I've come to realize that no matter how hard I try, some people just cant understand me and my values... they just cant understand how I am, how I think, how I love, how I care...
They don't understand, or just don't want to take the time to understand... either way, it makes me feel like I'm the one that's losing in the long run...
Maybe I expect too much... maybe I care about things and people too much... I just don't know...
Don't get me wrong, I have a few friends here that know me, and love me just the way I am. They understand why I can and cant do certain things at a certain time... they understand about my faults, and my reasons for those faults... These are the ones that take the time to help me in my time of need... the ones that take the time out of what they are doing, to see what they can do to help.
Ok, so maybe what they do to help, like messaging someone out of the blue, to try and get some answers, isn't the right thing to do... but they do it because they are worried about me, they do it because they CARE. They don't like to see me hurting... they don't like to see this depression in me that sets in when I don't know where I stand or whatever the reason for doing it is... All I know, is that these are the friends that I can call TRUE friends... friends that have a piece of my heart and will always be a part of my life...
Thank you to the ones that I'm talking about... you know who you are.
