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Why is it that when you know things about stuff you get left in the dark most of the time? Well that is how I feel and would honestly like to get answers off of them. Everytime I think I am doing a great job with what ever it is that I am doing, whether it is impressing a girl, studing, working, hanging out with my friends, or ambulance. No matter what I do in the most part goes unnoticed. Sometimes it does get noticed, but then I have people going behind my back talking bad about me or doing something to hurt me. I am willing to bet that if I took a vaction and didn't tell anyone that I was leaving and didn't answer my phone the entire time I was gone people would miss me or think I was doing something bad. I know that a small few of my friends would not stop calling until I answer but some wouldn't even care. I know of those few that do care 2 maybe 3 of you would probably be in tears until I responed to you your came back, but then I would get my ass kicked for leaving. Out of those 2 or 3 I would have to say that 1 would really kick my ass and never talk to me again, but I could be wrong about that. All I know is that I Love someone with all my heart and would give anything to be with her, but it might not be ment to happen just yet. One day it may and until then I just have to wait and see. If you are one of my friends I would so like some in put as to what you think. I get from so ass holes on here that I am selfish and make people change the way they think and if I was that good at doing that I would be with the person I want to be with.
