this isnt about the weather...lol
as tears fill her eyes i can hear on the other line how much she hurts and all i can do is sit here and listen to my best friend cry and cry hard...cry for her baby and for her husband that is distancing himself from her....i can hear the sadness in her voice...then i hear the guy i have known for a while say "man how did i get her....pregnant...??" then i get on the phone again and her my other girlfriend say how much she misses her fiance....and how nauseated she is....(ya i know alot of pregnant people) then i sit here and wonder will i ever get to feel love again, will i get to feel a baby move inside me when the time is right...? i hope one day i will but for now i sit here and wonder when this time will come, who will love me for everything i have, who can i gie my love to forever? i forever a guarenteed now?? doesnt seem like it, i want forever, i want that love that makes me want to sing in the shower, grin from ear to ear, i want to feel that forever....just the question now is when will it come??
