I just don't know what the fuck to say or do right now. I'm just fucking tired of all this crap happening to me right now. It's like WTF god did I steal your fucking cookie or what. I mean really this is to much shit to deal with right fucking now. I mean what the fuck. I really geting fucking tired of everyone sy oh it'll get better ,Ya fucking sure it will,Not with my luck it won't. Like I just fucking love it how everyone seems to know that through all this shit I'll be ok,when their not me,so how the hell can they say what I'll do or feel through all this shit. Lets get real here people how you react and act to somethng is not the same as the person next to you would. I'm just tired.