I've been living with Chris for a lil over a month, things seem to so good, then out of nowhere,things go bad. I haven't really had the best of luck here, but I've been told you sometimes have to make sacrifices in order to finally find happiness. I made a huge sacrifice and left everything I had to be with the man I love. But it seems that only when Im about to quit and leave him is when he shows an emotion of caring. He hardly ever holds me anymore, I go in search of his kisses. I have to look for his hand. I dont know what to do. We dont even sleep in the same space anymore. this isnt the way a relationship works. this isnt the way I want to be treated. i dont know how much more of this i can stand. I feel like we're losing each other and i just dont know what to do anymore. i love you chris, but i just dont know what else to do to make you happy.
