XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "poetry"

trying to start my new life ,

trying to make my heart new

theres so many things you did that left a scar on me ..

it now hurts so much more then you''ll ever know..

im waiting to get out of here .. to start over in my own place

this place has too many memories of  old the good , the bad ,and the ugly ..

i need new walls.. i want these chain ripped from heart .

i hate feeling so numb..

 i still try to be your friend but that all that does is hurt ..

i need to find my place , i need to find myself

who am i without you ..??

where do i belong .. ??

you can  sayi can't make it o my own..

yet you still rely on me ..

the pain i feel when you yell at me ..

i'm not doing anything wrong

just trying to be nice

but whe you to hurt me it makes me think twice

each stab you take at me , you push the knife in ..

i try not to feel it it , but the wound is still open..

what used to be love is turning to hate ...

i look at you from behind these hazel eyes , and your no longer the hero .. bleived you were..

as much as it pains me  , i still try to be friends

but don't so cruel , im no longer loves fool ...

i gave you everything and more ...

and yet you still walked out and door , you tried to come back ..

and i thought i could do it .. but in my heart i had started to move on... too much hurt and too much pain from the past ... strangled us like poison ivy ..