me to build a nuclear missle, that's sort of out of my range of knowledge. Anyway, here's to hoping! Thanks everyone and it's great to be back!!

Help Boone Become A Godfather!!!
BOONE IS SO CLOSE TO BECOMING GODFATHER. PLEASE, SHOW HIM MAD LOVE AND MAKE HIM A GODFATHER. THIS MAN DESERVES THIS SO MUCH. HE'S DONE SO MUCH FOR SO MANY OF US ON HERE. SO I'M ASKING ALL OF YOU, FAMILY AND FRIENDS TO BE THERE FOR HIM AND HELP HIM OUT AND TO KNOW, THAT IF HE'S NOT ON YOUR LIST, HE SHOULD BE. HE'S AN AWESOME PERSON. PLEASE STOP BY HIS PAGE AND HELP HIM BECOME A GODFATHER!!! CLICK ON HIS LINK BELOW AND HELP HIM! THANKS SO MUCH! Boone Is Engaged To Sweet Judy In Real Life!@ fubar THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY LilBamaGirl~Co-Founder Of The Thunder & Lightning Levelers~@ fubar godfather

Mumm Haters
John Smith Jr. Online (Ballscaping) September 7, 2008 when i first came on fubar, i was Known as *BrokenAngel* CHANGE YOUR NAME AGAIN TO - BROKEN SENTENCE GRAMMAR ANGEL -------------------------------------------- John Smith Jr. Online (Ballscaping) September 7, 2008 Try "Anal Angel" or "Cry baby angel" --------------------------------------------

Darkangel
MY GOOD FRIEND DARKANGEL IS 51K FROM LEVELING. SHE HAS LOTS OF PICS & STASH SO CAN WE SHOW HER SOME FU LUV PLEASE & GET HER TO THE NEXT LEVEL INSIDER Darkangel - Rate 100 pics 10's during HH and get 10,000 fubucks or 100 11's and get 30,000 f@ fubar THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP LUV Di aka PiNkLaDy xx

Article On My Brother
On track Loss of limb doesn't stall G.L. athlete By BARB MODRACK • Editor • September 7, 2008 • From Grand Ledge Independent Post a CommentRecommend Print this page E-mail this article Share this article: Del.icio.us Facebook Digg Reddit Newsvine What’s this? GRAND LEDGE — Less than a year ago, Michael Doty of Grand Ledge was in a hospital bed after loosing a foot in a boating accident and wondering if he would ever ride a bike again, or dance at his upcoming wedding. He has since done both. On Aug. 27, exactly 11 months after the accident, Doty, 34, left East Lansing on his Specialized Allez Sport racing bike on the 414-mile DALMAC tour, finishing five days later in the Upper Peninsula. The hardest part says his father, Robert, was stopping. "He wanted to keep going," said Robert Doty, also of Grand Ledge. "He'd go to California if he could have kept going." A race spokesperson, Katie Donnelly, said records are not kept on the topic, but she did not know of

Elimination
Wanna Play Pharoh's Elimination? rules r simple enough! 1- R/F/A Pharoh 2- rate pharoh's pyramids (only 11 pix) 3- send pharoh 50k to enter. (Pharoh is canadian prizes cost more) 4- message Pharoh with a link to the pik you wanna use. Pharoh@ fubar The prize is your choice of 1month VIP and 500G's or 7day blast and 500G's (thats half a mil and could go up depending on how many enter) How to win?? easy! get the most points and don't be Eliminated! Points will be: rates = 1 point comments = 5 points BUT you can ONLY comment YOURSELF your friends can ONLY RATE you but they will have to R/F/A Pharoh this is a SELF BOMBING contest at the end of everyday the person with the least points will be Eliminated. and the rest keep going eliminating 1 a day till the last Fu is standing to claim the prize contest will open on september 7th at 7pm FUtime and will close at 7pm FUtime everyday for Elimination and will re-open again at 7:30.

Cursing
Is all your cussing hurting your health? by Jessica Ashley, Shine staff, on Tue Sep 2, 2008 Early in the year, a girlfriend of mine landed a Lent bomb in the middle of a lunchtime conversation we had over Bloody Marys and big salads: She'd given up cussing. For at least forty days. Maybe longer. I sucked down my drink as she told me about the challenges of de-four-wording her vocabulary, even after she'd significantly reduced her swearing since her babies were born and talking like she did in college just no longer seemed appropriate. It was all I could do not to let a string of cuss words loose, the same string of cuss words that wrapped around every single thought that entered my brain once my friend said she was done with that kind of talk. I felt like a four-year old who has just been told by a (much better behaved) kid that she is no longer going to stick her finger into the box fan. All I wanted to do was stick my finger into the effing fan. But I held back. Fi

Let's Remember 9/11
Get YOUR FLAG READY Please join us in this FLY THE FLAG campaign and PLEASE forward this Email immediately to everyone in your address book asking them to also forward it. We have a little less than one week and counting to get the word out all across this great land and into every community in the United States of America . THE PROGRAM: On Thursday, September 11th, 2008, an American flag should be displayed outside every home, apartment, office, and store in the United States . Every individual should make it their duty to display an American flag on this seventh anniversary of one our country's worst tragedies. We do this honor of those who lost their lives on 9/11, their families, friends and loved ones who continue to endure the pain, and those who today are fighting at home and abroad to preserve our cherished freedoms. In the days, weeks and months following 9/11, our country was bathed in American flags as citizens mourned the incredible losses and stood shoul

What The Hell Is Wrong With Me?
Why am I still waiting on David? What the hell is wrong with me? I love this man with all my heart but I am a dumb ass to think he and I will ever work out. I have always been a faithful person and I don't talk to a other person when I am in a relationship with someone. I don't mean being friends with someone I mean sex talk, leading someone one and having a emotional relationship. That is something he has done more than once and it always leads to us breaking up and him sleeping with someone the very first night he moves out. My heart breaks and I am scared all over again. We have been together off and on for about 5yrs now. This time it was my choice for him to leave I mean he went after my daughter (tried to hit her with the phone). I don't even beat my kids there are other ways to punish them that last longer. Anyways yes it hurt me, but at the same time I was really ok with it till I found out that he used it as an excuse for me to kick him out. He was seeing some chick from where

Can't See Air, But We Know Its There.
The sun's the life giver. . . I talk to it like you would to a god. --Peter Firth Having a Power greater than ourselves to believe in is like knowing the sun is in the sky. There are days when the sun shines with a brilliance that lights up everything around us - tree branches, snowflakes, and the faces of our friends. When a seed is planted, it is the sun's warmth that invites it out of the ground to grow into a fruit or flower. The sun is the center the earth rotates around. The sun gives warmth and light to the earth, sometimes in ways we don't always notice. There are days we do not see the sun - it is obscured by thick clouds. Yet even on these days, we know the sun's rays still reach the earth and nourish her. A Higher Power nourishes and warms our lives the same way the sun does the earth. Some days we easily see the presence of such a power in our lives, and other days we cannot see past the clouds. But A Higher Power gives our lives a light-filled center and nourishe

September 7, 2008.
Well, let's see. Where should I start this off. Alright, I think I got it. I've been living my life to the fullest. I go on adventures all the time. My life is fucking crazy. I'm officially done smoking Marijuana for the time being. I need to be able to pass a piss test. I really need to start making more money. Going to go up to the Metro Airport. They pay really good to throw bags. I've been hanging out with the Brendo everyday. We do some crazy shit, like going into El'louis. He's living at my house now. He didn't get kicked out or anything, just moved out. We hope to be moving out soon with his friend Paige. She's a hottie fur sure. That should all be interesting, hopefully it turns out well. I most definately need to get myself a girlfriend. Not feeling lonely or anything, but I am feeling lonely... If that even makes any sense at all. I'm most definately done typing now...peace peoplez.

Its Mish's Bday..show Her Love!!!
Plz come by and show her sum birthday lovins she is a great friend and always helps us now its our turn to show her lovin and show her with gift to say how much we love her even more for her birthday. MishNumber1 ♥ It's My Birthday, Come Spoil Me ♥ Another birthday bulletin from Tequila Gurl owner of the Lollipop gurlz club & Brunnette diva's club

The Source Of You
The Source Of You The source of your love, Took me high. It made me float in the heavens above. I was a goddess, And you were my god. There is nothing that could compare to it. I must admit I feel in love, And my soul enter twined with you. It is a memory I hold deep inside, No one could ever erase it. The source of your love, Touched me deep inside. I don't think you know what you did to me. To say I love you was easy for me, But yet I knew I would never hear it from you. I think it could have been something beautiful, But I live in my own reality. The source of your love, Yes it made me fly. You left me with beautiful memories. Dee Parenti All Rights reserved

Im Deleting My Profile
if you want to get in contact with me, shout me and get my email address, if not, then have a good one. i have more important things to do then sit on here and look at profiles and chat with people. my marriage is more important then making friends with someone i will never meet in real life. so i am going to delete my profile and work on my marriage. im in afghanistan and its the last thing i need is my wife to decide that she doesnt want this marriage anymore. like i said, if you want to keep in touch, shout me within the next 24 hours, and ill give you my email, if not, then have a good one, and see ya around. maybe.

Freaky Train
Freak It Like You Want It - Kilo Ali HERE THE FREAKY TRAIN FOR ALL THAT FEEL IT GOING DOWN ON FUBAR! JUMP ON AND RATE/FAN AND ADD ALL ON THIS TRAIN! PLEASE E-MAIL AKAMRS. T TO BE ADDED TO THE FREAKY TRAIN. ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~SHADOW LEVELERS~@ fubar BIG POPPA Ya Heard : if i aint caressing them im undressin'em@ fubar The Dream Team Organizer & Member of Dylon's Divas Mafia Fubar Queen07-08@ fubar Daddyslilangel * DREAM TEAM BOMBER* GF of Mr Keep it Real, member of the hot momma club,FU BAD GIRL

Death As It Is.
I must hide from myself from the world itself I can no longer take the world on by myself. I try to hide the pain but the pain is to great. please tell me that it's alright? no better yet, please take the knife and slice my throat, just let medie in peace caue the grave is calling my name as well.

Oceans Edge
Oceans Edge At the oceans edge, I think about you. I recall my memories, of lost happiness. You made me feel surreal, In that moment in time. I don't think you understand, The way you affected me. I still love you so much, there is so much to give. You have shut me out, You won't even talk to me. Is this they way you say, It is totally over for me? That you have set me free. I don't now what to do. I don't know where to go. My life is ready to change, But I am still wanting you. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Piece Of My Heart
Piece Of My Heart In the silence of my world, My mind remembers you. That little corner of my heart, Opens up, and I find you seeping through. I remember how you made me smile. The way you use to hold me. All the plans that we made, For the future that never came. What was it in the universe, That said we could never be. Why is my heart still acheing, Every time I think of you. It seems like just yesterday, That you where here near me. Was it more than I perceived. Is that why you are not here with me? Or was I not good enough, And you need someone better than me. My mind is always wondering, What it was I should have done. I can not turn back the hands of time, And I know I will never have you. Could I block you from my heart? Rip out that piece that you stay in deep inside? Isn’t it funny how memories are. Never allowing us to be set free. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Bully2
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Masked Stranger~
It is a Saturday just like any other for Isabella. She lies in bed listening to the familiar ticking of the clock as dawn creeps towards daylight. It is 4 a.m. and she resists the urge to toss and turn in this familiar state of early waking that has become her newest habit. She will not give into the frustration of it. She has just heard Rob's key in the door, signaling his departure for the airport. She has the whole house and the whole weekend to herself. Isabella reaches through the semi-darkness towards her night table drawer. "This might help get me back to sleep." She thinks, pulling out her bullet vibe, its long cord caught in the purple gel dildo as she withdraws it from her toy box. She decides to heed the tangle and make use of both toys..."Oh and why not throw in some anal beads too?" she thinks, her hand deftly searching in the darkness for the familiar latex string. A bottle of lube glows on the night table and she reaches for it, spraying its scented silkiness on ea

The Dance
The Dance Take my hand and walk with me, I will take you to a land of sweet ecstasy. Lay me down and caress my soul, Love me tender, Never let me go. Under the stars and the bright moon light. On the sandy beach were my desires will rise. Make our passion swell like the oceans tide. Wanting you more as we explore. Connecting at a leave beyond compare. Loving each other as we become engrossed. Knowing there is no other place then the one we have now . Do you love me, like I love you? Do you want eternity? Make me erupt without further a due. Bring our souls together to that dance. Making spiritual love like we have never known. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved.

Me
Single, never married, shy guy who is born-again follower of the Creator. I like the color red, scriptures, Internet searching, reading e-mail, reading science fiction books, watching DVDs, and collecting all kinds of Pegasus items.

What Well Do 4 1's We Love
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before,

Urgent Cumputer Virus Real
TWO SUBJECT LINES TO BEWARE OF : Just verified this with Snopes and it is REAL. ALSO WENT TO TRUTH OR FICTION, IT'S on their site also. PLEASE INFORM EVERYONE you know! Emails with pictures of Osama Bin-Laden hanged are being sent and the moment that you open these emails your computer will crash and you will not be able t o fix it! 1.) If you get an e-mail along the lines of 'Osama Bin Laden Captured' or 'Osama Hanged' , don't open the Attachment!!!! This e-mail is being distributed through countries around the globe, but mainly in the US and Israel . Be considerate & send this warning to whomever you know. PLEASE FORWARD THIS WARNING AMONG FRIENDS, FAMILY AND CONTACTS: 2.) You should be alert during the next few days: Do not open any message with an attached file called 'Invitation' regardless of who sent it. It is a virus tha

Touched
I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back. The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.' Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: 'Granny, Are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure tha

I Havent Done Anything In Sometime
I havent been on this pages in a long time. Anyways...... Im happy with everything that is going on in my life. Im getting my little man into school right now and im finishing up with all the courts for child support and cusdey of him too. So a lot of stress is going away and im not letting that much stress come back. Also im with a really good guy right now. So im all happy. Anyways i gotta run for now. I gotta finish up somethings at the house before i go get my little man and i have a few errors too do to before i get him. talk to all later. rena

Dog Eats Evidence
Dog eats assault weapon A BURGLAR who broke into a home just east of Fresno rubbed spices over the body of one of two men as they slept in their rooms and then used an 8-inch sausage to whack the other man in the face and head before he ran out the house, Fresno County sheriff’s deputies said Saturday… Burrimond said the money was recovered, but that the piece of sausage used in the attack was discarded by the suspect and eaten by a dog. “That’s right, the dog ate the weapon,” Burrimond said. now my question is, why would you give another man a spice rub? it just boggles my mind. and yes, this is real, heres the link http://www.anorak.co.uk/anorak-in-new-york/189480.html

Immigrant Style
An illegal immigrant picks up a hooker. 'Hey, how much you charge for da hour, sister?' he asks. '$100,' she replies. In broken English he says 'Do you do Immigrant Style?' 'No' she says. 'I pay you $200 to do Immigrant Style.' 'No', she says, not knowing what Immigrant Style is. 'I pay you $300.' 'No', she says. 'I pay you $400.' 'No', she says. So finally he says, 'OK, I pay $1,000 to do Immigrant Style.' She thinks, 'Well, I've been in the game for over 10 years now. I've had every kind of request from weirdos from every part of the world. How bad could Immigrant Style be?'. So she agrees and has sex with him. They do it in every kind of way and in every possible position. Finally, after several hours, they finish. Exhausted, the hooker turns to him and says, 'Hey, I was expecting something perverted and disgustin

2 Funny
The husband leans over and asks his wife, 'Do you remember the first time we had sex together over fifty years ago? We went behind the village tavern where you leaned against the back fence and I made love to you.' Yes, she says, 'I remember it well.' OK,' he says, 'How about taking a stroll around there again and we can do it for old time's sake?' Oh Jim, you old devil, that sounds like a crazy, but good idea!' A police officer sitting in the next booth heard their conversation and, having a chuckle to himself, he thinks to himself, I've got to see these two old-timers having sex against a fence. I'll just keep an eye on them so there's no trouble. So he follows them. The elderly couple walks haltingly along, leaning on each other for support aided by walking sticks. Finally, they get to the back of the tavern and make their way to the fence. The old lady lifts her skirt and the old man drops his trousers. As s

1211999
Alone and weeping wondering pondering is happiness real? feeling cheap and unimportant unneeded unwanted confused and crying hopeless now overcome emotions raging BREAKDOWN tears streaming reality sets in never first always close but so far away

11241996
My body lies on the rocks As the waves creep in to caress it My soul is in his hands His desires control my destiny Overwhelming emotion fills my heart For it is blinded by his words I cannot see the danger Yet my subconscious knows its there To him I'm just another being There for the sole purpose of pleasing him My feelings mean nothing His wants take priority I know he'll break my heart But still I remain at his side.

72904
A margarita chillin by the pool Buffett on the radio Gulf breezes blowing across the sand Not a care in the world Your love sets me free in paradise -------------------------------------- There are only three things I really need in life Chocolate to keep me satisfied My family to keep me grounded Jack Daniels to keep me sane!

5261998
A golden glitter sunset Caresses the emerald isle And waves crash Against the rocks A purple and silver sky Fades into midnight darkness And stars shine Like torches bright A summer rain falls silent Over silhouettes entwined And we embrace The love we share

9091998
Somewhere in the midst of loneliness I saw a brightly shining light I felt myself being drawn to it But never once suspected it was you. Somewhere amid my insecurities I saw a solid rock on which to stand I embraced it as a savior But never once suspected it was you. Somewhere in the depth of my soul I felt a love that would last forever I returned it with every ounce of my being And realized my light, my rock, my love Was you.

R.i.p Grandma Happy Grandparents Day
Dear Grandma, it has been truely an honor to have u as my Grandma, thru my whole life u and Grandpa have always been a big part of me and Roberts Life, the many laughs that the whole family shared, specially the Holidays, u will always b known for your favorite dessert to make and thats Cheesecake. I sit back Grandma and think over my life and how u have always been there to take care of me and make sure that me and Robert always had the things that we needed. When Grandpa passed away that was the saddest day of my life, then 3 months later my Husband Tim passes away and i remember u telling me, Rhonda its ok to cry, and now Grandma, u r gone, and i sit here and cry, cause u said its ok to cry, but i know that u r not in pain anymore and u r up in heaven with the love of yur life and Whiskers and Cinder and Mitsy and the rest of yur Family. Thank u Grandma for being the person that u were and taking care of all of us..Love u Grandma, rest in peace, forever and always in my heart

I Love To Help My Fubar Friends
I love helping out all my fubar friends in the followings: comments bomb contest, fubucks only auctions, rate only contests, and who asked for help to leveling up. I'm a gentleman and won't asked for help to leveling up because i will feels great if i can do it on my own. I want to thank all my friends who have help out in past and in the future of fubar. all my fubar friends wonderful fun sunday and thank you very much.

3-year "marriage" Contract
Aoife and I were growing weary of being on pay-as-you-go plans. My plan with Telus was okay, costing me about $50 per month (plus tax) for my limitless incoming calls and limitless texting, but her Rogers plan sucked ass - she couldn't get text bundles like I could. So off we went yesterday, up to the mall and into the Telus store to check out a "family" plan so we could both upgrade and get free calling/texting between us. We signed up for a three-year contract, and we're joking that now we HAVE to stay together because of the phones =P We had an option to get new phones and of course we took it. Aoife's Razr is old and having issues, and my LG whatever is just...Whatever :p We were looking at the new Shine model (silver or gold available) which would cost $80 and it was buy one get one free, but we were quickly distracted and entranced by the newer Keybo, which was $50 (so the two would cost $100). Yeah, we went with the Keybo. She got black, and I got pomegranite. She just "ha

Darkness Of My Heart Wrote This On2/6/2006 And I Wrote This In High School
i live for love i smile like a dove you linger in my heart when we are apart the sun shines like the bright moon you like black in the runes of the night when your friends are in danger you save them in a fight thats why there is darkness i my heart

Swanky Dining
The couple entered the resort's swanky dining room. "I'm sorry," apologized the Maitre d, "but there are no tables available." "One moment, my friend," said the man, drawing himself up. "I happen to be Gregory R. Carutheres, the sportsman." "I'd like to accommodate you, Mr. Caruthers, but there just isn't a table available this evening." "I bet if President Bush came in and asked for a table, there'd be one available." "Yes-s-s," the other admitted, "I suppose there would be a table available for President Bush." "Good! I'll take it. George isn't coming!"

Life Is How You Are Wrote This In Highschool And Somewhat Based It On A Final Fantacy Character Wrote This On The Date 4-29-2006
life is good, life is bad i like leblanc, she is blonde she is a thief, so she is bad why like blondes they make you mad blondes can be hot and sometimes they are not i wish i can be like leblanc she is beautiful her purple dress her tattoo on her breasts her red fan her bug intennas everything of leblanc thats why i wish my life was her life except my name would be Vampiria my name would be evil i would have everything except my hair would be black and the heart tattoo on my chest would be black to represent DARKNESS meaning: thats how i wrote it and i love black and the dark arts plus i wrote this in 2006 and i just found my book so i have to share some of my work with you all i am not hating on blondes its just how i wrote it

Disco Fever - See Fkncrazy For Updated List
< tr> To get on this train r/f/a all members. And in case you're not sure what those letters mean... RATE/FAN/ADD ...and you MUST do all three. Let them know that you are joining the "STAYING ALIVE" in your friend request. If they are already a friend leave them a comment like "Staying Alive" or something similar and don't forget to re-rate them. Don't just pass them by because you're already friends. >>>>>>>NO DRAMA

Truth; From My Love : Harwolf
Truth-By my baby: Wayne ..>..> truth I have often wondered why people make up stories and lies to impress other people. It seems that in order to boost feelings of low self-esteem, insecurity and need to be "accepted" they say most anything to demean and degrade others in order to make themselves look better. When in fact, the only people that believe any of their woven tales are either people that are much the same way or intimidated by them. Also, these people are obsessive and tend to get emotionally distraught, so much so that it can bring them to the brink of violence when others don't do what they say or believe their stories. They are truly just lonely souls with a constant need and addiction to attention and it becomes evident in the rapid making of new friends and the disappearance of those friends with the same speed. Proof of this is disbarraging comments made of former friends, when it is their own condition that caused the disolution of ANY "friendship". Trus

Darkest Hour
The Darkest Hour There are times when the world is just too much. When fate, fortune and the will of man all turn against us and the deck is simply stacked too deep for us to come out ahead. These are times when a stiff upper lip and a drive to push on simply aren't enough. These are times of desperation, of hopelessness and of isolation. Many turn to their faith, hoping and praying for relief, others reflect within, searching for answers within themselves when none can be found in the world around them. But no matter where you turn or where you look, you always learn about yourself and, in that small regard, our darkest times can be turned into our most valuable asset. For when we're just going about our lives, we're practically standing still. We're not changing or making any effort to improve, we're simply drifting. With shifts happening over months and years and little idea where we're going, just a vague idea of where we've been, we learn nothing and grow little.

Broken Hearts Another In Highschool I Wrote
sadness comes, sadness goes hearts together, then they break like broken hearts broken hearts hurt even if you feel like dirt i hate to be alone, i hate to be single i am the one with the broken heart i lost my true lover the one who knows how to hover the name isn't easy, the name is sadness Meaning: i know its corny but i was hurt that i was single AGAIN in highschool and sadness wasn't my lover its just part of the poem i was heart broken so i wrote about it

Everending Happiness Another One Wrote In Highschool
the meanings of these poems i was sad and i was lonley for love everending happyness i am happy, i am sad i get happy, i get mad i follow you, you follow me what does it take to love how does it feel to be with the one and only me i fly in a hover, to search for my one and only lover this is the everending happyness meaning: i was stuck in a loveless PIT with no one to love and i was sad so i wrote about it in highschool

Here Is A Poem I Wrote Back In Highschool
life apart my life away, the one i hate i wish for you to apear now and not late the dreams i have are good why be late how we are in the mood lifes apart, the one that affects the heart

=)
G'day luvies! I'm bored. Lots. lol. So in all my boredom I'm listening to older songs on youtube. This is one that I was playing for my sister via the phone last night ... and she hung up on me hahahahahahaha!!!! p.s. it's not screamo. i promise ♥

Sadness Wrote This In Highschool ( Just Found My Book)
i am sad, i always cry when i am mad, i always try i cy every day, i cry for love i want every way, i want a dove sadness lies in my heart when we are far apart i dream of you, i feel you why be apart, when your in my heart and there you'll stay till judgement day

Hope & Inspiration
Two Horses ~ Author Unknown Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it. From a distance, each looks, like every other horse. But if you stop your car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing. Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. If nearby and listening, you will hear the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound, you will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to her halter is a small bell. It lets her blind friend know where she is, so he can follow her. As you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see how she is always checking on him, and that he will listen for her bell and then slowly walk to where she is, trusting that she will not lead him astray. When she returns to the shelter of the barn each evening, she s

Lonliness Wrote This One Back In Highschool
i am happy, i am sad i dream of you when i am mad why do you dream of someone else, who doesn't love you when i could hold you in my arms i fell for you, and only you baby, i wish you knew me, the one i thought to be lifes a dream, lifes no fair you are crazy, for long hair i dream of you, you dream of me the one and only for you lonliness is hard to be with you

Poem Everlasting Love Dedicated To My Love Who Has A Crush On Me
lovers come and lovers go i love you and you know everyday i cry and i lie everyday i try and i die i know you love me because we are ment to be hear me cry out your name watch me play this game everlasting love is in my heart everlasting hate is away and apart please don't leave me you will see for let me be me and you be you not those who are true and who look blue stay together and be happy with you so let it be me and you only us two not me and who else for i didn't find them i found you to be with me for i was one now i am two with you thank you lover of my life FOR BEING MY NUMBER ONE

Happy! Brithday To You
Plz come by and show her sum birthday lovins she is a great friend and always helps us now its our turn to show her lovin and show her with gift to say how much we love her even more for her birthday. MishNumber1 ¢¾ It's My Birthday, Come Spoil Me ¢¾ Another birthday bulletin from Tequila Gurl owner of the Lollipop gurlz club & Brunnette diva's club

Dead Or Alive (deadliest Catch)-bon Jovi
Dead or Alive-Bon Jovi It's all the same, only the names will change Everyday it seems we're wasting away Another place where the faces are so cold I drive all night just to get back home I'm a cowboy, on a steel horse I ride I'm wanted dead or alive Wanted dead or alive Sometimes I sleep, sometimes it's not for days The people I meet always go their separate ways Sometimes you tell the day by the bottle that you drink The times when you're alone all you do is think I'm a cowboy, on a steel horse I ride I'm wanted (wanted) dead or alive Wanted (wanted) dead or alive Oh and I ride! I'm a cowboy, on a steel horse I ride I'm wanted (wanted) dead or alive And I walk these streets, a loaded six string on my back I play for keeps, 'cause I might not make it back I been everywhere, still I'm standing tall I've seen a million faces

Getting It Off My Chest....
I have needed to get things off my chest for a long time because it has affected so much I have done since. Not making much sense am I? Ever have a conversation with someone, that you NEED to have, but were scared to have it? That this is what I have done in my past type conversation. Not that I ever claimed to be an angel. Actually, my Mom always said I was 90% devil, 10% angel as a kid. Her little imp. Well the conversation I had with my boyfriend last night has opened up things I feel I should get out...for good. My current boyfriend is truly the love of my life and I cannot wait to spend the rest of my life with him. He is heaven sent and I have to pinch myself to believe that he's with me, he loves me, he wants to spend his life with me and my boys. Cloud nine has a permanent resident. We talked about how we need to keep communication open and honest. it's so important, and I told him that I trust him but I have had issues in the past. I have had things go o

Close Friends
♛ Pëëk Å BØØ ThÅ Ðüchë§§ ♛@ fubar Wendy@ fubar A woman that made me feel like family when I came to the "HIP HOPZ" Lounge ♥ SupaSweet ♥ **Head Greeter and Promoter @ Hip HopZ** ♥ I Got Swagga ♥@ fubar angelbabegirlgreeter of the HYPNOTICKA LOUNGE.@ fubar This person I am not close but would like to be, I have a lot of respect for her so show here love and especially those above. ☆Minou Minou☆[Club F.A.R.]☆[Club United]☆[Life Savers]@ fubar

Cry Me A River
PukinDog14...: Emily, pretty sad, you knew i was waiting for HH....you knew it was to come back and rate you...I rated 3 files over 100 pics....I spoke a second after I did ...as a joke and then you don't rate anything ...sad hun!!!!!! PukinDog14...: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm · PukinDog143!!**... re-rated you a '3' from a '10'! PukinDog143!!**Read my profile and try rating!!!@ fubar go show him some 3 love people

Yay I Got It!!!
I got the spotlight, so I will be watching everyone's page all day:) To my friends: Thank you all so much for putting up with me and all my point whoring for the last couple of months...thank you all for helping me Godmother and then helping me get spotlight:) I ♥ you all:) That sounded like a lame award speech, didn't it? Anyway, screenshots if you will please....I will be here on and off all day...I have to finish my finals today, so won't be far from the computer at all:)

Amish Woman
An Amish woman and her daughter were riding in an open buggy one cold, blustery January day. The daughter said to the mother, "My hands are freezing cold." The mother replied, "Put your hands between your legs,the body heat will warm them up." So the daughter did, and her hands warmed up. A few days later, the daughter was riding in the buggy with her boyfriend. The boyfriend said, "My hands are freezing cold." The daughter said, "Put them between my legs, they'll warm up." The next day, the boyfriend is driving in the buggy with the daughter. He said, "My nose is freezing cold." The daughter said, "Put it between my legs, it will warm up." He did, and his nose quickly warmed up. Again, the next day, the boyfriend is driving with the daughter and he told her, "My penis is frozen solid." She once again, gave her standard advice. Later that day, the daughter is driving in the buggy with her Mother. She asked, "Mother, have you ever heard of a penis?" The slightly concer

Needed To Vent.
Just a venting session! I understand that people enjoy playing games, but play games like football, basketball, or soccer. Stop fucking with people's head and acting like it's a game you have to keep getting better at, it's not cool.

Check It
People's always said that I need to do what it takes for my own happiness even if it meant stepping on people's toes. That for once in my life to go for what I want and to say hell with the rest. And for once I'm doing just that. And if it means stepping on people's toes to get to where I want to be and to get what I want, then so fucking be it. I'm sick of just standing back and waiting for it all. I'm going for what it is I want and what I'm after. Everything that I KNOW that I deserve and everything I know I will have, I'm actively pursuing them all. And I couldn't be happier right now. Got a damn good woman who loves me and talks to me all the time and makes me feel so special and leaves me just so uplifted and so full of power and energy. Even now when I should be tired, thinking about her has me so hyped up and can't wait to go see her and/or going to get her to bring her back here with me. This entire weekend, it's been a fucking BLAST. I've actually smiled and enjoye

Not A Hummingbird
I'm not a hummingbird, Delicate and sweet, You're heart can break and shatter, For all I care or want, I didn't dare entrust mine to you, Look where my trust got me? Spiraling further into this darkness, Letting it embrace me, Take me where it will, Life's out of control, Dancing in the rain, Of blood, Reveling in the havoc, Of what once was, Twirling round and round, With her sister, Of heart and soul, Shadows of each other, Different enough, Yet the same, Twins yet not, I'm not a hummingbird, Delicate and sweet, You're heart can break and shatter, For all I care.

Bigben`s Week1 Monday Night Football Picks!!!
6:45 AM - bigben`s week1 monday night football picks!!! Current mood: excited monday night you will see 2games here are my picks: game 1 you will see a good game you may want to see watch this one for sure !!!, green bay over minnesota in a high score game look for someone to score 40+points to win the game,,, the other monday footgame is oakland vs denver, i am picking oakland over denver look for some this game to go into overtime and a low scoring game i pick in this game here that someone will over win of a score of 9-3... ok all there are my picks of week1 write down your picks and tell me how u did and did you pick the same teams as i did, of looking to do this weekly with me email me or comment...

Thoughts
Well I am sitting here doing some thinking and it hit me, that ten years ago I had just learned that I was pregnant with my daughter. Wow ten years. A lot has changed in that time frame. I have been married and divorced, moved countless times, many jobs, etc, etc. But the main thing I keep going back to is the day and the moment I learned I was pregnant. I was only seventeen, and starting my senior year in high school. I remember thinking my life was over before it even began. I remember thinking how could I have been so stupid to let myself get caught up in that situation. I am smarter than that. I remember the look on my mother's face when I told her, lol and that she told me that she would tell my father, and that I better hide for a while, because he was going to be super-pissed. I remember deciding that I was going to have the baby, I got myself into the situation, I had to deal with it. My pregnancy was horrible, I actually lost weight instead of gaining. I was very, very sick. I

Epic Spider Battle!
I just had a battle with one of the most dangerous spiders in Michigan (Brown Recluse.) I may have lost. That depends on if I find a spider corpse behind my desk or not. I am so scared of spiders that I had to call my friend Chris to talk me into spraying it with spider killer. Now I keep thinking that things are crawling on me. It may come after me in my sleep for revenge. I don't want to go to the hospital today. O.o

Life
what is life is it dreaming of that perfect guy or worryed about if u are fat skinny ulgy, what is a perfect guy and why should it matter if ur skinny or ulgy or fat. Or is it wondering everyday u wake up if u are goin to live and even ig u are goin to wake up see that is what i live with everyday of mylife with me and grams i wonder if i am goin to move have a fam get marryed have kids be happy go to school do something with my life, i put out that i am happy and not scared of nothin well truth is i am scared to death i am scared of not beain around no more i am scared of not beain with the persion that i want to be with and i am afraid that i wont live i am 22 i should not be worried about this kind of things..... But i live life to the fullest my fam is not perfect trust me its far from it me and my lil sister are not talkin and that has been killing me she is not just my sister but she was my bestfriend, i am basicly a at home care taker for my grams i have stoped my life to take c

Jammin Out With The Clam Out
I was floating in a peaceful sea,,,,,,, rescued by a sinking ship drinking when we're not thirsty and love making all night long, madam, that is the only thing to distinguish us from animals.

Sat. And Sun.
so far this weekend ...i've worked the buffett show @ the comcast center and am going to do the patriots this afternoon...so i am staying busy...which is good. moms having an ok kinda night...shes up n down bout every hour or so....so atleast its not like it was the other day....so thats good. my sister and her bf are watching her now....and i am just waking up.... so i guess i'll get ready for work and when i get back...it'll be my shift for mom... my aunt is down from NY. (moms sister) so th@s good. and ppl are visiting from all over to see her...so mom is pretty busy most of the day with visitors n stuff. other than th@.....i guess im ok so far....maybe it hasnt hit me yet or something???.... rp

10 Rules For Being Human
Ten Rules for Being Human by Cherie Carter-Scott 1. You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's yours to keep for the entire period. 2. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called, "life." 3. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial, error, and experimentation. The "failed" experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiments that ultimately "work." 4. Lessons are repeated until they are learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can go on to the next lesson. 5. Learning lessons does not end. There's no part of life that doesn't contain its lessons. If you're alive, that means there are still lessons to be learned. 6. "There" is no better a place than "here." When your "there" has become a "here", you will simply obtain another "there" that will again look better than "here." 7. Other people are merely mir

Hurt
Title: Hurt By: Detox It's me you betray I don't know what to think I don't know what to say I need a drink I should walk away, And not even blink I can't believe what I just heard I just left I didn't say a word I had no clue, I was unaware And here I was, I thought you cared So, Why am I still here? I should cut all ties and disappear I should be long gone So, What's different now? What is wrong? This is something that's become too real It's a hurt that runs real deep This is something that I can feel The price doesn't come too cheap This is something that I conceal It's a hurt that I want to keep

Something Like Me Lyrics By Staind
Shards of broken pieces shattered on the floor its not enough to bleed tears and angry voices cracks around the door no apologies and every time you say you love me I just have to stop and catch my breath how can somebody love something like me if you could only say your sorry there is nothing in this world I can't forget waiting here for you to set me free toys and colored pencils scattered on the floor underneath my feet you're always crying over nothing you're always wanting more you never go to sleep but every time you say you love me I just have to stop and catch my breath how can somebody love something like me and every time I feel im falling she'll be there to save me from myself little angel watching over me our taxis in the driveway our bags are at the door and it still kills me to leave but every time you say you love me I just have to stop and catch my breath how can somebody love something like me and every time I feel im falling

Missing?
I know its been along time. Well I wake up the last few days and I feel like some thing or I am missing? Not sure what it is ether. I have single now for almost 5 years now. And for the most party very happy. But I do have some one that I thing I am close to. She is amazing. But as things seen to go with me she is so far away! So I'm not sure that its just cuz the distance between us, or its some thing else.

Lyrics To Tangled Up In You By Staind
You're My World The Shelter From The Rain You're The Pills That Take Away My Pain You're The Light That Helps Me Find My Way You're The Words When I Have Nothing To Say And In This World Where Nothing Else Is True Here I Am Still Tangled Up In You I'm Still Tangled Up In You Still Tangled Up In You You're The Fire That Warms Me When I'm Cold You're The Hand I Have To Hold As I Grow Old You're The Shore When I Am Lost At Sea You're The Only Thing That I Like About Me And In This World Where Nothing Else Is True Here I Am Still Tangled Up In You I'm Still Tangled Up In You How Long Has It Been Since This Storyline Began And I Hope It Never Ends And Goes Like This Forever In This World Where Nothing Else Is True Here I Am Still Tangled Up In You Tangled Up In You I'm Still Tangled Up In You Still Tangled Up In You

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Get420beer
I guess I'm supposed to have a drink, even though my wife says to stop. But hey, football season starts and she'll have to deal with the Kegs, and then she will see that we are all the more Bud Wiser for it.. Don't drink the water. dave matthews. Have a drink on me. AC

Remix.
My heart is breaking, I have no money, I'm starving.. But damn am I hood. [i kill this shit] I’m so h to the double-o d Walk 'round this god damn money on me Pockets so fat it don’t make no sense Whips so clean don’t need no tints Watch so bright I don’t need no light And Know every word don’t need no mic Niggas like young what you get for show? Tell em same thang I used to get for the blow Send on em on the road nigga what I got to lose Put em in the vans I ain't talkin' about the shoes Do the speed limit nigga watch out for the lights Pussy ass niggas gotta watch out for the dikes Seventeen five yeah nigga I said it Seventeen five yeah nigga I meant it And when we do it bad and when we do it good I'm so mother fucking hood Everybody come equipped with bangas Throwing up our middle fangas And you know I don’t slip so I gotta keep 10 in the clip and 1 the chambers Better be walking with angels And never take candy from strangers Luda's dressed in stripes

Movin
Just bought my ticket to South Carolina, and totally freaking out about it. Dont get me wrong, i am realllllly excited. However, this will be my first time flying,first time out on my OWN without a hubby/parents to rely on. Just having a r/l moment i suppose LOL. for those of you wanting to know...Ill be in Charlotte and staying with my guy for a few days on the 17th of sept. After that, Ill be goin to my friends house where ill be staying in wilmington NC until i am able to get a job/car and get on my feet. Hoping within a month or two to be on my own! Cant wait :D FYI...for those of you driving on the roads of the carolinas...WATCH OUT! HAHAHA :P ok im done :P~ 10 more days! woot hehe

Whoremaster Crash!
I crashed on the way home from the club tonight. I hit a slick spot in the road and did a 180 into the guard rail at about 40-45 MPH. Thankfully I only scraped the paint off the front bumper of my wife's car. She was very understanding when I woke her up and told her. I feel like shit. I wasn't even speeding. Now I need to save up to repair my wife's car...it could have been much worse so I really can't complain.

Bound Unto Him
she knelt before HIM, her collar was tight. she wore it with pride, all through the night. To HIM will she bow, for HE is so strong. she gave unto HIM, to HIM she will belong. Hands bound beside her, her feet were bound too. she was lost in HIS power, what else could she do? So she bowed down before HIM, head so low to the ground. Now and forever, to HIM is she bound.

If Your Lightning Lips Aren't Mine..
I got a pretty sweet lightning bolt tattooed on the inside of my lip. I keep thinking that there's something I'm supposed to do I keep searching but I'll never measure up for you I hate the way that you always have something to say I can bend but I won't break for what you willingly pay Maybe I'm not meant to be all the things you want from me Isn't it enough to just believe what we've got is enough? Maybe I'm not meant to be inside of the dreams you're dreaming I can slowly feel you changing me into something that I'm not I'm getting tired of you playing me like a fool I thought I'd land in the skies when i aimed at you I find myself coming up short every time If you can't see me standing here love then you're blind Open your eyes I feel the pressure in my life, I feel you closing in on me.

Winners Of The Fsc Give Away
Congrats Friendship Circle 1st.place with 13,618.... VIP SweetMafiaPrincess 2nd.place with 4,944....small bling pack RedWingHunny 3rd. place with 4,834....250K in Fu Bucks DavidRaymen Thank you all for joining my Give away..and thank you for being such a great group of people~!~!WE RAWK~! Micki-Blue-Eyes Co Founder of the Friendship Circle

I'm Back.
I have been gone for some time, and for those few who are still on my friend and family list, thank you. Honestly, i got worn out. I was fed up with this place to make 'friends' being nothing more than a collection of cyber whores and if you weren't one, you got trashed. I have made some lovely new friends since my return and I thank everyone for keeping me or adding me into their lives. As for updates, not too much to say. My home life is still nuts and I have been very blessed to have my heart filled with my soulmate. I hope to be around more but with the crazy day to day, I can't promise any particular time or day, just know I love you and I'm thinking of each of you when I'm away. Be well and take care of each other. Hugs and Many Many Kisses Me

Lmao
Black hurricanes.... Well, it appears our African-American friends have found yet something else to be pissed about. A black congresswoman (this would be Sheila Jackson Lee, of Houston ), reportedly complained that the names of hurricanes are all Caucasian sounding names. She would prefer some names that reflect African-American culture such as Chamiqua, Tanisha, Woeisha, Shaqueal, and Jamal. I am NOT making this up! She would also like the weather reports to be broadcast in 'language' that street people can understand because one of the problems that happened in New Orleans was, that black people couldn't understand the seriousness of the situation, due to the racially biased language of the weather report. I guess if the weather person says that the winds are going to blow at 140+ MPH, thats too hard to understand I can hear it now: A weatherman in New Orleans says... Wazzup, mutha-fukkas! Hehr-i-cane Chamiqua be headin' fo' yo ass like

Chief Message
Dear Members, Not many of you understand or know about what goes on behind the scenes running this family. Many countless hours are logged in creating a page and enviroment that includes 1)Pimpouts 2)Rating Members 3)Adding new Members 4)graphics the list is endless. Bottom line, is we all want this family to grow. Currently, with the number of members enrolled there has become a problem I'd like to address. We all need to help one another make this move!! we have a contest we are involved in that's been lacking dearly on comments. Some of you may toss your arms in the air and say "why rate it." Let me explain from the point of view as those running the page. We will be able to add more photos, help better those reaching leveling marks, give more what your want in return. But, it doesn't end here Native Pride is an inward expression lets all hop on that true feeling of what we are inside an show the world and those running this page we really care about what we stand for.

Life
Life is full of twisting roads and dead end paths. Plenty of U turns too. My life has been twisting and turning, had some dead ends along the way and even some wrong directions. But for every stall arn wrong direction I've always managed to find my way to where I belong, even though I usually end up taking the long way with a U turn or 2 along the way

Poison - Every Rose Has It's Thorn
We both lie silently still in the dead of the night. Although we both lie close together, we feel miles apart inside. Was it something I said or something I did? Did my words not come out right? Though I tried not to hurt you, though I tried, but I guess that's why they say. Ev'ry rose has its thorn. Just like ev'ry night has its dawn. Just like ev'ry cowboy sings his sad, sad song. Ev'ry rose has its thorn. I listen to our favourite song playing on the radio. Hear the D.J. say love's a game of easy come and easy go. [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/ajK ] But I wonder does he know, has he ever felt like this? And I know that you'd be right now but I could've let you know somehow. I guess ev'ry rose has its thorn. Just like ev'ry night has its dawn. Just like ev'ry cowboy sings his sad, sad song. Ev'ry rose has its thorn. Though it's been a while now, I can still feel so much pain. Like the knife thats cuts you the wound heals, but the scar, that scar

Beautiful Soul
I know that you are something special To you I'd be always faithful I want to be what you always needed Then I hope you'll see the heart in me I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I want to chase You're the one I want to hold I won't let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul Your beautiful soul, yeah You might need time to think it over But I'm just fine moving forward I'll ease your mind If you give me the chance I will never make you cry, c'mon let's try I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I want to chase You're the one I want to hold I won't let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul Am I crazy for wanting you Baby do you think you could want me too I don't waste your time

Who Knew
Who Knew Sadness flys on the wings of time, Our love becomes more intwine, Such a beautiful bliss, Who knew love could feel like this, With the touch of his embrace, Beautiful eyes face to face, Can't remember the last time I was so happy, The last few months have been so crabby, No words to speak, And we couldn't be cheek to cheek, Like we grew apart, Like someone had torn my heart, But now your here to stay, No more sadness to display, Happiness in my heart flutters, To strong for us to mutter, What a wonderful kiss, Who knew love could be like this!

Like Red On A Rose
Like red on a rose When your lips first smiled at me I was captured instantly To each his own Like blue in the sky The gaze of your willing eyes Touched something deep inside The truth be known That I love you like all little children love pennies And I love you 'cause I know that I canâ€™t do anything wrong You're where I belong Like red on a rose And I love you like all little children love pennies And I love you like good times of which Iâ€™ve known many And I love you 'cause I know you give me a heart of my own You make my blood flow Like red on a rose Alan Jackson

Once In A Lifetime Love
Some people have it, some people don't Some people never will Sometimes it's hard to know when you've got it Sometimes it's perfectly clear Well I know it's out there I've seen it happen I know the way it should feel Cause there's no mistakin' That good kind of achin' Of a once in a lifetime love Once in a lifetime love A love like we've all dreamed of It may go disguised or right before your eyes A once in a lifetime love So if you think you've got it If you feel it inside you Don't let it slip away Cause you may not ever find what you never Thought you'd have anyway And if you've always had it and just realized You know how lucky you are To wake up beside what some never find A once in a lifetime love Once in a lifetime love A love like we've all dreamed of It may go disguised or right before your eyes A once in a lifetime love It may go disguised or right before you eyes A once in a lifetime love Alan Jackson

What Do You Think About Me.......fill It Out!!!
What do you think about me.......FILL IT OUT!!! 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me?* 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

You Drama Queen-susan Lucci Wanna Be's Finally Pissed Me Off
ADULT LANGUAGE-PARENTAL GUIDANCE ADVISED!!! Leave now if you're easily offended. Fair warning, you fuckers have finally pissed me off, and that's no simple task. I'm without question the most easy-going, mild-mannered person on this site, if not anywhere. But you fucking drama queen, Susan Lucci-wanna bes have finally managed to piss me off. I"ve been on this site since Jan 2007, I've seen people come and go, the vast majority I really couldn't care less what they do. But I've also had several friends, close friends, REAL friends also be driven away by you ameoba's and I'm finally fed up. Another wonder, true, REAL friend has decided to delete her profile and leave. But the bullshit continues without any care or concern for the feelings of others. First, there was Lori. She what the very first person I met on here. Guided me through the site, showed me what to do, what each area of the site has, and turned into a very good, true friend. One I thought would never leave, but she

Forever Works For Me
Baby you made me, the happiest I could be. Tonight when you told me, you're love is here to stay. So I took out my calender, the second I got home. And I wrote your name on every page. I can see you Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday. How 'bout Friday night? We might as well spend the weekend Gettin' all our plans just right. 'Cause now that I know together works for you, Forever works for me. Two weeks from Sunday, ten years from next Monday. As long as I'm with you, it doesn't matter much. We can go some place for away, or just stay home. It feels so good to be in love. I can see you Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday. How 'bout Friday night? We might as well spend the weekend Gettin' all our plans just right. 'Cause now that I know together works for you, Forever works for me. 'Cause now that I know together works for you, Forever works for me. January, Febuary, Summer, Fall and Spring. Every week and every day, I'll gi

What's Poppin !
Greetings..i have returned after a year.So what have i missed? I am a very attractive blk male and i am looking for communication off of this site.Someone that wants to meet and call on the phone.Life can be lonely and there are alot of lonely people in the world.I live by my word and i ask for the same.i have no children and i have never been married.Yup! That's what's up! So..if you take care of yourself and you are NOT rebellious,which i find is the in thang now.If you can work with me and make changes..then know that changes maybe scary BUT it is necessary for GROWTH! If you are NOT GROWING then you are WHITHERING ! ! So what's it gonna be? Huh? Also i am a visual person and loose clothing don't work on my watch.Fitting clothing is just ok..tight is where it is at.The tighter it is the more feminine you look! I am looking for a long term relationship..cool.Well then,let's roll.

Take Me There
There's a place in your heart nobody's been Take me there Things nobody knows, not even your friends Take me there Tell me 'bout your mama, your daddy, your hometown, show me around I wanna see it all, don't leave anything out I wanna know everything about you then And I wanna go down every road you've been Where your hopes and dreams and wishes live Where you keep the rest of your life hid I wanna know the girl behind that pretty stare Take me there Your first real kiss, your first true love You were scared, show me where You learned about life, spent your summer nights Without a care I wanna roll down Main Street, the back roads Like you did when you were a kid What made you who you are Tell me what your story is I wanna know everything about you then And I wanna go down every road you've been Where your hopes and dreams and wishes live Where you keep the rest of your life hid I wanna know the girl behind that pretty stare Take me there Yeah, I w

Melt
When you light those candels up there on that mantel setting the mood I just lye there starring silently preparing to love on you Well i can feel the heat from across the room ain't it wild what a little flame can make you want to do Chorus I melt Everytime you look at me that way It never fails any time any place This burn in me is the coolest thing that i'v ever felt i melt Don't know how you do it I love the way I lose it everytime What's even better is knowing that forever yur all mine The closer you get the more my body aches One little stare from you is all it takes Repeat chorus twice Everytime you look at me that way I melt, I melt Rascal Flatts

All About Gov Sara Palin Fo Alaska
Subject: So You Want to Know About Alaska Governor Sarah Palin ... Dear Family & Friends, Because I have received e-mails from many of you asking for any information and insight into the newly-selected Republican VP candidate, Alaska Governor Sarah Palin, I thought I'd put some of my personal knowledge and observations together and send it out en masse. It's information I'd like to get out as quickly as possible, and invite you to share with your own network of family and friends who might also find it useful. Warning: It is a long e-mail, but my intent is to give you specific details that will hopefully help give you a better idea of Gov. Palin's background, history, and character. I have lived in Alaska for 15 years. I arrived as a member of the U.S. Air Force, stationed at Elmendorf Air Force Base (on the outskirts of Anchorage), and 6 years later I retired from the service. My husband, also an Air Force retiree, and I decided to stay in Alaska to r

Am I Wrong???
ok.... i am now almost 6 months pregnant. i have already been in the hospital once because the amount of stress in my life almost put me into preterm labor. the doctor told me to cut out the stress in my life or it'll just keep happening. i don't want it to happen. i catch enough stress from my family... i don't need it from my friends... so i decided that i just wasn't going to talk to the ones that put stress on me for a while. one in particular blew up at me... i told him it was nothing personal... i just didn't need the stress. well... he turns around and cusses me out... THREATENS me.... bitches and hollers about me fucking up... and then comes and checks out my page, and puts me in his family. i fuckin' took him off of my friends list and blocked his ass. am i wrong in doing this??? i can not and will not deal with someone that has nothing but drama and bullshit in his life... especially when they try to involve me in all of it. most of you know all of the drama and headaches and

Truely. Madley, Deeply,,
Verse 1 I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy. I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need. I love you more with every breath Truly madly deeply do.. I will be strong I will be faithful 'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning. A reason for living. A deeper meaning. Chorus I want to stand with you on a mountain. I want to bathe with you in the sea. I want to lay like this forever. Until the sky falls down on me... Verse 2 And when the stars are shining brightly In the velvet sky, I'll make a wish Send it to heaven Then make you want to cry.. The tears of joy For all the pleasure and the certainty. That we're surrounded By the comfort and protection of.. The highest power. In lonely hours. The tears devour you.. I want to stand with you on a mountain, I want to bathe with you in the sea. I want to lay like this forever, Until the sky falls down on me... Bridge Oh can't you

I Knew I Loved You
Maybe it's intuition but some things you just don't question Like in your eyes, I see my future in an instant And there it goes, I think I found my best friend I know that it might sound more than a little crazy but I believe... I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life There's just no rhyme or reason Only the sense of completion And in your eyes, I see the missing pieces I'm searching for I think I've found my way home I know that it might sound more than a little crazy but I believe... I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life A thousand angels dance around you I am complete now that I've found you I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life

The Dance
Looking back on the memory of The dance we shared beneath the stars above For a moment all the world was right How could I have known you'd ever say goodbye And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain But I'd of had to miss the dance Holding you I held everything For a moment wasn't I the king But if I'd only known how the king would fall Hey who's to say you know I might have changed it all And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain But I'd of had to miss the dance Yes my life is better left to chance I could have missed the pain but I'd of had to miss the dance Garth

If Tomorow Never Comes
Sometimes late at night I lie awake and watch her sleeping She's lost in peaceful dreams So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark And the thought crosses my mind If I never wake up in the morning Would she ever doubt the way I feel About her in my heart If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way To show her every day That she's my only one If my time on earth were through And she must face the world without me Is the love I gave her in the past Gonna be enough to last If tomorrow never comes 'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life Who never knew how much I loved them Now I live with the regret That my true feelings for them never were revealed So I made a promise to myself To say each day how much she means to me And avoid that circumstance Where there's no second chance To tell her how I feel If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way To sh

Death Of Santa
The Death of Santa Claus There are about 2 billion children of the age 18 or below in the world, but since Santa Claus will ignore those believing in Islam, Hinduism, Judaism and Buddhism (except Japan), therefore according to the data from Census, the workload of Santa Claus includes only 15% of all the children, i.e. 378 million. According to statistics, there are on average 3.5 children in each family, so if we assume that there is at least one good child in each family, then Santa Claus has to go to 108 million families. Thanks to the self rotation of the earth and different time zones, if Santa Claus starts his journey from the East, and goes along to the West, then he would have around 31 hours of Christmas to finish his job. In this period, he must visit 967.7 families per second, i.e., putting the gifts in the stockings, placing the remaining gifts under the Christmas Tree, climbing up the chimney, jumping on to the sleigh and depart for the next family. For simplicity,

To Make You Feel My Love
When the rain is blowing in your face And the whole world is on your case I would offer you a warm embrace To make you feel my love When the evening shadows and the stars appear And there is no one to dry your tears I could hold you for a million years To make you feel my love I know you haven't made your mind up yet But I would never do you wrong I've known it from the moment that we met No doubt in my mind where you belong I'd go hungry, I'd go blind for you I'd go crawling down the aisle for you There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do To make you feel my love The storms are raging on a rolling sea Down the highway of regret The winds of change are blowing wild and free But you ain't seen nothing like me yet There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do Go to the ends of the earth for you Make you happy, make your dreams come true To make you feel my love Garth Brooks

A Friends Wish
a friends wish I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been

True Love
True Love She sat him across from her, She looked him in the eye. "How much do you love me?" He said: "For you, I would die." She looked down at her hands, "Would you ever let me go?" His face turned very serious, And he responded with a "no." "What is this about?" He asked, The girl only shook her head, "Nothing, I was just curious," But he doubted in what she said. Three weeks after this though, She sat him down again, And softly she whispered, "Do you think there is a heaven?" He stared at her intently, Before opening his mouth to reply, "Yes, I believe there is..." He pointed to the sky. The girl seemed mostly satisfied, But her eyes held a sad light, She held his hand and kissed it, And he knew something wasn't right. "Baby tell me now please," What are you hiding from me?" She avoided looking at him, This wasn't going to be easy..... Five days later she found herself, Cradled in a hospital bed, Her boyfriend right next her, Gently kissing her fo

Friends
Are you tired of all those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good but aren't very realistic? Well, here is a series of promises that really speaks to true friendship: 1. When you are sad - I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile - I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried - I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused - I will use little words. 7. When you are sick - Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath...I pledge it till the end. Why? You may ask, because you are my friend. Remember: A good friend will help you move. A rea

Longing
Longing In my mind I see your face I long to feel your strong embrace Holding me so very tight I dream about you day and night The passion burns so very strong But it has been so very long My body still burns for you And there is nothing I can do So I lock my lust away Hoping there will come a day When we will meet again Then I can release what is within

Excited
Excited In the dark of the night You come to me. I am heavy with sleep As you slide your body Behind mine. I shift and sigh, Settling in to you As you fit yourself to me Under cover of night And warm blankets. Slowly I awaken. Every cell aware of your presence. I breathe you in, Your scent, Your warmth, Your touch. My mind floats on clouds of Aroused awareness. As your hands explore My curves, My body awakens further. My nipples tighten With anticipation. My thighs flex, And my pelvic floor contracts With a rhythmic pulsing that matches The beat of my heart. I press into you, Feeling you hard against me. I open slightly in Invitation. I am moist with longing. My breath catches In my throat. Your fingers graze my nipples and I Arch and gasp in response. Your hand explores ever lower, Enslaving me with its power To bring pleasure. I am fully awake now. Awake and hungry. My body is taut with longing. I want . . . No . . . Need You to fill

My Angel, Life Of Love
My Angel I look into the sky, I see an Angel descending upon me, Its you my sweet love, Sent to bring me joy and happiness, You are my sunshine, You are the air I breath, Your beauty is endless, My love for you is eternal, A forever love that will only grow, Never fade away, Every moment with you is a wonderful memory, Thank you for blessing me With your awesome presence In my life! I LOVE YOU! LIFE OF LOVE I lay in bed, feel the morning light warm my body, I open my eyes, and the light I see is your smile, The warmth I feel is your body laying on mine, I hold you tight, just taking in Your morning light, Through out my day I think of you, The way you walk, The way your lips move when you talk, The way you smile when i lean in for a kiss, The sound of your voice, Such sweet bliss, Can't wait to get home, Been missing you all day, Needing your touch, Your sweet kiss, Your

Dj Jaze
DJ JAZE....THE SEXIEST DJ ON FU....WOW YOU DON'T WANT TO MISS HER!! LIVE ONLY AT FORBIDDEN RADIO She's got air and no one can stay in their seat..... Come on in,This party never ends!!! Click on the picture links below and join us today..Never a dull moment when JAZE IS LIVE ON AIR!!!

Looking To Make Rockstar Or Get A Happy Hour...
now that I have your attention:) ...the people that are truly Rockstars or stars that rock anyway are those who have fought or are fighting breast cancer. Odds are you know someone that has had it or currently does now. So think pink and support breast cancer awareness today...and pray a cure will be found so that every hour will be a happy hour for the loved ones in our lives that have it. Thank you for your attention :) Have a blessed day. :)

Not Sure Wtf Is Going On...
... so im pretty much gonna conclude all of this with a nice big FTW!!! If you want to stay family BE family to me.. If you want to BS me.. expect to get nothing but BS from me. This is my official love letter to all who think they have me figured out.. which btw anyone can do that cuz there's no fucking science to understand Honor. And a small thank you to those that have reminded me that God, Family and Music is the only thing that matters.. for my Honor rests in my faith in such. peace.

Ike Pa #24
1100 PM AST SAT SEP 06 2008 ...LARGE EYE OF EXTREMELY DANGEROUS HURRICANE IKE NEAR OR OVER THE TURKS AND CAICOS ISLANDS... AT 11 PM AST...0300 UTC...THE GOVERNMENT OF CUBA HAS EXTENDED THE HURRICANE WARNING TO THE PROVINCES OF LAS TUNAS AND GRANMA AND HAS EXTENDED THE HURRICANE WATCH WESTWARD TO THE PROVINCE OF SANCTI SPIRITUS. A HURRICANE WARNING IS NOW IN EFFECT FOR THE CUBAN PROVINCES OF GUANTANAMO...SANTIAGO DE CUBA...HOLGUIN LAS TUNAS AND GRANMA. A HURRICANE WARNING REMAINS IN EFFECT FOR THE TURKS AND CAICOS ISLANDS AND THE SOUTHEASTERN BAHAMAS INCLUDING THE ACKLINS... CROOKED ISLAND...THE INAGUAS...MAYAGUANA...AND THE RAGGED ISLANDS...AND FOR THE CENTRAL BAHAMAS INCLUDING CAT ISLAND...THE EXUMAS...LONG ISLAND...RUM CAY...AND SAN SALVADOR. A HURRICANE WARNING MEANS THAT HURRICANE CONDITIONS ARE EXPECTED WITHIN THE WARNING AREA WITHIN THE NEXT 24 HOURS. PREPARATIONS TO PROTECT LIFE AND PROPERTY SHOULD BE RUSHED TO COMPLETION. A TROPICAL STORM WARNING

1968
This year has been interesting. I have graduated from third grade and I am 9 this summer. We took a summertime vacation and drove from El Paso Texas to New Jersey. Went through Wichita Falls up to St. Louis, saw the arch, skirted the northern states and went thought Pennsylvania, where there was this restaurant over top of a tunnel on the interstate. The tunnel went through the mountain and you could go up to the restaurant and over look the traffic on the interstate below. I spent a good deal of time here, I forget how long, but long enough to spend the Fourth of July here and see my bestest friend in the whole world, my grandmothers next door neighbors son, Joey. My grandmother, Nana, and her next door neighbor Mrs. DeLuccia, well they had been good friends for awhile. I was a year older than Joey, but who cares we used to play together all the time. There was maybe five feet of distance between Nana's house and Mrs. D's house. Nana was pure Italian, and always had somethin

Craziness.... Lol
Italian Ir...: again whatever ->Italian Ir...: Then go away already. Drama infected nutcase. Italian Ir...: don't worry you aren't worth the drama and bs ->Italian Ir...: Then stop coming to my page to check. And good thing for your rat, I guess. lmao. Italian Ir...: I don't give a rat's ass who you talk to, who talks to you and what you do. ->Italian Ir...: I know more than I care to know. Now, if you dont like what I do, tough shit. I dont care what you like. You dont like who I talk to, tough shit. I dont care if you like who I talk to. You are about as interesting as a rock and about as intelligent as one. Either go rate some photos or something that is progressive to me, or be gone. Italian Ir...: I am not a point whore, I don't need to buy anyone, I don't need to do anything to find someone, You don't know anything about me ->Italian Ir...: I have seen hundreds like you. I know what you do. I know how you operate. I find it more funny than pat

They Fought For You
> A social studies schoolteacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock did > something not to be forgotten. > > On the first day of school, with the permission of the school > superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she removed all > of the desks out of her classroom. > > When the first period kids entered the room they discovered that there were > no desks. > > 'Ms. Cothren, where're our desks' She replied, 'You can't have a desk until > you tell me what you have done to earn the right to sit at a desk.' > > They thought, 'well, maybe it's our grades.' No,' she said. 'Maybe it's our > behavior.' She told them, 'No, it's not even your behavior.' > And so, they came and went, the first period, second period, third period. > Still no desks in the classroom. > > By early afternoon television news crews had started gathering in > Ms.Cothren's classroom to report about this crazy teacher who had taken all > the desks out of her room. >

Short Story Pt 19
Necros Fidelis: Solitary By Raymond Pelletier News crews and Police vehicles surrounding the local Islamic Mosque on the outer edge of Darkstone city. Blood covering the ground around the entrance to the Holy Place. The Horrific sight of what is inside is much worse than any nightmare can produce. even the most seasoned and experienced Policeman or Medic are sent into a strong state of nausea. Most of the remains inside can not even be recognized as human. Flesh had been torn from bone, bone had been crushed, most of which is now ground to a powder. That same night, boo is out on a midnight stroll, her black gown shimmers and sparkles in the light of the full moon. Her soft delicate features almost seem to glow in the night. Cars pass her by along the city street, some would actually slowdown to get a better look at her. Out of all the vehicles that slowed down, only one had stopped. It is a man appearing to be in his late twe

My Stash Is Open For Business!
Hello everyone. Tonight, I was playing around with the My Stash section after talking to someone about what it does. So, I added many video clips of some notable bands I like, some interesting footage, and just some things that may piss people off. But oh well, it's fun, it's my taste and my page so I hope you enjoy!

Short Story Pt 20
Necros Fidelis: Into Darkness By Raymond Pelletier Boo had just made her escape up the brick wall of an apartment building. The Officers still in shock from what they had just witnessed. Even with all the super humans present in Darkstone City, they still can't get used to this sort of thing. Both of them turn to center their attention on the victim inside the truck. There is yet another surprise in-store for them. Max's body has vanished from the vehicle, leaving only a pool of blood and smears across the back window. Sitting on the front bumper of the cruiser, both of the Policemen sipping on the coffee they had picked up before this call. The dark green Chevy pick-up truck in front of them, as they await the Crime scene unit. The street light just above them flickers on and off. They look up at the light and shrug. " How long until CSU, shows?" asks the driver. " I don't know, ten minutes tops." replies his

Short Story Pt 21
Necros Fidelis: Seduction By Raymond Pelletier Deep within the slums of Darkstone City, inside a small apartment building that appears old and crumbling with lack of maintenance and ill repair. Bricks and mortar chipped and broken away from the outside of the place. Sounds of passion filter through the thin walls. All the neighbors have grown accustomed to all the various sounds and noises that come from all the other tenements in the building. All of the residents have grown even more used to the noises that come from apartment 469. Though there aren't that many apartments in the building, number assignment has been in the hands of the residents since the building had gone downhill, making it a nightmare for the postal service. Just inside Apartment 469, sounds of erotic indulgences reverberate through thin walls. The small place decorated in Asian arts and furniture. Decorative vases, tapestries and paintings s

Short Story Pt 22
Necros Fidelis: Shape Up By Raymond Pelletier Boo and Shar in the dark cover of the forest. A scene most men could only dream about, two very attractive women in the woods, in the dead of night. The tension in the air is thick, wrapped in their own instance, they fail to noticed they are being stalked from above. Perched high up in a tree nearby, listening to their every word is a Short Asian looking woman. Her hair is short and dark, slim yet attractive features on an Olive tanned skin. Though the two women are unaware of being watched, Shadow is not oblivious to it and vanishes unseen and unnoticed from their side. It isn't until the watcher hears Shadow climbing the tree and realizes that she has been found out. Shadow is almost upon her, when she sees what is scaling the tree. Panic floods her mind, giving in to her fight or flight instinct, she leaps from the branch that she is perched on. In mid-fall, her small huma

Short Story Pt 23
Necros Fidelis: Home by the Sea By Raymond Pelletier Dawn slowly approaches the horizon of Darkstone City. Shar had gone on without Boo and back to the hunt for prey. A more refined hunt criteria, her prey not as abundant, yet still many in numbers. Pham still in pursuit of Boo, observing this odd woman, trying to figure out what to make of her. Always staying just out of sight, in the shape of various animals as not to arouse suspicion. Boo just arriving at a warehouse on the waterfront, this place owned by one of the Followers within the Biker Gang. All of them had gone off earlier that night, they had gone to help one of their own, who had called shortly before Boo had left for her walk. Only Jeremy, owner of the pier side warehouse had remained behind. He was expecting later that morning coming in from overseas. Seagulls flying in the salty sea breeze, as well as large flocks feeding on spilled fish guts along

Short Story Pt 24
Necros Fidelis: Jackpot By Raymond Pelletier Pham leaving the warehouse, reassuming the form of the grayish black tabby and strides off toward the heart of Darkstone City. The cargo ship that Jeremy had been waiting for had finally arrived. The forklifts that were once sitting idle in the back corner of the warehouse, now humming about the docks, filling the warehouse space slowly with freight. Some of the stuff having been shipped from Japan and some from Australia. Though it's the stuff from Japan that interests Jeremy the most. Boo had been disturbed by all the noise being made down below. Looking out into the warehouse from the end of the hallway. One of the Dock employees was standing just under the Spiral stairs, talking with one of the crew members from the Cargo Ship. He was telling the sailor how proud he was that his child was excited to go to Jesus Camp this coming weekend. The Camp always opened on the first weekend o

Short Story Pt 25
Necros Fidelis: Onto Camp pt1 By Raymond Pelletier The weekend has finally come, it's now Saturday, just shortly after noontime. The warehouse on the pier full of life as crowds of people gather inside. The rumble of motorcycles and roar of engines fill the air as more and more people show up. The sound drowning out the shouts and hollering of the followers already inside. All of them anxious in the anticipation of the hunt. The noise so loud , all the seagulls have to congregate at the end of the docks, away from the quickly growing crowd of people. Inside Jeremy's warehouse, Boo standing atop the spiral stairs, looking over the large crowd below. The crowd had grown from being just her bikers that had arrived at that small church during her re-reemergence, to a vast variety of different people. All had come together after feeling Boo's presence. From rich business people, all the way down to the Middle-Class and homeless. All descendants of the four men who had accompanied Boo on

Short Story Pt 26
Necros Fidelis: Onto Camp pt 2 By Raymond Pelletier The massive caravan of people had arrived at the gates of the Jesus camp just in time, Boo had heard enough of the murders of her closest and dearest friends. The gruesome slaughtering of the very men asked to pay service to her when she needed them, all in the name of some proclaimed Devouring Elder God. The sun is setting as the last car pulls off to the side of the road. After everyone has exited their respective vehicles and gathered at the Gate entrance. Boo standing under a giant sign, which stands just above the gate, which reads " Camp Apostle ". Clif, Moln, Sash and Sol standing on either side of her as she glances over the crowd. " Wayne, I need you here with me, please come forward!" she calls out. In the large sea of people, they seperate and part so that he may pass by unhindered. Standing before her, he gives her a half bow. Smiling at him, she says. " I thought yo uwere going to make a new body? You look no diff

Not Here
So, for those that haven't noticed (and very few have), I haven't been on much. Well, I've been signed in, but not on. Anyways, it's because I actually have a life now. I got a job with keeps me pretty busy. I've also been going out a lot on weekends to try and keep my mind off of other things. So, I just wanted to say that I will continue to not be here as much, and I might even delete, I haven't decided yet. I've realized that there is more to life that Fubar. For those of you who want to stay in contact me and don't know how, private message me and I'll give you my yahoo or myspace, or for really special people, my cell number. It's been fun!

Short Story Pt 27
Necros Fidelis: Smooth Sailing By Raymond Pelletier For the past couple of weeks, the massacre at the Jesus Camp " Camp Apostle". It has been plastered al over the news, from local stations, to Global news. They are calling it the greatest tragedy since the Holocaust and the Nazi Concentration camps. Boo couldn't help but feel proud, she has made history. The media was also smart enough to tie , Darkstone Cathedral and the Darkstone Mosque massacres to the slaughter at Camp Apostle. Most of it is speculative at most, but they are on the right track. They are even comparing these slaughters to the Crusades of Medieval times. Boo has gathered a select few of her followers to the warehouse. Her first choices were obvious. She has called upon Clif, Moln, Sash, and Sol. Though she has also called back Wayne and a couple others. She only waits for the others to show up, a little impatient. So she proceeds to tell her fiends about her next plan of action. Looking at her friends

Short Story Pt 28
Necros Fidelis: Rocking the Boat By Raymond Pelletier So far Shadow King has started the slaughter. So far the absence of the coks has gone unnoticed. Mainly in part because a huge buffet was prepared and set up for the passengers in advance. If the cooks disappearance had gone noticed, it would have sparked an investigation and in worse case, mass hysteria. The others have yet to join in on the fun. They are waiting and planning. Putting into consideration each of their talents and where their gifts would be most suited for the purpose. Shar had found herself infront of the ship's security office. Dressed in an elegant shimmering blue gown, brushing her hair out of her eyes and knocks on the door. The door opens, standing there is a plump man , close to six feet tall, short curly brown hair. His shirt wrinkled, but tucked in neatly. " Can I help you miss? There a problem?" She shakes her head. " No, no problem. I was just passing by and figured you could probaly use some c

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Short Story Pt 29
Necros Fidelis: Dead Sea By Raymond Pelletier Everyone has gathered up on the bridge. The scene is pretty gruesome, corpses strewn all over the place, limbs had been torn from the sockets. Walls and machines drenched in blood. The look in the eyes of some of the decapitated victims frozen in time, an expression of pure terror stuck there for all eternity. They all look around and can only imagine the carnage that had taken place here. Boo pacing back and forth as they each tell her about where they each had struck. The only ones who hadn't killed yet were, Clif, Moln, Sash and Sol. They had played it smart, they had mingled with the crowds of people. Getting to know them and gaining their trust. It wasn't all too hard, just play acted. These people weren't all too different from anyone else, it was just that every other word out of their mouth was God this and God that, overall they hadn't even a clue tot he reality of it, or lack there of it. These four men acting th

Short Story Pt 30
Necros Fidelis: Unholy Land By Raymond Pelletier After spending nearly a week at sea. Boo and her crew has about massacred all life aboard the S.S. Ark. Within the first couple of days, a great majority of the passengers have been slain. Through the remainder of the voyage, they have patroled the corridors and explored every cabin and chamber. Searching for any survivors of the dining hall massacre, as well as any persons who had not attended the dinner. The cruise ship has sailed across the Atlantic ocean and through the Mediterranean sea, pulling into an Israeli port not far from Jerusalem. Boo and the others gathering on deck, last one to arrive up top is Necromancer. There is no sign of Shadow King. He had disappeared almost two days ago. Necromancer glares at the city before them, then he looks to Boo. " We should go ashore very soon, the ship will be departing in a couple of minutes." " How is it departing? The crew is dead!" She replies. " This I know, this is

Short Story Pt 31
Necros Fidelis: Conflict By Raymond Pelletier They stand on the outskirts of Jerusalem. A city thousands of years old and steeped in religious mythology. The mere sight of the place disgusts Boo. As knowledgable as she is, she still can't fathom how modern people could be so gullible as to believe in such nonsense. How could they be so fooled by books written so long ago, not written factually, but fictionally. Based on true people and location, yet events that never really happened or were embelished. Boo looking around at the vast city, in the background, she can see the main temple. It's raw and ancient beauty is astounding. The great majority of the housing here is made from Mud and clay, much like the Adobe homes of the Mexican desert. People bustling around the streets , she knows a great many of them are going to die. Looking back at the members of her party, noticing that Max is walking away, heading back toward the seaport town. She jogs upto him, leaving the ot

Short Story Pt 32
Necros Fidelis: Death March By Raymond Pelletier Once Eclipse has flown off and the three Gods had vanished from wence they came. Boo once again disappointed that she has missed the opporitunity to speak with them, as well as her desired wish to confront the Blind Mad King, yet she knows that the time will come when the confrontation will come. As it is, Boo has to regather her people and prepare for the march on the city. The suspended anmation that Clif, Moln, Sash and Sol had been placed in has begun to fade and slowly movement returns to them. Wayne still laying on the ground. The nano-bots already going to work repairing the damages done by Eclipse. Now Necromancer is a different story, Boo thinks he is dead, as she can not sense any life coming from him. Though she is shocked to see a figure coming from the direction that Eclipse had knocked Necromancer. As the figure draws close enough, Boo can see why she couldn't sense any life signs from him. She had seen the tran

A Scourge Is My Hate
what you think everyone against me think of my best friend she be my best friend forever she give me harsh feeling not someone who is my bff i went crazy mad at her at this moment i dont know am feeling right why am confused she think only only my welfare she think why when she thought ill am i not thinking straight when she thought only of me am i wrong about others are others wrongfully blamed did i make myself sick sick for no reason did i cause suffering for no reason a glooming peace i did bring so all is punished never more of woe was caused by me that of the true and faithful

Short Story Pt 33
Necros Fidelis: Mile High By Raymond Pelletier Thousands have fled the holy city, deaths number just over a million. MAny people didn't stand a chance. It was a massacre on the grandest scale. Involvement from a very diverse group, from common man, a unique cyborg, a succubus, animals indiginous to the area, zombies, a powerful necromancer and a Goddess. No one group has ever faced such attrocities, aside the Jewish populace during the holocaust perpetrated by Nazi Germany. Now this brutality, not centered on a single race with ideals of superiority, or inferiority. This culling is centered on a just diverse group as these hunters. Though an extremely diverse group, this group has one commonality. Belief in a god, or gods that don't exist. This massacre not sensless as the holocaust, but to prove a point and to get that very point across. Words by themself would not have worked, as these very people are so strongly convinced of their trully blind faith, nothing but a very po

Short Story Pt 34
Necros Fidelis: Warnings By Raymond Pelletier Boo and her crew flying high and just minutes away from the Vatican City No-fly Zone. There is only one issue now. The pilot in the other jet is on the verge of changing direction to avoid the restricted zone. Boo has to act fast and prevent this. She can formulate a plan to correct this problem. It's just a matter of implimenting this plan. It's Jude that comes up with her own plan to assist Boo in her plan. Getting out of her seat and making her way over to Wayne. " Wayne, I need to talk to you and we don't have much time." Jude says bluntly to him. He looks up at her. " What about?" " To what extent do your nano-bots work?" " What do you mean, extent?" Wayne asks, not fully understanding. Jude sighs, thinking of a way to reword. " Can your nano-tech alter metal and machines?" Wayne thinks about it for a moment, then he nods hesistantly. " The tech is organic in structure, but it is feasable. Why?" " Well we are going to ne

Short Story Series
Necros Fidelis: Fidel Necros By Raymond Pelletier Just moments into restricted airspace and not too far off from Vatican City. They had already recieved radio warningsto correct their paths, warnings which were ignored. Now both Jumbo-jets facing a confrontation by a squadron of five fighter jets with orders to deter these two passenger planes, by force if necessary. To take them down if they don't comply. These fighters are in for the surprise of their life. The pilot of Jude's jet glances back to Boo and Jude. " Excuse me ladies, but there are a couple of unfriendlies coming right at us. Any ideas?" Jude grins at Boo as she begins to type in a command in the console infront of her. " I knew this would come in handy someday." A couple panels slide open on the console infront of the pilot and co-pilot seats. An AMRAM pad pops up and secondary joystick slide into place. Jude jumps on the intercom and calls Clif, Moln, Sash and Sol to join her in the cockpit. Clif replies fro

Need Your Help
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Health
Well this is the first writting Ive done in this place, but i have found that i need to let the friends on the pages that i sometimes come to know whats going on in my life, even if its sounds dumb or crazy/ as of the 15th of june i started seeing my doctor for back pain, went to my chiropractor for two weeks did not help as it had before,so he wanted a MRI and the doctor askked the ins CO for one, it was found that i have degerentive disk dez and a blown out disk at L3/4 I have been a good boy and tried to work thru the pain and drugs but it got too bad to even drive to work and so i went on temp disability till the doctors have ruled out and used all none surg.treatments, so i'm stuck at home 24/7 borred to death, does any one want to come by and just share a cup of coffee?

Sorry 4 Not Being Good Enough...
Alright So I'll start off by saying that I am no where near perfect and I make a lot of mistakes sometimes more than Most would think. I tend to care to much for people even if they don't give a *BEEP* about me in return. My life isn't as together as some people would Like to think. I have a lot of problems in RL. I have a mother that is very ill that I have taken care of for 4 years now, its really taking its toll on me. I don't always make the best Choices or Dississions however you would like to look at it. So yea recently I fell for someone that I probably shouldn't have. It just happend I had No control. But of course I don't fit the "image" of what a woman is supposed to be I guess. I'm not the skiny pretty looking type of woman. I'm Sorry Its just not me. I'm Fat n ugly MY BAD. but lately I'm just thinking maybe its just easier for people to walk away than actually work at something and take a chance. So I guess this is me just saying... I'm NOT Sorry for L

Effort = Waste
There are a few kinds of people. Those that appear to have great timing. Everything works out for these people. Last minute plans to travel Europe? Suddenly a nanny pops up from nowhere to watch the kids while the parents travel. Those that can plan. Not everything works out, but because they are great planners things tend to fall into place fairly well, most of the time. And me. Long ago I learned, from hard experience, that I can't plan and I have the worst luck for certain things. Example. Friends call me up and say hey, I got bailed on for such n such date/time and thought you'd like to hang. No problem, if I just don't do anything except go. However, if I put ANY thought into it, or effort into buying a gift, arranging flowers or reserving a table... Suddenly my friends have changed the plan and forgot to tell me until I'm sitting alone, waiting for an hour. If this was a once every so often thing I'd just roll with it, but it happens whenever I try. So, b

Was I Only Dreaming?
When I was a boy, I use to dream I believed we could all beat the world that we could all do anything we wanted too and be anybody we wanted to be. I believed and dreamed of true love her hair was blonde, her eyes green and even blue sometimes She was as gorgious as any women could ever be. I searched for years and settled for less then what I had wanted or expected. Then one day on the internet she walked into the chatroom she didnt like me at first and I wasnt sure of her Still with time I found that dream! I am a fortunate man for knowing the love of that woman she taught so much I let her down so much She was my friend She was my heart she was my soul she was my life. she was my lover still of all this SHE WAS MY FRIEND AND SOULMATE Now she is gone and we both have to move on but may every man know true love like this If she would forgive me and accept me I would welcome her home tomorrow. Still that will never happen she

Heartache
the world so cold and cruel crushed under the weight the pain and anguish overcome me as i begin to slip into the darkness of heartache indecisiveness the tought of never being able to love eats me alive to he point i cry at night when i think about the pain of being alone seems like yesterday i was away from my troubles and today they have seemed to double i cannot slip the feeling that i went wrong somewhere between here and there from afar someone else's life looks like that of a star

Shame How People Are
Thought I write a blog on what was going on over the last few days.Well I wish I could tell you that I had a exciting adventure but really,I caught up on some gorgeous sleep and spend time with my girls.hubby went on a men's retreat. Anyway,yesterday(Friday) I was accepted to a great sisterhood called Gypsy Queens.They are a chapter of women who are are tattooed models, promotional girls, & sisters that promote a positive image of women with ink at events put together or attended by The Gypsy Queens. Meet & Greets, Tattoo Conventions, Bike Shows, Xtreme Sporting Events, Grand Openings, Charity Events etc that don't believe in nudity to get the point across and/or to feel beautiful. Now when I join anything,I like research everything,I don't just dive into things,this was a great group to be apart of and so far I have been greeted by new sisters from the bunch. Most people before they join anything look for the wrong things in my opinion.Like race,gender,disability,etc.Its norm

For The Rain
This is just some piece of junk I threw together one morning out of boredom. I'm bored now so figured I'd start posting some of my old writings..*shrugs* To watch and listen Is letting the Heavens know you are insightful To make Love under the soulful skies Is thanking the Heavens for it's gift of Earthly delights And to kiss under Heaven's tears Is wiping those tears away and letting Her know that you're happy here

New Phones Suck Lol
Ah I love Chris. lol Every time she tried to text me today her stupid new phone was on dictionary. so i had a lot of funny texts to read. here's some good ones: dude = dudemos will = william ok = okalahoma virgin = virginia man i'm still laughing over it. btw. i've got dibs on using 'dudemos' religiously.

Why Are French Wines So Expensive
I was at a friend's house recently and he offered me a glass of wine. It was a very good French wine, so I wrote down the name and vintage and stopped by my favorite wine store the next day to purchase a bottle. When they told me it was twenty-five dollars a bottle I was going to opt for something in the ten to fifteen dollar range. However, the shop owner explained to me with a chart why some French wines are more expensive,and after he explained it to me I bought two bottles of the more expensive wine. I asked him for a copy of his chart so I could share it with you online. If you like a good French wine and have shied away from the more expensivewines this information may convince you as to why it is more desirable to go for the more expensive brands. See the chart below... Now you know why French wines are so damn good !!! It brings a tear to the eye to see such commitment and dedication...now I know why the cork is sniffed ..!!!

My Soulmate
I believe that every person in life you meet has the potential to be a soulmate. I believe a soulmate is a person who may teach you something you needed to learn, someone who heals a pain you had in your life, who fills a hole left behind in your heart, mind or soul. So, you see, anyone can have more then one soulmate... However, I also believe that there is ONE TRUE SOULMATE for each person... This person does it all... They teach you something new everyday. whether it be about life, about them, or most importantly about yourself, they will always be the greatest teacher you will ever have in your life. They are the only one who can heal ANY pain yopu feel. whether it is physical, mental, emotional or spiritual. They make all of it disappear and keep the pain from coming back. They are the only ones, besides your children, who can fill the emptiness you may feel in heart, mind or soul. they are the foundation on which you stand. The reason foor you to strive to be and do your absolute

Steve's Auction
Meet Steve! Link to his profile:===Steve===*ENFORCER@DDR(((MOODYS MAN)))[SHADOW LEVELER]@ fubar He is in an Auction. Lord knows, this isn't his first, I know, I've owned him twice myself..lol He goes well above and beyond what he promises to give. I should know, I bought him a second time.As a matter of fact, I had never laid an eye on Steve until I saw his offers the first time I placed a bid on him. Now I think he has kept a place in my Family for being just an all around great guy. One of the best decisions I have ever made was not only purchasing him once, but twice!!! Link to his Auction: So stop by and bid on him, you definetely will not regret it and if you can't, at least drop him a rate.. This Advertisement brought to you by: MsCharlotte2U!~No Rate No Add~@ fubar

A New Poem By Pam Ayres
With Love From Me To You Oh, I Wish I'd Looked After Me Tits By Pam Ayres Oh, I wish I'd looked after me dear old knockers, Not flashed them to boys behind the school lockers, Or let them get fondled by randy old dockers, Oh, I wish I'd looked after me tits. 'Cos now I'm much older and gravity's winning. It's Nature's revenge for all that sinning, And those dirty memories are rapidly dimming, Oh, I wish I'd looked after me tits 'Cos tits can be such troublesome things When they no longer bounce, but dangle and swing. And although they go well with my Bingo wings, I wish I'd looked after me tits. When they're both long enough to tie up in a bow, When it's not the sweet chariot that swings low, When they're less of a friend and more of a foe, Then I wish I'd looked after me tits. When I was young I got whistles and hoots,

Ddr Featured Member: Jena
Every week I will choose a person from my Dirty Deeds Radio leveling blogs and feature them to help them level! This week's featured DDR member is none other then our Head Greeter herself: 'Jennaliscious' Not only is she a remarkable staff member *have you seen the greeter schedule????* She is also an amazing person! She only needs 208,793 points to Insider!! Rate Her! Fan Her! Add Her! Bling Her! If she levels before I announce next weeks Featured DDR member then you win a 1 day blast from me!! Want to be the next Dirty Deeds member featured? It's easy! First: Become a member at Dirty Deeds Radio Second:Fumail me to be added to my leveling blogs!

Why?
Why do I seem to care? When obviously you don't. Why do I constantly put myself through this? When it always ends the same. Why do I always believe you? Even when I know it's a lie. Why do I continue to see things different? When they always end the same. Why do I feel the need to keep trying? When obviously you don't want to. Why am I the one sitting alone crying? And you are always doing something else. Why do I have to fight for your attention? Yet you always have mine. Why can't I get you off my mind? When I know I haven't crossed yours. Give me one reason why I shouldn't just let it go

~simply Beautiful!~ Nuff Said!
WOW IS ALL I CAN SAY ABOUT THE TURN OUT OF THIS PIMPOUT. LET THE SPANKINGS BEGIN.... SOME OF THE BEST PEOPLE I HAVE MET ON THE FU!!! ♥ Sweet ♥@ fubar ~ CynzDreams ~Owned by Southern Outlaw Biker~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar JoJo™ aka 1 of the badass bad*girls of fubar...Fu-Owner of Codeputy@ fubar BlondePrincess@ fubar ☆})i({☆@ fubar Submissive Bi Brat =Fu Owner of Ms Priss, Candy@ fubar ♥ Destiny's lil secret ♥Fu-Owner of Jimmie Mac ♥

For You
This is for......Ill let the words do the talking... She knows who she is... Bury all your secrets in my skin, come away with innocence and leave me with my sins. The air around me feels like a cage and the love is just camouflage for what resembles rage. So if you ever loved me let me go and run away before I know. My heart is too dark to care, I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my fate, if I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you, my smile was taken long ago. If I can change I hope I will never know. I use to press your letters and pictures to my lips, and cherish them in every part of me that savors every kiss. I couldn't face a life without your light. But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight. So save your breath for I won't hear, you have made that very clear. You couldn't hate enough to love, is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend, So I could forget all of you in the end. I never claimed to be

Blue Stahli Blog
Noisy songs, Tattoos, and Hasselhoff torture -TATTOO ROAD-TRIP-A-PALOOZA Some of you probably saw my little bulletin thingy that my tattoo artist/bellydancer/pudding wrestler sister Nicole would be doing a guest tattoo spot at Infinite Art in Toledo. Since it's less than 2 hours away from where i currently live, i drove down to visit, knock over expensive things, drink with my sis [that's called "bonding"], get tattooed...and probably knock over more expensive items. Well, nothing expensive got knocked over (it was all pretty cheap and had it coming) but i DID get some new ink. On each hand across the knuckles i have "PATI". After getting asked what it meant, i've told some people that it's simply the most badass way to celebrate being a 5 Time World Patty-Cake Champion (it's like that Stallone movie where he arm wrestles...but with a lot less grunting). Other people i've told that it was all a really elaborate way to be able to put 3 fingers together to spell "TIP" (as in "J

Stand Up For Cancer
STAND UP TO CANCER "Cancer takes one person every minute. One life in a moment. They are our brothers, our sisters, our fathers and mothers, our husbands and wives, our best friends, our children, ourselves. Every day in America 1500 people die and yet the means to save them are literally within our reach. To wait any longer for someone else to save our lives and the lives of those we love is unforgivable." "This is where the end of cancer begins: when we unite in one unstoppable movement and Stand Up To Cancer." Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people listed below. Please DO NOT just accept the persons friend request...visit their page, rate and fan them back and leave them a comment. When you have rated everyone message me (aGEM4life) to be added to the list. **Please also let me know if you are a cancer survivor** Let's let the Sun Set on Cancer! Rate my Sunset folder to receive your personal Standing Up To Cancer tag. Start with this one... Those that ar

Behind Already!!!
Originally posted on MyYearbook Blog January 3, 2008...and i think it was the last one i wrote...lmao!!! Well...I am sitting here at my computer on the third of January 2008 and have already missed a day on my Blog, have an overflowing inbox with half of the mail from 2007, have no idea where my battles are at...and that is just here at Yearbook!!! My house is a disaster and I have five kids all over the age of ten...My house should sparkle without me having to raise a finger...But apparently my kids feel that housework is beneath them...Wish riding in a car was because I spend most of my day playing taxi cab, as any good mother does...AS IF... I hope that all of my friends here don't think I am being purposely evasive...I am just overwhelmed at the moment...on top of the fact that I was here this afternoon and couldn't even get through because it said the server was overloaded... So I meandered over to mySpace and worked on my page there although I have never really liked it... I n

New Year Resolution Number One...
Originally posted January 1, 2008 on MyYearbook Blog...lol...what a freaking joke...how many of yours did you keep??? Well, here it is the first of January 2008 and already we have started out the New Year with a bang...The old man nailed the bumper on my new (to me) 1997 Ford Windstar...His car slid sideways trying to get out of the driveway...He cracked up the front panel and headlight mount whatever thing on his Grand Prix...But I think I got the worst of it...lol Anyhoo, I have decided to take advantage of this here blog thing and keep a diary for one year of my dumb old life...It should be fairly exciting what with graduating at the end of this year...And maybe getting a real job...One that actually pays because you have more than one brain cell in your head... Hope all of you are having an awesome 2008 so far...Bet some of you haven't even went to bed yet...Have you??? See ya soon...I may be going back to be here in a littel bit...My bad tooth wouldn't let me sleep

Country Boy
country boy comes to the big city for the 1st time. he gets off the bus and walks thru the depot... they have such wonders! machines that'll give you a pop, candy, take your picture....and he sees a machine with a hole the size of a breadbox , chest high, that says " your shirts pressed, $!" "i gotta try that!" and puts a tee shirt in it. a board comes up, and iron comes down, presses, starches and folds it and shoots it back at him. " well i'll be damned!" next he sees a machine, hole at foot level, that says " your shoes shined,$!" he puts his boots in, and brushes come down, polish sqirts on, a buffer comes down and shoots them back at him. " i will be damned!" he goes in the restroom, and there's a machine, with a round hole at waist level.... "your wife away from home.....$1" " OH BOY!" out comes the dollar, he inserts himself.................. and starts screaming and shouting and pulls himself out!!!!!! and there's a button sewed on the end. what did YOU think

How The Hell Was Your Day????
Posted on May 22, 2008 on MyYearbook Blog Never take 3 teenage girls, sisters at that, an eleven year old boy and a year old pitt on a fortyfive minute drive to the mall where you spend three hours chasing the kids from one end of the mall to the other while the girls try on twenty outfits and one end's up buying two pairs of shoes and a winter formal and the other one buys two shirts and one pair of pants w/o trying them on and gets back home and realizes they don't fit and the boy buys what he wants in five minutes and he is done and wants to sit in the car for two hours and fifty five minutes...and the dog is bored stiff but you can't leave her at home because she will eat your house as retaliation for leaving her home alone...and you order the wrong food at taco bell for your son who has to have everything plain and have to turn around and go back to get one plain burrito and about this time the youngest daughter thinks she bought the wrong size dress so you turn around and go b

Men!!
I don't understand this one. Here I am just having a great day and I find out from my sister that her husband was just caught having sex with her best friend. They have 4 kids and have been married for years and now he's cheating on her with her 27 year old best friend! What is up with men?? Can't they be satisfied with one woman?? I can but hell seems that it's hard to find a good man out there!!! MEN YOU NEED TO BE LOYAL TO YOUR WIVES!!!!

Ben Stein
Ben Stein The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary. My confession: I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees, Christmas trees. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are: Christmas trees. It doesn't bother me a bit when people say, 'Merry Christmas' to me. I don't think they are slighting me or getting ready to put me in a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it. It shows that we are all brothers and sisters celebrating this happy time of year. It doesn't bother me at all that there is a manger scene on display at a key intersection near my beach house in Malibu. If people want a crïeche, it's just as fine with me as is the Menorah a few hundred yards away. I don't like getting pushed around for being a Jew, and I don't think Christians like getting pushed around

Saturday Night In Tampa
Choke a smurf? is that what they're calling it now? What the hell happened to the chicken?! ~ It's Saturday night in Tampa & I'm sitting on the computer. WTF IS WRONG WITH ME!? I should get in the car and go to ybor but Beckas busy & don't wanna go alone. IM BORED! ENTERTAIN ME! ~

Nudist Colony
PLEASE RATE FOR ME Q. Who is the most popular guy at the nudist colony? A. The guy who can carry a cup of coffee in each hand and a dozen donuts. Q. Who is the most popular girl at the nudist colony? A. She is the one who can eat the last donut!

090608 Fluffy Starr Blog
New VLOG: "The Pink Pillow" Wow, it's been super busy around here! I hardly have time to go online, or to paint my nails! Been working in the studio non-stop. But I did sneak out to see "The Dark Knight." (In IMAX of course.) Yeah, I liked it. Christian Bale. Hello! He's the best Batman ever! Heath Ledger was a good Joker, yes. But for me, it's hard to top Jack. Jack IS the Joker to me. I give the movie 3/5 stars. It could have been condensed into 2 hours max. It was a bit too long. Do you know how much my bumbum was hurting after sitting still for so long? Love a damn duck! And no Hot Tamales or Jones Carbonated Green Apple candies was going to soothe me. Also had an epic shopping trip the previous week. Oh my!!! I got a hot new pair of jeans! And a weird vintage tee. And some sexy shoes. Cheehee! And some nifty new accessories. Been going on some some dinner dates too and trying to balance life out. But I'm definitely working way more than playing at the moment. But it's all g

The Toddler Diet Very Funny!
please rate this for me! THE TODDLER DIET People are always on the lookout for a new diet. The trouble with most diets is that you don' t get enough to eat (the starvation diet) , you don' t get enough variation (the liquid diet) or you go broke (the all- meat diet) . Consequently, people tend to cheat on their diets , or quit after 3 days. Well, now there 's the new Toddler Miracle Diet. Over the years you may have noticed that most two year olds are trim. Now the formula to their success is avail able to all in this new diet. You may want to consult your doctor before embarking on this diet, other wise, you may be seeing him after wards . Good Luck !!! DAY ONE Breakfast: One scrambled egg, one piece of toast with grape jelly . Eat two bites of egg, using your fingers; dump the rest on the floor . Take one bite of toast , then smear the jelly over your face and cloth . Lunch : Four crayons (any color ), a handful of potato chips , and a glass of milk ( three sips only,

Alcohol Vs. Water
Alcohol vs. Water In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli (E. coli) bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of Poop. However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine (or rum, whiskey, beer, or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering, and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop Beer = Health Therefore, it's better to drink beer and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There's no need to thank me for this valuable information; I'm doing it as a public service.

My New Grand Daughter
about 4 months ago i had did a blog and asked for prayers for my grand daughter zoey because she was on life support well im going to show you all pic's of her then and now i want to thank you all for all the prayers that went out for her she is doing very well now... this was her then.. and this is her now how good 4 months and alot of prayers and what god can do shes a little stick of energy and joy thank you all....ladymoose760

Creepy Tshirts Now Available
yes you can now own a willie the freak tshirt along with Stu's other designs, the man is in need of desparate mental help, as he comes up with most of these things on his own hahahaha

Petty And Ranty
im really going to have to learn to stop making myself available to people who dont truly care about me. they feed me lip service and it makes me feel like theres something there. however, when i think about it, its truly not going to work, whatever the relationship between that person and i is. ive been feeling kinda crappy today and despite how petty and emo this sounds, i felt like it better to let it out somewhere rather than just keeping it bottled up. im going to have to say goodbye to these people. im really not sure whats made me stay near them for this long. maybe its the hope that they really do mean what they say or maybe its just the fear of beng left alone. either way, this isnt healthy or helpful to me at all. i feel a little better

Random Thoughts From The Mind
My thoughts. Hmm, where to begin? I've got so many thoughts, I'm not sure where to start. I could start with life. I could start with art, love, creativity, life, friends, relationships, my personality. There are so many places I could begin or end with. I might even work backwards and start at the end. Who knows? I might possibly start in Brazil, while I'm sitting in Wisconsin. Or start on an invisible island, that everyone can see. Maybe I can start with what a blind man sees and what a deaf woman hears. Or what a mute child says and what colors a dog may see. The possibilities are endless, but which one should I start with? The beginning or the end? The said or the unsaid? The seen or unseen? The heard or unheard? How long have i been in this storm? So overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form. The water is getting harder to tread with these waves crashing over my head. As I sit here, watching the countless faces of people I only know by name or don't know at all, they laugh, they c

The Raven
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door- Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow;- vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow- sorrow for the lost Lenore- For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore- Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me- filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, "'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chambe

Dream Lover
Ahhhh but I fell asleep And who did I find there But a handsome dark haired stranger Bound naked to a chair Slowly then I tortured him With my tongue and hands Taunting with my nakedness His moans were my demand My lips traveled to places His pleasure to evoke His ears, his neck, his shoulders Down the hollow of his throat My tongue dances on his nipples Darting here and there I feel his body squirming Beneath me in that chair Down his tummy I trail To his straining cock I lick up and down the length of him Tasting each delicious drop My clit hardens with anticipation My wetness flowing free With visions of his hardness Buried deep inside of me With reckless abandon I pull him deep inside And up and down his thickness Muscles gripping as I ride My thoughts have lost all reason In this midnight fantasy As we approach orgasm With screaming ecstasy Wait! I think, who is this man I don’t even know his name But it doesn’t matter anyway My dreams are all th

The Fairy Dance
ancing in the starlight With the dew upon my toes I came upon a fairy Where from no one knows She danced among the marigolds Arms waving without care Her hair a golden halo All I could do was stare Such a tiny creature I followed where she led Then she turned her gaze to me And this is what she said The heart is full of secrets And desires yet to fill Of wanton pleasures and passions felt From such forbidden thrills You must stop and smell the flowers Take some time to see If that something special is not today Perhaps its destiny One tiny obstacle Can change the course of life And make you think your world Is filled with naught but strife But somewhere among the thorns A pretty rose blooms bright Look now past the obstacles To the place of light Keep the secrets locked inside Saved for a rainy day Then unlock the treasures That you have put away For nothing is impossible If you just believe That locked away inside yourself Is a treasure to retrieve

Let Me Be Myself
"Let Me Be Myself" I guess i just got lost Bein' someone else I tried to kill the pain Nothin ever helped I left myself behind Somewhere along the way Hopin to come back around To find myself someday Lately i'm so tired of waiting for you To say that it's ok, but tell me Please, would you one time Just let me be myself So i can shine with my own light Let me be myself Would you let me be myself I'll never find my heart Behind someone else I'll never see the light of day Living in this cell It's time to make my way Into the world i knew Take back all of these times That i gave in to you Lately i'm so tired of waiting for you To say that it's ok, but tell me Please, would you one time Let me be myself So i can shine with my own light And let me be myself For a while, if you don't mind Let me be myself So i can shine with my own light Let me be myself That's all i've ever wanted from this world Is to let me be me Please would you one time L

The Birth Of Sin
The Birth Of Sin In the beginning There was naught to be found God spoke and parted the waters That gave way to solid ground All around was darkness Til He created light The brightness became day The darkness He called night He said ‘bring forth grass” And fruit yielding seed He planned a wonderful world To fulfill mans every need When all the earth was finished According to his plan Out of mere dust He formed a living man He planted a beautiful garden With every pleasing tree Luscious fruits and flowers As far as the eye could see He placed man in that paradise Where life must have been so sweet And of all the trees contained within From only one he could not eat God saw that man was lonely With no one to share his life So He took a rib from Adam And made for him a wife They dwelt there in that garden As happy as could be Til the serpent tempted woman With fruit from the forbidden tree She ate the fruit with Adam Then their eyes were opened wide Th

The Road Not Taken
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth. Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same. And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. Robert Frost

Why Guys Marry Some Girls (but Not Others)
All men have a secret wedding checklist: five traits they look for in a woman that say she's worth walking down the aisle for. He won't pop the question without 'em. It happens all the time: A guy spends months, even years, in a long-term relationship with a girl he really digs. But after dropping the I-don't-see-myself-ever-getting-married bomb, he suddenly turns around and ties the knot with a new chick. The factors that tip a dude from steady relationship to "till death do us part" seem like the ultimate unsolved mystery ... especially when you're in a solid LTR and aren't sure if your guy is even considering marriage. It all comes down to some elusive qualities women have a hard time understanding but men are always on the lookout for, explains Willard Harley Jr., Ph.D., author of I Promise You: Preparing for a Marriage That Will Last a Lifetime. "Part of what makes him want to get married is chemistry and passion, but it's also about certain actions and behaviors that are mo

How Could You?
When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend. Whenever I was "bad", you´d shake your finger at me and asked "How could you?" - but then you´d relent and roll me over for a bellyrub. My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed and listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice-cream (I only got the cone because "ice-cream is bad for dogs", you said) and took long naps in the sun waiting for you to come home at the end of the day. Gradually you began spending more time at work and on your career, and more time seaching for a human mate. I waited for you patiently, comforted you t

A Winter Psalm
Covered in frosty splendor Sparkling in the sun Glistening like diamonds A new day has begun I see the world around me In its wintry disguise The beauty of its wakening Shining brightly in my eyes I stand quietly and listen As the gentle winds relay A song of inspiration To help me start my day Lend credence to my hidden dreams Be not afraid to try No failure now too permanent Keep reaching for the sky The entire world’s a treasure Note with just a glance, and Join the morning sunshine In its happy little dance Know now that each new day Has beauty to behold All that’s needed is to listen The story will unfold wb1999

Just A Heads Up
I Just wanted to let you all know that I seriously appreciate everyone of my friends on my friend list and all those friends who are going to be on my friend list... Being that there are so many I don't get to chat with each one of you individually like I would like too... So please don't think that I only added you for points like most ppl do on here... I would love the chance to chat with everyone,but I know that is virtually impossible so as this goes on I will do what I can and plz even if it is once a month feel free to drop by my page and show me some love and I will repay the favor... xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox's To All My Friends and Friends 2 Be!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Medication
This is going to be the real test , I have a monthand three days till my doctors appointment. Whats going to be the real test is is NOT having a bad or severe seizure between now and then . Maybe if I get at least a good eight to twelve hours of good uninterrupted sleep that might help. But I know certain people that wil try and make sure that doesn't happen , they believe I can function on what they think is appropiate. Thank goodness I will have the house to myself for at least a week , ( hopefully ) . I have been fighting a major one but so far I have not given in . I have basically closed out friends and family and have kept mostly to myself which is not like me at all . I need to find someone who can be like anchor for me to keep me calm during all of this. The Depecote , not only controls the seizures it also helps with the chemical imbalance. I am glad I can find things to keep myself occupied during all o this .

Moment In Time
This poem was written to bring to life an experience with a lady that passed through my life and left me touched. If I see her again or not, it was a very special moment. This poem emphasizes the important of special moments and to appreciate them no matter how long or short they are...............We talked, We walked, for a Moment in Time. You passed through my life that day and left your mark. You may never pass my way again, Or you may stay for a lifetime. No matter what, I want to say thank you for the impression you made that will stay with me for eternity. I enjoyed the walk, I enjoyed the talk. I am blessed for that moment in time. The first time I saw you I knew you would affect my life, though your role I did not know. I asked myself, "Why is she alone? Why does she sit so quiet, all alone? Is she sad? Is she glad to be alone? Is she alone? Is she lonely? " There is so much I want to know. I asked myself, why her When so many people pas