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Holt(emerald Coast Dragway
Ok a crew of us were headin up to Holt for some test and tune time. All are street cars, what was supposed to be goin was a 1996 Mustang 5.0, 1996 Saab 9000 Turbo, 2004 Ford Focus,1991 Mits Eclipse Turbo, 1990 Mits Eclipse GSX Turbo and My 1985 Ranger Turbo It was a good and bad night for all. We had good air for the turbo cars. Before we even leave town, The saab Blew a tire and was a now show. On the way there .well hell almost to the track about 6 miles from it, the exit in sight and all the 90 GSX, Pulls to the side of the road, coolin fan not workin and running hot, turns out that the relay went bad, we get her coold down some add water and hard wire the fan, Bang off to the track, worse news, the head gasket let go..... we park the GSX. I had bought just enough gas to get to the track about 3 gallons so first tru tech in my Ranger and a quick stop at the pumps to get 3 gallons of 110 Race gas.on to the stage lines My first run was against a Small block S-10 extende

"the Journal" Written By J. B. Kinkaid
**A note from the author** *This is copyrighted material, just as you sign your name on a story or poem, that is copyrighted as well. Please do not copy or publish this anywhere. Thank You* Day 1: Dec. 31, 2005 Well, here we are. The Doctor says you would be good therapy. That i might start to remember the days that i have missed. I don't recall going to bed last night. The doctor said when i forget things, that i should... shit. OH, that i should write them down, silly me, forgeting again. Ok, so i went to the store, got me groceries, made dinner, i even did the dishes, and cut my hand. I took the rascal out for a walk, rascal is my dog. I watched a movie, then i took a shower, and then went to bed. But i don't remember falling asleep... and the blood. I was covered in blood. I remember the sticky redness all over me, like i showered in this disasterous red mess. But... I don't remember sleeping, or dreaming. The sticky redness started to smell bad. S

How To Comment Bomb!!!!!!!!
All comment bombing consists of is dropping comments on a picture more than 100 times...on the SAME picture.....this is for contests only....we are a bombing family so there for we comment bomb and if you are not willing to do that then dont waist the both of our time.....

Hey Hey
I've voted and commented on TONS of people pictures. Yet only a handful have voted or commented on mine. how sad :( Added some new pics the other day. They are in the default folder. Vote and comment them if you want. It will make me smile, not many people do it, so I appreciate anything. I find it funny that after I called out a fake, they blocked me from their site so that I couldn't inform anyone else that she is a fake..lol Anyways, she is using a porn stars pictures... http://cherrytap.com/user/330682 She is using Nicole Graves pictures (nicolegraves.com) Even the salutes look photoshopped. It's funny too that in her profile she states "I hate liars and fakes" haha! /endrant

Random Dandom
Yes I was one.. I believed it all.. You know the one.. "Boy meets girl, girl meets boy, Boy likes girl, girl likes boy, Happy Ever After." But I am officially calling time on that one. I have been single now for what, almost 3 years, and I have come to the conclusion that. It probably better for me now to remain that way.. It would be nice to think you would meet that person, but it just not going to happen, I am not in a position really to consider it, far too much for me to decide for me. So from here on in, that is my choice, and I am happy with it to be fair. I can just now wander through life without the annoyances of all that. Do my thing and just be me. Oh and for those who may think that "singality" is usually kept by those quite happy to go out and sleep with anyone, I have also managed to last without sex, infact since sex with my ex, every experience since, though few, have had one binding element, it has been a hugely disappointing and somewhat pointless

Read This Before I Add You!!!!!!!!
Well lets get this over with, do not message me and tell me to fan you or whatever I will do it when I feel damn good and ready, don't ask for nudes I don't post nudes of myself i'm not like some of the other assholes on here, yes it says nudes welcome on my profile page therefore thats just what it means if you have nudes and want to show me then fine but you do not have to show I really don't give a fuck if you have them or not. I WILL NOT post pics of me on this site and I don't give a damn if you like it or not if you want to see what I look like you can go to www.myspace.com/psycho15068 and see pics of me and my kids, and if you send me nudes does not mean that I want to fuck you, I am soon to be happily married I do not need extra pussy on the side no matter what anyone says I am a one woman man. I am not a poser and I am not on here telling anyone that I am gene simmons I am just a really big fan of KISS. Do not rip my photos without permission i'm not stealing yours don't do it

Music Music Music
theres actually a few things that are not accurate on the list of songs ,, such as ,, your the boss is by brian setzer ,,, just not ann margret,,lol its supposed to be gwen stefani's name in there but its the only copy i could find so ,,,lol. second ,, to make you feel my love im pretty sure was a billy joel song first ,, correct me if im wrong plz. so far i think thats all i could find wrong with it ,,,i could be wrong however ,, let me know what you think! well i just added my project playlist ,, let me know if you like what i have ,, or if you can think of anything that might pop in your head that you would want to hear,,,,, or heres one whats the first song that pops in your head when you think of my name or view my profile,,,lol let me know this should be fun !!!!!!! well i rearranged deleted and added new tunes to my playlist ,, so as to better present my taste in variety in music ,, it is all around my life and is a definite constant as are my family and friends are too,,

Band Of Brothers
THE FOUNDERS♂МдяQ v.2.0@ CherryTAPAchilles@ CherryTAP(PLEASE NOTE if your NOT on this LIST your NOT in BAND of BROTHERS) 68 MEMBERS please ADD and/or FAN all other MEMBERS in group!This is NOT a BOMB SQUAD or FAN ME bullshit....This group of people inform and protect each other from down raters,Stalkers,Drama People.What we do is after someone in our group was been down rated we go and up rate or FIX the photo's that have been down rated and BLOCK the USER that did it ...also posting his link.We need VIC'S to drop 11's on the PHOTO.For now I'm going to use my C.T.A.F members to ACT.All the people who join I will add to my ALBUM (BAND OF BROTHERS) from there you can see other members and click the name to go to their profile.Please NOTE we DO NOT ACCEPT cherries on the TOP 50 or DRAMA people.MUST have a SALUTE ...last of all WE DON'T UP-RATE NSFW photo's .Also please note I must RIP your main photo for ID,It will be placed in my B of B album with NO RIP option

Mi Vida Loco
In This blog i will be updating everyone on my life... as i see, hear and touch it... Trust me you gon be amazed at how much crazy shit goes on in my life... __________________ last nite, I was so into, You told me secrets that You never told a soul... I saw the sun, the moon, the flowers and the river... Whew, she said "I could feel you in my rib cage how is that possible","i could feel u in my large intestine", "Oh Rik" Things like this make WoW a happy man... In This blog i will be updating everyone on my life... as i see, hear and touch it... Trust me you gon be amazed at how much crazy shit goes on in my life...

My Scary Stories..true Facts. Hehe
Okay so enough of 'funny' feelings. Let's go with facts. I've had to wear a contraption strapped to my back to prevent whos-its and whats-its from attacking...just so I felt safe. :P Yeah so I'm a weird one. But not that weird. The song 'Ghost-Buuusters!!" alwys runs through my head when I wear it. hehe Okay so its a vacuum cleaner but on to a better point! YOu want cold hard facts, Here goes: Walk up to Mrs. Harlack's house, which looks inviting on the outside, but you're told to wipe your feet at her doorstep and say hello as you walk in. Not before unlocking it with that handy skeleton key. hehe. PLUG YOUR EARS COZ YOU DONT WANT TO HEAR THAT BABY CRY>> CLOSE YOUR EYES in case you see her rocker rocking. --- meow~ Its a funny house! YOu ever feel as though someone is watching you. Then you turn and no one's there. Or at the corner of your eye you actually see someone and you look reallly really fast to catch them, but you can't?? SOooooooo Creepy. Or never mind. Be somewhere and y

Yea
I feel all the old feelings, come rushing in making me wish I could put an end, to all the madness that keeps creeping in, to my life of sadness Why do I let you into my heart its been nothing but bad right from the start I get tired of hurting my heart and my life of sadness Letting you go is so hard to do Love like this is so far and few reaching for dreams that aren't all of you and my life of sadness the sun will shine bright through out the night all will be right including my life of sadness Is it my fault? I just wanted to say I was deleted and blocked from a friend on here for putting up the pics...anyone else want to do that? More than welcome..thats the good thing about being my own woman..I get to do what I want..Love you all and enjoy..I will be posting more soon..:) Myspace Layouts

Friends
love is a soft summers breeze, softly blowing through the trees, your beauty is a real treat, to have you with me would be a feat, longing to meet, so soft an embrace, makes my heart feel like its in a race, to hold you close, to propose a toast, two hearts becoming one, hopeing it will never be undone, love is all i have to offer, you are my sun during the days, showing me the ways to happiness and truth, you are the moon that lights my sky, durring the night, you make me feel right, to hold you is my honor, to kiss you would be so sweet, hopeing one day for us to meet. for now im alone in my seat, so i hope my true love would come to me, and set my heart free, free to care, free to share, but to always hold you dear, and to show you how much i care. never to find love would be a shame, but only i would be the one to blame, as the flame in my heart burns out, i will never let out any sorrow, for god works in mysterious ways, so ill just keep going throug

Dimebag Darrell
Dimebag Darrell Born August 20, 1966 Arlington, Texas, USA Died December 8, 2004 (aged 38) Columbus, Ohio, USA Alias(es) Diamond Darrell Darrell Lance Abbott (birth name) Genre(s) Groove metal, Thrash metal, Heavy metal Affiliation(s) Pantera Damageplan Rebel Meets Rebel Anthrax Tres Diablos Gasoline Label(s) Atco Records Big Vin Records Notable guitars Signature "Dimebag" models issued by Dean and Washburn Based on Dean's Original ML design, a merger of the Flying V and Explorer Shape. Years active 1981 - 2004

My Night
Driving home last night from my girlfriend’s house I suddenly felt this overwhelming urge to park my car, get out and just start walking. I was not walking in any particular direction i just needed to walk away. Its 10pm mind you so not that many people around and its dark, i really didn’t care, my need to walk was way too strong. So, I take my MP3 player and locked my doors and just start walking. Before I know it I am way past town and its 11:30p, i walked for an hour and a half and didn’t even realize it till cars started beeping at me and stupid men kept asking me if I needed a ride. Sorry, i don’t get into cars with people i don’t know. Was it stupid to be walking alone that late at night? It probably was but i figure when its my time its my time so what the hell! Well here comes a car with 2 guys and I had this sense something was not right. The driver is looking around and not looking me in the eye and the passenger is hanging out the window asking me if i need a ride, that a yo

Its All About Friends...
"It's much easier to turn a friendship into love, than love into friendship." When you do find a person that becomes a friend and you get closer as the years go by, there is nothing like having them around you. A dear close "best" friend cannot ever be replaced! I have one such friend and he is the most wonderful guy with the biggest heart ever. I would do ANYTHING for him and he would for me. Never take your friends for granted for they will stand beside you no matter what you have done. Show them how much you love them and never let them go! Here's to all my friends..... Hugs!!! Thank you for being my friend!

A Mans Point Of View
this is true fact. and i dont give a dang if i piss all the guys off. 60% of the men on line are married,trying to cheet on thier spouses. ~~~ see (a)~~~ 20% are single looking for thier next score ~~ see (b) ~~~ 5% are honest and will be loyal ~~ see(c)~~ 5% are real sick men ~~~ see (d) ~~~ 5% are stuck in jail looking for friends ~~see (e)~~~ 5% are gay and would actually be a good fried. ~~see (f) ~~ (a) men that tell you they are seperated, when they are not, or say they are not married when they are,but what ever the reasoning they only want one thing, to get you into bed with them, and then you might see them a couple of times more, but they will break your heart. or they will talk to you, and get to the point of you wanting to meet them, then they will come up with some reason not to meet you. (b) the single guys that like the thrill of the chase, and who have only one reason to be talking to any women to get you into the bed and get off, nothing more.

All The Members
Hi everyone.....here's an updated list of the American Family members: Officers~ _________________________________________________ americangryl~leader of the American Family americangrylsman~co-leader of the American Family ndnunicorn~secretary of the American Family nightwolf~head of security of the American Family and the Hot Spot Lounge _________________________________________________ Members~ the captain bitchyfem roadie69 slj768 sweetcheeks wings tiggerinked rolls5278 spfldfella bear469247 longarm vTTv xxxdogg2000 blackwidow starrisky silverstreaklee sassy girl americanprincess35 michelle henryetta_bbw_hunny tat2dtaurus73 scofield9 **Please make sure you get everyone added** Thanks Here are the leadership spots that are open right now. We have bombsquad leader, co-leader of the bombsquad,Lt of the bombsquad, recruter. There willbe more coming up as we grow. So if you want one of these plz leave a comment, or if you want to apoint som

Letter To My Dishwasher
Dear Dishwasher, In mid February , I adopted you. As soon as I saw you , I knew you were the one for me. So I saved you from the confines of that appliance dealership, and welcomed you into my family. We treated you like one of our own. I fed you on a regular basis. I gave you daily sponge bath’s so you would stay as beautiful on the outside as you are on the inside. For a while, everything was great, you worked hard, did your job well, and in turn, I gave you your regular Jet dry treats. You were the best dishwasher I’ve ever had. Then, a couple weeks ago, You got sick. I pushed all the right buttons, but it was too late. You drifted off into a non- responsive, catatonic like state. I called the repair man as soon as humanly possible, and he came out the next day and looked you over. You blew a fuse in your control panel. You were put on rest for a few days till your new part came in. When it finally did, he rushed out here, installed your new fuse, and after a long and gruelin

Thank You From Corky
Alot of you maxed rates early yesterday from all the rating we did to help him..So I wanted to make sure you all seen this..Thank you again for great team work. Again thank you..Today we have leveled 6 over 80,000 in points We just need 2 minutes of your time to please rate one of these names you think would make a good name representing Levelers. Please rate using the links below to vote. You don't have to be a leveler to rate and help pick a name. Someday you may need help leveling and we may be there to help you as well so will you help us. Thank you for taking a minute to help us. TEAM LEVEL-UP SHADOW LEVELERS LEVELERS UNITED TEAM RATER FUBAR'S HEART LEVELERS GET-R-DONE-LEVLERS THE FUBAR BARON LEVELERS FUBAR HITTERS FIRE CRACKIN LEVELING TEAM FU-ANGEL-LEVELERS FU- LEVELERS

Help Me!!!!
im learning a valuable lesson here.i have bombed people in contest..I think nothing of coming to help someone level but when i ask for help its another story..So yeah you might have to add him as a friend who knows he may become your best friend.Or you may decide to remove him after this contest....Im just really shocked i guess i never thought id have to beg............ I entered the Happy Hour Contest. I asked to be removed because of leveling I cant committ to bombing. Well I wasn't removed so im going to bomb this to take 3rd place.I'm behind by 1300 If you are bombing for Lady Di or Hollie please continue to bomb them but if you are not and want to help me I would appreciate it. To help me you have to be a friend of Thomas. This contest is friends only. »†HøĦå§«@ fubar

Re-construction!
I went to the doctor tonight(31 july 2007)& he told me tonight that i've got 3months off work (Security) & that i'm getting my shoulder re-constructed for the 2nd time in 2yrs. The last re-construction was March 2005. My doctoralso told me that i'm going to be out of work for 6-12months so that my shoulder can fully heal & recover from this major surgery! I'm telling you all this now so that if you ever see me go absolutely psyco or mental it's only cos i'll be home 24/7/365 after the surgery! I'm soooooooooooooo totally going to go insane as its my right arm & i'm right handed too! I wont even be able to do grocery shopping on my own because of my arm will be in a sling which will be strapped to my body everyday. The only time the sling will be allowed to come off will be for the shower & most likely bed(not certain on that one!) I'm going to become a complete vegetable in this time frame as i'm normally a very active, hands-on & physical kind of gentleman. So again i'm warning you

Need Your Oppinion
I'm wondering what to do.Those of you that know me know I spend countess hours rating peoples pictures and stash to help them level. Well im not sure if its because I've GodFathered or what but only a few rate back. My question doesnt really concern with points because im not worried about what I have there. But in order to buy gifts for my friends and return gifts you gotta have Fubucks and if there are no rates then its impossible to do.So im wondering do I ask people literally to rate back or maybe hold a contest..Just asking for opinions is all. Thank You... Thank you to all of you that do rate my pictures when I upload them.

Omg Make It Stop
Where is the limit on the bouncer codes? I cant rate pictures now without putting in a code. This is seriously stupid.I'm not leaving a comment i'm just rating pictures to help someone level. Is there ever a limit on the change? I understand if im bombing a picture with comments having to put in codes to stop the cheaters. But to now do it just to rate them is absurd. Come on and give us some kind of break some of us are trying to help others and do it legit. I guess if this keeps up who wants to try and attempt a level up on a high amount with putting a code in every other picture. One more thing I don't understand the Bouncer code for is to buy a gift.How many are going to spam there Fubucks.We spend money on this site work with us not against us.

Sunday Afternoon Morning
Well, I think we all pretty much knew it had to happen sometime. It is just part of growing up. You change, your environment alters, and you feel certain urges that you are fully aware of but cannot explain. I am no longer a virgin. I have popped my Unholy cherry, and performed a wedding service. It was cool. Out in the woods, nice arch alter set up and covered in vines, white rose petals strewn out on the path for the bride to enter upon. A real hippie kinda vibe going on, so I was Reverend Chill, ready to read the 80 or so words I had written for the ceremony. That includes the ‘With this ring, I thee wed’ part for the bride and groom, with each of their names and vows fully typed out so I did not fuck up too bad, leaving my actual part quite brief. It was what Trish and Edgar wanted, and I agreed that I was probably not one you would want rambling when you were getting hitched, being as family and friends may feel a tad bit uncomfortable, so I just served the bride and groom with wh

Thanks Everyone
Thanks everyone for an awesome day.Thank you to all of you that kicked in to get The God Father done and helped on the rest of the level ups.Its been along day for all of us..So the rest of the night is yours. We do have another God Father coming up in the next 2 days shes a leveler so please be watching.Ill let you all know early in the morning so everyone has rates..Have a great night..Much love and respect.

October_saint
Almost seven months have passed in a blink of an eye. Seven months?!?! Damn- been away from home for that long? Feels like that part of my life never happened. Like it was so distant dream I barely remember upon wakeing. Do I even remember a life back in Chicago?? Feels like I've died and all this time has been spent in purgatory. Just waiting for something to happen, anything. I'm numb. Can you belive that just last December, I was working at FORD MOTORS? Now thats gone and Im just waiting. I know that by takeing the buyout was the right decision, but just to fill that space. I do'nt know, maybe Im just down tonight. I miss my fucked up life from time to time, becuase I knew that everthing has it place. The fall season came early this year; thank god, with the premire of ROB ZOMBIE's HALLOWEEN. Thank God for that. This summer, though was one of the best I ever had, it was also quite the longest. Got to relive my summers past by enjoying

Goals, Hopes, And Dreams
So feel like the weight of the world is on my sholders right now... i have all of these choices to make in so little time... they're all great choices, and they can all lead ro great futures...but the only problem i have right now is what i go w/.... my gut isnt sayin anything... and my brain is on strike... and my heart is already in a mess of its own... help help i need advice!!!!

I Want Ur Thoughts
i got kick off on posting mumms how long will i have to wait to post mums again ok fu djs im goin 2 be sellin mixes if u havent heard em yet plz hit me up if u have my yim or plz add me @ troy_durham2000 my prices will very on how long the mix so plz hit me up if u are interested on hearin my mix or u want me 2 make u one and also if u want some of ur own taste of music send me a list on song titles or artist

Thanks Everyone!!!
thanks for all your help, I will be there when you need mine!!! xoxo thanks again I want to thank everyone who helped me out today. On time schedule, have to be at work by one and all that junk!! lol I will return all the "love", maybe not at quick as I would like too, but I will!!!! Thanks again!!!!!

Stories!
Ok so here is the point of the story It’s about a girl and a boy (they don’t have names there are just he and she). Their relationship starts in high school its very timid and shy at first but all that shyness and withdraws leads to a sexual and passionate relationship in later months. Ok, so am not done write it yet that’s going to take some time . . . but I’ll give you a little preview. It late and she hears him open the front door, as he makes the short dark walk to her bedroom (a walk he has made a thousand times before) she pretends to be sleeping, just hoping that she can surprise him. But it’s to late, she feels his hot breath on her inner thigh. She dare not protest. She could try but she being held down with a force she has never felt him uses before, she’s getting turned on and he can tell. She tries to raise her hip to show him how badly she needs his tongue and fingers, but her attempts go unanswered. He’s teasing her, kissing her thighs and just above her mound sta

Contest
Hey everyone i have a bet with a friend of mine that i can level up faster then him... I need all my friends help to win... So if you can spare any comments, rates, anything that will help would be terrific TY for all who help... Hello I am currently in 2 give aways... The first is for a 3 day blast and the 2nd is for a 1 month VIP all help is appreciated. I myself do comment bombing you need help just look me up... 3 DAY BLAST!!! 1 MONTH VIP!!! I am in a contest running from the 17 to the 22nd here is the link.

'sup Sucka?
effincreep aka Shalana will not be here through the days of September 1st through 9th because she will be getting sex and lots of it, but leave comments and send beer anyways. I know. I know everyone is going to miss me so. But too bad you'll just have to wait until my glorious return. See you on the burnt side of the toast. I hate you all! -Shalana

Sex Machines
Girls Girls Girls We aim to please with special Sex Machines just for the ladies. Ride a Sex Machine and orgasm in less than 6 or 7 minutes, maybe 4 or 5 orgasms in 8 to 10 minutes. Yes all true all possible. Come say hello and chat about it.

What Else My Blog!!
Hi guys. So I'm in a contest right. I'm way behind. So I figure like this. You help me and I...Well I make sure and repay the favor in my NFSW file. (Wicked Grin) What do you guys think? Help me out?? Here the link http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=874502&albumid=553686&i=1803087647

Emily's Thoughts
My very, very good friend Emily sent me a few of her quotes last week that I was very impressed with. I love this girl! ----------------------------------------------- My greatest wish for this life is to be able to give my children everything that they deserve to make their lives easier. But not worry-free. For worry and hills and valleys in life build character. And with character comes greatness. If i could be anywhere in the world right now it would be right where i am...I love me...i love life...I love where life has brought me. I wake up each day and know that I am not in control of anything, but my outlook on that day and it's trials that will be thrown at me. So for that I am blessed. And for this, I am happy. Intelligence has nothing to do with your writing skills and everything to do with what you have learned through life experience and the want to teach others. Some may never open their souls to you...or anyone...because they may not know themselves what their

let me overt something new which i found since couple of haters reported some of my pics NSFW there is a simple rule here in Fubar: - a hater who is probably ugly or pathetic and cant see the others or when she/he hates someone(with or w/o reason) reports a pic as NSFW -Fubar sees the report; closes its eyes!!, marks it as NSFW!!!(whether it is or not!!) and then opens its eyes!! the result is that: every pic you upload might be a NSFW!!!! if just anyone hater reports it... flower! or house or dog!! or covered or...!!! now i be silent and let you judge if its logical or ridiculous Boy: can i touch your software? Girl: First show me your hardware Boy: Should i install in your system? Girl: Cover it with antivirus and then install !!!

Leveling Advice
Just passing along a bit of information that if you are looking for points on ratings.If you see something one of your friends has that you like or someone that makes you something don't rip it save it and upload it. There are no points given if the pictures are ripped and rated. I have seen so many people that have so many ripped pictures and its hard too rate and level them. Im just passing this on too help you.

Body Mods
I was reading an article earlier today (which is posted in the "news" section of my stash) concerning a man who has applied or attempted to apply for over 100 jobs over the last couple of months and was either denied the job due to his tattoos or denied even an application. When will the world wake up and realize that tattoos and other body modifications are VERY mainstream now? I also posted the article on my myspace and was told by a friend (whom I actually have nothing in common with and believe we like to hang out because we like to argue with each other, lol) that an employer not giving a job to a modified person is NOT discrimination. How the hell is it not? Ok, I know we CHOOSE to adorn our bodies with art, but does a person also CHOOSE whether or not to practice religion and if so, which one they will practice? Are there not religious groups that are seen as "unfavorable" for various reasons and sometimes have a difficult time finding employment due to their religious beliefs?

Fire's Inner Thoughts And Deepest Desires
MY MASTER(JULY24/07) i feel the locks click i hear the lock tick i dont panic because i feel the satin over my eyes every touch is a new surprise each lick brings a louder sigh then i feel your teeth sink in and i let out a cry i feel your smile on my skin as you laugh and say"wait until i really begin" another lick and nibble sends shivers threw my body as the thoughts in my head become more naughty you can pull my hair i promis i wont scare oh master my master i beg you to go faster i beg for your touch i plead for your rush i want to moan and scream for you i wish to make all your dreams come true take me im yours body,mind,heart and soul i know together we make a whole. I close my eyes and the world's still spinning faster and faster i'm never wining can't I just go back to the begining? I feel it now my blood is thining. my breath is fast my body shakeing how much more of this will I be takeing? my stomach is h

Cheater
Cheater The night gave way to cleansing light, and she watched her shadow flee the day. Though she tried to hide her lying eyes, her reputation sadly preceded her. Deeper than a thousand lashings, more severe than the memory of home. She realized all her dreams were haunted, as his eyes bored into her deception. The blade felt at home in her hand, as she slid it across his sleeping throat. Murder; easier than what she must do, her shape crept away in the dark. A sole candle lit the chamber then, as she eased into the enticing aquatic. Crimson dishonor floods the basin And she is ushered away by demons. Copyright Steve Britt Nov 2006

My Blog
PHENOMENON OF A FEMALES EJACULATION When it comes to turning a woman on, there’s wet, and then there’s wet. You can learn how to unleash a tidal wave of orgasmic juices in your bed. Read on to find out more about the phenomenon of female ejaculation. How It Works Females ejaculate? Yes, they do. We’re talking about a gusher of fluid spurting out of her pussy as she comes. Actually, to be more accurate, the fluid comes squirting out of her urethra. Don’t let this gross you out, though; its not pee! Female cum is a clear, odorless liquid produced by a small organ called the female prostate, or urethral sponge, which is located between the urethra and vagina. The fluid it produces just happens to come out of the pee hole, but...so does guys semen, right? While some women may experience ejaculation naturally in the course of intercourse or other sex play, most require some concentrated stimulation of the G-spot. Massaging the G-spot causes the urethral sponge to become engorge

Funny Stuff-mostly Seen Someplace Else And Stolen
Cubans are Cubans St. Peter came to the Lord and said, "I have to talk to you." We have some Cubans up here who are causing problems. My flute is missing, mojo sauce is all over the place, they are making guayaberas from their robes, they have domino tables set up in the cafeteria, and they're wearing baseball caps instead of halos." "They refuse to stop making Cuban coffee and doing BBQs on heaven's stairs and some of them are walking around with just one wing." The Lord said, "Cubans are Cubans, Peter. Heaven is home to all my children. If you want to know about real problems, ask the Devil." Peter calls - the Devil answers the phone "Hello? Damn, hold on a minute." The Devil returns to the phone, "O.K., I'm back. What can I do for you?" Peter replies "I just want to know what kind of problems you're having down there." The Devil again says "Hold on, Hold on........" The Devil comes back to the phone .

Random, Random, Spamdom?
You Are An INFP The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards. You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings. At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak What's Your Personality Type? Doesn't this contradict one of the other ones? o.O You Are a Pessimist If things are going good, you can always imagine how they will turn for the worse.

Read This If You Want To Add Me
if you add me, rate and fan me too. its not a lot to ask. i've done the same for you...and in the highly unlikely event that i haven't...please tell me and i will do it immediately. now that is aside, when i add you...jumping STRAIGHT to the shout box without rating a thing is a bad, baaaad move. (strike one) its not the end of the world and quite a few people who have followed this tactic turned out to be just fine... but i'm just letting you know..you're coming off like a perv...and especially when you ask me questions like 'are you single, can you show me some nudes, wanna fuck??'...this also shows me you haven't read my profile...which is strike two. if you start to bad mouth me, my friends or my bf... and try to convince me that you are somehow superior...that's strike 3... you'll be lucky if block you is all i do.

Things That Irritate Me
'With hurricanes, tornados, fires out of control, mud slides, flooding, severe thunderstorms tearing up the country from one end to another, and with the threat of bird flu and terrorist attacks, are we sure this is a good time to take God out of the Pledge of Allegiance?' still havent been able to hook up and talk to my friend WAYNE.. Iknow he has be with his mother just still egar to talk with him....lol i know this sound silly but hope he reads this and know i still would like to talk with him...just bord and thought i post a blog Been waiting patiently for this photo crap to be fix really started to irritate me. i made a new picture albam and the damn thin merged with my default page grrrrrrrrrrrrrr....banging my head on the keyboard

To All My Friends
I just want to take a few minutes and explain where I've been, and why I haven't been commenting ! I was in a 3 car accident last Friday and been in quite a bit of pain. I messed up my knee, neck , back ... and blood in my eye ! I sign on once in a while to check messages, but I never turn my PC off so even though it might show me online... doesn't neccassarily mean I'm around , as I lay around alot with my leg propped up ! Mom was with me and she has several injuries as well.. so it's really been rough !! Keep us in your prayers ! XOXO Love ya's all ~ I just wanted to post a blog to all my friends and family letting you know how much I appreciate ya ! Thanks for not giving up on me, although I haven't been online and able to do my daily commenting doesn't mean you aren't in my daily thoughts . I have been having some medical issues that prevent me from being online as often as usual, and when I do sign on it's generally just to get emails, messages, and read my c

Rebuilding My Page
I would never down rate anyone! I dont care what the pic is or whatever, it's not cool, this guy is freshmeat with one pic. I give everyone a 10 and my fanily members 11's. Just watch out for this guy. here is his id!http://www.fubar.com/user/1267971 bloody drunk, lol mina FOR THE DOWNRATERS! Hey everyone, Im sure you know by now Im back, lol. Most of you have already rated the pics im uploading, Im getting them back in there after them being deleted. Anyways don't worry about rating them, I just want my cool pics back on there:) I have missed everyone and I want to thank Dark Prince, Dark Princess Lillith for keeping my page going while I was out:) I love you all!!!! Bloody Kisses MINA p.s Im trying to catch up on everyone's new stuff so please bear with me:)

I'm Yours & Your'e Mine
On my fingertips. On the tip of my tongue. I register your every touch. I hear your smell. I hear your smile. Fast as light. Two hundred miles. And all across that line. Stretched between your bed and mine. All alone just for tonight. I'm yours and you're mine. I got birds that shiver in a forest so thick. I got hands full of magic tricks. And I'll part those branches with my hands. Clear the land mines from your path. And all across that line. Stretched between your bed and mine. All alone just for tonight. I'm yours and you're mine. And all across that line. Stretched between your bed and mine. All alone just for tonight. I'm yours and you're mine. On my fingertips on the tip of my tongue. I register your every touch. I'll row the boat across the lake. We got smoke, we got perfume in our wake. And all across that line. Stretched between your bed and mine. All alone just for tonight. I'm yours and you're mine. Artist; Morphine

What I'm About
Ok! Here we go again. When you rate me, I feel that is an invitation to rate you in return. And I'm happy to do so, in accordance with what I said in my previous blog. But, when you rate me, you're rating me. You are seeing MY likeness in my photo, and you are reading MY thoughts. When I go to some of these profiles I find that everything in your "about me" section is either photos, comment graphics, or quotes you have borrowed from someone else's thoughts. I don't want to know what someone else wrote and you borrowed because you thought it was "cool" or something, I want to know what YOU think. When I go to your blog and am politely informed by "big Brother" computer that "you are not permitted to read that", or all you're talking about is some contest, I am learning nothing of value about you. When you have several dozen, or several hundred photos, but they are all marked private or NSFW, it makes me wonder why you invite anyone to your profile at all. If the object is to get ev

Alive
I cried myself to sleep last night I could not stop the tears of pain A pain that was too hard to fight And the tears just poured like rain I did not bump my knee I didn't bust my lip This pain lies within my heart I swear I felt it rip I try so hard to move on Something always holds me back If I don't shed this pain soon I swear I'm gonna crack I gave her every piece of me All of my heart and soul She left like my love meant nothing And flushed it down the bowl But I will move on For this I will strive Because I know my children still love me They are the reason I'm still alive

Hmm
So... after being bored most of the night... doing numbers, cleaning my room, walking the dog then just laying in bed reading... I started getting that 'feeling' again, the one that comes on when you miss someone and you know you can't make anything better to make it go away. And then you try and act like it's not bothering you, and you end up saying things to people, then they get pissed, and whatever. I can't wait until December's over. On another note...I busted my ass to sell today, and I did sell a lot, so my boss awarded me with a new camera for all the hard work, and I got a Christmas present from a kid at work... some Burberry purfume stuff. Buwaha, and he's teaching me spanish stuff, except the only progress we've made is calling eachother whores. x] Eh... if "you" read this. And 'YOU' will know who you are, again, I'm sorry for what I said. Grr! x] Yeah, it sucks when you have a way hot friend, who knows every little spot that makes you squirm, a

Why?
Why do people pretend to care about another person? I don't understand that! You talk to someone and trust them and listen to them and it then one day it just seems like they decide not to care anymore (if they really even did). I hate being the one to get used whether is is for "friendship" or whatever. If you are going to become "friends" with me... I am not one to just up and walk away from a friendship or a relationship... I have a hard time trusting people and when I can finally open up and talk to someone and then they turn their backs and act like I don't exist anymore...that is the reason that I try my hardest not to open up! Sorry to sound bitchy but I am tired of people telling me that they care only to see that they don't!

Embarrassing First Date
This is probably the funniest date story ever, first date or not!!! We have all had bad dates but this takes the cake. And Leno's comment upon hearing the story is PERFECT!!! Jay Leno went into the audience to find the most embarrassing first date that a woman ever had. The winner described her worst first date experience. There was absolutely no question as to why her tale took the prize! She said it was midwinter... Snowing and quite cold...and the guy had taken her skiing in the mountains outside Salt Lake City, Utah It was a day trip (no overnight). They were strangers, after all, and truly had never met before. The outing was fun but relatively uneventful until they were headed home late that afternoon. They were driving back down the mountain, when she gradually began to realize that she should not have had that extra latte. They were about an hour away from anywhere with a rest room and in the middle of nowhere! Her companion suggested she try

Already 2 Months Old
its amazing how time fly's with you have a child. its like just yesterday i was still pregnant!!! so my daughter, Rylee, will be 2 months old this saturday, Nov. 17, 2007... she is currently 8 weeks and 1 day old!! (Nov. 13, 2007). when she was born she was 5 lb's 5 oz and only 18 inch's long, now she's around 9 lb's and over 22 inch's long!! they grow so fast, she's getting soooo heavy too.. i call her my little brick, cause sometimes she's dead weight!!! lol she's starting to fight sleep a lot, and now she has her nights and days mixed up! it sucks, but i got to work with her to get her on the right track! i love her soooooooo much it ain't funny, i never thought i could love so much it hurts!!!

Next Contest Coming Up Please All Read
contest starts tonight at 11pm est 10pm cst or 8pm pst link will not be active until 11pm est tonight Must add host before you can comment *♥SÚLŦRY™♥*ÇÈõ õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. Co Owner Razzles Night Club@ fubar heres some info on the contest Are you the sexiest Man on Fubar? Want to find out for sure? Join the contest and find out. Great prizes!!!! Starts November 17th and end December 1st. 1st place 3 month vip or 1 month blast *First to 35,000 comments wins 2nd place 7 day blast *First to 15,000 comments wins 3rd place 3 day blast *First to 10,000 comments wins! To Enter Rules *Must Rate,Fan and Add host in order to Bomb. *No Harassing other Contestants or the Hosts. *No Drama of any kind. *Must have at least 100 comments a day to stay in the contest Next Contest For the Sexiest Man or Woman Entered in this contest is…Obiwan ‘The Watcher Fu~Hubby to Padame ‘GeeGee’ and Captain of The Confederate Bombers.

So Long!
Hey Folks Trixie Laroux here and I have decided to get the heck out of Dodge. Someone on here who on my friend list and even in my family decided that I am a liar; all because I had not been able to order their video. I fully intended to but as I am not working right now...well keeping a roof over my head and my animals taken care of is a little more important. I am not whining or complaining at all. Just very upset and near tears over someone who I have never even met face to face or talked to one the phone said to me. They were extremely hateful and I don't need that right now. I have made good friends on here and the people who really know me...know that I am as real as they come. Evidently some people are just extremely immature. I will send you the damn money for the video if it will make you happy!!!! SO LONG! Please repost because this jerk blocked me so he won't see it and I would like him to know how he hurt my feelings. I didn't deserve that at all. So I am leaving becau

Hi To Everyone .
Hello Today is no special day and I have no particular reason for writing to you. I have no news to tell you.... nor any problems to discuss with you.... or gossip to tell you... It's only one of those happy moments... when I thought of you... and I would like to share these thoughts with you... MANY SMILES BEGIN BECAUSE OF ANOTHER SMILE... Have A good day . Tom Hello to everybody . I want to say I'm sorry for not being around much this week . I've been busy helping a friend doing a remodel on her house , And have been starting early and by the time I get home I'm beat . And have not been checking back in . I will get back to all of you that have rated added and left me comments in the last few days , Again thank you for understanding . I hope everyone has a great weekend . Thank you . luv you all , Tom

Misc
AQUARIUS - THE ONE U CANT TOUCH TAURUS- THE BAD BOY OR GIRL (4/20-5/20) Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great at telling Stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not repost. GEMINI -HARD LOVER (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. dual personalities. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not REPost CANCER-CRAVES SEX ALOT (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LIBRA-GOOD IN BED (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart.

Fake Pics
IF ANY OF YOU HAVE ADDED THIS GIRL HER NSFW PICS ARE FAKE SHE HAS DOWNLOADED THEM SHE SEEMS TO THINK THAT SHE CAN HAVE ANY GUY SHE LIKES I CAN TELL YOU THAT SHE HAS SLEPT WITH OVER 400 GUYS AND HAS STDs SO TAKE YOU DONT TOUCH HER ITS JUST A WARNING THIS HER Andoverbike@ fubar PLEASE REPOST

Now The World
Summer I painted, a scene, that lit the stars for me, Said, "I can erase it for you dear." That summer created, those words, that came to life in three, They were denied by you. Summer I laid down, below, the glitter adorned night, And silently sparkled, my own way. Summer I laid down, by you, and shared my frail light, You gave the dark to me. (You gave the dark to me) I looked inside, (I) To find, (Wanted) The one I sent away. (This excoriation) I nearly froze, when I stepped inside, (I) To find, (Thrive on) The flowers turned to Grey. (This self mutilation) I closed my eyes, and kissed them one last time. Oh. Summer a morning, so pale, alone when they found me, As I remained sleeping, I heard them say, "This summer created, a boy, of abject misery." He was designed by you. (He was designed by you) I looked inside, (I) To find, (Wanted) The one I sent away. (This excoriation) I nearly froze, when I stepped inside, (I) To find, (Thrive on)

My Other Pages
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What I Drink...
Okay, when I drink in real life, not the life of fubar, I always drink vodka... Or occasionally fruity drinks like melon balls, wet pussy, etc. But all of the fruity drinks I drink have vodka in it. So apparently I don't ever drink other kinds of liquor. The one time I did [99Bananas] I had a really bad experience. Also, a bad experience with the ground, ants, and me in between. It wasn't funny then, kinda funny now, but I was GONE!!!

Poly
Step 1: Go buy a turkey Step 2: Take a drink of whiskey Step 3: Put turkey in the oven Step 4: Take another 2 drinks of whiskey Step 5: Set the degree at 375 ovens Step 6: Take 3 more whiskeys of drink Step 7: Turn oven the on Step 8: Take 4 whisks of drinky Step 9: Turk the bastey Step 10: Whiskey another bottle of get Step 11: Stick a turkey in the thermometer Step 12: Glass yourself a pour of whiskey Step 13: Bake the whiskey for 4 hours Step 14: Take the oven out of the turkey Step 15: Take the oven out of the turkey Step 16: Floor the turkey up off of the pick Step 17: Turk the carvey Step 18: Get yourself another scottle of botch Step 19: Tet the sable and pour a glass of turkey Step 20: Bless the saying, pass and eat out Saturday morning ramblings. so what is it about me and being poly. i love my slave dearly, i wouldnt hurt her or leave her for anything. but when i was trying to live vanilla i always

No One
i just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure that it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I don’t worry cause everything’s ganna be all right People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything’s ganna be alright No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you You, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around There’s a no for certain You and me together Through the days and nights I don’t worry cause everything’s ganna be all right People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything’s ganna be alright No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you You, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you I know some people sea

Barbedwire
she asked to be wrapped, so I cuffed her and put her leg irons on, attaching her steel chain to her collar and irons, put her into the bed of the truck and drove for miles into the woods.. I yanked her out of the truck.."come girl". Making My way through the woods I found the tree that I wanted, and began wrapping her against it with wire.. the barbs slowly pressing deep as I wrapped her tight against this tree. I wondered if the tree was really thinking about all this. Actually I could have cared less about any of it, especially her. she began screaming as the wire ripped and tore her skin..breasts..I tightened down more..I left her there..screaming A light whisper.."SIT" she sits at the table while I apply her cuffs and lock her ankles to the chair, her wrists behind her back. Gently placing her ample breasts on the table, I can see the fear in her eyes as well as total trust. "Master..please.." To no avail..I pick up the hammer and a nail and begin. her screams echo off the walls as

My Family Is Crazy.....
Well... I was supposed to head to my sister's house tonight for dinner with the entire family for my niece's bday, but I wasn't feeling all that hot this weekend so I stayed in. From the phonecall I received this evening from my niece, seems that was a pretty good choice. I guess there was a big family blow up that I missed out on tonight. Ya see... I have this sister that proclaims herself the ultimate christian...yeah, one of those. Well, on NY eve all the younger cousins got together and stayed at one of the cousins apartments for the night seeing as they were all not old enough to be out on the town and this way no one needed babysitters either. Well, of all the cousins, my sister's kids were the only one's not allowed to attend this little gathering. Well, I guess everything came to a head tonight at the dinner party and in the end, my sister and her husband got kicked out of the house and dinner went on without them. Their kids stayed for the dinner. The family just kicke

Jim's Stuff
I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE FOR HELPING ME IN THE MILITARY CONTEST. i CAME IN SECOND AND WON A 3 DAY BLAST. THANK YOU ẄїĉҝëĐҒяỉểŋĐ FOR GIVING ME THE CHANCE TO COMPETE THANK YOU LOST ANGELS FOR ALL THE TIME SPENT COMMENTING ME THANK YOU kow FOR HELPING FOR 2 DAYS AND BALING OUT AS ALWAYS, JIM I want to thank everyone for all the love shown to me during this contest. Because of my work schedule I do not have a lot of time to spend on fubar but I try to send as much love as i can to my friends.You people rock thanks again Jimbo gerryh just sent you a message! · ~Daisy~ just checked you out! · gerryh rated you a '1'! · gerryh just checked you out! from: gerryh date: 2008-03-01 21:16:01 subject: sorry read receipt: No replied: No block user sorry about that I am hit the wrong button I was trying to rate y'alls pics and I have been drinking since noon and it is midnight now and

Humer
Lipstick According to a news report, a certain private school in Sydney was recently faced with a unique problem . A number of 12-year-old girls were beginning to use lipstick and would put it on in the bathroom. After they put on their lipstick they would press their lips to the mirror leaving dozens of little lip prints. Every night the maintenance man would remove them and the next day the girls would put them back. Finally the principal decided that something had to be done . She called all the girls to the bathroom and met them there with the maintena nce man. She explained that all these lip prints were causing a major problem for the custodian who had to clean the mirrors every night - ( you can just imagine the yawns from the little princesses). To demonstrate how difficult it had been to clean the mirrors, she asked the maintenance man to show the girls how much effort was required. He took out a long-handled squeegee, d

Those That Truly Know Me I Dont Do This
normally i dont share my stuff like this ORIGANAL WRITTEN DATE:01-11-08 Your Touch Your touch is as soft as a butterfly's wings against my skin. Your touch sets my blood on fire just like a match to gasoline. Your touch sends my heart a raceing every time you lay your fingertips on me just like a horses hooves beating the ground in a race. Your touch feels like it is always upon my body like it has been their since birth. Your touch will always be with my heart an soul forever,never forgotten. well life for me has been very intense as of late i have been tryin to go back to school got told that in order 4 me to get financial aid i would have to have a fawkin co-signer everyone that i know that can help me out has turned me down the oh so wonderful people called family those that would help me cant do to their own bills to pay off. i been tryin to find as much work as possible an yet to my luck i am runnin outa options. i hardly get to talk to the one person that

My Poetry! Yay!
i thought of you in the night my love, and the urge to explore my own playground, grew more unbareable when i remeber your gentle strokes i crave like a cat in heat, when i imagine your body up against mine, and i began to wonder if you remember the light scratches upon your back? do you remember the pleasent filled moans outside your ear? or how about my tonge and kisses up and down your neck? i'll tell you what i remember my love, i remebered a lovely pain that filled my warmest space yes, u have become my greatest most pleasurable sin in other words my sweetest temptation ur "experience" makes me want to give you all that u could ever want anyway that u should want it. i want to follow u into a sea of exstacy i apologize if this may be to much, but u gave me hard question, and now in return, i give you my wet answer :) FOR ALL LOVERS WHO LOVE REAL LOVE. (THAT MEANS US BABY). HAVE A PEACFUL DAY i LOST THE INNOSENCE IN MY EYES ALONG TIME AGO. I CAN ALMOST PIN POIN

Help Me
pls use this link to bomb me pls need help cant do it on my own thank you to one and all who help me THIS IS MY MATES FIRST CONTEST ALL HELP GREATLY APRECIATED!!!!! she needs rates and comments SO PLEASE SHOW HER YOUR LOVE click on her pic and please rate and leave her a comment or 10 lol *Mwah Reapers Bitch The Contest will start Feb.9 at 3pm cst and end Feb. 23 at 3pm cst Lady*~T~* Fu-Wife2Blackblade2010 Owner@KiTTy KaT & Owner of stfu it Santa' Music Video:HELP (by The Beatles)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Music
ok, we finally decided to create our "myspace music" profile, because it's the best place to meet people, organise some concerts in pubs and so... would be cool if you check it, and if you like it, well, let us know, ok ? click on the pic or copy the link below: http://www.myspace.com/sillyconecarne

Murphy's Laws
Murphy's Love Laws 1. All the good ones are taken. 2. If the person isn't taken, there's a reason. (corr. to 1) 3. The nicer someone is, the farther away (s)he is from you. 4. Brains x Beauty x Availability = Constant. 5. The amount of love someone feels for you is inversely proportional to how much you love them. 6. Money can't buy love, but it sure gets you a great bargaining position. 7. The best things in the world are free --- and worth every penny of it. 8. Every kind action has a not-so-kind reaction. 9. Nice guys(girls) finish last. 10. If it seems too good to be true, it probably is. 11. Availability is a function of time. The minute you get interested is the minute they find someone else. Murphy's Corollaries Left to themselves, things tend to go from bad to worse. It is impossible to make anything foolproof because fools are so ingenious. Law of the Perversity of Nature (Mrs. Murphy's Corollary): You cannot successfully de

Thankyou
i know everyone has off days where they just wish it would be over and done with. i don't very often have those days but i have had one of those weeks where i just wanted to crawl back under my covers and not emerge until the week was over. i am normally a cheery, down to earth, happy go lucky kinda girl who loves to laugh everyday, so this week hasn't been too much fun for me. but i just wanted to say a big thankyou to all my friends who have helped me get through a hard week. i know it is just an internet site, but i have made some awesome friendships on here and you all have helped me in your own little way. some of you without even realising it! it has been nice to know that no matter what kind of day i am having, i can always log on to this crazy site and find someone who is bound to put a smile on my face and make me laugh. so once again.. a big thankyou from the bottom of heart to those who have helped me through this week. you all freaking rock! hugs and kisses

My Dad
When is it time to say goodbye, To all the love I've known, When is it time to end your pain, And leave me all alone? I've watched you on your good days when I feel your strength renewed; But shortly after little ups, The down days then ensue. We ride this roller-coaster of Emotions as we try, To make it through another day, And yet, I can't deny ... That as I look into your face On days that have been bad, I see a look that beckons me It's tired, and hurt, and sad. The little spark I used to see Behind those loving eyes, Is growing ever clouded By life's cruel inhumane side. I try to see beyond the pain You feel with every step; And softly whisper to myself This may get better yet. If I can bear to watch you Just another day or two; I justify my reasons to Ensure I cling to you. For letting go is harder for The person left behind; It means that if I let you go, I cannot turn back time. Back to the days I long for now, When you were full

Who Wants To Own Me????????
OK IM FOR SALE THE HIGHEST BIDDER GETS TO OWN ME..........THIS IS WHAT U WILL RECIEVE.........6MONTHS OF UR NAME SAYING U OWN ME........ADDED TO FAMILY AND TOP FRIEND.......I GIFT EVERYDAY......ADDED TO MESSENGER.......AND MAYBE A PERSONAL PHONE CALL........LETS GO GUYS TELL ME HOW MUCH U WANT ME.......

Just A Couple Rants...
I'm bored, if you wanna chat..drop me a line on yahoo.. ' his_highness_the_royal_asshole ' i'll be around You know, I'm sitting here going over profiles and what not. I've been noticing one thing to be true. Most of you little floozies on here that show your body off have absolutely nothing intelligent to say. Are you trying to make up for your lack of intelligence by showing your body off? You really think that real men want your body over a mind? Maybe if they're muscle bound meatheads with zero intelligence themselves, but real men like to be able to talk to their women. Because in time, your body will deteriorate and then where are you going to be? Used up, abused, and still have nothing to say. And what's with the fat girls showing off their junk too? I mean, cover that up..nobody wants to see your jelly rolls..tuck in your fuckin belly! I mean ew...are you trying to give us nightmares?! You know, I've been going through this site and I've been finding one thing to be true amongs

Free Shirts!
Ladies and Gentlemen! I am trying to promote my clothing line by giving away free stuff!! It's easy! 1: I need IBurnClothing Salutes like below! I will pick 1 winner per week to start giving away shirts to! Just make a picture and upload it to your album! I will rip it! 2: Click the picture of the website below to sign up @ IBurnClothing.com to receive free stickers! 3: Last but not least! Buy a shirt and submit a photo! Weekly winners will win 3 day blasts!

Promises Of Love
Your skin glows like the starlight, blossoms soft as the rose in the purest hope of spring. My heart follows your gentle voice and leaps at the whisper of your name. This dream floats in the deep night, a crystal light filling my mind. And I am comforted by your song that I carry into the twilight, as the rays of dawn whisper good bye. Whispering in the darkened ebony sky, my soul longs for a love to last, will it ever be mine? Until that day, I wait in the moonlight for your secret song, so that we may love as one, heart to heart, in search of the magnificent and mystical promises of love.

My Views On Life And The World
We always talk about hey why are the american people sooooooooooooo unhealthy. Hmm it's easy too answer. too lazy too get up and hit the gym or watch what you or chugging beer and smoking. Frankly I'm 24. I shouldn't have the wasit of a 50yr old guy who eats porkchops everyday. If your having too wait for a doctor too tell you ur 60 pds over weight something is wrong. first off. some people are thick, u can't help tht but theres a diff between thick and obbese. genetics can screw you over but you don't have too let them. now i'm not sying i's bad too be fat, i'm saying its bad when your young and all u do is let your health go straight too hell. excersieing, requires you too go outside your comfort zone but guess what the little sweet and ache you get, is nothing compared too you having a heart attack at 30yrs old at your bestfriends party. Now I'm touching a very sensitive subject but as a solider I can put my view, so if you don't like it leave a comment thank you. Now i've done 2

Passion In The Night.....
i lie on the bed relaxing as you walk out of the bathroom in a sexy red teddy.you slowly walk over to me i pull you close taking in the beauty of your form.slowly kissing your tender lips.my hand sliding the straps down exposing your erect nipples.i gently suck them biting ever so softly.my hands sliding it off you your skin tastes so good i want more.i lie you on the bed carressing your soft body touching feeling every inch.kissing your lips passionately my hands massaging your tight pussy.licking from your neck slowly down your body i feel you take my ever growing cock in your hand softly stroking it.as it grows in your hand.licking your belly button then i move down to taste your necter.your clit so hard wanting the feel of my wet tongue.i begin to suck and lick your clit my fingers inside you.your hips pulsate from the pleasure as you let go in massive orgasms.i crawl up your body kissing you.you taste yourself on my lips as my hard cock slides inside you.making passionate love we

Contest!!!
OK, here's the deal... All of these wonderful folks, including myself, are in a giveaway or contest of some sort. If you happen to get bored, or just love to bomb, we could all use some help! CantSleepClownsWillEatMe 50,000 for a Happy Hour

Online Chat
Olivia and My Random Yahoo Chat Tonight, I'm sitting here, and "Olivia" decides to hit me up on chat. I have no idea who this person is, but he/she is really interested in seeing me on cam. Here's her picture. She says she's in Colorado.... Here's our chat. It's quite amusing. cache65 (12/27/2007 11:25:27 PM): hi olivia.1983 (12/27/2007 11:25:36 PM): mr. one ball cache65 (12/27/2007 11:26:16 PM): huh olivia.1983 (12/27/2007 11:26:20 PM): lol olivia.1983 (12/27/2007 11:26:40 PM): remember a long time ago...i wanted to see your webcam or something..and i think you told me there was nothing to see cause you only had one testicle hahahah cache65 (12/27/2007 11:27:05 PM): ha ha ha cache65 (12/27/2007 11:27:07 PM): i do remember that olivia.1983 (12/27/2007 11:27:11 PM): lol ur funny cache65 (12/27/2007 11:27:23 PM): ha ha ha ha cache65 (12/27/2007 11:27:24 PM): i am! cache65 (12/27/2007 11:27:28 PM): i'm a riot olivia.1983 (12/27/2007 11:27:32 PM): but, i can cle

May
I just wanted everyone to know if you dont see me on here after the sixth is because i will be some where in camp dodge, Iowa. I'll be there until the end of the month. I'm going to need shots for this one. I mean there isn't a bar for 150 away from that base. This is really going to suck. Wish me luck lol.

Back...............
K , I don't want any haters or bible thumpers tellin me I'm wrong or bad because I smoke . Besides the fact that I like it , it's very helpful for me medicaly . I'm bored so I'm uploading a couple pix. some old favs. + whatever else ...... I'm still afraid that some people on here don't get the fact that smokin is my 1 crutch . I like it n it also has medical uses (for me ) but I would smoke anyway . at least I'm not out drunk driving ........

A Message To My Hater
Someone had just made a new profile the name is devil::eyes...just to let you all know that is not me...it is my pic...someone pretending to be me..this is the only profile i have..please do not add... what do we say.... HATERS WELCOME !!! AGAIN THAT NAME DEVIL::EYES IS NOT ME ITS SOMEONE OUT TO GET ME.... AND TO MY HATER I AM SO SORRY YOU CANNOT BE LIKE ME..THERE IS AND ONLY WILL BE ONE OF ME SO QUIT TRYING GET A LIFE AND MOVE ALONG WITH YOUR SORRY LOW LIFE SELF ...I AM SO SORRY YOU HAVE TO PUT ME IN THE CENTER OF ATTENTION ONCE AGAIN..BUT THIS IS TO INFORM ALL OF MY FRIENDS THAT YOU ARE JUST FAKE...AGAIN YOU WILL NEVER BE ME...EVER.... HUGS AND KISSES TO MY FRIENDS..... He is always changing the name if you enter devil eyes, stephanie courtland angel eyes the other one will come up...all my pics but is not me..

Answer This
Finish this sentence: "I wanna _____ you until you _____" then send me back your response. Send it out to all your friends and see what crazy shit people have to say about you!!! dont be afraid...lol

The History Of Kung Fu
What is a martial arts style? The concept of a style is a rather complicated one, and Chinese martial arts claim as many as 1500 different styles. By "style" we mean a particular school of martial practice, with its own training methods, favored techniques, and emphasis on attack and defense. While it is impossible to quantify differences between most styles, it is easy to see the distinctions between such disparate approaches to combat as practiced by Tiger, Crane, and Monkey stylists. In choosing a style (a contemporary privilege; traditionally, styles were assigned by the teachers), try to find one that suits your physical attributes, interests, and sense of utility. It does no good to study the graceful single-leg and flying techniques of White Crane if you have the flexibility and grace of a turtle! On the other hand, and kung fu practice will enhance your physical skills, dexterity, and alertness, and it is not uncommon for a beginner in one style to change to a more "appropri

Official Zombie Fund
Ok well here goes... To all of you that know me, and even those that don't... its pretty obvious that horror is a huge part of my life. I got asked to do a shoot for a magazine add that would be in 3 - 4 natinal horror mags. I get there with my best friend ( who absolutely hates horror shit, btw) only to be told.. well your friend is skinny and she seems more into this stuff than you, so we wanna use her. And being the great friend that she is, she said .."omg...fame? of couse ill do it!" ...bitch... SO nows she their spokes girl or whatever, and ive said fuck you to all those involved. But the point os this is, i have arrangements to do an insanely brutal, bloody, sexy shoot. Cus i wanna make thier add look like shit, and show them all that this shit is my life, and just cus i don weigh 20lbs, i'm still a good lookin girl. Well the guy i am doing a shoot with is named brian demski. He has worked on house of 1000 corpses, as well as like..every mushroomhead video ever. So this

Stuff
A father watched his young daughter playing in the garden. He smiled as he reflected on how sweet and pure his little girl was. Tears formed in his eyes as he thought about her seeing the wonders of the world. Suddenly she just stopped and stared at the ground. He went over to her to see what work of God had captured her attention. He noticed she was looking at two spiders mating. 'Daddy, what are those two spiders doing?' she asked. 'They're mating,' her father replied. 'What do you call the spider on top?' she asked. 'That's a Daddy Longlegs,' her father answered. 'So, the other one is a Mommy Longlegs?' the little girl asked. As his heart soared with the joy of such a cute and innocent question he replied 'No dear. Both of them are Daddy Longlegs.' The little girl, looking a little puzzled, thought for a moment, then took her foot and stomped them flat, saying 'Well, we're not having any of that brokeback mountain shit in our garden.' Brings a tear to yo

Fyi
April 23, 2008 SEXUALLY GRAPHIC COMMENTS As a reminder to all users, sexually explicit content left on any users page, in the MUMMs (including NSFW marked MUMMs), in bulletins, or in any other public areas of the site is prohibited. If found connected to your user ID, fubar will delete your content and either block your ability to ever comment again, or delete your entire profile. THIS, ALONG WITH THE TERMS OF SERVICE YOU AGREED TO WHEN SIGNING UP WITH fubar.com IS YOUR ONLY WARNING. From fubar.com Terms of Service: Please choose carefully the information you post on fubar.com and that you provide to other Members. Any photographs posted by you may not contain nudity, violence, or offensive subject matter. fubar.com reserves the right, in its sole discretion, to reject, refuse to post or remove any posting (including email) by you, or to restrict, suspend, or terminate your access to all or any part of the Website and/or Services at any time, for any or no reason, with

Previous Contests
IMPORTANT NOTICE! I WOULD LIKE TO MAKE SOMETHING PERFECTLY CLEAR. IT'S VERY IMPORTANT THAT YOUR TRYING TO SEND ME CORRECT CODES! I CAN ONLY VERIFY SO MANY CODES EACH DAY & FOR EACH INCORRECT CODE I GET THAT'S ONE LESS CODE I CAN VERIFY. THAT MEANS IT WILL TAKE LONGER TO GET THROUGH ALL THE SENT CODES, WHICH WILL MAKE IT LONGER FOR EVERYONE TO GET THEIR FU-BUCKS. WITH THAT SAID, I CAN UNDERSTAND HAVING 1 OR 2 CODES IN A BUNCH INCORRECT. BUT WHEN SOMEONE SEND 21 CODES & 17 OR THEM ARE EITHER ALREADY USED OR INVALID, IT MAKES ME VERY ANGRY! BUT THATS WHAT HAPPENED TODAY. SO TRYING TO BE THE BETTER PERSON I SAID, "Well the good news is that there was 4 valid codes. The bad news is the rest for the weren't. For the invalid ones, have her recheck & resubmit. Normally I would spewing anger right about now for wasting a good two days punching in all these bad codes. But I'll leave it to you to kick your daughter's ass for me. Tootles." THIS WAS THE RESPONSE I GOT FROM T

You're It
Instructions… Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says “You’re it” on their profile and asking them to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am a British subject (not citizen) and a legally registered alien in the USA. 2. I love dogs and own two beautiful German Shepherds 3. My father lives in Cyprus and I visit him there every year 4. I once won (a part share) of the British national lottery 5. I lost my first tooth at the age of 45 in December 2007 6. My favourite colour is blue 7. My favourite kind of food is Indian and Italian 8. I share a compulsive behaviour disorder with my father 9. I always sleep naked no matter what the season is 10. My favourite time to make love is in the morning as (we) wake in a warm bed I choose the following 5 people t

Becca's Places
I HAVE A QUESTION FOR EVERYBODY, WHAT HAPPENED TO ROMANCE? WHAT HAPPENED TO BEING A GENTLEMAN/LADY? WHAT HAPPENED TO OPENING DOORS, SENDING FLOWERS, SURPRISES, CANDEL LIGHT, HOLDING HANDS, BUBBLE BATHS, AND SAYING YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL, I LOVE YOU AND REALLY MEANING IT? WHAT HAPPENED TO FAITHFULNESS AND MANNERS? WHERE HAS IT GONE? WHY DO WE DISRESPECT OURSELVES BY DATING SOMEBODY WHO DISRESPECTS US? I THINK EVERYBODY SHOULD ATTEND ETTIQUETTE SCHOOL! I DONT KNOW ABOUT EVRYBODY ELSE BUT I WONT GO ON A 2ND DATE WITH SOMEBODY THAT WAS NOT A GENTLEMAN ON THE 1ST. AND WHY IS IT THAT WE WILL DATE A PERFECT GENTLEMAN/LADY AND THEN AFTER WE HAVE BEEN WITH THEM FOR A WHILE IT STOPS? THEY GIVE UP BECAUSE THEY HAVE GOT YOU NOW? WE SHOULDNT TAKE FOR GRANTED THE GOOD THINGS WE HAVE. THE ROMANCE SHOULD NEVER STOP! IF YOU HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 2 MONTHS-100 YEARS! WE SHOULD ALWAYS LET THE SPECIAL PERSON KNOW HOW MUCH WE CARE! AND THAT DONT JUST MEAN THAT WE SHOULD RESPECT ONLY PEOPLE WE ARE DATING, WE HAVE

You Could Have Heard A Pin Drop
Robert Whiting, an elderly gentleman of 83, arrived in Paris by plane. At French Customs, he took a few minutes to locate his passport in his carry on. 'You have been to France before, monsieur?' the customs officer asked sarcastically. Mr. Whiting admitted that he had been to France previously. Then you should know enough to have your passport ready.' The American said, ''The last time I was here, I didn't have to show it. 'Impossible. Americans always have to show your passports on arrival in France!' The American senior gave the Frenchman a long hard look. Then he quietly explained, ''Well, when I came ashore at Omaha Beach on D-Day in 1944 to help liberate this country, I couldn't find a single Frenchmen to show a passport to.' You could have heard a pin drop. There was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a break, one of the French engineers came back into

Help With Boobjob
Im on this website trying to raise enough money to get my boobjob .. every penny counts so if you have a lil extra cash that you can donate to a friend please go to http://myfreeimplants.com/model_detail.asp?MOID=89111 or myfreeimplants.com and search for me Thanks all you who Help ... My 19th Birthdays Coming up and i really want Breast Implants ..so im on this site called www.myfreeimplants.com its were guys go to my profile and donate money toward my boobjob so if you have a lil extra money even if its only a dollar id highly appriciate the Help ...http://myfreeimplants.com/model_detail.asp?MOID=89111 Thanks Hey My name is Kellie , im 18 from Orange Texas.. My 19th birthday is coming up and i want to get a boobjob im 34B now ...planin on getting 34DD .. I need Yalls support those who donate will be rewarded with Pics MY SITE : http://myfreeimplants.com/model_detail.asp?MOID=89111 Thanks

My Last Name
I suck...i missed one. It's harder than it looks! *Use the 1st letter of your LAST name to answer each of the following...(*They have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up!) Use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl. 1. What is your last name?............... A…. 2. 4 letter word.............................. ants 3. Vehicle: ...................................acura 4. City / Neighborhood: ...............altoona 5. Boy Name: ...............................adam 6. Girl Name: ................................. ashley 7. Occupation: ................................ 8. Something you wear:..................anklet 9. Food: ..................................... apple 10. Found in a bathroom:...........aspirin (well not in my bathroom.. but someones) 11. Reason for Being Late...........alcohol 12. S

Taryn
James Morrison You Make it Real w/ LYRICS mmmm there's so much craziness surrounding me there's so much going on it gets hard to breathe all my faith has gone you bring it back to me you make it real for me well im not sure of my priorities ive lost site of where im ment to be and like holy water washing over me you make it real for me and IIIIIIIII'm running to you baby youuu are the only one who save me that's whyyy ive been missing you lately cause you make it real for me when my head is strong but my heart is weak im full of arrogance and uncertainty but I can find the words you teach my heart to speak you make it real for meee yeaaa and iiiiiiiiii'm running to you baby you are the only one who save me that's whyyy ive been missing you lately cause you make it real for me everybodies talking in words I don't understand you got to be the only one who knows just who I am and you shine in the distance I hope I can make it through cause the only

Stop Blaming And Start Fixing
I have some questions. Questions that I feel if we should ask others and ourselves. Questions that as a society we should not have to ask. Here they are in no particular order of importance. Does anyone else notice the complete childishness in Washington D.C during an election? Everyone seems focused on who is right and who is wrong, focused on what they can say to get the power they want. However, no one seems to be actually in touch with reality. Republicans point fingers and turn their noses up at Democrats, and Democrats do the same thing to Republicans. They both spin each others words to make the other sound like a fool. But you want to know what I hear? I hear a bunch of spoiled children arguing over whose toys and game is better. It makes them both sound like fools. The fact is they all think they are right all the time and you can’t tell them different. Does that sound like an adult? Not to me. It sounds like a spoiled child. When are we going to stop worrying about “the

A Love Unspoken?
There are no words to express how much I truely care so many times I fantisize of feelings we can share My heart has never known the Joy you bring to me As if GOD knew what I wanted and made you a reality I d die to hold you or to kiss you or merely to see your face my stomach quivers my body shivers and my heart increases pace To give me $money or lots of gold would not be the same to me I prayed and watched the distant stars and finally you came to me! In the midst of passion two figures stand emerged in ecstasy joined hand and hand words are unnecessary feelings are heard the body takes control deaf to words It is at this stage that I think of you in gratitude for this joy you have exposed me to Each Day is Bright with you as the Dawn with the collapse of each night a strong bond is born In the midst of passion I remember your kiss I reminisce about your touch and suddenly miss the scent that you wear and the tone of your voice Onl

Poems
I Will Love You Forever I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart. A gentle word like a spark of light, Illuminates my soul And as each sound goes deeper, It's YOU that makes me whole There is no corner, no dark place, YOUR LOVE cannot fill And if the world starts causing waves, It's your devotion that makes them still And yes you always speak to me, In sweet honesty and truth Your caring heart keeps out the rain, YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof So thank you my Love for being there, For supporting me, my life I'll do the same for you, you know, My Beautiful, Darling Wife. Your Name I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I

Times
There are times where I want to love you. There are times where I feel I could kill you. There are time where I want to hug and kiss you all over. There are also times where I feel as if it dont matter if you stay or go. There are times where I never want to lose you. There are times that I miss you more then ever. There are more times when I melt when you look at me. When I cant wait for you to come home or I am busting to talk to you in the morning. I know I dont show it much anymore but its true..... If you left I would miss you If you left I would be lost.... I would cry.... But then I would also know that you did love me....

Time Off
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately...And yes...Blondes do think...Especially those of us who get their blond from a box... :) But...Fubar has been taking up a lot of my time as of late...And yes..I'm probably a tad addicted...But I was just thinking of taking some time off of it...or just limiting my time on it... I've got some new things going on in my life...And I just really feel the need to devote more attention to those things... I do have yahoo messenger...So if there is anyone that would like to add me...Please ask...I hate to lose contact with my friends...And there are those of you that I feel really are friends...Although I've not met you...the connection has been made... Wishing all of you a great day....Awww..and yes...it's Friday...Yay!!! Hugs...

The Truth
candy is my wife and real wife i love her more than anything or anyone shes my universe will never be apart from you my wife candy stokoexxxxxxxxxxx in the begining adam was first man on earth then eve was created from a rib from adam as a partner so he was not alone they were in the garden of eden and god said dont eat the apples of that tree but one day a snake tempted eve to have a bite of one from the tree and then she passed it to adam which he ate all the apple was of a tree which once eating gave you the knowledge of god that is how mankind is intelegent but with eve being frist women to create polulation over the world i think its time we respect all women and that man should not concentrate on wars power but on love as it was in the begining as its not money that makes the world go round its love for one another amen to all this is the truth everyone is family respect all live happy amen from uk to usa and the world amen

Love
I figured I'd post some of my old MySpace blogs here. This was about a year ago. It was the transcript of an AIM conversation I had with a girl I know. ========================================== The names have been changed to protect the easily manipulated (PLEASE NOTE: I have never done drugs. Ever. EVER. EEEEEEEEEVER.) : ME i was doing exstacy HER what? ME what? ME they dont test for it ME why, i dunno ME it helps me sleep HER: that doesnt make any sense ME i know, its really weird HER 1. what do you mean you were doing exstacy ME i did x HER when ME pill form ME like 20 minutes ago ME i feel relaxed HER and you do this frequently? ME started like two weeks ago ME this kid down the hall has em HER 2. if you are serious about taking e and you really think they don't test for it, how do you know what the exact make up of the pills you take are ME shit. ME that's a good question ME my man said they were straight though ME and he deals hard shit, so he'd

Rampant Sex
Today, was unbelievable. I came to you lost sad upset feeling like a failure You set me down demanded all showed me love showed me guidance lifted me up above myself. You you ranted and fussed pushed me to see pushed me to tell pushed me to feel breaking all barriers letting me be me broke open the gates and set me free. Yet even in freedom I run to you Shouting your name I run to you begging for your attention I run to you No freedom is valuable if you are not there. My heart is not my own its Yours as is my body my mind my soul for without you they are nothing but empty shells Thankyou for being mine my Soul mate my Connection my love J.M. To Love I wake up thinking about you I lay there and imagine how it would feel to lie down and sink into you the very first place would be your face your lips touching softly while you sleep feeling you stir under my caress I wake up thinking of nothing else just y

Wanna Sell An Auto 11
If you are interested in selling me an Auto 11 for Fubucks a friend please private message me and let me know.THIS IS NOT FOR ME!!!!! PLEASE TELL ME THE AMOUNT IN YOUR MESSAGE NO SHOUT BOX PLEASE

Creations In Progress
You leave me broken and bleeding With my hatred for you seething Still you look my way There aint no fvkin way The Rage in my veins is building in my brain Like a runaway train I become the bane of your existance You know that you can never resist this You keep coming back for more But all I have left to give is pain

My Heart
my heart beats slowly goin faster at the thought of your arms around me, my sould bleeds when i think you might want another, i am shattering insdie from not knowing what is going to happen, are you truely going to be with me? or is it some crazy fuckin game that you play? i want to run but i stay, i cant seem to drag myself away, as i watch you play with my heart each day, im slowly losing my pride, should i beg or let it die. rainmaker- 0109 the pain i feel rippin thru my soul, to live with out u or ur love , to know the eternal burnin of ur lose, beyond all one knows . i beg for the gods to make you see just what u r doin that is killin those who love you , and help you get thru it . but it beyond the stars the pain i see when ur gone, and i completely alone . my only heart ripped to shreds by the sheddin of ur mortal shell ...you will leave me in eternal hell. i would give anything to make you see just what u r to me . i feel your pain from mil

Going Without Sexual Pleasure
I was ask to write something sexy while I sit here on the cam so here it is guys enjoy. I haven't had sex or even attempted to ease my sexual hunger with masturbation in three long weeks. As you can guess I am about to go out and hump a damn tree if I don't soon get a hard cock plowing either into my ass, pussy or mouth. My poor pussy is about to start purring, it is soaking wet and tingling, my fat clit is erect and pressing against my panties. As I type this blog entry I am sucking my tongue, feeling warm and tingly as my body prepares itself for a LOVER. But needless to say, all I want right now is to suck your cock, lick and play with your balls. No matter what is planned, and after we've been apart for long periods of time I desperately need to feel your cock in my pussy, marking me as your own. After being fucked senseless then we can go on to other sexual pleasures. I am anticipating us ravaging each others bodies in a sexual frenzy, filled with need to reacqua

Sick Of Somethings
Ok I don't know how to start this off but I figured I would start writting to see how many people have the issues I might have and want to share so lets begin here. The few things that gets under my skin is when you or a friend or family member are out and about and they want so much to hang out and chill with you, but when you take the time to do this they like forget all about you and go off and do there own thing when you were out with them all day long and if you knew they were going to screw you over you could have left along time ago, since you know you had other stuff that you could have been doing. It's like since they hurt your feelings and made you so mad sometimes you really don't care if something bad happens to them or not because it was there choice to go out and hurt you. I mean I don't want to get into much detail and im sure half of the people that are going to read my first blog are going to be like what happened that makes Jay think this way... Oh well I say if you n

Christmas
Five states, including Ohio, are in danger of running out of funds they use to pay unemployment benefits, meaning they may have no choice but to increase taxes on employers, cut benefits for laid-off workers or borrow the cash. This comes at a time when job cuts are accelerating and states are facing huge deficits going into next year. States with unemployment funds that are running low are mostly larger ones that are tied closely with manufacturing. Click here to find out more! Michigan, Indiana, Ohio, New York and South Carolina all have reserves of less than three months to cover benefits. States aren't allowed to stop paying unemployment insurance benefits to out-of-work employees so they must come up with money. Indiana is planning to borrow $330 million from the federal government to cover unemployment claims, something it hasn't done in 25 years. State lawmakers also may be forced to tax businesses to rebuild the fund. Some businesses in Michigan will pay an e

Poems That Suck
Because of you my world is now whole, Because of you love lives in my soul. Because of you I have laughter in my eyes, Because of you I am no longer afraid of good-byes. You are my pillar my stone of strength, With me through all seasons and great times of length. My love for you is pure boundless through space and time, it grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine. At the altar I will joyously say 'I do', for I have it all now and it's all because of you.

Imustbcr8ziers Thoughts
Its been a while since i posted anything. I did an overnight toy mod where i was up all night and by the time i got here, i didn’t feel like writing. While overnight, i received word that I mad department manager of toys. I’m now the Dept Manager! yay me. Yesterday was my first day as manager. it’s a whole new set of hours than im used to and i have to adjust. i came home and i was so worn out, tired, and sore that i showered and fell asleep til 9pm. woke up, stayed up waiting a while then crashed back out til 2am. When walking home yesterday i picked up a handful of snow. don’t know why, just did and let emotion flow into my mind. Cold, growing wetter as it melts in the warmth of my palm, water tracing my fingers as it drips off. hurt slowly flowing up my arm as the coldness sets in.. but feeling made me feel alive. I miss someone terribly right now and i keep on missing her.. it’s hard to handle.. I’m broke as hell. come on thursday, i need my money….. A lot of times I q

Usa
you have taught me to love again and not to be scared about the way i feel about things, you pick me up when i am down , for it is you that makes my world go around, from the moment i saw you i knew it was true that i wanted to spend the rest of my whole life with no one but you, i know things get crazy every now and then but we always make it through at the end, i have become a better person because of you, and i want to thank you for who you are and all that you do , for my heart will always belong to you, so now as we take this journey together and become one , i promise to respect, trust,care, protect , listen, and always be true to you, so for not only are you my lover , you are my best friend, thank you for loveing me for who i am , and for letting me just be me, for i will always believe in you and me i want to take this time to tank all of the men and women who are serving our country, you all are heros to all of us. you are a son ,daughter,grandson,granddaughter,bro

Bitchology
A True Woman Never Kisses And Tells Is loved But Doesn't Love And Leaves Before She Is Left Being a Bitch means... I stand Up for myself and my Beliefs. I stand up for those I L ove. I Speak My own Mind, think My own Thoughts; or do things my way I won't allow any one to step on me. I refuse to tolerate injustice.It means I have the Courage and strength to allow myself to be me So try to stomp on me, douse my inner flame,sqaush every ounce of inner beauty i hold with in, You won't succeed And If That Makes Me A bitch so be it: I Embrace The Title and I am Proud to call Myself a BITCH!!!!

Surgery
iam going to have SURGERY on Thursday the 19th on my elbow and left hand what i want to no if any one ever had it happen to them if so how did it turn out for them iam not scared i just never had it done before and would not want to lose the use of my left hand

Friends W/benefits Or F*ck Buddies?
Just fishing for your thoughts on "FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS" I may be completely wrong, but a friend with benefits is definately not the same as a "FUCK BUDDY" or is it ? What are your thoughts ???.........I seem to think friends with benefits are friends first where as fuck buddies are just that...........just another fuck .

Back In The Day ...
I was just thinking about how different things were back when i was a kid growing up. I grew up in the 1970s, we didn't have video games, cable tv, internet, computers, HD Tv's, hi tech stereo systems, Ipods, MP3s. Bands weren't even releasing albums on cassette tapes til the late 1970s early 1980s. But here are some things we did have that you just don't see around anymore, and if they are still around they are very very rare. Back in the day we had real to real tape decks, we had record players, we had the 8-track tape player, we had telephone booths, rotary phones, slot car race tracks, model train sets, the milkman. There were no walmarts, lowes, home depot, best buy, target, circuit city ect... we had Pay N Save, Fred Meyer Market Time, Pay N Pak, Thriftway, Speaker Lab, Pacific Stereo. For fun places to go we had what we called a front yard, we played in it with our friends. We actually had real life friends that we played with in our yard or we went to their house or we walked u

Ways To Annoy People
Is your last name Gillete cause your the best a man can get. I was blinded by your beauty so I'm going to need your name and number for insurance reasons. Is your name summer because you're making me hot. I hope you know CPR, because you take my breath away. Damn, if being sexy was a crime, you'd be guilty as charged! I must be in heaven because I'm standing next to you! If I could rearrange the alphabet, I'd put U and I together. You must be from out of space cause I can see the stars in your eyes. Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again? Do you have a map? Because I just keep getting lost in your eyes! I think i'm gay, wanna prove me wrong? You're way to pretty for me to not know you. When i look into your eyes i see an ocean. Apart from being sexy, what do you do for a living? Are your legs tired, because you've been running through my mind all day long. Aren't we supposed to get together for a candlelight dinner later tonight? Can I flirt

Just My Blogs
Ok so I have been hurting a lot more lately, and the doctors still haven't been able to figure out what is going on. Let alone why I am in so much pain so often. Hell the last time they discharged me from the hospital they said the only thing they can do now is make me comfortable, and nothing else because they do not know what is wrong. So in turn I am still ending up in the E.R. left and right for hurting like this. Yet they cannot find one thing wrong. Pretty fucked up when you've had such severe abdominal pain for a year now, and no one can tell you anything about why your hurting. It has made it hard for me on writing new material, and playing in other bands because of being in the hospital and told to be on bed rest so much. Sucks when in one week your in the E.R. 4 times in one week, and twice in one day. It sucks because the docs can't even tell you what is going on or if you're dying because they don't even know. So much for modern medicine, and doctors performing great things

Fallen
Title: Fallen By: Detox Disturbing thoughtsImages of the world Cold and distraughtPictures painted of a world now blackUnknownA spiteful attackThe world desolateEmpty as can beStreets littered with the dead,And debrisShadows dance in broad daylightArmageddon approaches,Nearing sightIt's darkDay turns nightNothing leftNo birds, No treesNot even you Not even meIgnorant to the fate we cannot seeFallen,This crown of misery

Love And Direction
Don't try to out smart love~ When you feel it let it be, let it guild you sweet and carefree!! Open those strong arms and let it be don't be scard of me.. For I give to you the strength of unity and all that is glorious and free!!! I see in you things I've never seen, your words are so strong how can a feeling like this be so wrong? The power of love is so much better with two with a man like you.. Don't try to out smart love because it will find you... Real life- fubar- Myspace- facebook and Drama.... I guess I am wondering why the word drama is used so much when speaking of these sites?? Here is my dilemma.... I hear the word lots and I guess my confusion is this, what does the word really mean? When someone comes on these sites, and spews out that he/she is this most awesome person, draws you in with words, and then that person believes in those words, why then is it that the person biting on the lies that you created is considered drama? We all do our share of being someone we are

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DATE APPLICATION Current mood: curiousCategory: Quiz/Survey 1) My name is: _______________________________________. 2) The gender I claim to be is: (M)ale (F)emale 3) My real gender is: (M)ale (F)emale (T)hree-Mile Island

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BEFORE I MET YOU I WAS ALL ALONE, GOD SENT YOU TO ME AND GAVE US A HOME. MY EYES WERE SHUT AND I COULDN'T SEE, THERE SITTING AT A TABLE WAS A FRIEND FOR ME. YOU HAVE A TOUCH THAT IS EVER SO GENTLE, THEIR IS NO OBSTACLE YOU AND I CAN'T HANDLE. YOU HAVE BEEN MY STRENGTH THAT HELPS ME THROUGH, MY LIFE HAS CHANGED BECAUSE OF YOU. THIS WORLD IS FULL OF ALL KIND OF SURPRISES, IT'S NOT GUARENTEED WE WILL BE HERE TOMORROW, ONE DAY YOU WAKE UP AND IT'S FULL OF SORROW. PEOPLE WILL SOMETIMES LET YOU DOWN, BUT YOU CAN'T CHANGE THEIR HEARTS THAT GAVE YOU A FROWN. I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, GOT GAVE ME A TRUE FRIEND THAT HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME FROM THE START. I WILL ALWAYS BE A PHONE CALL AWAY, WHENEVER YOU NEED ME ANY NIGHT OR DAY. SO IT'S OK TO UNLOCK THOSE CHAINS WITHIN, BECAUSE I WOULD NEVER HURT MY GOD GIVEN FRIEND. WRITTEN BY: GENA BRISTO

Fat Ass America
15 million children will die this year from starvation. Americans collect disability checks for obesity. Why are we paying people to get fat???? No money, No Food. Seems like a self correcting problem.

Fu-wedding
Everyone is invited witness Shaniya and Kent getting Fu-Married... God could not have made you people more perfect for each other... It was love at first sight and since then it been getting better and better... Come be apart of this wedding at the Se7en Sins Lounge

Perfect - Thanks Boo!
The perfect breakfast: coffee with lots of cream, eggs scrambled with monterey jack cheese, mushrooms, and chives. The perfect date: A lot of conversation, a little alcohol, somewhere with a view. The perfect kiss: takes my breath away and depends on the moment! The perfect argument: One that clears the air and ends in a kiss. The perfect man/woman: smart, funny, attentive and adores me :) The perfect shoe: a strappy sandal that makes me feel sexy. The perfect movie: leaves me happy at the end. The perfect flower: tulips The perfect time of day: sunset The perfect mood: exhilaratingand elevating joy The perfect dream: one that is so real that you wakeup and cannot be sure if it was a dream or if it actually happened....usually involves some kissing :) The perfect drink: really good red wine - or a vodka martini straight up with extra olives The perfect name: certainly not

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[this is an example of how a status comment can turn into a ridiculously stupid lil tale about turtles dominating the planet & renaming it] Provoked by Cute_but_Psycho's status blurb...AS FOLLOWS!: Status: !!!!!On Vacation!!!!! Will be back Dec.25th.....Wish you all a Merry Christmas..Much Love, Peace, Happiness and may all your Hopes & Dreams come true ♥ my stupid ass reply...AS FOLLOWS!: mon (57) day (57) r8d...VACATION YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! (57) ... [Message for the future: I hope you had a great time. While you were off doing gosh (*) knows what, turtles infested the planet and are now the dominant life form on plantet Shredded Lettuce - yeah, they went and renamed Earth...humans were one vote short cuz you just HAD to go on vacation....anypoot, no one works traditional jobs anymore, everybody has to do 24/7 shifts doing what we're forced to call "bellyrubbies," where we have to put on furry mittens and rub the underbellies of the entire population of turtle overlords...T

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I havent been on fubar for too long and how i have enjoyed it. You wouldn't think that you could REALLY meet someone special on here but i was fooled. I met someone so dear and special to me that I am almost questioning my very plans for the future. I have feelings that I havent had in a long time. Now......if I could just brave that plane to get to you. Lol! Love You Mimi.....unconditionally.

Dont Give Up
One day, I decided to quit…I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality… I wanted to quit my lifeI went to the woods to have one more talk to GOD.“GOD”, I asked, “Can you give me one more reason not to quit?”His answer surprised me…“Look around” he said. “Do you see the fern and the bamboo?”“Yes” I replied“When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them.I gave them light.I gave them waterThe fern quickly grew from the earth.Its brilliant green covered the floor.Yet nothing came from the bamboo seeds. But I did not quit on the bamboo.In the second year, the fern grew more vibrant and plentiful.And again, nothing came from the bamboo seeds, but I did not quit on the bamboo. He said.“In year three, there was still nothing from the bamboo seed.But, I would not quit.In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. I would not quit. He said.Then in the fifth

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Totally stoked about it. I got: . Advanced Anatomy and Physiology . Advanced Anatomy and Physiology LAB . Medical Terminology I & II . Computer 0149 . AIDS Education and CPR/First Aid for Physician and Healthcare Workers OH YEAH! :) :) :) :)

My Own Darkness
Was I bewitched so by the thin red lineTo notice not that time released its holdAnd let pale Iris snip the silver twineTo steal sweet youth before it turned to gold.Existence now is not what I was told;No seraphim and harps to grace my ear,Just silence, painful silence, and the coldDiscomfort of my masochistic fear,So icy cold, yet somehow seems to searMy soul until the ache's too much to bare,As mortal life mirages now appear:Intangible are they; away they tear.Mistake, it was; the curtain fell too soonWhen razor's edge did charm me like the moon. Alone Again Four o'clock in the morning Afraid to open my eyes Another day of grief, A day of fear. All alone I feel. I try to justify all the pain, All of this guilt before my eyes. Another day of confusion, A day of wondering. Is it ever just going to go away? All this pain that I feel, And all this anger, is it going to stay? Ten o'clock in the evening, Afraid of the nightmares. Again my breathing stops. All I can do i

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YA its a sad story I have said it so many times but it still hurts. I got online I fell in love and I got dumped. To most she probably wasnt the most beautiful woman but to me she looked like an angel even though I never got to see her in person. I tryed twice spent alot of money on planes and hotels but still never even caught a glimpse of her. I want to just drown my sorrows in as much p**sy as i can get but I know that isnt gonna work either. I am stuck loving a woman how cant or wont love me back. I joined this because she is on FB and MS and I just dont want to be reminded of her. This site doesnt seem to be working out either cause I still have yet to talk to anyone on here. I have a few friends but I think they are just collectors anyway padding their numbers. Oh well fuck it all. Well this site looks like a bust too. No connections. Everyone just seems to want to pad their friend count or reach the next level. No big deal just have to find another outlet I guess. Eveybody have

Dark's Diary
So for the past five years I've been having these sudden black-outs. They've been getting more and more frequent, and have lasted longer each time they occur. On several occasions they've actually put my life at risk. Take three months ago. I was riding my awesome chopper-like bicycle down Victoria Hill (it's this REALLY steep hill in the town I live in). I got about halfway down, was flying along really enjoying myself when I felt it. That sudden, odd floaty feeling I get that signals an impending black-out. I didn't have time to apply the brakes, or even leap off the bike. When I woke up several minutes later I found myself in the middle of the road, vehicles stopped all around me and people gathered in a circle pointing at me and whispering. After I finally woke up enough to make sense of it all, I noticed my bike had landed right in front of a double-decker bus that had been coming up the hill. Lucky me that the bus stopped before crushing my pride and joy. And even more luck

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I can be myself when I am with you. Your idea of romance is dim lights, soft music, and just the two of us. Because you make me feel like, like, like I have never felt before. I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked. Your undying faith is what keeps the flame out of love alive You and me together, we can make magic. We're a perfect match. Thinking of you, fills me with a wonderful feeling. Your love gives me the feeling, that the best is still ahead. You never give up on me, and that's what keeps me going. You are simply irresistible I love you because you bring the best out of me. Your terrific sense of humor Every time I look at you, my heart misses a beat You're the one who holds the key to my heart You always say what I need to hear (You are perfect). You have taught me the true meaning of love. Love is, what you mean to me - and you mean everything. You are my theme for a dream. I have had the time of my life a