lUrDailyAddictionl's blog: "family"

its been so long since this fam was together 
the way it was seemed like so long forever 
wishing it would be back the way it was
knowing it wont be for some time to come

we have all let each other go 
for some odd reason we jus went with the flow 
pretending we didnt care predtending we didnt love
its all for a reason a reason full of blood

i know the love is still there somewhere 
we jus gotta get it back to where we are all smiling
lets actually care and actually love
and we might jus find that reason we all shoved

to the back burner for what reason i say 
i say it was the drama and the pain
that we inflicted on ourselves 
in which return caused it on the peersz of the same

we all have regrets and we are not made perfect
hell we are only humans who have brought down the curtains
to peek in and see what is really going on 
i know for shure we have all fallen for some

one we love with all our hearts 
why cant it be the way it used to work
when we hung out and laughed 
made jokes and looked at all the querks

hugs and ily’sz were said all the time 
now all we have is awkwardness bound in time
cant seem to talk or even laugh 
what made us branded like a holy patch

i miss what we had and those days were fun 
but can we really go back and forget what we have done 
my heart says yes and hopes for the best 
and my mind says we can overcome

all the obstacles and burdens we have 
and become one and whole like a pure lamb 
lets forget all the hate and the juj we do 
and forgive each other for all the things we do

im ready to take the final leap and make it work 
i dont want to hide and lurk 
say you will do the same 
for this fam needs all the love and not pain!