Things in life become uncertain to all of us through life when either changes or doubt enter the picture. I have had many of these in my day and thou, I tend to fight every problem that gets in my way, by myself. I tend to feel worn out due to the uncertainties that face me. I can't help but feel helpless when I end up not being able to control the environment around me or thing fall apart for me.
The feeling of helplessness engulfs me and I try to think positive and hope for things to turn out in my favor. But, even thou I get through it all I end up torn and depressed. It pisses me of to no end...
The biggest thing for me is unpredictable situations, that stops people and myself from moving forward down the road to the future. Unpredictable situations bring doubt, and doubts bring uncertainty. Its a fucking circle of bullshit I tell ya.
So, what is it that I can do to lessen the burden of suffering on those I care about and on myself, from things of unpredictable nature? I have no fucking clue what so ever. I wish I could bash it in the head, but of course it doesn't have a head... Unless it is a person that is causing this torment... then maybe. But, most likely it is a fucked up problem, or someone's lack of risk taking that might be the cause of it.. so I'm fucked either way and not in a good way either.
So, I'll just keep pondering on this bullshit till I find the answer and not give up the fight...
'nuff of this crap... I'm done for now
Mike
