gothgirlpunk's blog: "Life/love/hate/death"

every thing happing really well like i got a new bf out of the house and more its nice to have a family that cares they are so nice and so fun my bf make me happy my bf is helpful in so many ways i love him with my heart, mine, body and soul and he so cute hot and its nice that aug 4 he will meet my son and stuff and i get to see him again oh i want him so bad to bee with me for everi want him so much i miss huging him i love him i want him so bad so many ways i hope we work out so much and we stay together for ever i thank god that i meet him

i got a new bf i am happy with that treats me right and he is fun to hang with and stuff i would do any thing for him he really cool and stuff i am happy for once

my aunt is a bitch like she need to grow up i talk from what i want to know what people want to hear the truth that what makes me a good wrighter i am not afraid to hid behind my feeling and say whats on my mine hell i like talking about every thing sex life love happyness and shit god damn it sex is not all that on my mine for fuckin crist sakes she need to grow up and get her head into the real world i love it how guys have sex they rock if girls have sex they are sluts what ever man if you want me i be blowing steam cuz no one under stands me i am human i talk about human things on here that why i went on here cuz i can freely open minded adult site if she want to know i am an adult now not a kid sex is some thing i am ok with not if you not in love i think sex is between a man and a woman that loves each other she need to grow up bitch

i know i am hate by all and loved by no one oh well i will suffer in pain that you gave me i will shead a tear for thouse who know me and i shead a tear for your lonley ass in the end love by all is to much to ask for its like asking for air if you cant breath being in love will be so magicle for me but no one seams to care what i want so who cares if some trys to love me i give up now one love and you and me

i love it every one that tells me they love me lies to me i do any thing for some one i love but they do shit for me if i cut my wrist they would not care but if they do i care you know what i say i am going to be a cold hearted bitch now and not give to fucks about every one

yes i am single yes i am sad but my x needed to get help i had my birthday and shit i went to prom that was cool there been alot of shit going on but there is one person i cant get off my mind that besides my mom but i wont tell cuz no one would care he dont care so what ever i keep my secreats in my heart and let them eat away at my soul intill you come back to me and tell me every thing is ok and hold me tight but i know that day will never come because you dont see me in your life any more you see me as dead worm not usefull if it anit moving i will always be dead to you i am sorry justin bye

i am now 19 years old on my secound kid with a juggalo and well you know you are stupid when you had a kid with him b4 but any way shit happens when you feel un loved by some one that says they are your bf but now i got a tat and tong done my prom is june 1 but i dont get why is it an hour away from my school hello what are they trying to do make all the senourse get lost to go to the own prom and i want a juggalo dead cuz he is bs me and i will like to punch him in the face he an ass that should die and go to hell his lil girls should hate his ass for using woman but ya i wish i wasnt feeling shitty to the point i hate this bed but any way i hate phones i hate cars i hate guy but i love my snowball cuz it dont metal

just wish every guy died and went to hell

hey every one hopw you are all doing better then me i feel sick from head to toe i want to sleep in some ones arms i hate being sick i feel like my head is going to pop off some one help me plz some one come over and take care of me

hey to every one that dont know me tomorrow will be the end living with out love sucks living with abuse suck having no way out and the only one you love dont love you back you help the one you love out when you try to call wont answer wont call you back what is feb 14 with out love its hell on wells if i dont have a date by tomorrow i will never be able to live again i just wanted love and all i get in pain and hurt i want to be happy but fuck you all i hope i od tomorrow see you all in hell XOXO Danielle AKA rogue