i guess its depression but i ask myself why do i have to feel so alone? why dont men want a woman who can love, be faithful and want nothing in return but their love? why do i go to bed alone and wake up alone crying? why do i live on a dream of someone loving when they satre so damn far out of my reach? why do i believe the I love you's when I love you are thew three most sacred words in the world..why does my heart get broke time and time again?
i keep telling myself that in time the pain will end and some day just SOME DAY....
Will the SOME DAY ever come? will it only be when i lay my head in the ground to rest that happiness will finally come....