feeling empty feeling alone
i jus want to sit at home
crawln in a lil box under the ground
and pray that i end up drowned
the happiness i had has once left me
the joy that i had in my heart fell apart
i dont think im ever ment to be happy
the sorrow has taken my soul up completley
i thought i found someone who can turn me round
i guess i thought rong so i found
i gave my heart and it has been shattered
thats what i get for becoming so clouded
i actually fell in love with him
trusting and thinkin i could live again
i was so dumb for opening up
why did couldnt i have learned so much
the first few times i took down the wall
and let someone in they stole it all
you would think i would learn my lesson
am i that desperate to keep getting hurt with depression
ik now that i wont eva win
on a battle of nothing but pretend
i needa stop living in the fantasy world
wake up and realize that my world wont stop the spin
all men are the same
they all nothing but lame
i must be the stupid blonde
who they think they can change
im me and thats all that i am
wont fix myself for no man in the same
kiss my ass if you cant accept
that i dont take no shit from no one
i wont open my heart again
dont see the point im jus gonna sin
i wont let it break again
for it takes time to get it outta the bin
my heart is blocked from all
no one will get past the wall
betta take a detour and find the road
cause this shop is closed dont want the load
so if this is to much for you to take on
then please jus go and move on
i dont need the hurt dont want the drama
for this is the last and from here its nothing but karma!