My Fu-Fiance called off the Fu-Wedding b/c he thought I wasn't communicating with the powers that be planning the Fu-Wedding.... and then I wake up yesterday afternoon to the manager at Blue Orion putting me on suspension because I didn't have SAMS working just yet (and I had been trying for 8 weeks to get someone to get the darn program working for me).
Dang, drama! (Remembering... this is only Fu-World and not the real life!)
I get enough of it by the callers I receive calling in for crisis situations in at my real life work... and all this drama occuring yesterday (and/or finding out about it yesterday anyways) just slightly before heading off to my work didn't sit well for me. I wasn't in a good frame of mind for my real life job and I felt horrible for it. I should have called in sick instead of not being completely there in the moment for work, but it just wasn't that easy to shake off -- Fu World or not.
I am a sensitive person... which is what makes me so good at what I do in the real world.
I don't need the drama at all.
Insofar as the suspension, I suspect now that the owner is getting herself involved with me today that I will be up and running prior to my scheduled shows this week, which will make the drama that occurred last night so very unnecessary.
Insofar as the fu-wedding, I am not sure that I can give this guy a third chance b/c he has acted out of haste and changed things up on me already twice -- and,I keep reminding myself that this is only Fu-World. While I'll still consider him as my friend, I guess I need to make myself known that I am available for someone's Fu-Wife. Is there someone out there not looking for Fu-Drama??? I am beginning to wonder....
Although it is my time to go to bed, I can't help hear Jimmy Buffet's song ringing through my head..."pour me a tequila"... oh, howdie, how I need a vacation right now!
Hugs and kisses to you all.....
Loves...
K
