Void, Cancelled, simply annulled.
Endlessly aching, unconsoled.
Life without you, cuase without reason.
touch without sense, time without season.
i face life now facing a cancerous sore.
a sordid parasite that eats at my core.
all that makes me whole, all i hold deep within
leaving me lifeless or at least not livin.
A shallow face, anguished and marred.
an empty space, scaled and scarred.
sweetly abiding to a cynical charade.
secretly hiding "hind a fictitious facade.
still, lost within this heart of glass,
this fragile and yet unfeeling mass
lies that remains of a love that glowed
the gift you once bestowed.
But honor and pride now bereaved
by your love for me so misconceived
ripped from my inner depths, impeding
mind and body and spirit, bleeding
now's crushed to sand from thy ruthless hand
a cold stare i just cant understand.
i feel that somehow, somehow i'm dying
at least my soul and all thats underlying.
a simple void, is that what i've become?
the hollowed sphere on a pendulum
swining back and forth, emotion to emotion
never once stopping, nor slowing the motion
no reason, no answer, no justification
the creation of a sterile imagination
just passing through time as time passes me.
merely a nothing- nothing merely left to be
sightless and soundless unseen and unheard
mindless and boundless, obscure and absurd
all empathy lying ungraced, unemployed
I live my life dying, unembraced, a void
