No matter what i do to try, i can't find it, i cant find it at all and it hurts. Is there true love anywhere in this world? Is there any left?
I have been looking for it for some time now, i have been wondering what its like to be loved and cared for, but i cant find none of that. Because im not loved, only by family (which doesn't count), and im not cared for by anyone. Heh, am i one of those last few people who just wants love and doesn't care about anything else....I guess so.
Now and days, Love is just a word, it doesn't truly exist. The only thing that i think does anymore is a thing called Lust. Which of course is one of the 7 deadly sins but still.
All of whom i have been with said that they love me, but didn't really mean it. Does anyone even know what love actually means???? I guess not because now and days, people use it so loosely.
I know i am still kinda young and i have my life ahead of me still, but truly, i don't think that i will ever find it, as well as many of the people in this world.
here is a tip to all of the females. Dont fool around with love. Dont say it if you dont mean it because in the long run, you will end up killing yourself(in the inside). O, and also here is another tip. Dont focus just on looks, yes looks are good and i understand that you want a good looking person, not no monstrosity, but dont focus just on looks ya know, look at their personality, because the hottest person in this world cound be the most crude and vile, and the ugliest person, cound be so sweet and kind, and loving, and caring, and all of that.
If you are one of those few people looking for love, then you all should know what im talking abuot....
Aaron.
