Why is it that no matter what I do it goes wrong for me. I have a great job, but someone that I work with is such a bitch that it makes it hard for me to be there. I am going to school and am finding it hard to keep my mind in it any more because of other problems. My love life is in the toilet right know and probably never come out because the one person that I want to be with wants to just be friends, because she is afriad that if we dated me might end up hating each other and never talk again. To that I say you never know unless you try. What does it matter because I am the nice guy that no one wants to be with. I would do anything for her and pretty much have for the most part. Their is one thing that she wants me to do and I can't, because I am in love with her. I can't just go out and meet someone and date them because of that. I want to hang out with her and have good times like we used to but it seems like she is pushing me away for some odd reason. Words can't even begin to describe how I feel about her and it feels like it all has fallen on death's ear. I want to be happy for you and with you but it is gonna take me a little bit to get used to the idea of you with another person and being in love with them when I have been trying for the past 3 years. Bear with me and talk to me about everything, PLEASE> We need a chance to talk some time soon and not at the bar or on the phone. You can call me anytime and see where I am at if you really want to help me to understand all of this, because I really don't anymore.
