so yea...i'm gonna be really emo and say this song really says a lot about me right now. i hit a point where i just dont fucking care anymore. if i died right now, i wouldnt care. if i failed school and my college acceptances were taken back, i wouldnt care. granted, tomorrow i prolly care again.
homework piles up and the more i get, the less i can do. justice is killing me and we have a practice mock trial this week to get ready for the real mock trial and i'm a prosecution lawyer. OF COURSE we didnt chose our cross-examination witnesses yet so all i have for tomorrow is the cross examination of the eye witness. we'll be scrambling for cross examination questions later in the week which sucks.
hannah, the dumb bitch, keeps trying to run my life. first she tries to get me to ground myself with her cuz of her getting grounded for having a party where shit was stolen (the 1st time i was drunk). the monday after, she said to me "no offense, but it was partly your fault. you could've done something." and all i could think was "yea cuz me drinkin, gettin high, drinkin some more, passing out, throwing up and not remembering most of the night...yea i REALLY could've done something". then she doesnt talk to me for awhile, texts me asking me to go wit her to buy her brother a new wii and when i said no, she tells rachel that i've been turnin on a lot of people lately. THEN today, she commented on this quote i posted up for Language Day (in SPanish of course). this is how it went:
[me walking into a building and her coming out]
hannah: oh, ace i love your quote!
me: huh? what? what quote?
hannah: the one about love and craziness...i LOVE how i can recognize your writing!
me [not exactly listening/zoned out]: yea...how DID you know it was my quote?
hannah: your writing and that thing you do when you sign something
[hannah walks away so i get my butt to class]
so moral of the story: do not friend her, do not pay attention to her short ass, she will cling and she will try to run your life for you. she MAY be worth something to her ex who loves her but when she says shit like how her "best friend" thomas and her are DESTINED to be together cuz "they hang out so much" (meaning she cant get another guy cuz all the other guys know she's crazy and ignore her and she doesnt wanna get back wit robert so she's going for the next best thing) can only mean one thing; PSYCHO!!!
other than that...i was gonna say something emo but in an attempt to get everyone into a better mood here's a story about drunk me (i dont remember this but thomas said it happened so it did!):
so i was drunk. at hannah's house. she convinced me after awhile to go so i did. thomas told me the monday after that i had been talkin to a bar stool. He admitted that he had managed to convince me a bar stool was a kid named steve. i apperantly shook hands with steve (dont ask me how!). then i asked "what school do you go to?" and when steve didnt answer back, i apperantly said "whatever steve" and ran outside to dance with a lamp post.
yay drunk me once!
...cuz that was totally english...
