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I have no specific interest in anything. that proves trouble for my future, or could, rather, prove helpful. my vague interest in life tends to prevent me from settling down with personal idea and opinion, and i allow malleability while accepting the changes of time. i do favor certain activities, though. i have become a passionate writer as i've grown, and i am constantly questioning whether my talent suits a career. i love stories, i am an avid reader and movie goer, and i love to dream. fabrication of the human mind is fascinating. my dreams don't hinder my lifely ambition, though. i recognize the real world and live in it as fully as my mind allows. although, things would be much easier if i could live where i've created.

i'm an artist. that title can apply to anyone, really, you know. However, I do work on canvas and paper like part of the commonly known definition implies. I also question whether that talent is worth creating a career from.

i'll listen to any sort of music. i have a very eclectic taste. there's nothing i avoid, and i can recognize good musicianship when i hear it. don't ask me names of songs or titles of albums, because i won't know. i just appreciate what i hear.

i smoke. i know, bad habit, but i enjoy it. i am going to have to quit within the month, anyway. so don't give me lip about it. i have severe anxiety and the nicotine tends to calm my nerves. part of the reason i started in the first place.

i love witnessing lives and experiencing generosity. one thing i've wanted to do in my life is walk across the country. with little or no money, i'd live off of others' generosities. there's where you can understand who is decent in this world. once i reach the other side of the country, i want to find a piece of land someone is willing to let me squat on, built myself a nice little home in the woods by a stream, live my life without the stresses of our industrialized society.

grab my hand and pull me outside to stand in the first snowfall, and you've got my heart. show an appreciation for everything. love as much as you possibly can. be eager to learn and adore intelligence. be open minded and accepting. relax. that's how you'll get me.

i appreciate conversation.
by all means, instant message me.
- urnewbuddee .