BAD GIRL RETURNS's blog: "SEPERATED LIVES"

THE NIGHTS ARE SO COLD, THE RADIO PLAYS A SAD SONG. I THINK OF YOU AND HOW YOU DID ME SO WRONG I LET YOU IN, BOTH SOUL AND HEART PROMISES MADE THAT WE WOULD NEVER PART.. I TOLD YOU THINGS, ID HELD FOR YEARS, TELLING THEM TO YOU AS I FOUGHT THE TEARS. YOU TOLD ME THINGS ABOUT PLANS YOU HAD MADE PROMISES AND PLANS WERE ONLY THE GAMES THAT YOU PLAYED... I TOLD YOU THE TRUTH I NEVER ONCE LIED AS I LOOK BACK AT THINGS AND OH HOW I CRIED. I LOOK AT OLD MEMORIES AND ALL I CAN SEE IS A MAN FULL OF HATE IS ALL I CAN SEE SOME OF THE MEORIES I MISS THAT WE SHARED BUT THATS WHEN I THOUGHT THAT YOU REALLY DID CARE YOUR SMILIMNG FACE AND THE TORURE YOU GAVE SOME THE MEMORIES I CARE NOT TO SAVE AS MY HEART BROKE AND THE TEARS FILLED MY EYES ITS ONLY BECAUSE I BEL;IEVED ALL YOUR LIES TEARS ROLL DOWN MY FACE AS I FORGET ALL THE PAIN GLAD I NEVER LET IT DRIVE ME INSANE

LIGHTNING FLASHES THUNDER ROLLS ITS STORMING OUTSIDE AND IN MY SOUL RAINDROPS FALL AND TEARS DESCEND SO MUCH DECEPTION I CANT COMPREHEND MY HEART MIGHT BE BROKEN BUT MY MIND IS STRONG GET OUT OF MY LIFE YOU JUST DONT BELONG

DAYS TURN INTO WEEKS AND SOON IT BE BECAME YEARS THE LOVE TURNED TO HATE, THE LAUGHTER TO TEARS. CONVERSATION HAD ENDED, SPECIAL LOOKS BECAME A GLARE. WHEN IN A ROOM TOGETHER,WITH A BLANK LOOK WED STARE PASSIONATE NIGHTS WERE GONE, DISQUST HAD SET IN WE KNEW IT WAS OVER, WE HAD NEW LIVES TO BEGIN. SOON WE PARTED WAYS, IN SEARCH OF SOMETHING NEW IM GLAD THAT ITS OVER, AND THE PAIN FINALLY THROUGH... TO MY SECOND EX-HUSBAND.WROTE 4 YEARS AGO......