Brown Recluse's blog: "Without This Woman"

+Without This Woman+

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Eternity converged
Triangular stars upon my heart
Parallel universes closing in on me
Love starved soul
Spiraling the voices in my head
Galloping horse rhythm
Echoing reflections in my memory
Moonlight/Sunlight
Collide in black whole of infancy
Leaving a ripple
In the water of my life
Slamming convulsions
Fading blue moon
Sunset glow

When I think about
The reasons why
I LOVE YOU
Thats why I cry
In the sanity
Giving me a reason
To try

As I take time
From yesterday
I realize
I only
Stop
Time
For you

Thoughts of
Sunshine fire
In your
Eyes
Sweltering heat
In
Rain storm
Comforting transitions
Like
Darkness
From dawn
Pulsars
Beat of my heart
Hollow
Black
Loneliness
Of my
Universe
Interrupted
By
Exploding stars

Turning back the time
To where I used to be
I see
It's no longer me
Absorbing your voice
In a word
Hearing your thoughts
In my heart
Walking among the remnants
Of discarded leaves
On a quest for eternitys vision
With the roar of hells door
At my back

Cold receding days
Long
Misty
Bright
November
Night
Words from
My heart
Running through
The filter
Of my mind
If you were able to see
My love
You would never question
If only
Why I love you so much?

There was a time
I didn't know
How to see
Or where to go
Collapsing
In thoughts of
Forever
With you
Because
You showed me
The other colors
I could be
Instead of
Blue

From the second you entered
My soul
Dark remnants of
Light futures
Lifting the shadows
Upon my
Childhood dreams
Through all the
Rainy days
Seeing the clouds shift
In your eyes
Listening
To everything
Father sky
Had to say
An ancestor
From a thousand
Generations
Stopped
to
Show me the way

In the
Conclusion
Of eternitys
Grain of sand
Without this
Woman
I'm not
A
Man



+Brown Recluse+

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