since Ricky left with his mother to Utah... a state where the father has absolutly no rights what so ever.. and I have not seen him since...we talk every once in a while and his mother married again for the third time since the divorce. man that kid has seen alot in 16 yrs.. I think he is happy though.. at least I hope he is.. As for me I have been out of work for a while.. I have nothing and trying to find work is hard.. LOL But I will get there some day.. LOL I might just start writing here as it makes me feel better..
I am not looking for sympathy.. just an outlet.. I can talk here and if you read it ,, cool.. you understand me a bit better.. if you dont LOL I am doing this for me..
I have no one here.. so I flirt alot.. probably to much.. over stay my welcome when flirted back with.. I have been divorced for a long time and like I said I am alone..
well I will end this little pitty party and get up tommorrow as I always do.. LOl Good night peeps LOL I always wanted to say that LOL