turmoil...wrecking my mind...like an angry sea... shutting and blinding my heart...chose not to see hiding behind the invisible shield... never want my heart to yield... i felt my heart died...the day i stopped feeling the pain... ignoring your desperate cry...as you called out in vain... i wish...though it's too late now... i wish i'd told you how much i loved you...and i wish you're here now... so if you wanna know what's the color of my day...it's darker than the darkest shade of black...