My pain and misery
fall from the sky
So hard I try to ignore it
but it still gets by
Surrounded with memories
of what could have been
The hatred screams under my skin
Pulsing through my veins
is the anger I feel
Wounds break openĀ
as soon as they seal
Darkness surrounds me
with every step I take
I manage a smile
but do you know it's a fake?
I laugh when people talk to me
But inside I'm dying
wishing they could see
I'm different inside
I am not the same me
Wish they could just notice
the extinguished flame
I know the truth
but it's locked in my heart
And now more than ever
it's tearing me apart.