I have finally accepted that love does not exist, especially for me.
The ones that i cared about proved that they do not care about me. *sigh* done=t wanna sound like a bitch or anythin of the sort, im just writtin my thoughts out on here, cuz i find that this is like the only way i can vent even a little bit.
But yeah, i feel like i want 2 die now, but i know that that ain't gonna happen. I am very lonely, and a v....lol, wait a min, i noticed something....
MY LIFE IS LIKE GONNA BE LIKE THE 40 Year Old Virgin's lol, o man, that movie was funny...
Well, im hoping to gain the money so i can get a jump start on Street Racing.
but yeah, back on the topic. Well, I realize that im not very well liked for reasons unknown. Maybe because im not an Ass like alot of men. I guess that is one of the few things that set me apart from anyone else.
O well, my only hope is to continue my martial arts, hoping that it will rid me of emotions and such, cuz i find that emotions are not for me.
