when you love someone... and they have bipolar disorder, It's hard not to walk on eggshells.
The only high maintenance part of me (besides making my kitty purr)--is my heart-- I need to be reminded that I havevalue, and would love to hear hij say I love you, and at least-- give me a meaningful touch. I've not been one who has to have jewelry, or fancy things. Material things are nice, but the "just because I'm plum tickled with a bouquet of wild flowers picked from the side of the road.
Captain Sunshine, however must have 2 boats, a motorcycle, a dirtbike, 2 other dirt bikes for the boys, and a toy/tool barn that'd bigger than my own house.
When did I become invisible to my husband? It's not like I've been a sexual prude or anything-- I'm a cougar. He's still pushing me away.
Most of y;all reading this will easily say--dump the jerk. But we have children and are bound to one another in so many different ways.
I'm not asking him to change, however, I miss the old "us".
Ok , I'm going to watch cable now.
Couples out there in fubarland and in real life--keep your glass half full. Amd appreciate your significant others as well as family, because
** No one is promised tomorrow.**
Soft smooches to anyone who reads this: and/or warm friendly embraces,
~Ashleigh
