hey i got a evil step mom but not a evil step sis ever since my dad meet his wife my life been hard i got push to the side and shit oh well she does not know any thing about me she fallows me like hawk in my dad house she says she treats me like a dauter i cant even talk to my dad privet any more cuz every time i try to she is up his ass and it bugs me
i been think about Edison the good old days with my mom and dad when i was happy when i had a loving bf that ment the world to me a dog i could see every day when sex was not a big thing when you could count on friends to help when you can go to the park and just hang with out worring about friends getting preg or dieing
miss going down the street playing with the boys on my block and the 2 girls that i lived by having the neibers that you can talk to and hang out with going on the swing set in the back yard
Dancing all the time ccd dont laught i miss cara hannah god rest her soul bradle alex catilan danielle nelly ioann justin andrew i just miss the crew of kid i grew up around nick sam aj all of them i miss Edison kids and teen that are now adults
i miss riding my bike to school to smoke with my friends and shit i wish i could go back to my x andrew but he dont care about me oh well
love and happeniness never shows it face to me so i deal with what i get i guess i fuck up in my life to be fuck over so bad by every thing
