On 9/12/06
Let go, let go let go…
Its what my mind screams
And I whisper to myself..
Yet my heart won't let me.
I lay here on my pillow
Soaked with salty tears
As I see the empty space
Where you used to be..
Let go, let go, let go
that's what I should do
But I just cant yet
I feel cheated and used.
My mind swirls around
With your smile and laugh
Yet I feel the hurt
And all the pain you left.
Let go, let go, let go
I've cried till I ached,
I've sobbed till I hurt
Please make it stop!
It should be easy for me
The disrespect, the pain
The disregard, the distance
Why don't I get it?
Let go, let go, let go
You tell me one thing
Yet show me something else
All were lies to my face.
Yet I want you still
And I love you more
You've touch my being
And shook me to my core
Let go, let go, let go
I just need to wake up
I need to shut you out
Out of my mind and soul