Hey There FuLand of Fubar.
How are You doing this evening fuland? Well I am doing ok... I guess I could be doing a lot better I am sure. But anyways I am writing to express my thoughts Because It's Better for Me. Well I just sit day to day an do pretty much nothing since I have graduated High School. That Was 3yrs ago in June of this yr. 2months ago. But anyways. I struggle every day But I keep my head held High an stay strong on the outside! But really deep in down side of Me. I ask My self that One Question every one asks. Why!! That is the simple question I ask.
You Probably are thinking Ok Where does that fit in and why? Well I was born early and I have a mild case of Cerberal Palsy. I have to wear this brace on my left foot (the side it effects most) so I can walk an stuff. But I really planned to go to college right out of High school but no that didn't happen and I didn't speek up and addovate for my self an get help going to college. So Yeah I kick My self for that alot Too.
But I also Kick My self Because There Was only 1 Gurl In My Life That I acutually Fell In "Love" With and That Was In 2003 Feb. To be excat. This Girl ment the world to me and there wasn't a Dang Thing I wouldn't do for her. Her and I's Relationshp lasted about 13months Yeah I think we got along Ok. Probably not way we Both had thought an dreamed. An There Comes "THE FUCK UP" I mean I did fuck our relationship up and I 100% Admitt I am wrong. But I will get to that. Well It all started in Homemek Class(food class) there was this gurl in there an that Had has an had a crush an everything on me for ever. well she had been makin her passes many of times I igrnored them an igrnored them. Well One day I just said fuck it and went back to her place with her and had sex with her.! Yeah I TOTALLY REGREET! THAT DAY IN MY LIFE. The thing I regreet more is I countied to date this girl after Becky and I broke up. I live with this everyday. We Broke up March 23,2004 so I have been single every since an 3yrs. But Yeah I don't know when I'll find My Love and The Girl I Once Hopefully Fall In "Love" With. But Mean while I sit here and just wait.....
Laters!!
Keith
