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Really..what the hell am I doing... I really like some ppl I met on here... I am just lost.. I am sooo alone I will try and get attention any way I can.. and I am on a computer... how sad is that... my god.. just listen to me.. but I will say this .. the feelings I have are real.. and I do want to neet ... but then what.. we live sooo far apart... kids are involved.. speaking of kids I cant get mine to call or write or even get a boo out of him .. I am willing to take alot of responsiblity for this but he has to take some as well.. I miss him sooo much and I am shur I dont even know him any more.. I see the pictuers and he is very broad in the shoulders .. as tall as me by now LOL.. good looking kid.. and I am missing all of it and I cant do anything about it.. cant even feed myself right now...
and here I sit watching TV I dont care about talking to ppl I may never even meet, and I am wasting away hoping someone on here talks to me .. so I can feel better about myself??? mabe I dont know.. all I do know is it is better than being totally alone.. have you ever gone a whole day with out saying a word to any body and having complete conversations... Its really strange.. but I do it all the time.. LMAO
