my days are numbered and so are my nights
thinking about it leaves me in fright
i lose so much sleep tossing and turning
dont know where i am going
but i long for the yearning
i want you to see what i can truley be
age is jus a number cant you see
im full of love and care free
why cant you love me just for me
jus when i think i have found someone
who truley cares the assholes have found me from somewhere
its all a game to them i see
playing with my heart
so fucked up for me
my mind is racing with thoughts galore
what is wrong with me i think once more
am i to old to be in this game
i cant be happy but theres no one to blame
sarrow lives beneath this frame
my days are numbered and so are my nights
i no longer live in fright
my heart ice cold within my soul
how could someone love me being so old
one day maybe that man will come
and melt my frozen heart some
until that time i will be lonely and free
never fullfilling what should become of me
sitting here waiting what could be
but never the less always loveing me
cuz my days are numbered and so are my nights
now its time for me to shut off all these lights !