do you ever feel not notice feel like that every day in my life even when i have some one i just want some one to notice i am still a living human being when i was preg no one really care afraid to be with a guy really i wish i was ok love guys but i think my fear toke over how would i know that i wont get fuck over again i was afraid to talk to my hubby about shit cuz i wanted to not tell him shit i wanted him to know shit but i wont tell him but it my fault i drove him and every one i know away cuz every one i love dies or fucks me over so i just wait when i am not happy i norm just stay in a room by myself all day wtf should i do oh ya have your heart broeken into two
