Southern XTREME RADIO's blog: "Just expressing My Thoughts"

Hey There FuLand of Fubar. How are You doing this evening fuland? Well I am doing ok... I guess I could be doing a lot better I am sure. But anyways I am writing to express my thoughts Because It's Better for Me. Well I just sit day to day an do pretty much nothing since I have graduated High School. That Was 3yrs ago in June of this yr. 2months ago. But anyways. I struggle every day But I keep my head held High an stay strong on the outside! But really deep in down side of Me. I ask My self that One Question every one asks. Why!! That is the simple question I ask. You Probably are thinking Ok Where does that fit in and why? Well I was born early and I have a mild case of Cerberal Palsy. I have to wear this brace on my left foot (the side it effects most) so I can walk an stuff. But I really planned to go to college right out of High school but no that didn't happen and I didn't speek up and addovate for my self an get help going to college. So Yeah I kick My self for that alot Too. But I also Kick My self Because There Was only 1 Gurl In My Life That I acutually Fell In "Love" With and That Was In 2003 Feb. To be excat. This Girl ment the world to me and there wasn't a Dang Thing I wouldn't do for her. Her and I's Relationshp lasted about 13months Yeah I think we got along Ok. Probably not way we Both had thought an dreamed. An There Comes "THE FUCK UP" I mean I did fuck our relationship up and I 100% Admitt I am wrong. But I will get to that. Well It all started in Homemek Class(food class) there was this gurl in there an that Had has an had a crush an everything on me for ever. well she had been makin her passes many of times I igrnored them an igrnored them. Well One day I just said fuck it and went back to her place with her and had sex with her.! Yeah I TOTALLY REGREET! THAT DAY IN MY LIFE. The thing I regreet more is I countied to date this girl after Becky and I broke up. I live with this everyday. We Broke up March 23,2004 so I have been single every since an 3yrs. But Yeah I don't know when I'll find My Love and The Girl I Once Hopefully Fall In "Love" With. But Mean while I sit here and just wait..... Laters!! Keith

Hey Everyone, Hey How are You all doing? I am doing really Good. I am currently seeing a wonderful woman In My Life. Her and I have alot in common an very strongly in Love with One another. She Means The world To Me Like You wouldn't belive. Life Has Been pretty Good so Far and Been really busy takenin care of the house and what not. But Yeah Like I said before in this blog and The Woman Of My Life is My world and My Breath and The reason I wake up in the Morning and The reason For Living each and everyday to the fullest I can do and ask For. Her and I Have Been datin For about a week now and each and every day that goes by and It just keeps gettin stronger and stronger. I can't ask for Much More. There are Nights I lay in bed and just sit there an think about that day an when it comes an I'll get to see her. It Tears Me Up alot an But I know the wait an pain sometimes will be WORTH THE WAIT I KNOW FOR SURE IT WILL BE. I Love You Baby SO Much and You Have no Clue How Much You Truely Mean To Me. Anyways Though and On To More News and I have been going bowling with My bestfriend for like 8months now and about 5months ago I messed up my left foot pretty good. I was bowling and walked into the gutter and twisted my ankel and pulled the muscles an tendens in the bottom of my foot. SO It has been really hurtin alot an the docs have done a few different things an But It's not actually helpin it any what so ever. But What The Hell an Doctors Think They all know what the hell there doin an talkin about and but half the time there full of shit. lmaooo An again ON to some More News, Well My oldest sister and nephews have been livin with me since about june or july of last yr. It has been a ok thing an but kinda rocky here there. But fuck what do ya execpt when you live with family lol. But My second oldest nephew has been really pissing me off lately. He's 14 and thinks he has life by the balls. He likes to run his mouth to Much and Hes gunna get his ass kicked one day, Because he's "writtin Checks an his ass Can't Cash" But Yeah an He is very rude an disrepectful to my his mother an witch really pisses me off majorly! I swear One day I'm gunna whip his ass! He treats his mom like shit an then turns around and exepcts her to fuckin do what he wants an she don't an he gets pissed. Oh well an fuckin have respect for her an treat with respect and she might do what you need or ask, Right??? Well there is what has been goin on in my life and I'll post more in time to come. Racer