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Have you ever had a feeling that things aren't all that they appear?
I have.
I was born into a Christian family. They have loved, supported, and taken care of me my entire life. We have fought, laughed, and loved eachother to the fullest. I know that when disaster hits, they will never leave me. However, I also know that there are rules that I have to follow as well. Rules chaff at me. But I guess they are supposed to keep me safe. They didn't, but they are supposed to.
My life was a golden one when I was younger, but I have been angry since before I could remember. I got everything I asked for, and yet I never had friends who understood what I really wanted. I was bullied, teased, and made-fun of. As I got older, women didn't seem to get along with me. I tried to be nice to them, but my sense of humor is more like a mans. I am very upfront and women seem to require a softer approach.
But life is good. I have my horses, they are my life, my love, my passion, and everything I want. I take joy in them and what I can do with them. I rehabilitate underweight and abused horses. I love the thrill of seeing this massive beast bend its will to mine. When they begin to attack, the adrenaline rush is enough to send me into a euphoric state of mind. The pride I feel from getting the 1,100 lbs animals to allow a small child to ride them is like none other. The rush I get from speeding over the ground on my Fiery Red Horse, there is nothing like it. To know that you decide the fate of such a noble creature.... it fills one with awe.
I will not tolerate a man disrespecting women. It's bad enough when women disrespect themselves, but to have men join in on that? Not if I can help it. I stand for decency from both genders. I stand for love, respect, and trust. If you cannot give me those, I don't want you around.
I don't ask for much. Not really. My best friends are vampires and a Lugaru.... I am very open minded.
Those are the basics about me.
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