Firestar Queen Goddessmember of the fuba's blog: "2015"

Here I am

Lost again, hoping not dream of him no more,

Yet here am standing in the moonlight of lust and desire.

Here he comes flowing like reality has no hold upon my dreams anymore.

Keep still my beating heart 

Love can't be

Be still my stirring soul

U can't soar high above the world

~yet~

Here comes the flames of passion

He has chipped away the stones surrounding my heart-n-soul

He has to be merely a dream

So.....

Come morning, I will not remember his touches upon my flesh or his haunting kisses upon lips.

Here I am

Lost again, Praying for this dream to wander away, I can't have this in my reach,

Yet here he is,

Making all my dreams soaring as they will never fade away.

Keep trying to fall asleep,

But

He is invading my thoughts

Room is hot

~yet~

Its cold to the bone as I rise from my bed shivering with need of him to hold me

Here in the darkness, I can feel his fingers moving up and down my spine,

Passion is dancing across the walls like an erotic dream~

I can no longer refuse

~yet~

He is just dream,

I must resist with all my strength and will

Here I am

Complete lost to him

How do I resist his pull upon my heart and soul, when this feeling is too strong to ignore

Now his love is showing me, he is no longer bound only in my dreams.

Keep away

Falling into my dream abyss of him

Why~

Is this happening now?

Is he real or just mere wicked dream tearing all my wall down forever?