It's not fair,
The way life goes.
When things seem to be great,
Something goes wrong.
The guy I adore,
Seems to like me back.
I do something about it,
And my heart becomes cracked.
He tells me he's not interested,
Well, not right now at least.
But when he is,
I'm "awesome", so he'll call me.
I don't know what to say or do,
I stare a little, say thanks,
And then just walk away.
He just hurt me.
Does he know what he just did?
Likely not.
I've liked him for what seems forever,
And now all I can do is hate him.
I see him at school,
And I glare.
I want him to see me angry,
And for him to feel bad.
I see him out of school,
And think evil thoughts;
I wish he knew what they were,
And that they would come true.
He likely will never know how much he hurt me,
And I will likely never tell;
But this has been a learning experiece,
That I will unfortunately never forget.
