Soooo ok i want to say i'm sorry for being a pissed off asshole who feels like everything i've ever done in the year n a half was a waste of time. I have accepted the fact things have changed. we all grow up from them and learn from them. I just hope that where ever life may lead her that she takes her time instead of jumping with both feet in .. love is something that can't be played with .. regardless of what you think .. its your choice to deal with .. no mattter if its heart ache or a happy time. if anyone that should be sorry .. it is me.. sorry for day one that i shouldn't of been in that position to try or think that someone could of loved me like i thought.. yeah its fubar lol sooooo its a game .. yay enjoy the game that you play.. cuz its a repeativeness that you seem to keep doing.. sorry not sorry .. i'm heading to that world where that people will see the Karma and get what they deserve by their own actions .. not of my own