sometimes i ask myself where my life is really going, who do i turn too, or what options do i have left..all these are questions i am struggling to awnser, and think about day after day. some days, im happy, love where i am, and love being alive...few days later, one small thing goes wrong, or one big thing goes wrong, my life seems as if its crashing down, and i cant get it back together again. and i feel as if all i wanna do is die...sometimes i think its the best thing to happen to me and everyone who knows me...its like im lost, n confused, and cant seem to escape the harsh realities only i know im living...no one knows anything about me, they sit here and judge me, and think they can treat me however they want, even if it means hurting me. most people dont kno what i struggle day after day...something that seems to be taking over my life, and every morning i wake up, struggling just to breath and move on one more step...eating disorders--not sumthing to laugh about..i look in the mirror and relize i can never change who i truely am...and that is me..i can no longer go back, to who i once was..
